Prayer and song and Refuah Sheleima for Tzvi Ben Leah Miriam

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sming [Music] [Applause] [Laughter] do find in on your as can on I love you [Applause] hey everyone mute themselves so the can be [Music] heard Fisher should I can I say something for a minute please F we're all in massive I'm dizzy we're all toning I can't it's hard it's hard for us all the main thing is I want to hug I'm taking the celf but I promise I want to get normally it's just to give hugs I admit I want to get hugg too and I'm hugging the KRA and I just I want to say getting together thank you ra Fisher we need to hold together what Le has grw out of all of us he's brought out a love it's sweet he's nice to everybody ma R was the youngest guy in Yesa was an eighth grader in Yesa when R heard what happened Thursday night I was there he was on the floor face down for over an hour I had to leave Durham he was on the floor face down because T worked out he was workout partner with ma run V respected and loved everybody never in my life seen the outpouring of love everybody feels everybody cares there's the swelling of love and that g grew it out because we all care about him a lot my son hoodie is dysfunctional he can't function we were together shabas we love shabas he couldn't sit at the suda we're all swooning we're going to see and yeshu amongst all the father go but I want to express the love that's pouring out the love that's pouring out from us all because of is a great I thank who brings out this that we have to each other the red Fisher and him to us this is awesome the display of love is not lost the all the biggest I have to say I think I'm not a judge it has to be AEM sees it is the AA the pure love that hi are having for each other we care about each other budy keeps saying I can't wait for the I can't wait for the to see and know about the love that's going on I want to see I need to tell him he needs to see it guys are running into the hospital everybody wants Mich all his best friends we just we want be to know about the ABA that we have for him and we feel his love for us and it matters to us all I want to thank the guys for getting together you're doing what right hold hands and sing and pray and see among all it's they'll be yes they'll be yes and they'll be yeshu you throw from them there's an outpouring of love I never seen anything like this a went somewhere for shabas it wasn't the best place he was far away and Thursday night look at slomo for a minute it's good to see him there was an there was a bu went somewhere Thursday night that wasn't the best place for Aid he heard what happened to spe he loved spe he calls me the guy traveled 17 hours to come to my house for shabas he took buses and trains through the night Thursday night I need a shabas KES he told me and he put in a Sublime shabas as best as he can there's an outpouring of love and that itself is the biggest so I say to the somebody who brings out of us tremendous a I say let's hold hands encourage SE early in this mon encourage the next guy see the next guy celebrate the next guy all of us I thank brings out us all what he gives to us all is I appreciate you tremend please sing with songs prayers hold hands hold each other Hold On Tight this AA that's coming out should spread to co thr me hated best best closest friend they didn't speak ill of other people night he would give to everybody encourage people who needs to be with us at leading the charge of ab thr so I thank the for getting it and Gathering don't let me disrupt the longer I love you all I hope to be in person with the as quickly as I can I need a hug from right Fisher I want a hug I also want to give a hug to right fish and also give I to us all work the outpouring of hug the next guame encourage the next guy with the next person we should see yes and his parents are remarkable people the the the parents what they're saying and they appreciate the Offa that's coming at it this whole thing none of us have seen something like this before please sing together together together Mish sing songs encourage each other I'm here with SCH we were together in DRS I don't like using my S to to put it on anybody we sang I didn't say things I wanted to say I spoke about I spoke about the outpouring of love that's going for S and I beged everybody to go play TI Lings with their little brothers to play Checkers with their sisters say let's continue to be specifically specifically saying good things on other meet them get on the bus and give him give him a friendly hello give him a warm sh even a water hug be mindful you tell you're an give him a hug but let's spread out thr any did all did were one people should see the pure love that's pouring out of caring for a friend brought ahead of us and we should see it was the good news today we heard positive we can't let go not for a second we need feel the M of etherious Fe needs reort we need a refer amongst all the'll keep daving singing being make up with our parents be better Sons better siblings call your brother more call your little sister she's waiting for a call one extra call to your little sister talk to her tell her how pretty she is please talk to your sisters your brothers let's be that's the area specific brought out of us and specific spe is so important to him I could tell you and my son hoodi wanted to run to's house and have pizza with little siblings they planted the could be while was speaking with I don't know please please reach out to your brother your sister your mother your aunts let's reach out to our I call I have a sister I love and I don't speak to her enough I called her Arab sh to see and I SM my sister and it was good for me I needed that and IO my sister I grew up with her we played one onone together in my court and the my house I came and I asked the reach out to your brother your sister your parents each other I love R Fish and appreciate he brings out such from us and to us I thank fer for making this