The 10,000-Hour Rule - Likkutei Torah Mizmor Shir #8

the yeshiva dotnet so what did we learn one of the main points the mime has been exploring is that when we speak about our relationship with the source of life with the essence of truth with the source of reality with the core of reality Hashem there's three ways in which we can describe the interaction between the divine energy and the universe and every person individually and it's always important to emphasize we say there are three there are three ways in which we could describe the interaction so that's a very important qualification three ways in which we can describe the interaction because a person can get confused a right the person get the consumer so there's these three dynamics and the source when really are Schemmel okay now hashem echad you're dealing with something that's one not only one it's the ultimate oneness what's called Actos hop shooter a oneness that is completely completely beyond the visibility and fragmentation and pieces you also say one body for example the Rambam says this we say one body a body is one an organism as one and it works in tremendous unison which makes it an organism the word organization organized it works in in in symmetry and synthesis but to so many different limbs and organs there's diversity and they come together yeah there's one team and there's one party and there's one nation there's one country so that's as the Rambam puts it it's a oneness but it's who look like a locum high-bay and he'll say the attire there's many different parts here we're talking a much deeper type of oneness so we speak about all of these different dimensions he always says kama penis penis is always the word and what goodness means it's its ways in which we experience the interaction it's different states of consciousness that come from Hashem causing his energy to be able to be experienced in different ways based on the perception and ability of that particular world or that particular created being so what are the three the three ways in which we interact with the source of energy with the core of energy so the language was you have disma molecule almond and the cervical almond and then it is something even beyond seven Kalama and the molecule almond is an expression in Ziya he fills the world's save of kawaman as we said encompasses all the worlds and then there's that which is even beyond save of Kalama which he calls mock if lemak if or rot serenely rots and sometimes it's called at's most the essence or he calls it not Kassar but if not the regular casa bulimia successor or not Eric what attic these are different terms that are used to describe the third dimension which is even beyond save of kalam and all three what do they represent Hashem is one you say mamala Kalam and so call me not talking house for Shalom two different sources you talking about one but the meaning is there is the way the divine causes his energy to be manifested by the world in a way that we can call it mamala Kalama that we define it as mamala why because this is basically the energy that not only unites with the universe as he calls it ma sign he is Penna me it's digested it's ingested it unites with you it becomes the very definition of the universe and every universe has its own definition and every creature in every universe has its own definition there's we call it consciousness yeah a human being has consciousness consciousness is a very elusive term we don't know exactly what what is consciousness they still debate what is consciousness it's more mysterious than revealed what is this consciousness it's a very complicated suger maybe one of the most complicated sugars but there's a certain experience of AI that a person has the question is do animals have that same experience of AI they also have consciousness it's an animal consciousness how does it differ and how is it similar to human consciousness to other other parts of the universe have consciousness however you want to describe it but there is that the energy which becomes so one with you that that becomes my definition this is how I describe myself when I consciously want to think of myself this is how I describe it where's that coming from this is what we call McCallum it's the way a Hashem allows and causes his energy to be filtered to be channeled to go through many restrictions and limitations and concealments until it becomes the definition of the creature it is vivifying and vitalizing and and creating and sustaining and relating to so that's why it's it's called Penna me penny me means that it's internalized in the deepest form of internalization what's the deepest form of internalization that I can't distinguish anymore between me and the theists I am the live the life is me to the point that a person can even error and not know where the source comes from they can attribute it to many many different factors which is all part of that symptom the concealment that the energy goes through that it lends itself to be interpreted in this way or that way but the common denominator when we speak about molecule - it's that it's the Mosel it's the food which is converted into the very substance of the existence that is absorbing the food digesting the food and the food literally becomes who you are becomes who you are as you define that you in a conscious way and over there no two creatures are ever the same because that's what Malik al-amin is welcome is that I Shem wanted that he is the food for every single Niva should be distinct that should be different just like every single person needs different foods eats different amounts of foods everybody has their own metabolism so we're even in the healthiest of situations we're not talking about addictions that's another person every person every animal every creature it has its its food some people eat a lot some people eat a little is that some people eat very minimal sand will eat this type that type different tastes what are they shall Tom Araya endless endless baqia everybody is it's every common denominators of course we all need we all need water we all need certain vitamins we need nutrients to live there's a common denominator everything in oil Omaha C has a common denominator just like we all occupy space but you're dealing here with endless diversity this is where individuality reigned supreme with the Pratt it's all of the Pratt the individual is so significant because that's what Mali means