Paradise Is No Place for the Jew - Torah Or Toldos "Mayim Rabim" #3

the yeshiva dotnet good morning welcome everybody my boy we are up to Toyota earth we're learning the mind ma'am I am Robin Williams Abbas's over Harsha's told us page 35 nothing yes column two holding at the paragraph two Zell my arrival your homework officer Sava a brief summation of what we learnt and to bring out some of the main points that works Ward is that the relationship between itself and riska that presents not just to people obviously to people but it also represents a general and profound theme that pervades history and in order to understand this you have to explain what you taught ISM adrift is simply in the names it took means laughter kasha maiya and sockley rifka means when animals are paired together it's called in mission and Gomorrah the lushness risk our age race cafe which would seem like a strange concept to use as a name for a person when animals appeared just like you took would also seem like a strange concept to associate with a child and call them laughter or he will laugh or comedy or something that's funny but both of these names represent a profound idea and the the the primary idea that was conveyed was that laughter always comes from his taxes and the terminology of the ballot anima his Scott chosen in shall have spec of our time it's from newness that laughter anti-nuke unique a pleasure is generated or to put it differently as we explained laughter always comes from the unexpected from that which is novel from true creativity from that which is not for the the ball you don't so to speak see it coming the unlike in the joke the unexpected punchline that nobody was expecting or waiting for if they are waiting for it or they knew it already then it's not going to tickle the cords of humor in the human psyche what makes people laugh as an interesting study what happens in the brain to make people laugh but the way he defines it here is that in order for the for the cords of you weren't to be tickled to be triggered to be aroused which is in this turn and kabbalah and i said this it's called quiet i know certain component of Tainan of pleasure which and everything this pleasure and eating this pleasure and singing this pleasure and thinking this pleasure reading this project but over there the pleasure is the middle area has a mind map we explains this mind that the son of the Baba Tanya see says and everything this pleasure but over there it's time to come work of meaning its pleasure what's mixed in with other things I'm learning and it's cosmic there's also pleasure in it art is pleasurable and me so many things in the world you look at something you hear beautiful music it's pleasurable it's rigorous titanum their humor is is just it caused a panic attacks me and it's just it's time and not mixed in with anything else it's it's laughter for the set laughter in itself in and of itself and that's a unique chord in the human psyche that ability just to experience pleasure and its own sake so the ultimate of it is Ozzie male strike Pino bullish sign a new arena when the entire drama of history unfolds and its purpose is revealed until then the focuses that Veda before the V he made type my ID at the end of the avoid in the focus is our fight itself but nonetheless there is the time and that fuels of the drug that fuels it even though its ultimate realization will be in the future and what is the most unexpected and really the only unexpected thing in the world is as he said you men idealism orbital or the person in the world which seemingly is completely detached from any wholesome divine core and nonetheless the person surprises himself or herself every single day and realigns vh2 separateness with the I am with the source of everything and does not and refuses to give in to the predictable what a predictable is that the person is selfish narcissistic beastly despondent and disconnected from themselves in the world on our show that's the ultimate strike which can only come from sky castle ele kim you can only come from the concealment Allah Kim which conceals you cave of Shama Shama ganache humble attempt and therefore gives rise to a whole reality where the person could easily feel alienated and severed and whatever manifestation that may take it can take on so many different forms and every person's life individually and collectively but the common denominator is it's a like a silly-looking that when a person serves becomes an even delicate even you work through like my abend you work through the hester this habit our cycle and either you don't get in this bowl you don't get affected from darkness in any way you know that deeper there is something waiting and what's waiting is the ability to transform at the availability to see through it the ability to excavate so to speak as I said and come to the ire of their wholesomeness of their divinity of their kedusha of their godliness person naturally feels like the Gomorrah says in three things with diamond the bahama and some even like to argue that we are behaving as essentially entirely evolved from behaviors all that is just a pat is just a manifestation of one truth and that is you could look at yourself your whole life and to see yourself as that and everything else is just the please just playing out that reality and yet defined over the Lechem is the person realizes that there's so much more there's so much deeper and therefore transforms who was the paradigm of transformation the paradigm of transformation that's drifter and that's where you'd certificates connection come in both the cannot but gosh mister the relationship between them and also spiritually what it's rifka represents and this is not only true spiritually it's also true very practically because the interesting thing is and this site suggest has to be emphasized it's a terrific oh were very opposite people in nature you see throughout the whole mesh even the same children it's a kind of liking case of let's get a liking to you active that's a serious disagreement when it comes to the brothers barcia's told us this disagreement is not a small disagreement it changes history it took wants to give the blessings to a sub and risk and not only disagree this but concoct a whole strategy how to maneuver the situation and make sure that you could receive the blessings you'd suck we see throughout the home ish is inched what we would call an english so to speak introverted he's very internal person in zyre it says he's neither segura me the Sahira verses of rom was with the successor of rama so to speak extrovert and of wrong travels the world of rama's connects to the world of rumors out there constantly and the ram bob says in hopes of a desire of robert travel from city to city and lecture everywhere and gather masses of rama v no woman would do have rallies where he would speak and articulate he's the hope disposition is completely different in many ways opposites and it will come out of their children and in every story it comes out it's okay rifka sometimes you have a husband and wife that have many similarities there's always differences it's a terrific in many ways are opposites at first glance if you want to apply this in a very practical way to our lives it's a terrific ax should have not gotten along very well especially when they disagree about kids especially after the story with the brothers have the story the breakfast you would expect the qualitative significantly list this is not going well i mean i'm sorry to do one thing and everything I'm trying to do you know usurp me this is cannot sell them by us like this and yet it's interesting you see sorry gets upset out of Roma we know Hamas the Elohim Yaakov gets upset that your uncle by you verify October or however you understand these upsetness with you so terrifically you never have a moment of upsetness the only one that after the marriage it says viajar Valerie loves doesn't say by Roman sorry but Yaakov it says before and then later it says right yeah of gamma Saroja belay in contrast to Leia the only one that it says after the wedding but yeah if Yakov Oracle says before the wedding no there's a lot of people that should this by it's a terrific is it says afterwards by Evie yeah you talked I haven't I sorta and then via Vera of sugar revolvers as all my heretical others as foolish the love that comes afterwards sometimes the more you get to know somebody it's the opposite unless I know you I love you after becomes more complicated because now you would be another person that was the footage where you took a risk and you would think would be the exact opposite so what's the new code in this so that's what about time you said it's all in one posture and avi MELAS is the one who hit the jackpot with this when he said Vina its hook mince a cake isn't it took a risk at one quality that many many couples need a have and that is I'm applying this to practical life based on the ideas here and that is they knew how to laugh they understood the secret of humor they understood the power of massaging you talking rifka understood for their relationship to my Yoho not only to be maintained but to be powerful they have to learn and discover the art of laughter which you took was already trade with was he was named with that name his mother and father knew that he took is going to need this ingredient now it's not done as the ability for a husband and a wife - laughs - a joy that also but it represents something and that is to be able to appreciate the uniqueness of the unexpected not to be rigid and frigid and fixed this is it and this is always going to remain it's hard with Sonic as rifka is - you took learnt that the greatest strike will only come through the connection the relationship after with rift and of course rifka the same thing for you to look and riska to drift into different paths that would have been predictable that every harem could say yeah this is not gonna work of course it's not gonna work why should it work you're you you're you of course it's always that way you're you the other person is then they have different natures different one's different Azhar is different epithets they even like different colors this one likes milk insists on likes relationships this one wants the window shades opened window shades closed lights on lights off this one has dinner this perspective that perspective of course it's not gonna work that's all in a predictable world a world where everything follows a certain pattern and you don't deviate from that pattern the fitness of a person is that which seems easy not to work you're