Mesilas Yesharim Vs. Likkutei Torah - Likkutei Torah Pesach Matzah Zu #4

the yeshiva dotnet okay good morning everybody and welcome thank you for gracing us with your sacred presence this morning we're aware that you had many options where you could have gone this morning and you chose us and we don't take it for granted yes but you had even more options than 10 Airlines Airlines is if you want to fly but you know what can you do on a bright Wednesday morning in New York and Rockland County the opportunities are endless right so we don't take it for granted okay so we're on we're close to the bottom of 22 right 22 on top it says South middle of the beloved Marsha coast of Baja Gerda line starts Olam haba 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 11 lines from the bottom Olam haba your Alif column for if you wish so he said the line before of a cold zero my penis my fin de mer Ben Elam ha began a dinelli in dilute anaconda Sharma's la fiesta gossip the summation of the discussion was that in many ways the way we defined simcha the way he Duvall Italia defines Simpson this my Murray's realignment reunion when who you are who you truly are becomes manifested in your life and there is a union between your core and your outer self there is that unison that unity that harmony the synchronisation alignment that is what creates simcha or in the words of the Mimer the olive was once in the ELA the olive was once part of the ELA it is who it really is that is its core its source there was a separateness there was a distance that was created a gulf and when the auto returns and is reunited with its Allah meaning with its own true quartz own true self that alignment is always the cause of a true sense of joy a sense of simcha if the ELA and the although were essentially separate that wouldn't create that simcha but the cause really they're one they're truly aligned it's just distance has developed so whenever we can overcome that distance and whenever something returns back to where it came from and can experience its own source its own shrew essence there is simcha and the closer it becomes the deeper alignment the greater the joy and that's the basic the unit that's the unity of the ELA and the hollow which as he said is the definition of yom tov my atom low simcha when malkos goes back up and that's why everything in the world everything in the world craves to return to its source to itself and as long as it doesn't there is a void there is an emptiness there's something missing what's missing what's missing is me my truth is missing and as long as that's missing there's nothing that can substitute for that you could try to replace it with a lot a lot of stuff but there's nothing that's going to substitute the reunification the alignment of the Oval with the ELA which is the source of Simcoe that's the Benari a very gauche um miss MacAvoy on regal hafla the cottage on regal is Dalia Yom Tov is Dalia 10r which we explained was being as explained at length which is like the ELA and that's called - Dima when there is that appreciation or awareness or understanding of the ELA Mahon hill i have i yesh and that's the source of simcha in kebab kabbalah Isis the ill the Ovilus mal host which descends right and it comes back to its source and not sinless is the ELA okay in in in a person is the neshamah which descends is the and it comes back yeah that's also true yeah that's also true yeah cause and effect mother and child antecedent yeah a little is that which comes from the eyelids born from the ELA it's it's a term in Jewish philosophy Lusaka chol works from the Middle Ages yeah right yeah and no but yeah right like the antecedent the antecedent is the ELA the progenitor the cause the source and the olives like that which emerges from it it's used in the in the works of the Rambam and Jewish philosophy of the Middle Ages the term is used very very often Allah and Allah absurd you Gandhi Rambam and the other great Jewish philosophers I Inuit Lama Hey and I in llama development in Leno and when the Allah unites with the illa the first the biggest the deepest unity is its the comprehension of it the appreciation of it which is of the experience of it and that always comes from the fact that the owl can appreciate it can internalize it can understand it can feel it which is what simcha is simply is that feeling of of joy when the owl can appreciate its full actus it's full Actos with itself its full harmony with itself its full alignment in a way that it relates to its identity its identity becomes filled fulfilled full and fulfilled because it encounters its truth it meets itself it's like ah this is my Megan this is my melody this is my voice right it's not anymore you're in awesome acog veja Sela I'm not the weasel hiding under the house but I have emerged whenever I'm alienated for myself I'm hiding I'm hiding for myself and automatically I'm hiding from others I'm hiding for myself because either I'm embarrassed with myself or I don't know who I am or I'm looking for Who I am or I'm trying to replace Who I am with something else but the point is I'm in a state of hiding and that expresses itself in so many different ways physically psychologically emotionally spiritually person not in hiding is her aeneas Mariah hush mania Skylar you know you've found your calling your [ __ ] in your your