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off the last thing we were talking about
was it's about chuva how how even
when a person
uh has done things that that are
connected to Shim's will connected to
Shim's rat that a person even the
suffering is part of
the is part of the the chuva process
meaning that Hashem is using that as a
kapar that the person suffered in order
for him to uh to make a complete chuva
and for that person it's easier as
opposed to a person who's not a
believer. One thing I do have to say, me
and Vin, we were talking in the car and
uh what was very important was that last
week we talked about two different
Rabbena's two different approaches or
his approach to when things are gashi
matters and when things are ruthless
that in one part when it's a gosh matter
says don't press the hour don't push
don't be over whatever but when it's
something ruthless says push you know
fight harder never get up ancient G the
whole everything when comes to the
spiritual matter. So one of the thing I
just want to make very very clear cuz we
were talking about it we have some
secret in the
car and is that we're talking about
mainly here is because even if it comes
to something that's and a person finds
himself overdoing it inad you understand
what I mean some type of physical one of
the things we brought up was finding a
ze or something like that which is
obviously
something commands us to get married I
don't know about women they're not so
commanded as much as we are but they
sort of have
So, but it says for you, you have to
take that's their right. A person has to
get married. So, that is something that
a person can storm the heavens for and
ask of Hashem and press and push and
whatever. But when it comes to doing the
physical that a person has to turn in
applications to shanim and all this
other thing, that is where a person
needs to
exercise. It's don't overdo it. Don't
overdo it in these type of things
because in in in in most cases of
anything in life that a person want to
achieve they usually if they if they're
smart they'll see that they had it is a
it is like a curse literally to do
actions and then to see that your
actions appear to be something and to
think that you were the one who actually
caused it. We should be asking Hashem to
see his hash and everything that we're
doing. That should be the way it is that
Hashem even if it comes to this way and
we all want told us you know nothing
goes exactly the way that a person wants
it to go all the time but we all want
things to happen in a certain way but we
should be thankful and we should also be
asking Hashem to be able to see when
we're when we're trying to accomplish
something because it is like a mamish
it's a it's it's the it's the one thing
that will hold up a person's amuna they
will not have the stronger mashem if
they doing things constantly constantly
and then they see that something
actually happened from them doing it
even though it wasn't them it was from
Hashem you know it's very hard to tell a
person like that that the doesn't mean
anything you know what I mean so they
get very caught up on it so listen so be
don't be when it comes to things that
are are gosh me things that are not of
um things that are that are of the of
this physical world you know you really
want that Ferrari
Don't Don't make it a big deal.
Don't make it a big deal. Don't Don't go
out. You know what I'm saying? First,
you should spend your time convincing.
You deserve it. Right. Right. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. You know, but when it comes
to storm the heavens, but watch the
watch the actual physical to get the
things because you could fall into the
category of it being something mundane
as well. So, the action itself. So next
what we're up to is the main thing is
faith. The main thing is a so person
wants person wants to leave. Person
wants to pick. Yeah. Also also yeah also
storm the heavens for that. Right.
Right. Of course storm the heavens for
that.
Yes. Definitely should storm the heavens
for that. all these that that that are
going to improve a person's relationship
with Hashem or improve their their you
can cry out that I mean there's a book
or khadash and had to clarify this
because people were getting a very big
same same issue like you mean I can
really like tell Hashim very like matter
of factly give me this I need this now
you know people are like you know what
can you do he said he had to clarify
said with the diva rn that already wants
to give you something of course you can
beg for it and you need to be very
strong about shim and it's not
considered stealing. It's not considered
stealing. You're like, but you know,
when it comes to everybody took it, you
know, and they start thinking like, you
know, now for sure I want this house
beat Duke. I need this car. I need this,
you know, these things are, you know,
that's not that's not something that we
uh not to say you can't be and Hashem
wouldn't give a person the things that
he want is a there's a nuance, but a
person has to understand and this is why
the the the
Heb is so important. Like that is the of
is is a person coming to and talking to
Hashem and figuring out who you are and
where emotions are coming from where
they're coming from. Why do I have a
desire for certain things? Why do I need
and insist that certain things some
things are the makeup of a person's nama
and makeup of who the person is and
something about something is very deeply
rooted in his shish nama and he needs a
certain thing. Some things are mammish
only because he saw it on YouTube. You
know what I'm saying? Like just or
wherever else he's consuming content.
So, but he doesn't know that unless he
spends time with himself to know exactly
where it's coming from, why is he
desiring something or or why is he
annoyed by a certain thing? Why are
certain things bothering him? So that's
why the deep work. So that not to forget
that that's the main nuda of of his
wilderness. This is not so much to push
our will on Hashem but to to to mato
ourself to Hashim's will which really
brings in other places. So he says the
main thing is
amuna I'm not going to mark your time
sheet Mr.
