Part 2 Mystical Insights of Passover by the Sefat Emet with Rabbi Aaron Dovid Poston

[Music] welcome everyone tonight we are not in the year but they bid and rush but this is still given if reduction and we welcome everyone home to tora those that have joined us live which broke Hashem we have a nice nice group we have a few newcomers and for those who are watching for the first time we usually discuss the clear car let's slo-mo frying of lunch it's who lived over 400 years ago and gave us such a treasure insights into the parsha to savour okay so basically we're going to discuss something entirely different tonight we're going to focus on Pesach and we're going to be using the slot Emmis now before we do that I want to mention that I want to pray for everyone's health right the God should give us all strength help our immune system but most of all no matter what happens we have to be nice to each other we have to help each other we have to guess it right for whatever reason a shaman sent this plague we should all do our own meditation right our own introspection our own head devoted Earth which is really the concept for quarantining right to be alone for a moment and really think about what it is that we could do to make the world a better place so I pray for everyone's health and the as I mentioned and people who God forbid are already ill that they should have a complete a complete roof or a complete recovery very soon and I want to mention about last year's class I covered a tremendous amount item ever delivered power graphs of this slot Atmos and into a little over two hours what I plan to do tonight is only three paragraphs in one hour so will go a lot slower there's right the Shemin will be more I guess easier easier to digest okay so that's the goal and the link to last year's class will be down below in the description box to go find on the YouTube I think it's very important to hear it if you can if you have the stamina for the two-hour lecture over two hours and but I think it's very important as a background because many of the concepts well let's say the fundamental concept that we discussed last year was about Hashanah preparation and joy and these will catapult or turbo turbo boost you into what we call a higher level of consciousness and connection with Hashem okay so you have to listen to that link to that last year's class as you don't have to I'm just suggesting it okay if you want to get a better understanding okay so tonight we're going to deal with paragraphs 12 13 14 and 15 in the spot Emma so who is who is this slot Emmis and actually I wanted to mention one more thing before we got started and I wanted to thank all those who contributed to our fundraising campaign we are processing and delivering person to person I know there's a very difficult and perhaps risky endeavor but there are 200 people at this point that we've already committed to and have raised the money to provide meals for Pesach okay so that was a huge endeavor not in terms of the financial aspect but in terms of getting volunteers for delivery because we have to deliver 200 meals in just a short period of time now that's just one aspect of the project and thank God for all donors we have surpassed we have overcome the burden of the cost and we we passed our goal basically however I wanted to mention that all the two weeks which is today it's Rosh Chodesh right we just passed Oh Scottish from Rosh Chodesh onwards wherever I would go to shul when I go to synagogue when I'd walk down the streets people would have me envelopes to give to poor people we're talking about financial assistance for the time of the whole week of Pesach and so not only ensured we also in the past every year we've set up with Makaha gala kaeleen next to the mikveh here in baka where we had a blowtorch and big pot of boiling water and people could bring their their cookware right to be cashiered for Passover so we've had hundreds of people we also sold their comets right we dealt with as an agent to sell their comets so people would give money we collected thousands and thousands of shekels over the last you know those two of those years during these two-week period we won't be running into anybody so nobody will see me in sick I'm getting phone calls and I'm getting emails that people who are interested in donating but I want to let you know that you can still contribute that's that's my key here you can still contribute and we can still help all these families even though we surpassed the goal for the two hundred meals any additional money would go to needy families needy people people in need of assistance and believe me right now there's there's plenty of them so we're not asking for a lot of money from any one person of course if anybody wants to donate whatever they can but even the smallest amount it is an obligation for a Jew anyway to help another Jew especially during the holiday there was a tax it's in the shotgun RF was a head tax that everyone had to contribute something in terms of wheat or matzo so the people can have enough money for matzo and wine to fulfill their obligation and of course meat for the holiday as well so if you go to the link it will also be provided down below in the in the description box and you see that we surpassed the the amount don't worry it will still be used wisely and for needy families for Kim cut the Pisgah what we call the the wheat that is used to make the Motta's for Passover okay so now I wanted to tell you about the sauce Emmis okay a great Torah scholar he was one of the the odd more one of the greatest rebutting of it's over a century ago he died in 1905 born in 1847 his name is review Hooda Rea Labe altar and he was the Rebbe of the Guerra Hasidic okay so this is in Poland in Europe and great dynasty I mean what they have done since the Holocaust many many unfortunate people had passed on we were killed murdered in the in Germany in Europe in Poland nevertheless they have I don't know if it's the most pop you know populist but one of the largest casita groups around today and with that he's it's very Kabbalistic and mystical so if you can handle it now we also use text this this type of class is a text base class so we hope that you can all appreciate that and we'll go slow and we'll learn a little bit of Hebrew on the way ok so the first paragraph which is like paragraph 12 but on the source sheet that's number one so the slots emesis like this are you de hoc da matta goolah 'du rotary sha note Eruzione yah Helene Hedorah Schuyler ahem lavalla gula it's a very important concept I will translate as I go along which is usually why it takes so long but hopefully we learned some Hebrew that it was through this initiation through this pushing forward through the early redemption that happened to the first generation which we're talking about leaving Egypt then all later generations were able to follow suit and come to a Redemption as well so I don't know the word to use it's let's say it's like a big breakthrough right in science when there's a breakthrough it lays a path for all future breakthroughs right all future inventions are based on one fantastic idea right so we're like you have a path it's very hard to maneuver but asked after many cars has gone down that path it makes it much easier obviously we're not talking about a and asphalted Road but you know a path that has obstacles once the obstacles are removed it makes it much easier for everyone else so it was like a blueprint basically what happened to our forefathers okay is somehow I don't want to give too much away at this point but it's like in our DNA and the paths have has been forged okay so that's the idea here so what do we read in our Haggadah we say like these the evil low Haute see a college bar who if God had not brought us out I mean I should say are those same limits Ryan had not brought our forefathers after me get her a new you know what behold we who ven a new name and a new not only us but our children and our grandchildren Mischa blogging hi new Lapera limits Ryan we would still be slaves we would still being indebted we would still be subjugated to Pharaoh had they not left had our forefathers not left we would still be there now does that really make any sense a lot of things could have happened to do whether how many years is it three thousand three hundred plus years that's a strong statement we're making the statement okay so that's part of the hot garden we're going to discuss this so the first