going to make it work in other words you're going to generate the unexpected punchline you're going to generate it's like a kind of the laughter that comes precisely from looking at a situation and then seeing that which is not fixed seeing the ability for for growth for transformation for lit for flexibility for going much deeper that's the slug that comes out Africa through Africa it's the art of humor that didn't only keep them close together but it allowed a very powerful connection a very powerful relationship that couldn't happen any other way any other way they surprised each other what would this mean very practically practically with mean imagine a husband and a wife can have such a conversation at the present moment we're supposed to get into an argument we know that now we could follow the same patterns of five years 10 years 18 years he says she says she says he says he says he says we know exactly this happens he reacts she reacts he reacts he reacts and anybody who's a little bit of a maven and these things could already predict yeah there was a physicist who said if you give me all the information about the physical world I'll predict the entire future I don't need anything else you didn't know about quantum mechanics that's right so the same thing if you can have all the information about two people some people say I'll predict exactly what's gonna happen the next seven years you don't even have to bother doing it well just will do the script it's good and it's everyday it's every day the same thing even in two different words today it's about the child tomorrow too much shoppers the magazines about guess the mix it's about taste son the next day is where we're having a Hanukkah party this album I focus in an under the vector because it's the same insecurities we have to use the word trauma doesn't work without it it's there it's the same insecurities being triggered as the same traumas being triggered it's the same issues today it plays itself out in Konica tamarka to be put in the necks it's gonna be pasted so that's it's gonna be about about your daughter about your son about the school about the job about the finances about the house about Muncey about waking up in the morning and leaving the house or not to be in the house before the Hulett but that's only the hasty temperature then the Kudus are always the same then the goodness are two people following the patterns the scripts of their psyches consciously and usually unconsciously and crash it where does human creativity begin when you stop that and you say okay we can go this way why don't we turn this into a joke turning it into a job doesn't mean it's not serious turning it into no joke means why don't we turn this into an opportunity to laugh what's the ability to laugh the ability of the laughs says don't stay stuck in that pattern go out of the box look at it see that happening and then say you know what today I'm going to respond this way instead of that way and as we spoke many times this doesn't mean that you respond the other way avoid the Sabir udom as it calls it means the moment you're aware of it you could respond another way doesn't mean that you eliminate any other element that means you become aware of the pattern you were weird with the choo choo train you know the tracks and you say you know what tonight today the response I'm going to choose a different response and when that happens Hashem books back and says well that was funny that was funny that was a good one it's right that was a good one that creates time to go so in the purse that was unexpected that was unexpected so if you follow and expect to someday laughter and life always comes from onyx but within yourself awesome you haven't spoken to somebody in five years because of a serious issue something happened you decide enough is enough enough is enough it's time to make up no need to be a fight in the family or fight in the business or a fight in there in the community at seven you call text doesn't work with us the core and you call now gonna have Bissell Thailand it's all harmony so that's not often that McCaleb the tickle so there so you want to call and of course you call you the person who you hang up the phone three times once you get to other so called butterflies in the stomach or anxiety and you hang up and then of course you justify I shouldn't be doing it he should call of course and then you explain that and you find probably a logical tomorrow all the reasons but they're all reasons are fear just trying to keep you stuck in this place which is a little bit more comfortable it's what the Jewish people always say knitting their rice when I shoot him it's right mom let's just go back to the familiar it was a horrible place in Egypt but the Highness a daughter should measure limits I am Sheba there were cucumbers in Egypt that were free they will crack Zeiss psyche will scratch her eyes every excuse to keep you in your own material but what some people would call in your addictions in your in your comfort zone there was free fish by the Nile Delta they had free fish today they would call it sushi that they called it so high no Assad others from Michael temple he sure you a mathematician they had onions and garlic and lemon and they got excited Stockholm Syndrome yes Stockholm Syndrome I they were drowning you - are you in the mood I they went slaving you and tried to commit genocide but there was free lemon there were free onions so hi know exactly the free cucumbers are squash and lemons in it Messiah nope maila a glucose mega shot what's the prasad that shot this it's familiar the familiar is always more safe than unfamiliar not because it's better it's killing you but at least it's familiar spike means never be afraid of the unfamiliar brain never be afraid of exploring that which is not familiar which is not predictable of course this doesn't mean it's a mitzvah to take a path if you drive me nothing on the highway to take a pass we're talking about something that can lead to a productive life the Mitzvah here is not to go off a path because everyone drives them in and therefore I have to go through the forest will travel through the forest where you're endangering yourself we're talking the fact that a person knows that this is we transform this can be Delta this happens I show you something Minaya that was the kayak of utopia it's how come it's a catastrophe it's looking really understood that laughter will only come from their connection so not only their differences not tear them apart their differences actually brought them closer because it gave each of them an opportunity for laughter every single day and that was the power of that relationship but they didn't have to be the same it could be different on the contrary it's like only happens when we're different cuz that it's very unexpected if we're exactly identical then of course the relationship works when we're different then who's not different God made men and women to be different there's of course many similarities of as many differences sometimes it's it's stark differences but if a person could look at the difference not as a invitation to fight but as if invitation to surprise yourself to flex your muscles so to speak to flex like a nun in a dance we have to flex your limbs and flex your organs and expand and go to places that yes you know when you when you flex your body in different types of movements it could be shocking for the muscles and the muscles will say don't do this but when you stretch is a special sensation a special feeling that comes with the fact that you went beyond beyond the limit that's always the source of try contain demand every level physical emotional psychological spiritual and even physical that's what happened with it's a high risk risk a ultimately now in ruinous represents in every person's I avoid the idea of the animals coming together which means that animals so naturally is completely focused on itself and when the metrics of Bahamas is elevated when there's laughter created when you refine yourself when you refine your animal when you find that idealism in yourself what happens is Rivka they paired together a unity is created as we said they've also you come back to the source the more unity so the psyche of Yitzhak who represents the timing of Hashem which will be miss Galileo said well it only came through this and then comes the last point and that's the reason why it was written to had to go down to the well Vitara the iron of a tamale can't and the answer says he made a noise limits of Elena mine and he gave a give all the could do that and I see as a ram as for a nice you look at her which would be the beginning of fire I these are the words that are nice the I am standing Elena boy because when it's not at the river we're talking here about the ending the invisible while something back to the beginning if you remember the beginning of amber the invisible wellspring that's the surest of all the rivers that's what stands Elena might that's where trade admits Muskaan from Ted Mitchels come from the inside itself I share know few mid-south that's where Toyota Mitzvah scuffle who goes down to that well of the infinity and draws out the water but to mollycoddle and fills up the cough Dollard as far as the ice a meaning which shreves which reeves from infinity what's the word queries queries out of the out of the out of the Mayan of infinity the terror and the mitzvos the mother of this person is the runaway there rifki which is an interesting thing you see cuz I'll say rashly bring that when Eliezer gave her the gifts he gave her a Becca local girl is from Rochester Shechem he gave her two bracelets for the stay Lukas I saw resolve our Sara sad Idris women he coming to find the ship McLeod's Herbie starting to give her gifts that represent us as a difference but the look is about certain echo what where when it's gonna happen hundreds of years later the shot is even them shocked even there you go you normally have to go deeper you see Rashi already that in this in this kidding these gifts and this sugar who was being built the home that will ultimately create the foundation of the people that can receive tyler who can who can go down to the well not eats hunger not even a liaison nobody could go down to the world only the person whose rifka the person who's ready to challenge their animal beastly soul and transform it and create unity within a world of fragmentation and diversity that is the person who can ultimately bring down the innately the ultimate core the ultimate infinite undefined essence into the physical world which