Parashat Vayakhel - Why did Moshe Rabenu break the tablets? - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] now shut vehicle pakodi we have to powershot connected together this year and we just read how last week Moshe Elena broke the tablets and Moshe Rabbeinu went up to the mountain to get the tablets as he's learning the - hi everything up in German they perform the sin of the golden calf and Shem tells him go down your nation has sins Moshe Alvaro comes down he sees what's going on and he breaks the tablets which of course there's meaning many explanations why he broke them Moshe wasn't suffering from anger problems rather there are many different reasons why he broke the tablets one explanation is because the tablets were very big in their size very large size it's not like what you see in pictures now that it's like two little tablets with a rounded top that's not how it was rather there were large tablets they had a square top so it was a tablets were like a rectangle and one opinion says that the letters from the tablets they left the stone from the result of the sin and as a result from that the tablets became very heavy for him and they just fell down he just couldn't hold him there's a different opinion we explained that on Shabbat that he he didn't he understood that the first tablets that he got were didn't fit the level of the nation the first tablet was in the level of tsadikim and he had to break them especially in order to get new ones that will fit better to the level of a bell - ah well nevertheless after the breaking of the tablets now we see in our power show that it's a the cosmos is okay now that you broke it now I'll do again like a new set of tablets and the verses my Yamaha Shimon misshapes salaka shrimp tails Moshe go and create new tablets using the word pestle pestle is a statue and the reason why he's using that because he's forming and shaping and and creating the tablets of him by himself like you take now a piece of a big piece of clay and you start forming from it whatever you want to make this is the idea of the when additional hotels in Salonika create yourself new new tablets and it says salic are still hot a machine can be shown him make them look like the first ones and gives them a lot of information how to do and what to do our sages have explained the whole shoe Cazale absolutely sure ha the the remaining the change so to say of creating the tablets Moshe Lobby know that will be your tip for yours to keep let me know that male moshe lovino became very rich after that because he actually kept the dust of the remaining tablets are not made out of stone rather the way that have made out of sapphire and motion obey no obviously took you know raw material and he carved it or shaped it or whatever you had to do there and whatever was remaining from it then Shem says this is for you to keep so our sages made a - ah an explanation why did the shrimp say Sal Akash Neelu Haute Hashim because really the word sanika this is not a really a proper way of saying because leaf sole meaning not from to disqualify rather to make a pestle is when I make like a statue it's not the right word really to use so sages have given the Russia so to say and say the word Salah comes from the word solid and solid is the remaining the extra solid is really the garbage but there's many different way ways to define garbage in Hebrew while real garbage is actually a spa mush pies garbage is evil solid is when it's the remaining of of something after it went through some type of a process so for example where you take now fruit you peel the fruit eat the fruit what is remaining the peel that will be called solid is the remaining and it's not really usable for the sake of the eating this is really the explanation of solids so under to us is salaka our sages hints here yeah the solid the remaining of the material goes for you too Michelle Aveeno edge lack of NPO shag mama now we have to understand what the Talmud is explaining here sashimi Maha Maha Shiva be no shame told Moshe Coleman oh girl AHA leper moussaka midst ah who it's not it's Rahu car yeah been AHA kept solids the doll mode explains it the Kailash mobile says to moshe rabbeinu whatever you need for your Parana sir and not only for your partner sir for evening all your needs that will be in your eyes keep solid like remaining like garbage what type of solid so little mahal the remaining of food what you don't eat you know we are very spoiled in our generation we eat maybe 50% of what's on the plate very few people actually eat what's on the plates you know you said yesterday you have guests with big eyes the table the plate is full of food and then they ate 50% of it and then the other 50% goes to the cats so kailash bizarre no fairness Nicole you also have to feed the fact in the cat's but nevertheless 7 years ago wouldn't be even a crumb of of a millimeter left on the plate so we leave a lot of a solid I won't call it garbage because it's not the garbage it's rather the remaining of something that I don't use so the the Talmud says everything adorable said to Moshe laverna whatever you need for your sustenance for your partner sound and for your needs physical needs it should look to you like solid like speech specifically the remaining of food and need him in a goof