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seven eight four five seven seventy seven forty seven forty seven I want to thank all those who have been asking questions it makes it a little more meaningful and exciting to be able to communicate not just as a monologue but also as a dialogue so make yourselves comfortable we're going to begin momentarily thank you for joining us and welcome everybody and good morning to one and all Lytton sharpest and a good hydration of relish and Shabbos and the flavors and high dish in the meantime you can open up your source sheets your source sheet on top of the video and a PDF below the video if you press the source sheet on top of the video the screen should split into half will be the screen and half you will see yours truly if you go below the video there's a PDF that you could download okay so we will we will begin literally momentarily I'm waiting for something on YouTube to to be repaired which is being worked on right now yesterday we had a challenger and a prom yesterday we had a amazing children's program in the afternoon many many children joined us they asked fabulous fabulous questions they texted in their questions and we had a very meaningful time I thought it was very meaningful hearing their questions is very humbling and fascinating and that a few riddles shared a few stories we're into the ark you and your wife and your sons and your and your sons wife's your daughters-in-law Noah and his three sons and their wives which basically was together eight people my Athena's wife and three sons Shane come in the office and their wives so his sons and daughters-in-law was six and him and his wife na f & Annamma were eight people this is violet Ava go into the TAVR so the leftoverture Margot said that the word TAVR means an art box about but the word TAVR also means a word more sometimes at Ava like Russia Tavis Wright is the beginning of words so by alott Ava means go into the word and the letter which are Margot said as follows that when there there is a flood outdoors whenever there's a raging flood you must enter with your family into the TAVR into dialogue you have to enter with your family into dialogue into tave into a conversation when there's no flood you can rely on them on the ambience to affect them positively you can rely on us Moses you can rely on tradition you could just rely that things will be passed on smoothly from generation to generation he says when there's a raging flood out there don't you must have conversations it's critical to talk to converse to communicate and also to listen so Biola TAVR go into the world of words talk to them listen to them which is why we initiated this program with the children because I thought it's so important to be able to talk to them and more importantly talking to them is important but more importantly to listen to them hundreds of children asked for shoutouts so you could say it's children like it you know you say Yankee ten years old from Lakewood sorry eight years old from Borough Park I am six years old from Manchester yeah but it's also very people people want to be noticed children want to be noticed they want to be heard and we had literally hundreds and hundreds of questions so that was that was yesterday and it was very nice blazer a shambles of this great spiritual master and teacher and giant who's Mimer we're now learning we've learnt some of his past teachings in the past via diet too last year we heard via data Moskva this myma is from the year towfish i in bays 1912 or in the Hebrew calendar would be 56 72 which means eight years before his passing and he passed away in the city of rostov-on-don on the Don River and actually I was supposed to be I was supposed to be here today and may there for Shabbos I sent that an email we got quite a few responses but obviously divine providence had different plans not only for me but for another seven point seven billion people living on this planet so we're here on our sham kyani of death though there is a diary of somebody who was present at his passing his name was my shadows by risking my shadow be Rifkin came ultimately to America and he was one of the Russia's shiva's of terror vadas those who learned entire Vedas and 1950s or 60s or 70s remember a by Rifkin he's author of a savior called char HCI he was one of the mas mission the rabbi's would have Smithee entire Vedas and he was at the patear of the rebel our shop and fascinatingly and quite unusually he wrote a whole safer of what he saw the safest called ask after the rubber Mushka after the Rebbe is an expression form ascetic service called a shafted Arabic service could kill Moloch of darlin about the historic cause the passing of Robin our Khadija Buda no say-so rabbi Rifkin rip moyes shadows Barry fkin ribeiro Rifkin they called them he passed away 1977 I think of 76 he wrote a whole book called ask after the Rebbe a diary which he held from the last few weeks of the Deborah sobs life from his poem of a blank in 1920 and rest of the Mimer of Purim and then the last few weeks to only two weeks till business including the last minutes the last hours it's an incredible incredible read because it's really that you get such a personal and intimate account of the last few hours and days of a person of such stature you know how somebody returns their soul I remember when I read it the first time it was beyond emotional there's one line I want to share with you rabbi Rifkin writes does he was present that moments before the Deborah Shah passed away he was in bed it was massage Shabbos it was close to 4 o'clock in the morning and he said he said these words he looked at the people and he said these words if Jay in Himmel and it's of him was a life I'm going to heaven and the writings that saw him the writings meaning the writings of a siddhis siddhis Chabad of himself and his predecessors back to the ballot Anya I'm leaving to you laws of life I'm leaving to you those are one of the last things he said he said that a few minutes before his passing he heard him speak about two levels of bittle and hood the law you heard the Tatar but I once heard myself in the Lubavitcher ever who asked a very simple question and he said my commercial on anyone who goes to heaven they leave their writings here he said FK in him Oh index of enlasa - obviously what we accomplished share what we write anything we write stays behind the leper said that whatever our shop was trying to say was something much deeper he was he said I'm going to heaven but I'm leaving you something which will allow you to have me forever so it's not just I'm leaving you cassava it's gay and him alone the cassava Mazel Tov and through that we shall remain thank you we shall remain eternally connected because a real Sadiq a real rubber puts his soul into his tailor so when you're learning you're not just learning words or ideas there's also a deep intimate communication with a neshama with a soul of a true leper who's completely one with the source of everything with a source of infinity so when we learned these saw him and we talked about them and we have a shear in them and we learned them every morning whether it's delivered our shop or the other my martim that we learn on a constant basis it's not just words and ideas if gain him will of the sovereign laws of high and through the course of him there's a very deep and dynamic and living connection