your source your nest as the bird flies back to its nest searching and searching Kyle Tyreke is the famous poster can tell him the Vala Tanya made a [ __ ] non-it write kil Tariq Allah he came i MK navi Sarek you know what I reg means kyle tarik huh it yearns it Pines like a Ram dhaba dermaluxe poetry like an ayah like a gazelle or a ram tyroid it yearns and elves and pines a la fille Quemoy aman their streams of water it's been thirsty for days and it finds the became i am you know the canals the water canals and the joy the tyroid the arooga in the sense of kiss ooh fame of yearning and pointing so powerful kenaf she suruc every soul experience is that LFL him some enough she'll Allah Kim hi Messiah Vera that's all in one word they're all yearning to come back to the ELN and the entire existence this is the pattern the all those searches to reunite with the ELA when I can identify that search and work towards that place that's a life of productivity that's a life of advancement that's a life that's bringing me closer and closer to Who I am when I distract myself from that yearning or I try to compensate it with different things that will superficially and artificially and and falsely fill the void through counterfeit counterfeit alternatives that's a good word counterfeit right counterfeit money it looks like money but it's not the money and you know the truth you know the truth so then the old world just gets more frustrated and distant from the ELA which widens the gap which widens the void which deepens the struggle and the crisis and and it's all simcha is that Actos between the two ain't simcha catharsis fakers right ain't simply catharsis recurs right that's the same idea same idea that's intellectually right when you when you know you resolve the doubt including the doubt of who you are you know well I think it's a different that's completely on a different level you know like an everything mitzvahs ballet qivana could goofball a neshama so there's a certain energy on yom tov but i think the more the more awareness the more avoid there's always much more internalization right always of course of course of course the function of a young TIF is simply to highlight a particular characteristic of the Jew life but the point is to take it all year with you yes yes as per your request for the request of some of you I spoke to the women yesterday about what I spoke to the men and I think it was well well accepted I didn't a little bit in a different way of course but with the proper you know approach yeah he's sitting on your right very nice right yeah that's a that's yeah that's a good question you're saying you need we need we only the chiropractor's to align the bones and the muscles uh to create that symmetry to create that symmetry in the body it's right I think it occurs but when there is mindful when there's a mindful attachment it's a it's a much deeper experience not a sauna unconscious levels on a conscious level yes we're all basically looking for a good chiropractor that's the bottom line you couldn't ask for a better commercial tomaron this morning it's been a good day for you already you can stretch love yeah alignment yeah yeah yeah and we see children know this instinctively right you put children in front of a dis integrated puzzle and they want the puzzle to work pieces of Lego and they're bringing the pieces of Lego together you give them a pen and they're painting a picture what are they doing with how do they know this because deep down in the course is very powerful idea of the ballot Anja deep down in the core of every Nivea is the yearning to become part of that puzzle again we're part of a puzzle we are a puzzle right the body is a puzzle the world is a puzzle but the puzzle is often in chaos in this integration just like our mind is that way so we see separate things and we we bring it together and every oval doesn't want to be separate the child in captivity when he sees his parents is overjoyed if he would have never been their child he would have not been overjoyed it would have just been meeting strangers which is a nice experience but because he really belongs in their bosom and then he separated and separated in brutal fashion and the separation is harsh and intense that's why uses the word severe captivity that just he went on some business trip which is also a separation but it's a serious separation it's an intense separation so that coming back that reunion only creates a much profounder profounder sense of Samaha profound a sense of joy yes okay just always with um I and I in lol I love okay oh okay very nice so you say an L overall is trying to come back to the ELA okay Neela died David ideally lol Neela died evidently that's one double drum right right you don't just go to a chiropractor once a year you say and then sit I get it and then sit hunched over and then sit hunched over all day as I might what's the Schuyler what's the Schuyler going to the mikveh Burke law is a very good thing it's good for everybody mikveh Israel Hashem McVie's Russian mikvah mataira said to me am i forget it were a cometary Cicero Avenue in the uber but then there's something called moisten the uber my friend amber how hakama and may I intimate say there's an expression a pasta can Eve peyrac of hares job chapter 28 hakama may int mud sale here to the literal reading of the