thing he says how Indian who are pee Masha ketubah meddra schmoes in the holy writings of the Midrash mode there's a pussing he brings down the pus ik you can find this in proverbs 13:24 it says like this it's the last part though have oh she Haru Musa which means well let's read the verse from the beginning he who holds back his rod from who holds back his rod he doesn't discipline his own child properly hates his son okay this is very important you love your child you need to discipline them it's very hard parents love their children but you know what to be a proper to be a good parent means you have to have some type of discipline and of course the Jewish people in relation to a Shem we are God's Son and we're not only godson were his firstborn son okay so the the pus ik in proverbs which King Solomon wrote authored he who holds back his rod hates his son but this is the important part but he who loves him disciplines him early now we're getting into this idea remember we mentioned that the early part of this what we're going to talk about as an exile and the redemption the redemption is only because the Exile so the Exile is part of what we call I don't like the word punishment but in this context we understand there is some kind of discipline I like okay like that that's a better word there's some kind of disciplinary activity going on and why we need to go down to Egypt so that's how he is comparing it to the last part the one who really loves his son will decide will discipline him as the word says Sheik Haru right chakra is early in the morning without him we pray it's called the morning prayer hill-hill hill-hill discipline him early why Kiev Oh Samuel Ohio Enoshima doline our forefathers were great men and we're talking about Abraham Isaac and Jacob right they were great men and the people who lived in Egypt show you the countless Vocalist Mitzrayim they had they were able to endure this exile in Egypt shoo of the cold hamachi oat now we talk about the four different kingdoms that were run experience exile through right we start with Babylon and then Persia and then Greek and then Rome which were presently in will guess what usually Egypt's not even counted amongst those four it's like it's like a paradigm it's the father of all or as they say the mother of all wars this was the mother of all exiles but he uses the word father and I think he's using the father for a very specific reason because we're talking about a father disciplining his son even Assyria in the Tanakh is called the rod of God okay so Egypt was the rod of God right it was God's using them to discipline us now our forefathers were great and they were able to what this bowl this bowl is like from the word sovereign right some of these patients it really means to carry on your shoulder right if you you're able to wind your the gulls of Egypt chew of the column a field therefore Lehane havea crush mark who bisman kuroh vlados sure higher old lock look heat shell ha blows the hem now this is a very difficult concept to try to convey but I'll try therefore what Hashem did was he brought or he moves time right he moved the time where he brought close to time for our forefathers that they should be there should be this lock look heat lock lock Heath is moisture but here I think it means he'll die translated vitality life life itself two of our forefathers that is now within us now you could translate this in different ways I think it means metaphysically it's not just the DNA it's not just the physical but it's the spiritual wherewithal that we were able to because they were able to this ball endure so that gives us the ability also to endure the door shall offer ahem lo hi-yah be a hollow Tom lavalla Ghul and the latter generations like at like us or anybody that came after them we're talking about 3,300 years of history we did not have or we wouldn't have had the ability to endure had it not been for them then paving the way using this as a breakthrough that is now in the the spiritual Dan DNA because they were able to do it were able to do it and I'm not talking psychologically I'm saying they were able to do it and they paved the way therefore we can also sustain ourselves and endure the Exiles that would come upon us as well and then we say in the Haggadah the he charm the the heat the La Voz a new Valon okay I'm not gonna sing it I'm gonna save everyone shallow a hot divide a model a new look a Latino so God promised that he would stood he had stood this is a promise that God had stood by her ancestors and for us that it's not just one alone that would come up against us to destroy us hellish a call door of a door but every single generation only Mullane of the colatina they would come against us to try to wipe us out the Kadosh Baruch who MOT solanum the Adam but Hashem saves us from their hand let me just read the actual translation I have here it is this promise that has stood by our ancestors and for us and this is what we saying I got on Pesach tonight more than one enemy has risen against us to destroy us rather in every generation they rise up they rise against us to annihilate us the Holy One blessed be he whoever saves us from their hand okay so the the sauce Emma's continues and says who had galoot omits Ryan laja gula this is referring to the original promise right that God's gonna stand by us it happens when it happened in Egypt and and also refers to that Redemption calls AHA Cana but all this serves as preparation we discussed this idea if you again if you want to read more about what the spas a necessity about preparation go to last year's class but this serves as a preparation the cold door of a door for every single generation from that point onwards i'm DeMolay knew that the promise would stand up for us the shell would stand up for us against our enemies looking under smith him this is a very important therefore we're actually happy can you imagine we're actually happy for what for the exile of egypt oh my gosh we really have to get this into our system had it not been for the exile of course we wouldn't have been redeemed but we're not even thinking about the redemption we're thinking about the earlier part now if we're talking about what we began to speak about in this paragraph that there is a moose are that there is a discipline we're becoming we're going to become better people why are the jews compared to olives why are we compared to grapes right because the best comes from what from squeezing them okay so i know this is a very difficult thing for many people to understand and that the truth is even today god forbid i mean we have a pandemic and and the right you hear the rabbi's and they're speaking out what is going to be after this are we going to really learn our lesson are we going to meditate contemplate while we're alone while we have the opportunity are we going to become better people because of this we're being squeezed right i mean we're putting we're being put in uncomfortable situations for most of us some people are actually probably enjoying not being around people and maybe being left you know laid off but some people working from home under uncomfortable situations maybe they're experiencing financial stress there's all kinds of stress so hopefully anything this is the land that lesson I know I'm laughing I'm laughing because it's so point on it's like you couldn't get anything better than this this God's talking to us really we have to understand that when when this is like an exile with it's just like an exile we're out of our jewels we're no longer able to pray in the synagogues and from wherever you are you're in the same position you're no longer unless you're a doctor or a health care professional or a truck driver you're probably not in the same environment that you're used to so this causes quite a lot of stress perhaps as I mentioned and therefore now he see continues and says the pain oiling morrow and not only are we thankful or happy about this guru Smith's rhyme about the exile of Egypt but also for the eating of the morrow the bitter herbs we're gonna eat the bitter herbs this simple cycle of abuse shackles ere Hiawatha bought a know that all of the subjugation all of the servitude all of the hard labor and work I'm gonna saith it was all for our benefit it was all for our good and that is again a very hard pill to swallow that a spiritually mature person I hope we can all grow to that point and we understand what he's saying the Scots Emmis is telling