that is is not not applicable to the body there's another type of solid is when I eat something my body knows how to digest it very well keeps the nutrition and the junk goes out goes out in my extra man this is another way of explaining what so letís is comes in one way gets digested and whatever doesn't need it gets thrown out this is another type of solids that the body spits it out Moshe Reuben was told by Jim your partner saw your needs everything in that department should be like solid that you don't really need it shallow dish gear al Hannah girl aha that you're not gonna be so particular about every little thing that you need here which of course this is a very high level that you don't really care or you don't put so much emphasis em about your physical needs you put your effort your focus your emphasis on your spiritual needs and okay the physical Jim is gonna take care of me like he's taking care of a millions of K animals around the world billions of animals probably what a ship can take care of me thank you but what rich has to be my focus is my Buddha the shame not my running after money now we explains Makani to share Moshe that's why I became rich because they didn't care about the money when you care to make money or when you care to you put too much effort to make a living then you're running around your tail when you don't care about that that's when it comes to you it's amendment B be exactly what I was talking with my wife yesterday when you're really trying to get thing and your entire focus is on it you're never gonna get it or it's gonna come with a lot of difficulties when you don't put focus on it when you don't put the importance around what you're trying to get it will if it's if it's yours it will come to you regardless and if it's not it's not gonna come and we were talking about it my wife and me yesterday cuz we we know we had many gifts as usual this Shabbat and we made an observation that 90% of our guests are single we don't have much married people around our table or families rather the majority we are we we've made a quick observation ever majani are single and we're not talking about 19 year olds or 22 year results in their 40s and 50s and even 60s and we were thinking okay what can we do this has to change not good novel Adamle don't live at all it's not good for a person to be by himself why is such a pidemo in our generation that people in their forties are not married Phil in the 50s yesterday I was telling one of our friends here I pulled something out and my son sometimes like making all sorts of funny things so I pulled something out and I told him that's my son so he told me I wish I had your problems I don't even have a son I told him it's not a shame nor you don't have a son have the moon in the collage before it all comes at the right time the point is that we made this quick observation that we have to do something maybe we're thinking about yesterday we're gonna start making events and maybe some my weekends yeah but don't name for singles whatever it is but because you know it's a very bad academic in our generation and if we need to import ladies here we'll import them whatever we need to do well we have to do something we're thinking about it yesterday so just as a side note whenever the less why why am I telling you that because when I became observant one of the first thing that I would wanted okay it's time to settle down and for a while I was trying to to find my wife going on dates on what we call she do him and when I was putting too much effort into it then nothing happened the second that I kind of like gave up and I said you know I didn't give up I just said listen you know what Hashem is gonna send me my wife when she's ready to come so I admitted myself I don't know if that's the right word but up until that point I would learn half a Danish Eva and the rest of the day I would work or you know whatever I needed to do so I said no you know I'm still young I'm gonna sign into a yeshiva close the door throw the key and I'll learn for two three years and after that I'll go again to to look for my wife and two weeks after I did that then I met my wife because the second that I didn't put too much focus on looking for it that's when it came my focus was okay my focus is to learn and to pray and to build myself spiritually so whenever something has to come it comes when you put too much focus on something you lose focus you you don't you don't have the abilities of actually getting and this can be with a partner can be with business can be with many other things so kailash Babu told Moshe Elemeno yeah all your sustenance your partner saw or your physical needs look at them like as if it's waste like as if it's not something that you really need you what you need is your Torah your meets vote your spiritual work your refinement I'll take care of it this is my problem I mean of course the shame is saying that not me don't come to me now for chicks but the shimmy saying that's my problem to worry about you you're available you need to worry and that's my says mechanic - emotional event emotional be know became very rich because he didn't have an agenda to make money now what does it mean that he became very rich finish the explanation motion I've been on a Bashar al-asad Kashiram are