mamala means that if this is you it means there is a special divine energy that has been manifested to create that you that you is not a mistake that you is not a random mutation that rule you is not an insignificant blimp on a surface of infinity that you is invested with divine value with divine significance because there would be no you without mamala column that is mamala that is the way the divine is transformed into you into I force taste it's inside like food the molly's food can I eat it after digested opening up a Pandora Boxx [Laughter] you want to know evil people what's there listen it's a complicated Silvia no question I'll just say one line I don't want to really discuss now evil in the world it's a hole it's a hole you're just what everything everything lives from the vine energy if there wouldn't be divine energy it couldn't exist yeah however the divine energies only goes through so many concealments and let's call it godless it's sometimes called gallows when somebody's in exile yeah somebody's in prison and they're making you work as a resident as a prisoner as an exile you're working for your enemy you may be working for your enemy right you're not present there emotionally you don't want to be there but your energy is sometimes being manipulated and used to feed to feed the enemy right so sometimes the energy comes into what's called in small room a state of exile a state of of goes where it's giving nurture and sustenance and vitality to that which is using the vitality to betray the very source of the vitality like a child using the money or the gifts received from parents or from a mentor to you know to betray to betray that source and to betray their very true self there's an expression in Tanakh ah yeah so all impurity altima all impurity users right the energy of holyness for causes or goals that are antithetical to that very energy and that's the process of exile really that's what exile means that's what goals means we speak about Golisano in different forms in different manifestations sometimes it's in the most most extreme there's a story in the Tanakh word of it is escaping from his son of columns mutiny it's a very sad story you know with the son rebels against the father and shimmy bangerra curses of dover de Malaga depression is Voki lolani chloe moretz us she curses and not just a curse the Gemara describes he said about him five things name rates' a mama's i read say yeah i'm not he said the worst things about the king he was the king huh yeah yeah so sewed of its clothes general wanted to kill him so dovid said no hashem on Molloy kal-el that's words for Hashem ah Malik Allah God told him to curse he had ups on Martin Terry we got sense and how much it says Lysa kala you know a lot of curse not especially Nazi but almost as a speciality Nazi bomb Hanoi Sawyer Hashem I'm away Carl God taught him to curse so the ballot Anya explains in Tanya Gary Sukhoi - and simin Coffey the fourth section chapter 25 is a Shambhala color with over time allotment was that there's a fierce elaqid as of energy at this moment that is giving him the ability and infusing him with the energy that allows him to utter these words it's not just shimmy bengay des is a lost is a loose cannon ultimately if this is what's happening there is some divine purpose and intent which doesn't turn shimmy been garyun to what sabic into a saint but in a loud over da malik to look at it from a very different perspective Marche Emma Molloy Kawa right yeah Judea das alien about bilham Columbia so the opposite bill limits ed wanted one column two destitute to exterminate the Jews kalila so column e sink is covered lave Maya which was the opposite of the human of the human human hierarchy which is Melek Maya clave covered where the brain precedes the heart and the liver and here it's column which is covered lave my assets in Reverse so what's the what's the summation of this that this is the type of energy which is mamas compared to muslin and that's why you disguise it's the element of Toyota because real Toyota real learning is that which redefines you as a person you say I tell you read yeah a tire a cop attorney heat is not a Jew who observes Toyota that's something else that's the definition of mitzvos tighter like food it's supposed to become you it a person learns it's a mindset it creates what we call new neural pathways new paradigms new perspectives I become a different person it's a little bit of a mystical idea but it's interesting they say a story about the shock the Sipsey kyon who wrote the commentary uncial Canara he's known as the shock which is Rashad Avis SIF say kyon no his name was up shop C kyon he was one of the great sages of his time he lived during the xavius of Taffet at 16 48 49 when Brogdon from a linetsky the Cossacks massacred Jews in Poland in what till the Holocaust was considered one of the worst blackest moments in Jewish history since Corbin by her SHANY because of the amount of deaths and the gruesome types of deaths there's a whole story with the shock and his daughter it's one of the famous I think books yeah the shafts daughter or something he had a very very hard life and his commentary on Uncle Mark is a fundamental cornerstone in the world of halakha that still started Shakhtar's so there's a story about the shot it's like one of these stories that when he was a young man he was learning he would sit day and it's farthing and his father in law's home and he would learn what was called him I've cast son-in-law would live by the father and lo was supporting him and he said I'm learning day and night the with the select few days guru who was suitable for this and they did this for many years so he would go up to the roof to to to meditate to reflect the think was very quiet it was away from the whole hustle and bustle and noise of life and we'd walk there so the story goes that once the shock was walking on the roof and he was sofa track he was so engaged in his thoughts he didn't realize the edge of the roof the story goes that he walked off the roof onto the other roof he walked off and he went to the other roof so most three days to say about the shock so somebody once told me I never actually saw it printed I can't even very far but somebody once told me that the Lubavitcher ever once told somebody that it was a stump its ups a miracle he said actually it's deeper than a miracle this is not something he walked on air he walked on thin air okay