us that we should get to this point let it be spiritually mature we get to the point that what that we understand that this was all for our ultimately for our benefit okay so that's paragraph one for tonight because so now we're going to go into the second paragraph and it goes like this that he says ikura gula the prime were the significant essence of the redemption the he opening Shakti Maha Maya avos it follows it's drawn out as a result of the actions of our forefathers now what does it mean the actions the behaviors the characteristics whatever it is that they did somehow pay again paved the way towards this towards this redemption okay so there's a meddra SH that brings a verse the verse you can find in Exodus 12 22 now it's really going to be the latter part of this verse but we'll look at the whole verse and you shall take a bunch of hyssop so the Hebrew Lacock t'aime Agatha's oath actually the the measure strings down the first part and you shall take a bunch of hyssop and immersed it in the blood that's in the basin now you're going to use this hyssop his if is a branch from a low-lying bush and you're gonna dip it in the blood and you're gonna put it on the what on the lintel and on the mezuzah meaning on the doorpost of your house and you look you shall extend it to the lintel and to the door pote to true doorposts the blood that is in the basin and you shall not go out any man from the entrance of this house until morning again very interesting because a lot of people are comparing the the the virus the coded virus to the idea of the need the necessity to stay in the house and it's true there is a connection which we're not going to go into tonight but we'll talk about the verse in the way the the /ms brings down this mesh so the first thing he brings down and says you should bring a bunch of hyssop no I mentioned that it's a low-lying bush so he says what's God saying he says I Neal said him a good alots me God is saying I am bringing I'm making you bound like a Buddha like a a bunch of twigs all together for myself I'm taking you as a not a bouquet but I'm taking all the brains and I'm binding them together from my for me he says even though after pshhh artem faylene even though you were very lowly now i'm not sure if this is a negative comment because he says I fell P because we are supposed to be meek and we are supposed to be humble but I think just in respect to a Shem obviously he's so great and we are so distant from him we're so small but the reason is gonna take us even though we're so small is the scoot avos is because of the merit of our forefathers this is a very persistent theme throughout Judaism that we don't look at our actions as being worthy okay even if we're the greatest tsadikim right even if we're trying our damndest our hardest to be righteous we know that we fall short and that on a certain extent it's a big discussion leg Amara how much of the fact that our forefathers were tremendous the righteous they were so righteous that it's in their merit remember God promised Abraham he's not gonna let Abraham down he promised Jacob Isaac and Jacob so he promised them and he's gonna Phil's promise because of them and because of their righteousness not because of our righteousnesses you can read that throughout the annual and the Book of Daniel and how he felt about the situation as well okay so that's the first statement he makes then that's based on the measures now he says the he may say ayah eclair Haku Allah Lee odham shocking akamai souls he this is the prime this is the paradigm this is the essence of the redemption that is what that is drawing forth from our forefathers and not just from them but their actions the actions themselves like I said their behaviors were characteristics keep Amit a bunny named shocked him Akamai Sava tan because the truth is children follow after their parents they do you know there's characteristics that are very look you know you don't have to think that much about it then you can see somebody walking down the street say I seen I know that walk and it's the same walk as his father or her father or her mother right there are characteristics without thinking of them it's a part of our DNA and the truth is if they're bad characteristics we have to work on them and change them around okay because I don't want to get into this whole idea of reincarnation and being punished for the sins of parents and not being punished for the sins of parents that's a whole other class in itself but just the fact that we it's so easy to fall on the same either rut or hopefully the positive that our parents were such righteous people and so such caring works when the character that broke Hashem we were brought up in such a beautiful home that was not what's the word they used today when a home is dysfunctional so when it's totally not dysfunctional a very healthy environment can you imagine the children that grow up in such a healthy environment hopefully throughout the Shem they continue in the of their forefathers so that's what we're talking about about here however the slots Emma says ah she knit our Vil the when we became mixed in with the non-jews now just keep keep this in mind when Yosef when Yosef brother came brothers came down to Egypt he says to them as advice take my advice we must be ghetto eyes we must be secluded we must be separate from the non-jews these Egyptians are not healthy to be around and we don't want to marry them that's the last thing we need to do so we want to be away far away from them so when Pharaoh asks you what is your occupation he says tell them you are shepherds why does he tell them to tell why does he tell them to make sure to tell Pharaoh your Shepherds because the Sheep was actually the the idol the deity of Egypt and to be a shepherd is an abomination and the verse continues not only to tell them that your Shepherds but he says because it's an abomination in the eyes of the Egyptians okay so basically this is a way to separate yourselves so the sauce M is mentioned however when we became mixed in with the Gentiles well obtain new fraud had the Vagos el Harish you know what happens unravels the intimate relationship we have with God I'm just reading the words okay there's a forbidden nature of a Jew to marry outside to non-jews unless of course they're righteous Gentiles we men it's a mitzvah it's a it's a great it's a great opportunity however if they're not Jewish it's forbidden does that the Hoyas I had not seen a good AHA now again the statement was however if we became extremely we did become mixed in with the and that would unravel this de vegas this clinging to the root the rib which is a sham and what happens is that the redemption would bring us back to becoming one unit again so the being the unit is the ideal and going outside and giving up your Judaism and intermingling and we're marrying non-jews is unraveling that that bouquet that bunch of hyssop that God says I did it for myself I made you a bundle for myself Lyoto of dealing with our vows and what happens when we are redeemed we're separated from that mixture we're again as the PES divert as the torts even says that we are a nation that dwells alone we have to dwell separately okay it's very interesting that our verse in Exodus chapter 12 22 when God told Moses to take the the hyssop and rub it on the doorpost he first mentions to put on the doorpost first and then on the lintel and that was the honor of Aaron and Moses who are the I'm redeemed and God is on top God puts himself last but he's giving honor to the to the leaders of the Jewish people but when Moses turns around and tells the Jews in this chapter as we mentioned in posnick chapter 12 verse 22 Moses changes it he changes it he says put on the lintel first because God comes first it's for the sake of God okay we discussed this a few weeks ago with Shabbos and that's a very important concept okay without getting to just distract it we just mentioned that the idea is to reach and extend all the way to the to the mish Gulf which is the lintel on top and the mezuzahs on the side meaning the doorpost commercia Kasab to the muck amuck hair just as the slots Emma's had written in a different place Zek commerciai reconcile now this is very important a person is obligated ready for this this is a when I was in Texas I mentioned this when I was in the shul and I was amazed how many people had not heard about it and they were fascinated by this idea high of other low man Messiah GU Marcela