Goldman cuz I love you too much.
He says the main thing is amuna. The
main thing is faith. Every person must
search within himself and strengthen
himself in amuna. But there are there
are people who suffer the worst
illnesses and afflictions only because
of a lack of amuna, fallen faith brings
because Hashem will send you wondrous
plagues, a great faithful plagues and
great faithful sicknesses which he
brings from the divine. And he says the
plagues and the sicknesses here are
called
faithful. This is for the reason of is
because they come on account of a
person's lack of amuna. So Hashem says
that the plagues are faithful because of
a person's
pagam you know and and I and I would say
that maybe the idea here by Hashem is I
don't know maybe is that is
that you know if if you if you can't
believe in my good then at least believe
in the bad. You know what I'm saying?
Like what I mean is like it's two ways
of seeing things. Like I look at at
things today and um and I I got in
trouble saying this at one Shabbas table
because people thought I was actually
crazy. But one of the reasons why I came
to Yiddishite was because Jews suffered.
Jewish suffering brought me to to why?
Because Hashem is very very clear that
Jews will suffer if you don't keep the
Torah. The Torah became true once I
started learning Jewish history and I
started seeing what Yidden went through.
It made Hashem's words very real to me.
When I seen that Hashem says you're
going to be exiled from the land, you're
going to be small in numbers. You're
going to be hated by your host nations
and Hashem's going to make the land
become barren and there will be no like
all these things happen in Jewish
history. These are easily verifiable
things, you know, as opposed to where
other religions don't have the same
things. They just really don't have
things that, you know, these are major
things that Hashem said, you know,
inside the Torah that you can either
verify them or you can't verify them,
right? But you can verify these things,
right? There's certain things in the
Torah you can verify can't verify but if
you look at most other religions
especially if you look at just say the
other Abrahamic religions to singer
brings this point sometimes like you
know like when Hashem mets out a
punishment these are all physical
tangible things you'll never see any
time inside of the the anywhere in
Tanakh that Hashem says if you don't
keep the Torah then you go to hell you
know I tell people all the time your
rebime may said that in but didn't say
that inside. I'm just being honest with
you, right? You may heard this in but
you did hear from you didn't hear this
from the Hashem never uses this, right?
This is never like Hashem's card like if
you don't listen to me, you know way
after you're dead and when you're no
longer here, you're going to be punished
for it. Hashem is saying no things
you're going to be able to see right
here and in the present. Almost every
other
religion that I know of when they met
out of punishment they say God is going
to give you punish something that
happens to you in your afterlife. You're
going to go to hell, you go to geom
there something's bad going to happen to
your jendum whatever they call it other
place you understand what I'm saying is
that those are things of saying broth
which was mind-blowing but you can't
verify it. You have to die first to know
whether or not it's true. You understand
what I mean? And it's an interesting
scare tactic that that other people use.
But by Hashem, he does things that you
can see. And what happens either by when
there's suffering of Jewish people or
when there's miracles by the Jewish
people, it makes a
game. People wake up and they start
wanting to return to Hashem. There's
been numerous again that see this. Once
they see the suffering of the Jewish
people and they see that, wow, this is
tip for tat for what the Torah says. So
if the bad is good then it must be true
that the good is coming. Msiach must be
coming and must be a third base of
mdash. It's the same argument was having
with the tama, right? Well, how do you
see the fox coming out of the ruins? If
this person sees the ruins, he says,
"No, I I I see it differently." So, if
Hashem causes destruction, then for sure
the good's also going to come. So, maybe
it could be here that the plagues that
Hashem is sinning is that like, you
know, first off, see the suffering or
whatever. Remember I told you suffer for
for
you don't believe it. So, when you see
this paper, you go, "Oh, this is from
Hashem." You know because you didn't
believe the good was from Hashem because
the moon's fallen meaning that I no
longer have come to a place of goodness
of seeing Hashem's goodness anymore. So
Hashem sends something for you to see.