is the whole function of Terry on mistresses he explained to transform Clippers Nagas to transform the whole clipper of the world Clippers mega introdution tell the course which is what every single Mitzvah does no difference which Mitzvah whether it's true miss or my stress of soccer were to fill in the mezuzah are always dealing with the material that which is with all the halter it does because the most of trade as he said earlier memory and that notion and is a concoction Tyrus is always most of it it's not all of it is dealing with the material world mistress mices were they dealing with agriculture compromise or or astronomy or animals or whatever you're dealing with properties whether it's llama bastard limits you're always dealing with with the physical world and you're transforming it so my loved him they can't get to trade because they don't have eight Sahara there's no risk if I'm along and therefore does not strike by my locker who can access Darnay who can access the Maya is only the risk of the person of transformation and here here comes out the real reason for this the real reason for this is that that that the only definition we have for Hashem is that we have no definition you know it was the moment we defined God it's already not garlic sauce little pestle there's no definition for Hashem the moment there's a definition it's already not that it's our picture of it even a very spiritual definition there's no definition the one definition that we have is therefore that is no definition it's surprise it's not fixed there's no picture of it physical picture or emotional picture or spiritual picture and that's why we call it Hashem Hashem means the name the name as we said many times is the way I call you it's not who you are the name that people have is the name that they're known Hashem means the name another we talk about God we always have to acknowledge it's our way of talking about it whenever I'm thinking what I'm talking about it it's the name I'm describing my experience of it like describing the Sun my a ray that comes into the room and I'll say what's the Sun look at the line that comes into the room not much now but you understand the point that's the whole Sun it's how I'm experiencing the Sun is it true it's true the array comes into my basement that's true does that capture the whole set of the capture 5% 10% doesn't capped it even a fraction of a fraction but it's still true it's still true so can i uncle what's the Cayley so here we could here it is where it comes together where does the person ultimately connect to the deepest place of reality to the beasts deepest place of the divine if within themselves they find that which is undefined which is the idea of strike in other words we find God most in situations in life when we don't take things the way they are but we surprised ourselves when when when in life something looks one way and you'll have the courage to say I know it looks this way I know it feels this way but I have the ability to go deeper and Shop that and define there and we define that that's where the human creativity touches the ultimate Maya the ultimate invisible well which can't be defined when I live life in the predictable in the pattern I touch predictable energy where do I touch then you could have a noisy I touched in the cadaver nicely when I touched in the kuda of Maya nicely so to speak which is never defined in one way which is the concept of psyche yeah now let's see further vis fo my Robin will you have a look opposite sava and this is the deeper meaning and the posture Mayan Robin many waters well you have a server so the Zohar types Mayan Brabham is not like another shot and Taylor are in dire tsunamis raging waters the stresses of life which is another parish but here this is our interprets it as a very lofty think Maya Brava all the great rivers as he said in the beginning of the mind mer nihari law the main Afghan are and the ultimate river as he types to the river that comes into GaN Eden from there come out the Great Rivers and that's the Mayan Rodman that can't extinguish the love which was Ida those my am Robin represent the river is coming and think I made what do you mean they don't they're not competing with love on the contrary they're all divine expressions he knows my in Robin who is been a nurse or other Massacre miss Raymond duelist I shall be who they lobby Hooda Tata the posix my Easter libera salva my name Navin represents also the raging waters of his bind earnest of contemplation of meditation than a person internalizes and comprehends appreciating the truth and the relevance to do less Hashem Linderman's greatness but I think the real translation greatness that is great doula God Allah Shambala my loss Integra means the relevance of God that it's it's it's it's it permeates you it's it's you it's who you really are doulas Hashem God wash some woman lusts and think it means you appreciate the infinity of it the truth of it the relevance the relevance of our Shem in your life when a person really gets this whether to who the law higher level of unity we heard at a lower level of unity which he's not doesn't get it discussed another my entire it says there's two types of perceptions of Hashem is unity so it's called you who do you love that smile is wrong and borrow a mouthful of others you could it does a lower level a lower perception of unity both represent unity both represent oneness but there's what's called a higher consciousness of unity a lower consciousness immunity which here is not the focus of this but when the person appreciates either one sham is an nemesis laughter but all of which naturally will produce an emotional inspiration the hafta when somebody sees the relevance of something and the oneness and the connection there's an excitement as a passion but Alva zu God'll amalias Nashik smell a shopkin alcohol my decibel ego and the real just debris per person who's sincere so this love can be very deep very great to the point of a thirst what the pasta continues behold my death with all your mind believe all without limit the law you Kalash get valid habits of my narváez ooh why there my in Brabham epsilon she has been in the sunday-school Oh sir must be who they love you gotta talk shouldn't think that I'll be able to quiet or still or quench this thirst of love through the water itself through the his venomous itself through the meditation through the awareness through the mindfulness through the contemplation through this venomous itself that you understand do not think that this love will be satisfied that you will quench the thirst through this type of awareness and contemplation and learning and meditation and really getting into it why not just sounds like a very revolutionary statement yes we spoke a man to reserve the seedless yes they see saying wanted to make us all the knot where it's gonna be at yes the ultimate Alva will not be satisfied through this type of is brightness even though what do you mean this is the bread and butter that's fueling the love this type of meditation and this type of a curse of this type of spiritual ecstasy and the answer is key in rocks lipitor silver locket this is a statement from say Fiat Syria when your heart is running go back to one what chart who'd after I the eighth circuit arrow mitzvah spiciest the person must come back so to speak to turn and mitzvos my see is learning Tyler and mitzvos in my son Gisele penis are noisy mama Schmidt South because then he'll be able to touch there are noises the essence not noisy he'll be able to touch through this even though with high it would be for Karen in spiritual experience is a meditation you get much more person is learning the tighter doing a mitzvah of the pile it seems to be sometimes doll that can even be boring and monotonous and it could be boring I'm an optimist so it would seem that whether you touch truth you touch truth in the spiritual contemplation that's a much more spiritual experience that feels much more godly so he says attacker feels more godly but this a ver that the soul is looking for will never be silenced with that only through the noisy my shame can be a DM is venomous Lavar when a person knows awareness and contemplation who wrapped hideous mitsuo so it's knowing his Macias it's knowing about the reality the like an assertion and I see mama Schmidt sorrow but it's not the noisy show come my penis visa Burma who say box will sink in Morocco which would be like grabbing and fetching and holding on to his essence you dear summit seus is a great thing but it's not fist submissive at samosa an example would be as there's an expression the map is not the territory the map is not the territory the map teaches you about the territory in fact you'll know about the territory through the map much more than by being in the territory but when I'm looking at Italy on the map I see a boot and I can analyze the boot and they set the boots and take a picture man and I'm an expert on Italy but I never touched Italy I never touched the soil were you sitting here right now in New York City you can't see what New York City looks like you don't have the bird's-eye view the detachment so the map is very tempting because the map gives you the picture but the map doesn't allow you access you're not touching the soil itself so he says his boy - all awareness of the divine is hideous summit see as it's like the map you get to know more and more and more which is great but where's the mohawks weird it's vista where do you hold on it's like the person waxes about love and about a relationship but they never actually hold on to it they never touch touch the pulse of the other person the actual connection the actual relationship the experience of the relationship itself beyond the appreciation of it the awareness of it and sometimes in the experience itself you don't have that glamour I don't see what New York looks like when I'm touching the soil but I'm in it I'm inside of it I can't see it because I'm inside of it when I'm outside of it I can see it so I know them at seus but I don't have it I have the map I don't have the territory the map is not the territory so some of us only live in the map some of us our whole lives we live in the map we have like pictures we look at ourselves we have pictures we take pictures what Italy looks like Lola no so we take pictures of our mind in our heart but I never never inside it I take a picture of it I look at it and it's my very safe place with a map you could travel the world that's free you have a globe in your dining room and you go here you go there you go there