Practical teachings of Kabbalah for the month of Adar - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] you [Music] so we're in the month of Adar oh Hashem mission is NASA dama beam me simcha we learned today a very interesting reason why you might be missing club an adult comes in so but this is not the topic of the class but there's other shame at the end of the class we'll add that too yeah today is the emotional binos birthday the day he left the world very a special day we actually learned if you were here on Sunday that the reason why and we that's one of the many reasons why specifically we increase simcha on the month of Adar and not on the other months because one might say okay because we're increasing clavicles of pooling so one can argue and saying yeah but also Nissan there was a miracle and also on a seven there was a giving of the Torah and industry we have simcha Tova why specifically the month of Adar so we mentioned one opinion it just says because that's the the month that motion obey no it was born so it affects the entire month but nevertheless is another interesting explanation we'll get to that at the end the class bizarre the shame but now we want to talk a little bit about the month of Adar as we always do to want to get some some idea behind the mystical explanation of the month what I can focus on what I can do in this month what can achieve we mentioned so many times that every month has a certain energy excuse me a certain energy that if I know how to tap into this energy then I will benefit from that energy and we know this the the there are specifically 12 combinations of the letters of the name of a sham youth cave of K you cave of K is the the is the level is the godly revelation that creates the world and when it's which is the order of the letters then the the the energy that comes down to the world is different I think it was last month's that we that I asked you a question maybe it was in a different class but I asked you how many hours are in the day and nobody got the right answer everybody said 24 and there were some other versions but really there's only 12 hours in the day and there's 12 hours in the night together making it 24 hours so but there's only 24 hours in the entire morning that the day and the night but in the day in the actual day there's 12 hours where I mentioned that in the 12 hours of the day there are 12 combinations of a Shems name you'd give up cake and in the night there's 12 combinations of a Shems name Olivia lead no nude that are written in different in different order and every hour of the day there's gonna be a certain energy why because the source of the energy which is a shame when it shines into the world then it will shine in a completely different way that's why it's six o'clock in the morning and a twelve o'clock in the afternoon the light that we see outside is totally different so one I can say yeah because the Sun right now is behind the mountains or the sound is in a very low angle and 12 an afternoon it's in the sky okay that's there that's the truth but what moves the Sun what makes the Sun different in the morning at 6:00 a.m. or 12 p.m. is because the Sun also gets its energy from its creator so physically we see the Sun in a completely different place then it will change the tone of the sky but the same idea that it's six o'clock in the morning doesn't matter right now the physical explanation but six o'clock in the morning the light in the sky doesn't look like there's light in the sky when it's 12:00 in the afternoon or 5:00 in the afternoon same idea this is just the understand for us to understand that when a different neck combination over the name of Hashem letters are shining into the world then it will shine in a completely different way in the daylight we're just saying the sky is bluer or less blue in the spiritual world then the Hara the godly shine will be different in their every hour of the day same idea is the same like this every month so we know we run into the number 12 a lot so we know there are 12 months there are also 12 tribes and there's also 12 combinations to the name of Hashem you'd give up gay but there's also 2012 gates in Xiamen and the 12 gates correspond to the 12 MoDOT that the Kadosh go who has from the 13 attributes of mercy there are twelve MoDOT because really the 13 tribes are not twelve tribes because we count the tribe of yourself minashi enough I'm so we don't count levy in the tribes so that's where we get to twelve tribes but levy is the thirteenth tribe same thing in sham I'm there are twelve gates but really this thirteen gates levy the tribe of levy corresponds to the 13 attributes of mercy of the Kailash bajo and he's the attribute that is called kin if you read the attributes every day if you don't and you should then we read it in chocolate in moonshine and Koh milometer and then we do the horn but nevertheless the the 13 attributes we mentioned in Chariton Mincha and we say a shame a shame kala who McConnell hypothesis we made not surface a lot of him no cellphone and so forth so excuse me you can do it by yourself unless you know how to say it in the tool how they read it from the Torah then you can say it by yourself so if not then you have to say it in our in Armenian your hundred-percent right but nevertheless the the attribute that is called Kayla I mean we say the word kale because we don't say it how it's actually said alif laam it so same thing like we don't say elokim we don't want to say a Shems named stump for no reason so we say lo keem but really it's with a hey not with a goof same thing here we say the word kale but it's read ARLA flavin and the right way to saying it is with the aleph nevertheless this attribute this corresponds to the tribe of levy and levy is the thirteenth tribe in in the in there in this counting of it because he's out of the twelve tribes nevertheless it's all connected to each other the twelve months are a manifestation of the twelve spiritual tribes that I come through the twelve gates in jemima and everything comes from the SH M so the everything originates in the 13 attributes of mercy it's coming from a much higher place so we have 12 months in this year but sometimes we have a third month a 13th month which is a Talbot this year we don't have a debate and the cloud will young now we're gonna talk about in general about a doubt so we know that now is the last month of all the months it's the 12 months because we start counting biblically from the month of Nisan Tishri is not the first month of the year it's actually the seventh month happens to be that the holiday there is called water sauna the head of the year but it's not the beginning of the year the holiday name is Rosh Hashanah not T Latin Sharna Horsch means it's the head of the year