Maybe they suffering itself not seeing
the godliness in there. Is that there
that could be also too depend on the my
understanding it's impossible to know
whether it's a test for you to grow or
it's
um I use the word punishment but uh
something sending God sending you to get
you back on the right track. Right. So
Raba brings in uh I think it's in
Torah first how we how we can know when
it's a test or how we can know when it's
just to send a love type I think the
specific is I think he's when he's given
he's given to a
person the person that he loves when
Hashem loves a person he he he will
rebuke the person so brings over there
in the Torah that a person knows that
when they're facing
sorrows how he'll know if whether or not
it's a den from Hashem or whether or not
it's Hashem uh you know just a matter of
him drawing him closer. He says the the
way that a person knows is how to feel
comes to him. If he's suffering and to
feel it becomes very very hard for him
to make for him to cry out to Hashem
that's a den person needs to know it's
den Hashem wants you to straighten out
something in your life and there's
something where you're not align with
the when the tilas comes easy through a
person and he and he's and he's and he's
in but he he naturally just cries out to
Hem and it's and and it's flowing and
he's whatever says that it's just Hashem
just showing you that he loves you he's
sending you love he's bringing you
making you just making you stronger
So wowenu says that the way out is still
through this. So even if it's hard for
for a person, he has to go. We're going
to come to that next part actually too.
It's going to be very very in line with
what we're what we're going to touch on
next. Wow.
But that's really the question a person
should always gauge himself and seeing
how easy it is for him to pray in the
midst of a sorrow like when he's going
through something. And then and then
that's one way of us knowing whether or
not Hashem is telling us at the time
that we just we really need to be fixing
something or Hashem's just bringing us
close. Why do you get in trouble at the
Shabas table? Why did I get in trouble?
Okay. So I got in trouble at the Shabbat
table is because I cuz I said
specifically that it was the suffering
of Eden that brought me closer to a
ship. So people thought I was crazy for
saying that, right? And uh and uh it
didn't get taken so well. I was trying
to explain very much so like you know I
think the real question was on Gog and
Mog right so I'm pretty radical in the
sense of actually believe in Tanf so
what happens is that you didn't grow up
in the I didn't grow up in the yeshiva
system I didn't grow up in the yeshiva
system so do they not believe so no of
course they don't they don't learn it so
so so all the time so the approach in in
the in the yeshiva world is always
trying to figure out how to
make Na'vi and Kuim fit into what the
Gamarra says. And I go the opposite way
because I go by what came first, right?
So all the all the all the are quoting
Tanakh and the quoting all of the Naveim
and the Kubim, right? So for them that
was that was all they had. There was
nothing. They were the Gabbara. You
understand what I mean? They were the
Gumar. So there wasn't like they're not
having these discussions that we're
we're having right now of like, you
know, where do we go for this source? So
one one and I'm not concluding on it. I
have I have to actually run this by by
that I that I can
trust but but to make him a full he has
to be well versed in also to to be able
to ask him the question. So the first
time we hear
go specifically in the way that's
written the first first place is in the
30th chapter of Yezil. So when you see
Yzkel start to explain this war, there's
no dissension between Hashem and the
Jewish people at the time. In fact, it
it actually says that it's at a time of
peace. That the people have been
returned to the land from all the
different corners of the earth. Right?
It's a very big question according to a
few of the way that this is brought down
from a lot of different people and
commentators and different things.
So they're in a place of peace and and
and they're dwelling without walls,
whatever. And at this point, Gog, you'll
say in your heart, you'll become a
ballg. And you'll say in your heart, I
should go down and I'll go and take, you
know, and uh wreak havoc on a on a
people who's dwelling who just got back
from this long hard exile, right? And
they're now dwelling in the land. You
have a few different issues here. I get
into trouble with most people with this,
right? I'm getting so I'm about to get
myself in so much trouble right now, but
it's okay.
speak your truth. Here's a here's a
question. The question is this is that
is Gog a punishment?
See the other times when we we see
warnings coming from from all of the
other Naveen, from Yamyahu, from
Yeshahu, from you know I mean Yonas
mostly you know what we have of him
written was was talking to Nineveh. So
when the prophets were giving took to
the peoples because we're making
mistakes and we're going the wrong way.
That's not how Gog and Magog reads
inside of Tanakh. That's actually time
it would seem of peace between Hashim
and the Jewish people. And that's when
this tragic and and horrific wars
begins, right? So people say it's about
the other nations and whatever and
that's fine because the Gamar says that
there's there's there's a reason why
it's saying it. But the question
becomes then you know in in terms of the
suffering of the of the Jewish people
you have a few different questions here
in this one specifically because then
you ask you know is Msiah here is he not
here because all those who say that
Mashiach has to come in order to bring
us here but it says the people already
returning back from exile they're
already here is inside of this and so is
Msiach here and is if Msiah is here and
when he comes then he's going to give to
the nations and he's going to bring
peace. That's not a peaceful event.