but you're not there you don't touch it so caballo he says with Hashem himself all the Hizb item knows all the idea and all that it's all you dear summit see is the fist said the most of us will say the grabbing arm that's a whole different thing i they have mitzvahs my seus there are marked P could the inner immersive are in the mouth and this desire says the 248 meters are there are marketing horn of the 248 limbs of the king what does he try to say this oi heart when I cop you one-eyed happened when I hug you I take your arms I take your feet they take your head I touched your heart I embrace you I'm touching you a harem to Malta the mitzvahs my season you describe that's the face of a Vonda mauka the Jew is learning thirties being typhus most about swastika Morocco his turf is done no limits on fire and that's not in the ruts lubricant that's in the shovel and whosoever at Smithsonian be male who say about suicide who say his essence but absolutely and his core his eczema sacks miss yes Sarah pain even deeper a feel who are saw the ship again ad even this is even in this one this is in this one even in the naiton she s saw us mo who see budget management limits you silver which think I made you have a sucker some more horse not only a sucker summit see is Mitzi is is Mitzi's of something is the existence of something most of something is the most comes to with Maheu the essence the core this has such a summit sees and I suckers from a hosts now something somewhat ceases you hear about something that's described to you so you understand the reality but you don't get its core then when you see it you see it it's a circus amaz in this world our awareness of the Divine is always with sees in their maiden it's a circus horse why because the zebra-skin the manageable admits your Silva solar oven there it's much deeper in : nonetheless even again made now Zen Emma on this deposits Miami robbed him having struck him in our I heard some a that even the Mayan Robin that come from the north that comes out of Aden to be masculine gun well you pull the campuses over the penis roof the average the average rifki has rifki represents the soul down here in this world encumbered by everything in this world which has an Abba which has a yearning to connect which has an a yearning to go out of its encasement and touch true reality though this book olive of her mind that ha now it will be quenched even with my rap of grenade in itself why commercial Cosa the puss success until and melee by shamayim Kalitta fox de Barras Nova de Mello says until them who do I have in heaven and with you I desire nothing on earth so literally the Pratt is like we said earlier in the minor who do I have in heaven with you I desire you nothing on earth I have you I'm good he touches here merely Bashar mine refers to grenade an alien the Impala capacity burns refers to get aden attracted even that over time alex says it's not satisfying he huggy lucia burger made in the revelation inc i need Nick receive the aura Nikki Roxx a variable var is called the de Marcos at Ziva shimmer which zoom is only array a glimmer bennicker that's why it's called the cobble Pross what we want to talk about a spiritual prize has I'll always have the expression like the pricking Abhi's and other places LT of northern our assumption Nesterov our Manaslu cobbled press what's brass the word in english prize comes from the word thrash I think it's a Greek word I'm not mistaking one of the other languages brass which means a prize press but we know that press really must encourage has a different meaning we use it on campus or and paste it what do we call it a proof sir there's this lemma and is the proof sir the processor is a broken piece of bread and the slammer is a whole piece of bread right so when you have to make a brother on bread in the middle of the week and you have a slave ma you have a whole piece of bread or a whole collar you have a broken the love is you make on the Schlemmer unless it's a completely different type of you don't want it but you make let it feed if you want both you make on the slammer not on the perusal press means a piece a fragment something broken off of something else is called a precise tickle-tickle bread is called the Prince of Peace that's broken off so the ballot on the attacks is that the applicable process in other than we say don't focus on a prize so when you look at it but it's a me is it doesn't explain why when you understand the deeper meaning of every word it doesn't only tell you a fact it also tells you why in other words whenever you understand the real interpretation of any word you'll see that every statement is coming also with an explanation so when it says don't focus lockable price it means don't focus on the prize but when you understand what trance means it also gives you the explanation the carbo press was replicable press loss and Prusa commercial customer Komaki but it's only a processor it's only a piece do you want the piece or do you want the truth Avel hahaha now the Lucy Watson will say this Alvis to the essence Rizzo Solano manaslu kebab brass it's because I don't want the price should I or manaslu Capo press in other words got made in a golden Google of Milan are all as if it's a price it's a piece it's a fragment of the divine the way it's experiencing amazing the way the Mayan comes into the NAR where does one touch the essence where does one touch the core we could the true a ver that Alva is not just I want a piece I want the light I want to feel good with you I want you I want you in your core I want you and your undefined essence I want our nightly the noisy minutes of Elena my a.m. that's gonna be in the vet tomorrow a car that's going to be in the trailer and in the midst of us even in the midst rescinded Africa in the midst was the way they come down into this world which all deals with the physical world side the trailer and side the mitzvahs Bozell Horace lawyers to for that shot Rivers cabs round this love he behave in Han our Yahshua Wahby said it comes to one of his other types we saying the Haggadah from your issuer your forefathers lived on the other side of the river that's why I've Roberts called I've robbed her every every is the Hebrew comes through with a ver every because of ROM tape everybody said he's the refugee what they used to call the greener you know they came from the other side of the Atlantic I've Rome was the green he didn't grow up in canal he grew up in Iraq may Abraham on the other side of the river on the other side of the Euphrates the other side of the Tigris River and he crossed the river and or the Jordan River and he came he came to where it says wrong behavior on are your suave says and they came left with how many acts of hellish I reckon that's how people shop but it also meet something else ship heinous Alvarado are now he my guards to my Filipinas Honora now so Muffy : RS maven I've know your short sale our forefathers are rooted beyond the river the river that comes out of Aden to irrigate the God is deceiver sinner it's the river that comes out of the well to give the array of God in the maiden but you have a safe him your father's are rooted beyond the river there's a love beyond there if the river is the way it's restricted in a spiritual experience which comes out in the north but we all know that the Mayan is invisible in the mind is much deeper than the not the a verb in a samba sister all the a ver is not just to the river and therefore it's not going to be satisfied by the river it's looking for the essence it's looking for the ultimate truth it's looking for the ultimate core it's not satisfied with a price I don't only want a piece of you the way it makes sense to me the way I appreciated it may I enjoy it I want I want the essence I want the core I want the full full truth and that's the question of life what is a person what does a person satisfied with which aspect is a person satisfied with if it's a person satisfied what if you have a choice question you have dance if you have a choice in life what choices you get the price and the price always makes you feel good because it's it's limited trickles down you can sit at the feet of somebody that always it always makes sense it always builds you up it feels good in your psyche because it's a price and approximate it's a little piece it's the ray of the Sun that comes in and makes you warm and hot and it brings you light emits beautiful or or you can get that which is the truth but the moment that you go there it's not going to be a process anymore it's the core essence and that means the person the eye of the person will be challenged at its core that will remind Amanda a bit till a completely different type of mental completely different type of sense of transcendence or self Elif occation which one does a person really want sometimes you say I just want the plas I want to find myself I want to find myself for the truth I don't want to lose myself in the truth I think that's the best way of saying it there's only one problem to find yourself in the truth you can't get too much truth if you want to find yourself in the truth because someday but how much truth is it gonna be it's gonna be the truth that allows me it has a special place for me to sit back seat to watch the truth if I want truth I have to be ready to lose myself in the truth and that's the big difference even in the highest spiritual places people want truth I want the experience of it in other words I'm looking for brass so cuz I'll say you look don't look for the price which is the perusal which is a fragment which is great it's unbelievable that's what Canadian represents but may a very I'm nor your father said your soul is rooted beyond the normal you'd see me a Damascus is a God that's why in hummus the drama of creation begins with the normal but a voice a them the story of Ramat ii Yaakov begins by a mariner it goes beyond that river beyond the river that comes out into the God and therefore my rapid that River can't quench this love the love will not be quenched through the flow of the river because the average deeper even than that River and all the rivers certainly all the rivers that come afterwards but even that River the mela shall bucket : are as we became father in a harness while you stir for so if even my rabbim which is the river will not silence and quench the thirst certainly no Horus the many rivers will not quench the thirst because they're rooted in behaviour hanayo of a second so therefore my Rabb my uvula haba I said Sava there's something that even granadan can do for the soul so mm el it