People Go on Spiritual or Psychedelic Trips, and Then What?

right the first we're up to page 133 column two in the Hebrew numbers it's page s column two as well the true awareness of as he explained that the whole is an upti and a definition in and yet we see that a person may not be transformed by this he said it's because of the weakness because you need a lot of strength you need a lot of potency and that's why the title was given to the Jewish people it's called and it gives the Vigor to the to the Divine soul and toia it weakens the blockages and to explain what's the power of T to do this he went into the whole discussion of you remember the whole of L what real learning T is about that was a very very brief and uh simple summation of what we learned so now let's continue further as I said we're 133 Sam column 2 before the end of the paragraph there's a paragraph on the bottom starts V but we're at the previous one around the 1 2 3 4 five 6 7 eight 10 lines before the end of the paragraph before the paragraph H yeah okay okay does somebody who listens to the classes virtually they don't live here they live in Brooklyn but they listen every day the person sent uh sent a a note was very moving so I want to read it before we begin so I wanted to share the following the experience of learning these my of the bat every morning is akin to someone reaching inside of me and grabbing a hold of my Divine soul and enveloping it in a warm Embrace a Godly Embrace that says there you are my ray of light My Sweet Child my Divine partner in creation I'm here with you in every fiber of your being I believe in you I see you I know you I love you it serves as a spiritual defibrillator for my soul an Awakening jolt to remind me that our eye our eye in quotation Mark's eye is so very lofty holy pure innocent curious brilliant and a vehicle created to serve as a source of Divine Light and creation we and by we I mean our genuine and robust eye our divine eye get distracted bogged down by our Earthly animal suit wrappings of meat bones often associated with worse the cause of Discord stress anxiety pain sorrow andus reveals a Divine truth without which we simply cannot see live function as the Divine ambassadors of light for which we were tasked created best of all these teachings perspectives feel so freeing natural truthful Soulful we can all sense the Divine connections and the EMS the truth deep in our Consciousness it's nothing that's taught to us we see it it's was all it was there all along we find out that these are and have been known to us all along the Al's version of when he says something is knowing knowing in the deepest place always as you have often quoted to love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart and to sing it back to them once they have forgotten the song and that's the song I hear in all of these classes so with all my heart and soul I thank you you have all my love and gratitude and this was a man not a woman usually these letters come from women usually most of these letters come from women you know with a certain spiritual sense it says is very strong by the women but this was a man and not only a man a lawyer and a very successful lawyer in a man itself you know there's men and men right huh he does we yeah we we the robust eye is we the robust eye is we right scalos okay so now let's continue further you see the line starts H from the bottom of the page it's around 15 lines it's close to the end of the paragraph before V [Music] so after everything discussed at length especially the whole n of what my was what the lur is what learning T really means so he says from all of this the person Mas is a person who's perceptive from the word mascal is somebody who's who's open who's perceptive who's curious who wants to who wants to know from all of this the Mas the perceptive person will will contemplate there will be a very profound awe a sense of awe Amos like reverence respect in learning ter why when one can apply to his heart when one can internalize in his heart the truth and the words are very important means I internalize it in my heart it's a feeling it's an experience the real experience of learning is not there's an idea that was written down in a text and I'm trying to understand it I'm trying to remember it I'm trying to give it over so what's the aim of a here based on the lay what was the lar the question was why does it say lame lame usually means to repeat it to other people but everybody was there even the souls that were born later were there so I just say lameer on the contrary the whole power of mat is that there was no lameer everybody was there it's not like they have to believe MOA right that's the whole the whole power of mat was everybody was there it wasn't the Monopoly of a few people in the hierarchy who say we'll give it over to all the kids and all the all the simpletons right which as we spoke a few weeks ago that's the the the key distinction between M and literally every other religion in the history of humanity the truth the story of mat is a very impressive story so you would think that other religions would copy that story it's a very good story they copy a lot of other things from Judaism Christianity and Islam especially so but they don't copy the story of mat there's one guy yeah is or Muhammad or Joseph Smith by the Mormons whoever it is there's one guy who receives all the Revelation and we got to trust them priv huh privately yeah there's 12 you know how many religions there are today h 12,000 yeah Christianity itself has a tremendous amount but you have to understand that between two branches in Christianity yeah could be death or Life by them one is is murus like they have it by Jews also right for the New York Times they're all the same no difference you wear a black hat like this or black hat like this you're a fundamentalist mug but uh but within within it's like no way you know I'll kill you so that's today but you're talking about for thousands of years you're talking