another miracle he said it's actually something else says the Sharks home at Sears became Tara the shock became tighter and tighter is not subjected to the laws of gravity the shock the tailor became his whole reality became the reality of his body to the laws of gravity dictates that if I walk off the roof so gravity now takes the body and brings it down but that's because of gravity an idea rukia's is not subject to the laws of gravity the goofus laws of gravity the shuttle is not the laws of gravity to our behavior at this LaMotta rural our domicile Allah my Allah says in careless and Ecclesiastes rule called the mile Allah my Allah right your car behind me read this LaMotta so the Sharks home at Cedars became tighter became trainer so therefore he didn't fall so so what's this idea of muslin it becomes who the person is it becomes your definition and that's why there's the unity that exists through lima doctora that doesn't have its parallel in any other component despite the great beauty and extraordinary component of mitzvahs yeah so that's how we touch mamala their cervical ailment what we explain about size of Kalama cervical Armand is also divine energy that infuses every creature and all of the world just like Mahalo as we set sail you doesn't mean it's not here its relationship is such that it's called side of not normally what's the difference the difference is we discussed at length different examples the difference of the musician and the conductor the difference of the teacher and the military command the difference of the passenger and the pilot etc in a person himself or herself it's the difference what he says between Robson and the ten Caiaphas Rutzen is Kassar desire will and the ten coasters the ten faculties of the soul hakama being a discussant word to Ferris that's ahead you said Marcos their relationship with the body is different an example if a person for example wants to become a dancer person wants to become a dancer I'm just giving an example you can give any example something that requires skill and practice so dancing has a rhythm it has a skill it's an art just like when a person wants to become an artist just like if a person wants to become a pianist a musician a pianist a violinist a drummer or playing the cello or a person wants to become a basketball player or a football player or professional hockey or soccer player and the ultimate athlete or a boxer or a chiropractor one on you already talked Atlas all these things I'm just I'm trying to bring it out in the body because I'll be clearer talking about Arts within the body so those who are familiar with this it takes it takes a lot of a lot of time effort they say 10,000 hours of practice to really master it to really master it now a person could learn could learn it all you could read the books and learn the theories you can learn theories of music and you could learn how a piano is made and what yeah and how can know it but if til you sit down at the piano and practice and practice and practice it's not gonna work you'll tell your fingers play the piano you know all the rules it's not gonna work as he said ten thousand hours of practice to perfect the skill whether it's basketball whether it's the cello whether it's the dancing whether it's the painting the drawing what what is it I already know what to do I know what to do the answer is you know what to do maybe on one level your fingers got to know what to do the playing the piano is very very intricate I can't command my fingers to play the piano they have to they have to become absorbed with the information until it becomes almost second nature or first nature the same is true with the athlete it's true with running especially it's true with different sports I can just learn the theories and be in shape there's the practicing and practicing again where your feet and your hands are like talmidim they become students who absorb the information it's internalized with them and this can only come through a tremendous amount of practice but there's something else in life I'm sitting and giving a shear and I want to say something and I lift up my hand how did that happen it also came from the brain the brain has instructed through its nervous system so the nerves in their hands for it to lift get to lift itself up for the sake of of impact or influence or to make it clearer or to demonstrate vitality and so forth in fact anything we do throughout the day or we don't do is a result of a commandment of the brain we call this Rutzen desire move your feet don't move your feet move your hands go here go there whatever you want whatever you're doing in life but here we see a fascinating thing that the way that kiya karate are works with the body is not in a way that it takes hours to perfect the skill to perfect the art rather these things happen instantaneously what's the difference why there's some things I want to do it 10,000 hours of practice my friend and then I'll meet you on the court with so many other things of life I want and it gets done by the body and the explint explenation for this in osseous noises of Lakota trayless this is the difference between choreography enemy and kayak Markus this is the difference between mahzarin and lavash this is difference between mamala and sovath I can't give a sheen and turn to my student you understood and he says no understand now I understand there was a receiver a very big literature Shiva's name was of goostman saw the condition of your parents no we saw a ghost man you remember this at the condition of your parents he was on the best of her Brian Orser grads MC and villain at the age of 17 he wrote a set forum country seorim he was a big guy in a real great confessional Cheever Roth customer the previous Lubavitch Rebbe appointed him as Yoshi shiva of Lebovitz time consuming him in 1946 so one of his students the RUF of Melbourne rabbi it's a double grown had told me about half goose mysterion they said of Guzman got one so excited but he felt that none of the boys understood of art and he wanted to he wanted they should understand the works he took his glasses and he broke them and he says and we all understood he took his glasses from his stretches room he wanted to show how serious he took his glasses as I I guess the glasses were part of the sheer but I once met Ibaka and I just saw state Amida anniversary she was there was ruff ruff Kaplan and wood she was a very violent person and he had he