says miele Bashar my some I am is not going to do this for me Eric's is not going to do that even an Italian and they made Natasha what will what will paradoxically coming back into the int in the involvement within the physical world where you have the trader and the mitzvos which were Hyder don't seem very holy in spirit you'll always but over here you have the noise limits are higher over there you have the essence of everything if you say to me arts meaning the work I have to do the excavator is what made it worthwhile [Music] [Laughter] okay we're hoping at the two darts close to the bottom of the page column two w test the one starts McCoy : ahah resume when the Horace why used to four so what we learnt the summation was that there is the river and there is the well there is Dena her and there's the spring which is beyond the river rifka manages to get into the well into the Maya and do its we from there the card of water her jug of water physically spiritually what it represents us that it's precisely when a person manages to confront so it's person and it's precisely through rifki that one can get into the well which represents every story and tired is not just a physical story but it's also symbolic story that it's precisely one verb and sometimes one struggle with the various animal Souls forces that exist was that within them which as a result of that a person has to deal with any type of feeling that arouses from the nefesh a Bahamas from the animals soul which includes all types of emotion and experiences that don't that cover up the Clipper that covers up the truth of how infinite how holy how sacred how beautifully how impeccable how divine how flawless the human soul is and when I confront when I deal when i sublimate my animals so like a rope I don't run away from it precisely that allows me to access my my on and not only my River my wellspring and not only my River sometimes people ask and good question I'm not sure the answer is as good as the question but it's not an answer as an answer it's just a perspective there are different types of answers their answers that give answers and explain why then there are answers that give perspective not why but what to do about it in life the ultimate questions probably don't have easy answers or sometimes no answers the greatest answer is not always why why am i dealing with this why did this happen when I was a child why did this happen in my youth why did this happen in my business why did this happen and my marriage why did this happen in my yeshiva why did this happen here or there or there those those questions are not really answerable at least not by here regular bus of Adar master as we say in governing of Yom Kippur after you daya rosio mom thus illumise sisi eko hi you know the secrets of the universe and the secrets the hidden layers of every single living creature emotional observer once said after your day arrazi all of you know the secrets of the world Russy Tara the secrets of Toyota that some other people also know some of the big tsadikim going them a cabal and come with a common also knew some of the rising tide of the secrets of the title that's Rossi Tyra but Rosie along secrets of the world how the world runs that's after year day only you know humans don't know this even men should obey know struggled with this question the Kumari says a process of Zion of Sabbath where our why bad things happen to good people at cetera from Athena my to the greatest of the great because the secrets of the world you know so the question is not always the question must be phrase not as why but more as what's what's my role now what is my opportunity now what is my calling what is my calling mountain and here we confront this question really a person often asks why as I peel the layers of the onion which is a form of clipper shell and I peel one layer there's another layer and then another layer and another layer and it becomes very very frustrating it often becomes very annoying there are people sitting here in this room who have struggling with certain dark challenges or demons for many many years and even though they have made a lot of progress which is extraordinary but you can't say you know when is it when can I relax on my hammock with a pina colada I moved to Florida moved to Palm Beach Florida or the Swiss Alps and sit an absolute serenity and tranquility look at the Baba Tanya can Aidan do a maintenance edevalla kazar but that's where the rivers are the Mya the wellspring through Wellsprings of ain't south of absolute truth and infinity that you can't find even intimated where does one find that this is a significant region and if it has the mother of the Jewish people this was the moment that created her shitness with Ian Scott which creates the ultimate strike which means that every person has the same ayah each and every person is the river those let's call them the conscious the conscious flow of water because no Haaretz as I said are visible that's what you see then there's the Wellsprings the deepest deepest Wellsprings of wisdom of inspiration of water of depth that are completely invisible they're inaccessible you have to dig and dig and dig through gravel and dirt and rubble and debris and earth and soil and sometimes rocks and pebbles and boulders maybe to get into that Maya and in every person's life as well the Maya the wellspring of a person the troop Nemea is the true mo hosts the true optimist the core of course that is rooted in the Mayan above and the wall street above can only happen through rifki rifki was a person everything that she had she had to confront yet to fight for her background was different her father was different her brother was different the entire family was different the Metro says refresh Anna baina hook'em like a rose plucked from the thorns a roses is bedecked and surrounded and encompassed by thorns and risk is cachet Shannan may not who's him it's a rose plucked by thorns so the person says why does the rose have to be amongst Florence why are there thorns why are there issues why is everybody carrying baggage and luggage but instead of and and sometimes baggage in so many different places and some people just sell them get over it but something that's not so easy to get over it somebody told me in a MIDI that there was a fellow came to the airport and he asked the person at the the clerk there at the desk he was checking his luggage he said he has three suitcases mine says fine he says but I want one suitcase to go to Los Angeles want to go to Miami I want to go to Tel Aviv you guys says I'm sorry this is against policies it's illegal we're not going to do this is just last time you did it without me asking so people sometimes have their luggage dispersed awesome and scattered in a lot of different places with a lot of different calculations with a lot of different experiences and one of the big messages here is that yes I have to confront that but that's my only channel it's my only portal to my ultimate maíam if I want to live a surface life I could live a surface life people survive on the surface but the depth the true you will never be able to emerge the true I will never be able to emerge and the more you're afraid of something the more it means that is a Mayan under it the more you're afraid of something the more you run away from something it's usually because there's a wellspring there so instead of running from it it's really summoning you the Mayan is calling it's becoming you come come come drink come drink from your own well Springs of water how can the Mayan be can you how does it have access to you sometimes the only way it can be canoe is through a negative emotion with a negative emotion is really an invitation so for example if I'm afraid to talk about something or to confront something or to deal with something it's it seems so imposing so difficult so challenging really it's the Mayan it's my wellspring it's my internal Fountainhead of water that is summoning me and saying come drink from me come explore me but I don't have yet a positive relationship with it so all it can do is it plant some type of root some type of feeling some type of emotion I'm afraid of this because there's an intense relationship here that's the most I can access at the moment so whenever you're feeling afraid or these two similar types of emotions don't run from it because that's the act that's accessing something that's teaching you something it's pointing you it's pointing you somewhere the ball summative once said that Hashem wants an intimate relationship with people constantly but they won't understand the language when he says hi I love you I want to be with you so we'll send them some type of love to something or some type of fear for something and that's a channel really to be able to realize that there is a search here you're searching for real love you're searching for a different type of fear a different type of or a different type of reverence so when we stand at the face of the mauryan we have no way to access it only certificate when we ourselves can confront our animal aren't animal consciousness with everything that comes with that animal consciousness that fills itself separated and all the feelings that come with separation the insecurities the loneliness the solitariness the the pain the frustrations the fear of engagement do whatever every person called had the finish or delay whatever their inefficient Bahamas develops into from a little cute puppy into often a very complicated animal that lives in its own orbit or its home zoo or its own jungle or in its own page and as we ended up and it's that confrontation of rifki that allows one to go into the wellspring the person says when is gonna eat and when am I gonna have paradise so that's what he says my name Robin will you hula hibiscus are that the greatest waters of granadan when Norma yolks ma Damascus of Saigon and all the other rivers are powerful they're amazing that's what the melaka have that's within a summer south but the Alva the hovervan is some Amelia Mahamaya mimic Alicia Fox the barrage is what I used to say Wilmers and the maiden alley and the homeless Lincoln Aiden attacked and the film Enders does this : I want you so even the greatest give William of the naharis are only Ziva Skinner it's all Manaslu kabul Pross it's a true sir it's a fragment it's one that that's very very powerful and enthralling and fulfilling but there's something deeper even in the process and that's the my in itself the core itself the mousse itself so my and Robin will never ever extinguish that type of love that type of quest