Practical Spirituality

okay got it i think i got it okay okay we're on youtube okay everyone on youtube live hello okay good i muted that i know we're there okay we're all good um so hi everyone um i'm happy to take questions today yesterday it was a freaky situation i had what's called a visual migraine unfortunately i had to go to the hospital find out what that meant it would have been so good if someone could have told me hey that's a visual migraine that would have been very easy um anyway let's get busy um tonight we're going to talk or today depending what times on your you're on um today we're going to talk about the subject of uh further into the oneness we're going to talk more into the oneness i'm going to focus more on war and i'm going to put you right under my camera uh warren do you actually go by warren or you have a hebrew name or something i'm warned i'm here in uh nashville tennessee oh nasha yeah yeah i met you before didn't i on online before i've been on some of your zoom calls before yeah yeah cool welcome back so um anyway the um let me pin my video real quick so what i want to share was i'm going to catch everyone up on yesterday's class so yesterday's class was about how um we took a couple steps and whoa look at my pants check that out what happened over there warren what happened to my pair watch this i'm gonna do payout rehabilitation i think that's what happens when you take off on a mountain bike right after you get out of the ritual bath your paya goes crazy how's that is that good enough for now will that do [Music] so anyway the um i so here's the steps step one was that before there was something there was absolutely nothing okay that's agreed on whether in the spiritual whether in the before there was something there's nothing step two is that that nothing is what we call god okay and it's not presumptuous because the word god doesn't mean anything it's just a term we use for some for nothing that creates something okay it's a being of some sort and then um and then step three is that that it is one because you can't have two nothings and step four is where we got to yesterday is that this whole world is made of that oneness this whole world is really a makeup of the oneness of god is that clear so this world's made of it and we talked about its name and that name is elokus that our world is made out of elokus godliness god stuff okay now the whole thing works vibrationally the whole physical world is a vibrational reality and i think we all know that the world's vibrational and that's no big that's not a big news but for those who don't know the physics of it you know i'll let you know like for example in this room um these lights are changeable you can switch how bright or dim they are right now they're set at about 4 000 oscillations per second which which will come out as white light um i can soften it down to 2000 or less and then it'll be like a nice orange kind of yellowish soft white you guys know you can buy white leads you can buy soft white leads so it's all depends on your um on the vibrations of them also my voice is coming across as you listen to me vibrationally these are just vibrations coming out of some kind of speaker whether it's a headset or whether it's your phone or a speaker system if you have your computer set up thusly and that is vibrational it's all just numbers and so if it's an a for example i can't play an a right now but that would be 440 oscillations per second and and so on that's how it goes that the world works the sound works vibrationally sight if you're looking at me right now you're just saying digitally but it's not just that the the the furniture in the room you're in or the trees and the in your vision in your view are all made of vibration and you can actually take a laser beam have it dance between the raindrops of a tree and burn a hole in a piece of metal on the other side the it's all lasers are vibrational light that condense between the raindrops of physical things and the and so everything in the end is vibrational well let's put it all together then if god is if all there was was nothing and that nothing can only be oneness and it created the world out of itself and yet the world we now know is all vibrational and therefore whatever god made he is only he's you know he's only he's he's god he's not a uh you know he's god he's not a he's not a cup of water which i'd like to actually pour right now so he's got he's not water but he is water in as much as the water is made out of elokus godliness okay elokusa is the state of godliness okay you can practice that you don't read jewish to say these names by the way um elokus practice that elokus the state of godliness now of course now i'm gonna make a blessing so remember this class this whole course is called practical spirituality right so when you think of spiritual people they're not very practical when you think of practical people they're not very spiritual right if you have to deal with some accounting you're probably going to look for an account for a practical person when you want to talk about meditation you'll probably look for a spiritual yes but the jewish people are a are exactly god created us to be this these like head it's called head in the clouds feet on the ground and that's where you're supposed to be head in the clouds feet on the ground and so today actually is the york side of the person that is the reason why you see my pace like this and the reason i'm a rabbi is because someone made a difference for me in a big way his name was noah weinberg the founder of aisha tour where i taught for almost three decades and and he his cl his program was called asia tour why because the great rebbi akiva was who was not observant he was an anti-rabbi guy at 40 years old he's found a rock dripping onto a stone but it was it was a perfect hole and the rock was the trips were just going straight through the hole and and he he discovered that each you know over thousands of millions of drops it cut a hole in the stone now can one drop do anything to a stone it can't do anything but millions and millions of drops over a period the big long period of time can make a hole in iraq so he said to himself that if that if water which is soft can make a hole in a rock that's hard then the fire of torah torah he founded the uh organization then the fire of torah can penetrate my heart but here's the main thing i mean what's he supposed to do he's 40 years old he's he hates the scholars the scholars have been at it since they're little kids like my children and i only discovered how to you know even read in hebrew when i was in my when i was 23. and here he is 40 years old he doesn't know his his knee from his elbow jewishly and and he's he's now said this to let the fire of torah penetrate my heart at 40 years old but here's the thing how is he ever going to become the greatest rabbi who ever lived which he became he became the like single greatest rabbi in the history of the world how did he do it and the answer is that he it's that it's the drop that he recognized you understand it was the drop that got him to become the greatest rabbi ever lived you get that the drop and meaning meaning don't look at