post occurs hakama may i intimate say we're gonna find Kozma it's not like you're walking in the street and you're going to find class me you could walk in the street and find them at sea yeah you can find a penny you can find a phone and you could maybe find an expensive piece of jewelry if you're lucky as we say in Yiddish good fun and I'm at sea you found them at sea yeah but see it means you found something unexpected but the pasta commercially says don't expect to walk in the street and find customer this is not something that you can just hakama may I in ten months and we're gonna find hakama it's not something that's easy to access or that you can access just randomly it's a unique gift the ballot on yatai chose it not as a question but also been a host as a statement for hakama may int matzah Hockman emerges timid say like a madea emerges from nothingness from iron what is the meaning I in akhira Masha na Masuka ayan doesn't mean that which doesn't exist ayan means that which is not comprehended it's not grasped that's not fathomed I can't own it I can't wrap my brain around it mosa gleich the word la Hasek means I can reach it I can fathom it and I can grasp it which is what house saga means when we speak about a concept and I really understand it in many ways I own it the the difference between listening to something and getting it right you say I got it I got it you always see it how you communicate it to somebody else somebody could listen to something and then when somebody asks what did you hear they stumble they started they can't really communicate it because it sounded good but they didn't really get it there was no hot saga all right sometimes people sit for years and years and using your Shiva's and but they manage they hear tons of shittim tons of stuff but there was no ha saga they never stopped to really take it in it should become yours you have to own it for you to own it it can't be that the teacher owns it that's his ownership of it the student must own it on his own shatta he shall have is Allah may Allah that's what her sug is sungki means I wrap myself around it it stuck in mind Bala Tania and Perry okay if Tanya describes Toyota and he says when a person understands Taylor and understands it well she says for who you couldna flaw Shaina hood Kamali over like Erika namesake law B'gosh measly Islamic admonishment called Sado Pina did the actors between the human brain the intellect and the divine idea he says as a year coat that you don't have anywhere even in the physical world Lea's like a demoniac admonish because then you really understand something it's yours it's yours that's what her saga means that's why her saga both means understanding like you say la has sig to understand it I mean love my singers l-like you said if I stay astonished but the word has saga means to reach right oh boku abraca c'est la vie he see Juho parses cassava VC guca then there's the voice of rubidium of risk of seeking Mariska we see goofy said Micah Saugus arrived it and the positive Assisi guca the Broca's will reach you you never this rabbi Twersky Azaria Saugus arrived at like a saga Sir Isaac which means if you learn Rambam on the side of the room that are sagas arrived at sagres means derive it challenges him how soggy it doesn't mean the rival understands and meets for carrots how sagas arrived with the rival is always challenging there ze'ev oh this is not in there now it was very sharp with the sharp on the Rambam and missionary rock so that suckers arrived it is like he challenged them real much like us Sohrab in them that's when he probably meant the ball color Brooks Oliver he see guca they challenge you when you have a brother challenges no it's a calling it's a calling the real burnished lung gives you a gift it's not just a gift to spoil you it's a challenge a challenge right right yeah yeah yeah and it comes out of respect if you don't appreciate the person what are you challenging for you dismiss it right well that's a good question you sing okay yeah it's a good question but it's not for now it's okay so I'll just say one thing because tear is divine wisdom so when I drew on the stands Tyler so it's it's a very deep intimate relationship with a champ right yeah yeah the safe hole is typhus to Moscow but for this the idea has to come into a state of cult that's called yesh and that's what beam is as we said bina is the concretization of the intangible is to transition from int ash and all Olam haba is based on that Olam haba is basically bina lahum he'll I have is I can give them something and that's what the whole can celebrate I can celebrate something why can I celebrate something because the something allows for the I to celebrate it in other words my I intact can find its truth and can celebrate it and that's what the Harmony is the child comes back to the parent and there's a real relationship because the distance between parents and children is a painful reality today you know it's a big discussion today people's issues with their fathers and mothers it's spoken a lot today about today the real issue is that it's such a big issue because parents and children are really so close and because they're so close when there's distance there's a void there's a void now sometimes part of life is facing certain voids you know if if somebody's in a family and there's