it's not just anecdotal and cute the numerous but it's authentic because the Gemara says the metric says thats a tick in my diamond leboy them they're like their Creator they're similar to their creator and the Gemara says a master cough-cough Dalit that the word are nicely on my flesh Emma Latifah is an acronym on our nav she service your Havas uh Knightley I know now cheeks obviously Havas I have given and written my soul into Taylor my soul my essence is transcribed it's engraved in faith that's why it's the opening words of the ten commandments so just like it's caballos all by Hashem about Todd are not an affix obviously Havas it's not just a book of laws or stories or history or mitzvahs or pill pool or lung this that's true but it's much more than that it's the divine itself like we learnt in the pure mind map then all of Toyotas are marshal for an intial and initial is custom a law but Holcomb a law is a marshal for a scythe if you remember that very profound ideas so the same is true in the writings of Sadiq Arab and so forth so let's look inside now and we started to explore yesterday a very very profound idea of the rabbit or having shop called Nirvana when you have a chance you can go to the comments and yesterday's year some people wrote very interesting comments I'm sure today it'll also be very interesting comments you can text your questions to eight four five seven seven seven forty seven forty seven let's look inside I want to repeat a few words what we learned yesterday and go a few lines further and try to explain a little bit pinku Phi in Aleph the line starts show who it's around ten lines from the top in one sentence what did we learn it's not gonna be a long introduction I want to say I promise but I'll say Bleen that there we focused on nefesh we focused on Rua and then we focused on their summer nefesh is ever Canaan II that's the evident if Allah he wants of caters but he's still an effort he shows up the bottom line is he shows up to work the reason he shows up to work is because there's an agreement there's a conviction there's a value there's no inspiration there's no enthusiasm there's no feelings I have the Beth Gary initially I'm not interested which is why they could be failure and failure and failure again because there's so many voices in me that are not interested I'm not engaged but I'm still show up and it explains this conviction there's an inner value there's a superconscious called machism of hayashida that guide a person and in evident itself the spectrum is huge from a very base level to a very lofty level remenham leo says my toffee my tire d'ottavio verde he's not like a regular vodka Nene's Akasha Devitt he's something special in the jus itself you have an avid Kenai need from one extreme to another extreme you have ever every ever DeVries rua every debris is he's an the evidence as an Avery there's passion there's enthusiasm every day by Davin ink there's a very deep connection if you want to use the word there's a romance there's an affection there's an exciting relationship and when you're in that moment you think it's gonna last forever because it's really there it's not it's not fake it's not delusional it's really there but he says but there's no real transformation there's inspiration but not transformation so we have commitment ever the kamini inspiration evident but a few hours later the beer wakes up from hibernation the animal soul in all of its insecurities and all of its beastliness emerges I'm laughing because I don't know if you ever saw a video of how a beer comes out of hibernation it's like via at his dock you know he emerges the beer is here and watch out so yeah there's moments of inspiration my animal my little beer my puppy I don't know what type of nefesh Obama's you have the debonair shop has a - everyone has a different animal saw some people have he calls it some people are like sheep some people are like goats and some people are like bulls it could be a keV that's why this car bonus you can have a sheep and a goat and a box a bull this week's buyers why because everyone has a different official Bahamas this one is a bull an ox and this one is a goat stubborn and this one is a sheep you know what a sheep is a sheep is a Shephelah and goats goats are stubborn so there's different types it emerges and when it emerges suddenly you realized you subdued it you weakened it but you didn't there was no transformation then there is the third level we'll see the third level is associated with a female servant on Armavia and the air it's not just commitment it's not just inspiration it's transformation now let's see inside okay for this you need neshama those who weren't here I'm gonna I'm gonna suggest that you hear the previous ulam it's a very very rich very rich mind mate but this was the point that we learned and Rua you also need his bonus but it's brief and the summer here he says you have to understand his thoughts and understand the look Koston understand every world and understand how it works and what it works and all the details and he has to understand it in in an internalized way and with all the nuance and he finishes he says that way the aid of the key is made of economies he's a Cayley we're looking by days a machine has given him by Tom who wine is show who we learnt a few lines but I want to repeat why Tom will efficient Midna Safilo shall never shall I kiss am Kalin well occurs the mythos even of the nephron shall the kiss are not Calum for Eliquis not vessels for godliness shocking words shocking words if you've been learning with us for a while you should know that these words are shocking to say the mythos of the nephron shell the kiss are not Kahlan for Eliquis official mythos and hoods law Exim submit this aim is spineless but how the spineless of hot mythos it's not because they're not good mythos their divine madness but by definition they remain outside of the core of the essence why cuz they are his spineless but all the spiders of hood the showbiz Angeles in a shy and hustlaz spineless team deflection hot in oneness there's no a spineless only when you're outside of that synthesis pants oh my mainland movement chain of a beginners CLE loiter lucky so from outside of the Edson by definition I can't become a real vessel for the divine light my shakin mostly member premises a siddhis the bacalao motion of a primitive acres vez anibus not like mythos so I feel the premise is spineless sickly even the intellectual excitement not the emotional excitement motional excitement is that I'm excited about it it's relevant the spineless sickly as I'm excited about the idea he says Graham containable kinases spineless turbot flower my fandom princess oculus the definition of motion is oneness or my assertion of innocence activists remain the movement shall clean line in surf master of innocence after summer when you won with things so if you could become open you could be a Kaley for it by days Emma Shama Steve when the dominie and this creates transformation mashenka but mid this a name is Shanna Steven key black mashup oil a bit fluffy urban aficionados when this myth is its Kaval dick I subdued my animals so I silenced it I was my battle it had created a certain surrender of the animals soul but not a real metamorphosis olofi Shana Mission St Villa Domini and because the person has not transformed himself mushrooms Ayrshire bisakisen so therefore