even though that's a whole different puts a person in a completely different place on the Horace and the river is lustre for because behavior on our suave says them the addition of sama of a safe him comes from a place that's a ver an art that's beyond beyond the river now the pasta continues the next piece in the pasta is again there's the shot and there's how he's going to explain it up he mister ameta dishes call him bass said but I have a buddy who's one if a person will give all of his money to buy love he will be shamed people will look at it there's a shameful act for a person to think that you could buy love with money as I said you could buy connections you can't buy love you could buy contacts you could buy contact lists you can't buy relationships you can buy a clock you can't buy time you can buy a house but you can't buy a home and you Tanisha's come home they say by our boys if who's annoyed that's how people shop that there's a love that will not get extinguished and it's also priceless there's no money that you could pay for it here based on the shot in this moment I'll pee or not the on a deeper spiritual level you're also going to explain the second part a little different a lot different commuting is just going base about bicycles it what Peter's EMU Larson car said in nos and Kurdish and Hebrew em sometimes means when say yes I'm ashamed a measurement blush itself a girl pollution father even Commission Thomas could mean if which means it's a Suffolk maybe may not be improv oh my tava West you're gonna come or not come but sometimes in is a vada it's just when for example Peter Lamar Lamar so Tim William cast of tava Parsons were spot them it's not if you lend money to a poor person I'll Peter it is an obligation impressive tava is not if in other words if you decide it's a mitzvah to do it's an instruction that if a person has the capacity they should give a loan at the mill discuss it to somebody who needs it the next is in media how you're evil the posted comparisons right if you're evil will come the fact if you're evil is commenting the Jubilee is coming every fifty years you have a yoga let's not Mei over again it means when cash at when your evil will come listen these are the laws of the Jubilee year in crisis behind sane solution solutions about the Yadav we are in the oven but loss of income a male Russian car share Peters car share cast of talvez Ani Lucia like an ocean in cash of Tolliver sorry that if when you let money don't be an oyster meaning don't come and know Jim if you know he doesn't have don't come and make him uncomfortable with the with Danny didn't pay you but hey cash a yeah yo when your evil comes these are the welcome I came in heating is again according to the literal interpretation as if a person is going to give money for love they will send them a mutiny something and mean something else so so Peters cache air heating it is cause all says out for this borrow home a sham ish Mohammed he's a pretty wonderful say Ethan Bovada he will give it my son will give Homebase Sabre alpha behind abbasid ciutadella Slauson eating his future to us at la villita discolouring basing that in the future a sham welcomed by Yahoo give the sowing base a all of the wealth of his home all of his assets so to speak chub is Mama's there Amy but with Iggy Lou now it's still not revealed he musta Daffy calling the future is Hashem will give you tame a gum chains have become the option even though now one doesn't have access in the revealed with colouring basic : base it means all of his treasures the whole all of his assets all of his oysters all of his wealth colouring Basin another not a fragment of it not a brass all of it so even though now it's not revealed he masa de McCormick an imbecile homogeneous zoo nonetheless this reality of home bases mammoths not the exaggeration its mamas accessed later through tater of thousands fathered a nice the car the 20 force for him of Tomas which and of course the covered so our team includes the whole trader because the whole term is a commentary on the Tomas mission iose Gemara badly you saw me you shine in her own my scheme a free Nicholas if relevancy free mr. wall swaram of trader are essentially an elaboration and expansion of the card of the jug of risk America ballots for him their eyes on the camera saw him explains the so peer mentorship examine paisa what to do how to do it to make sure it's done how to implement it all the very the various intricacies and details gomorrah Shabbos Gomorrah area with everything tomorrow breakfast any concept entirely any reality time is all an extension of the card of the favela to under eyes so he says don't think this is only something of the future its membership man sighs Genestealer in total one has the essence one has the my young one has the full invisible infinity of the edge size and not only so nicely but all submits the spiciest the mitzvos of mice a meaning all over the 630 mistress that the titer enumerates Seamus all of them go into the words for how you had voted mailer these other words these words I share a noisy mid-south fire on no fee he doesn't say I mean he doesn't say how chamois doesn't sell the kid but no if he me Sean Nike a No Fee means I am Who I am in other words I have no definition its I in my of the eye without names NIM Sakarya Daisy you're going to access unlicensed what for email it is on nicely I know he meets of Elena my him as he said Eliezer says I stand which the damages are 19 her similar tasks are noisy Mid South Korea that stands away memoriam that is what drifter was accessing to my uncle in the Mayan and she was bringing it up to Eleazar and as a result of that she can come to it's not them it's a catastrophe start and create the foundation of the Jewish people Rizzo mid-south Colossians absolution that's also the interpretation of what South commits Africa literally means I command you the words mitzvah means commandant Mitzvah is my Russian civil established to command Savas Bonet is wrong I shall know him it's Africa is the words that I command you I instruction but the word Mitzvah mission Kurdish has a much deeper meaning comes the word saath saath saath sir means connection a link a bond it's sometimes hard for people to be commanded but everybody wants to be connected I don't know anybody who doesn't want to be connected so there's two ways of looking at amid so one is a mitzvah is a commandment which it's true it is a commandment but a mitzvah is also south silver Hebrew it's an opportunity for a connection a connection with whom a connection with your core with your score self a connection with the core of reality with a nightly with Hashem himself Russians absolute Hitler that's the no humid south so through the half now it's Martin and the Mitzvah one has done mid-south cut the connection with an IV in me he tenacious coloring beside the ears after his mother forgives you : by side the entire wealth colobus Mizell and that's why they made a broth Baruch Hashem la caída melech ha'olam a shank in his son of amid slice of which is the blessing perceiving every Mitzvah at all the first is borrows Adam you who are you speaking to you I know moo-hoo say about samosa his mother when you say you it means two things principle that you write here I can't say you if you're not here if you're if you're somewhere else I could say who not adopt or he but when I say act or act in the Russian McKay that means you right here when you're speaking in third person about somebody who's not present you don't say you and you speak about them but you speak about here you speaking about see so that's the first thing that actor represents but Abner means also all of you which part of you it's not your nose or your eyes or a certain personality after means you it's even deeper than your name your name was given to you at a British or given to you later and sometimes people could change their names etc not that means you like a nice CI but whose I it's all of you at them so Baraka turns I know ma who see much Moses body borrows Menemsha the word borrow him is Nyhus is homography sag effin which means when you graph the line is an expression break brief other maverick when you graph the tree you take a branch and you put it into earth and you want a new sapling to grow that's called breathe' which is I'm chuffing basically you're drawing it you're accessing it further borrow at top it's not just your blessed borrow from Allah and I'm Shaka your graph think about your collapse most you're accessing your being Momsen you're grafting it's like absolutely accessed through the Y now because you're about to do a mitzvah tell them I said the son of mr. lazerwitz Eduardo Atta and the movie box monster borrow Magnum sir it comes it's access and then you continue para haha and now Hashem la que no Malachi lo se says the ninja has access to finish aim fire in the name of your cave after which is the next word which jutsu cave of care miss lavish masses furnace this is the way the divine is manifested in the ten divine characteristics you'd the Hockman holy he ready assumes here knowledge as he always assumes in all of these basic concepts but generally speaking were not discussing right now there Spheeris but generally speaking you to cave off-key represents the flow of divine energy into the ten basic building blocks of creation you'd represent Fatima and hey represents bina and the VEVRAA presents to six meters and the last day represents Malthus and as a result of that that actor is now accessed within YouTube okay action typically is Mela hilum until it comes to become it it's access to be the king of the world meaning the beginner's mouth was mucker than BR in Malthus which becomes the source of all of the world's Bria it's Syria asiye woohoo and then we say I shake it is Sean of the mitzvot Asher is Russian Island Astra means that but Asher comes from the word you could have said you said kitty son of a Midsummer's you don't need the word Asha actually comes to the word ashtray could my but uh she teaches Rooney Bono's in parishes my age say uh sure is born and Leia speaks about the fortune the ice should the gliclazide it's a it's a person you say you bless a person with OSHA with an Aleph we're talking about which is a form of tremendous time of the pleasure though cleanest I know good side to Elliott she is grab a lawsuit loving before members could eat them at a basin its back to that laughter to the pleasure to the oyster the colliculus that that will be revealed in the future an actuality when a chef will give this whole this entire home base site for who