Gogameog. So, did he bring us here? Are
we here already before? Because that's
what I'm saying. The Naveim are very,
very interesting when you look at it in
terms of a lot of the arguments right
now, the shot and everything else right
now because according to all the Naveim,
it would appear that the people are
already back in that there's already a
government in place. I'm just saying
from Tanakh itself, right? So if you're
not supposed to be here, then why are
all the Nim talking about the that the
people are already here? They've already
returned back from the L. You know, you
have issues, you know. So people don't
like what I have to say Shabas tables
all the time because it it goes against
the doctrine. But I'm only asking
questions as uh most commentators say,
but I'm asking serious questions. Um but
but the but the issue became that I said
that because Jews suffer that's what
made me want to become Jewish and I I
was looked at as if I was a you know
kamas member or something like that. I
am sorry that makes sense. Yeah that
makes sense. I'm just saying that I see
a n come come to so I I can believe also
that's all I was saying. Huh? Exactly.
That was exactly what Rabbi Kea was
saying, right? Which I didn't know Rabbi
Kea at the time, but uh that's what
brought me close to shim. So that's what
got me in trouble. And then the go stuff
also too spilled over because every like
oh so we have you know shin is to be
safe from go. It's like I don't know
going to like what it says that it
doesn't really seem like gog is a
punishment right and then you have
others who in the gumar to say that it's
it's not really a war against of Jews.
It's really a war of the nations
fighting. What are they fighting for?
They're after yaline. That's very clear.
So they're after yaline. So becomes this
battle of contention. A lot of big
issues that people don't really think
about people's side to give land to the
Arabs. It says in yo that the reason
that Hashem is judging the nations is
specifically on the account of the
Jewish people and the fact that they
divided up up there Israel. So I don't
even know if Trump's Gaza is a good
idea. You understand? cutting up the
land and giving it away after any type
of ownership. I know this sounds very
tony, but I'm just talking about only
from what Tanakh is actually saying and
then and I think from then looking at
the gamarra in light of what Tanak says
then we we we'd have our proper
understanding but never studying what
the Nim actually said and then saying
you know what you heard through heard
and you didn't even study the Gaban
yourself. That's that's that's the issue
we have today.
I so it gets me in trouble. Shabas I
have lots of comments. There's one
comment where Yaku Kameki
once said that when you learn Tanakh
really have to know the gammoras on the
Tanakh because one can become very
mistaken about what they think the Tanak
says. You have to look at it lighter
lighter light light
because really brings
to understand is wild. He calls it the
cold too. Yeah. Calls it the cold too.
So he says here that the
um he says the plagues and the
sicknesses
uh are faithful. He says
because because of the person's and so
Hashem sends the plagues to the person
and the reason why they have faith is
that's the sim that's telling the person
that there's a pagama there in itself.
So the remedy he said is is to dig down
until we find the waters that nurture
faith. So these waters are the waters of
counsel the spiritual pathways that
enable us to deepen our faith. And as it
is written he says he brings it from
Yeshahu says I will acknowledge your
name for you have done wonders sending
counselss from afar nurturing faith. So
true spiritual counsel nurtures faith
enabling it to grow. So what is the
counsel? The question is what is the
council? So we know
that understood counsel his his his
first rebu his kidneys was in the
kishkas. That's how he understood where
he was going. Right? So Bana bring not
allowed to judge your kidneys after the
Torah was revealed. But you know but
Abrau he had something inside that was
in his gut that was speaking to him and
and he was able to follow that knowing
that it was Hashem sending him. So
Rebainu would seem to be saying as
you'll see the next part of it. He says
that the true council of the springs
which he's going to bring because he
brings up there. I think we missed one
part. So he missed that he says for when
these wonders plagues when they come he
says there's no
medicine prayer or ancestral merit we
don't haveos there's no tila and there's
no truth there's no medicine that's
going to help the person so he says that
the true counsel that he's that he's
speaking about what's going to help it
hashem has to have some way to help he
says it it springs from the depth of the
heart I said when the crisis of of faith
is so great that even the wordless This
cries cannot help. One has to cry from
the heart alone. So the heart cried out
to Hashem in from uh in prayer. In
prayer. So in prayer, but we have a
problem because the sound is prayer
doesn't help, right? So what prayer are
we talking about here? You're going to
see. So he says the heart alone cries
without letting out a sound. So this is
the silent screen that Rebaino brings.
Now the way Rabeno brought this before
it's like if you don't have a way to be
in this Buddhist and you don't have a
way to be leviad to be alone from
everybody else even in the midst of
people you can let out a cry that's a
that's a scream without making a sound.
So that's called the silent scream. But
when he brings it over here and he's
talking about the when he's talking
about
it, he's saying the heart alone cries
without our letting out a sound without
their any cry or anything coming out. So
from the depths of the heart I cried out
to no
from the from the constraint and from
the depths of from this place I called
out
to no this is a different one. This is
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, exactly. There we go. Kuf. Yeah.