ashamed Allah Masha Allah bandages did what a sham told him to do he didn't they had his own agenda his own ideas he was so an old to the collage before whatever sham said motion obey no no problem he's going to be done right at coal Cabana Tosh humanly Muslim coal to the entire agenda motion Lobby know is that he didn't care about himself we care about that everybody else will be satisfied will be fulfilled will be not going to be hungry huh special um as a Accola sure that's where his richness came from because he didn't worry about himself he worried about somebody else you see how much more should have been a worried about every time they came to him with complaints we won wheat we went this we want that mashallah Bainer like like serving the nation okay no problem you want me to let me go talk to the butcher you want this no problem I'll go talk to him Ziya coal ash whoa this is this was his richness this was his wealth Shara a bashar Vltava tom that he saw the wealth the happiness the richness and the benefit and good of others so it affected him in a way that he became rich because of that and it says gimme Lovato Levine there are three types of Labor's that the liveries Levites used to do I mean they used to carry the Mishkan used to build it as assembly to take it apart this was at the time of the desert later on in the in betta me - they had different jobs but it says gimme Lovato Levine three types of jobs the Levites had high no HUD said meaning that said the key Mactan in manila v-mail a shame Lovato referring to to the cause it's the little sandy Kim as we mentioned many times the normal American calls us so they came when he refers when he says the word Sadiq he was referring to us Oh like we just now read the Megillah and our sages explain whenever it says the word hummel if it's referring to my Kadosh Mahal if it's saying I'm a little hovel Horst and it's talking about a king of hodgepodge but every time we read in the name hemella then it's a hint on a sham the normal America unless he says different when he says the word Sadiq is referring to us so he's interpreting what is these living laila vote means two escorts is to walk by to walk along with this is the the the interpretation of the word levy l'viyah you know a husband Shalom Rowland when somebody dies you go to the Laviolette vaya this is when you escort the person on their last path walking by their side this is levy this is what it means so it says the laborer the job the path of a living is referring to the to the tsadikim us honey la vie Mila Shem Lovato there we walk side by side with a Shem when it comes to serve a Shem gum Hamish beamship about having I'm Lola these people who walk side by side with Hashem they're able to bring Sheva and abundance and a blessing into this world and not only blessing the hi I'm Laura and they lived for eternal eternity when a person goes side by sides with a shame and you know he's only gonna have eternal life you can't go wrong here this is not something you can go wrong here if you don't go side by side with a Shem husband rom that can be the opposite of life and the opposite of eternal life the ones who follow the path of a sham the one who escorted sham they go side by side with a sham a they bring Sheva into the world they bring an abundance of blessing into the world which we saw that small shuttle Bernardin motion Habana was a source of abundance not only that they bring behind to the world to bring blessing into the world and I'm Lola you live forever with a whole Israel and they to bring life and eternal life for the entire nation so when we looking at the Torah the Torah comes to tell me a way of life it's not coming to teach me a historical book for that we have no shame for that we have many other sources of history the Torah is not a history book as to why it's coming to teach me and the Toraja comings to teach me something that on the surface it seems like was a great sin a great disaster which was then up until today we were paying for it the results was one of the many that the tablets were broken so again we can perceive it as something negative but the result was a birth of something greater something bigger or something better the beginning or shelepin only got the five books of moses then when he came down with the second tablets then he got everything the oral torah the Midrash aim the soil everything every little word of toha that ever came out masha'allah been already gotten seen I call macheted tell me llaha desh mache cable machine I any word of Torah any new concept any book that was written motion of anybody really saw it God had learned it in Sinai so this in itself is a hint that in orders foreign to get a new birth and a new beginning has to be some type of a destruction of the old state that's why we know that even when machines become my regime chooses to make it come there's going to be some type of a destruction because you when you want something new a new birth the old the old state has to be destroyed so the Torah comes to teach me that something good was was birth burst out of that he came out of that but practically what I want to learn from that is that a Shem told mochila banner which anything that a Shem Tov Moshe Rabbeinu is teaching to us look in the Torah it constantly says by Deborah Shem