lots and lots of challenges over there and a lot of wrong behavior sometimes you have to face very deep voids and it's sad but very often those voids can be dealt with in a very beautiful fashion by by reuniting people so when you reunite what happens is the child's I can experience alignment with the source of his eye which is mommy and Tati the same is true with spouses the same is true with parents and children right God the talavana that's the idea of a guy that the lavinia to connect to your child to allow the eel and the olive to be able to unite in a deep way reunion a reunion of hope he may issue kako she's called isa because she was taken from ish so there's a good harder these ministers are all old but the Gemara does say tavola mace of duma Lamesa varma law right that there's a special yearning and a woman for companionship for camaraderie that men don't always experience consciously tomorrow often uses that as a as a truth in life the sense of loneliness and solitariness is is felt more acutely by a woman at least very often and you also see when there's a breakdown a subtle breakdown in our marriage relationship sometimes it takes the man three four years to figure it out it's like really there was a problem we go to Costco every Sunday what do you mean right that's what the Gemara says yet Avila made some do so all all right yeah it's advisable but yeah Isola Adam Luca - Archie Rene so so all Boehner all been as a form of iron being morphed into yesh which allows me to experience it what's ayan ayan doesn't mean it doesn't exist I ain't means a name Musa I call it iron we call it AI and we call it nothing because the Kennish martin garnishment them i can't own it i can't grab it that's what i in men's i in nikkor machine a muslim ila my lahmacun has been a visage it's completely beyond and he says lamella milah twice not just beyond above in other words don't call it another allah right because if he would say l'm i'll ii would say okay bina is the ELA of middest a mob on him and Hawkman's the II love Ben and no he says Allah my Allah my Allah my Allah my Allah means above being a Neil Allah my Allah from the concept of milah l'm ila from being the country l'm ila my little green has been over sagar the high Newsham is galloping in this alien saber who when we speak in kabbalah for much of our cities about giving moistened Abba or Gilly moistened him what does it mean yeah so the Kabbalistic term was always die Risa would say Shabbos is giving my son a bouquet go figure it out the ballot Anya who was the great mag dear the great definer to be marketed what these most saga Marcy says Dino what does it mean as a human microbiome is galih penis I didn't serve Berg who my delays mush of anticipate the earnings save that emerges that comes out revealed is that which lays much of it facin that's an expression of takuna zayed Haggadah matekoni sir some people say it Erev Shabbos before menopause Eliyahu lace Markovitz viseme clock no thought no idea can grasp him lace McStuffins Pacific level anything like honest boy nor can you enjoy it Kozma you can't enjoy why can't you enjoy my a car she ain't some chump this of our sangha enjoyment by definition means I enjoy I enjoy means I get it I have it you know when you hear that idea you hear that idea that you didn't understand and then you understand that there's a tremendous kind of you learn something and you're struggling and then you tap it ah it's almost like you could feel this tremendous sense of the light that's the say hello that's the title of a hakama there's the tiny govern Egon you hear a [ __ ] in you kappa sir there's the Titanic of a story there's the Titanic of a relationship there's the tiny nook of experiencing a friendship or doing a favor for somebody these are all different pleasures that the person can experience when I grasp something there's a Henault but why is there a no why is there a simcha there's a simcha because I was typhus it I was massing it in in hakama there won't be how no and the reason won't be annoying is because I can't experience it when the hakama comes into being in other words when it goes through the transformation from int ash so binner I can grasp that's what bina really means bina means I understand and I do that I develop it and I can then communicate it and do a lot with it Kaku my represents an idea when it's still very nebulous very intangible like I said yesterday it gets you you don't get it somebody once said I think they attributed to Edison Thomas Edison that all invention is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration which is whitson right bina is perspiration hakama is inspiration that's what you also can't prepare for it you'll never know when the brainstorm is gonna come and you can't say okay I'm gonna get ready for a brainstorm you don't get ready for a brainstorm if you get ready for it it's not a brain so you can't force it being as a process that you can not force but you can facilitate you could say I'm gonna sit down now for two hours and think through the inion and develop it Clark um I'm gonna see you could sit there for 20 hours either succumb to the circuit Nishat I'm faithful its Falls yeah haha may I intimate say it comes from iron tackle both brought them me i intimate say you know why because it comes to my and we're gonna find it I can say oh