Fear that Leads to Trust

[Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] [Music] okay okay what's that it's much better so um there are many many uh many many different topics and discussions that should be had at a time like this in a place like this but definitely at a time like this where we see that the shim is shaking up the world the shaking up the world in a very very radical way and uh ultimately we find ourselves in the midst of of probably the greatest battle that we we've ever faced is humanity is sheker is very very loud and it's very very hard for us to to be able to see what the emiss is what is hashem's Ms what is Hashem trying to say to me and unfortunately when it gets extremely extremely loud it makes it so difficult to hear to hear Hashem that to some degree we're all sort of moving in the dark in the dark and the shimmers it has expectations that seem completely unreal so I was looking for you know what should I find in later I I think I was in the wrong partial that Hashem says when a person goes out when when he's sitting I mean so out to war he says that as you go out and if you see that they they have horses they have chariots they're bigger than you Hashem says that you're not allowed to be without Iran you're not allowed to be afraid and you should know that I Hashem I'm gonna go in front of you I'm gonna go before you and I'm going to fight for you I have myself I am going to save you now what's very very interesting about this puzzle even though I'm not quoting it baby because I couldn't find it I just lost my train of thought of where it was that we all understand that sometimes we're in a war we're in a war between ourselves we're fighting against ourselves we could be fighting against other people but my mom is in a war and and and and what determines whether or not a person is Victorious as whether or not not the fact that they're fighting but that they remember that they're actually in a war because that's what's stopping us sometimes we forget we're Mama's in the war so Hashem says over there a person is not allowed to be afraid sounds like a crazy commandment Hashem is giving us a commitment you're not allowed to be afraid right Hashem says Hashem says in the Shema that you have to love me and you shall love Russian right how can you give me a commandment to love you either I love you I don't love you either Hashem I'm going to I'm going to trust in you I'm not going to trust in you so how how can I change whether or not I trust you and Hashem is saying even bigger than that he's saying that I'm going to go and fight this war for you and I Hashem myself am going to save you one of the biggest problems that we have that that stops us from being able to fight the war that we have today is the lack of Europe 's Hashem the lack of the discussion of years of shin we're very very busy as we should be as we're sitting here in the HQ Edition I think it was the the PS Esther who said himself that after the Muhammad Hashem the way that Hashem was mining the world went from one of more of uh of Europe moved in this direction but we're not allowed to forget that we have to have year years to share we're talking about years of shins one of the things that are in our hands to have the gamar says that in the common cold Christian's not busy with it's the year sashim years to shin what place do I have for this in this world right now well it's Mama it's it's hard and it's impossible I fear a lot of things but Hashem is very very hard to feel I can't have that type of relationship with the shim what's very interesting is over the last I don't know that's it 15 20 years but it's been very intense we talked about um's uh Fame has only grown more and more and more and more over the years even since I came to best of myself I already went to Uma now my my 10th year and and and the most famous tourists from Reverend they're all about the Haba Hava which is appropriate it's the Huston the whole essence of his stored between that and and and averages to shame but we also monogamous says that the three acquisite to a voters Hashem at the very beginning a person has to have a certain type of year but what type of year are we talking about so I wanna I wanna give you guys all an example that you'll that you all understand how many in the room play basketball play basketball before a few pickup games yeah anybody in here nice on the court uh you guys just out there wasting people's time and we won um I disagree well we had more pools no we didn't win we just had four points you know you remember that so so so the reasons have I asked you this is because it's very very interesting usually in most cases ever since I've been running pickup games since I was a kid I haven't played in years but there's always usually one guy who shows up to the court when you're ready to play pickup game that everybody wants him on their team and they don't want to play against him [Music] I always always the guy who also thinks the same but it's not him right but there's always there's always who who would agree but usually there's that one guy nobody wants to play against him we want him on our team the whole goal is whatever if I I want to be capped so I can make sure that he's on my squad right because he he himself equals like three or four people all right so what is the shim saying to us it's a Nim show here Hashem is saying Hashim is saying why is it that you need to have hero because you won't trust me if you don't know my Godless you don't know how big I am and you don't know you don't know if my greatness is a shame and you don't fear this right then who's gonna want me on the team that when it's time for you to go out to battle and you have to go and face the challenges of this world you have to go face to build boom you have to go face to Checker you're going to have to face all the different things that you have to face right how are you going to trust in me if you don't believe that I'm greater than the very battle that you have to fight so then here comes the years Hashem and I I spent unfortunately a lot of my time and my in my uh in my past life at a lot of funerals okay maybe just because I don't know as many years and I haven't been to a lot of Jewish funerals but I've been to a lot of Croatia funerals and I would imagine that they say it also at Jewish funerals but one of the the the the main things you'll always hear about it even if the person was mama Shay a Russian government right you're always here to know him you're always there to no one wants to love them and no one wants to love him right and some people it's actually true but the unfortunate part is that they say it almost about anybody right the embassies what is Hashem saying to us when he commands that we love him Hashem commands that we trust him he's saying that if you know me you'd love me if you know me you'll trust me if you know me it'd be no question of having your session because my Godless will be before you