the hole in the rock look at the drop and that drop and that drop in that drop and i heard one of the speakers today in at his uh memorial for his uh i forget which yord site this is but at the memorial of rabbi weinberg um that one of the speakers said you know when you're running a sprint of a hundred yards you know you're doing 100 meter dash every step counts like if you if you miss a step you lost a 26 mile marathon steps don't count but you'll lose lose if you don't recognize the importance of the steps meaning you might finish you're certainly not going to win but the steps do count in a marathon and what greater marathon is there than the torah then the the sea of the torah it's called the yam shaltara the sea of the torah it's a giant sea and if you don't recognize step and step and step and step and take those steps and it's painful because there's a lot of torah and and you just you can quit a million times i don't think anyone quit learning tara more than i did in when i was a young man studying at 23. i don't think anyone quit more in fact i think the rabbi should have been paid double because it wasn't just him and me in the classroom it was i was in the classroom and then it was it was rib young let's take a walk i'm like oh another walk and he would walk me around the beautiful old city just to convince me to get back inside the back inside the study hall to get back to the studies and i mean it was he spent half his time just getting me back in just getting me back in at one time i was so fed up i was like that's it i'm flying back to my parents i'm leaving like i can't take it anymore he said to me he said to me if your parents had any idea what they stand to gain by you sitting in here and studying if they had any idea what they stand to get in this world and the next they would chain you to this table and and because i was feeling bad my parents were like begging me to come back to california and i was you know a young kid i like i only had been studying a little while and i just was suffering i i can't take those steps it's a marathon i can't run a marathon i'll never get there and i quit once again and this rabbit said they'd chain you the table so check this out i said to him i said to the guy i said listen i understand what you mean in the next world but what do you mean in this world you said what they stand to get in this world and the next is i didn't understand this world why because my parents were suffering because of my choices they we weren't raised to live this life so like the fact that i had chosen this lifestyle was killing them not helping them so why would me studying more help them in this world you get the paradox like the you get the question anyway um my parents apologized to me about five years later maybe 15 18 years later they apologized and they said we are so sorry we gave you a rough time for the transformations that were happening to you when you were 23 years old when you came to jerusalem and i'm like why are you apologizing for this and they said because now that we're our age you are the source you are literally the source of our pride and joy we don't have a single we don't have a single friend they're from west l.a everyone was jewish they said we don't have a single friend amongst our peer group that has a jewish grandchild and you not only gave us great jewish grandchildren you give us eight of them and every one of them waits on us with hand and foot like as if we're the connection to reality not them because you know this this happened to me by the way i heard this story and then it happened and how often you get to hear a crazy story and then it happens to you but it happened to me where i was at a kibbutz in israel kibbutz is usually secular but it was a very secular anti-judaism kibbutz with they don't even have mezuzah excuse me they don't even have mezuzah's on their doorway come on in come sit next to me if you will they they don't even have mezuzas on their door this is the ceo of my company uh shy specting just joined us grab that white chair there and pop it down near me all right should i say hi to everybody hi everyone so so the um so check this out an amazing story okay great um the let me make a bravo we're really talking about the oneness of the ship by the way i did that once once during a live feed i guys like it that's something you do once but i'm you should know every word of this every word meaning the the the opening phrase those five words those six words are all about the hidden oneness of god inside of everything the borough means to draw down like knees are called baroque they draw you down atta is the is the essence of hashem that's that's beyond definition no names to that no names you just like when someone calls you you you know how impersonal and if how impersonal warren would it be if someone said would warren like a cup of water you'd be like hey bro you can call me in the second person so which is called hutspin kambala that's called being brazen like how dare you call your god you in the second person but the reason why we call him you is because when you humble yourself with the borough you can now now when you humble the body the ego of the man then you are of hashem and you're like contemporaries and you can now call him atta because you and hashem have become one which is the name of this class is becoming one okay becoming one with hashem now the two of you are as one and and then hashem surrounding space and time the cause or a flow which is chaos and then ello eloquenu which is a construct of elokim the the elocus the physical world which is this water is the physical okay the elo the elokusa of this world the physical and and then the um and then melech the king now what's a king a king is a king of people in the physical world like that's what a king is king's not a despot some kind of ruler with no connection a king is is in relationship to the people and then uh how long of the world well the world means hidden so the hidden king because you can't see the king king's hidden inside this water inside of everything so he's the hidden king and but it also the word world is olam and the word hidden is that cool how could it be the world for hidden and world like a world i see it that's not it and the word hidden means it's not world but no the word for hidden is olam and the word for world is all i'm hidden and where why because how can an infinite being yeah this is going to freak you guys out how can an infinite being that's all there is create a world without yourself you understand all there is is god but he hides himself so how can there be a physical without the hiding of the actual aloofo should the shalom the the aleph the the oneness of the creator inside it all you understand it has to be hidden for there to be a world so the word world and hidden are the same word how crazy is that is that crazy am i can you nod yeah those are whose view very cool and now you're in and that's melanchola the king of the world which means the hidden king and how cool is that the hidden king how cool is that to um put that tile under this camera so the hidden king is like whoa that is amazing and and so and how humbling is it how humbling is it to