Gathering I thank for being Fisher and I was excited and I'm excited about that friendship and relationship to be as a fighter we miss follow whoever and we're gonna fight's a fighter and taught us to fight no let no letting up we're fighting call another brother call your sister no letting up it needs ref that's such a thing doing powerful that all we get let's fight we're not letting go let's fight there's a us we not fighting against God he's with us fight with hasem three that's how it works so let's do things let's say say a Psalm say one Capital say one p better yet even equal yet call you little brother I ask together let's be strong the strength the strength is to be misp the spense I thank you guys are amazing M you're an amazing person we need everybody in this together hold hands we should see thank you for letting me have have a good night and it should be beautiful than to all ours we love you RAB I love you I love you Rabbi Kish I love you we love you [Applause] I love you everybody you guys are you're the best it's like it's beautiful to to know I'm doing with everybody it's like it means a lot like it's it's like powerful it's very very powerful but I'm glad that we get to do it together and we should we should see good things soon [Applause] the bar Sho a great [Music] spot we're all like we're all like marched around we don't know where we're find the only thing what what scho said is we feel together we might be walk marching around but we're praying together we SPI together Contin [Music] I walked in right before you started always [Music] you guys all are unbelievable because the stop let me stop for one second since re Fisher called us Thursday night we saw hasem send [Music] us one after the other after the other and it's nothing more than signs that Hashem is watching over C and and continue continues to watch over see and and is fearing it's feel us in this room it's feel us in Waterberry the us all across the world H's friends family friends friends siblings friends everybody knows everybody who knows loves they say all the time to me all my neighbors all my friends s has a special place in my heart we we have in in our hearts Thursday night we heard from Reby Fisher we we deci we were going back and forth flying whatever we called my sister-in-law in order to figure out how to tell my in-laws my sister-in-law meanwhile right away connected with her brother who got us tickets we got a flight out of Newark it was a 9:00 flight out of nework it was already delayed till 11:00 cuz if it was 9:00 there was no way we were making it I don't know how they got us they told us Hashem delayed it that's why Hashem delayed it already to 11:00 so that it was there waiting for us they told us the person who we spoke to said if they need to go kick people off the plane for us I don't know if that ended up happening n ended up happening when we get to the airport they tell us we don't know where we going to get there how close to shabas we're going to get there you're going to have time you're not going to have time so maybe they they gave people the option to to decide not to go there was there was a because it was just they didn't know what time they would leave we ended up leaving around around midnight we got in two hours before sh it's more than enough time to to to to to get to the hospital before shabas we came re Fisher sent the the driver barely speaks English but we have a friend of ours who met us in the airport to give us some things that my my wife told her we forgot yes my wife my wife forgot she met us in the airport she took my phone she spoke to the guy figured out how to how to meet him exactly to me and got no problem one thing after the other we spoke to the doctor Friday night the doctor tells us he fell 12 M that's almost 40t almost 40t he said some people don't don't make it he's he has he has one vertebrae that that has a fracture M we spoke to the surgeon today M they'll be able to do the surgery this week they they the from that part of it they're they're they're really very confident that that that should it's not a it's not one other than because of the burns they're always worried about an infection but in terms of walking again and whatnot they they feel very you know the prognosis on that is is very good but the fall like that and that's it the skull is intact the other bones are all intact it's it's m today they brought him up to the burn unit they took him out of the ICU which is which is means means that things are stable and they're ready to to start moving along we get up to the burn unit to the burn un and my wife sits down next this other woman came out is sitting there and she's she's talking to us she says my her she doesn't speak English she's talking to us in Hebrew we understand mostly that so well we understand mostly her son four weeks ago climbed on a fence the spark jumped he was also he was electrocuted 66% of his body third degree burns I saw him walking today with his mother she showed us pictures beforehand and then later in the afternoon we saw him she brought him out in a wheelchair and they got up to go walk around the hospital Hashem sent us hope Hashem sent us people another guy was sitting there his wife is is in the burn unit we were talking about what he went through he says oh I had that same back surgery in New York whatever number years ago you never would have known from the way the guy Hashem sent us signs mem we we we we expect to continue seeing signs because everyone knows s is he's he's strong he fights he will do reab Kish remembers I'm sure you know the the when he tore his ACL and and his and his LCL or whatever it was that he tore he was worked as hard as he could he will work as hard as he needs to to be able to get back after the surgery after everything his leg was his left leg was half the size of his right leg you wouldn't have guess it you're looking at him was it two years ago three years whatever it was said he is a fighter and and Hashem is watching and