Midnight Turning Darkness & Pain into Light & Daat Purim Style - Likutei Halachos 3:3 @ Shirat David

We're going to go right to in our relationship flow inspired from the talid big big to tap into the important teachings that um both both sikim and um we're mgal and we have to thank Hashem you know for for every so we just got the headphones in So miss microphone so ME will work hear better but the main the main when you're learning Torah fromu is how to bring it into d how to make it la because was not just know it was d it was always d no was trying to bring it into the door that we're in with the the in with the mits were in and even though his tal is basing this and some of the like is not always so seemingly practical. We're going to see that with with with the right hashkaf we can we can make it practical for where we're holding right now and it can also give us aspirations and push us a little bit more in our bokeh which is the first of which is this continuation In the essence of devotional perfection, the most effective practical way of strengthening ma is to master great strength and willpower to rise at midnight. We have to try to push ourselves to get up in. Now remember, we've learned in different there's different shittas about it means midnight after you know this man of of 12:00 or 12:30 or whatever that is right now. Or does it mean coming up extra early in the morning before Shak so you're still in the night and your m is then so that means you go to bed a bit earlier. Yeah. and you wake up early. This is how it used to be for most people. And like a lot of of their they get up early in the morning like not just morning when it's still night. So then they don't have to get up in the middle and go back to bed which is what that's the more traditional understanding of it which is very difficult. I think he's going to say yes. So this is clarified in numerous places in the holy zar regarding we have to be extra extra careful cautious that anyone whose heart is being touched by or of hashem is a way to exercise to ensure that rises specifically at midnight. So there's obviously a lot of about the zah a lot of zah kaduch which cites on the importance of rising at midnight ser and it's brought in as well in it's not just thing I mean it's the whole point of is to show that in pmius waking up in the middle of the night is a mean on your on your sleep and through and uh well I would say that one of the we can lamis coming up with purim and this I heard from mamita and I've heard it from sadik before him from zber and big big of the idea [clears throat] of waking up early purim yeah not to there's no Indian to party I mentioned this in the other day there's no Indian to party on pur the main mitzvah of the suda is in the day you have a [clears throat] of mig of Like every day you have you have and if a person's going to get in the night and then sleep in the day and then wake up late Mr. McGiller and you know and not only that every minute of Purim is like and you have to so getting up into the night you should play even more so should try get up extra early pur and say some a lot of sadik say the whole in the morning before ding they would do a lot of a lot of love just to to waste the day with I don't know what sleeping and whatever that's not the limit can the ticket for this is to merit opening the mind and revealing the parts of intellect is through the study of the rulings of Jewish law that's postkim we have to know what the post say because we have to keep we can't just do what we want there's there's we have to learn but the tick And it helps open up our minds because we have to build ka. One of the ways building ka is by doing this holy of so see he's bringing it into practical. It's not just to like you know fly around in the middle of the night doing holy vodas. It should open up your mind to get more in more aligned more in tune with will of doing keeping doing one then that merits peace and the malocus is eliminated because if you're doing hem your wife your soulmate would do your when you're not aligned and you're busy with so then she's not going to be doing your she's going to be a conneto she's not going to be an asa she's going to be conneto and that conneto is Not so good like it's and the is going on for hours. Instead, you could have woken up a bit early, serve a bit more. Get tuned into now you're doing works in now you have more shalom in your life and she'll do shalom with you this which an aspect of den and heresy often if you're really sensitive and you root back every mo you've ever had because you're allowing a little bit of epicauses of heresy kafir inside your heart. Yeah, because if you in a state of amuna, in a state of in a state of sim, you're not going to get caught up with people's cutness. You're not going to get triggered by people affected by anybody. And then Hashem doesn't need to send them to you anyway to test you cuz you're in a good state. You're serving him. What does he need to give you there? And if he does, you're not going to like pay attention to it because you're just seeing everything is is in a good m you're serving Hashem. You need to be busy getting into all these fights with people and with money stuff to pressure people like Yeah. No, no pressure. Yeah. No, no chasing people, no going crazy. You just want to know why you send a reminder. If someone owes you money, you don't have to like put all these emotions into it. You just you just get what you need to do done until this gets done. And if it's not