be a hidden king whoa i just did something crazy hold on i just knocked that guy off the oh there he is hey tesla i just pinned you maximum i'll unpin you and say remove pin oh my gosh i'm trying to get husky right under the lens because he's my last living tile that's because you're driving this whole class right now and you're also driving your car don't forget that part by the way okay oh are you parked at least okay and then the word shahakonia bidvaro means whose shah called that everything not just the water everything comes into existence with his word because the whole world's made of of vocalizations well if it's english well that doesn't mean much but if it's vocalizations that are made of numerical values well that's the vibrations right aleph is one bet is two gimbal is three so those are the those are the numerical values of the vibrations and they get complex like a ud is a yoda's ten but in aleph remember the aleph that's one it's really made of two uds and an above [Music] um anyway so i was in the middle of a story and i answered my phone by accident even though i'm in the middle of this class um listen to this little part here uh nissim because i answered my phone by accident the so my parents apologized for the years of for when they hassled me for my lifestyle change because in the end i gave them the nachas the pride and the joy of their elderly years when their when their um counterparts when their you know their friends that they grew up with had had no nachos there was no nachos there was no there was no pride there was no joy they they were all just licking their wounds and it got so bad my parents said why did they apologize to me finally the reason they apologized to me was because they they came from israel we you know we had another sim card i don't know what it was i don't know maybe a birth and um they came back to america and their friends were like how was israel you know you haven't seen your elderly friends in a while how was israel my parents couldn't tell them they didn't want to rub it in they didn't want them to that their friends to feel bad that they didn't they you know that they basically have to entertain themselves at this age of their lives a pretty harsh harsh reality and my parents were not interested in rubbing that in for them i was telling another story i can't remember what it was do you remember what story i told you before the water anyway you're telling a story of the kibbutz oh yes thank you very much so um um so i'm so i'm at the keyboards and guess where i am they had a monk uh they had an animal area in the kibbutz and they had monkeys and they're always obviously the funnest to watch compared to any other animals so we're watching the monkeys and i'm with a an elder of the kibbutz one of the founders of the kibbutz today i'm not even sure he's alive anymore he'd be in his 90s now um the founder of the kibbutz this is a godless place meaning you're not allowed to have anything jewish happen there and and here i am with all my kids running around enjoying the monkeys and the he says to me he says to me i've never seen anything like your kid's respect for you i just it just doesn't exist here in the boots like no one respects their parents like this in the kibbutz and he's like the elder of the kubota and by the way the kids weren't raised in their own these kids this is the extreme they were raised in a kid's farm they don't raise their own parents they're separated from their parents they're like how much can we get rid of all tradition and all connectivity like how much can we get rid of it and so these kids were actually raised not with their parents and he said i've never seen anything like and i said you know what i said to this guy his name was avishai i said in the in the israel uh israel in this was in the israel valley so so he says to me how do you get your kids to honor you like that i said i don't do anything you see the difference is you tell your kids about evolution and that you know they're just they're that that that they are one step closer to monkeys meaning what you trained your kids in is that they're one step closer to monkeys i said my kids were raised to believe that i was their link to the chain back to sinai you understand the monkeys are far from reality and technology is the cutting edge which makes the grand kids and the grandkids the cutting edge and you put the elderly out to pasture and the whereas so in other words the grandparents are like looking to the kids to lead the way teach me how to use facebook or whatever and in our family we're the link to reality we're one step closer to moses and our kids get that deeply they get that deeply that we are the anchor to we're the anchor for their lives and the and it was an amazing moment that we're standing in front of a monkey cage because what are the chances that standing in front of monkeys he would ask me a question about the honoring of my kids now if you're wondering if i'm so quick on my feet to answer the way i answered i'm not that quick on my feet it was because the i had heard it before i heard the story it just it just happened to me it was amazing so uh someone someone gave a little comment here that um unfortunately in the west a lot of people disregard the older people nowadays it also relates to what you said about the elders yeah oh that was cool yesterday that the when the elders say destroy and the younger say build destroy because the destruction of the elders is building and what does that mean the elders have have vision to see inauthenticity and if something's not authentic it's not true it's not real so then no matter how nice you make it look it will fall apart eventually so it says that the the destruction of the elders is building and the building of the young is destruction how telling is that about our generation how telling is that especially when when this generation of young people in their technology has caused really the planet to throw up you guys realize that's where we're at right now right now we are in in this part of the ceremony of history we're at the part where it's throwing up the world's throwing up right now and it's all that disconnect it's all that disconnect and someone put it so well yesterday i had such an amazing discovery yesterday and that is that we are we and they said it as abolitionists so they're going back millions of years but they we are paleolithic emotionally we are medieval in our institutions and we are godlike in our technology you got that that's crazy thought emotionally human beings are paleolithic meaning we're like cavemen in our not being sophisticated which is a big part of what the possibility is the possibly you is the development of your sophistication emotional sophistication which is called emotional intelligence you know there's a great program in america called journey to home there's a branch here called the well of being and the the uh it's deep deep deep work deep work very different than the possibility there's no overlap we have no competition in fact we send to each other and but they always can tell when one of these people did the possibility and why because when they're going through all their deep deep deep stuff