about hundreds of thousands of branches of religion nobody has this story I was once looking if anybody has the story I wanted to see I saw there was one group that has such a story there's a of Hinduism that has a story that uh there was divine revelation there were 1 million people there who all saw but they add one thing the next night everybody died besides one person obviously one person stayed alive so they they have the story but everybody died so you back you're back to the one person so there's a reason for this the re there's a reason for this because to be able to uh if I'm going to sit here even with this group group and I'm going to tell you what what dream I had last night you might be impressed you might not be impressed depends on my Charisma My Gift of Gab many other things but if I start telling everybody what dream you had last night right or what happened to you last night you were all in Australia last night together with me you'll know either when I'm or a liar you could tell people what happened to you right and in the world of emotions that's what you should do in the world of reality of objectivity I can tell you what happened to me not what happened to you unless it happened to you so it's very risky for St it's very risky to tell people especially millions of people what happened to them especially when it's going to change their entire life it's not just you know you were in Australia for a show and you know you're in Australia and now you have 630 mitz H H one person could say all the the people and their children have to believe that the only thing they agreed on that's true you see even throughout Kish there was a lot of rebellion but nobody ever doubted nobody ever told MOA that he made up they told him a lot of other things you want to kill us you don't like us but nobody ever told him that he doubt my point here is that the question of Lamer is a serious question it's not just an extra word in which is also a serious question but it's a word that's contrary to the whole idea of mat that everybody was present so why the l so this is that the represents a a a avert in what really mat is man wasn't just a fact and a piece of history but rather something transpired in the DNA of the Jewish soul that Lamer that all the T that you could learn that you will learn it's capable of being a repetition what do I mean a repetition I don't mean repetition saying over a repetition a re-experience a Continuum a Continuum of my that's the real what do it mean the was that it was the of in that presence the eye remember it's back to the whole M everything is connected the whole V of Bri is it's the the ray of the sun the sun itself is fully present the ray could be blacked the ray can't be blacked when you define yourself within the ray there's a cloudy day there's not a cloudy day there's a day that I'm dealing with Brokenness I'm not dealing there already a billion versions of who I am but we all know it could be very cloudy but on top of the clouds the sun is always shining so in physicality the sun is very far away but the sun is always present and it's not affected by a blockage of the ray you put down the ventian blinds you're not going to get the ray of the Sun but the Sun as a result of that doesn't become diminished or loses its light the metaphor is a very very deep one because the consequences of that in terms of existence are that all of creation is right I'll call it's a definition in the ray in the essence itself Everything and Everyone is always connected and a part so to speak of pure Infinity so if that was the of so B says something B says something it's really a l what's it's my mouth my mind my my heart is a conduit for Infinity that's what T is so lame is the whole key how about we forgetting the Torah right this is an opportunity there was a given by in that thousands of years after m a Jew sitting and learning or teaching or or learning together with somebody else are learning themselves what is it it's essentially he or she can become a conduit a transparent conduit and channel for what happened at M are disputes yeah that's what we spoke about that disputes are not a contradiction to Infinity disputes are not a contradiction to Infinity probably Infinity needs to have disputes if it's to Encompass all of reality you understand disputes are inherent to the fabric of reality there's blue and there's orange there and there G this right there's white and there's black God didn't create one type of bird he created 9,000 species of birds not one species of mammal 6,000 species not one species of fish the Herring is not the only fish that exists there's also jalapeno Herring that's not another species H okay G filter fish I forgot G filter fish people don't know there's millions of species of fish I'm saying this because diversity is not a the P of it is all it could be manifested in diversity from very nice very nice say you saying the reason was called a MIM cuz every MIM is really a l beautiful he saying every MIM very very nice that's why it's called a but p is called a CU really a MIM is tuning into the ler very nice once had a teacher he told us a story it's a it's an interesting story I'm not trying to understand it fully the fifth was known as the sh we learned many of his mym died to Mosa if you remember so some a few other my modm so they called the ra of he was he was very organized in his teachings so his son was the re the previous the sixth who passed away so they said he was once saying a m and uh it was in Poland in the 1930s and it was something like special in terms of structure and organization it just came out like just as beautiful as can be and the middle he stopped he stood up and he left so it was like very uh was very strange so somebody asked him afterwards what what happened so he said I heard from my father if it comes out too round it's not good so I know I have to stop you understand means you know when the you make the kala perfectly round the cake the cookie it's perfectly