doesn't mean it's the beginning of the year the Sun is the beginning of the year which will make Adama the last month of the year so we concluding now biblical year and a down is the last month now what is it got to do with us a down is now getting all the power of all the month directed into this month it's a very very powerful month because the old agenda that was generated from last Pesach started me son then came after that all the rest of the month Savannah and the Mosin and I mean after c1 comes yeah but comes all the demands so one is riding on top of the other now comes a doll and it's carrying only the the power of all the 12 months so it's a very very powerful month now the every month has a sign the sign of a doll is Pisces is the fish and which already is hinting to us that there's for something that is concealed and hidden because fish are in the water and you don't see them unless you have a nice aquarium like that then you see the fish but if there's deep in the ocean you don't see the fish that's why some people use the fish as you know a symbol of to push like ina I'm stuff like that why because the fish nothing evil can control them why because the Talmud says in ibaka show alibi Java Samui nine the dwell the blessing dwells only on something that is hidden from the eye that's why it's very good as a nature to be not to be very modest in certain things not to show everything that you have it's nobody's business you know when my wife is pregnant till two weeks before she's due nobody knows she's pregnant I don't tell anybody that she's pregnant and she covers herself pretty good until you can't not notice but when I even we lived in America and I didn't sisters here in Israel they didn't know my wife is pregnant call them a week or two before tell them by the way and we're on the way to the hospital so why did you tell me it's none of your business you know it's a need-to-know base so most people like showing everything they have starting with their body parts and then their car their money their knowledge their diplomas everything is on the wall you know it's nobody's business what diploma I have if I don't have what I have who I got this what we talked about in the morning in the men's class so because we talked about it where people go out on dates and the shotgun that matchmaker will ask them and where did you learn who's your family and all sorts of questions the matter where I learned whereas the matter who's my family so if my family comes from this place that I'm not good enough or if I got my degree from that university and all from that university then it's not good so but nevertheless nevertheless it's not good to show off bottom line it's always good to be humble nobody needs to know every little thing that you do some things when you need to let somebody know fine that's make sense but in general better to be humble and newer quiet and not to show the whole world everything that you have why because the Talmud says the Baha dwells only on something that is hidden and concealed and when something is too much out there then it has too much a result or something evil to grab on it you drive with a nice car everybody you know from the outside world scene was out there was Alto and in the inside like why does he have such a nice car why you know he's probably a thief probably cheats in business or whatever it is why you draw negative attention and this is not only with my property can be also some people they like exposing every lower part of their body to show what they have it's not good nevertheless the fish are under the water the coverage so they're already signified signifying and hinting on this month a lot of concealed and hidden things besides that we know that water is the source is a symbol of blessing the fish are in the blessing in the water so not only that it's concealed it's also a source of blessing now we know that every month has a certain planet that is controlling the the month and the of the month of Adar is the planet that was called siddik in English is called Jupiter and this is a planet that gives a lot of a lot of Scheffer a lot of abundance each planet has a different power this planet specifically is a planet that gives a lot of abundance a lot of blessing now based on the book of formation there's a certain letter that created every planet there's a letter that creates everything but specifically the book confirmations called affiliates Allah tells us that the planets siddik was created by the letter gman and gimel is a it signifies a certain action that is called Gomez de leme go mail the limb is giving Google Mail is to give the limb doll is somebody that doesn't have so like we also have a mid so it's called give me Lucas Adam so the letter gimel of the that created the planet Sadek that it has the energy the motion of giving giving to somebody that doesn't have now the acronym of this sane go mail the limb I mean if you remember on on Yom Kippur when we pray we pray we say that a shame is go Mel the limb is go Mel comes from the if you remember when Eliezer came to pick up Rivka then I'm sure you remember the whole story with the miracle early as I came there a three day walk took him a couple hours and then he told a sham please do a favor please do kindness with me bring the girl to me and as he gets to the to the place where you give the camels to drink a little girl comes out with a picture I bear like a big like a pots a picture and she she waters the she makes gives the camels to drink and him and he tells her can you give me some give me any namaka there give me some of your from your picture so this is this motion of lick mole is to give when they are coming out of kindness and not giving you because you paid me now a thousand dollars I'm giving you because I want to give you so this is called in Hebrew go meld the Liam doll is somebody that doesn't have anything there's different levels of poverty first a person can be a poor that's a mean I just just don't have a steady job we learned that a couple days ago when I have to give my sarony the Toma for a poor person what's the definition of a poor person that he doesn't have a steady job all that he doesn't have enough money to sustain himself for a whole year so it's not a person that is the homeless this is a it's poor but he's still where and no reading from the garbage bin doll is somebody doesn't have anything completely nothing so this verse says go mail delivers giving to somebody doesn't have anything interestingly you'll see that the acronym of these two words give me a little Dalit what word would it give you God I switch the letters around it's Doug Doug is fish so the letter that creates the planet of the month has the motion of a giving of this go Mel the limb but also Doug Doug is the Pisces the