Kuflam. Okay. So he says that from the
depths of the heart first and he he c he
and from the depths of his heart he
comes the guidance and like deep waters
so the counsel in the heart of the men.
So deep down inside the person person
has to understand that they subrine that
a person was taught all of Torah inside
of the womb before it came into this
which has always been fascinating to me
because I know for myself and I'm sure
other people have have had this is I
think it's a personal thing that
specifically when I started reading for
fus or whatever felt very familiar to
me, right? It felt very familiar. It's
like a Ram call telling you. I'm not
giving you any not telling you something
new, but it felt very very familiar to
me. And uh and in Torah alto together
when I started I had a lot of
um when I had officially like moved into
the community, I started my gayas. I had
a lot of what you call they call deja vu
like feeling like you've been here
before and they're very strong ones. And
my wife has this also too, like a very
strong deja vu. Like you could predict
who's going to walk into the room
because you've you've had you've been
there before somehow someway, whatever.
It's like I don't know if it's a past
life. I don't know if it was just a a
dream a person have. There's nu going on
all the time in NAVO didn't leave. It
just went to crazy people. So and since
Rabeno already told us I tell people
this war all the time. Raasan already
told us in his lifetime he only seen one
normal person that was Rabeno. So that
means everybody else classifies as a
mug. So everybody has some level of nour
by them regardless or not. So we can
reach Madreas. We have no idea.
So by being by I don't know whether it
was asleep or something like that
everything felt very very familiar. So
even when I started learning when I was
learning to things felt familiar even
though I had no idea but the concepts
felt there was a there's a I don't know
something of EMS that you know is EMS
even though you never came across it
before. So this council whatever it is a
person and we don't trust them we don't
believe in ourselves enough to know that
these things are deep inside of us. each
person you know I always say when a
person you have a long period of um I
had to especially when I moved to Swell
and all the babulling like my whole
first year I didn't know what I was
doing I felt like an alien that landed
on a different planet you know and uh
there was so much bull before I was over
there when you're in in America
everything was clear I knew what I was
going to came here I didn't know what I
did first off I didn't expect to be
famous had just come out I didn't know
people were going to know who I was. I
mean, I just I wasn't prepared to be
stopped like that. I just when I was in
Seattle, nobody knew who I was. I was
nim I was like, you know, whatever. I
had a career before, but like in the
Jewish communities and you know how big,
right? So, this is a family. The song
had just come out. I I was barely sure I
wanted to continue rapping and all. So,
by the time I land here and they're
playing a shame in the in the airport
and there were reporters coming at night
to my house, like it was a whole big
thing. So I didn't even know how to
process that and then I started
traveling. So I was traveling going back
and forth to show like the first like I
didn't have any idea of what say there I
literally like landed people I was close
to started falling off a little bit from
Yiddish like the whole everything was
like what am I doing here right? So I
felt like I was like uh landing in a
completely different place. So I I
didn't I didn't feel like anything was
set for me. I didn't have steady
learning. Nothing was kavoo or whatever.
So what happens is when a person doesn't
have a kavas in limu and they don't have
a kavas in it and there's a certain
thing where a person loses his dots.
It's sort of like working out in the
gym. When a person's inside of the
gym you have uh normal muscle memory
when you step out of the gym you know
it's not as easy. You come back to the
weight you can't lift the same amount of
weight you used to lift or whatever. But
if you knew good form you could pick it
up after a while and everything will
start to return back to the person. So
what happens is a lot of times they ask
him you know you have something to say
at the at the Torah you learned a lot of
Torah in your life how come you can't
pull anything he doesn't have kavas in
learning so nothing's shuffling all the
learning in his head you know that
everything that he that he know but the
moment he has a kas and learning again
it shuffles everything he remembers
everything he learned from four or five
years ago a Torah come up in his head
because he's involved in learning right
so but when he's not he's got nothing to
say nothing have said he's got a
reservoir information inside of But
there's nothing to to pull it out
because he's not he's not exercising it.
He doesn't have the muscle memory for
it. So when a person is not in touch
with themselves, they don't know really
when they're receiving counsel from
Hashem and when they're not receiving
counsel from Hashem, when it's coming
from the click, but when it's not not in
touch with himself. He's not in touch
with with Hashem. He's not in not in
touch with his not working on his amuna.
He's not in that silky life. So he never
knows when he's going to get that
counsel. But he's saying from here deep
inside each and every person has this
already in it. He has to arouse it and
waken it up. And the way he does it is
when he shouts. It says when he shouts
and when he screams uh they when they no
longer helps is a different type of
shout. He says because the faith is
collapsed one must cry from the depths
of his heart without letting out a
sound. This is we're no longer audible
at this point that the shim whatever it
is I need to scream from such a place
where there's no more no more sound
coming. This is when his faith is
fallen. This is when his faith is fall.