masa sayonara Mousavi Akko a a person is obligated at least here he doesn't mean he doesn't mention a job but obviously we all we all must say this when am I going to reach momentum my actions going to reach the same actions the same character the same values that our forefathers held Abraham Isaac and Jacob I mean that's a huge leap why can't I just be me and I have a low bar and I'm you know no I come from Abraham Isaac and Jacob and if you want to graft yourself in on whatever level as a full-fledged convert or as a van Noah who understands the Torah is the instructions for living and you're gonna learn the same instructions that God wants all human beings to know to acquire Hessen inquire positive traits right I was I was interviewed it's gonna be written up are non Jews obligated to not speak loshon Hara and the person who interviewed me I'm not sure what they heard before I know the rabbi kesan spoke about it so I think what she was actually doing was writing something about him but she wanted to know it she wanted to know our non Jews obligated in laws of Russian Hara and I said what do you think I said I said of course they are but not not in all the details necessarily but of course they are because I gave a whole lot of reasons she didn't write them all up so maybe I'll just spend just two or three minutes look the Torah is instructions for living okay non-jews are obligated not just in the seven the seven are seven principles okay there's seven principles but anything that's logical they also have to keep but I look into what I my treasury there's a a encyclopedia of Talmud and brings down all the different mitzvahs for a Ben Noah and it mentions that Ben Adam Lahav arrow that mitzvahs the Commandments between man and man there's an opinion that says to keep so so lush in Hara is certainly one of them now there's also another opinion that in the laws of deeming D me means that sort of courts so you're gonna have cases of libel you're gonna have cases of damages and people can bring that's up to the courts so even if they're not a hundred percent obligated like Jews which they probably are not in all the laws they another much Rivera but conceptually speaking they are and when it comes to a society at just society I'm currently imagine right they have the right to make whatever laws they want but damages and spreading rumors that can damage somebody then that obviously is you could take someone to court okay so the court has to deal with these things okay so that was and then the other idea actually that the Vilna Gaon mentions that the whole purpose of life is to kuna me those that's what the whole Torah even the Rashi says everyone says that the Torah is the antidote for our yet Sahara what non-jews don't have the it's all right then I mean non-jews don't want to come to a sham this positive mrs. negative instance but whatever it is it's all about working on your character and refining and that's what the myths is do the missus themselves do that so yes maybe there's different expectations between a non-jew nodule let's leave it at that there may be different expectations but we already know and he heard from me many times the Rambam says clearly and everyone agrees that any Mitzvah could be maybe two of them that he doesn't agree with but basically the other six hundred and besides 606 let's say six hundred and four mitzvahs we're just gonna take Shabbos and learning Torah and put them aside for a moment that those 604 mitzvahs are optional that a non Jew certainly can and will get reward and reward we're in this world and in the next world so what what greater thing what I mean I'm not trying to tell anybody what they should do I'm just I don't understand why anybody would say don't okay but that's a whole nother story why did I put Shabbos and learning Torah on the side you have to listen to my other shearing for that and okay we're back in this fast M is where he said like this okay so we have this obligation when am I going to reach the the actions the character traits of my forefathers Abraham Isaac and Jacob in exact elizabe assume it's Ryan shallow by Hydra God that we were eight right this is diseases we married it to have redemption to get out of Egypt and we were not on their level nobody was on the level day brown Isaac and Jacob right as a collective we weren't we were already down on on on on on in terms of levels and yet we married it to get out even though we were not on their level I'll Zeca teeth now regarding this if you go to Song of Songs chapter 2 verse 8 and it's really the middle part of the verse but the sound of my beloved behold he is coming skipping over the mountains that's the important part jumping over the hills cold OD he made zaboor middle leg i'll haha Rheem skipping over the mountains who are the mountains throughout cos all the mountains are Abraham Isaac and Jacob they are our mountains and yet God helped us fly over it's right we didn't reach that level right and yet he he helped us accomplish leaving this Egypt leaving this bondage leaving this this horrible exile how biscuit ah those this idea that the in Song of Songs is about the merit of our forefathers Chikara sh bar aku hey Reem Oh Tom Leonid became Marcia bows Thatta Shem did what that he raised us up to be clinging to be cleaving to the actions of our fathers okay so it wasn't through the hard work it wasn't through the effort it was what's called grace to a certain extent okay we hadn't reached that level and yet Hashem carried us they look to Melissa don't be confused about this don't wander too much she Yotam easy because even more than this look at Exodus chapter 19 verse 4 you have seen what I did to the Egyptians Shem says and how I bore you on eagle's wings so what does being boring he carried us he carried us on eagle's wings and I brought you to me you know what it is about an eagle that other birds they carry in their claws or whatever there Paul I don't know they are their feet they'll carry their young but the Eagles will put them behind them so god forbid right the the archers the enemy is gonna shoot arrows the mother is or the mother or the father is gonna protect the young okay so this is just a side point but it's important to know but the last part of it and I brought you to me this is going to be also significant so SS Kem alcon finish showering I brought you I carried you on eagle's wings the obvious kind may live but I brought you to me God says this is very important so going back he says he starts out with the latter part I brought you to me the shot-caller now just think about this in a second not only this God bring us to him but even when we were in Egypt and the hunter caught punishment but let's say the quota of the Egyptians was pushed to its limit they they raised they raised the quota of the bricks that we had to produce and they kept us from they kept a straw in other words they said go gather your own straw and they up the limit which made it so much more difficult but the clear cards of the clear crack the slaw same it says in a very limited time a very short period of time we were actually able to accomplish that God gave us super I guess super strength in the Exile in a very short period of time we were able to gather from the crime ruler veining we were able to produce the bricks that they they require of us and that even that is basically carrying us on the eagle's wings he gave us a call grace if you want he gave us the super ability to overcome as the verse mentioned and how I bore you on eagle's wings who masa avos this is the actions or the character traits of the forefathers and through this and because of that God says I brought you to me okay so this was a fantastic idea to really bring home that the love that God has for us and the importance of sticking to our Misurata sticking to the Jewish tradition it's only through the sages that have suffered right the Jewish people who have kept the tradition for all these years do we have to have a tremendous amount of respect right and how easy it is to veer off the path and to make up and think we're so smart and invent new things even for non-jews forbidden to invent a new religion how much more so for a Jew stop inventing new religions we have so much wisdom and insight and power it's unbelievable why would we need to go anywhere else okay so Tova actually asked an interesting question regarding the hyssop what is there there's special characteristic about the hyssop I'm sure there is