ultimately unholiness the animal soul can could can hold on to it because it's not transformed there's an ass-kisser you let it your leaving room for outer forces on unwholesome forces to latch on to latch on okay he says you know what a knife use that is it means to hold on hold on to something a virus can't replicate itself if it doesn't attach itself to a host cell but cells don't allow invaders to come in the cells are very sensitive you now many viruses and bacterias try to come into our body the cells don't let in there's a lot of defenses but what does what does the what does the virus do it appears as a friend it appears as a friend the brilliant device and the soul opens up the door and it comes in once it comes in and hijacks the cell and it uses its mechanism to replicate itself that's called an appeaser there's an opening for other forces to come in in mythos not in motion the cell shikou so this is the meaning of the pasta can michl a well yeah quite still between icky and this gamma sliver now you have to hear this interpretation because it's astounding the passage says a fool doesn't want to Hoonah he wants his gallows Lavoie what does this literally mean a fool doesn't want wisdom a fool wants like impulsiveness you know my heart should just whatever my heart wants I'm impetuous I'm impulsive some of them are far should say they asked my students when I came is Galilee but a fool doesn't want to learn he just wants to express himself wants to talk whole time what just wants to say what's on his heart instead of silence and learning here that ever gives a outstanding interpretation his gallows Libre is L out of the leadership is gallows a life his gallows liberal here is something very profound it's the love and the ore that is revealed in your heart inspiration enthusiasm Shabbas Ayrshire hafiz' that's what the seal that's what the nefesh a bahamas wants he wants a vida mashenka be tuna so i feel of middle civilization gammas are Malaya habakkuk Syl Syl the net fish Obama's doesn't want to foon he doesn't want my said he wants mythos she Gamble's le Cheyne has his little fishes shitness tickle the gum because over there he can't lacks on the host cell won't let him in my shake could be mid this having less you know stiffer the gummy in mid this he can he can hop is the Sun he can go he can confine that entrance into it not nothing my friend well yeah but still bits wanna Excel doesn't want to vana he wants alpha v into his gal asleep now I hope this is clearly understood but I just want to clarify it when we speak these words he's not being Movado out of the year he's talking about a visage M&E recession these are the mythos of the nefesh of the kiss the first part of the Mimer was about nephesh that was about rua these are extraordinary qualities and you know if we have to fool ourselves you know if I could if I could internalize a little bit of the everything in my life it's Nishka fairly if I could be for one day and ever the kenai me it's not bad at all talk about gated Nicolay but an avid Konami is there's a loyalty there there's a commitment there yes there is disassociation there's anger there's resentment there is falling prey and action or words or thoughts okay that's called a human being we make mistakes and we bounce back so it's very important that you side of all these my modem is complete honesty not to suddenly deceive myself oh now I'm on my rear now I'm an avid evening but to really have honesty in your avoidance of chemin in life you have to appreciate what everything is and what not as he said earlier in the minor and I'm gonna repeat it here that when you're in a particular level you're not supposed to want a higher level because if you wanted too much you can't be present where you are in other words when I start doing and sometimes we have this temptation to be where we don't want to be because I want to have everything you know I want to have the higher consciousness so it's very important to know where you are because only when you know where you are can you actually evolve I don't know where I am so then I deceive myself I'm dishonest only when I know where I am can I have a genuine relationship with where I am and then ultimately learn and gain awareness from yet a deeper state of consciousness and perhaps organically and seamlessly be able to connect to that on some level but it's only with the prerequisite of never deluding yourself or fooling yourself where you are so everything is very very powerful everybody is mama shack evolved its mama SH it's awesome but here it looks like he's Movado evidently but it's not meth battle it's not Nevada like judging oh it's nothing it's just defining the condition of human existence and its relationship with infinity and here we learn about the infinite gradations from everything 92 evident to the next level I've just it's very important to qualify because he says oh the 8th Sahara wants a Viera you know it's a heart wants you to love God than fear God is that's such a terrible thing no it's a beautiful beautiful thing and of course in the level that is beyond every divied is also a massage member here is Sasha Abba session is a mitzvah the point is it's not about Alvin it's not about Union there is a lot of passion but it's not about the passion what does all of this mean what does what does this make if anybody wants to explain what this means you're welcome to explain as anybody who wants to explain please if you want to speak up nothing can unmute you or if you wanna text you can also text if not you're gonna have to listen to my speech so to choice you're gonna have to make now okay what does it mean these words key words mid this hey cut slits up should me the same a spineless the call is spineless Isola Exim the Ke$ha hobus after dose ain't a Shia hustlers violence what does this mean we usually associate muffin with detachment and mid this with attachment right you'll say this guy is a professor he's a cerebral he cerebral he's out for lunch yeah spouses will often explain about their second half their partner I don't feel his emotion I don't feel the empathy I don't feel the email nicely bit sorry you know he's a scholar he's smart he knows all the information right does that old anecdote our computers masculine or feminine and the answer is they're masculine because they retain enormous amounts of data and yet they remain clueless so a computer has a lot of data so I have tremendous data I know and I know when I learn and I learn but where am i I'm nowhere to be seen mid this means I'm emotional I care I love I love I'm in awe I fear but I'm emotional does somebody there's a beating heart there's a beating heart when we speak about emotions right we go with my emotions and to fill my heart it's all understood the brain is the source of everything but it means that it's you know my blood is being pumped in a different way it's felt in a very real way so mid this is actually personalization we spoke before about the Biscayne what's the betaine the machine is relevance what's relevance relevance means it's applicable to life if it's applicable to life I can get emotional about it if it's just academic academic brilliance it's abstract it's abstract right people will often complain that they learn chimera for many years but they don't find it relevant it's not inspiring they're learning about this law and this hell often it's an