there it is may I and it comes from a place of iron when you have this brainstorm this epiphany this info where does it come from it also comes from you really think it came from it comes from what's called kurihama skill it comes from what's called well Pentacles entire hamas skill or Kassar it comes from an unconscious reservoir of information of data of inspiration that exists in us but we have no conscious access to it and then the brain like produces this this this flow from the unconscious to the conscious so it's called iron but in the state of calm it's still in a state of eye and even though we feel it and then beena transforms it from iron into yesh like like the sperm like the seed of life it shoots out as the Commerce's Eureka States but without the woman nothing happens it's tremendous potential you have a tremendous potential which is why the hazael and the McCollum were so sensitive about emitting seed without a purpose because the potential of seed and what's in it microscopically and spiritually is incredibly powerful and that's why it has to be treated with such dignity and such respect often people don't understand the a this is very important especially for young people they think that the prohibitions of how lockers did to take away people's fun it's the exact opposite it's in order to help the always all our lockers in order to help the all o function as a reflection of the ELA it's from a place of unity so when one appreciates the tremendous power and potential in the seed of life which is the peon of hakama it's treated with with a tremendous dignity with a tremendous respect how we approach it how we look at it how we implemented and so forth but that's a state of potential biologically speaking without the feminine without the woman counterpart what happens nothing as we say lava Tola tremendous potential unbelievable potential and our penis stirs and a shaman a lot of stuff going on there is the potential for souls and a certain creation of souls but without the Kayle without the vessel the feminine vessel which can then absorb it and nurture it and allows allows it to fertilize an egg which can then develop into an embryo and be developed without that it's a fleeting powerful intense experience and by the way everything in everything in gosh mates is always ruinous it's not the two worlds are not separate from each other everything that you see in the physical world is because it's that way in the spiritual world there's all sorts of men displeasure in it a tremendous Thai nog in it but it's fleeting why is it fleeting because it's a state of iron it's not gonna it's not going to form into a yesh this is all a metaphor so let's get back to the names so what is Haq mahathma is motion the Abba the mind of the Father mind of the father means whenever it is a gilli of ain't safe that lace much of its viseme not in a state of yesh I can't have enough from it why can't have an off him at all hum na means I'm enjoying it Hanaa always comes with the prefix word I that's what enjoyment is I am in tact and I'm here when I grasp something who grasps at me my brain my heart my emotion I feel like I own it hakama I never feel like I own it I can't you know why because it doesn't lend itself to that space on a deeper level if you want to go one step deeper just to say it in different words but a little more abstract and a little more bring out to bring out the MS if I remain in the state of I I could never experience hakama Hockman you can't experience because if you're experiencing it that's not Kozma it's ila we'll see so good to show you this will soon see this time niganda somehow this noggin this simcha that's the two things timing is connected to Kozma and simcha is connected to bina now let's understand in roomiest is a person yeah there's a there's a voice from the ballot Anya he once said that the first Mitzvah after Martin Taylor the first thing a sham says after Matt and Tyler right after what's the first message Matt intended sake and the first Mitzvah miss baya Adama Tassili right after the hellish alaric of a column Rehema sarcoidosis an epidemic Sam tells much Ms BAE Academy tasali make an altar from Earth with a vac the whole office le Sacre West LA Mecca on this miss Bay a few should sacrifice your Oilers and your slummin which are two types of carbon and carbon oiler which gets burned completely in a carbon schlomit which you also eat so he tied the first Mitzvah after madam Terry's miss Bahamut I'll say it in Yiddish and then I'll translate those boy enemies baya from bittle miss Barrett had done missiles by enemies but there's a vast our love of them is bezel so Stockton oil a service lomasa Dinah Eliason on Danish Limassol on this altar of Earth which represents Bittle complete oneness you should slaughter you should sacrifice you need for oiler for Elias for going up and you need for slow Mecca for perfection what does this mean this is the difference of being and hokhmah you have a person I want I want matter agus I want Madre gasps what do I really want I want to feel I want experience I want to wrap my brain around it it's very beautiful there's only one issue I remain stuck in the world of yesh the issue is laced much of it fish at bay a relationship with ultimate truth requires not just a sense of humility and not just a sense of openness obviously that's