fishes conceal something that is hidden now we also know it's a month of miracles anything you need a miracle now is a very good month to do to activate that Sabha you had a miracle two days ago no yes a good month for miracles so and you need a miracle now's the time Why What yeah so why miracle why do where do we get miracle because if you're looking at the verse that says go Mel the limb after that right away says summation of limb so Magna flame is a person that falls we say about the calash baho so merinov limb we pray everyday that we pray we say that so many no flame what's no matter of him that he picks up a person that falls now what's the acronym of summer no flame Samak noon switch their letters ness ness is a miracle so again you have another hint that the month is full of miracles a month that say that is very easy to get a miracle you just need to tune in now again based on sinful it's around the book of formation it says that every sign of the months there's a certain letter that created that I created that sign so for the sign of Pisces the letter that created is the letter kouf now poof is a very unique letter it's the only letter in the alphabet that I'm talking with a regular letter that the leg goes under the line I'm not talking about the last letters like known and cuffs of faith and pace of faith this is a there's a group of work letters that are called months apart and these are letters that you have a regular one and an end one so not only matter an end one because anyone you have none so feet pace of its aleksef a they all have the legs going down but a regular letter hoof is the only letter that the line of it goes underneath the line so which is very very unique and this leg we call it a leg and the leg goes under the line which comes to show us that this letter it gives to the Clipper it's sustenance this is called an April affair necessarily put and I have kids I go to work then I I it's called Lee furnace many women they have to go and work but sometimes their husband works and their wife stays at home and she maybe cooks or cleans or just goes and spends the husband's money but depends on the husband but nevertheless this is called the furnace the husband that he works and he provides to their wife and he was called Lee furnace here the thought it says about the letter coof that the letter my furnace at the Tecla pot it's providing energy to the clipper now why would I want to do such a thing a clipper is the translation of a clip as a husk or shell but a clipper is a spiritual entities and very negative energy that feeds off your energy and you create this clipper with sins now why would I want to do that it goes against me it goes completely against me the clip out this energy and it goes against the Sham why would I want to relieve furnace is it why would I want to feed it so this is one of the things one of the concept of this month it's not what we're going to talk about today but when a person is selfish and it's about me and me and me and me and that type of a person that you go out for a cup of tea or lunch or whatever all they're gonna tell you is about them they're not gonna come and tell you so how are you doing how is your week how is your health rather they're gonna sit with them for two hours like a drill in the brain and they tell you and I did this and this did to me and they did to me and he did to me and I did to this and it's all about me and I this is called a selfish individual that they only their their existence is focusing on myself this is not the type of person you want to be you want to be a person that focuses on other people let her shame focus on you cuz trust me he knows how to best focus on you and you focus on other people now when you focus on yourself too much then you're not living a room for shame to focus on you so you're missing out basically now when I'm focusing only on myself I'm not talking about that I need to take care of myself I'm talking about that okay very important not to take words out of context not talking about that I need to eat and drink and take a shower and I want to look in the mirror and make myself look pretty because I'm going out I'm talking about stuff like that talking about that my entire existence is of a constantly but mean that there's no room for other people this is called a surface surface selfish person now this me this I this is my ego this is what's gonna pull me down to the lower world it's called tucked on and that's the scoop when I'm very selfish that's when I'm feeding the Clipper constantly why because this motion of being self is just taking to myself and not giving out what it does it pulls me down to a lower place and then I'm basically feeding money the Clipper and what really happens when I do such a thing I get disconnected from that my Creator person with an ego or an arrogant person cannot be connected to Hashem he can have a very nice black beard and a beautiful black suit doesn't mean anything now many men I mean women are a little bit harder to define but men you can see many men with black suits big beards long big yarmulkes long beards and they're arrogant and their their ego is out of control it doesn't matter if they learn learn Torah and and pray three times a day doesn't mean they're connected to Hashem and you know we spoke about it not too long ago we had a discussion about Yeshe voting and and I mentioned something that in many of the issue votes what what do we do I mean I don't agree with the way they teach and learn and their their method because what they're developing they're just developing arrogant geniuses because they see people coming out of a Shiva instead of being a humble a humble individual the Torah has to make you humble you see people coming out with an ego from here to tomorrow because they know a lot of toha so the only thing the Shiva did is developed an arrogant genius so you know a lot of Toa good but you're arrogant and you're like what we say a Potts so what good is that that's not making you connected to Hashem that Doha is about being humble look today were celebrating Moshe Albano's birthday string Moshe Ben had an ego he's the greatest of the of all the best and highest and tallest and the greatest and the biggest profit there were we ever had and will have he wasn't arrogant he didn't have any a go he was so humble not what did you do to be humble not to be arrogant now when a person is only cares about themselves and they get disconnected from the Kadosh go home so hey just so we can move on every month has a it's connected to one tribe the tribe of the month of Adar is Naphtali and every month that's what we're talking about it a lot in the previous classes every month has a certain sense there's no five senses of what you were most people think there are actually 