hasem is listening so many people cabal they showed me the chats from all the boys just whatever not even all of it but just some of it just showing how many were there and and things that I know are not easy for everybody the the the the mothers they all were maab shabas a whole bunch of them were maab shabas early friends and relatives who are all to Hill chats one one is full the next one that's thousands of people it's it's it's so we we it's beyond comprehension all the people that around that have come to to visit the boys coming around the clock all the time it it's it's it's it's it's amazing that you know I mean I'm not surprised that they want to do it it's amazing that they want to do it um and my wife told them today she says just seeing you guys is already a like this is you know one of the boys said that was that made wor coming just for that it's Waterberry here you guys guys are all you're just you're all so amazing and and all that you're doing I know that it's it's all from Love and and we feel it I'm sure feels it and and Hashem knows it and he's listening to it and he sees it and and we just continue with with with more good news and it's a long haul it will be a long hole but mem it will hopefully just continue going upward from here thank [Applause] you if you could please if the could give a message to whoever sees please tell him I love him and tell himo is next to me we want to see him battle in front line schomo inan please help me want him back to the front line witho I love you guys thank you thank you so much we love the whole family amazing people we're with you thank you so much for the should give you the we should together [Music] [Applause] [Music] good ch [Music] day I sh [Music] for we Mar for many l [Music] the [Music] is right see the [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] be [Music] be [Music] I [Music] sh [Applause] [Music] came theive came [Music] alive came alive [Music] the of [Music] go his go [Music] you [Music] I [Music] oh [Music] the I can't do this without you I can't do this without you the I can't do this without you [Music] I can do this without you we in This Together leave me on my fall on you I UT this with fire of my li the words True aound by the I know I on you I this with fire my li and [Music] is [Music] I can get through this without you we're in this [Music] together surrounded by the darkness I know I can follow on you I this fire on my lip know that the words true in a moment surrounded by the darkness I know I can you I this my li that the true [Music] the [Music] I can't get through this without you we're in this together don't leave me on my own [Music] [Applause] [Music] i k here [Music] iama I the I must I must I must I all [Applause] [Music] not see [Applause] I I [Applause] like here [Music] like like [Music] she like K the [Applause] I must must [Music] I like the [Music] came might [Music] I want to speak about speed and I want to say two things I want to say things about speed and I want to express what he meant to me he means to one thing about I want to start off with his feet he he spoke and love that's how he that's his like his currency that's how he values things you could ask him why his why food tastes good if he goes to someone's house or some other's country specifically why he thinks it tastes good I'll tell you because it was made with love nothing else good cut practice for yours she makes it with love and seeing all the love that's that's coming from everybody from around it it gives me conflicting feelings CU on the one hand um I I don't know if I've ever been sad that something like this could happen to one of my best friends on the other hand to see so many people coming just just to support him and show their love the story Ra was saying that this guy he traveled 13 hours just so he could keep one shavis he hasn't kept the shavis in like 11 years just so we can keep one Shas not for him not because he's trying to work on his connection with hasem for feet and because he knows that it'll dude to be good because he loves to that it's it's like amazing I'm in a and like it really like compx like that sometimes like when I feel like I should be feeling sad and I like in a room like this and it's like this is insane this is not normal the hell in chat's full with over a thousand people it's it's it's it's overwhelming now I want to say what meant to me he's he's one of my best friends and if I'm being completely honest he's he's like a brother to me and he's one of the only people in my life that I feel truly understanding and to see him in such pain and not being able to like be there with him and and try to help him it kills me it's it's ridiculously hard but first night I that happened right after when I went to sleep I I had a dream right away that I was in my Caravan speed walked in and I was all a joke he just wanted to see who would care and you walk in everything's back to normal and then I woke up and still here and and it kills me every time I think about it it's it's hard it feels like there's nothing I could do but I try still going to keep trying and to do a little more I want to share something and old I wrote this V I wrote it probably in January last this past year and we were roommates in in durm and I just like this feeling Trend gratitude towards him I felt I wanted to write this I still have never got a chance to share it with them and I think that this is this is going to be my chance and I want to say it now it's v a man of incredible talents where should I start from kind and caring to athletic and Dearing V you're a hell of a man I'm one of your biggest fans even though I'm jealous of how easily you can you've been emotional I might call you a four when it comes to our room you're really at the core but I would call you a friend someone follow until World's End someone who I can rely on when things get tough someone who's not scared to show a little love I don't know these simple words are enough to express how