interesting pimple and it's alumnus what does it have to do with me mid this is all has to do with me so intuitively if I would ask somebody what's a deeper place of a Vedas Hashem moistener mythos and the answer should of course be mid this of course mythos mythos means you're enthusiastic you're you're alive you're inspired Mikan means you understand but you could still be cold you could be very very cold and that's a hundred percent sure what I said but that's one perspective here he's addressing yet a deeper perspective and the two are completely not contradictory it's just you have to appreciate there is mythos and there is my friend and on one level mythos is so much more powerful and important than motion because it it makes it alive and yet here is introducing us to a a deeper state of consciousness where it actually works the other way around and for this we have to understand that my friend he's talking about and the Midlands is talking about now as I told you yesterday if you're gonna understand this right away that's not a good thing meaning I'm gonna say what I'm gonna say if your instinctive responses what is this guy talking about good good if you're temptation is to argue good if you just feel it's like I don't know what you want good good in other words the more confusion the better you'll give me the less confusion the worse and what I mean by that is he's trying to change a paradigm here whenever you change a paradigm if there's no resistance it's like somebody comes into a therapists office the worst thing that can happen is that everything that fara process you agree yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah that's the problem stop agreeing I'm not touching you if you agree it means basically you're not getting it it's superficial it's the resistance that means that there is there's a point of contact and I'm giving this introduction precisely because it's important to understand this kiddush it's important to understand the paradigm shift what does it mean mid this and cut slits amid the same as spineless Mahalo spineless little when this activist initial aspires the havona is this midlist mythos are very powerful emotional connection is where relationships are at you love yourself you love your father you love your mother you love your spouse you love your children you love your family you love your close friends you love your community emotions are where relationships happen emotions and not just in the human realm Lahav them in the animal world as well this deep today we know with all the studies it seems like this deep emotion and animal no question and certainly from us in this perspective the nefesh uh Bahamas is full of emotion and the nefra shell the kiss is full of emotion and then official the kiss is a Haley can they call me mal it's godly so the emotions of the nefesh LA kiss are divine how can they never say how can i never say Shia mythos I feel ocean never shall the kiss ain't I'm Caleb Holocaust what words the mythos understand if you tell me the mythos of the nefesh a Bahamas because I got it the myth of the Navajo bombers I'm in a primitive animal consciousness got it I'm in love with with with with with this with steak or or milkshakes or my ego or my insecurities fine I understand but the mythos of the nefesh Atticus are not Calum willikers and who's saying this this these are the teachings that teach what a methacel the kiss is we look many times you remember the beginning of the moment is so much on Assad to be Tahiry he and after several kids know what I'm nephrons all the kisses an average all the kisses the Infinity in you it's the godliness in you it's the divinity you the mythos of the nefesh on the kiss are not Kaelin fella course what words I'm gonna say I look I am on coffee that God shall help that when I say now should I should be a conduit for at least a little bit of the truth is trying to convey yes mythos are very very powerful mythos are emotions but let's remember one thing about mythos one thing what is the underlying core of myths the underlying core of mythos and that's what gives it its power what gives it its power the underlying core of mythos is one word and that word consists of one letter and that letter is i capital i' i feel i feel every mid is that paradigm the software of the mid that may change but not the hardware those of you who know about computer programming which I don't know but I'll still give a metaphor no the software can change but then there's going into the hard drive and then there's going into the chip the hard drive of every Minda and the chip of every MIDI is what let's talk about cells the nucleus the nucleus a cell has a lot going on in it it's a whole universe but the nucleus the brain the core of it is what I I know today we text love you thinking of you but love you is not a sentence in English you would fail you would fail your English exam love you must have an eye with a love you what law I I love you and it's not just about English grammar and diction it's about the concept what's the definition of a Midna it's appealing to me it's relevant to me that's the beauty of it I am excited about it I love you I hate you I don't mean you I'm in love I'm overwhelmed I'm overtaken I'm emotional I'm excited I'm nervous even I'm anxious but I'm feeling I'm feeling there's some truth that I my system is responding to and because my system is responding to I'm getting excited about it either I'm gravitating to you or I'm recoiling from you either this connection or this disconnection either this attachment or this detachment but celebra diksa frailer because the basis of all mythos is one word I that's what it's about it's ultimately how truth is mitigated to accommodate the eye all mythos it could be truth that's the nefesh of the kiss the never shall the kisses mythos are coming from truth they're not coming from blindness from bias from trauma from toxicity from insecurity from selfishness from narcissism they're coming from the connection to the divine it's the nefesh Eliquis ms the myth is coming from truth from Eliquis but you're not a kv-4 Eliquis why an addict a leaf recluse because what's the new code that what's the essence what's the core what's the nucleus what's the hard drive of every middle diagram it is how truth is mitigated to accommodate my emotions my experiences my sensibilities that's why I'm excited about it I will never become excited about something that I don't relate to could I come can you get excited about something you don't relate to you can't I need it to relate to me so I should be able to get excited about that's why he says mythos are always hooks Letson because mythos are his stylus and all these spinelessness hooks let's what does it mean MIDI sorry stylus mid this is how I am moved by it and that's what I'm excited about I'm excited because I'm moved by it and that because I'm moved by it it means that I have not touched the core what am i where am i I'm trying to experience it and try to experience it in a way that it's relatable to me and without that you can't have a mid that's the beauty of mythos the beauty of mythos is will be same it's relevant to my life my body my sensations my emotions are responding I'm on fire in one way or another call his spider suits Letson why what's practice spineless his spineless is I am moved by you so it's the way the you reaches me and redefines me by