Elam oh sure lamo by ashame spoke to Moshe Mae Oh means to give it over we only find very few times in the Torah that it doesn't say they were lame oh it just says well achievement Moshe this is for you and me but the majority of the time when we say we're double shame in motion you have dozens of times you'll find it in the Torah right away you'll find after that the word lame-o lame-o means to talk to speak to tell it over Moshe was the messenger so everything that are shrimp tails Moshe is basically told to us that the building of the rotor blades which is presenting the Torah the divine my life that should be my emphases 'im and whatever is like the salat the remaining from the round there will be my partner sir so when I focus a hundred percent on building my tablets my Torah my connection to the Kadosh Moho that's where I get my richness because the calash buckle says I'll worry about your livelihood I'll worry about your sustenance I'll worry about your health I'll worry about your bank account your marital status this is not your problem it's my problems and if I decide to give you more money this month that's my decision so I decided to give you less money that's also my decision and if I decide to give you less let's say here although more there anyways it's all in the same decision I don't have any any say here the only influence that I have to change a Shem as opinion is my actions I will do positive actions then my the reaction will be positive I will do negative actions and the reaction will be negative so we're getting here a clear explanation that we have to worry about the Torah this is the lujo tablet the Torah is that I have to pray three times a day to learn my portion of the table that day for an hour or two minimum I mean really less than an hour it's not really it's hard to say that's learning - wow I don't even know how you can learn to balance in an hour it's just a warming up the engines yeah an hour if you want to learn some basic things you want to learn just the mic rather quickly Pasha and a little bit of world tour our a little bit of a of a - ah from the garage Mishnah and they later more more dads and maybe some other topics and learned some casinos and cabal lines I mean how can you squeeze all that in less than an hour so and and I know many people say oh listen you I have very high expectations you know what it means an hour you can barely have fine ten minutes yeah that's the excuse that most people say where am I gonna squeeze in the whole day and two hours where it's not even there it's not even doable then it is doable I know people that are very very busy and running a companies or organizations and have big families and they find the time to learn it so a matter of priority all the order of priority the majority of people if they really monitor what they do all day long I can guarantee to you you'll find at least two hours a day that you waste or nothing whether it's Facebook Facebook reading the same news article 17 times reading the same news from a different way website there are different newspaper I also read the news it takes me exactly seven minutes I read the headlines I see what's going on what it needs to do what it has to do with me and that's it and finish with it I don't need every day 17 times reading the same news what this guy said what that guy said anyways 90% of it is rice so marriages get the titles the headlines what is good for me to know and that's it so when I came to the point that I understood that the majority of my day has to be focused on toha I also had the same excuse I'm gonna find now two three hours to learn to our drdy and I I put it to the test so I shared so many times now when I started when I wanted to stop lying I bought our notebook so this was even before that and I bought a notebook and I would write like a log everything that I did that day it's funny because when I first left Israel and I went to the United States then my my goal was to make money bhavish and the goal was achieved I made a lot of money when I came there but I started off that was the my beginning of the path was young I was 23 years old is to drive a tractor trailer there was a lot of money its to drive from coast to coast I liked it I was traveling every day I've been to more cities and states in an average American and I learned to the the Geographics and the history of American probably ten times more than any average American I know all the cities all the capitals everything I mean I was traveling and it was a very special period then I made a lot of money but nevertheless I used to drive these monster trucks 18 wheelers 70 foot truck 60 60 thousand pounds and I was they are you say trucking rolling whatever it's called my nevertheless and most important I made a lot of money but as a truck driver you fill in a logbook and they stop you in weight stations they ask for their logbook how many hours when did you drive everything is monitored how many miles you did you know allowed to drive more than eight hours a day so unfortunately I didn't listen to the rules I would drive 25 hours a day without stopping now but nevertheless there was do you fill in a logbook so I took that same idea and I applied it to my avoid assertion and I would write a log book in my avoided a shame when I woke