I feel about you this is just off the cuff your sensitivity knows no bounds the nicest guy in Isa I like how that sounds soon you'll be 200 lb one of the biggest guys on these D grounds I don't just mean biggest in the physical sense your sophistication speaks for itself like the name on your arm speet you're strong and delicate intelligent and eleg elegant so Charming it's alarming your charisma breaks all stigmas you're tactical ever practical so logistical but never political I guess what what I'm trying to say is it's it's just so amazing to see all you are and will be it's where to find the man with so many gifts who so aware and confident in them and some at the same time so damn humble I hope this o wasn't a bumble but I got one last thing to say feet I really appreciate you as a friend it means more to me than these simple words can express but I'll say it anyway I love you man sincerely you're biggest fan this this this isn't even like opening up the can to what SP means to me and I know that I'm not the only one I know other people feel similar and this I don't even know how to say it but the only thing like I really want to want to make clear is that this is not a funeral he's not dead He's Alive and he's very much alive and he will continue to be alive I'm not here to mourn I'm here to appreciate and and bow and and pray and it's it's not a question to me thousands of people behind and pushing him and besides for his own nature of fighting obviously he's going to make it through the question in his house soon I'm not the only one who believes it his parents believe it everyone believes that it's not a question uh with with all that that he means to me like he's Irreplaceable I understand obviously you know at the end of the day he's going to be recovering he's probably not going to be back in Yesa he's not going to be in my room but just want to make something clear I mean nobody's Tak me his bad like you could try but the kid's not going to have a good time can't replace it Irreplaceable like I just to see a person there like what are you doing how are you trying to replace him it's never going to happen not until he's back there I don't care what he looks like move his house AAL but and I don't care he needs to be there there's no other option he might try to take his linen you know backs up i' prefer it stays but just just so there's something just it's something I want to say that like these these feel and singing it means to me I know it means a lot it's me I know I know it means it's love and that's that's what gets me going it's all pce I was in the hospital day and I saw his mother went into to say to H and by him and like I never put a bigger smile on my face seeing his mother like that's that's that's that's he life that's his mother's love is is what that's what drives him he wouldn't be able to do anything without that that's that's how he lives and he knows it and know that this left from his mother from everyone else is going to continue to keep him going and I know this good news is only because we're Ding and we're praying and I see it as like like a firing spot but the opposite you just every nobody knows who feel is putting it over the edge but all we know is that we got to keep shooting so that we we know that that you know that this whatever whatever's happening him and it dies and it's not coming back we just got to keep going and we got to keep praying and we got to keep that thank you thank you everybody [Applause] [Music] I sh [Music] I sh I sh my [Applause] [Music] I my [Applause] [Music] my [Music] we I [Applause] my I my [Music] I [Applause] I my I me in [Music] my I [Music] it [Music] oh I don't never want you to go and I fin real oh that follow we you to go and I know he takes time it doesn't it seem seem like time's moving [Music] slow oh and I think you you sometime I could feel you hugging my [Music] soul here you say hey all 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beautiful I never want to leave never want to leave never [Music] I don't have to live cuz I know you're watching over me watching over me watching over me oh you see me running running back to you running back to you you see me running running back to you you see me running running back to you running back to you see me rning running back to you [Applause] while I still have the stage I guess I just wanted to say a thought I had was saying before I A lot of times people want to do things and and make big changes and big adjustments and feel everything and do everything and I was S I was having a hard time feeling it and adjusting to such a crazy thing that happened to me one day ago I was like hanging out with speed laughing with speed and now and now we're all here just being there for him like I I feel like it's such a big turn to the table like I feel like I was always going to him for the help and it's just so crazy like it's just so nice to finally be able to be there on his side going for him and I'm happy that I'm able to be her and for it's cool was saying how how we should take these times upon ourselves to be become better us and I guess that's why the first song I was trying to sing Wasing so and I switchy back to you because I really feel like that this is bringing me closer to where I need to be going and it's keeping me on the right track and and everybody in this room knows he's doing justifying he's going to he's going to pull [Music] through yeah to be feel emotion that I don't feel [Applause] [Music] of the see the every has [Music] a of the CLE and see the every soly so pure so precious [Applause] sh of [Applause] [Music] so of [Music] of the of [Applause] the so holy so pure so fous sh [Applause] of [Applause] of God of of the G I'm one of the no matter I'm the [Music] I so [Applause] so [Music] precious so holy so pure so precious show so [Music] of so so precious [Music] of of [Music] not say [Music] are [Music] where these from live live oh W 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