had a heart it was hard for him to understand she asked him a question and twice was once Neve explained it to him since first a Tammy VIN he says no I don't understand again you understand no a third time he was really trying to explain it I don't understand so after three times of explaining it the boy started to cry so a receiver took him and gave him a kiss he said and I understood so that's on some level but we all understand I can't command you to understand why not because understanding by nature what is it is that it becomes you I command you to understand could mean it can apply to things where you could surrender yourself and submit yourself to the authority and follow when the military commander says March you don't have to agree with them you don't have to understand him all you have to do is have the ability to lift up your feet are you disagree how you think we should at March how you think we should go left not right we should go backwards not forwards I'm the commander you're the soldier we can have the conversation at a later point but right now you listen to me in other words what's necessary what's necessary is submission not internalization you have to internalize what I'm saying you don't have to internalize why I'm saying it but if a teacher does the same way and since you don't have to internalize why I'm saying it then you never learned Marshall what you're getting enough heating up the hander this year was just a natural thing versus slurring something to practice in terms of that distinction between those two types of Russell wouldn't this be a better spot to explain the difference between so brave and what's above so they brought some which is above the US and Russell because I mean it's unconscious because you mean it's unconscious these are examples abroad so but it would seem to me the better Sushil would be between ruslanova das which is the prayer this which is you know okay so let's not give them something aren't you saying that's wolf and so unconscious yeah but I want to do something the gemara says oh it's not a game or it's an expression endless Hodari I'm in the friar arts and we don't exactly know the source there's nothing that stands before us and nothing is as powerful as Watson in other words something whatever they say when there's a will there's a way you want to do something you get it done because wrought sign has so to speak the authority that it dictates like a commander and all of the limbs and all of the organs and the entire body is under that authority of Rutzen and therefore when there's a rot sin when there's a desire I will respond and I will follow my Rutzen I may not be in the mood I may not agree I made understand but if this is what you desire there will be an effect but rut sign is not a clear enemy and therefore if you want to teach the organ if it has to become something that the organ owns then it's a different process it can start with rot soil I want to go to classes and master this art but now you have to learn it so it's much like a student you can't be content with rot zone in order to be able to have somebody internalize something what Rutzen can do is cause them to be Movado their identity to the authority to the higher authority including to your own Rutzen I'm not in the mood I don't want to practice today no practice you know how the Chinese mothers forced their kids to practice piano right or the coaches forced the teammates to practice the sport non-stop I don't want to but your Upson appreciates the value of it so you go ahead you do it so it's triggered by toxin but the process is one that you have to absorb why it's like forcing somebody to eat you could force somebody to eat it's a very complicated process it's ultimately about you so therefore the worst thing a teacher can do is I'm commanding you to understand what I say the moment you do that it's not education anymore you could command me to sit in my seat they always did that you could command me to point I don't know how much it helps right but you can't command me to internalize to understand why not the answer is because I said okay I'm surrendering but it has to become me if it's to become my mind you have to work with my mind so now you have to tailor-make your information to my personal individualized identity so that I say ah I got it and now it's yours it's not mine anymore that's what a real student is the student himself could become a teacher but the military commander who says March what happens there he doesn't need you to internalize the commandments why because the nature of the relationship is not one that you have to absorb the commandments for it to become you that it's your identity does have to be your identity on the contrary a soldier means that you surrender your identity your individuality to the cloud to the army to the commander-in-chief it's all in you nothing with him yeah yeah yeah always and there's a smile on the child's face that you can't replicate you could scream at him how many times you want and teach you sometimes who are not great pedagogues do that right like if I stay snitched some of you can contribute all learning involves bitl if you just want to be a couch potato yeah yeah exactly yeah yeah the 10,000 hour rule is because it has to become the definition of your fingers it can't remain the rock songs authoritative will it has to become panini that's called nummy-nummy by definition you have to get off your high horse and go into the universe of the recipient it's never about you it's about the recipient the student that's always the cloud and if it's about you quit your job right whoo-hoo the dimension of goostman right right yeah yeah otto's oh yeah rod soit doesn't have to become the definition of that which is implementing it on the contrary the power of Rutzen is that it has the power of authority that despite the fact that it's not the definition of the one who is receiving the commandment it has the ability to overpower it and cause it to surrender and submit and we all know this in life that willpower is so important because that basically says this is what you got to do now yes yes yeah it's a different status it's a different status the soldier will say but I don't understand that there are not in the mood and I didn't internalize it it's irrelevant it's actually destructive you can ruin the entire effort and the same is true in our life there's certain things you can tell yourself to do you