up how many minutes it took me from when I woke up to actually reach to the bathroom how many minutes it took me to say Dakota shahe how fast did I get dressed did I check my emails for 20 minutes before I even open my eyes or not how long we took me to spend the time to make breakfast and Excel I literally made a log book of every little thing that I did and I found so much wasted hours unbelievable amount of wasted hours that was not utilized and I literally made work plan and I squeezed in so much work into so little time you know when I came to America I first lived in New York in in Manhattan and you live in matchboxes there it's all small I lived in some studio apartment in Manhattan and the Upper West Side and if you don't know how to utilize your space you're not gonna be able to live there everything is nice to be nice you know organized very well like space management so here I did time management but after a while that I would write my my logs I found that so much time is wasted so much time of the day is wasted on nonsense that could be utilized for so many good things and that's where I found that it's so not true nobody can come and say I don't have time to spend two hours and learning Torah just imagine how much time you're wasting but myth on nonsense make it they put it to your test takes 30 days and write it write a log book of everything that you do I guarantee to you you'll find so many hours a day that are wasted that could be utilized for so many good things then you find oh now I can see how I can find time to learn everybody can learn now I'm not too long ago I gave a lecture and I said two hours is nothing your man has to learn four hours a day far as the days is like a nice you know conservative amount of learning Torah everybody told me oh you're out of your mind four hours we're gonna find the hard to learn so here he comes and tells you put your effort into the Torah you'll see that the conductor will takes care of everything and the proof is you know if I need to go to the bank usually a normal person goes to the bank stands in line for at least half an hour so what's the time I have for now that you're sitting there and you know you know reading all the ads all the posters they have in the bank you know all the forces already inside out all the slogans when I go to the bank I wait maybe 30 seconds that's how she makes it I walk in no it does never line if I ever need to go in if I need to go to the manager of the bank or the you know the / the clerk that deals with the certain customers I never sit and wait and it's not that they that I that I'm different just that when you put your time photo aah Hashem moves things around you're not going to sit in traffic you're not going to stand in lines you're not gonna waste your time sometimes you you lose something you waste 20 minutes in the born in the morning looking for your keys where's the keys I just said them they're 20 minutes I would write in my log all the time looking for this looking for that and you would see how much time of the day is wasted and and the collage mogul says put your effort to Torah and to MIT's vaults and he added here in additional motions to do caring about others I'll take care of your business I'll show you how everything goes fast and everything you do quickly I told you so many times this have a student I used to live in relay so we had a group of ladies every Wednesday we had a class a big class we started three women and there before I left was like 80 women every Wednesday we had a beautiful class and one of the students she came and told me at some point give me a blessing for business business is not doing so well she was in real estate she told me give me a blessing and in a blessing for business I told her I give you a blessing but I also gonna give you advice I everyday when you eat breakfast wash your hands and say I'm ot on bread and anyways you're eating your breakfast right so just add a little piece of bread and after that say bill cut Amazon say yeah the benching and I thought that this will be a good boy hard for you to make money it's too long it's too long you eating breakfast anyways right you don't skip breakfast no I'm a bit on but so also just say the baha it's too long it's too long takes five minutes now I read very slow okay so ten minutes she was like it's too much don't you have something else for me what do you think this is a pawnshop I'm giving you some air free behold I'm telling you ask me for about half of butter and Sam telling you every day same bill cut Amazon I guarantee to you you know we we know that bukit amazon is a I don't like using the word remedies but we know that's very powerful for Palace I have issues with pernessa then they say bureaucrat Amazonas ah no fairness liqueur and her complain was it was too it's too long I can't do it it's too long okay listen you live in LA right and then if you ever visited in LA an average everyday person spends an hour and a half in traffic this is the thing one of the most heavy traffic cities in the world you know you want to go from here to there is sitting here two hours in traffic so this will you obviously your job your showing properties so you're constantly driving I guarantee teal there whatever amount of minutes you're gonna sit and say Bill cut