definition is spineless denotes distance emotion emotional closeness denotes emotional distance because what's making me emotionally close is that it's the way the X and whatever it is the idea the truth the person it's filtered through the prism of my experience to be able to appeal to my identity and have me emotionally involved in this experience it's beautiful it's amazing but it's Hookes law epsom I have not touched the core I've not touched Atmos the MS touched me but that means I did not touch it in science today we know and a very good metaphor for this is how light works we don't see anything we say this is red this is blue this is green but no no no this is not red and it's not blue and it's not green it's basically the object gives off what's called electromagnetic waves frequencies of light that can be absorbed by my retina by my eye my eyes chemistry can relate to certain frequencies of light that are coming from that object and my brain interprets it as red or green and blue now as long as seven billion people interpreted the same way it's not a problem because it's considered red but this is not a description of the XM it's a description of how I process it through my Calum through my exception and that's what mythos are all mythos is my processing of the idea in a way that it actually speaks to me and excites me the more is stylus the more outside of the XM I am does anybody know what I'm talking about that's really that's really what excitement means yeah isn't ultimately what we want is closeness and relationship is a construct we cannot get more than that we cannot be gamma in essence one Michigan because he is he is and maybe even in with he lives through us and has that Natasha and Shama that is pure him but still ultimately what we want this relationship ultimately we want is the way emotions of being in relationship right now this connection pursue in a way even if we comprehend it more and looks like a poison is the ultimate truth but that ultimate truth should bring us to that relationship with that closeness we cannot ask for more in essence what I'm asking wish what's wrong with being in the state of emotional love and or it isn't it ultimately well what we can reach right [Music] so somebody texted me try to experience this rather than understand it very well somebody wrote emotion emotions even the highest and most exquisite are necessarily to motivate the person but are external to the essence into motion after some conspiration by external mid this one can internalize the motion intellect to absorb the truth and transform oneself I have observed hundreds of bullets over those who last go step by step those who last go step by step with a solid foundation then building of those who go for the black hat right away fail easily I didn't understand the connection isn't a sum of the level of a Sadiq ok thank you for the text and all the comments not somebody just wrote the truest way to describe red is to call it 3.7 megahertz very good 3.7 megahertz precisely because the essence of the mythos is the eye is why I took the Haltom it humble person without an ID to receive the intellectual essence of Emma's the Toyota to the my friend to be fully transformative yet wasn't Hashem acting on his mythos by desiring the derivative titanum I'm not sure I get the point you're making exactly please dumb it down for Hungarians please no racism there I guess you're talking I don't know if you don't mind my grandma used to say how tarnished as they claim dismissed as I grace real truth once realized intellectually encompasses both the intellectual realization and the passion emotions both are vital for the relationship remember photo as you say that English is a good Amish breath because whenever you spell the letter R it's always capital okay very good very good hardest very good artists we're talking about a relationship in above rum but we're talking about two types of relationships there's a relationship where I remain outside and there's a relationship where there's complete oneness and this is the difference between Ruark and Osama or the difference between mid this and my friend why I really don't a text I really don't understand what you're saying but I know in my heart that it sounds and feels good okay I live somewhat of what the rabbi is saying here and there there's some understanding I'm hoping to stick around long enough that something will stick my whole life is an evident I need it maybe at best how do we break it down to start and change and perhaps more evidence Oh forth is there a way to break it down the companion is gonna claim it can I experience an awareness that my eye is part of rather than an awareness that is part of the eye is this what you're saying try to experience this rather than understand that experience an awareness that my eye is part of rather than an awareness that is part of my eye whoever said this very well put why can't we ask for more we can get closer and closer we're part of us them yeah that's why we're asking for more but you always have to be honest where you are maybe let me give up a muscle that it's maybe not a perfect muscle but I think it can it can help us understand in a CUDA again it's not it's really deeper than the muscle but but I think there's something to be said about it they tell a story so much like heard many years ago for Ruby I'll come actually with a whole story but I'll just tell you the point there was a poor man who was invited to a rich man's house for a dinner he hasn't had a meal in a long time never mind a good meal he comes in and he sits down and first he starts commenting on the comfort of the chairs like Wow Wow then he looks at the cutlery he starts clicking the cutlery and looking at it Wow Wow he looks at the plates and he marvels every course that was delivered he was male his spineless emotional ecstatic excited the wealthy person was very quiet just eating very quite politely serene so somebody in the kitchen says finally somebody appreciates our food this guy doesn't start complimenting it so his friend said mama mama this is new for him see he's excited about it for the wealthy person this is who he is he's not excited about it for the poor person he's hurt slow Hetson he's distant from it he's excited as his stylist for the rich person he so takes it for granted it's so much part of his his system he's not excited not because he doesn't care because he's so connected he doesn't even get excited and I'll prove it to you he says tomorrow take away the food from him and he'll see if he gets excited they don't give him the regular food and he's up in arms he's furious he's angry so the chef tells the other guy says yesterday he seemed so apathetic and indifferent he was not it was just so much part of him that he wasn't excited not because he wasn't excited because the excitement was completely completely one with him today you take it away and you see how angry he is with the poor man it's the other way around yesterday was so excited today he doesn't have it nope it's back to the same situation why am I saying this muscle why am I saying this Marshall I'm just gonna read what somebody just wrote wrote here why is my friend considered a Kayleigh for Exim isn't it oh so a limited medium albeit less limited and less self oriented amid is the ultimate response to the above run the ultimate is not a relationship on my terms only but to