round right aesthetically it's fully the structure is impeccable he said I heard that if it comes out that way it's already uh huh it's uh too many T yeah yeah yeah I guess it's missing the ler stop he said about the I'm saying so he says this so when a person understands this that it's and the word is mish in other words he's not exaggerating that the was that that it's Hashem saying it like he said it on har the words even though it's B it's me whoever it is it's you but he says essentially what it is is the learning is like M what's m m is that M revealed the hasem do even some parts it was hasem direct L the word of God directly to the Jewish people so when a person can tune into this truth there is nothing but tremendous awe and reverence but it's not just an intellectual truth he says this explains says famous says you should let speaks to the Jews in and he says you should notify the experience to your children to your grandchildren the day that you stood in front of Hashem by the mountain in by Mount sa says that from here you [Music] learn just one quote you the G it's very interesting from here you learn that the same feelings that the Jewish people had by so they ought to have whenever whenever they're learning the of the gar [Music] is it's a says right we said in the in the in the in the those who say the you should let this the story be known to the children and right afterwards he says exctly he doesn't quote the whole gar but that's that's uh that's what the gamar says [Music] so he says the G says what he's saying is the day that you stood by Mount Si you should you should give it over to your children that what what should you give over not just the story The Experience that just like by they stood with with with reverence is with with is like a tremble and Sweat Right it says how the Jewish people were overtaken by so now when you're learning there should be the same experience it's very nice but practically speaking what's it's how could you compare the two the Nations saw the sounds Hashem was revealed it says God spoke to you face to face of course they were overtaken by a it wasn't the information was of a few words was the experience of it is revealed whatever that means what what what does that even mean hasem was revealed all the veils were parted aashi says he removed all the veils and he came down on the mountain and it says this God spoke to you face to face they experienced n on the highest level right how you how in the world are you comparing that to the learning of a person is sitting on his own he's not sitting with three million people there's no there's no Revelation there's no the whole world is not saying says that the words came out from all the corners of the world and from Heaven and Earth so the so you could say the g is just saying you know you should learn TI with with with with sensitivity with conscientiousness with with with seriousness not frivolously but the says the same thing could be by but this is the whole of thees of is that when a Jew learns T the way a Jew could learn T what is it it's not a memory it's not just saying texts or reading or learning that were given then developing it but rather he says the learning of T every person at any time of the day or of the night you're sitting alone in your room you're sitting in in your in your dining room in your Bish wherever it is says it is on the physical level there's not a lot going on you're sitting with you're sitting you're sitting with a sa you're sitting yourself you're sitting with on an energetic level what is the opportunity of that moment the opportunity of that moment is tuning in tuning in so to speak to that frequency of M where the eye the very eye becomes a conduit for the deepest type of Oneness the deepest type of spiritual Oneness and then the very mind and the Very words what is it then it's it's just like that is what's happening right right now so is describing what he's describing how we learned T what learning is I know we're just listening to it it's a little uh like you know I learned yesterday I learned today I'm learning tomorrow but but it's good to heara the it's not even it's not like a Mitzvah it's not a commandment okay now sweat start sweating get get into a it's also not sweat and awe because I'm afraid you know you're going to come with a hammer over my head it's a whole different type of a it's the ore of B it's the or of uh of of being one with the source with the death of separateness and the ego that's the frequency I'm using the word frequency even though it's not a good word cuz frequency by definition is the way it's channeled but that's the frequency that and were tuning into and learning and he says the that was given to every Jew what is the experience of learning it's not an intellectual experience alone that could be very G as an intellectual experience that's just Theus of it and sometimes very much the real of it is it's the opportunity to be able to lose the very sense of separateness that defines creation at its core which comes from Words which comes from the ray of light exists in that so may it is a situation where the person tunes into a place which I'm Lamer it's like I'm repeating what just like when a person is repeating what somebody else is saying I'm repeating what Hashem is saying what does it mean I'm repeating what Hashem is saying it means the very eye is a conduit for what Hashem what Hashem is saying so that's a whole different type of experience so automatically there the of m or to put it differently the a of was not only because you know such firecrackers and theer is blasting and there's lightning and there's Thunder and you seeing voices yeah I would also be scared like we learned in the other what was it shabas we learned you remember shabas morning the says in chabas there's Souls left it's not there Souls left because you're petrified you know you're done means the sense of separateness was gone to be able to hold on to Identity there has to be a sense of separateness