it's not just a collage like a bucket full of vomit you understand they're like oh i remember that piece i remember that potato over there i remember that that uh that asparagus and over there over there is the uh the steak i had there's that steak i ate and you understand that like they said they can always tell apostle graduate because he has vocabulary for his parts it's very deep work the the jts very deep work and the possibility isn't built to be that deep but we go deep and why we're already together all those days you might as well go deep but but this is built like day one until three is deep like you have no watch you don't know what time it is they take you away somewhere you don't know where you are you start off blindfolded like it's deep deep you know not for the faint of heart a lot of people are pretty scared to do it but you shouldn't be scared to do it no one's ever died from it what's it called again journey to whom the israel one the others are ones called the well of being something very much worth checking out when i did their program it was before a particular group which i'll leave nameless destroyed them it was called the call of the shofar unfortunately there was a a jewish group that had a few too many people getting helped by them until they started feeling threatened and decided decided to destroy them but what happens when you destroy a good thing what happens when you smash a good thing it splits into two so now there's journey to home in america and there's the well of being in israel and so they're going strong you know so so the um and the guy who found it at all like sits and learns torah now in jerusalem after they smeared him destroyed his life um he sits and learns hasidus in israel and gemara and uh you know it just has a twinkle in his eye for for his offspring which are those two seminars anyway the um so they they they love they they even tell certain people that just seem like such a mess meaning emotionally like they just so don't get themselves that they tell them listen before you come to jts go to the possibly you know or after the possibility they're like no what do i do they're like you need to be able to label all those moving parts and you go to go to rib and they'll come to the possum view and discover the the actual names of their parts and how to because think about it if you don't have a vocabulary for something you don't you're no you're not a player you know think about going to a high-tech convention but you don't know what you're doing you're pretending to be one of them you don't have a vocabulary like what are you doing there you're wasting your time you might as well go gamble in the casino next door you have no business in there you don't have a vocabulary for it and yet each one of us have these complex emotional systems but let's go back to what i was talking about what i was talking about is that we have an emotional um an emotional system from the cavemen most people have no sophistication and those of us who have some sophistication and part of our sophistication knowing that like we we ourselves could have a volcanic eruption of whole new areas of our emotional system that we never would have dreamed were still in there i myself had two of my biggest eruptions in the 20th year of leading the possible you of of the people that everyone in those seminars would have voted least likely to become a puddle of tears in front of everybody convulsively shaking and asking for a bucket i me leading the seminar and that shouldn't have been me and so in other words we're really prehistoric we're prehistoric emotionally now the institutions that we have are are like medieval they're like you know and they were set up you know soon after that time of the medieval times that's when a lot of these big institutions were set up you know and and we still have them the education systems were a little later banking systems governing systems they're they're like i mean think of the difference right now everyone just take a moment and think of the difference between technology and government do you realize the politicians have no sophistication in technology no sophistication so they have serious serious agendas with no sophistication regarding the god-like technology why is it godlike because it doubles every half here it doubles and then doubles and then doubles and the people are in charge of that tech have so much power and they have especially a lot of power because they know they're not dummies those people know and they're all on psychedelics and whatever so they understand a lot about emotion and systems of human beings and their prehistoric emotionals build up they know how to get what they want with the general population of unsophisticated emotional beings and get them for example our very first class or as our second class get them to to for example blur pleasure with happiness and just go for the dopamine until you're ready to jump off of building in depression and addiction you know and that's like something we that was something we did and i told you guys that was from a guy named dr robert lustig who's whose book's called the hacking of the american mind because who's the hacker what's a hacker like someone who hacks into your computer hacks into your software or your business is the is those the companies of the world who are the high-tech companies who the governments and the businesses and all those all those and think about it medieval institutions aren't looking for individual good rights they're not looking for the good of the individual you get that yeah those were that was way before the experiment of the founding forefathers who believed in life liberty and the pursuit of happiness this is these are institutions that are interested in one thing one thing alone and that's profit including big pharma and and they are being they are basically going to the tech world to say get us get us our goods in the tech world and they are good bad buddies they're scratching each other's backs and who knows how much money is involved in all this and there's and that's why everything's become political you ever wondered why how can medicine be political like that there just should never cross how can gender become political that's like i don't think gender is political guys i think that's anatomy nope that's political today everything's political because one of the ways that they hacked into the american mind did i say the american one day they hacked into the mind of people is by turning everything into politic everything's political and therefore you know they can just go go with that and they've already proven that the algorithms move towards fear so they they figure out a demographic they figure out what they're afraid of and they just nail you with that and nail that and you want more because we all have something that's part of the possibility one of the amazing things in the possibility it's called the misery comfort zone i'm not going to go into that but you can understand what i mean by a misery comfort zone that's the you that clicks on stuff that's hurtful to you i mean it actually harms you it's going to give you less sleep it's going to make you less at peace it's going