Purim is not over till.... - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] good evening everybody sh so we want to talk tonight a little bit about KES a little about puim and a little bit about the coming of mashiach which is all connected to each other it's all interconnected and we'll talk for about 45 minutes after that we'll leave time for questions and answers if anyone has any questions later on they want to ask feel free to ask and if you don't mind Whoever has their phones put it on silent or turn it off the world will wait for 45 minutes so good evening my name is Alon Andes is one of the most specialest days of the year because first of Alles in itself is an spacious day and the question is why is it called roses it should technically technically should be called the beginning of the month because R is ahead and it doesn't make much sense to say head the head of the month would make more sense to say the beginning of the month same thing with r it should say the beginning of the year not the head of the year but it's called the head of the year because in the head everything is included so in the day of R the beginning of the month likees all the days of the month is included in that day meaning that this day has in it the potential and the power of all the days that will come in the coming month in the Jewish calendar we know we have 12 months sometimes we lucky and we have 13 with a second ad but each month in the Jewish calendar has a certain power a certain character trait a certain emotion and the month of Adar the sense of the month of is called laughter now there's a big difference between happiness and and laughter laughter is one thing and happiness is a different thing if you notice when we read a chapter of every time we bench when we say we say when is going to bring us back to when Mia is going to come very soon it says we were as dreamers and then we had another it says then our mouth is going to be filled of laughter this is going on the laughter that comes in the month of adal now this is not a laughter when somebody tells you a joke and you just laugh a little bit this is a a very spiritual and inner laughter that comes from the depth of our Nish the laughter that it comes from something mundane or from a joke this is not coming from a good place it's not coming from a holy place it's coming from what's called just being foolish but the real laughter is when the soul reaches such a high level like when a person when he's extremely happy he just laughs this is the real laughter this is the laughter we're going to experience very soon when mashah is going to come it's not going to be necessarily only happiness then our mouth is going to be full of laughter and the month of the sense of the month of is laughter every month has a different sense we have online on my website uh uh uh every month we have a class about the month the the power of the month the character of the month the sense of the month it's a very interesting very interesting lecture once a month because we kind of cover what's the potential of the month so in the month of is the month of laughter now in the month of is one of the most specialest holidays of the year and the reason why I'm saying one of the most special holidays is because we have a lot of holidays that are biblical like P and Sh and and C but we have two holidays that are not biblical that's an event that happened in the past and our sages decided to make a holiday out of it and that's kanuka and that's porim and it says in the future when mashia is going to come all the holidays will be anold and at some point all the mitv will be anold we're not going to have the same mitv anymore now there's a contradiction in in in between our sages exactly when it's going to happen what does it mean that the mitzvot we're going to not going to have mitzvot anymore most agree that it goes on the time of resurrection of the dead of but we know that at some point at the time of the Redemption we're not going to have holidays anymore thei explains that it's not that the holiday is going to be cancelled rather that The Godly Revelation that we experience once a year on PES we're just going to have it every day every day it's going to be PES every day is going to be suot every day so we're not going to be lacking this Godly Revelation so we're not going to be celebrating it every day but there are two holidays that The Godly Revelation that we experience it comes from a very high place that is called above descending chain above now what does it mean a Godly Revelation in our limited mind we cannot understand what's a Godly Revelation you hear it a lot of times a Godly Revelation in Hebrew it's calledit is a Enlightenment har comes from the word in Hebrew o which is light we refer to the Kosh as light or in but this is not the light that we see in the ceiling this is a totally different light because or is light but is a Enlightenment is a revelation which means that sometimes theh reveals himself in such a way that it's almost like me now being in a dark room so I don't see anything and if I don't have a flashlight or anything I'll start bumping into walls and into things I'm in the dark all I need to do is turn the switch on and there's an Enlightenment now I can see oh now in this world what happens is is that we are in darkness once in a blue moon the light is being opened for a couple seconds and then it's closed so imagine the same way that I walk into a dark room I don't see anything in the room but somebody does me a favor and opens the light for a few seconds I see what's going on here and then the light is down and not only that I can recognize where I am and what's going on I actually see oh I'm actually in a very beautiful place but this light goes off right away so once a year we celebrate holidays in Hebrew it's called moed moed is a festival so once a year I celebrate PES once a year I celebrate sukot but there are twice a year a holiday that I celebrate which are kanuka and Pim and that's not something that that was originated in the beginning like a Biblical holiday rather it's an event that happened in the history now in the beginning the first year of kanuka and the first year of puim they didn't have a holiday the miracle happened now there's a big question there's so many miracles in our history why do we have to celebrate these particular Miracles there are much greater Miracles or just as great in history you know after mosu went up to sh to the heavens yosua took the Jews into Earth Israel and then there was a very big war there was many wars in one of the wars there was such a miracle that the sun stood in its spot in order for him to win the war me this is a pretty big miracle why aren't we celebrating the day so there are many miracles our sages saw the year later after kanuka and after puim that the same Godly Revelation that came the year before repeated itself all the rest of the holidays this Godly revelation did not repeat itself so they say okay it was a one time a one time Miracle a year after puim and a year after kanuka they saw the exact same Godly Revelation appearing so like oh wait a minute it's repeating now we have to commemorate the day