yeah so it's like the the death of ego there room but M like the once said mat didn't stop there from the he once said talking about this didn't stop the difference is only we stopped hearing it that's what said in other words is something that's beyond time it continues say he's giving to he's not giving he gave you gave not the means you give to you're giving if somebody gave me a a wonderful gift 30 years ago you say thank you for giving it to me then not thank you for giving it right now you didn't give it right now the now we understand from this so the says that continues we just stopped hearing says the Lor is that you can tune in to that there's a Continuum of that that's the in in it in its purest and most pristine form with such type of learning you're not worried about an ego about agendas you understand about who's right I'm smarter than you you're smarter than me when I hear you yeah yeah because in says it's it's it's one with it's rooted in it's it's it's a reflection of the intellectual information of that's the guard which is dressed you talking about you talk about you talk about about you talking about you about right you're talking about talking about whenever a person is talking these that a very physical reality you're talking about but essentially what is it it's H's wisdom about it because T is the interpretation of reality it's it's it's it's applying this truth to reality but what reality the reality from the Divine prism from the Divine perspective it's it's the world from the prison of is a world from the prism of oness so by was he says was given not just it should be now I'm saying these words that all the words that will ever be said should all be lame should all be tuning into that no you just see without it that but says what learning is it's the deepest form of B that exists the deepest form but requ to do itation yeah yeah meditate yeah right right in other words you're saying you want to turn tune into ble right so go to the top of a mountain and meditate and there are forms of meditation that help a person go deeper and deeper and deeper into the eye that is divorced from the world of differentiation and in Ultimate meditation based on this mare earlier can I tune into the place of where the ey ceases to exist but here he's saying something more than that because when I'm learning T I'm using my words and I'm talking about Concepts and most of T is dealing with the structure of the universe boundaries who belong who does the house belong to who's lying it's the opposite of most meditation it deals with corruption and Thugs and lies and especially if you're learning right so what is that about meditations what does Jewish meditation look like that's the whole huh yeah Ain him kill him don't kill him if you kill him it's not a problem if it's your father don't kill him everybody else kill him he came to be killed kill him whatever it is Heen so he saying yeah well you have to know how to run a society and that's the that is one that lives in a world of differentiation of borders of boundaries of structure in a world of words with so that's the link it's the link that the Oneness is not only experienced on a level of transcendence but that within a world where you're using logic you also have to use logic the were using logic there was a why held like this and held like this why ra holds this and holds this and the gar will say he says this he says that he says that so you're talking in a world where there is differenti there's different perspectives and different paradigms and that's the V that that is that those words are not my words from a place of eye as separate but it's my eye in the most robust uh sense of it in this uh poet's uh definition that I read earlier in the most robust sense before the Monstrous reductionism called Tsum which turns the ey into a my own separate entity living in its own orbit cuz to comes from a place that transcends that reductionism that that symtom that filter that sense of restriction which as we know was a Titanic sense of reductionism to create that filter the ray should come out of the Sun so to speak and that's where everything is articulated and this was the tremendous T the T you see when Al speaks about to there's a there's a there's a there's an ecstasy there that it's not it's not a regular ecstasy it's not just if you're an intellectual and you learn it feels good that's also true mathematician solves a problem in mathematics it feel there's a that comes from people who have it they know it it's wow wow wow it's gak you see it's a whole different type of T it's theog of complete with the like pre-creation that's what he saw and sees in of an individual sitting by his candle and learning it's the most Divine Divine experience but this type of learning takes an because it's it comes from there's tremendous refinement in it that the whole of a person's SE mind and emotions and words is what it's m speaking it's hasem speaking through M even though it's coming out through your mouth my mouth that's what you meant yeah yeah went into the part this together with his three friends he went into the orchard right three of them couldn't come out one of them passed away Ben aai passed away Ben Zoid says n he was affected very negatively Alish became a heretic which is a fascinating thing why do you become a heretic [Music] huh but he went into the Paris he went into's Paris remained the biggest M right and became became an from the same experience huh BP bad trip well said well said he said that well huh something happened right and was no uh he was he was the Reb of R he was the Reb of the says was the that nobody could understand because of his dep the says you talking about was considered one of the like on the level of r h he was a friend of R AA teacher of May May continued to learn from him even after he was he left he was so what did he see something happened there that he saw and he couldn't make peace because he went into the paradise I don't know anybody took