to cause more stress it's going to make you more afraid and you can't stop clicking on it it's called the misery comfort zone and so and so you just keep clicking and and i do it too i catch myself doing it you know it got it got to me um it's about a year ago i had an interesting thing happen to me um i flew back from america and realized my teeth hurt and that was curious like i never had my teeth hurt before and not only did my teeth hurt but that i needed to go to the dentist with an actual uh serious cavity which he said was way serious and it needed a root canal no i wound up with three in one month so then i really said this is strange and then all of a sudden i paid better attention to myself throughout the day and i realized i was clamping my teeth i was clamping my teeth now yomtov glazer doesn't clench his teeth okay i teach people how to live a life where unconscious stress is not attacking you okay we're all gonna have some unconscious stress you're not getting attacked to the point where you're you have involuntary muscle contractions going on but that's exactly what i had and i was clamping my teeth to the point where i was messing them up now i had a i had two answers to this going on one was that i have my platform in the jewish and secular world has always been to say whatever the hell i want period i just say it that's it i just said now by the way i wasn't always like that i did used to look over my shoulder but um after watching a trump speech i don't know if you ever heard me tell this story but i'll say it quickly is uh i didn't know trump was running for president it was probably like months into his running for president i didn't know um i was a little tuned out but my learning partner michael russo or nekomari says have you seen a have you seen trump speak and i'm like that's like probably the most random question i could ever hear why businessman's speech first of all i didn't know he gives speech and then secondly why would i listen he's like he's running for president you didn't know that and i'm like he says you got to listen to the trump show i'm like why he says just listen and he hits play on youtube anyway after about 20 minutes i'm like turn it off it's like what i can't hear it anymore you know it's like i can't hear someone burp verbally you know without any care whatsoever what might come out of his mouth i mean he just thinks it and says it way before he thinks about consequences and um and by the way the uh one of the the first thing he clicked on me before he went to that he said watch this it was it was what he said to megan kelly after getting nailed by some woman named megan kelly the person i ever heard her name megyn kelly just nails him like just he had nowhere to turn she put him up against the ropes and his answer was that that perhaps she was menstruating this was on the the major television anchor on national television and i was like you gotta be kidding me and my mother says no watch this and he clicks on one of the speeches and it was just as crazy now after 20 minutes i'm like turn it off you know because i'm my lips are for prayer you understand my ears are for terror my brain is for you know holy real estate my heart is for god and i don't want to hear another second of this guy i can't listen to another second and so he turns it off next day i come into ishitara for practical spirituality which by the way i'm reminding everybody it's changing times and this new time may be horrible for you but i'm gonna try it out you know why because i'm have a live audience and live audiences really get me going much more than this so no offense to any of you i love you all and especially if your camera's on i extra love you because max you're keeping me going dean warren if it wasn't for your faces right near my lens this would be a dead experience i wouldn't do it i just wouldn't even come so you should know that you four are why i'm here and all you listening say thank you thank you so anyway um but i'm going live next week three o'clock's a lousy time for about everybody outside of israel it'll be good for people from london or whatever but three o'clock israel time is what is that eight in the morning uh new york the good thing about eight in the morning new york is those who have a commute will have who to listen to on their commute so that's a good point and um and the uh that's that and what else where's the live location in israel oh who's in israel aren't devon iron david yeah so it's gonna be in uh right near my house you know that hall on shomeron street number one shomron and you can watch that me i'll send you the address but certainly anyone in israel please come it's going to be a daily live class at least until i leave for the u.s when i even when i'll be in the u.s shy please god you'll help me arrange that i'll keep it going but it'll be uh a little bit different hours i'm not doing it it's nine it's nine o'clock a.m oh three is nothing that's six hours no way that that 3 p.m could be 9 a.m in the in new york all right yeah you're high bro so um and the um and the uh what else was i gonna say was um oh it's just that it really knocks off the west coast but probably no one's here for the west coast they're too busy they're too busy like feeling good you're gonna live stream those as well still through youtube and zoom show enough cool yeah big time and facebook we got we're gonna get facebook lined up and by uh sunday please god so anyway is there is there a way i can listen i can listen to these classes and yesterday and from this week on somewhere is recorded somewhere sure enough um you can uh a couple of places one is youtube live every day it's always going to be on youtube it needs sadly it needs titles i don't know if you look at practical spirituality in youtube if you go practical spiritually in youtube you get it but it needs titles because otherwise there's no way to make rhyme or reason so far i'm being a good boy and titling each class you notice i've been titled in each class so um anyway the um what were we talking about so many things um the live class um but you guys got to back me up a little we're talking about some important things oh trump so yeah so anyway i hear 20 minutes of trump the next day i go into asia toward practical spirituality and i'm teaching the class when all of a sudden i start saying stuff that i never said before unfiltered meaning that 20 minutes caused me to start unfiltering my own words i didn't know i was filtering any words i thought i was like i thought i was telling it like it is i had no idea i had been filtering what i was saying but 20 minutes of trump was all i needed to influence me and now it could be i'm more influenced than the average person i don't watch such things but i was heavily influenced and i was just saying it like it is and when i finished that class we had a whole discussion there you know why because this was on facebook live which gets then ripped off there into other other platforms and it was going into facebook live and we had a whole discussion should we post it or should we not if we post it ashadora and i am going to get all kinds of emails from all kinds of rabbis saying like what the hell is going