now our sages when they decided that a lot of times when you're saying the sages you're picturing a few old men with white beards and these particular men were not regular men they they had what's called they had a very high spiritual level that they were able to see things much more than what we can understand so they saw this Godly Revelation that repeats itself every year therefore they decid okay this is going to be an supicious time so twice a year we have a very special day that if you notice on both on kanuka and on pu we celebrate the day but we don't we don't stop from working we we don't commemorate it exactly like the festivals we do it a little bit different now in the month of AD which people connect the month of AD they connected to sim to happiness but this comes from a much much higher place than just regular happiness unfortunately we are stuck in this exile for many many years and we're stuck in this exile for way more than when we already wish wish for ourselves there must be a good reason why we're still stuck in Exile but we are stuck in this horrible Exile and unfortunately this horrible Exile is affecting everybody everybody's suffering in one way or another one person suffers froma one person can find a a match or to their child another person has problem in SCH people have problems in health everybody has problems and everybody thinks that their problems is the biggest problems they don't understand that everybody has problems everybody's pushed to a wall nobody has an easy time everybody's qued in in somewhere or another because the says I want you to scream already to bring me to bring the Gula the Redemption I don't want you to just sit and wait okay yeah we deserve it no I want you to do something to go out of your way so if I'm comfortable I'm not going to do anything so hasem makes sure that I'm not comfortable this place the state of not being comfortable makes me unhappy so to say it's a very hard to be happy when time of stress in any time of stress and unfortunately it's very hard to come into to expect from somebody that has financial debt physical issues all sort of things to tell them be happy you have to be happy why because this is what our Torah tells us you do it you have to serve with happiness and it's almost impossible so comes the H of theim and says no this is how you can find the way how to transform everything the the one of the secrets behind the holiday of pu is called will'll transform it whatever seems to be bad is actually going to is actually very soon going to be revealed how good it is we just don't see it with our limited limited Minds now in the holiday of puim we read a very special story which is called me now meila is a like a scroll and it's a lot of people relate to that to the name of the Queen but really the name of the Queen Wasa not EST we call it me because mea comes from the word legot to reveal and EST comes from the word something that is concealed that I don't see so this meila this story comes to reveal hidden secrets for me to have some type of a path some type of a road map how do I get myself out of my own exile and go into spiritual Freedom cuz really when you want to see if you want to look at the whole story if we do like a real quick recap the Jews were stuck in MIT we just read that then comes mosu gets them out of their Exile walks them through the desert they get the Torah then they walk in the desert for 40 years after that they walk into Israel then they wait for 410 years before they can build the betam mikdash then they build the first bet midash the first betam midash is holding for 410 years the betam midash sustains then unfortunate reality happens that the bet mdash gets destroyed gets destroyed by a very mean Tyrant called nead he was the king of Babylon of B and he comes and destroys beta mikdash and of course the blame is on us our sages tell us you failed in idol worship in Bloodshed and forbidden relations therefore you lost your beta mikdash since the sin was revealed then the length of the Exile was revealed as they're going out of Y the prophet tells them you're going to be out of for 70 years 67 years later happens the story of puim three years later they're back into and building again the betam mdash the second betam mdash 420 years later again it gets destroyed why this time from one sin that is called sinam is me not liking another person for no reason since the sin is not revealed then the length of the Exile is not revealed now what it means that the sin is not revealed idol worship if I Shalom do idol worship it's revealed you can see what I'm doing orom BL of forbidden relations but I can look at you and smile at you all day long and in my heart I can't stand you or I hate you or I'm jealous of you so the sin is not revealed the length of the Exile is not revealed comes the story of puim and it comes to reveal the hidden secrets this is why it's called me EST revealing whatever is concealed in the story of megat besides the fact that historically it actually happened it's not a a fairy tale it's not a story it actually happened but regardless that it actually happened it has in it all this hidden meanings excuse me so if you kind of dissect the Mig what do we have we have a king a king if I compare it to my life then there's also a king in my life the king of the world then in the there's a sadic there's a m so also in my life there's a sadik that's a sadik that's where I I I look upon to and then in the M there's another character a hamon a mean person hamon is a descendant of am a is aipa it's a nation but it's a manifestation of aipa aipa is a spiritual entity a husk that comes to oppose his Holiness now Amal is a very sophisticated kipa there are many different types of kpot Amal is a very sophisticated kipa why because he has a very mean character trait of cooling a person down we read it every day when we pray that he comes and cools you down you come to a lecture you come to a beautiful event you get all excited all inspired you go out of the door comes and cools you down relax you don't have to be so fanatic don't have to believe this guy you go excited for two hours I'm very happy now he comes with a needle and he pokes the air out all the excitement goes away and you're back to square one so you go to another class build up up excitement he comes and pokes it again and he cools you down don't need to get excited you did a Mitzvah last week that's enough now amalik has a very weird character trait that he comes and grabs Us by our neck the numerical value of the word amalik is the exact numerical value it's called gatria of or CU he comes and grabs Us by our neck like a like a vicious animal what does it meaning the spiritual term in the spiritual term my body is divided into two sections the up section corresponds to my head and this is called M my intellect the lower part of my body is corresponding to my body and this is cor called mid do my attributes my character traits so I have something going here I have this balloon here and inside there's an intellect and then I have another this bulky body and inside there's a lot of types of different attributes and character traits but then there's like this