I am just familiar with one particular idea and that is in many of the rituals you need two things you need in terms of Kippur and atonement there was used a cedar which is a very strong tree and a hyssop which is a very weak and low tree because basically the bottom line is what we need to accomplish is called the middle road meaning the golden mean mean the Rambam speaks about a lot in terms of character traits we shouldn't go to any extreme except in when it comes to humility okay so here you're only using the hyssop so basically when it comes to the hiss of the hyssop is a very low I mean low it's a bush it's not a tall tree it's not a tree at all so this is very important in terms of the atonement that we need to have humility you can't God does not want your offerings doesn't mean he'll he told you you have to bring them he wants your heart he wants your humility he wants a broken spirit a lowly spirit your offerings are I mean save the word worthless I don't know I mean I'm not God but he himself said you just bring them without your heart I'm not interested that's why the hyssop is used to show that you need humility that you need to have this broken spirit I mean just thinking about King David I don't want to go into the whole story but we all know I mean I King David was the black sheep of the family do you understand that this caused his rise his ability to connect with the Almighty because he felt so despised you know that his father right came from royalty right because father came from Yishai who came right through Boaz and Ruth right the whole story of she wrote the Book of Ruth there was a discussion that was going back and forth through different generations in the Sanhedrin even is a mob I allowed to marry into the Jewish nation or not it says the Thar they're not so why would there even be a discussion a mother why would there be a discussion it says a mode like cannot marry into the Jewish nation because the tradition is only the men were not allowed but the women were and Ruth married I'm so she was so she was a moba and she married boss so she converted and she was allowed to okay but generations went by we're told two or three generations it was a discussion back and forth okay so Boas thought and knew that it was permissible but then later the Sanhedrin changed its mind okay they were in doubt and Yishai being a proud a product of a Moabitess experience felt maybe I shouldn't be marrying it to the Jewish people so he left his wife physically I mean he was still married to her but he did not engage in sexual relations and he made up with his handmade right he had a shift cop who was in the house and he said I'll sleep with you I'm worthy of sleeping with you but not with my Jewish wife okay and the handmaid she she said I'm not going for this okay so she told the wife she told them Yishai his wife and they made a plan just like you know ruffle and Leia okay when your husband comes to me you'll be in my stead so that's basically what happened and she got pregnant and what did you shy think how did my wife get pregnant I've been sleeping with the head maid so this kid is a mom sure he is he's not not out of wedlock but he's he is black sheep let's say right he is a blemish and even when Samuel comes to anoint King David he says bring me all your sons leash I didn't think he was his own son for all those years but of it new dove and knew the truth his mother told him the truth okay so he was just can imagine with this man this boy felt his whole life that the whole world looks at me like I'm a black sheep and he he was able to reach out and to the highest of highs and in the relationship with God because of his broken spirit okay so you asked about the hyssop that's all I can relate to you I don't know if that answers your question Tova but we'll go on because right the Shem to the next paragraph okay so now we're on paragraph 14 I mean it starts like this B'nai Israel meets audits man named shock him after Shem use Barak that the Jewish people from an aspect within themselves from something with internally is NIM shocking and this word name shock needs to pull to draw forth to pull after Hashem there's something internally like a compass right the Jewish people are drawn towards a sham rahkshi galoot d'Ivoire missile turrets however when it is a conceptual concept that's a concept that's he says like this it's only that the concept of exile and love or what are cut are incompatible how can exile and love be intertwined they seem to be totally opposite and incompatible however Miyaichi nagulu myth Arouca wok Ahava tamil othe however when immediately when they are redeemed you know what happens there's an awakening of the the power or the ability for this love this tremendous love and then that doesn't mean that there's no love during the exile it's just seemingly incompatible so one of the first things i brought he did not the the the slots Emmas did not bring this but i thought it was important to bring the first source in exodus chapter 12 verse 21 based on the word NIMH shock okay because the word is used mishko in chapter 12 verse 21 in exodus says moses summoned all the elders of israel said to them draw forth or by you should buy a sheep for your families and slowly leads to the Passover sacrifice so in Hebrew mishko kukuku which you can mean it's to pull God was actually telling them pull away and then take what is the pulling away than taking because as I mentioned that the goat the the sheep sorry the sheep which is represented by Aries which is the month in which we left Egypt during the full moon was represented by their deity their false idol okay so the Jewish people we know we were idol worshipers while we were in Egypt okay we descended to a level of idol-worshipping and the first thing we needed to do is to pull away from the this these idols we had to pull away from them and then take them without any bias that's what I wanted ad but he doesn't go that he's saying like this there's a mattress that says miscreant they sent me Roberta Zara that they had a pull away their hands from a voter's are from idol worship show a kasha lamb it was it was not easy it was very difficult for them lift rush male voters are it wasn't easy for them in fact when God told me to do this was on the 10th of this month four days before they left Egypt five days how everyone looking at it right we're talking about the the 14th they slaughtered it and they left on the 15th but what did God say to them taken on the 10th this day was Shabbos and a miracle occurred in this coming not this coming Shabbos but the following Shabbos is called Shabbos hoggle because what we did on that Chavez I mentioned this a few weeks ago about the power of Shabbos but it's also the power of the weekday the power of the six days that goes into Shabbos makes the Shabbos and whatever happens on Shabbos brings power into the weekday that's why there's three ways to look there's two ways to look at the week the week begins with Sunday and ends with Shabbos fine there's a buildup but also Shabbos is the pinnacle is the PI point of the week you have three days before Shabbos three days after showers just like the menorah in the in the in the in the temple so you have the gift three days before three days after that's why have dollar one can make hug dollar up until I think it's Tuesday at sunset that's called the third day because the the influence of Shaba still holds there's still a holding it's like your there's a buildup but crescendo Shabbos and then a letdown if that's the terminology you want to use but basically there's two ways to look at Chavez so in the meantime we are discussing this idea that what you do on Shabbos that's why you should have of course full of joy and joy and peace and harmony in the house and hopefully that brings there it extends into the week okay what you do during the six days to prepare we'll help Shabbos and then Shabbos itself will extend into the week okay so he says me ah he made me I'd a casa immediately after it was very difficult for us to separate ourselves from the idol worship what does it say look at verse chapter 12 verse 39 says they baked the dough the day had taken out of Egypt has unleavened cakes where it had not leavened for they were driven out of Egypt and they could not tarry and this is the important part and also they had not made provisions for themselves what does that mean they didn't make provisions for themselves now this is called Sheva flee