on in there and if we don't post it we don't have to deal with any of that feedback who wants negative feedback you know is self-expression worth it dean is self-expression worth negative feedback say yes yes that's right and everyone should be saying yes with all their hearts now now that we've seen what's happened in the last two years now we see the price the price we pay so anyway the um so so we just so then i had the amazing idea that wait we can post it and then just remove it if we get a hard time we'll remove it guess what the next day i had triple the people watching it was a game changer a total career changer it completely transformed my listenership you get what i'm saying meaning now that i'm on i didn't know i wasn't i didn't know i was filtered but now that i'm unfiltered whoa look what's happening now let's go to my jaw corona comes i'm smelling skunks everywhere it's like there's a skunk in every street there's a skunk every time i turn on the news there's a skunk every time i look on my phone it smells like skunks everywhere with a skunky virus in a skunky relationship to the virus and all of a sudden a very skunky uh vaccination campaign which was all predicted and it's like skunks everywhere skunky shutdowns skunky lockdowns skunky fear-mongering skunky disconnections of individuals with their loved ones all of a sudden i smell skunks everywhere and everybody's asking me what do i got to say about it at which point i'm like filter or don't filter filter don't filter filter and don't filter now people were at that point i don't know if you all remember this because they wish you didn't is everyone on twitter and facebook and and youtube and you name it if it was owned by the big ones they were canceling you canceling you they were just knocking you off their platform knocking you off right there boom boom you're canceled you're gone and you can't get back on it's not like there's a phone number you dial hello facebook you know you're off you're off and so i spoke to a couple wise people and they said listen the line has been drawn in the sand so strong right now it is so black and white that don't ruin your platform with all these people by putting yourself on one side or the other on the fence meaning don't draw your line just let this pass and my jaw locked because this is my this thing here and this this little couple inches is why people are without the filter is why people and why i and why everything for me and i also for you by the way for all of us if there's anything i've been thanked for over the years as people doing my work and being able to finally share what they got to say to especially the loved ones my jaw started locking it was like god was taking away like my vessel very very deep now i don't know if it's true by the way it wasn't like i go to a doctor um is my jaw locking because i i started filtering my my talks i don't know i don't know i can't know that and you guys know i'm big into scrutinizing like as spiritual as i am i'm still very imperial empiricist embarrassed i'm an empiricist and you know don't forget i'm coming from an atheist background so it's like you know it ain't authentic i'm not gonna believe it and so and so the um so i don't know if it's true but i had another theory you know what my other theory was stop watching the news now it was pretty hard not to watch the news of that play the world was going nuts the world was going nutso a year ago crazy so much unrest so much uh uncertainty and i said take three months off the news and see how your jaw is doing so i did it i took three months off the news and my jaw released i mean i stopped locking my jaw and then i came back to the news little slowly just to stay in touch a bit with what's going on um i'm feeling much better now that omicron has made a fool out of the fools i feel a little better now so i'm feeling you see i'm starting to say stuff i didn't even use the word skunk at the beginning so you know i'm i'm feeling more confidence in letting go of the filters now that we know about the fools and i don't know if you guys are on my whatsapp with me you're welcome to be because i do post some pretty cool stuff so check out my post today from the western wall pretty sick situation over there six the right word probably the uh i noticed there was a guard gate for the inside of the hotel a guard gate like what the hell is a guard gate doing in front of the hotel so not the culture not the western what plaza not the outdoors the indoor but in the winter that's where we pray everyone prays indoors because it's you know it's cold out and this was evening time so i could show you it right here actually maybe i'll show you you guys want me to break up my guitar and play a little yeah oh yeah okay let's try that anyway um so yeah so this is what i this is what i put online i'm gonna start that again for everybody one sec i said here's a rare sight in the middle of the winter watch this here watch oops okay here's a rare sight middle of the winter the inside of the hotel is almost empty except for one minion it looks like but the culprit is that everyone's freezing up here is we got more victims of the regime i cannot believe this i want to throw up anyway please god the insanity wins that guy walking by is like got his papers out to show the guard at the wall the western wall the prayer for all people and as if you're gonna be look at this that's meanwhile the western wall had about 200 people you know freezing their their toes off outside while uh you know while the the paper people the documented people could could pray in comfort so so that that sucks pardon my french anyway whatever i think i've said enough today um i'll pull out my guitar anyone got any questions i'll check the chats real quick as usual um question i asked yesterday uh since tpy oh and possibly graduate since the possibly you i'm going through some stages and finding truth first it was stripping myself of my falsehoods as in impressing upon others etc and then it progressed to fighting societies and truths i love it yes i created a monster so fighting society's untruths um so i'm fighting untruths instead of finding my truth how would you suggest i go about accessing my truth now that is a very deep question and i love it i love it and uh and you should know when i was um before i came to torah i was the expert on what wasn't true you know what those are called people are experts on what's not true they're called hippies okay hippies you know they know exactly which company is is causing uh the burning of rainforest they know you know they know exactly which politicians are liars and they know exactly what's going on behind the scenes of media and government and and uh banking and stuff and you know they they know what's not true they're experts so one day i woke up as an expert of what's not true otherwise known i woke up as a hippie and i said well what is true what's true what's actually and and i didn't just end with that question i actually went on a search to see what's true now as as i said as an atheist you know hardly keeping judaism so torah was not on the list of true god wasn't on the list of true god was something i thought people make up and