little stick here that connects together now Amal says okay I don't mind you pumping up your intellect but I'm not going to let it come down leave it here and that's it and the easiest example and I'm not talking about mystical deep Concepts ofal I'm talking about basic things that if you take now any human being that smokes cigarettes and you'll tell them do you know that cigarettes are bad for you they'll tell you yeah do you know that cigarettes can cause cancer yeah so why do you smoke I'm addicted I can't get rid of it this habit no because what's stuck in the mo in the intellect does not penetrate down into the body and this is one example out of many you know you go now to the supermarket 90% of what's on the shelves is poison and you know that you look at the ingredients food coloring MSG GMO all the junk you still buy it and you still eat it and you know it's not healthy why cuz it's much easier to put something in a middle box and press press abouton and in 3 minutes I have a meal so AAL doesn't let anything from here come down into here now this is talking about basic things I'm not talking about now spiritual things that I know in my mind it's not good to lie it's not good to cheat or to slander to say and to steal and to I know it I know it's not good to hate another person and I know I need to help this person but it doesn't pen into my body why cuz there's a kipa that is holding my neck and is surrounding it with a ring and does not let what I understand penetrate into my heart this is the concept of Amal and Amal each and every one of us has Amal in in us as a ham so again if I'm dissecting the story of porim there's a king goes on the master of the universe there's a sadic there's a hamon and there's also a queen EST there I am the queen all of us are the queen we are called KET Israel we are the queen of the kadh we just got mat that was the wedding kadh married us so we are Esther we are the queen and in the story you have to really learn the details of the story because a lot of people think that Queen Esther was an 18-year-old teenager that won the beauty pageant Esther was 7 years old 70 years old she wasn't a young girl and the Mig says and she found the king found favor in her eyes rather the K made her have this special Grace that he found it to be so beautiful and attractive but the story says that he locked her into in a room she was locked for halfway here in the room she didn't want to come out the zor explains that every time that he called for the Queen to come in she was able to create to clone herself and created a demon and the demon used to go to him he never touched her she was holy zor goes into this as explaining that she was able to clone herself explains that our body our existence is built from two entities from a Holy Soul and from a physical body the in calls the body it calls the the actually body shed like a demon and the body is kind of like a clone to the neish Esther was such a she knew how to duplicate herself so to say she would send this demon to a so he never touched her but she was locked in her room for half a year she did not want to go to the king and every time she was called To The King she was forced to go there in lash the Jewish terminology this is called Ana she was forced to she didn't go willingly this goes on my sh that is forced to go to a place of impurity because the palace the Palace of was a palace of impurity it wasn't a beautiful palace like what we're imagining with beautiful pictures on the walls it's was a palace of Tuma of impurity that's all they wanted to do there so she was forced to go go there once M comes to her and M used to go to her every day and ask her how you doing everything's okay you you're good you're feeling one time he comes and he tells her you have to go to the king she tells him I have have to go to why are you making me go to the king I don't want to go to the king up until now I was forced every time to go to the king are you telling me if you're telling me I I will do what you're say so she says now you have to go to the king you have to go into this Palace of impurity this whole story is you can look at it also as a metaphor of my life I am trapped in this Palace of impurity I'm trapped in this body that my body only wants all sorts of things that are pleasurable to my body I want to sleep I want to eat I want to enjoy this life all day long I have a jungle of thoughts in my mind a jungle of emotions in me it's a palace of impurity and I'm forced to do that like Queen EST she was forced to go there but she went there self-sacrifice and I'm going to be there and when the sadik told her you have to go into the king she said says okay I'm going to do it now amazing in the story of puim you see the secrets of how I remove myself from this Palace of impurity and how I go in to my spiritual Exile because in order for me to experience a a let's call it for now a global Exile then I first have to have a my own personal Redemption if I want to go out of out of I'm sorry I said it wrong if I want to go if I want to experience a GL Redemption then I first have to go to have my own Redemption and comes the Milla comes to reveal to me how do I go out of my own limitation because my own Exile is my own limitations the things that limit me where I cannot grow spiritually higher what limits me in my mind my thoughts my speech so in the M comes and reveals the pattern excuse me and the path that I have to go to go out of my own Exile because after when they went out of this Exile and this wasn't a regular Exile this was a decree to kill everybody this was like a a a a holocaust I mean 75 years ago hamon came back again this time he got dressed into another Tyrant and he tried to finish what he wanted to do 2,000 years before that in Pim we know that Hitler was Amal from zal hamon came back but in the time of the story of M and they went out they were able to beat the decree and go back to Israel back to the land of Israel and build a bet mikdash so now I'm standing kind of in the same place right I'm I'm in Exile I'm out of Israel maybe physically I live there but I'm out of the concept of the Redemption and now I'm also looking at everybody wants to destroy us I'm looking at and a state of Extinction I'm kind of it's a kind of an equivalent time and I'm experiencing my own Exile so comes the mea and tells me everything is hidden in the mea mea again comes on the wordalot to reveal so the Mig comes and tells me a beautiful story with a lot a lot of hidden details and then he comes and tells me listen every time you celebrate porim there are going to be four mitv that you have to do now most cases and most mitv women are exempt from most of the Commandments that are in the Torah all the of women are not exempt now amazingly there are four in the Mig I call them the four Ms because all four of these mitv start with the letter me if you noticed M that women are also obligated everybody's obligated in this and they all start with the letter me not by chance they started by the letter me they could start with any letter other letter but what's so special about me if you notice there are two types of ms there are few letters that they have two ways