Amazon ten minutes 12 minutes 15 minutes you gonna shrim is gonna remove that amount of minutes from you sitting in traffic guaranteed and she still was stubborn no it's too long no you know it's too long it's too long so what can I help you but the point is that that's the reality sometimes you at the end of Shikari you take everything off just because you have to go somewhere and Shem says no no take that extra five minutes to finish spraying your path to where you need to go will be without traffic there's not gonna be a line in in the in the coop at Holy Mother Masada plane where you need to go Jim says why are you in a rush to take off the fill and wine are in a rush to get out of the class why are you in a rush to finish your prayer I will remove whatever extra minutes you put into the Torah I will make sure that in the in the world you're not gonna be using them you're not gonna be wasting them on looking for your keys or looking for parking how many hours you say you spend the day but depends where you live of course looking for parking you know somebody not too long told me I told him something something about driving and he tells me I don't have a car actually you don't have a car said no I don't why don't in a car live in the old city with spots if I would have a car half my day will just be spending driving around looking for for parking what I need a car here everything is an area in walking distance and if I need to go somewhere I call a cab and you know the amount of money that we spend on taxis every month is not even a fraction of what I would spell on car insurance and gas and fixing the car and the the the I don't know how you call it that the value of the car goes down and did the privation or whatever it is depreciation and tickets I just make a phone call within two minutes I have a text in front of my house don't have to waste my time I lived in New York you no matter how many hours a day you spend on circling blocks you know I would memorize colors of cars already from there just going around the block and lived in New York it was a nightmare I couldn't stand living there one time we like got elevated we we lived in a condo that had an underground parking this is like I felt like Donald Trump have under underground parking I can rent my parking for like two hours you want to use my parking so and that's where I really saw how you waste time in the world you waste time looking for parking you waste time for so many things Hashem says waste that time on the Torah I guarantee to you your day to day actions will be fast quick and you're not going to waste time on that and this is exactly what emotional ameno I was told by a shame when it tells him salawatu whatever name it means that everything else the local tavern name the tablets the Torah in your life that's your focus everything else is solid it's extra it's it's dirt its remaining I will take care of you so this is the hidden meaning behind this message it Deltora comes and tells you put your mind only in the Torah trust me you know one of the most important bits votes is for anyone a man or a woman to set a time when you learn to laugh it's called leak avoid team motto ha even if it's once a week but you have asset class needless to say that once the day is even better or twice a day is better the Talmud says when a person dies the soul goes up to sham I'm to the heavens and it goes to a court their heavenly Court where the first question is - the soul is have you dealt business honestly this is the first question that is asked they're asking this all you're asking and how many times a day you prayed how much charity you gave or how many meets what you did know how much do I know and you dealt honestly in business we don't have to do some type of a work for living even if I work for somebody and it's not business I still have to be honest with my boss if he's paying me per hour can't steal minutes I can't take care of a pers from the copy machine in the office online to take and so forth and the second question that they ask the soul is i'm kavit i team Natoma have you set times to learn Torah even if it's about once a week but you have a class wednesday night 7:00 in the evening you never miss it and that when it's time for that class time and the world will turn upside down you're not missing that class to show us how important it is when you have set schedule for for your spiritual life an hour when you pray an hour when you now I mean the time when you pray not an hour to pray if you can pray for now that's already an achievement but nevertheless a set time when I pray I said time when I learned and the chef's has put all your effort and your focus into the doha don't worry I will take care of everything and I guarantee to you you're not gonna be wasting time in this world that's where it says about of Rama V no we mentioned that once a month on Rosh Hodesh we mentioned a verse from the Kim / way I mean Hashem Barack Obama called Hamza Cana Mama's old man does was not referring to his age in the past wrote rather that he is a king the King Chicana hokhmah he bought a lot of Swiss 'dom as I can also means a smart person a wise person says baba yamim came in these days meaning that every second of every day of his life were used to the max to the fullest and what