the but there was something i discovered that was true and what was that one thing that's true the one thing that's true is my loving heart and i noticed that when someone doesn't hold it properly it breaks and i knew that to be true because i knew the feeling of a heartbreak and i also knew that anyone who trusted me who i did not follow through with in faith good faith was hurt and that was true and when i discovered oh my gosh i know one thing true love love is true meaning it hurts so i know it's something there because i definitely feel the pain and it must be on cause in others pain and at that point i gave my word to god i didn't know there was a god i gave my word to myself i don't know who i gave it to but i gave my word and i said i will never hurt another person as long as i live not willfully that's why you'll notice if i've ever heard anyone here you'll notice i apologize immediately straight into the apology and i go deep into it like i really look in wow i hurt you well that's that's i breached my contract from when i was 22 years old and realized that i'll never hurt someone not willingly and if i hurt someone unwillingly i'm going to apologize for that and make amends because if i only know one thing to be true like don't mess with it man don't mess with your truth you got something true whoa you better hold on to what's true like don't that's hulk fellow javore yeah that's a statute not to be broken and i never did i never did in fact i was the biggest party school in the world it was literally raided by a magazine i'll leave nameless as the biggest party school in the world in santa barbara ucsb which stands for you can study buzzed and i i it was my last year there right before i had no idea i was going to wind up in jerusalem but people were like you know telling me they were telling me which girls were interested in me and i was like that's nice you know not interested in them they're like why not and i'm like because the next person who gives me her heart will be wearing an insurance policy on her finger that she will not get hurt now i had no idea maybe maybe in the merit of me making that statement i wound up in jerusalem three years later marrying a woman who i'd never even touched in my life you know like three years later i married this holy lady and put that ring on her finger and i never broke another person's heart in my life from that moment because i knew that was true my heart's true my heart's real i feel pain so that must be real you know jordan peterson you know i quote a lot because i'm just crazy about him jordan peterson actually asked the question what is good in his years and years and years of searching and he couldn't find out he just couldn't figure out what was good as a scientist you know a social scientist couldn't figure it out and then he started studying the holocaust and what happened stalin russia and stuff and he said okay i got to what's bad i figured out what's bad that's bad so anything i can do to go in the opposite direction of that is good i don't know what good is but i know if it's in the opposite direction of that i mean the direction of good you hear that amazing so if the same thing happened to me in a way it's just a little different it was i don't know anything true i'm great at what's not true but i know my hearts hurt and i don't want to hurt anyone else's sadly that's a part of human evolution meaning meaning your own evolution as a human being as you evolve you know because people who are uninvolved hurt others exactly where they're hurt people hurt where they're hurt people wound where they're wounded in other words hurt people hurt people and that's why our great sage hill when he said to the convert he said to him don't do unto he said teach me the whole torah on one foot meaning like balance on a foot and teach me the whole thing meaning give me a one-liner that's what he was saying and he says he didn't say love your neighbor himself he said don't do unto others what is hateful to you not even really a quote of the torah he wasn't he didn't quote the torah he said don't do what is hateful that's not torah so what was he saying what he was saying was you're not even in the first step of being human you're not even you've gotten nowhere in your evolution if you can do what's hurtful to another and yet humans are drawn to do what's hurtful to them if you don't catch if you don't catch a molested child god forbid in and rehabilitate them the chance of them being a molester when they're older is high which is crazy that's the thing that destroyed them yet they will seek to destroy later others so you haven't even begun your evolution until you are are finally in touch with what's hurtful to the point where you'd never cause that to another human being at the risk of everything the risk of everything now um it's very interesting that the person who asked this question who i didn't even look at their name but the person who asked this question who asked well okay my truths my falsehoods have been getting rid of societies i've been getting rid of so she's been good at finding untruths but what's true you go figure it out lady it's a lady go figure it out go put go put god up to the test go put torah up to the test and see what's true and get yourself aligned and and committed to it big time and forget what society says anyway they'll think you're zeddicus or something but who cares what they say that you're holy you just you just get yourself aligned to that truth but it's very interesting she said instead of finding she says so i'm finding fighting untruths instead of finding my truth now that's very interesting that she said my truth and she said it again how would you suggest i go about accessing my truth what is my truth do i have a truth what do you mean by that i don't even know if i have it do i have a truth so that's like chinese to me i don't even know what my truth is meaning i know when i know when like i get something for me like for example don't like chocolate okay i like 100 cacao i'm happy to eat that although most people don't like that i do i don't like chocolate that's my truth okay um [Music] i don't like hurtful speech that's my truth i mean i don't even know what you're talking about what's my truth i we are spirits in a material world we are ghosts in a machine that is made of a lacuse so there's only the truth of the truth the big capital t truth and then i in this lifetime align with that truth i don't know what my truth is it sounds like a oh gosh it sounds like a very millennial you know my truth you know it's like that's my car you know it's like i don't know what that means because if it's yours it's probably not true i don't think anything i have is true i think that if you found something in me that was true it was only in as much as i aligned with truth but the truth wasn't me it was my i'm aligning with something beyond myself that's true now do i have instincts to to vibrationally you know uh resonate with truth yeah i've been given those instincts but that's not true that's my that's my vessel of resonance that's my instincts or vessels of resonance and so i have that instinct but my truth what's my truth who the hell am i i hope that