meant to be with this person, be someone else. And this kind of thing, it's all to do with amuna. The reason why we get to Makl is because we're having our own and amuna. So then we think ah this person needs to pay us. I don't believe that me this I need to go crazy this person needs to give me the money or something happens you know I'm like I got started getting messages from some old tax thing from a few years ago from my accountant. And I was like, what? They suddenly messaged me now. And then I said to himself, you know what? Let me just take care of it. And I messaged them back. It wasn't as bad as it seemed. And slowly slowly you start to be miserate and it goes away. Yeah. But if they start freaking out, you make it into a freak out. And then you start making mistakes. You start telling them things that they don't need to know right now. And suddenly it's all one big and that's and then you start it's like it's all about and remember this is yeah the dire studying the rulings of he knows how to answer the heretic in his heart. Remember we're dealing with the amalch it's not just we were just learning we had a whole she this Sunday about is Hamas Amalch. So you know according to a lot of cheers like with Hamas is Amalcch. Yeah it's it's a Mats where they took on of Amalcch and other say it has to be Zer am has to be from As and the whole has to be Mish and Zer and we since it was all but we don't really know who they are. So how can you say the mishus in post? So you can do what you want with that but everyone agrees we have to get rid of the the inside ourselves. That's for sure. Any epicus any kafir we have to remove from our heart. How how do we answer these these voices in our heart through once you got and you're clear you have a clite in now the what can he tell you? You're serving Hashem. You're serving the king of the world. There's not you're doing the is 100% what Hashem wants right now. Saying you're learning to doing you have no there's nothing else like it says by people who really learn Torah properly everything else becomes dead in that moment. Yeah. It says m oil. What does it mean that when you're learning in the oil of Torah? Everything else becomes nothing. It's all gished. You're not you're just in the m of the mitzvah of Torah and etc etc. Yeah. And then you don't have any once you're doing a mitzvah mitzvah you do mitzvah of pan. Yeah. So you say what's the mitzvah? Yeah. Because you have to have pasa to be able to support your family or support yourself eventually to get to a family or all the different mitzvah of everything needs it's all inim and stages. So everything's a for the next. So constantly we're in mitzvah. Yeah. to be and this gets rid of this in our hearts and that's why in truth everyone has a bit of herites in heart and that's why a person needs to become the midnight rabbi and wake up yeah in the middle of the night what I try to do for years for day and night which collates of light and darkness represents das and And which is the concealment of what? Knowledge. The Reb's words. Remember I said is the key word here. Das is the aspect of what light. And that's from the Reb. That's that's the Rabbi himself. He has a whole lesson dear. It's um in the first section. We already did this in our sh a few months ago. And that Torah talks about the D is corresponds to lightless in contrast foolish ways of thinking that is the the concealment of D and that's to do with the opposite opposite of for the physical darkness of light stems from the darkness of D namely concealment of knowledge and Hashem's imminence Hashem's hiding making whole to reveal in the and that's why all these questions come on our come from that hiding of das hiding of of of hem the revelation of hem the gilly of hem and that's why the the po is so powerful because it comes and shows hem in the darkest place lowest places the most far away places everything is revealing hem throughest. That's why it's mash. Today we went to David Denil Cohen. We suddenly got a message from him that we can come meet with him at 12:00. So I said to my wife, it's like an hour. She just got back from teaching. I me up Aaron Ysef cuz we want to meet with Baron Ysef. Anna said he can make it there in time. So he quickly ran off to go make it there. Mommy got ready and we quickly ran out of the house. We made it just before 12. Went in. He straight away let us sit with him and we spoke with our know obviously that's a lot private but he went straight into this whole Torah that's why I bring it up about purim pur is such a he's the first thing he said to us p is such a that you have to find ways to to bring that ore into kale yeah to bring that light the d into the vessel and what's the reason why we get so because unlike if it's we don't say but if it's two of adish we don't do the pur on the first of of of that first why don't we because even though it's mitzvah to skip it over we do it because we have to connect pim to p why why p to p we have to connect the the n gi to the nv we have to connect the fact that when hashem's hiding himself he's still revealing himself even in the even in the st like you saw with the whole m with the gun or all the different things we go through in life where Hashem shows himself like through the war. Hashem does miracles and he's constantly showing us that these miracles like right now we're ding for miracles with with Iran. Hashem's showing us and he's giving us ability in our daily lives to have the toa on our on our kafir and msaba on our goof and to