lose myself completely to lose the I in the essence of God a relationship exists between two disparate entities but the ultimate is to merge into into one I understand why mid this is really remote because it's ultimately I and at the end it's dangerous because there's no real transformation and I could get confused between good and bad that's why the still wants is godless Levi in the bit full of mythos I touched the accent and this is something that people are very very afraid to experience and to understand and to feel they don't want to surrender maybe the level which is higher is to be undercover like the others where you're one can you explain this Constantine a husband and a wife relationship between Mike and based relationship versus myth is based relationship South America New York okay you want me to get back into marriage let's try to summarize all of this at least by Kitson we don't have a much time but just very big kids to try to summarize all of this what the point is mythos versus my friend ask not what God can do for you ask what you can do for truth ask not what truth means for you ask what you mean for truth ask not what your wife can do for you ask what you can do for your wife ask not what your country can do for you ask what you can do for your country ask not how I remain the center and everything now needs to be filtered to appeal to me you could ask that but you always remain in a very confined orbit and your relationship is very limited and you're not ready for any real transformation so when you're in a good mood it's beautiful it's beautiful you're inspired but why you inspired you inspired because God works for you that's what you're inspired it works for you it works for my system evolve it and now a few hours later my animal soul wakes up and suddenly the system is in a different place so the Midna SAR changed and it's very easy to fluctuate from one place to another place why because the basis ultimately was asking how you can be here for me which in a certain state in life is very very important because i am i and i need to be able to feel that you mean something from me and you enhance me and you appeal to me and that's why minutes are so so important but they're never a state of oneness of his artists on the contrary I remain an outsider and because I remain an outsider that's why I cherish my excitement I'm excited because you have reached me and because you have reached me I'm excited about it because my system is now on fire what's missing here what's missing here is one major element in the relationship and I'm gonna go back to that word XM Bittle his after dose the real oneness the real relationship with truth that transcends me I'll never be a Calif relic hosts if I remain in the realm of mythos there was a debate about this I don't know how familiar war you are but it's a fascinating piece of history the ballot Anya passed away he had a cousin whose name was of Aaron halevi Horowitz from Aaron stress eller he became our ever the ballot Anya had a son the Mythili rapper who became the second Rebbe of about there was a split a lot of Hassidim went to the bar in La Vie of special who was a very big man he passed away middle of Dava Newman at Sarah's son took over then his son passed away shortly after ended dynasty dissolved no Byron La Vie of Strich Ella and the Mythili Deborah had a very big debate Byron Olivia of specially writes that the main thing in Yiddish guide is his spineless emotions emotions emotions you looked at him davon ink he would dance and jump and scream and make with his hand and he was actually a holy Jew he wasn't fake I'm not gonna fake stick and the middle and ever used to say la yak avoid Silbert Wernicke in Bigelow slid by the nefesh a Bahamas loves all these emotions and he held he held that emotions are beautiful but there's a certain fakeness in them and when it comes telecourse it becomes very delusional even and not because the person is not the person may be holy the person may actually be holy but as he says there's an accuser a lot of dishonesty could come from it even if not by the person himself but by other people who are at a later stage in the person's life why because the paradigm of emotions is God I need you to accommodate me I need you to speak to my heart do whatever it takes but just get me excited Lord get me high Lord get me high what's the problem at that statement that was said by somebody what's the problem with this what do you feel when you hear this Lord get me high huh the answer is clipper there's something there's something there's something very profoundly missing here I'm never a kid I don't want to be a Kaley Ferra Lucas I want to look course to be innately for me I want to use God I want to use truth I need to live an inspired life God can you help me oh great you help me the middle it ever said learn this is this understand understand understand understand not in a way of understanding we are a detached robot no mightiness Bittle motion is a sadness my Tina's asking not how the Lord can get you high ask what's the truth of Eliquis understand verses Allah Coast versus Ange scythe of course as much as I can as much as I can in my sin searching for one thing for the MS for the plebeians for the apse meais and that's why real minds and he said I'm not the Behaim it's asked man I would relates to me I'm asking another question how do I relate to it or even deeper I'm not even asking about me I'm trying to strip myself from the eye and touch the core of the idea and as he said earlier when you touch the core it's not an idea anymore it's not an idea middest idea has to come down into relevance and in real life and I'm looking for that which is even beyond the idea I don't even want the idea it's true might even without mid this yeah is something fundamentally wrong because we come back to a place of emotion we come back but it's not that we don't want me this we don't want it should be about mythos you understand the difference we want me this of course we want myth this without mythos services we have a computer computer knows much more than I Google knows much more you want me this but you want the myth this should be a hamlet of the motion it's not about the mythos of course this out of the area the abbe of the year in motion is much deeper it's an out of the year of XM it's not an out of the area of his spineless it's an avid reader of oneness it's not an out of the era of my experience of you what did this person right before well this person right somebody had a very good expression if the weirdness that my honor can I experience an awareness that my eye is part of it rather than an awareness that is part of my eye in mid this the paradigm is my eye that's it every awareness has to be part of it you work for it great what am I looking for I'm looking for hits Amyas I'm not looking for X and I'm looking for hits ideas I need to be inspired give me good information so this one likes a and this one likes a story this one likes a joke this one likes a Vettel you know what I'm looking I'm looking for a good part by shallow shudders so I can get excited why did Alton ever dedicate hundreds thousands of mime on him with long explanations of espousals in the world that ain't safe why why he wasn't trying to give information because that's where real transformation happens real transformation happens over there you know why real