This is how we
restore. And this is how true the
counsel this is how true counsel is
revealed. For like deep waters so is the
counsel in the heart of the men. So and
through the true guidance and the
counsel that are revealed into the world
with each person knowing in his own
heart what he must do. There is such a
thing faith is able to grow as it is
written counsel from afar nurturing so
that everything can be rectified for
true counsel is a
wonder and it says I will acknowledge
your name I don't know where he brought
this from though it says I will
acknowledge your name for you oh for you
have done for you have done wonders and
counsels from afar from the from the
same place he took it over here I think
in not from what is this from I think he
took it
And he says this makes it possible for a
person to heal the wondrous plagues that
are sent by Hashem. And prayer also
brings about wonders as it is written
awesome and praises prayer performing
wonders. And then uh that was in Shimot.
And he says the same is true of the
ancestral merit
aosavos in front of the fathers he
performed wonders. But the way to get
the deep counsel that he's saying is
that a person has to scream to such a
place that it comes from the depths. It
can't uh this is beyond when a person
has fallen faith. Now I don't
know how deep a person has fallen in
this point of their
faith
because regular crying out to Hashem
limo the Torah could bring a person back
from from anything brings it himself. We
must be talking about very very far away
from
your person must be on the brink of
kafira at this place. At this place they
deep cry from such a deep place and poor
of of
atheism. So another thing is this also
too is that
uh sometimes the shim will put us in
situations that it looks completely
impossible for a person to get out of or
it's it feels impossible to have a muna.
You know the person is suffering with
very serious anxiety and he's in you
know fight or flight mode and the
anxiety is very very deep inside the
person. It's very very hard to have a
muna in those type of situations
especially a person enters into a place
of a panic attack right have a panic
attack have a muna in in such a thing I
would tell you I never had this before
until I had corona after I have corona I
had this like I didn't know what anxiety
I heard people talk about it or whatever
the case was I was in the hospital for
like six days I came home I thought
everything would be normal I still never
until today I don't feel like myself but
whatever whatever ever happened over the
uh I don't know the time I was there in
the hospital I started to get like panic
attack from nowhere out of nothing I
never had a panic attack from what what
would I be afraid of there was nothing
to be afraid of so I started having it
and it wasn't until one day I remember I
was laying in my bed so every night I
would go to sleep I thought I was dying
I I thought I was not waking up the next
morning and it wouldn't stop in my head
it was like crazy like a sh like I don't
know it's so hard to like you don't know
what to do I remember one time I
screamed to shim like you know I never
before nobody I couldn't scream too loud
my wife in my you know was in her bed
over there so it wasn't wasn't going to
help and then mummish went away like it
was like like done like I just screamed
shim like deep no sound I couldn't let
out any sound because I would have woke
up everybody else in the house and
mamish it was like you didn't make a
noise and then make a noise and then
make a noise she mish and and I seen
this sometimes it's not mamish the
person is just like it's hard in
situations it's hard to have a muna
right like what says before Mashia comes
it's going to be hard to have a muna
we're in a place right now we have to be
screaming out to Hashem a lot because
it's very very hard now like to have
amuna in these generations because of
you know the plagues the plagues of of
technology the plagues of uh everything
else that's going on that that is it's
moving a person further and further away
from Hashem or believing in Hashem in
this generation
so we have to stay crying So the future
s so the destiny the destined fuh future
renewal of the world will come about
through
amuna. So this is bane is big on this
and and it it really is this lines up
also too with because there's a
there's that says that the nations of
the world are going to come and grab on
to them of the Jew the Jew if you will
and and going to say I want to go with
you for I heard is with you. So it's
another one of the haftars in Yahu that
brings also to that the nation's going
to say you know you know our fathers
have have lied to us they taught us to
to believe it's very interesting one of
the reasons why you know God blessed
them but I left Christianity was that
also too it's because and look inside
the the the future for the Nim all the
non-Jews are coming to the Jews in the
in so the complete opposite of what they
what they hold and believe you know
good people. But this is exactly what it
says in their own Bible. You know what
I'm saying? It says that the nonjuds are
going to come to the Jews in the end
saying you guys had a rights. We were
all wrong. Right? So it was very very
clear for me. But but this I I I I hold
and believe this is this amuna this
worldwide amuna that that Rebainu was
talking about. And we see it also too
because if you're looking anybody knows
in the evangelical world like there's so
many of those people you know they're
like implementing more they're moving
services from Sundays to Saturdays in a
lot of these places they're like manuras
in the middle of the thing blowing
chauffars and one tal them and like as
you know it started out as a thing to
like juice for they started out in that
way to like but you can't help that
since the revival of Claus and and now
there's a certain thing was like hold on
you know you know Aishi was Jewish you
know so like you know what would he have
did you know what I'm saying he wasn't
having Thanksgiving dinner so maybe he
so a lot of guys went in that way and
now you're starting to see this shift
towards you know to towards hari happen
even in in in non-Jewish circles so it's
it's actually fascinating to see so I
think this amuna is starting to spread
already but maybe I'm just being too
optimistic so when the world is renewed
in the future it will be governed do
wonders and providence alone in a way
that transcends nature. So we should
always be looking for a shimsa and we
should never be looking for some
physical reason. So it's very
interesting brings nature here because
rebainu says in many different places
there's no such thing as tab right but
it's only for the person that sees. So
there's madregas to this like a a person
that's a real brother that's going to
recognize Mashiach as opposed to people
that don't mashia comes they're not
going to they're not going to really be
able to be tapped in. It's a pure right
because the more and more time a person
spends with Hashem you start to
recognize other people who've been
spending time with Hashem. It's like
says you could tell who has these
brothers who don't have you could tell
says there's a certain there's a certain
or because of that. So when Mashia
comes, he says that people that mis him
like they're going to be able to see
everybody else going to have they're
going to be arguing about this. No, it
can't be him. This is why he can't.