been a tool but something much deeper the ability to really be able to really surrender completely the very eye even the ability to have her know because even now know what I know I know is I grasp mitzvos that snapshot mitzvos the real shot the deeper black mitzvos lovely humus nitnem there's an element of a mitzvah which translates into yesh bina moisten dima which i celebrate which I appreciate because I internalize it I wrap my brain around it and as long as I can wrap my brain around it it's give all dick and I want more and I want more and I want more and I want more but that's all the realm of Allah and Allah in other words what's ela ela is the place where I find myself yesh me Esch take the apple tree today go back to the seeds that were created into a system a voracious and you'll find the same properties even if it's five thousand seven hundred and seventy nine is later our DNA goes back to Ottoman cava or at least kyon Havel and chase have his DNA Amanda Morris in many ways we're 5000 years old it's it's all one connection because the yesh comes from a previous age comes from previous comes with previous that the first yes in the last yesh maybe thousands of levels remotes from each other but in the first yes you can find the last yes and in the last year she could find the first yesh that's why from the from the from the egg of the salmon you're never gonna have a chicken why not why not why does it never happen at chicken emerges you have an a loss of parochet all became Kimura commercially of the Cain para we have uniquely anomalies in nature but generally speaking you're not gonna have from the human embryo will come out of horse I'm sure yeah I mention dementia factors are fed and why why it's a seed what's the difference this seed that seat the shot is it's not a seed the seed has in it exactly what's going to come out in potentiality in other words the last yesh is all there in the first one and the first one is there in the last one but Mela what gives the OL simcha what given all singers that have found itself it can find itself in the first yesh it can I find itself because that's where it comes from that's the simple of the owl I found myself I found my real self that's all bina in Kakuma it's a completely different reality I don't find myself I lose myself and if I lose myself that means there's no I to lose anymore as long as I can lose myself it's great but in real hum as latest Microsoft Vista Bates I am I in there's no I to be typhus if I am intact soonish Karma this is a completely different the fitnah could innovate assertion and it's two states this mic in the image is motion table there's a voxel of a Salish sack of s LaMotta you should check your need to be a Muslim to be a la my Allah my Allah to be Obama Draeger what's that I want to be about Madurai yeah yeah so I want shameless it looks lameness what am I looking for okay you have it in a foolish way the person is just delusional I'm not talking about that or neurotic or whatever or just egotistical or whatever they just hear words but I'm talking about even in a very spiritually sophisticated way I'm sometimes I'm not ready to give up on that I'm happy to have a relationship but it's muslin or haben I have to have a seat on the head table I gotta be there on that table if I'm there their table good I'm loyal but I have to find myself there and then comes the moment when in real truth I have to be able to lose myself and not find myself in losing myself not as another Shlomo's oh I found myself so much I even lost myself that's how much I found myself I'm so perfect I'm bottle - it helped publish limas from bit Lloyd that's my son table that's oneness can happen to second and in a way this is this is much deeper this is Oneg ulcers that's my kendama hakama may I into matzah what's his lotion his Russian is Lane it in the hottest boy Lane it doesn't allow you to have an aw why don Noah by definition means my Mitzi's is intact I'm the one defining it although it works for the OL comes back to the ill I find myself in the Ayla that's plural is ela means you can find yourself there if you can't find yourself it's not your ela and we went wee wee jump to number two number one is deep stuff number one is deep number one means you have to be able to find yourself there can you find yourself there can you really find yourself there that's that's a tremendous stage in a void in a relationship if there's a relationship where you can't find yourself there it's not a relationship it doesn't bring out your truth your MS yeah ultimate self-actualization what what is a Vitus Hashem mean in this place it means ultimate self-actualization because what's the ultimate self the ultimate self is your an expression you're a manifestation of the divine so ultimate a veda sastry means ultimate self-actualization the whole train mitzvos is not here just to crush a person customer solemn or to harness you were to spoil all fun in life so that when you want to eat pizza for seven days you know let eat pizza although today should come with an awesome pizza Carla basil a person exact opposite the whole function of either straight is to bring out your best self your deepest self your most authentic self the artist in you the soul in you that dancer in you the creative person in you the power in you that's what it is that's what Fela