was the result Hashem Baba had a grandma : Shem blessed everyone with everything we just need to know how to make time management in my life and how to utilize my time perfectly that every second of my day is used right and even I know a lot of people when I tell them this is but I need a little bit of time to unwind Oh to relax okay so you can find the five minutes to ten minutes that you online or relax beside that it's all big fraud a lot of people that I tell them that I don't know I need after a long day I needed like an hour to relax or to unwind well read a little bit early my guarantee to you unwind ten times more than unwinding with the reading a magazine and an argument was not too long ago with somebody invited me to a Shabbat on or the person who invited me we're talking he's more like on the business side of the world and I was trying to push him to learn more Torah do mama throat and he tell no I said told me listen I'm a Bala by I'm a breadwinner I make money and he was kinda didn't like it that I wanted to push him to make more mitzvahs and more time photo-op and he told me listen if a people without me you wouldn't be able to do what you're doing so I said you're right you know you are I see your greatness that you're taking a lot of your money and you're giving it to charity that's very nice of you it doesn't exempt you from learning Torah doesn't exempt you from me for me we're doing mommy taught I'm very happy and I'm and that you're kind it doesn't mean that you have a free pass here so you told me listen I'm running a business all day long and when I come home I need to relax a little bit this is okay so really it will relax you know I need to go just read a magazine just to just to relax I told him this is the fraud of this world the magazine that made magazine makes you relaxed it's sitting in a tub for ten minutes makes you relax I guaranteed you go to a demonic class it will make you unwind it will make you relaxed because it will relax your nefesh so not your body but nevertheless the the meaning we want to take from that the lesson we want to take from that is how important my time is and unashamed tells me your time has to be directed only photo aa photo line meets vote I'll take care of the rest don't worry I'll find you your Palace I'll find your other half I'll make everything everything aligned how you want and if you see that in your life you're wasting time that's the hint for you that you're not applying too much not applying enough time to the Torah we are these but he says that said Hakeem these lithium is where we have we escorts a Shem we go alongside with a Shem if you escort the King you're gonna be ever worried you know ever gonna have a problem the king is not gonna take care of you you going down taraji of the king you're always gonna go first class you're always gonna go to the best restaurants everywhere you're gonna be taken care of so Shem says walk alongside with me don't worry you'll be taken care of if you think that you can do it yourself and you want to worried about yourself and go ahead do it but you'll see that you're not going to be able to do that so it's not a shame the task of this week is to buy a notepad and start making a log book of my time what time I wake up what time I go to sleep how much time my waist here how much time I was there how much time I can use here what can I apply in this time what can I do in that time and you'll see a how much time you're wasting and B if you do it efficiently you'll see how much you can squeeze in in in in in in in in your day and needless to say that the more you work efficiently you'll suddenly see have so much time so much time I mean Bohus I'm not transfer Shalom complaining and definitely not bragging my days very very busy for morning tonight and I find time to everything I find time to spend time with my six kids that need a lot of attention and a wife to these attention and many many other people that need my attention I find time to do everything and I learn a lot of hours every day and I still manage to do everything that I need to do and if it comes on that council go to sleep at 2:00 instead of it one okay so I have full confidence that the Shem is going to fulfill this gap this energy will be given one way or another the point is that we have to emphasize that our time should be focused in the Torah and like a Shem told Moshe that my time should be also focused on other people where can i benefit other people working other people been from what I can give them my village my time my thoughts my effort my talent my money whatever it is Masada shame that's the real richness that's where we really reach a shoot Malaga great richness and doesn't mean how many zeros I'm in my bank account that's irrelevant that's not richness the richness is when you when you leave this world what are you taking with you it's not a shame should marry to do inherits the the path of a llama we know also old meaning acquired wisdom because you learn aloha you will acquire wisdom baba I mean that our days should be filled and more than that that a shame benefit of amber coal and shame should bless us with everything with wealth health happiness and everything that we need in this physical world the sham will take care of us in the best way possible [Music]