Whatever the case is, he says for those
people is going to be clear, very very
clear. It says for the future renewal of
the world will come about through it
which in its very essence depends on the
power of Hashem's works. It brings him
uh he says you have to see the rash unto
him 111. So he says namely knowing that
Hashem created the world the world's
going to acknowledge it. Seems very very
hard to understand this now cuz all of
the crazy scientists in the world but
uh says it's going to happen and in the
future the holy one blessed be he will
renew the entire world through Eritis.
world will be what's used to to to renew
the whole entire world. But then it will
be revealed that Hashem created
everything. So the extens the essential
holiness of the land of Israel lies in
the fact that Hashem's providence is
there all the time. Like it says that
Hashem's eyes are constantly
upon right from the beginning until the
end of the year. Not to say that the
rest of the world doesn't have hashg but
it's less revealed like it's by us
there's giu in hashem's hashga and over
there they're drawing like says from
which is that vacated space so therefore
it's as if hashem is not moving but
hashem is very much so providing for
that area also says in time to come when
he renews the entire world through the
entire world will be governed through
the providence alone just
like so the rest of the world is going
to be revealed that Hashem is the one
causing things to move and nature he
says will be totally nullified or the
thought the the belief in it really
misus according to other places where B
wrote and the world will be governed
through prophets hashga and wonders
alone and not according to nature so we
will never we won't see nature anymore
we'll be able you know to to understand
maybe we'll see what's making the stream
of the river actually stream as opposed
to thinking it's this it's that you you
know it's on the heel or it's it's you
know we'll be able to see and because of
that Rabenu says a new song will then be
around perform wonders and this it says
the song of the future the song of
providence and wonders this will be the
song for then the world will be governed
through providence and wonders and
there's a song of nature also that the
heavens tell the glory of Hashem glory
of God that the firmament the raikia
relates to the words works of his hands.
So this which is a different song but it
ultimately here this there's this there
this very very deep in yanam right here
that I'm not qualified to talk about
I'll be very honest about that I have
heard on this but the truth is is
that the most simple way to say this is
that everything gives shira we
understand that we know the gl the grass
gives sher there's a there's a song
related to every movement that's going
on inside the world and everything
that's happening at that time is giving
forth giving forth a song. So Ben is
saying there's a different type of shar
for the way that the world is being
manic right now is being manic the world
and that's a different type of song but
the song that comes of the future is a
song where everything's going to be
mgallay to a person is going to be clear
hopefully the songs will also be male
because I would like to hear what they
sound like you know like to actually
hear the songs I understand the sheer of
what's going on but is that the shimmer
we're looking forward to new notes new
different things new colors everything
still rap you think huh it still be rap
of Of course, you can't wrap up rap. Rap
rappers rappers comes from the deepest
highest highest places of uh the
Bronx. No, I'm joking. I'm joking. Much
much much much higher than the
Bronx.