nymphs are asked about who this this I said nymphs of action of mamas it's not created loss in love it it's revealed in the future when is it acts as exes now as the Gemara says in a driven key I you are so so will the mock Carla Koppell scar on the pasta Chi you are so service currently tomorrow session today is the time to do tomorrow you receive reward which means nothing happens then that didn't happen today action happens today then you only see it but the curtains are open the stage and you see what you created on the stage somebody is observing a play so they have they build the props my father once everyone's took me to a play and and they opened the curtains and I see these amazing props I was a little kid and I it was hard for me to understand how momentarily they built such a beautiful stage then I figured out that they probably did it for weeks but the curtains were closed so when the curtains open it's not then that they set up the stage the stage was set up perhaps days weeks months I don't know in advance the curtain simply gave me access to be able to see what has been created when we speak about the Guru La Cigale that's the opening of the curtains it's the given but the creation of it happens now there's nothing in the world of mushiya that is not in today's world it's just the eyes will see the perception will be clear a person will be able to see who they are what they achieved what they accomplished what life is but the higher aim is lost I see muscle accomplice Carter so when we say he 10 inches colouring basa that the Mayan will be news gala the ultimate scope the ultimate kind of the ultimate core I share that happens today from trailer mitzvahs the inion Peter's brother zu shut sorry Floyd Meyer and this brothel that the hisab included to say while they're at Muscle 'madam rim rates are the mohuru Lumiere Africa Malcolm hosted by Fela sort of ugly kabuki dialer Melissa former oil but they see ideally gone the Moroccan when you want to line up a far a place that it's very distant or very dark place you need a larger torch and add so that the light can expand further the calculation they are evacuated by CI Garcilaso voiceover darbuka Rizzo I brought in order to access the earth further down even to the physical person you have to add in the torch which is a block of Alec a number as our high of autumn evaru mayor brokers become yo him which each broker is that precedes them it's law whatever type of graha the Sam makes puts a person in this mindset and this awareness of what they're about to do he nails El brazo and this is what the Casal meant in pre-k office your fish tacos with children my September la maza Mikolka LM haba one hour an hour doesn't necessarily mean 60 minutes it means one while a novella a little short time could be a half an hour could be 20 minutes in oil um house in this world is nice so it's more beautiful than the entire life of island-hopping which this mission perturbed many of the commentators because it seems to run contrary to conventional wisdom in yahoo's and you discover generally we generally our understanding is that this world is merely as the mission itself says a pickie of us it's a prisoner condition to come islets Rachlin this world is a corridor to go into the palace so you don't take the corridor so seriously it's like the lines on the airport to get through security to be able to get on the plane to get to your destination imagine somebody says your Forshaw house waiting in the airport online let me call from the hole destination where you want to be for the rest of your life it's a ridiculous statement what do you mean you have to do it okay you do it some people do it they're grouchy and some people do it with a sense of humor with a missile strike they know how to use the time Jewish ways they come with a lot of food and then it's not an issue you need a couple of meals on the security line and you finished your orders and then you could you not you numb the the frustration on the pain of being in these places but who's going to say you're taking a road trip you have to get somewhere you're going to constantly have business to be moving somewhere something to say beam on the remote is the offer from the whole stay there you could say it's important it's the only way to get there I understand it you're going to get them the way to get tired of them how about soil um house you know muhabba you have to do what you have to do and then you show your your receipts you will show there is your show the receipts that you received in myeloma hase all the receipts that you got from the people that came and that's when the mayor you can have your ticket Tyler mapa so here's where you get the ticket but somebody is gonna say buying the lottery ticket is more significant than winning it and having it well either loyal mayor lemon forever not only that the same mission in pre-k others contradicts itself it says you're fresh Arthur Solaris was baila mambo McCullum house one moment one hour of pleasure of Kailua Hawaii big enough of the light of the Shmack another mob is better than all ka llamas persecute live 120 years and enjoyed themselves but nonetheless it doesn't come to the time look to the cosmic of chakras by Lamar McCall Hamas but suddenly here the Mishna says one hour of java my subtitle I can understand that our to McDermott is extremely significant because that's what gets you tell em harbor that's what many more far should say since this is the ticket so that's why it's so significant but if the whole purpose of it is to get you the it's not the offer by definition the whole thing you know they did the whole mile is that it's gonna get you there how can you say you offer the whole definition is it's a comment you could say it's important don't underestimate don't forfeit it because if you fulfill it cost of a solemn you lose the ticket you don't have a ticket but now according to this moment we can understand the whole deeper meaning in this mission and it doesn't contradict the fact that I lo mapa Salem Harbor COI I became a mother and the time nucleus give all they can we experience the account experience in alum Hauser cause there's no shells there necklace Gilley Ilocos know how you made masks as a cigar man isn't an emissive are similar that's M s and therefore the Kairos throughout the pleasure and I love how the superior taller LM Hauser but there's something in sugar in my centre vanilla Mahathir that is the offer that is greater and deeper Michael Chiarello hop answer from the whole India novella mob what is this so this is what he says he got made the new rock zebra skimmer he says this was like a lotta haters these are these are very heavy heavy ideas got made in as rock receiver skimmer that made them is only sufficient now we'd say only the not only Zimmer sim is this is pretty infinite you have to say that just clarified the doct is not absurd after only like we're saying you only gave him you only giving me this I want more the rock itself you could live with for many many millennia maybe infinite millennia but the vorticity version so generally that scoff is a cloud that the purpose of everything is LM hobble I spoke about the Shabbos also this year if you listen to seorim you're looking smart him that's not it's not because it's all not a mess it's a mess you'll see for example if you learn all this water mother I'm calm or other swaram of Musa others forum of the ashcoff of myself of different branches right away starts off Mesilla Sasaram or dare hashem or as others forum the focus is the purpose of life is to get out of here lists and to get out of here to get in tomorrow to get in tell her mama God doesn't give free lunch you have to work for it and that's also part of the time a part of the pleasure is that you own it it's not number the hisui it's not bread of shaming when you get everything for free it's shameful but the ultimate purpose in life is lisanna Kailash m2 Koreans pleasure and to have pleasure and the ultimate pleasure is not the pleasure of spare ribs or the pleasure of anything else in physical life even though that's pleasurable it's the pleasure of listening in Russia and that's what LM opera is and the whole of life is honor for that a preparation for that the great for the group do what the missing piece here the few but what Missy be serious that it's completely counterintuitive to what the person feels when we live in this world there's a very deep connection between us in this world so some will say yeah because you have grab a Bahama yo grab a real people they're here they're not here but that basically means that's very often much of religion is about a person repressing their connection with this world which very often means that there's something very deep in me very deep in me that either I have to deny or I have to repress if I'm to take it seriously the ballot Anya here goes one step deeper and what he's saying is Avada got Maidan is a place of Kurosawa and about the gun Maidan is a place of scar but when the Mishna says y'all four sharks with two of my September Lamarr there's something in Elam Hauser that doesn't exist even in tomato it's not the gun maiden is everything in this world there's a prisoner and you have to wait on line and make the best out of it and live and don't take it seriously at all and just get there which there's something that doesn't speak to the person in that even though there's a truth to it there's a Nemus to it cover parea Hawaii off there's a Nemus to it but there's also an MS in Elam Hauser and the Emerson alum has is so powerful that in a way it has a depth and a truth that even Alabama doesn't happen this explains I told the story shabbos de sam i said that the perceptive a couple ones came to the baal shem tov and they asked for a blessing for children and he said he couldn't give them and this happened for years and years and once they begged and pleaded for a promised average child and about some to finally acquiesced he gave them they had a baby but shortly after that rapid inaudible was the boss sometimes daughter she saw that her father was besieged dancing so she asked him what's the symphony so he told her the story and he said that after he did this he got a communication from heaven that he lost his Elam harbor this was direct portrayal of Rutzen hashem and he lost his own my baby was using this crisis to fight the system so to speak and he lost his allah mama so Reposado system what's what's like you should cry he says like this his whole life he wasn't sure he'd ever serving god maybe he's serving ourself to get a llama ba now finally he