wasn't too abrupt um someone else said pin yourself to the screen oh yeah i did that okay it also relates to um what you said about the elders destruction we're seeing i'm fighting our elders bad idea to fight the elders um although um a lot of the elders in our generation are really mixed up like like they make they make your emotional intel they make up a black dude's emotional intelligence in the bronx um you know look like like towering perfection compared to the lack of emotional intelligence of a of an ashkenazi holocaust surviving you know joke of a culture you know and i'm not talking about the torah parts not talking about the beautiful candle lightings and kid issues symbols i'm just talking about emotional intelligence unfortunately in the west a lot of people disregard the older people yeah i read that one who said the quote paleo i think i can't remember their names although they're pretty sure they're on my youtube right now so whoever wanted that quote about the paleolithic i'm actually looking i was looking for it uh brett weinstein and heather haying h-e-y-i-n-g um i guess they work together um it's a title it's a podcast of jordan peterson titled evolution and the challenges of modern life which makes sense evolution meaning we're like paleolithic emotions and the challenges of modern life um okay all of this is live stream someone asked about this will this class of this week it will all be posted on 20 time it's coming stop watching the news read more classical books nice uh what is the whatsapp number my whatsapp number is uh plus 972 five two eight three four four six six four plus nine seven two five two eight three four four six six four if you want me to add you to my context just give your full name i'll put you in my contacts and then you'll get my uh statuses and then someone said has god gifted us the ability to create our own truth and through that gift to be a creator like him i think i answered that in the negative um and then um although i'm open to looking at our own truth now i'm looking at the youtube comments real quick uh spot on rabbi the bureaucracy and the politics of education within the medical industry is beyond unreasonable at the moment um people saying hi i'm driving a sammy i apologize for no camera thank you welcome curtis drive carefully and i love truckers and if you want to connect to a really holy jew who's a trucker and send me a whatsapp okay sorry you don't if you're driving you probably can't write it down but try to remember the number five two eight three four four six six four five two eight three four four six six four the rest was just israel's country code which is nine seven two um oh good or uh one of my coaches for new for new york is right uh rakhalee smailey and she uh she said thank god you are talking about this insanity i think she's one of the people who's been frustrated with my not talking about it um of course we have someone who's into jesus you are not a jew yet and you pray to allah i have no idea who they're talking to um i shall visit you later oh someone's coming to visit me that's nice two healed teeth and fish and bread sounds like a christian it's about fish and bread um i would over without torn knowledge i i don't know what he wrote something without torn knowledge was an atheist no solid foundation it crumbled i had to have a guide and accidentally found judaism where god was leading me there all the time deaf in the latter that's someone to mean tara i wonder if that's my friend tara who sits for therapy for people i'm also i'm so happy to see you on youtube again i really missed your unique take on things i hope you be doing this more often i plan to thank you and the last comment since it requires a community allah to be able to convert to judaism what should a gentile do on shabbat to honor hashem practice and keep as many as possible until one can move i personally if i were a gentile i would put meditation music on loud throughout the entire shabbat have a major meditation uh situation i would burn all kinds of delicious smelling things that would turn it also quite spiritual i would put the name of god everywhere i would just download what are called chavisies uh um not that gentiles should be messing around with those so if you do print one and frame it and be very careful around it never be naked in front of it and um and just treat it with the highest level of reverence and bury it if you have to get rid of it do not throw it away um but i would have god's name everywhere and and then i would enjoy your most delicious things that are healthy and most healthy life-affirming foods you can find and i would um make blessings on them and go deep into them while you taste them to freak out on the elokusan side of them i would do that every shabbat at your leisure and i would also go into nature and um just spend some time staring at the wonders of god and then someone said shalom so glad you're back uh whoa that was weird oh my gosh that was very nice yeah the land youtube oh my gosh i felt someone come sit next to me but the screen had no one there and then a minute later i see him walk in on the delay that was so weird then i turn around and see it's you that was sitting next to me i thought it was someone else um wouldn't looking at truth subjectively give birth to some sort of objective existential anxiety whoa this guy named jordan wrote wouldn't looking at truth subjectively give birth to some sort of objective existential anxiety yes it would yes it would and that would be good for you not that anyone should have anxiety but you're supposed to freak out it's it's called it's called expansion and contraction i could go into this in another lesson feel free to remind me but there's all of life is expansion and contraction everything's expansion contract everything's ones and zeros everything's male and female okay everything is works and expansion and contraction and the expansion is um the expansion expands you into um god connection you get expanded into god connection and then you contract back to self and then back into god and then back into the south and back into god back in yourself and when you connect to infinite reality and then contract back into self you're damn right you're gonna get some anxiety because where the hell you been like if this is what's true what's up with me and that is how you fix and then you can rectify some of your behavior that's how you rectify your speech you rectify your life is by that expansion and then contraction back in itself this is as natural as the sun rising and setting this is the way it's supposed to be you contemplate god that's expansion and then you contract back to self and fix things how you do it okay there's a famous book written in india called siddhartha it's all about that that's the whole book expansion and contraction but it's obviously a giant kabbalistic teaching order and chaos case expansion orders contraction et cetera et cetera flow and structure second subject male and female it's all there okay everyone shalom lots of love dahlia i'm not breaking out my guitar now i gotta i gotta uh get moving i've got another class at nine which is not gonna be live okay love to everyone bye