Moshe's Story

the new fields became bigger until the point that I felt my life was out of control and I went to the cycle making more cop all listen trying harder again and trying harder and lifting myself up and falling and being all alone [Music] it started off like a teenager and the challenges of a teenager then internet came along and that's really where a habit began to reach my life and Sami in there was filth it was a life filled with shame on the inside and I forwarded my Amish warden turned everything at red caballes I made you Darin in my life I had daily check offs but the Spanish is a case of aim Hamish Matty rots Monday so soon I didn't want this I was growing but this was growing with me but who was I going to speak to I was too embarrassed to go to my road to my friends this is not the type of thing you'd talk about new friends to my wife about this dear wife and then went through the cycle of making war couple of trying harder again trying harder and falling and be all alone until finally I realized I had to do something then I told my wife I found myself in the wrong office the next night and he didn't some visit but that was it even give me any tools my wife wasn't satisfied I went to a therapist and was willing I wanted to I wanted to move forward and the therapist was helpful got me to talk about it but once again I didn't really get tools but the biggest that perceptive I had to him was he said water his sign up to the gardener eyes daily physic until tender eyes I was all alone but now finally I had resources now I the program from a life that started to help me finally move forward then almost a year and a half of a new life that have started to leave I can never imagine this life of having a second started I thought this was gonna go with me my whole life because I was stunned there's so many other Jews out there like me and with this organization that's gonna help us and help them and help me [Music] you