her's trip to tell us what he saw huh he saw something and it was over he was I'm done he didn't see before he went out in peace huh there was something about the Oneness that he experienced that could not be translated into the into the fake world huh I know the words he so this it says before they went in don't say water water so Rashi says it's going to look like water it's not water the two waters were separated was one everything was water and then Hashem separated the water don't think it's really two separate Waters May is pleasure it's like the orgasmic flow in Caba is called May feminine Waters masculine Waters the flow of pleasure of intimacy is called [Music] water there was a separation in the water there's the higher water and there's the lower water may may don't think there's two waters that ability to be able to to bring back the Oneness into a world that's the opposite of it apparently is very very very subtle very complex and from what we see from the mym it's thees you have those who don't go anywhere they just they live in the world of differentiation spiritual Seekers they go they take their trips but once you take the trip how do you come back how do you integrate it in a very in a serious way what's fascinating by RAB AKA is when you learn about him in Shas there's always arguments in very very Nitty Gritty of you know like very detailed and he's arguing and for an argument you have to take the other person seriously and your own argument seriously you can't just say blah blah blah Ain it's all one big joke [Music] but isn't it a joke huh now I'm not talking filosophy I'm talking about Caba an experience cab it's another book so you read a book you read this book you read that book it's information it's like a it's like a recipe book you ever read a recipe book you don't become flour and almond nuts right and baking powder because you read about it but what if you do become baking powder so this is what you see this is what he's saying so so so in a world of differentiation it's the ultimate experience of uh of of of the oness of the of the it's a it's a it's not just a uplifting experience it's completely transformative it's like the Jewish Soul goes into an organic place of Oneness in the deepest form the deepest sense and Al says when anybody learns it's connected to every person in other words even every one of us in our own capacity and our own level and our own Consciousness he says this is a this was given over to every Jew Mal was not said to only the says it was said to person because it's a natural consequence and result of tuning into to what real learning isn't there was something he couldn't integrate it was either the world of is a world of differentiation right sunrise sunset it's a world of differentiation everything is boundaries there's boundaries and limits what's mine and what's yours how does it come over from your domain to my domain am I allow what happened with akos how do we know that that was the problem he had huh how do we know that was I don't know I'm I'm just I don't know huh that that's the challenge fine you go up endlessly as far as you go down to hold on to sa but the EMS is that what often happens is that the spiritual Transcendence without bringing it down could become very egotistical that itself is part of an egoic mind of of an ego mind you'll sometimes see I don't know if you know but sometimes you have very deep spiritual people but if somebody uh questions them or challenges them or never mind proves them wrong or questions their legitimacy how dare you right and sometimes the most basic mid are missing why it's not a contradiction it it's it wasn't brought down into in other words in the place of transcendent meditation of Nirvana where all is one and one is all yeah I don't don't have an eye but in the world of ey you know when you're going to argue with me you want to sit on my chair so I'll kill you which means that the Oneness is somewhat you know not always authentic not everybody but you have this msus I'm not talking about Char you have charlatans obviously but even the person who's not a charlatan sometimes up there you're in a very refined place but down here when when my lower Angels come out you know when I'm hungry when I'm starving you know when you parked in my driveway and I'm really in a rush cuz the whole world is waiting for me something else happens right some of the greatest Stars celebrities in the world they can't sustain marriages why can't they sustain marriages cuz they want their wives to also worship them and they're not ready to worship them come home from a concert 50,000 people with there ready to lick his saliva and prostrate themselves to this star of the century of the of the Millennium and then he comes home his wife says take out the garbage really me why aren't you also bowing down to me it's very hard for people to make that connection now during his songs he was talking about of but when the ego comes back when my insecurity comes back you're dead don't don't now I have I have to dominate in other words there's often a lack of integration why is that because the spiritual Oneness can exist in a higher domain but not in a lower domain we have an concept you have to make KES where you eat so there's K is only important is only relevant if it's if it's in the same place where you're eating if in I'm screaming but then when I go to the office or I go home suddenly I become an undomesticated Beast so that's not kides Ain kides it's worthless you have to make KES again KES has to be in the same space where you're having the party the feast the place where where you're enjoying life that's where the Kish has to be the same sometimes for the the more spiritual people the harder it is because you really experience something that's above and coming down some people T could defy it in in spiritual Eastern disciplines right many of the greatest will won't get married because when you're dealing in a marriage you're dealing with very mundane needs