12 senses and the sense of the month of Adar is a sense of laughter if you remember yeah haha if you remember last month in Tibet was a sense of eating if you follow hopefully you're following the classes but nevertheless there's twelve senses now the sense of a doll is laughter it's called sock so that's what we're going to be talking about today that's why our sages say mission is NASA da when the adult comes in my bean Basim ha you increase with joy and happiness now what is this real this laughter laughter can be a very negative thing it can be also positive thing but I'm saying negative laughing is always good but laughing can be negative that sometimes three four people they gather together and they laugh it's one person that's not a positive thing at all that's actually a very negative thing and sometimes the person can walk in the street and fall and people will laugh at them that's a very popular thing right now go now to all the social network the popular move the popular videos are the people falling and that's what they post and then they and some people go out of their way and they make a whole collage or a montage average code like a series of crashes and these video get millions and millions of views you would think that the videos that teach Torah will get the millions of views but people are amused and entertained on the social networks on videos that people crash there in many weird ways and people laugh so laughter is not always a positive thing sometimes the laughter can be a very negative thing but nevertheless I need to recognize from where in my soul this real laughter comes from because laughter is coming from a real laughter it's coming from a very deep place in my soul now we mentioned couple times already that when we read some of T limbs specifically when we say bill cut Amazon we sing up some that it goes sheilamalone the Shiva Shiva Shiva Theon when Hashem is gonna return his glory to Zion - who shall I'm I ain't okay whole meme we were as dreamers and then we'll say Asya malaise hope we know then our lab mouths will be filled with laughter so it's not only gonna invite some comedian to beta me - to crack us up that's not what it's talking about rather we're gonna reach to such a deep level in the inner part of our soul and that's gonna be revealed so all day long we're gonna be in in this unbelievable mood there's nothing better than being in a great mood most people if you would have some type of a gauge of the mood of the world we will be in - every day most people are sad depressed heavy and very few people are just walking around like like happy and smiling so most people are not to get the person to give a little smile have the courage Taylor - to get something from the inside so needless to say that the real laughter is coming from a very deep place in our soul and when you know how to I think the right word is to say to tingle it you get a little bit of happiness that's what we're looking for by the way there were creatures of that are searching for pleasure and happiness that's why we run after all the material things because we think that that's what's gonna give me happiness but really that's not gonna give me happiness what's gonna give me the real happiness is coming from within but we are this is part of our built-in components we're looking for happiness constantly and the next level after that is looking for pleasure because I want something to pleasure me why cause it's gonna cause me to be happy nobody likes to be sad and unfortunately half the world if not 99% of the world are sad and they find a very good excuses it's because my bank account is the is empty because my wife or husband dumped me this thing happened that thing happened but really the real happiness is coming from the neshamah and not from my bank account and not from my marital status and not from who I live with that's small things the real happiness is coming only from within now there is a very interesting verse in theorem that with the mellitus a genius if you just read the the book of T Lim has all these hidden gems in it we spoke about it last month if you remember but there is a verse in Tulum it's in chapter 2 verse 4 and it says you're cheb Bashar my name is Huck the one that sits in the heavens laughs and there's a saint even you know man plans and God laughs whatever you think of God and Shem is really laughing at us what does it mean that Hashem is laughing so that we Dominic says the one who sits in the heavens you're shellfish am I miss Huck this is again chapter 2 verse 4 now if you remember I explained it couple times every month of the year has a sense but there's always the sense that's going to be across from this month's sense take a circle and cut it in a pie of 12 right 12 months of the year take a circle and your MA make with your pen now a circle and divide it into a pie shape to twelve parts there's always going to be one in front of the other right there's gonna be side by side and sideways but there's always gonna be one in front of me the month that is in front of a dowel is a rule and the sense of the month of Elul is the sense of masse of action so here we have on one side action on the other side we have laughter now what is this a sense of action it's referring to chuva and to a rectification I mean our whole life has to be in Chava I have to do - well then rectification Chava tikkun rectification is the tikkun I do a sin Hashem is kind enough to give me the opportunity to do a sin we look at sins as bad things but I look at sins as jumping boards because it allows you to jump to another level if you won't sin you would be staying in the same level the whole time so shame is so kind and he says listen I'm gonna give you a Yetzirah on one side and I'm gonna give you a lot of temptations on the other side and they all said I was gonna cause you to sin if you are a fool you're gonna let this thing pull you down and you're gonna fall into sadness if you are smart you're gonna use this thing like a spring to jump up to another to a higher level it all depends how are you looking at it the sin can be looked at as an opportunity most people right away fall into sadness that's why the holy rabbi nachman from breslev says any Osborn don't don't let it pull you down because that's what the years are once he wants to come and make you sad that's what happens to you after the sin so if you were sad after the same then you let the sin control you if you jump above it and you keep the level of happiness then you've made the sinner jumping board but then of course you have to do chew up now Shem gave us to two very unique qualities a is called chuhwa repent and the second one is the kun fix no problem and you know sometimes when you fix something it becomes stronger and better so in the