got to learn how to do it and the more you get upset at yourself and angry at yourself you're gonna have setbacks because the definition is it has to become one with you and that's a long process panini is a long process always internalization doesn't happen like this it's like inspiration people want you know go like this and I want to be inspired you're never gonna be inspired maybe I'll be inspired and you think you're inspired living off other people's energy which is always a great mistake but sometimes we're so desperate for oxygen we start living off other people's oxygen the problem is it's going to get depleted in an hour cuz he's going home mouth-to-mouth is because nephesh yeah you gotta live off other people's oxygen but you can't live on mouth-to-mouth 24 hours a day well the by the time he was very into this custom abena das why cuz he always said you have to eat I can't you can't eat for me right your mother can do everything for you and if she's a Jewish mother she does try to do everything for you but even Jewish mothers have not figured out how to eat for their children they would love to they would love to write they worry for us they get sick for us they're miserable for us they get depressed for us but they can't eat for us forgiveness that's fine at some point you gotta say you're you you got to figure out your own life but but I want you to understand the osseous that's what creamy means knie me means it gotta become you and that means it's never about me soy it means certain is the opposite paradigm it's a completely different relationship and in life each one has its tremendous place what's the relationship of sovath the exact opposite so it is all about them are SPEA it's not about becoming the definition of the Makabe it's not that the Makabe the student absorbs it that it says information we all know great students become teachers in their own right to the point that they can give over the information nobody even knows it comes from their ever why not because if it's really yours it's really yours becomes yours we have a special commandment cause I'll say how I'm made of a Bechet my memory maybe Google Euler but if I really really internalize something now it's my brain now I get it now I can give it over like I own it because I can own it if it's been in me I own it you may have inspired that you may have talked to me but it became me and once it's me it's already independent of you that's the beauty of a real student a real student is somebody who becomes his own teacher a great what do they say small small peeps mall leaders create followers and great leaders create leaders because that's what a real teacher does a real teacher gives the student not only direction and Commandments he gives them the very foundations upon which he developed or she developed their own paradigm so that you in your own right can now become a leader you now have the ball you can run with it he doesn't keep the teacher the student always attached those are smaller teachers but the great leaders they love their independence and that's their tribute to them because it became really yours and if it becomes yours it's yours that's all mamala that's the way the divine energy becomes you and God has to go through a very very big process for this it's 10,000 hours of practice to be able to to minimize to condense to limit the energy until it enters my brain my chemistry my DNA it's the way the divine is compressed into the DNA of your organism save of kalam and what's the muscle for that Rutzen how does Rutzen work I want I want therefore I am how does my male work I think therefore I am I want new so you want and rupture and has the koi Akash litter it has the curcumin so and that's what you'll see affects every part of the body identically Rutzen says now I want you to read this this book I want you to read this document it can't force me to understand it but it can force me to read it I don't mean force I mean compel it also has equal impact on my arms and my legs always in an identical fashion why and doesn't take a lot of time why unless the person classify solemn as ill meaning there's a there's a there's a cut off there's a disconnect but if there's no disconnect the entire body identically from the top to the bottom are equally subject to the influence and authority of willpower and they all respond simultaneously it's like serveth the highest and the lowest are equal because what does this represent this represents the power of infinity wrought sign I don't need to limit the energy until it's internalized within your vessels what is Ruxin looking for Rutzen is looking for this surrender the commitment and in commitment everybody could be equal you can have a million soldiers and they all March the same way even though they have a million different personalities how they'll never understand it the same way they'll never assimilate it the same way they're different but Rutzen brings out what Rutzen brings out your bittle to their Autzen your surrender to the will in surrender everybody can be equal in internalization no two people can be equal because everybody is different in zip in eye every eye is different in this lick everybody is the same in the negation of I in the transcendence of I we were the same what it's what it sounds but it's what so oh good good yeah so what what is this in the relationship with our shams energy this is called cyber what cyber cyber vis there's the divine energy and everything that is infinite it's not limited to the definition of the creator of the created and that we call her Shems will Hashem is desire just like my will ultimately rules my entire organism and if a person says no no no I only believe in Panay me not in Marcos you can't live a normal life yes if you want to become a basketball player or a dancer or an artist or a musician you can't just say robbed a Rothsay no it's not gonna work that's thick wasn't gonna stick and the carrot this thick and the carrots file is not gonna work but to wake up in the morning and I want to do snooze snooze snooze and my mind tells me just sleep and my heart certainly tells me sleep and this is where willpower comes in this is what you want this is what you do you may be in the mood you may not be in the mood how many people go to work in the morning because they're in the movement unless you mama you love your job and even if you love your job there are days that you don't love your job so Rutzen