transformation happens over there because that's where this transcendence that's where my I can go to a place that is beyond that and therefore even my animal soul becomes deeply deeply affected how is transformation and life happened anybody knows transformation doesn't happen through emotion emotion is the beginning transformation happens through awareness that takes me out of my orbit opens me up to another reality at that moment I'm a different person now I have to assimilate it back into my emotions into my life into my behavior you can have a person sitting with you yeah and they're very emotional they're crying or they're happy and they're very very emotional but they're completely confined in their own orbit why and they're not even ready to go out of it why because I'm completely defining the truth based on my feelings and I'm very very emotional with this transformation happen all transformation happens when you can actually not become distant not remain distant Hotz letsa which will never allow you to be a Kaylee 4 ain't safe because it's always about my experience of it but rather where I must surrender to the truth rather than the truth surrendering to me and in that truth that could be rebirth I transcended the eye when you go out of the system of eye you can recreate and recalibrate that system when I'm inside of it I'm just I'm just stuck in my confinement where I always remained outside of the Etzel there's no hiss analyst in real life in business actors what's practices actors it's like I go into the mikvah I'm completely submerged you don't even see me in mid this all you see is me all I see is me in muslin I don't see me and because I don't see me then me can actually go through a rebirth or to put it differently in mythos I want to find myself and God in my gym I want to lose myself and God in my sin it's not even I want to lose myself in God I'm ready to lose myself and God how many of you you asked me to bring this down in Hungarian words I don't know exactly what you mean but how many of us are always looking to find ourselves I want to find myself in God I want to find myself in your dish kind beautiful beautiful beautiful we love it but what does that I do with MS what does that have to do with MS that's all me me me me me even the Memphis air latias is excited about God he says you're not a Cayley for Eliquis to be a Cayley for Eliquis is a mate Malvado the be a Cayley fella coos means you have to be typhus infinity and the very definition of midlas defies infinity because mythos is the way infinity speaks to my condition and my situation today it's beautiful but you're not a Cayley for the coast even the mythos of the nefesh a locust and that's why the sil loves his galilee boy he loves the love and the passion the love and the passion we get excited about passion so the leper says I know we get excited about passion but I want you to know who else gets excited about passion the nefesh of Bahamas gets excited about passion you know why it gets excited about passion now we're talking about deep stuff here meaning most lectures you'll hear about Judaism everyone is complaining there's no passion nobody babbles with passion nobody's a Jew with patch and everything is robotic robotic robotic right we all want passion passion passion passion go to any Sheva tone any lectured what is it called project inspire this project that project to get inspired passion passion passion and that's true because passion relative to lack of passion is the difference from east to west years like mister who my death but here we're touching a much deeper into CUDA and that is yes passion is amazing and passion is awesome and passion is beautiful but passion is always based on one thing and that is I have to find myself in you I need to find me in you in other words if you can't become me if you can't accommodate me I am out of the picture so it's great it's a great level of avoider session it's a beautiful level away there's a chef but he says that's their validity but what I'm in a state of is spineless and every state of the spineless means that I'm outside of the ex and I'm not touching the X of Y because if I would touch the add some the I can't be president because if the eye is present I'm not touching the Edson I'm touching the Edson the way it affects me and appeals to me and speaks to me which is always filtered compressed mitigated compromised diluted so what I'm calling passion that emphasis I know you're very very passionate and it's amazing and it's incredible I just want you to know that the animal soul can have a very very easy access there there's very very easy access there why because at the core of midlist is yes at the core of ministers that I have to remain outside I'm not ready to become one I'm not ready to melt away in infinity now when I melt away in infinity theories love and there's all and this passion and there's emotion much more but it's not about emotion it's not about passion my emotions and passions are not the barometer of the relationship the barometer of the relationship has asked not how you can make me emotional rather it's me becoming part of the ultimate truth not the ultimate truth being reduced to my sensibilities to the buffet so the mainland the mainland now we usually don't speak this we usually don't speak this you know why because if I could explain you this kite and bring out the Behaim it's a very high level relevance relevant that's what people want to hear yeah if I can get up and show people how Judaism is a path to a better life a happier life yeah I'll tell you I travel a lot I give lectures well not now but generally yeah what are the titles one of the titles that people give me yeah one of the titles how to live a life without anxiety how to live a life without stress we have here a few therapists sitting why do people come into the office why do people come into the oven and they sit down with the therapist yeah yeah what do they say they say oh my marriage is horrible I'm unhappy I'm miserable I don't get along with my mother I don't get along with my kids I lost my job and I and I hate myself I was abused what are they looking for they're looking for somebody to soothe the soul to comfort the soul they're looking to be able to to cultivate mythis relationships with themselves and others that are that are that are wholesome that are nice that are healthy that are productive right I go around what do people want they want me to speak how I can enhance my marriage how could Judaism can be exciting how I got a better relationship with my children how I can be less stressed how I can make how I can be more successful how it can actualize my potential and those are beautiful beautiful words I speak about this all the time many of you know it but what is this this is always truth with a betaine I'm not looking for the truth I'm looking for how truth makes me a happier person awesome beautiful and we're gonna be that we want that we want you to be a very very happy person but even the nefesh seller kiss which is looking for truth that's excited about truth the moment is about my excitement about truth my other my Yili my gallows lee boy my lave is on fire a Kaylie for Eliquis you're not you're a good guy but a Lukas is oneness it's a night Movado it's everything it's infinity and the very experience of it in terms of my experience my orbit is already is it ready ass dinner now