to to write them for example and P me also has a me and then it has a me like a square me that comes at the end of the of the of the word if you look at the structure of the letter of me it has a base it has a wall has another wall has a little opening on the bottom just a little open there's a big question why was the Torah started with the letter B would make more sense that the Tor should start with the letter Al if come our sages and explain because the bit if you look at the structure of the letter bit it has a base it has a right wall it has a roof and then it has one wall that is open why this wall is called the northern wind what does it mean the yet has seven different names one of the names of the is called you can translate it as Northern but it comes from the word saf safon is something that is hidden very very good Saun has the same root in the word in Hebrew it's called matp matp is my conscious I have a conscious my conscious is the wick point of my Godly soul I do something and right away my conscious tells me why did you do that that's not nice why did you steal why did you lie why did you cheat my conscience doesn't let me live with myself I do something bad I scream at my child I do something that is not right my conscience will come and tell me that's not the right thing to do and it was not going to let me sleep it's not going to let me rest this part of the goes and attacks this part this conscious and he appro it I don't want you to have a conscious I want you to be cold and I don't want you to get Shalom you have a conscience and say sorry to somebody no so this this is called has seven names and each name corresponds to one way how he comes to bother us so the world was created with the letter the bet the Tor starts with the letter bet because the says has to be a if there wouldn't be a there wouldn't be resistance if there wouldn't be resistance I wouldn't be able to to grow spiritually if I go now to a gym and I want to work out and I just sit like this and I don't move I can go to the most nicest gym in the world but if I don't do some type of a movement there's no resistance there's no exercise going on there I can sit on a chair like this for three hours nothing's going to happen I have to do something and in order to do something and for for it to be beneficial it has to be resistance to push something I have to pull something so the is actually my friend it's my personal trainer that is making me have resistance so the says I want you to have resistance I want you to be able to work in order to grow there's a famous that says wanted to give us a lot of merits that's therefore he added to them a lot of Tor and a lot of mitz so we understand the simple explanation the wanted to give me a bonus so gave me a lot of Mitzvah and a lot the more you do the more you get that's it comes shim in the book of the Z and he says don't read this PUK the same way you should wanted to refine our souls therefore he gave us a lot of Tor and a lot of mitzvas so the Tora and the mitvah is not coming to limit me and to annoy me and to put me under stress it's coming to refine me if I need something to refine me has to be some type of a resistance if you look at anything in this world if there's no friction or if there's no resistance nothing's going to happen take now a match if it doesn't strike something else and there's some type of a friction the match will never light it will stay a match you have to strike it against something and then the the match would light so the K created the world with a power that I will have to confront and that's the and that's why the Tor was started with the letter bet and many other reasons that's one of the many reasons nothing happens by chance this week's T portion is called truma should give me a contribution now in yesterday's reading is lying the foundation of why the world was created with one verse you should build for me a sanctuary and I will dwell in you and this is literally concluding the entire plan what Hashem wants I want you to build me a sanctuary and I will come and dwell in your sanctuary in your mikdash your mikdash is your body your mikdash is your home is your office is your head is your bedroom everything your kitchen everything is a mikdash a mikdash is Holy it has to be holy if it's holy then there's going to be there's going to be dwelling of Holiness in it if there's no holy there's not going to be very simple comes and tells us this is fresh in our mind we read it yesterday it's in our and that's what theh wants from me when you ask the big question why am I here why the K created the world the ANW wanted to have a Dwelling Place in this world how he says you're going to make yourself holy you're going to make yourself holy you're going to make yourself holy and I'm going to come and dwell here and I'm going to dwell in each and every one of you there a big question in our sages say why ises it say single plural if you know a little bit of Hebrew should say single tense not plural is many so our s just yes in each and every one of you says cut the word in half and you will read it me in the me so we go back again to this me the first me is the me that has the seal opening from the bottom it resembles a bit a little bit just that here the the entrance is not from the side that the can just walk in it's from the bottom a little CH chicken in the bottom that the can come from the bottom but my job is to build a sanctuary and then I will dwell in the me meaning that I have to close the me I have to close all four walls and then I get what's called a m this is a mikdash and then the dwell there because there's no access to anything that is impure this is the concept of build me a sanctuary now comes the holiday of Pim and it needs to reveal to me all the information that I need to know so comes in me and says you want to build a sanctuary you want the G you want the Redemption to come you want to close the me there four mitv that you have to do and you celebrate it on the holiday of pu so if you go through all four mitv we'll go one by one the first one is called M we are obligated to hear the reading of the Milla if you missed one word you have to read it again you have to hear it again you have to have silence in the synagogue you can bring the little kids to make noise and if you missed one word and this is also for women they have to hear it you have to hear every word of the migil but we read the meila only once a year how is that connected to me on my day to day base that's learning Torah every day I have to learn Torah men women and children everybody has to learn Tor you don't have to sit in Yesa for five hours but even if you reading for 10 minutes that's learning Torah you learn a little bit of laws about K about about about Shabbat about me and dairy whatever it is a couple oral laws that's learning Torah you learn a little bit of whatever you want whatever is connected to you but you have to learn once people said oh no no women are exempt from learning women have to learn women is more important for the women to learn because they're the foundation if the women don't know how to function nobody will know how to function so first of all I have to