Israel this is a praise of God to the Jewish people that they didn't take anything else with them imagine I don't know where all this panic is have taken all the toilet paper and a prowl and whatever is going on in the world but when God says move you move right stay home stay home here he said go out of Egypt quickly look at Rashi and what does it mean they had not made provisions for themselves meaning they didn't make they didn't take anything else for the trip and this verse tells of Israel's praise namely they didn't say this is what they didn't say oh how are we going to go out into the desert without toilet paper how am I going to go out into the desert without a fan I don't know whatever else you need instead they believed and they left this is why it states explicitly in the prophets and this is going to the next source Jeremiah 2 to chapter 2 verse 2 but basically it says like this I remember to you the love and kindness of your youth the love of your nuptials what does that mean that there was a real loving kindness of our youth look at Rashi on that verse were you to return to me I would desire to have mercy on you for I remember the love and kindness of your youth and the love of the nuptials of your wedding canopy when I brought you into the wedding canopy because if you look at the rest of the verse it says aha Vizquel Oh tyre which is this idea of the love of the wedding canopy they translate it as the love of your nuptials fine so what is that now what was the loving kindness of your youth you followed your my messengers you found our own and motion our own from a inhabited land meaning a where there was toilet paper and water and all the luxuries you followed them from an inhabited land to the desert without any provisions for the way since you believed in it we're gonna get into this hall you have a munis or shortly but and that's where we're at now explaining the love of the youth when we were still in Egypt and we were willing to leave without our provisions on our back so what is the slice Evans eh load mummies that shift on shoba nature ah this is all about praising the Jewish people yet somebody surely Allah my sheikh a caribou use Brock remember we're talking about it's like in the DNA that the Jews are drawn towards God ratha hi shaky carts but the darkness covers the face of the earth but that's called the Exile but guess what the take-off barega a cos immediately in one moment in one swift second Shin Uggla my yard as soon as they're the redeemed immediately in the Torah co-ack AHA what Hashem is brah this this is awakened once again this love that's always been there becomes uncovered right it will it will quickly be awakened and I think we see it today right in the long exile for 2,000 years I know that it was there Jews loved and desired to come to rob but it was impossible wasn't on the forefront of their mind as a reality it was only a dream right and now we have almost half the Jews in the last seven years have come back to the land of Israel and most of them came with love right not all of them came with the tails between their legs running away from anti-semitism although I'm sure that happened once they got here they fell in love with the land and with the God of Israel it was awakened ok so then look at Song of Songs chapter 1 verse 4 as we're talking about this idea of them shock of drawing towards God God even says draw me we will run after you the King brought me into his chambers we will rejoice and be glad in you will recall your love more fragrant than the wine they have loved you sincerely so look at the Hebrew words mush cainy the word limb shove mush cainy draw me a haka after you've in the roots ah the roots on we will run shagging the galoot a habit missile turret so it's true also in the Exile this love is hidden is seeming contradictory its seeming like it doesn't it's not possible to exist Macomber come I they ramus muadh I think this is very interesting what's happening when we see even the smallest glimpse a small hint of a redemption coming Wow I think that's why there's so many religions today right then you ever see their life of Brian I highly recommend it it's quite a funny movie but the Jews have this messianic that's we are messianic tendency we're waiting we're looking--we're anticipating I know I had this conversation with Steven that's what we are we are messianic that's where Joe is we're looking forward to the kingdom of you that's a return ok so we're anticipating but unfortunately when we get lost and we're not knowledgeable I mean the emotionally disturbed we create these religions which I mentioned is forbidden right who are the first Christians apparently they say they were Jews who were the first Hindus they were probably Abraham's six sons that went to these right who was the first who are the first Muslims I have no idea but from what I hear Mohammed studied Junior based a lot of of his religion on Judaism okay and he probably had disciples that he threatened with the sword to come along on his route okay so he said like this the comic um I they reminisce my art even through the slightest hint shame shock otoño huh boy is Brock we will follow after Hashem Andamooka namely roots and we're actually prepared to what to run her out the kool-aid with our entire heart so that's why all these false what it's the words false messiahs are very dangerous they're very enticing but it's it's important that the Jews have always held strong we need absolute proof like the Rambam mentions the rebuilding of the temple being gathered in the exiles to fighting the words to bring the Jews back with the exiles and the and the religion okay not the opposite the opposite just doesn't fall right it doesn't go you know I don't want to go into the whole thing but and we all know what we're talking about okay so there's another verse then we're going to deal with now and then you can find in Exodus chapter 12 verse 51 right it came to pass on that very day that the Lord took the children of Israel out of land of Egypt with their legions now I don't think that's a great translation I would say like this Hosea Shem has been instruct the people the Jewish people may eric smith trying ah al to go tom according to their legions right by way of because what is the word serve ah mm army as again the segunda ecause is one solid unit as a as as warriors as a an army for god okay so what to clear their clear car you have to forgive me the slice em is says Lee he owed me topic the Reger occurred me club of the Poirot that we were able to turn around in just one moment from being MacLeod of the parallel from being within the category or the general grouping of the slaves of para by the way we were royal slaves we weren't really not belong to the individual Egyptians we belong to pharaoh okay I can go into why if I'm only here so the source when when Joseph hoarded when he saved Egypt from the famine by saving for seven good years when the first two years came about and people didn't have any many food and they didn't have any money they they gave over they basically he took all their money the first year and the second year they didn't have any money so he took their property they became serfs all the Egyptians themselves became slaves to Pharaoh and so we were working by the individual Egyptians but they were slaves to fire we were slaves to them so we were slaves of slaves but we're not really we didn't really belong to them we were we were with long - Farah because what slave he doesn't own anything right when a slave pick something up he finds on the street it belongs to his owner so the fact that we were working by individual Egyptians we were not we were royal slaves to Pharaoh basically so we went out in one moment from being royal slaves to Pharaoh Lee he can taste the clouds of ash em and we went all the way to becoming I use the word slaves he used the words army we went into becoming the legions of God the ain't no tougher Katan this is not a small matter it's not a small matter ease and expand on this now like each shift on shopping Easter on this all is to tell over the the praise of the Jewish people he at sym Lavos bani israel because the essence of the hearts of the jewish people animus Tana it never really changes we believe even the most secular looking jew has a spark that goes all the way back to Abraham again Jacob that's how great they were that that spark never dies commercial couture listen to this system there's an analogy