of the other person and the emotions of the other person and that's part of it why would I spend my life in such types of relationships that are often Petty and messy I once read a philosopher he wrote he never got married I think it was n big philosopher he wrote that that family relationships he says are the most messy babyish Petty small-minded insignificant little babies fighting about nothing you know you made theas right I got you got I mean in our circles in his circles it was something else so so this is where you're going to live in but Al it's not that way right it's through family relationships that you learn to connect the whole world why cuz guess what we're Petty people don't like hear we're Petty we're also small we're not just big I could say we're big we're we're large it's beautiful to say that cuz we are large but we're also very small right you took my parking place I'm very upset you ate my chicken I'm not forgiving you so fast you're sitting in my chair and SCH you know what I mean suddenly is irrelevant get out of my cheer and even if I'm not nice right you understand what I'm saying the last piece of Sushi By The KES who's getting it so the question is do you talk to that part of yourself or you don't talk to that part of yourself your wife said something to you yeah about I don't know something you said at the shabas table and you're triggered what happened to so it's very painful so one way is you deny emotions I'm not really angry I'm not upset it just comes out in passive aggressive ways or you shut down from it right the art of integration that's the deepest art that's that's the talking to the yeah is the first five are things that are talking about ultimate Cosmic truths and the last five are talking about the most grotesque human experiences now you want somebody else's wife and his car and his bank account and his body and his money and his watch and everything else and his house and his ox and his donkey which today means his private yacht and his private jet then it was a shirt today it's not a shirt it's whatever he has what is really to put it differently if God is already talking to the whole world for once he's coming out you can't say anything better than imagine if we make a Convention of the whole world or at least a four million people and we're going to hear the ultimate truth so you're going to get up and say guys don't murder right it's very anti could be very anticlimactic don't commit adultery okay a normal society understands if you want marriages to work you can't commit adultery you can't murder each other it's not rocket science that if people murder each other you're not going to be able to live right even from a just basic civil point of view the Golden Rule treat others like you want to be treated huh yeah there's no common sense there no so the truth is that is that it's not so Common Sense Nazi Germany had rationale Hitler Hitler explained that it's right what he did he didn't say I'm an evil man the Gestapo didn't say we're evil we're on the contrary we're good people Stalin didn't say I'm an evil person right Paul PT didn't say I'm an evil person the mug North Korea says this is the way this is the way for this is progression Vladimir Putin declares war in Ukraine he doesn't say you know I woke up on my left side he says they're Nazis I'm cleansing Ukraine from the Nazis the present of Ukraine is Jewish but who cares they're Nazis my point is no evil person in history says I'm evil and I'm doing it for evil there's a justification so that's one explanation that has to be roed because if not there's always a reason to do it the the terrorist who blows himself up or Rams his car into two little children and kills them right he says he's doing exactly what God wants these two kids should be dead that's a that's a very important you in life that's true there's something that's an extension of that and that is the same person who's hearing is the same person who has to hear it's the same person and that's real that makes it that makes it authentic has to be spoken and could be spoken to the person who's capable of murdering another person or stealing or lying or committing adultery or or going to court and testifying falsely would say no not me not me not me yeah meated intoxicated yeah have a hard moment exists on many levels I could murder somebody physically I could murder somebody emotionally also in the name of God right it's also a Mur murder the says it's also murder right we all know that emotional murder is murder it's the same why is it the same first of all cuz people need to hear it from God it should be absolute it wasn't what he said it's who said it it's divine in know I don't decide who to kill who not to kill that's important and the enlightenment said you could kill God and science will tell you who to kill who not to kill that was the Kish of the Enlightenment that logic is enough to tell people to be civil the enlightenment theca in in Europe believed that if people get an education especially in science and there's individual power most people are normal who wants to murder people and it made a lot of sense Rich wrote God is dead I don't need God to tell me not to kill you if I'm a sophisticated person never mind if I'm a scientist I want to make a good world I don't want to kill they thought that reason and the focus on reason you get rid of religion it's going to create a beautiful society and a lot of Jews believe that cuz why not right but the the place where the greatest Enlightenment took root which is Germany became the nation of the greatest murderers but Justified it wasn't where bad people there was a there was a racial Theory to make the world a good place because the human soul is capable of the worst Darkness people don't realize that they forget that deep down a person isim but how that can be distorted is incredibly horrific on a more subtle level what it really means is that the whole point ofis is the integration the synthesis it's the same person on