learn Tor everybody then the next Mitzvah very simple your name charity I have to do charity very simple now charity is not only writing checks charity is also giving my time my neighbor needs to me to babysit the kids so she can have two hours of peace of mind that's charity me smiling to my wife in the morning how are you you look beautiful that's charity once I told somebody if you didn't do five acts of Charity today don't go to sleep he's like Oh no you're crazy you're exaggerating I said five I didn't say 50 five just smile to another person and say good morning that's an act of kindness so we are obligated to do charitable acts then comes another Mitzvah and it's called Mish man Mish man is I make myself a beautiful basket I put a lot of treats in it and I give it to somebody else I don't know how it is in America I grew up in Israel and we had a custom in school that I would bring a mish manot and we all put it on the table and then each kid would come like a lottery and pull out a mish manot I had the the worst luck in history I always brought the nicest Mish and I would come home with a bag with two pretzels in it I was like this is not fair I just gave the best Mish I put the best chocolates in the best treats this is what I'm getting a bag of pretzels had the worst luck in Mish but Mish is one of the most interesting mitvah that we have to do what's the concept of me giving you a bag of treats and you giving me back a bag why can't I just keep my own bag the concept of this mitzvah is corresponding to mitvah of is of loving another person with no conditions even if I give him a big Mish and I get a bag of pretzels that has nothing to do what I get back it's what I give says that each and every one of us has a Godly spark in us that is very unique and when I do the Mitzvah I give you my Godly spark I share it with you and you share your Godly spark with me and we twitch so to say in essence how it's referring to me is me giving out of myself something the best to somebody else with no expectations of getting something back that's M and that's a very hard Mitzvah it's easy to wrap a basket with some food that's the physical part of it but we want to talk about the spiritual part of it then comes another Mitzvah that is called M I have to make a meal on por and I have to have a lot of sim this mitv splits into two because M corresponds to shabbat cuz what do we do on Shabbat how do we really celebrate Shabbat around the table it's around the meals this is the the main part of Shabbat is the meals so the mitvah of M corresponds to shabbat I have to keep Shabbat and I need to cover all my bases but then it says another part it says happiness now what is happiness if do I have to serve a even if I have $100,000 de and she still put a smile on my face that it's not2 200,000 so hasm says I'm going to put a lot of problems on you just put a smile on your face so we have technically five mitv not four in the mea it's breaking into four mitv but really I have five now if you want to dissect it then the first Mitzvah okay learning T I understand I can learn 20 minutes a day an hour a day I understand it I sits well in my head the second mitvah acts of Charity of kindness I understand might be hard for me to do I understand it then we'll skip to the fourth one which is Shabbat I understand I have to keep Shabbat then but there's two MIT number three and number five that I don't get so much a you're telling me to love another person unconditionally and then you're telling me to put a smile on my face how do you expect me to do that how do you expect me to love another person when I can't stand them you're telling me to have and then you're telling me to be to be constantly happy even if I have problems but this is where the secret lies that's the the the the hidden secret yeah I have to accept every other person I have to have this unconditional is and what allow them to go out of their galute out of their Exile is that they were doing all these five things they learn T you have to understand that the decree of ham it was a whole year it wasn't two weeks and he wanted to finish with it it was a whole year they had a whole year to do Chum so they had to they learned T they did acts of Charity they had they kept chabbat and they were there was a decree there was a sword on their neck I'm going to kill you all but they were still and if you want to take each and every one of these five mitv this is our secret how to go out of of my own Exile if I'm able to apply these five simple things I mean they're not so simple but to apply it this is what the Miga comes to reveal to me and it tells me if you were able to do this you are guaranteed to go out of your own Exile it doesn't mean that your your debts are going to disappear it just means that you're not going to get so overwhelmed by them the reality is that 50% of my problems are there because I created with my insecurity in the Kosh that I don't have trust and and faith in the so I bring on myself this headaches and if I have just a little bit of trust in the I have nothing to worry about you know what do we worry about all day long we wor about how am I going to pay my rent how am I going to pay my Mor mortgage if I'm fired what am I'm going to do when am I going to get money How am I'm going to pay tuition all day long I have these worries in my mind not talking about Shalom hell things but all day long we have this this worry in my mind in Hebrew is to worry amazingly if you look at the word in Hebrew if you look at the letters it has all the letters starting from Al going in different order of course but it's missing one letter it's missing the letter bet bet stands for for trust in the if I have trust in the I will never worry if I don't have trust in the all day long I going to be worried and we are the only creature that is worried when animals are not worried you ever see a stressed animal I never saw a cat like going oh my God oh my God where am I getting food today when you see these snails jumping up and down here they're not worried they're relaxed they don't have high high blood pressure they don't have depression anxieties why because they trust billions of animals are walking around the world billions not one of them is under stress there's no ZX for animals they're happy they're good why they trust theh we are the only creature that is worried all day long I'm worried I'm the one who has a little bit of intellect that I can understand I need to be worried the master of the universe is not going to take care of me he put me here he will take care of me like he did to billions of others of people and trillions of animals you know there's a Mitzvah that is one of the most powerful mitv in the Tor that most people are trying to do anything in their way in their possibility in their in in their ability to not to do this mitvah and that's to bench to say most people you will hand them over a roll they like is this m not that's no no I'm not so hungry let's eat pizza no no it's m it's a no no no I'm full and then people come with all these sophistications you know what I'm going to say m I'll eat two bites I'll wait three minutes then I'll say men all please just sit