be able to wake up and have a fish kite. This is all this is the the real bigger n the n of pim was not was so was a high than pes because pes was all outside of ta so was the Jews didn't didn't believe in >> yeah not fully they didn't take it on behav by pes and by kabas there was a big you know h gigas it was scary they scared of it was but it wasn't and it wasn't wasn't this tremendous was scary yeah if you don't keep the you know scary stuff button relationship became we're talking about here relationship flow that we should have that deep relationship we're no longer arguing with our wife because aligned yeah we're tuned into a the relationship we're tuned into the rot of the relationship that's the kind of ama and now once you have that kind of light. Someone said to me the other day I was giving a sh and he said I was saying that when you control yourself when you restrain yourself to he said but what about you know isn't that I said oh now if you have you have a happy heart me you're controlling yourself because you're not going to be interested in all the all these heretical vorts all this and all this stuff in your heart goes away because you're all the time you're busy with Hashem. Look, he says a nice thing here. He says in Gdalia Fence said when distance awakens prayer, the greater the pain is being distant from Hashem. Hashem wants a relationship with us and he will get your attention. Rabi Hutna says prayer won't get you out of trouble, but trouble will get you into prayer. We've all experienced that when we're going through this illness, we suddenly come more stronger to feel a seed for growth. He he told the story of Denel Cohen. There was a yid trying to get a deer in couldn't find one this that. So then he went to the castle started screaming to Hashem crying and some wealthy yid came along saw him and asked him what's going on and then helped him get a deer. So then he went back to the ko told the seo that he had a daran out. So uh it was this whole miracle. So then everyone in the k started going down to the kot on d after a few weeks no one else got a no one else had any issues like the way this year had. So they said what's we also went to the kot on d. Yeah, but this guy, he was in the sheets. He was screaming to Hashem. He was talking to Hashem. You guys were d you're talking to Adira. You were talking to what you could get. He was screaming to Hashem to like save him. So, because it was so mey that that is Yeshua. The other ones were like just, you know, they were going for for reasons. Pain is not punishment. It's cooling. When life feels too heavy to cut, right, to cut, it's usually because Hashem is gently or forcly inviting you back into relationship. He wants your heart, not your perfection, not your performance, just your presence. We stop running and start speaking to with honesty, with realness, something softens. Sometimes anyway, we return when nothing else seems to work. And that return is precious. Hashem values us more than we know. Pain brings you back to Hashem, then even pain has a purpose. So that's why, you know, we don't d for pain. We ask Hashem to save us from. But when we're going through on some level to use it, it's a tool. It's energy. It's it's engine. It's oil. Get up a bit early. D to Hashem. Talk to Hashem a bit more real. Push yourself a little bit more. Yeah. To do don't waste Let the this holy holy day just fly past all the mit. Use every minute. Don't be so shook you can't even experience it. The night time be protect the night. So the morning is is is how we have to be. When night spreads its wings, the gate is a grenade that close shut the force of darkness should fall through the world. The world is then covered through the matron. So we're no longer in the realm of of light of d and the nighttime comes. So what's this matron? He says this refers to which works in the in the works of the early known matron. All Israel's yidden are princes says nom. Yeah, the name. So the divine persona of Malcus, the source of Yiddish souls is called Matron, holy queen being the lowest of the sphere of Malcus interface between supernovas and this lower world of kind serves as the as the as the agents between Hashem and man. The agency is depicted in the following pum the holy one. Every mission that Hashem wishes ishs from the house of matching every mission from the below the kings sends first the house imag. Why? What do we say in the morning? We say msvativ after what do we say in the night? MS am. It's about a in the night the day. Everything's clear the that's but the night it's a that's when the needs to kick in. We said about we've been talking again and again. This is the Okay. Should we do a little bit more? Is that enough for now? What do you say? Little bit more. go with these up. I should not get caught. >> Okay. So, we should go back to mommy. Very good tonight. Just one more point. It's Mosha B's tonight. And now it's D. Mosha B's D is D is D. Yeah. To connect to Sadikim is connecting into D. Mosha Bal with the and mommy's Y. It's on the same day. We have a holy holy mommy soulmate. Her name is Masha which is the same of Mosha. She was born on the same day. the lula and the y mo we have to tune into the rot and rot is going to match moh with the ka or masha is with the alf that's that's that's the roten tune into the rot into the das and with the das we have the ability to get rid of all the negativity and all the and be in the place of all and to the mala in to the in the mitzvah to the ink and who are failured.