So, you know, I I had a an interesting
conversation. I I had I did something
recently with the uh with the chief
rabbi of
um of uh Europe. So he came and we had
the discussion about rap and and music
and he says that he he concluded which
which I agreed with is that rap is is mo
it's all in it's a it's a intellectual
it's from here because it's about the
words of
intellectualizing whatever it is a
person's emotions is and saying that out
in a way that a person's digesting it in
here. It's not straight to here. A
person sings from the heart and it gives
a correct hits in the heart. said
something different and music in itself
is also operating in the heart. So the
idea of rap and why it has stuck around
and it say is because if you pair it
with music with actual music it can hit
higher places because it's hitting two
places at one time as opposed to where
sometimes a person seeing something you
just be humming it. You're not even
really you're not connected to what it's
actually saying. How many times? Oh, I
just like the I just like the beat. You
know, a person rapping you
intellectually, you just you you were
able to spit out and regurgitate
something that somebody intellectually
fed you inside of your head. So, it's a
little bit different. It is I think it's
a different property than the way that
it works, but it can hit certain places.
And that's for this. And you know, half
of my audience out there say I don't rap
anymore.
So, I said I've been singing too much.
So, you guys are going to get me in
trouble. Is that why you do singing and
rapping or you I don't I don't make
most of the music I I that I've been
enjoying and that I hear before I create
is I just I don't hear rap. I just hear
something different. So that's never
what comes out. And uh and the songs
that I have in rap I just haven't felt
as connected to. So I don't know. They
say I'm losing myself. Maybe I'm not
becoming such a rapper anymore. So I
shouldn't be defending rap. But I I
still defend it. Still defend it. You
got one tati. It's kind of taking off a
little bit. Yeah. Elit. We rap's kind of
taking off in the Jewish world, guys.
You know, I'm happy somebody else is
getting the flack and not just me.
That's a good We spreading it out, you
know. Spreading out that spreading out
the makers. Yeah. Have you and Lester
made a song? Huh? Have you and Ari
Leser? No. No. Me and Aries haven't made
a song yet. Yet. That's it. Not yet. I
think we stand on the different aisles
politically. But
but
ju so he makes great stuff though. I I
know I know Ari his his brain is
amazing. Yeah. Two years. His brain is
amazing. You know this kid Ari Lesa? You
know him kid. He's probably my age. I'm
also a kid. Yeah. To the heart. So he
says,
uh, let's finish because I want to I
want to I want to get out of the main
thing of Amuna and get to the get to the
other places because I think we're going
to have more and more fun as it goes.
But if we could come back already and be
in a different section, that'd be
great. So Hashim is going to give us a
different song. The new song's going to
be around and Hashim is going to sing a
new song for he has performed wonders.
And he said that by the old song that
was a song of tea that the heavens tell
the glory of tell the glory of Hashem
and the firmament relates his works of
hands. I mean it's very interesting here
also too because when you think about
the raia you think about the firmament
you think about cover and shmay he says
bring over here to heavens you know we
we were driving here in Ben always said
to me I love the clouds
in something about if a person looks at
the clouds you could have a certain you
know his service for hashim because the
if the sun hits off of it at the right
place and you know and it's like cast a
beam of light coming down I don't know
if anybody else says that maybe because
I'm a film guy also too. I'm always
looking for like you know crazy shots
you know how Hashem is like but for me I
know when I'm out especially and I'm out
in an open place both of this does
something different to the heart but
that's all tea like it's we understand
that his nature it's not like Shim is
doing it you know because I'm a
hashakadic person I see Shim did this
for me right now because he know was
going to give me a service but for for
the average person it's a nice day
outside you know it's a nice day you you
know the clouds suns they're doing their
thing right but in the future we're just
going to see all hashemaka and we're
going to see that completely different
we're going to
know what's behind this so these are the
songs and the praise we offer to hashem
over the present order whereby he
governs the world through nature and
then in the future however a new song of
hashem's providence and wonders will be
aroused and for the world will then be
governed through providence alone and
the new song of the future is the single
double, triple and quadruple song of
kindness of
Hashem's which the world the future
world of renewal uh the future renewal
of the world will come about and it is
written and the world should be built
with Hashem's kindness. So Hashim is
going to send us a single, triple,
double, and quadruple song of his. I
don't know what that's going to sound
like, but I'm I'm up for it. You know,
they talk about I think it's
inclin I heard where did I hear this
from? Did I read
this? No, I heard this. I heard this one
time from uh I think it was
Nussing talked about the um I just have
a a tough time where he says this the
shish was it was you know shame on me I
didn't read it he he brought that they
um very well known actually that the
shamay leads the dabing on Friday nights
as a malik that has a thousand heads and
each one of the thousand heads have a
thousand tongues and from the thousand
tongues come thousand different melodies
or something like that, you know, you
can imagine the the sound of such a
from, you know, Lisa Ding. I even know
what that means, right? We can't imagine
what that looks like or whatever the
case is. Hashim's got beautiful things
in store for us on the, you know, the on
the final dance with the
future to hear that song. Amen. So, all
right. So, we'll pick up next from
Simplicity being
simple. Thank you. Sure.