means film becomes no word alignment a toy eyeful clay Harrison enough to lei Li Kim nostalgia image I see connection we catch three less prayer but that's really a King James it's a different translation the translation of Tefila is alignment connection just like Mitzvah myth so we translate command when the Gemara says in Broca's devolve right let's a voice mail or chants AFSA Mitzvah is a link Tori do we translate as law but desire at the morality redact translator as a lesson Tyra me lotion harira now go through all these translations prayer prayer some people are into prayer some people are not but everybody wants to be connected not everybody wants to be commanded everybody wants to be connected not everybody wants laws but everybody wants lessons if you do a business workshop I'm gonna give you laws and nobody's gonna show when you'll be lessons everybody's gonna show up who doesn't want lessons lessons in life ten secrets the ten distant and that Highly Effective teenagers Highly Effective schlemazel seven the seven effective habits of schlemazel oh why are they so successful and they could remain Shalom assalam that's what that that's what my Cindy so I'm taking this from hi my draggers and bringing it down but it's all connected that's what their spouses means the lowest all can find itself in the highest illa because it's a train it's a that's what your stylist means well the word is a serious had Idris it's not Commandments it's ten conversations the tenth it's true I'm not making this up it's ten conversations that God had with his people at the foot of a mountain that's very moving that sells why because you could find yourself there I want like to know what are the ten conversations if I would if you would see a book the ten conversations you should have with your children before you die nice there's such a book okay five conversations for okay and of the of them should be of course respect your father and your mother etc but the point the point here is that that's the first stage is very deep that Eliquis is where you can ultimately find yourself under some Azusa today burster some Arnav silicon we may not know that we're looking for God so what's one says I'm looking for peace I'm looking for serenity I'm looking to get rid of anxiety I'm looking for a high yeah I'm looking for it to get rid of the pain I'm looking for confidence I'm looking for one person is I'm looking for money I want money just money money money right I once asked a person what's your ambition in life he was in yeshiva with me we were a classroom eyes I asked him what's your ambition in life so he's he was 15 or 16 said my ambition in life is that when I walk into Macy's I shouldn't go to the sales section I should go to the most expensive section and be able to buy everything and we cut over to his credit he fulfilled his ambition and he lives that waiver column so we may not know we're looking for God I'm looking for honor I'm looking for people to validate me I'm looking for my wife to say a nice good morning and give a good breakfast omelet with cheese and a cruise on some people that that's it that that that's yeah I knew a fellow he used to say all I ask in life is that when I come home there's a fresh dinner waiting for me is that so much to ask something off ceiling a kid that's just someone I'll see he wants there should be a plate with hot food and a plastic to retain the heat so the search could be manifested in endless ways but underlying all the searches all the searches is that Allah wants to come back to the allah that's always didn't it couldn't but you have to find your [ __ ] in and if you don't find your [ __ ] in then you're seeing somebody else's [ __ ] and if you seen you somebody else's [ __ ] it's not gonna work there was a hostage of the ballot Anya and the midlet evidence I'm ecstatic about it was a very because another Hillel of Perak para cheese are sitting in the Ukraine right he was the rub of parrots his name was Jim pillow and he once gave a marshal a beautiful beautiful marshal he said to understand in a summers journey in this world you can understand it from a person if there's anybody here who has a real cushion music and again if you're a music connoisseur you'll appreciate it more he said that this person her Dunnigan he was walking in near the Shepherd playing this song on his harp or violin and he was in a state of ecstasy a [ __ ] never touched him that way it's like you know sometimes you hear this song and it transforms you and he moved on and he tried to remember the [ __ ] and he thought he did but he forgot it and he went back and he couldn't find that person and he said for the rest of his life wherever he went he asked everybody who knew her [ __ ] into singer my [ __ ] and he was hoping he was hoping and he paid people money cuz he was dying for that [ __ ] and people sang beautiful songs and he said it's a beautiful song but it's not my [ __ ] you know here's a dollar here's a shekel here's a rule but it's not my [ __ ] and his whole life he was looking for that [ __ ] know he heard the beauty of all the songs but he just knew it was not that song and he said that the neshamah has a [ __ ] that's its [ __ ] it's its melody it comes down to this world and it's looking for the melody so it goes everywhere it travels to Asia and Africa and Europe and all