month of Elul the the the sense is called masse it's called action now there's a very interesting verse also in tell him I told you that with America's a genius in verse in a chapter poof a hundred verse a bit too he says if do it is chamber simcha what's the action of doing of masses Levada stood there about means to to act to to work so that Weaver says you have to serve a shame you have to do the action by simcha so you put these two senses in front of each other one side is the action and one in front of it is the shock is the sense of a doll so a dog and Ahlul are very connected to each other we know that a rule is the time to do chuhwa that is also time to do Chuba there is a much higher level of doing Shuba so we see that both senses are connected to each other the action and thus laughter are together that's why you know they say that a person knows had to laugh on himself is a very happy and and a successful person because they're not they're not so serious they're not so like down on every little detail there it's very important in order be to be able to laugh at yourself and to be looking at things and laughing at the world when you're too serious everybody thinks that I'm serious by their everything's you're so serious I'm not not serious at all maybe behind or maybe should come to my home more often but but do you see that what what yeah yeah oh yeah I know many I get many met one yeah when oh oh you didn't see my moves it maybe you'll be lucky next week in the porn party to see some movies but you haven't seen my moves so coming a simcha Tova that's when when that's when I drink so if you want to see let's say that once a year I let go but nevertheless so yeah if you would meet me twenty years ago I was the dragster so I might look very serious I am serious when things need to be taken serious and I'm serious when it's time to be laid-back and and make a joke then I know how to make jokes so the point is it's very bad to take you to take yourself so serious and and you need to know how to laugh at yourself and you know what we sin a lot we make a lot of mistakes you think you have to take it easy don't have to be so anyways just so we can move on a little bit we mentioned that every month there is a certain combination of the letters of UK vodka you'd give al-qaeda shames name then the name the form the power that creates every month there's a certain a combination in the month of a Down the combination is the letter hei then another time the letter hei then the river you'd and in the letter valve hey and hey and I used in a valve instead of you'd cave of K hey hey and then you'd and then above okay hey hey together when you split them together split them the hay and the hay is a couple to haze together that is what signifies the laughter this hook and then udinov of together that signifies their being serious yet c-note now it's time now it's time to laugh now it's time to be serious so there is a book written by ashram America it's called qohelet please don't ask me to say the word in English because I never seem to figure out how to say it's a Clinton yeah that's why I asked you not to tell me to say that because I will break my teeth ex ex close theistic see never works so ECC okay qohelet I like saying the words in the ring in the original name it's called qohelet but nevertheless we'll try one more time ech less lastest but you know you got the point there is a there is a verse there that it says at live code verily talk there's a time to laugh and there's a time to cry there's validated lamu the time to be born about time to die but the one of the verse it says there's a time to cry and there's a time to laugh now usually when we're looking at the word you'd give up game we organize it in an order that it's go from above to below from below to above you'd cave of K right because when you when the teachings of Kabbalah interpret the name they the teachings of Kabbalah explains that you would corresponds to the sphere of hokhmah the first hey will corresponds to veena the valve it's a line going down and also the numerical value of a v6 corresponding to the six MoDOT has a devotee felt Nets a hood yes odd and then the last say will correspond to more hood so we're looking at the order of going from above to below that's usually how we look at the name you'd give up game but if we're looking at the other way around meaning K valve K you'd then we get a little bit of a different order and that's a little bit what I want to talk about if you're looking at it the other way around okay take the letters you'd cave of K but rather around cave of K you'd the last hey is signifying the kid within us because you know what kids like do they like to have fun that's why I'm very against many types of Education and unfortunately you find it a lot in the observant world in the Jewish of German world kids don't have fun and you know what happens when they're 15 sayanora I'm out I just so now yesterday the boy of a family here I think is 14 my son told me I didn't believe I saw me yesterday cut the belt off cut everything off we went to here to some public school no yarmulke no ethics maybe 14 maybe again a permit to a few months ago where does that come from why would a thirteen and a half year old boy coming from a very nice family very nice father wakes up every morning I see him at five o'clock in the microwave right he write commentary on books the mother Babette good family why does it come where does it come now and you see that a lot in the religious world I don't like using the word religious it's a derogatory word in their observant word world I just used the word religious because people don't understand what I'm talking about but in the observant world many places way too strong way too strict and kids are like a spring and you press the spring too much the moment you're gonna release it goes far and I I go to many schools to lecture to teach to talk to inspire I see the teenagers they can't handle that 13 14 years old they're out they don't want to be there go go to a yeshiva now I can guarantee you 50% of them don't believe in anything they do it because the parents told them and they're in a system but they don't believe in nothing I went not too long ago to a tour in high schools religious high schools nobody believe is there anything they the questions what they asked me you see that there they're not they don't really believe in the Kadosh mahal now and a lot of them already resent the Torah why I guess I dealt a lot and still do especially when I was in America we dealt a lot with youth that go off the path and there's a pattern why what happens and there's one guy that you know he would come to my classes and and he comes from a very very strict acidic group and he told me I never had a bike and I have