brought down it's a famous analogy I can just try to summarize it but basically the muscles legee bore Shami Dakota the zeriba ham thought seemed catchy column the hey maenam column basically it's like this so the artists hero is holding up this beam of the house and if you let's go the house gonna fall down and the enemy is shooting in with arrows you know the arrows are destroyed they don't destroy him then the beam is still hanging the the beam is still there because he's holding it up and what happens just like the arrows are disintegrated or eventually destroyed so - the enemy who shot those an and arrows are destroyed and yet the gebe or the hero is still being they're still holding up the beam the beam is still there this is all time understand that in the end the jew will always be victorious okay that in the end the beam the faith the faith of the jew will carry him over so he says Kavon she hastened Hobart has been a Israel since God prepared the Jewish people this Nissan Balaam oculus and he entered us into these kingdoms you know the Exiles as we started to say about Egypt and so forth but really bomb there's an assurity there's an assurance that their hearts key on the keyboard neck Dom will always be able to stand up against them and be more powerful commotion mr now this is an interesting verse this is in Deuteronomy chapter 32 verse 8 when the most high gave nations their Lots then vahana hey Lily on the jahfree Dubonnet Adam so the when he separated the sons of man right he had 70 nations what did God do he set up the boundaries of peoples according to the numbers of the children of Israel god save gloat I mean the nations they only have existence their borders of their countries however you want to explain the is Lamar been a drought is all according to now when we went down to Egypt how many souls were there there were 70 Souls it's true we started with 12 or we started with Abraham Isaac and Jacob but then Jacob had 12 sons eyes is red 12 sons and as a result when we went down to Egypt to clear the Torah clearly says that there were seven these Souls so it's these seventy souls that entered Egypt this is the representing the 70 nations so somehow another on a retirement metaphysically that this idea he set up the boundaries even the twelve if you look at the zodiac right we've discussed many times the zodiac there are twelve distinct months by the zodiac these are also according to the twelve tribes okay so we're not going to go into that tonight that's a whole nother class but the seventy nations are parallel to the seven these souls that went down into Egypt is called the children of Israel and so what does the this Las Animas end here with he says there's a gob came from because Markkula Moshe of a nama Shalom this is also similar to what God says to - to Moses look in Exodus chapter 3 verse 12 he said to him for I will be with you this is by the snare by the burning bush I'm going to be with you and this is a sign for you that it was I who sent you when you take the people out of Egypt you will worship God on this mountain snow there was there standing on har Sinai but this is a year before the whole of Israel is there this is just Moses alone okay here in a few months perhaps so so what's happening here that God is saying you're gonna you're gonna top dune you're gonna serve God on this mountain so what is the bottom line parish I have she hit half Kumi yard limit Drogo Tom at OVA that the Jewish people were not even worthy of serving God on this mountain and yet God may it happened he brought us out of Egypt 50 days later we were already standing on Mount Sinai we were 49 levels of impurity we were idol worshipers we were we were you know I don't want to keep on going saying what we were but we weren't holding in a good place we were no nowhere near the madre gan near the level that we need to be on to receive the Torah and yet Hashem brought us we're talking about this idea drawing us forth and carrying us and bringing and leaving bringing us high that is basically what this whole paragraph was about that a Shem will carry us have no fear right all you have to do is do the work right work on your character keep the Mitchells whoever you are whatever misses you you're required and then and then some right that's this paragraph in a nutshell now the last paragraph it we're gonna deal with today is the cold door yes you could see it miss Ryan with E&E on the door there's actually for every single generation there's going to be an exile and a Redemption okay there's going to be a Redemption that relates an actual leaving Egypt and what does Egypt mean mitzrayim the word mates are mates are means a very tight constricted place everybody in their life everybody in their own life personally and every generation who experience some type of tormenting some type of tight restricting place that they need to escape from I don't mean escape in that sense of escape but I mean redeeming they need some redemption from so this is for every generation the Emunah to Adam according to the belief the faith of a person Marg's dose he's able to read to feel it and perceive it Leah holidays me mates are shallow and he will be able to based on that feeling knowing of this Ramona that God is there he's able to escape from this tight restricting place now before we get into it the fact that it happened to us that we already were removed then released is a good way to understand how it can happen again right so there's a moon in the past if it happened then it can certainly happen again or as we said also it's in the DNA but let's see what the slot evidence has to say the hall door of a door it says in the gut actually and in each and every generation the called orbit or high of other Leros is Osmo a person is obligated to view himself to precede himself kealoha yattaman that's right as if he personally left Egypt when I say he I mean he or she right each person has to view themselves as if they personally left Egypt now that is that a big is that a huge request how hard is that 3,300 years ago I was there I don't remember being there how can I look at myself as if I'd left Egypt as it says but he got it to live in hub it says coming to try him Lee you have to tell your son what that God did this for me come on this is the words the tourists telling you to use when you to your son asked you right it will be when you shall tell your since the next one right you should next is 13 8 you should tell your son on that day saying because of this the Lord did this for me when the night of Pesach when I went out of Egypt when I went out of Egypt we're telling our son he knows we didn't leave Egypt 3,300 years ago you're only like 20 years old or 40 years old or somewhere in between how is it that you're telling your son the Lord did this for me when I went out of Egypt this is a great question right the Torah tells us this is what we're supposed to tell our children and yet what is the real secret behind it that we're actually it's not a lie it's the absolute truth if you're able to have your own personal Redemption that's what it's all about man listen to what he says ah kakaka marathon oh-ho see him right afterwards it says that he brought us out God did bring us out look at Deuteronomy chapter 6 verse 23 he brought us we're telling our children he brought us out in order to what he might give us the land bring us and give us the land in which he scored or forefathers see he brought us out near a key ayodhya muna it's because of our faith I'm gonna use that word I'm Oona I don't know if faith is a proper it's because of our belief she yeah she could see it mature I am the holder of the door because of our recognition that there is a opportunity to leave your own Egypt in every generation meaning your own personal being tormented whether it's psychological whether it's physical whether it's spiritual right or all the above right or any one of them every generation need galas and this will be revealed the Marah rights keep the cloud hyukoh hot beaches right but the truth is that every single one of us our souls were there now even if you want to say I don't know if you want to say this but even if you come to say I don't believe that so guess what our family that was there was one single unit right and one point right and later on even we left and we stood at the Mount and we made an oath to God that we we would keep the Torah so it's the same unit basically the left that stood at the Mount Sinai and