is the fuel it's the engine behind so many things in life for a person moment a person loses will and the relationship with will ultimately all our creativity and our success and there's gonna be stifled any ambition is going to encounter resistance and you always need an attribute of will of desire and it's not only when there's resistance it's throughout the day throughout the night Rutzen governs so much of our life and that's the value of it the value of it is that it's an urn mock if it doesn't consult the organ that it's dictating it doesn't speak to the toe and say let's talk about your mood and about your composition about your process but if you want me to become an expert in toe therapy if you want me to become an expert on dancing indeed that work very very much with the detailed composition of my foot and of my leg and I have to practice and perfect the skill why they have to become students of the KF enemy so in the relationship with Hashem this is that which encompasses the whole world identically from the highest to the lowest just like Rutzen encompasses the whole body identically from our ears to the lowest because it's relationship is not one of finiteness with limits itself its relationship is one of what wear it retains its infinity and everybody receives in the identical fashion so it's not Nimmi it's called lavash Markus macchiatos I mean it's not inside of you markov means it's inside of you but it's not tailored it's not filtered it's not restricted condensing itself to the limits of your identity it retains its unique infinity and you respond to that of course the Rutzen is everywhere in the body there ups and essentially is everywhere in the body everywhere yeah but this is all conscious this is all conscious I want to do it and I'm gonna do it I'm not in the mood do it anyway it's not telling me that's true you can't tell you student I want you to understand you there okay I understand and when there and by the way I should tell you in many classrooms that's what happens and that's why so many kids come out with nothing they never understood they were just told you have to understand you have to make believe you understand and you want to fit in so you nod your head and that's why it doesn't procure bit slow huh by selamat if you're ashamed you're never gonna learn because most people stop I can't say most many people stop learning at some point because the process of learning requires what they would perceive is shameful have to be vulnerable how can I come over to you after an hour when you Schmidt stand lifted up your hands and screamed and almost broke your glasses and say it finished an and convert I didn't understand a word and then you open yourself and you make yourself vulnerable to the person saying why you such a golem or thinking why you such a golem yeah it's cool we once had a teacher let's put it this way he didn't have a PhD in pedagogy and he once turns to the class and he says I'm greater than the morale of Prague morale of Prague had one golem I have 19 and then he said the morale good Morales golem didn't know how to speak and my golems know how to speak it's a great boost of self-confidence for the students so at some point you just nod if you have a good head you pass the test maybe you do well if not not but it's not a process of Penna me the process of Kaname is one in which you have to mama SH work with the calum of the Makabe survive is not that SOI rivers rocks are in but it's conscious it's always conscious I want and I respond the different parts of my organism respond to my will my desire now the question you can ask is what makes desire why do I want certain things why do I want to wake up in the morning why do I want to go to the class why do I want to go to the gym what makes a roadside and what if you don't have a rugs and how do you make her Autzen those are good questions in other words what is the mechanism of Rutzen but true Roxanne is always higher than the Spheeris it's rooted in a place that's higher even than Kozma it's the crown on top Ryo Rutzen is on top of everything but that's all conscious conscious means I consciously have a desire I really want us I really want it and let's say you want to go to medical school you want to become a dentist you want to become an accountant you want I really want this you know it's gonna be work and work and work and work but without ruts and you're not gonna get anywhere cuz it's gonna be hard a person wants to finish us they say from the south to me above the debris oil that he said in this generation this is a lot of bokram they want to know the whole Shas in one night and they want to sleep that night too sorry I want to finish I want to get this done I can start the process but I can't learn shots through Rutzen I have to learn flash to say unless I don't understand a word which some people do that too but this is all conscious what do I mean conscious conscious means it's revealed it's manifested this is what I want and if I want my body will respond if it's a healthy body and if I'm a command a commander-in-chief Rutzen is like a commander-in-chief I tell the soldiers go and they go they go why cuz the relationship is one of what in which I am NOT limiting myself to your vessels if I want the soldier would say none and then I have not made peace with this commandment yet I don't care if you made peace with this commandment no war can be fought with the house come paninis of every soldier with the internal is a hadith it's not gonna happen even in Israel and Jews have opinions trust me but the success of an army is what we call Kabbalah so you have to have some submission to Authority the common denominator here is that it's a conscious relationship what do we mean by conscious conscious is it's a manifest azaria that's revealed this is what I want I know what I want there's something else finally that's premia sarcastic apollomon sarcastic gets very tricky because plumies a caster is that which is not so v of Kalama you see the definition of rut Soren is desire desire what is aria whatever you want now I desire you to pick up my hand now I desire you to run a mile now I desire you to go make a call I may understand I may not understand I may appreciate a man but I have a desire to something in other word desire is defined by what it wants even though the Rutzen remains aloof and Sablan what makes you a commander-in-chief what makes you a military commander that