a ball I never had a ball I would look at the kids playing with a ball I was like whoa and they told me we used to have to sneak out of school and we would play with the ball and if we would get caught we would get punished well what kind of a childhood is that what kind of a person you think you're gonna develop that it doesn't have a nice childhood kids need to have fun kids are not built to see Renee Shiva for 12 hours they can't if they can sit for an hour then be very happy so kids they need to be happy and kids by default you can argue with the kid or punish the kid five minutes later give him an ice cream back to being happy he forgot already that he was punished a minute ago because inside a kid that this constant joy and happiness now take a normal kid right now I'm talking about kid now that you move him out of its natural surrounding a normal kid an average kids constantly happiness kids are happy sometimes my parents they come and visit us they buy my kids like expensive toys my kids play with the wrappers you know they don't play with the toy toy it was five hundred dollars yeah but the wrapper makes more more it's more exciting more colors and you know I see with my kids they play they take all the SH mutters and they print took a cup in a box and I jeez and they're there and they they they play with junk so because kids they don't need much they don't need fancy schmancy to enjoy when I was a kid I would all day long be in the field and running after animals and climbing on trees and the net the nature of a kid is already this happiness in their kids our innocence and they're simple and they don't judge quickly and I mean we as parents kind of mold the kid so if I'm judged - and cheap and angry and that it will go to my kid but assuming that I'm normal then my kid will be normal and kids by default they're simple they're easygoing you know kid you can fight with him two minutes later they kids and they fight with each other they don't talk for three minutes and five minutes later hey you wanna play again yeah okay they don't they don't they're they don't hold garage and anger nevertheless we have this kid in US and at the end of the day we're all kids put now a grown man with a nice car he's playing with it so we're all kids at the end of the day but we do have a kid in us this corresponds to the last letter of Ashe m'kay hey now on the other hand and this is all referring to to this motion of laughter on the other hand kids that can be very quickly changed and kids can be extremely mean few kids can gang up on another kid and and make his life miserable and sometimes kids as much as they're funny and laughter and innocent all these kids in a second can switch and can be extremely extremely a hurtful or like jokester but in a not nice way that they really put somebody down hurt somebody's feelings this is a this is like something that if you've seen a kid it's extremely important to approve this right away because it's like a clip pal that grows we said we said before the clip eyes like his husk in any type of a clip ah you create a clip a that's why right away a person needs to do chuva because when you start nourishing it it grows it's almost like having an infection if you kill the infection right away then then you got it out of the system you don't kill the infection right away grows and grows and grows and grows and becomes huge learning you know you take an example with the cancerous cells you treat it when it's early stage then you can kill it when it's already Stage four oh that's already a little body of shame you know time is full it's already all over the place how you're gonna cure it right now so the defconn will kids when you detect with a kid that's why I'm very not happy with most of the education system anywhere in the world because they don't care about the kid and they instead of detecting a kid in 2nd 3rd grade something and working with it nobody cares I mean my kids when we landed they went here to one school we were so disappointed nobody cared about the kid then why am i sending my kid there I was just sleeping at home you'll get better education at home so nevertheless this is the kid within me that has a potential of unbelievable laughter and love and happiness and all these good qualities and on the other hand this can be in over one second become a real mean person and that can be taking this laughter and this happiness and twisting it into something very very negative and this is what feeds the clipper now comes the valve and I said we're reading it the other way around so we started with the last thing now we're going to the valve and the valve it signifies maturity that when the person it becomes more mature and there's seven years old they care about laughing 17 years old oh that's already a little bit more mature well some people 17 some people when they're 40 they're not mature but but the point is that the valve signifies the maturity that is change okay enough is enough I'm done with this now let me be a little bit more serious in the spiritual world this is the elevation between an official to the hua because I told you many times that when you born you get the nefesh when you're 13 you get walk and if it's a lady or girl it's 12 and when you're 20 you get neshama the level so you see that kids usually when they hit 12 13 there's a different shift in maturity the night might not become the most mature but I saw him the day after my daughter's Bat Mitzvah suddenly she's a big girl you know in a kid you see sometimes amber Mitzvah boy suddenly I'm not play with the Lego anymore don't play with this I'm already older so the valve is signifying the maturity in me in the spiritual level is the elevation between nefesh to walk now you have another hey this is the higher hey which is the first original hey this is a much much higher level this is where we say on Azam Alice hawk Pinot this is a river already a revelation of a much higher place the first day of the name of Hashem corresponds to this feel of bina this is already the birth of everything and this is when a person reached our hatch much higher levels above maturity this is already a level of humbleness and we call it in Hebrew and knavish afloat and Avaz being humble and SH afloat is that I don't hold myself I don't have it's arrogance the opposite of arrogance I don't know what's the word if there's a word of the opposite of arrogance and it's not another another is the opposite of the word Java of pride of Gaia but SH afloat is the opposite of arrogance that I'm a chef a Lua that there's no arrogant is somebody has too much wind too much who are there and Chef Lotus and you know you sometimes see people that they're smart they're successful they're they're they're great in whatever they do no bells and whistles