down on your and say for 3 minutes what's a big deal it's one of the biggest in the Tor it's the only mitvah from theora to say actually if people would know what's behind this blessing they would all day long say and really what did it what did it take five minutes and we're lazy no no I'm hungry I'm I'm full the reality is by the way just that you know that half of the things that they tell you it's mut it's not really mut really that can be to dilute this D so much that it will be but that's off the subject the reality is that in this first of all our sages tell us that it is a huge mitvah to to wash for bread every day it says for men they go to pray shakar in the morning then they learn a little bit and then they eat Shar they have to wash you don't have to read the entire loaf of bread just cut a little piece and just for the mitah just to wash your hands and then this is one of the most powerful MIT have the problems that people have that can be solved by this Mitzvah by the way the says unbelievable things about this what's behind this and in this has a very simple Hint it says that he feeds me and he sustains everybody don't worry have trust in the and we don't have trust in the so we create all these problems I mean we didn't invent problems 2,000 years ago people also had problems we just magnify them so what I want to take from tonight is something very very simple we're all stuck in this Exile and we're not so happy about it but Hashem says I want you to do something I want you to to go out of your way it's not it's not a big deal if I come and do it if I press the button I want you to do it so if you you doing it by yourself I'm going to leave you alone but if you're not I'm going to make you do it therefore we all pushed in some way or another into a wall and each one in their own world their problems are the biggest problems ever but Comes This unbelievable month that is full of powers and I have to tap into the energy of the month every day Hashem creates the world with a certain energy every day every week every month every year every day is a total different energy doesn't resemble the day before I need to tap into the energy of the day almost like a a a spiritual bank that every day gives out money if there was a bank here that every day if you would come and stand in line we'll give you $1,000 you would go to that bank every day you wouldn't miss a day so hasem tells you I'm this spiritual bank and every day I'm giving you substance and I'm giving you some time of an energy come and take it if you take it you benefit something out of it you don't come and take it I'm sorry it's I'm giving it for free how do I take it by following the Torah I just told you I learn Torah I pray I do acts of kindness I do all these things that's how I derive something to myself to my to my own benefit Comes This powerful month the entire month it's not just one day the entire month because today the entire energy of the month is condensed into one day then it's spread out throughout the month you know there's a story in the zor that's it's more of a question why does the kadh spread out everything like in increments in installments so he says a story there shim says in the Z there was once a king and he decided to physically help his kids now he says every day I want you to come and I'm going to give you one part of the payment so every day the children had to come sit for 2 minutes 3 minutes he will pull out of the bodies out of his pockets of money and give them one kid said why don't you save me the headache and save yourself the headache give me the money once a year that's it what do you need to give me the money once a day every day to count the money to write the check I'll come on I'll just take it once a year so the king said to his son if I will give you money once a year I will see you once a year that's why I'm giving you every day cuz I want to see you every day so the wants to see me every day so every day is divided into a total different energy I'm saying now energy the terminology the right terminology is called ham something that I pull down from a spiritual Bank into this world and if I tap into it that I'm able to derive something out of it so this month has an unbelievable energy unbelievable power to allow me to reach to my own depth to be able to operate in exactly in the level that I told you that I can apply apply this learning Torah to apply this act of of Charity and act of kindness more than that to apply into my life the ability and the awareness and the patience to sustain and to accept any other person cuz the reality is that that's where we tested the most in the most hard moment of my day in the most annoying point of my day somebody comes and asks me the most annoying favor and that's then I'm placed with the Dilemma should I help should I not I mean it's 2 minutes before Shabbat now are you calling that's when the K sends the messenger and he says I want to see if you'll accept that person and how many times the phone rings you're looking at the number oh her again K is testing you to see when are you accepting somebody who knocks on the door and just wants something and in most cases that's when we hang up the phone that's when we turn oh you cross the street and I want to see her but that's where kadh is Paving our way because he wants to see how much I can tolerate how much patience I have to another person this is the real the real is that I'm able to accept another person with all of their differences difference of opinions they dress different they came from a different country they talk different they they do everything different and I can still find Space to accept them says I want you to be like me I want you to I'm going to create a man in my image I accept everybody I want you to accept everybody I want you to make space to every human being around you which is a very hard thing to do but that's where the foundation Lies by the fact that I'm able to look at everybody person everybody even the Mish says look at every person and judge them favorably it's extremely easy to look at another person throw all the guilt all the problems his fault she did it it's the completely other way around I have to find in myself the room to accept everybody because I'm not so perfect myself if I would be able to analyze myself honestly I would say I know I'm not so so perfect myself it's very easy to PO point fingers at everybody K comes and tells no I want you to accept everybody I want you on purpose I put you all together if I did not want you to do it I would create billions of islands and I would put each and every one of you on an island and once a week you would wave to each other no put you together condensed now get along and more than that theh says yes your life might seem not so great at the moment but still put a smile on your face because it's all good now when I go and apply all these things together I'm really able to go out of my own Exile my own limitation and if I'm already out of my limitation out of I'm out of my own Exile I can start affecting the world to get the whole entire world out of Exile so I want to apply these four mems in my life it's very easy to remember and in