you have soldiers under you who are following you in other words you're defined by the relationship even though you're above that's called sovath call Owlman you are defined by the worlds but you're above but then there's something called the Plinius of Casa and the premieres of Casa would be that to put it here not release very soon Lynette solemn but Connecticut ownership Amato Kessler as he said as the intermediary between the essence of infinity and the world so you have the way Kassar becomes the beginning of the world that topped the hierarchy the casted eruption that's like the Rutzen in the body which is the commander-in-chief of the entire organism and the entire organism is under its rule under its authority and that's how we get so much done and there's nothing in life that doesn't have Rutzen in it there'll be no rot sign it wouldn't be it's always on top it starts with rots and on some level alignment yeah okay well first under the Moshe taka is yeah yeah we does Rutzen come from that's the question real rocks with us a call so that dear ups and beyond there you could be willing but if you're not able and unable the relationship he said for every project you need willingness and ability if you willing you're not able it's not gonna work if you're able and not willing it's not gonna work you get it if you're able are not willing I'm gonna work there's no fuel there's no oxygen there's no relation to snow where there's no OMPH there's no neshama Watson is the it has to have will if you're not able you could want today till tomorrow you don't have the calum you don't have the vessels you don't better cuz you were confused last time you get it now the question is where does disruption come from ah so the Rutzen comes from a place that's unconscious so we call that super conscious so that dear Upson of the rods they rub some walnuts but we can't have conscious access to it not because yeah not because of our inability not because we're trying to repress it not which because we're we want to destroy it but because by definition it's something that's beyond any type of consciousness because consciousness is still a container the purpose beyond beyond the purpose the purpose beyond the purpose that's the super countries there are ton of rust in the stud everything excellent excellent because the trauma usually happens he's asking why does trauma happen like this and healing to take 20 years it's a very deep question trauma happens like this one event he was five years old boom and healing takes him 20 years the truth is the healing happens as fast as the trauma happens the 20 years is just to get to the point where he allows himself to get to the place of the trauma it says in Isaiah that real true ver happens Bechet Takada oberliga cada the Gemara season of a disorder but al ahzab in their diet yesh Koyna a la my Bashar a COS yeah so there's a tight there's a tight comes I think from the market from one of the greats Sean not an hour Sean Hebrew means a turn ye shall have oh I care and Yiddish I care yes Columbus saw a cuss in the corner you will meet ain't care it's one movement it's one motion that's true the twenty years yeah is to is to be able to get to that place to open it up because we invested so much and covering it to survive that's what the time is the problem is because trauma goes to the unconscious once it goes to the unconscious the decisions as a result of trauma are unconscious decision you understand so now what I have to deal with is not Michael I'm doing consciously that mailer now I have to go back to the places of unconscious that's why the mark of symbolic silver I'm them ain't said the cameraman Harlem Marmot because that sadek never has to go to that place he doesn't have to go to the rod similar odds he's good but in order in order to heal you have to go back to the place that is beyond conscious and once you do that there's a whole new self that it emerges so yeah but Malcolm Shambhala two of them having the means that they can wear music Allah Muhammad but not ain't I'm Dan Boylan they can't yes so there's a tightness in this because it's clarify you Hylas its capability there's not even a capability for it because they're not tuned in to that so that's what the twenty years are but the healing always happens in one moment and usually you can identify the moment you can identify the moment so something just comes out it's like an awareness or sometimes a person just breaks down it's a moment it's like you just know it it's a moment yeah there may be a process you know internalizing in and figuring out etc but it happens in among the differences the child absorbs it so fast because the child has an open passageway with the unconscious in the stem he didn't leave it yet so much that's why we leave the here the long hair come up cherish the here is Kassar yeah the hair on the skull was cast oh yeah he's doing a state of caster after three you start structuring the pea spaces structuring caster down here in taupe enemy into the gimel to connect document that's the pace in senator structure and this is solve these two types of payers does the these beautiful payers that's where you want caster to to remain above and then there's the payers that go they connect yeah yeah yeah yeah because over there the qivana was that the casters are going to pay me kabbadi Huckabee na da SIA the plumie and the other by the others for character was less penning me was more more mock if they like more Marcus now mark Capri is really much more powerful than penning me because it's Marcus that's infinite the challenge is that when the maqam doesn't come into penning me so we could remain very very removed elusive intangible and then and then it could be it could be superficial how do you access to super conscious you pay attention to what segregation aggregation okay well be mom system it's not shun mammalian savers yeah we call so even higher I'm a Molly lower but we don't mean we don't mean him in spatial terms we just mean serve is less filtered it's less restricted the teacher has to restrict his energy as to filter it yes to condense it he has to limit it if he's trying to express himself in his full genius he is not fulfilling his job his job is symptom his job is tuning in to the individual capacity of the student it's all about that because he's trying to feed him and the baby you can't feed the baby steak you have to give the baby baby food you have to give the