let me tell you something most people don't like to hear this you know why right why don't most people might like to hear this because if you like to hear this then you didn't hear what I'm saying cuz if you liked what I'm saying then you didn't hear what I'm saying I don't want you to like what I'm saying I want you to say rabbi why why you're exaggerating you're speaking about level stop it's it's not not really relevant yeah yeah fight it fight it we want emotions we want relationships I also want emotions but this is real emotions this is not not emotions real emotions I'm gonna finish with one story it's very late I'm gonna finish with one story a lot of qalaat of tax payment today somebody says who has achieved this what human being has achieved this and stayed there seems like nobody if we are going to find a Lucas we can't be present total bit full so we may not know we are there in other words we can't be present at that time if we're not touched by mythos does that mean we are in touch with the essence not necessarily but I understand what you're saying from our guests at particular perspective I became Froome from emotions slamacow by breslav style the my friend intellectual approach maybe works for others thank you thank you for your honesty so I'm a cowboy song stories yeah emotion tugs at my heart makes me feel good about Judaism that's what made me from and I like the breslav approach teach breslav I love you okay I'm just reading all the over over a lot of comments here even more comments I'm Hungarian but I did read Martin Buber Thank You great shear okay so you're Hungarian and you've read Martin Buber fine Toby a lot for Brava before you ask a question who achieved this and can anybody stay there and what's the use of it you're asking good questions but I want you to be typhus why did ABBA the ballot Anya and they never - ABBA why they felt so strongly about learning and understanding Exodus non-stop and most of them I'm Artem don't deal with direct emotions we learn about Severus i Calum tie Utica not zilla's Bleus fittest nefesh on the kiss a spouse with some pretense of yes I always try to give up a shame in this year to make it a little relevant marriage and stress and your children and yourself and your waiter such stuff but why was it so important people ask me well you could gonna learn again about my molecule almond and save of Cologne man somebody asked me if I get bored saying mammalian save us somebody asked me a close person to me said don't you get bored so I told this person I said whenever I teach her Molly and serveth I actually hope that he says something more about Molly inside every - says something else a little Molly inside I don't get bored of it cause it's the oxygen of existence like you get bored of breathing you don't get bored the oxygen of is a dmae get bored of your genes but I want to finish with a story it's late so I want to finish with the story the story is a very very deep story extremely profound and it relates very much to this and I'll explain to you why the Mittler ever disagreed with her byron la vie of stress Ella he used to say well yeah quit Silvana kimba's God was the band he was a holy Jew some of you won't relate to the story which is also fine the baron la vie of special I told you became a rapper after the ballot Anya passed away he was very charismatic extremely charismatic and because he was so charismatic he had a big following and he was a very big man he was a holy holy Jew he was not he was not a politician he was a big man and there was a big closet of the ballot and his name was it of Isaac Hummel er ribbit sack Isaac Epstein he was the robbed of Hummel he used to finish shots every year he was a very very big gone big mind he has for him Connery old snail my iris my Roth shiftless possibly it was they robbed of a big city of a big community humble Camilla's the Russian Saint goggle and above ROM homeless Russia or Ukraine Russia yeah Belarus tamil komal Belarus the beautiful Isaac Epstein so he wanted to go see that of an ostrich Ella see he went he went Shabbos a virus specialist said this in this said of mine he finished started to sink middle of the song he got inspired and he jumped up on the table to dance he was dancing and dancing and it was it was a sight people were very inspired in middle something happened and I'm gonna try to explain it I'm gonna try to explain it if you understand the understand if not okay I understand if you don't understand you know sometimes you're sinning maybe by a fabric you know by a meal a Shabbos meal or by an event and people are singing a song and and they're into it and then the song finishes and the inspiration is gone they're done they sang it already two three four or five times but nobody wants to admit to themselves that they're not inspired anymore so they do this song once more but you could sense that this time it's devoid of real emotion it's like a shell without anything inside they're singing the song they're going through the motions trying to convince themselves that they're still inspired but really the battery is dead they're just doing it because nobody wants to admit that two minutes ago we were dancing and we thought we touched heaven and now it's all over it's gone it's dead I'm not interested I'm ready for my child in fact many to admit this so what do we do we do this song again but it's not the same so the Isaac saw that had put him out on a levy of straw Shella was on top of the table dancing and then he finished the song and he continued dancing but he saw that when he started the song over again to continue dancing the inspiration that was there a few moments before was gone and he just continued the dance you know I don't want to say continue to show but he continued the dance and herb Isaac looked at him and he called him by his first name as he used to do in the olden in the earlier days and he said these words adalah adalah gay are up front ish our Allah our Allah get down from the table and he ran because the Hasidim bonsai seller didn't like when somebody would call their ever by his first name but that's the moment he went to the middle erever because he felt he felt that such a thing would never happen by the middle it ever the son of the ballot Anya I will say what's the big deal he wanted to be male to the crowd yeah you're right relative to lower levels it's not such a big deal but he felt that this there was something off about this well yeah Freud Silbert when I came this gallows limber that's why in the world of mythos the nefesh a Bahamas has an aphasia why because the world of amid this takes you away from the bitl and the oneness with ms it brings Eliquis into my Macias the moment we notice moment just now my nephew sure bahamas woke up my never the bomb is woke up okay so now i could go away even from true me this i can go into false witness i can fake my inspiration just to impress the crowd in the world of muffin in the world of motion and it's a caduceus of etson you never step away from that truth you never step away from infinity you never step away from infinity let me read the last questions and we'll call it a day if I'm not in touch with my ministers it mean I'm in touch with my essence you're asking now a very deep question no I could not be in touch with my mid this because I'm just dead but it's sometimes an opportunity to touch the Edson well you're not