doesn't have the distractions now we can start enough to be busy why am i doing it am I getting am i doing in the small not much more for you not for you it's just the headaches are gone no I could just serve God without the distractions what's at the bottom tough so what's the one that one we serving God all the rappers nature Yuliya people speak the whole motivation of Terry damages little man but one element was Bill stuff but that's missing than a CUDA that's missing than a CUDA that's disease what I'm looking this for the relationship and that's also the Havanna and the story about the obnoxious anabolism Iranian he once came to a city there was no mixer and he asked why there's no maid normal for women isn't why they don't make her he said we can't afford it there was a poor city said nobody has money ups to be AB st. did somebody made it so there's one person with he's very stingy he will not give so much a noble got up and so on Shabbos and he said as follows whoever sponsors the building of the mikveh I'm giving him my part in Elam Alba the Jew was stingy but he wasn't stupid so he said he'll come he came forward and he said he will contribute the entire money for the mikvah which he did and the blosum janab Allah gave him over his element to the mikveh so I told once the story in bara partner I was gonna say tiny that told the story so somebody said rabbi Jacobsen I don't understand the story a minute it's a very nice story in a great man and everything the Mauryan I am there in the care of the fiery Naima doesn't make sense the whole reason we use a mikvah the whole reason we build McClure the whole reason we wanna make mr. Kenan tell them apple and for a mikvah you're getting rid of the other mob you don't need a bigger shirt now get your mouth so somebody sitting in this year said you missed the point by doing that he knew he's gonna get a bigger island horrible by doing that he was giving up my llama to get a bigger I love mob so he'd give up the little you know your mother asked him to give up your piece of cake but she gives her a week to you you're gonna get the bigger pieces this is just for your baby brother he should think that he's getting the piece of cake but you and I know I'm gonna take you to 7-eleven or to the bakery and we're gonna get you a bigger piece of cake but that misses he also missed the point he also missed the point cuz it's not the paradigm of you described was everything is rewards which is which is nice and it's true it's not false it's true but it's just one limited aspect of it I'm doing it because I want rewards now listen what a person has motivations to do good things and something to stop you from doing bad things whatever it's good especially keeping you away from trouble but whatever discovery here is that all of this is Emmis but there's one deeper dimension deeper dimension is the new kuda let's see so what does he say Canady the zippers him for the fame will you have a habit of Saveur but there's an avid that canadian cannot satisfy a Bahama kakuzu true man my Centurion is the penis woohoo savate SLUSA that's you otter Malloy is evil Avadh not only a rebel okay Nick your home base a that's what's called mine bases he explains if you Tanisha's call home base side the Arve for this a ver you have to get the entire aim basically from the gauge which he will give in the future but he given us access now and you see it all some relationships everything is a muscle for an imbecile there am bob says and those two labarraque's that the whole concept of marriage is a muscle for the relationship of our Semin that you the whole serum is a muscle for the relationship you see you have two types of relationships one type of relationship which is fine relationship it's not bad is I want to be with you for one reason I'm gonna get started it's rewarding to be with you it's rewarding why are you laughing ah okay sometime in the next world yeah pretty lousy marriage probably but I'm sure some people do it I get emails all the time of people who are struggling and they write naturally I'm afraid to reach out to try to get help for the struggle because I understand that the more I struggle and suffer the more the reward will be in the future well why should I give that up by trying to get rid of the suffering but what is it based what's that what's the concept based on the cognitive based on is it's all about reward and Punishment you'll suffer more here you'll get more reward there so sometimes you have a whole relationship that's based on this if I'm close to you I'm gonna get reward if I'm distant from you I'm going to get a punishment that's what's motivating the relationship now we all understand although that can produce foreign results and a person could behave and a woman could behave in a man could baby they can be civil to each other and so forth there's ups a fire missing there's a person inspiration missing absent enthusiasm missing there's something off imagine you go home and you tell your wife this relationship I'm not sure how much it means to me but somebody's doing the laundry and somebody's making supper and I'll um Harper's gonna be grounded but a real relationship means I want you I want you I want to be connected to you and if I don't have you for if not functionable a you'll give me a limb how by hair am i buy in if there's no Mick left well stop in the mikveh he has Absalom I be as if if without Nicola what do I need a rapper the Baal Shem Tov was happy because the Moss anthem says now I could be in a relationship without distractions now of course the MS is when we speak about this we speak in very polarized terms because the real in other words ultimately there is about it's about the synthesis and the integration between the two worlds but the Nakota is that this is the eating issues call holy basic bother this type of either of the neshamah will not be silenced through the maíam rabbim because it doesn't want only disease the sieve means I have a ray a glimmer I want the entire core I want you said there was a hostage it was a hostage of the of the fourth LaBarbera but never my rash and remember a sharp fifth above his name was a black of Martinez I best pull off the black of Marduk I best to love and he was the robbed of a city called Poltava in the Ukraine it's not far from ha ditch Poltava so city in the Ukraine it was a prominent city with a prominent community and he was there over there to be active Martha's had best but they call him the pol tavarov I sing his in very often the PAL tava dogs used 2000 with a beautiful Nusa davon with oh you know no no no did yo you boy you know that's the papaver dogs he was at the opening heat and this I say mice about him that he he slept on a bench he slept on up to refine himself he didn't want to be addicted to materialism so he slept on a bench for like 30 years I don't know if every night did this was thought might not but very often he slept on a bench and as a result of that as he got older he fell ill and before his death he said that he regrets it why he feels that as a result of that his health deteriorated and he became to sit faster he wasn't a young man but these and he said he said as I need this he says a multi Finland his best of the dry secure sloth enough of mine one time putting on tefillin is greater than sleeping on a bench for 30 years even though sleeping in a bed for 30 years besides I goof him and tinier sentences refining but there's a multiple - Vanessa VV zve lead rice - I secured a prank julissa so I see them repeated the story needs to say as I the pot cover of was right he was right but they dust to the head enough much luff enough my bag to be able to save this yet to sleep which is the concept of Omaha that's what zbrush Rena means that's where the two things are not contradictory something happened then this Gaga's result the premise of eylem harbor is the Maximus it could map is also reflection I love others how the XIV comes out like everything in life truth is everywhere the question is how much of it you accessed in that experience I'll um how about its own is thes if it's an oversimplification to say that for example that we say we're not longing for itself youngsters have the Commission resent for nothing exhibiting us so we're asking talked of as if or but asking for the zip that we get after them over here yeah not to go straight because that and that's self-defeating yeah so when a person says in this world I want a bean gum Aidan what dragon Aidan I just want to sit back and I want to be in a paradise world what do I have to deal with this and deal with that but the truth is that sometimes in gum Aidan bull you'll have a sieve and in that way the entire mitzvos you have the axial source the essence so may not be as dazzling and glorifying and gratifying in the sense that I I feel enthralled and uplifted and inspired we all know that this world has a lot of nitty and gritty days did I say that right you could check after she'll check the text and you'll see what I'm talking about you can't even get away for an hour how you are so so and there's always something to deal with and there's always something to confront the monitor sham is a felt in this place I mean everybody should only have paradise and comfort and tranquility but even the greatest paradise and comfort of tranquillity in this world comes with a lot of a lot of stuff a lot of stuff Isaiah saw Petra told her let him the person says when can I just sit back and sit in GaN Eden but the truth is that a person should never ever the spear underestimate the gavel the key value of the vada every moment of the day within the world within the physical world which is encompassed by Tara mitzvahs whatever at that moment demands because there one has a noise emits a fire the entire core the Atmos shall oil Manaslu Kabul press maybe you don't have the truss maybe you don't have the zip that's why you don't feel it if you would have only the zip you can't be you can't be you can't be immune to it if you if the light if you have this if you feel it immediately when you don't have the zip when you don't have a glimmer you have the essence I may not feel and the reason I may not feel is cuz it's bigger than my feeling it's much more powerful than my feeling but its truth I'm touching the truths you have to look at the value of what you're doing the value of what you're involved in that it's the embodiment of ultimate truth [Music] please remember tomorrow morning there's no sheer [Music] in what sort of Mercia [Music] this class is brought to you by the 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