and that which that that year or that respect that reverence that Hashem is due in order that we should know that we know who's going to go War who's going to go battle for us that we know Hashem in that type of way so Shem says that one of the reasons why amnestro suffered as a nation he says inside the navi is because they don't know me the ox knows his master he knows the the the the horse knows everybody knows except for omnisone doesn't know doesn't know their master this idea this knowing of Hashem is one of the intimate connection that Hashem wants that every single Jew the Jewish neshama craves for this the reason why we have so much he's like spelling this out so sweet and to say for that is is Spanish it's amazing that the the whole reason this is the essence of the tortoise of the ball shim too is that the whole reason that Hashem creators created us as beings that run after tunnel we run after Pleasures right that's because that play huh levatory Duke we run after these Pleasures right it's because right our nishamas made that way as we are made in a certain way that we want to receive tanu we want to have some type of Hana the only thing is and what we're created for the roundhouse is actually an introduction that this whole this whole talk was in the first chapter of the of the missile you charm or topless of why we're here says this is the corridor but otaku says to get to this place of this ultimate time they're going to Vegas and pleasure this for now we're supposed to be receiving from Hashem from Hashem and Hashem wants to give to us and we crave for it so this is why we run after everything else and this is the biggest battle like the balatonya says that a person as mama has two kingdoms inside of him fighting you are the battlefield you are the battlefield right and both sides you have the you have the you have the you have the the the the kingdom of light in the kingdom of darkness you have the nethership and you have the the nephew and these two things want to win and neither one of them want to relinquish any power to the other side this is the war that we're fighting Non-Stop and sometimes it happens inside sometimes it happens outside but ultimately a person needs to know that if a person gives it over to Hashem if you give up if you really relinquish all of your own efforts and your own powers and give them over to Hashem by getting to know Hashem learning hashem's toe spending time with Hashem I'm going to tell you about an ancient Jewish practice it's called I'm not telling you this because I'm a breast lover this was long before baby nachman you can look at it it's the in fact it's more Jewish and more ancient than Russian toastfuls to talk to Hashem and to scream out to him open up to you don't believe me open up homish open up to open up to nav all the way until we get to the to the answer connection when you're looking at Ezra Ezra's fasting three days before he left on his journey before he comes back to build he fast he's walking around outside pacing talking to her it's just this is the most Jewish thing you can possibly do and this is the fastest way for a person to get to know Hashem to know who Hashem is and to have care of us Hashem to be close to her ship and ultimately a person will be protected and he'll be able to go out and battle this war and Hashem will be the one doing the fighting for him we shall be zofia to have give us Hashem to speak to Hashem to get to know Hashem Hashem says not enough to know about me I'm sitting down I'm being honest with you I love to I came I left everything because I seen I seen the light of the Torah I left my whole entire life behind I say this I'm giving up everything because I see in the light of the Torah but the Torah is not important if you don't know whose toy you're learning right you set up and you open up a book and you see the light of the book it's coming from somewhere else it's not important it's not important as important to be learning right it's learning knowing who you're learning from not saying that learning is not important learning is the ultimate importance but understand what I'm saying it's not learning it's whose story am I learning get to know Hashem get to know Hashem don't be thrown off even if I'm learning something I'm caught up in in a sugil it's a very very good practice if I'm caught up in something and I'm talking about uh I don't know I'm Bobby McPhee and lots of objects so I I'm and there's no mention of Hashem anywhere around there don't forget whose Torah you're learning you're learning hashem's Torah you're learning Hashem story we shouldn't forget Hashem to know I shouldn't be close to him because we'll be able to ultimately be Victorious and win the milk company such a Clear Vision For Me Clear Vision thank you very much once the Clear Vision comes from my I spent a lot of time talking to Hashem you don't understand Hashem this is such a shortcut to to to to not only knowing that shims got list but but to Clarity because uh case in point you know today I was I was out I was talking to Hashem today just now I was in the forces and the back roads over here this is where where I don't know if you guys are ever um over by where uh David slayed Goliath is right here right right over here yeah I think yes over there so I said a ship I have a lot of things to to slay that's why I'm talking about well I had no idea what I was gonna talk about 10 minutes ago when I came here but it's all about the war I went out there to go do battle my battle was with my sword the sword is my mouth so I went to go talk that over there and then dealing with a certain certain certain sugiya right now in life that need a lot of clarity from but I screamed the Hashem until he gave me Clarity and I left out it feels never feeling more clear in my life it's a shortcut I can go I can I can take it the long route to talk to 37 people in a psychiatrist is shrinking to everybody else I could just go directly to the boss who's already running everything so spending time with the shim is the ultimate way to get the chlority your Torah learning is something different and the amount of hours that I've spent and this is even like I said this is how it came to you this guy by the way I was crying out that sham I only had to knock I was always reading I didn't know anything about torch about pay or nothing I was reading so I started fasting started praying every day I was praying for hours and hours and hours and it was until like when I came into yudescribe that nobody else was as excited I thought I was crazy right and so I found the Brussels form and then I said oh I'm not crazy you know and vocal shim that's that's also that's the way to get clarity is to go talk that shin and then from that your eyes are gonna open different when you sit there before this reforms something different completely different Pizza Chloe yep yeah so according to this specific person no no according to this actual plastic that that I'm