a very practical level it means in an all-encompassing level it means that the can just remain in heaven but it needs to be able to come down into the earth into the world where there is diversity and practically speaking in the world where I have my lower angels and I'm capable of becoming very very very rude obnoxious angry and very very small person and people who deny that about themselves it's uh when it happens it doesn't look good doesn't look Rosy there was once a person a very person he got into involved in a big fight in his community so I met him so I said you can't make peace he said I can't make peace I want to make peace there's no room to make peace that the this that this the that so I said I have one question he was a who learned T so I said I want to ask you something says in t every Jew has and does that include you do you have an aamas so he thinks I said you have to think so he says yeah I have an aaham so I said is it possible for any person to be 100% sure if a voice is coming from the in other words is it a normal thing that you can make a mistake in confusing which Voice is coming from where do you think that when a person Hasam they can always be sure that the voice is coming from the so he said no you can't so I said Do you ever doubt that maybe your which you see as very idealistic it's all your NE shabas just did you ever just ask I'm not saying it is but can you just live with the question that maybe your whole against the other person is coming from from the animal Consciousness in you that is afraid it's very afraid it wants to live you know it's like a little mouse trapped and the mouse is doing youever saw a mouse trying to get out of a trap or or or a gorilla getting out of a trap or an elephant whatever you want or your lizard or your your crocodile I'm not going to get into what type of you have a lot of different types of beham every person but maybe is is it just ask that question he looked at me and said he gave me a I said you should also ask if that was for he says it's your ego mixing into mine I said maybe maybe I'm not saying I don't have enough shabam I'm just saying maybe but you should just ask the question why is this so important it's important because the moment you detach from there people think inspiration they come for inspiration and they hear how good they are and holy they are and beautiful they are and then they go home and they're teenager says something to them and you get triggered or your wife says something or your husband says something and you get triggered and all the inspiration that you got from Inon right or wherever you got the inspiration which is beautiful and you felt so holy and you were like a Malik in the clouds and everything what what am I right and especially the month of el whatever it is and you're flying and then you came home right your wife you came home from Israel wherever you came home from your inspiration and you got a together with a so what what do you do then and and you know what you're just simply angry and and you want to be rude maybe you even are rude and you write a text that's pretty obnoxious right you know the crisis that that creates in people's people's Souls H you relate to it yeah this happens constantly and in a miniature level it can happen every day I'm daving and I'm having kavana and I'm talking to God and and I'm a cleansed soul and suddenly an hour later boom you know suddenly when bre when they serve breakfast I can't even hold back from the cusan even though the doctor told me it's not good for me or even more what the same person suddenly they see a certain screen they have an addiction and they're lost it's one of the greatest crises that people deal with especially in the religious world so they have to say one of two things either the spiritual experience was a lie or my obnoxiousness is a lie but it's not so what happens so there's disassociation there's shutting down from your emotions there's repression there's denial there's disillusionment there's cynicism there's so many different responses it's all based on one mistake and that is that your is not having an ongoing conversation with youram like in a marriage a husband and wife have to communicate the ne has to is married to the neam in a marriage you always have to talk if not you cannot sustain a marriage EMS we have a big marriage therapist if you don't talk you cannot sustain a marriage you can't sustain a marriage by speculating what the other person is thinking and feeling it doesn't work that way you have to know what they're going through you know why cuz you don't if not the neam has its own game you have to listen to it not listen to it become a servant but listen understand it talk to it and the other way and then you could oh oh yeah I had tremendous I had a beautiful shabas oh now now I just want to kill this guy he took my parking spot my boss oh my God he doesn't want to give me a race this person showed up late to the appointment right I'm waiting here 12 minutes what am I a lady again suddenly I have a yeah I have an ego and I'm not saying if it's a good ego it's a bad ego that's another conversation the conversation is you have to talk to that part of you the part of you that's capable of stealing of part me it's of stealing and lying the that had a good marriage I don't know the word is overcome sometimes we overcome sometimes the most important thing is to understand that AEM does not mean that I don't experience all the experiences that come because I have a an animal inside of me that's trying to survive and it's going to come up yes if you work on yourself the animal is going to become more refined it's going to be a good trained puppy and it'll bark a little less but it's still there there are unique Souls that complete you know transform and their aid is a completely different level it's the level of sadik but that's very rear it's very unique every person has parts of that and glimmers of it but on a general level that's the integration we're