this month I have the power to actually tap into these for Ms and to derive the power to actually do it to overcome all my my my limitations when it comes to learn Torah when it comes to pray when it comes to love another human being when it comes to to observe the Shabbat when it comes to me just to be happy because I I'm I woke up I'm breathing today it's very easy to say oh my life is hard but the reality is that our life is not that hard it all depends how you look at everything you know when we wake up in the morning we are taught by our sages that I have to say one sentence when I wake up in the morning I thank you I thank you the most people if they're already saying this verse they say it 360 mph like C nobody wakes up in the morning and says like I'm back I'm back who wakes up like that thank you another day we don't wake up like that we wake up in the morning oh another day the reality is that we have to wake up in the morning and be like thank you I can't believe it I'm back I'm I got another day so it all depends how you look at things you can look at things as a as a pile of problems and you can look at things as wow it's not so bad it's all perspective you know the other day my daughter was very was pretty sick so she kept my wife and me up all night 3:00 in the morning we're both like half dead and she's crying she can't go to sleep unfortunately somewhere around 3:00 in the morning she threw up all over the floor so my wife tells me okay this I can't deal with that's you so 3:00 in the morning wash all the dirt and then I bend down on the floor start cleaning the floor right away my yet comes and tells me look at you 3:00 in the morning you're on your knees you should be sleeping now you're teaching tomorrow you're not going to wake up look at this and he's starting to and in my mind I'm saying this is nothing you know that 75 years ago in the Holocaust what they used to do to them they used to clean the the throw up of their their own friends with their hands I have a squidy I have a dustpan to go like this and I have disposable schas I can wash it and we look at little things as a burden as a headache when if you really go a little bit mad you're saying I have a hard life I have a fridge I have a fridge with food 100 years ago who had a fridge he would wait in line 3 days to get a piece of bread I can walk in the street with a Talis 100 years ago if I would walk in a street in a Talis with certain countries I would be shot so it's all matter of perspective we're very very in some way we're very spoiled now I'm not taking away from the severity of of the problems of what we have don't think for one second that I'm minimizing the problems we have I'm not not wishing on anybody problems but I'm just saying it's all about the perspective of seeing things now when I understand that everything is good and everything that K just want for the benefit of me then I'm able to sweeten everything and to put at least a smile on my face and the reality is when I put a smile on my face and I ignore it 50% of my problems disappear they don't exist anymore I create the problems in my mind so I want to take all these five mitv apply to my to my life and if I apply it to my life at least I know I did my part doesn't matter right now what's going to be the outcome the outcome is going to be good guarantee and this month I have 30 days to tap into the bank of the energy to allow me to do it I can surf the wave it's a free ride today this month is much much easier and it's it grows and grows and grows now I have 14 days of a growth then comes the day of puim the day of puim it seems like okay just another another holiday it's not just another holiday we start with a fast to cleanse myself to to purify myself to elevate myself and then this beautiful holiday and lot of people question why do we get dressed why why would we have to put costumes on why so I found very one very interesting thing is that and people don't don't don't take it wrong it's just my analogy the reality is that we're all fake okay we're fake with people we pretend that we like them we're fake with everybody around us and mainly we're fake with ourselves so once a year hasem says don't be fake put a costume on be yourself okay be yourself so he allows us to put a costume on every day I I'm in a costume of not I'm not myself very few people are really true and honest and their themselves and I'm not talking about there's one between me and another person and then me with myself how many times I'm fake with myself I'm all the time fake with myself that's the reality the reality is that on a daily basis I lie to myself and that's the problem is that we are distorting the reality instead of me liking the truth I make the truth what I like that's the problem with us that we manipulate the reality D comes and tells you no this is the truth like the truth we take what we like and we make that the truth and we manipulate the situation so I'm being fake with myself I know deep down inside it's not the right thing so once a year hasem says okay get dressed get dressed as a clown be a little bit foolish today or behave a little bit they put a funny hat to come and tell me be yourself go go out of your limitation don't don't be so limited and so narrow-minded and most of all don't be fake to yourself you fake to yourself you fake to the Kosh can lie to the K I mean you can lie to me you can lie to anybody else but don't lie to yourself and don't lie to the Kosh says like you lying to me what are you making I I'm the creator of the world I know what you're thinking you can't lie to me so at least don't lie to yourself be true to yourself so we have this suspicious month that I can internalize in my mind in my entire being how I can transform my entire Behavior and the month that comes after ad is the month of the Redemption so I want to come to the point of redemption enough is enough I want to come to the point of the Redemption but the K has expectations for me and these expectations can be exceeded when the says just do do what I tell you here I'm revealing it to you I'm opening all the cards now just do what I I'm telling you to do I know it's not easy just give the last push this year should be the last poring that we doing here in Exile and it depends on us says with the Merit of righteous women we went out of of of Egypt out of Exile even in this the the Merit of righteous women that's how we're going to go out of Exile so it's all in your hands I mean we did enough now it's in your hands not that I want to put any pressure here but the reality is that it's all about the women it's all in your hands and the women are the ones who can actually do it much much better much much faster much stronger much better much everything so it all depends on the women and when the women take something serious then it affects their entire surrounding it affects their husband their kids everything and again not to put any pressure I'm just saying they what you need to do so this por should be the last porm for us being in Exile we should really take matters seriously take things in in a more in a in a much different way and look at everything so much more positive and B this is going