Rashi says there the Isha Cod maleva Cod like one like a single unit and we actually said we would we took the oath as a group it wasn't an individual saying I'm gonna I'm gonna keep maybe when it comes to convert they were individual souls from the individual nations that said I want to keep the Torah but as the Jewish people it was a single unit and there's no escape that was a a contract that was binding on every one of us that if one of us doesn't keep it we're all held responsible we have to think of one unit so anyway so as a great great great great great great grandchild I'm also obligated to keep the Torah and since if I left Egypt - so either way you look at whether you think of your soul being there or that you're part of the eggs did the part of that group that left and you're obligated to keep the Torah okay but either way you look at it he says like this keep the cloud I call it hot beat seasons Ryan the general rule is that each person was their rock I have Leroy kilowatts at the front but the only obligation you really have you're obligated to see as if you personally left okay it's very important when he says eh Nomar there's also to say that it's all through a Munna we caught faith Nick nice little toke a cloud it's through the faith that we enter into the general category right if you don't have faith you don't have any knowledge of this then you you're really outside the box the vibe the cloud I am it's means me Museum it's Ryan so with absolute certainty it was the general group that left Egypt the entire group then the coup d'etat is really shimmy shammying shock I'm and it's from the very I'm gonna call to the pintle year it's from that that's all spark of each individual that was there each Jew that that's where there is this drawing forth of life Nichole each Israel towards every other Jew rock I a day a muna Bowie Lisette it's all stemming from this point that's why we have all these obligations what do they say is the most important Mitzvah of the Torah Leah half the Ray Homolka to love your neighbor as yourself because he is you right and obviously this is a very important lesson for the non-jews as well on whatever level they can understand this the Akasha ro hot smoky oats are after you see yourself as if you left you do it with my mean team gamma ah ha ha ha era that it's well known that you should know you should believe that this proof that this basically uses was a holy spark or this illumination this illumine nation she a tional each person has loyal ooh like it seems like you wouldn't have had it it's you didn't leave Egypt how you days then is galih lucia ro8 y'all said the MS and because of that light remember them whatever light of a moon and you had back then or do you have that it happened then is going to take you and catapult you into your own personal Redemption now it's through the redemption that happened then you see yourself that you truly went out okay so we're talking about historically but we're talking about realistically even now getting out of your own personal box and of your own stranglehold right that there's there's there's there's right at the end of the tunnel so to in when we say this is in the Haggadah this is number D the last thing on for so when we tell over and it could be this year they're gonna be many Jews who are going to be all by themselves okay and the instructions we have in their gutter is inna even if we're all sages all discerning all elders all knowledgeable about the Torah it's a commandment upon us to tell the story of the exodus from Egypt meaning even if we're alone you sit here you hear this you're sitting by yourself because you can't have any guests right it's against the law in this country or in many countries right now right perhaps to have guests and you're sitting all by yourself he said that he says like this that's what it means the Seaport you see it mitzraim a feeling : oh ha ha Meem you're gonna tell her the story even if you already know everything you're very knowledgeable you're right you have all the head knowledge ok ah ooh hoo ha come the book wash em even if you're wise in your sewer you're righteous and you're clinging to a Shem kind Hashem who is alive eh alo'lay dot you should know he calls it I do you see is this right everything that happened is because of the leaving of Egypt shahe and Matt Cain rockets arlov re z Ayodhya Munna this is all comes down to faith to belief that in truth you need to clarify for yourself this is all about not just a head but getting it into the heart that you were redeemed and you could be redeemed again or you were redeemed in this in this lifetime this is what it's all about it's not this dry ritual just sitting on the night of eating a certain amount of mountains or drinking a certain amount of wine or saying a certain amount of words it's about truly experiencing this Emunah that had taken you three thousand three hundred years ago in whatever experience you had till the present day and hopefully in your lifetime you will have the merit to experience leaving Egypt leaving your own life of terment being tormented Sassie for russian bureau of the giel in the flesh is the only DFC poor support means to tell over is basically you're clarifying explicit revelation so if you're clarifying an explicit revelation it means that it's real it has this faith is not just head faith this is like your whole heart why'd they keep the cold door of every generation yes you see miss Ryan there is an exodus from Egypt the Fenian adore according to the needs of the generation the codes are high of the shots you see it's mine and all this was and took place originally at the time of Egypt and it carries on and draws forth till this day I am you know Sodom according to the faith of man kill Yasser Nagala Bettina's ooh well Margay Shimon CMS Ryan as if he went out and it was revealed through this aspect of a feeling he's Margie she actually feels the leaving of Egypt that right now Yahoo let's say scholars had me make me mates are shallow that each person is able to get out of his own constricted place you're looking for freedom and I'll reveal something for anybody who's already now at this point listen to this whole tape a person who went through drug addiction or any other type of addiction they went through bondage and they want to be released from bondage they they say there's the 12 steps and I'm gonna tell you I know they work but they're all based on tolerance opposed the the the group that started Alcoholics Anonymous dr. Bob Bill Wilson and the different groups that were they were involved with they were bible thumpers they were guys that they didn't have the big book until 1939 1939 okay and yet the group started in 1934 so what do you think they had from 1934 to 1939 where did what group do you think they came from they came from I'll use the word Christian groups born-again fundamentalist but you know what it was all based on Bible concepts and I mean Old Testament if I can use that term Bible concepts and a certain group that I was personally involved in in my own personal recovery okay they used the secrets of the ancient Israelites how they were redeemed from bondage as the secret of recovery from addiction okay so if anybody's interested in hearing more they can write me an e-mail I'm happy to answer it it's our own and of it and abundant calm a aro n do VI D at nearby net.com anyway we've been happy to hear you I saw I want to wish everyone a hard kosher Smith I hope this was instructive I mentioned in the beginning you can go and listen to the first part everything is in the description box below I wish you a great Shabbos the not this Shabbos the phone I do wish you a good Shabbos this Shabbos but the following Shabbos called Shabbos Edgardo the power and the exercise we did in taking the goat this sheep and moving away from idol worship that's what catapulted us catapulted us into being able to be redeemed in a week this is the proof that the power of Shabbos has power that goes into the week was only because we did God's instructions we did what he told us to do that we were redeemed so with that I bless you to just go and continue to grow from strength to strength and again we're future layman to the whole world and may we come out on the other side of this particular dilemma better and stronger people perhaps you'll have at least a stronger immune system because of this and hopefully we'll have a stronger faith as well Kotov have a great life [Music]