not me and who hard choose me maybe more as chef flute is not more as chef fruit comes from the words of chef are huwa that you know napot speaking to somebody who's he knows his greatness III know I have a relative is one of the top surgeons in the world heart surgeon in the world and he's all over the world these lecturing teaching is flying him over the made one of the top surgeons heart surgeons in the world and you would think that a guy like this will be opposed and it's not simple you know of course he's very very wealthy we don't see fancy houses he's even in his trade you would think that you'll be like he's very far hua okay so chef gave me wisdom he's not an observant man but at least he has the common sense is saying Shem gave me this I I'm not doing here anything so this is not really modest it's more like and it's not only humble it's just noble well noble either way you got the point what I'm trying to say this is corresponding to the first day this is already a much much higher level and of course comes the youth of the Shem this is the root of the letter valve because even if you look at how it looks I used is a little valve I just pull down becomes a huge and this is the root of valve and valve we said is the the power of this growth and maturity maturity is growth then I'm going from this level to this level to this level so from walk to neshama from a story from nefesh the wall and walked on a shaman the neshamah too high on Ikeda you this is the root of it so this is kind of an a quick analogy of the name of Hashem how is it structured in me but going the other way around that first I start as a kid then the maturity then I grow above maturity is that I may already humble and far walk then comes the level of you this is the root of it this is the source of it but there's also a fifth level the cloud we know that a when it comes to the teachings of Kabbalah then we concentrate on four letters of a shame for world's four levels of the of the neshamah but really there's always the fifth one so there's a fifth well most people they they stopped when they were reach to the world of what salute but there's another world above the world that what salute is called Adam Kadmon which in books of Kabbalah it's referred to as AK I left off the acronym nevertheless also in the name of Hashem there's a fifth level and this is called the tip of the huge cut social hood because if you see how they write the you'd not talking about the line their little chip shake when you write it in the Torah it has a little shook cheek on the top it's called the courts coach is like another nail how do you say it the sting thorn like the tip of day at the end this is called social nude now this code social nude is a very high-level this is already a level of at Siddiq that's a dick is already in such a high level that it's above all this hierarchy that I just said now we mentioned before the verse from T lame is hogwash a mime Yoshio sure my name is Hogg the one who sits in Xiamen it's Huck this is referring to the sphere of katieb and the decanter is sitting on everything kettle is a crown and it's placed on everything that's why it says that a person plans and God laughs now it's not that he laughs no it doesn't sit there with his angels like somebody does rather he's sitting in the above the root even so he sees what's going on the essence is laughter so the man we planned and the shame is not laughing at us he's in the level of laughter which means that the real laughter comes from our essence from the the highest and most deepest part of our soul that's what it means when it says the Shems laughs again it's not laughing at us he just sees the level of the the root of things so everything is in the sense of laughter that's why you know there's a sticker here in Israel and the bumper sticker I don't even know how you will translate it in English in Hebrew says ten whew I call it Tova give us a smiles everything is for the best so in every neighborhood sounds much much nicer of course they have the little Nachman yarmulke with the built in the sticker this is a you know that breast slippers have this sticker tempio give me smile everything is good why your face basically saying that the colosseo who is sitting from above and he laughs he's not laughing at us he just laughs cuz he see her everything is so good we are the ones who don't see things good so it tend to be rich and angry and upset and disappointed you know we talked about Malik before about the book that I asked you not to tell men that make make me say the name again qohelet but also Omar Malek has beautiful song that he wrote and he actually didn't write it it's a llama we know who wrote it and we sing it every Friday issue trial Leszek piloted by la palma been eroded it's that's the eulogy that I wrote on Sava slow-mo Malick took it and he wrote it down so but nevertheless it says there are very interesting verse should hopefully be fresh in your mind I mean we're seeing it every move every week it says but at the end of a kiss cut glioma horn and she would laugh so at the last day why what does it mean that the the righteous woman she's not afraid of the day of death the heifer now on the contrary she laughs because the day of death is not a bad thing we look at death as bad you know that there are cultures when somebody is born they cry and when somebody dies there they're happy that's how it should be there's nothing wrong with death this is the completion of my cycle today Moshe Habana was born and Mosher been also left today so is it a good day or a bad day it's a good day Moshe haben was born the entire month is affected by the fact that Michelle haben was born so that's what it says about Asia crying that she discover her own she's not she's not afraid of death death is not the end rather it's my completion so when I want to come and take in and summarize everything that we just said because I want to take something from the class and to apply it is that first of all Dow is a very joyous time it's when the real essence of the simcha can be revealed it's a such a high level that all I need to do is turn myself in and I receive this energy from this high level of laughter that everything is good and everything is fine and everything is is is amazing and that you can just laugh you know sometimes when something bad happens to you you the car get toads or somebody bumps into you or whatever you right away you curse hits scream try ones just to laugh sometimes you see something that happens and they start laughing start cracking up while you're laughing I know it's just funny it's just funny that this is how it is if you know how to laugh at life then life laughs at you at you not our audio it throws smiles at you all day long so I need to understand that first of