to allow us to go out of our own Exile and needless to say it's going to allow us to go out of the this horrible Exile that we're all suffering from and we will March proudly and happy into the Redemption it should happen very very soon now I just want to share with you one short thing cuz I mentioned to you that with the Merit of righteous women we left Egypt and with the Merit of righteous women we're going to go out of this Exile K gave me a huge Merit that a few months ago we opened a women's seminary in Israel but it's a seminary for old the women not for young women that they have where to go because of these there are many of them this is a seminary they for older women and we started with two students now we have 15,000 students most of them of course are worldwide through the internet but locally we have hundreds of students in our Seminary the seminaries inat in the holy city ofat is designed mainly for older women I mean we have some students in their 30s I'm saying older I'm not saying it not not in a nice way I'm saying more mature women a lot of them are married lot of them are widow or divorced but we have this unbelievable Center for Women to learn Tor some of you maybe see the classes that we have online we post all the classes online we have unbelievable programs there starting from and and and and and all the different topics we learn and andala a beautiful beautiful Center really gave us the Merit and everything worked in a miraculous miraculous way and the reason why I'm telling you that is from a few few reasons the first reason is come and join us first of all whether you join us on the internet whether you join us through any type of media we everywhere that you you going to look you'll find us I brought here a lot of lot of CDs with a lot of lot of lectures just take them if you want to participate in the finance of them it's all supported by donations but we give out every month about 30,000 CDs all around the world I brought some books everything you can participate in but more than that we're using all the media to to to to spread out the the the the message if you are on WhatsApp and you want to get daily notifications you have here liba and Rifka you can give them your number every day we we send notifications once a week we send classes but mainly what I'm asking to come and asking to you in this week's par is called tum is a contribution and it's talking about three types of contributions that this people gave to the beta mikdash one of them was equal between everybody that was to go to build What's called the adim the the foundation of the mishan everybody had to give an equal share then there was another type of contribution that was for the sacrifice that they gave twice a day once in the morning once at night they had to buy the the animals and then there was another type of contribution that went that everybody gave whatever they want when I went to get a blessing to get our Center that I went to many big many big in in many different places to get and then I went to my and I told him listen this is a huge operation we have a massive building we have every Shabbat huge Shabbat meals we have a food bank we feed hundreds of families we have so many things going on besides the Torah learning besides everything that we do should I go and find somebody now that can finance that or what should I do how should I the financial part of it tells me don't go and find one person cuz you know how you build bet mikdash everybody participates everybody has to have one piece in the building of the BET mikdash and this week's par that's what it's talking about some of the contributions yeah every person gives whatever they want whatever they want but for building the mdash everybody has to have have a part in it and the message the the instruction that I got from my Rabbi told me no you go and you ask everybody to participate that everybody has a in what you do and gave us such a huge Merit that I'm not even going into into details there's a lot of literature here and you can look at it online the activities what we do is beyond unbelievable what the kadh can turn around and make things happen what I'm asking is for people to join us not only to join the spiritual part in learning and participating is also joining us in in any way that a person can come and can join whether it's with a small contribution with a big contribution in any any way there's all many other ways we distribute these massive amounts of CDs and we do it why because we have a massive amount of people that take these CDs and they give them out they don't just throw them in the Pizza Stu they actually give them out they share our videos online they do anything that they can so now I'm living in is I focus on on our Center but once every few months I leave my my family it's not so easy my wife we have six kids she stays home she's very brave she stays there and I come not only to inspire all or all the Jews around the world as I come to make everybody join us because that's how we're going to build the beta mikdash and the beta mikdash and the Redemption is going to come only with the Merit of righteous women and the kadh allowed us to build this unbelievable Center in the heart of the old city ofat and it's only educating women so first I really really tell you you should go and check all the videos that we have online unbelievable courses beautiful Torah and unbeliever in all the media anywhere you want we we put the Tora there on the internet on Soundcloud on iTunes anywhere not that I'm really promoting all these places but I know that that people are there so I have to be wherever other people are I rather people come to sit physically in a class but if somebody's on Facebook then I'll put my Tor on Facebook if somebody's on on WhatsApp I'm going to put it there but the point is to understand the P of it that the women are the powerful ones and our programs are designed just for women I mean we have a few classes for men because the men are like hey we want to but the focus is on women so I'm really asking everybody in whatever way that they can to participate with us and that's really how each and every one takes a a part in building the beta mikdash it's really around the corner all it needs is a few more ketches a few more pushes than we there I'm going to wish you to have an unbelievable month a month of growth and success and achieving all your dreams and anything that is an obstacle in your life should be overcome should Merit this por to all celebrate you should come and spend your time with us in our mdash should happen very Speedy in our days and if you have any questions please feel free to ask we'll take I think a half an hour 45 minutes of questions if anyone any has questions and by the way I'm here for another nine days every day there's a lecture somewhere else beautiful amazing topics and you can look on my website or social media for the schedule and till next Thursday every day there's a a lecture not a lot of them are in Brooklyn but you can look it up come and enjoy the lectures if you're not it's all recorded you can find it online thank you so much should have a beautiful and happy [Music] oh [Applause] [Music]