talking about that's why it's so important because we don't live in a world of pre-creation we live in a world of post-creation now even in this mind what ALB is talking about yeah the world he's not talking about the the evil in the person that's that's next level there were just existence of separateness that's that's the beginning of it and that too ex that that too is a result of if you go to a place of prear there's no there's [Music] oness I once said from the it's one of those things that stays with you he said why is it that uh he started to cry when he said it it was very emotional what's is the first half of don't sleep with an animal yeah don't sleep with your mother don't sleep with your sister right don't sleep with another woman who married it starts off don't follow the promiscuous ways of and all the Abominations and he gives a list started to cry he said said he's inal among many Jews it's already before he's been living a holy life for the last from the beginning of like an angel this is really what you have to this is really what we have to to talk about said it's said it's don't go to your mother don't go to your sister don't go to your sister-in-law don't go to your father's sister don't don't sleep with your daughter right imagine the highest deepest moment people are inspired they're glued they're enthralled and somebody has to get up to speak and says you know nobody should touch children nobody should murder anybody nobody should go to their mother and do things that are inappropriate you couldn't talk about God I don't know talk about the soul talk about holy things so he said the answer is the name of the par is entire everything is just means after but the name represents the soul he says about one thing after after he says with the to is teaching us is that in any experience you always have to remember there's an what's happening after there's a day after the wedding the Music Stops so you say why why why why disappoint us it's not disappointing you this is this is the truth the music is the wedding is is only as potent as it's going to be the day after the wedding the vacation the romance is only as potent as it's going to be a day after the vacation you're not trying to spoil the party you're trying actually to hold on to the party the Oneness is only going to be as powerful as the day after the oness the trip as you put it is only as powerful as after the trip no I'm in a trip I'm is an expression bosom you know what mean you keep your you keep your birds in your bosom and you think you have them in the olden days before the R Brothers invented airplanes people thought they would take a they would take a bird in their bosom and jump off jump off a mountain and fly the problem is the F doesn't turn you into somebody that flies it's a very interesting expression in yish yish has some good Expressions you understand I have a bird in my bosom the bird flies I'm not flying so I'm flying I'm in a spiritual trip you're not okay the mushrooms are flying it's important because people don't realize this it's it's very enthralling it's very exalting huh right so why should a so let's not let's not go there let's not have him k no the power of yipper is its potency is what am I going to be left with afterwards now that's not so easy I want to go back why should I come back even that was it's not only because you're weak so you're not so stay there it's because that's the kav of that's what it's not just because we're weak people and we're a bunch of liars and we're not as inspired as we think we are so wake up and smell the coffee and remember who you are it's much deeper than that it's even if you could stay on the mountain you could stay in that's not the kav it's the kavana is always what happens after so by we say you know what tomorrow I'm not going to be in a k anymore you know suus is going to and I'm going to be somewhere else and suddenly there's going to be a different self that emerges Willam Kipper have any message for that self or no if yes it was him Kipper if not okay another spiritual hallucination isus H it's true in in every n in life after again not to spoil the party enjoy italic but actually it shouldn't spoil you and you also shouldn't be disillusioned when you when you know you fall down like so all this in summation what we're learning here is that this is the was the Lamer when a person learns TAA they have an unbelievable ability and opportunity to let go of everything and then you're tuning into the frequency of the T of the of the of the you're tuning into us it's it's tuning in to a certain place it's not just a transforming experience the very identity of the person is elevated and sublimated to the N of M and then there's an a it's it's a natural a it's not a because I'm terrified somebody is you know lighting firecrackers as he says there's no K there's no there's noer but there is the deepest type of a the O that comes when you're mesmerized by Transcendence by Oneness okay I thought we'll finish the M today but uh [Laughter] we have to think about is that as they say in court any questions or disagreements any disagreements huh oh I just realized a he's called a CU he didn't have a so he became an a if he would have had a he wouldn't have to become an a what does the word a mean I'm an alien no that's what he felt over there I was so much part of it and here I'm an a I'm an alien I can't join this this malava Mala literally he called he called himself a that's why he's his name if he would have had when he went in there was already it was a different a different experience yeah yeah just one second I just want toce tomorrow is a woman year 9:30 and we're going to resume this year hopefully I want to finish Thursday 7:45 a.m. no Thursday 7:45 a.m. tomorrow there's a woman's class here 9:30 everybody have a beautiful day I'm sorry yeah yeah okay that needs has been what happened down here saying he messed up yeah the fact that up there down Master down here right right yeah what he mess upid