all there's in me these levels that I need to grow I was once a kid there's a kid inside then I reach the maturity I need to reach to a level above maturity that I'm humble then I'm humble that I'm simple that I'm like you said noble no know if noble necessarily is there there right we'll just stick with the humble Andrew as one big category there's a much higher level it's a much higher level of maturity and and from that I need to grow even even more than that to continue constantly growing that's how I have to see my path now why specifically being humble is because if I'm not humble and I'm and I'm becoming arrogant and my ego is driving me that's when I'm starting to feed the Clipper that's when I'm starting to feed this negative energy that works against me so I have to annoy it I have to constantly lower myself humble myself and that's what's going to cause me to grow and grow and grow and eventually I can reach to my essence that this level of laughter this is the highest of all this is the caterer Leon and that's when my life starts becoming good and smiling and the smiles directed at me I'm not depressed I'm not sad I'm not angry I'm not judgmental and I don't get affected by every little thing in my life so now is the time that's that I can tap into it this is the time where I can focus myself into this energy and and and and derive something from it I told you before in the beginning that will do summarize in the end one of why one of the many reasons why we save machine master Dharma bimba simcha because before Adar there is a period of seven weeks we called to photoshop of him the period of you know shava shava vim Shabaab is a person that is not really listening to the rules like a how do you call in English I think miss misfit miss face something mischievous this is a show valve and it happens to be that the acronym of all the seven powers show that we read our building the word show Vadim from Xin and then above and then a bit and a bit and then I yield and then a mensch of him so this is the time to pull my godly spark out of the Clipper anything that I do that is negative I pull the like to take my godly spark my essence into the Clipper now during that time I have the ability to pull it out of the Clipper now when I'm pulling in our of the Clipper you know what happiness it is to pull out my essence my my godly spark out of Exile let's imagine like you're you're great in leader or individual they throw them into jail and then after 10 years he comes out of jail what a celebration everybody's happy is out of jail and rejoicing so the reason why we're glad on a dhow because if you do what you're supposed to do during the time of the sugar beam and you do your children the key thoughts the godly spark comes out of the clipper so mob in Basim high it's increasing a lot of a simcha and Happiness so I have to understand that I am the one who's putting my spark into the clipper this is only coming because I'm arrogant and an ego and it's about me in about water what what how I benefit from that rather I need to know how to humble myself to a level that that you know the Ramban says I felt as Mecca - AHA Macomb make yourself humble the elevate you so the month of Adar is the source where I can actually reach to this level of laughter real laughing that I can wake up in the morning and even if I have a big debt it doesn't affect me doesn't mean that I'm gonna be lazy now I'm sitting home and do nothing and be and not care that's not what I'm talking about man I told you not too long ago I met this young guy and we were talking he was constantly smiling he's good mood all the time one time I was talking to him and he was telling me that he has like a hundred thousand shekel debt now I'm like in how are you happy he's like well I'm happy it's not two hundred thousand so so it doesn't matter it doesn't matter how bad yeah I just matter how bad situation it doesn't mean it needs to affect your mood doesn't mean that you have to be heavy and sad and depressed which will cause you to be angry in judgment or - nothing to do with the other that's when I reach to the essence of this happiness nothing affects me and you know what when nothing affects me ninety percent of all the problems in my life they disappear because I'm the one who's generating all this junk so oh gosh and we have a very general overview what can be done in the month of a doubt mainly I need to be focused on the positive I need to focus on on growing I need to focus on climbing it to a much higher level to be able to bring this level of laughter out I need to focus on many things doing chuva and part of the chuhwa is doing tikkun I told you that as the the sense in front of a doubt is alone this is the master of true vanity Cole we have a very special month to really put our minds together and to to grow and my my abode of this month is to understand that I need to grow I need to spiritually mature to reach a level that when I'm reaching to a level becoming so humble and so so to say our chef our war that I'm able to birth this a motion of girls that I'm growing and growing and going that's when I reached this real simcha she believed this real happiness Mossad machine we should really take all this and apply it and put it into action and to know that it's an auspicious time to apply that and to do that and that's why our sages say machinima Salama be missing hi it's a time of of pulling the same crowd to increase simcha and to see you know it's putting it to summarizing the whole hour in one word is just you know look at the world and laugh laugh at the world yeah you know bring frowning and uh you know sad face old and I wasn't gonna do anything if you look at the world and smile to smile at the world because then the world smiles back at you have to laugh at everything you have to laugh it even in your situation you sleep okay laugh I did a mistake laugh at it don't be so way so hard on yourself but again like I told you the name of the Shem is divided to haze a lot of laughter but then you have a udinov obvious will be serious it has to be can be clown and do do whatever you want focus on that I can guarantee to you you'll you will mature spiritually to such a high level that you'll see what it means that the kenosha know who is laughing that everything is good everything is for the best and everything is only to make us grow and grow needless to say that when we apply that in the month over now we can reach to the level of redemption of gula that we really go out of our meat slime out of our own limitations as either shame we should the merit to see the revelation of the coming of Messiah with their own eyes very soon so we can see with their own eyes this as the MLS Hawk Pino Masada shame should happen very soon have a beautiful month [Music]