baby applesauce you can't give the baby a big chunk of fish why cos McCollum can have the opposite effects right the adult you can give bigger chunks of food and the infant could drink only milk you can't feed them so that's the idea food it always has to be tailor-made grinded grinded and shrewd / relating to the student relating to the child and that's what toy is the same calc a new Messiah says oh you have to give us yeah I asked for my part in the tiger my part of the terror is not your part of the terror of course we could learn the same tiger but everybody has their scale of kintyre it's like their food what one thing is the dress Morris gets this unfair because you say terror aids if he miss its many points who you are but I see mother it's not that redefined me more oh so the mice of the Mitzvah effectively russet mice is Rotem admitster relates to service right so they become we call higher higher doesn't mean air it's higher higher means that the energy of the divine is less condensed it goes to less filters because it's not the oil that has to become enclosed and manifested within the vessel of the recipient which is the definition of mammalian the mammalian rock is a rock the divine energy has to become a rock if it's not Iraq it's not fulfilling its purpose you understand in the divine energy of a blade of grass is a blade of grass in science it's the studies of chemistry on a molecular molecular atomic level what makes it up but on a spiritual level it's the divine energy within the atoms that make up the blade of grass or makeup right the the pebble or the grain of sand or the drop of rain or the flake of snow or the little little rodent the little ant the little mosquito or the rhinoceros buffalo elephant or the angel in heaven or the black hole all of its physical all of its physical properties are really spiritual properties its consciousness is divine consciousness that's Alma Molly there's always diversity and this one gets baby food this one gets adult food and the food chain and the food web on a spiritual level is very very elaborate the food chain is very elaborate that's mamala so viv we call higher because the energy doesn't go through these filters just like rats I'm rod sign doesn't lower itself the military commander doesn't condense his information to the point that it can be absorbed and internalized by the intellectual appreciation of the soldiers ah doesn't why he doesn't Doge why in other words he's not bringing it down it's not going through that Center the teacher has to go if the student says why are you saying this and he says we don't ask why in class you're not a teacher what do we don't we should we ask why if not in class that's the whole point you'll say you too dumb to understand this well then you're not a teacher but if you want general Montgomery to start having a one-on-one with every soldier landing in Normandy and explaining the exact plan it's it's not only impossible because of practicalities but it also it undermines the entire system of how it's going to work it jeopardizes the plan this guy has another vision and we're not talking about if he's right or wrong the soldier may one day be a general thought the point it does the point is the systems that are put in place the relationship the way Hashem created our organisms you have the same thing you have those elements of communication that require the skillful cultivation of the various limbs and organs educated intelligence yeah you can't command your fingers because I want to become a painter I want to become a pianist I want to become Michael Jordan today very nice you may wanna but you have to have the ability not only the will you work so you and even if I learn everything and I read they need the training the physical training parsha training on the field training at the pier no training with the canvas traving training with the basketball training with the dancing it's training training day almost my feet have to becomes my feet are students and students have to absorb this year which is ten thousand hours of sheer Erdem of practice you got it the opposite is cybers what's Robson heart beats automatically yeah yeah yeah that's innate intelligence that's two concepts of chiropractic innate intelligence and educated intelligence rot sign says this is what we're going to do and that's what you do and it's relationship with you is not one that you have to internalize and bring down to your level the Rutzen doesn't have to restrict itself limit itself condense itself and apply itself to your individual capacity it has to on some level that you should be able to appreciate the communication but not understand it and internalize it and it becomes part of you and it becomes your identity doesn't become the identity of your finger we're when I have to become an artist it has to actually my fingers so to speak are transformed their difference say he has magical fingers right yeah you know and the same is true with carpentry with the blacksmith the goldsmith the silversmith the Builder the great chef huh this metaphor about the artist is by the river a shop in his in his my motive known as toe fresh iron Bay's I'm sure tougher time basis he explains mamala common and so common he gives this metaphor of the relationship what he calls - mmm well you want to influence right the body in one way versus the influence that comes from the power of Roth site which is called maca --the which retains its infinite status much more it retains its sublimity and its relationship with the rest of the body there's one of bitl rather than of transformation they submit rather than they are redefined based on their own Caleb in other words erat Swain does not tailor itself to the limit of your Kaylie that's why it's called sovath it encompasses the vessel it overwhelms the vessel and mamala fills the vessel amali is is nurtures the vessel it fits the vessel Ruxin doesn't fit the vessel Ruxin overwhelms that sizeThe it overwhelms the vessel the vessel surrenders to it so they're not some would be I wanna learn shots other one is actually yeah I want to learn shots yeah gets me up in the morning sit down at the table I have so many instinct I want to run I need that Rutzen and it's willpower but to learn I have to understand is to learn line by line and it's 10,000 hours or whatever it is this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us 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