interesting types of places it's looking for then and it pays a lot of money it pays a lot of money yeah I'll be maybe on the beach for two weeks and Cancun over they all here then they get and it doesn't even know the word [ __ ] anymore the [ __ ] n-- could become a hot dog the [ __ ] could become sushi the [ __ ] become cheesecake the [ __ ] can become covered money power but I'm really looking for a [ __ ] in the Oval is looking for its Nagin it wants to know the melody from which it was conceived and you pay a lot a lot of money for it then again I buy my private yacht anagen and it's a beautiful big enough for three weeks I'm in the skies but afterwards like we learned in the Miami Valley c'mon yeah he says that even a Jews very wealthy and very successful Loiselle II can move a car Mariah after that he's still looking for a [ __ ] and people are looking everywhere and then he says you hear the [ __ ] in you hear the Nigam and yeah there's no doubts this is the [ __ ] say how do you know I don't need to take it to a laboratory right you have to take it to a laboratory then it's finished in nigut I don't have to prove it cuz you know cuz your whole soul comes to life sometimes there's people there searching their whole life for truth they search here there's some people sitting in this room they have been every type of place looking looking looking you know there's Jews they're so empty they fear adding a newspaper here this is something they're looking for my dad agus and alia some slippers there's a person here there's something in whatever this action I'm there you have a lot of young people they're so desperate looking for their [ __ ] there's such an emptiness and sometimes people spend decades decades looking looking looking and it satisfy something and it's all good but sinners didn't sinners die naked it's not you Megan and then you meet you digging that's the auto meets the ill you meet your [ __ ] and you're there why are you there because you come from there and because the ol can always find itself in the illa therefore this tremendous simcha this tremendous honor but that's all my sin there i'ma it's AG of all dicks ago vol dick but that's finding yourself in truth finding yourself in the ELA the problem is the problem not the problem but the truths not a problem the truth is that the first allure is also a yesh you're finding yourself in the place where yourself exists in a great place but that's also a yes Lahani law ever yesh so then there's motion to ABBA what they're making them in this egg Oh huh then there's moisten the Abba moisten the other that's I am I'm not gonna find myself there and that's the signal I'm saying now I'm not gonna follow because it's too deep no it's much deeper than that not because it's a big realer because if I find myself there it's not there soonish das lace much of its visibly it's not another a list not up it's okay we're gonna go further the spaceship made it to the moon and then we'll go further up no you're not in the place of ela anymore and when you stand face to face when you face when you stand face I once heard from the Lubavitcher that better for blingin he said it over he heard it from his father-in-law who heard it from his father delivered our shop and he almost he didn't break it down like almost broke down when he said it you saw that it was very very very emotional she said that the Deborah Shabbos family thought that Lebanon once said cities stell Tyvek ií'd upon him upon him at Oxmoor center for her citadel Tyvek I yield Putnam upon him at Atmos ain't safe below ho silliest places a Jew face-to-face with a thermos ain't safe with the essence of ain't safe when one encounters that when one encounters that there is only one of two choices choice number one is I run as fast as possible this is this is dangerous territory I run as fast as possible because who wants to give up the ash when I talk about giving up this stupid the ash we're talking about giving up the hey locky ash they look silly who wants to give up the hey latesh who wants to give up the drake is with the leggings mminton my dingus with our leaders who wants to give that up my inspiration and my Vegas honor shambo's xie na the whole inspiration who wants to give that up I'm talking about even when it's mama I'm not talking about the person screaming it doesn't believe anything he's just thinking about his appointment the oldest - lamest Matata [ __ ] Emma see the real person what I'm talking about con artists who don't even know they're con artists which means they're honest is much more because if I'm a con artist and I know I'm a compound as to showing it you know I could heal one day I've got a therapy and say what do I do I'm a con artist but when I'm delusion I don't even know I'm lying to myself like the kutsuki said lay signif means don't steal from yourself right don't lie to yourself then I'm just I completely don't know what it is I think I'll of course and collapses are the same thing you know what ellipses are huh stuffed cabbage godliness and stuffed cabbages are more or less the same thing they both make you feel good but we're talking about a serious a more serious person I don't want to give up this I don't want to give up the roomiest we're talking about the ashes that comes from ruffini's we're not talking about yeses of a course hedonistic egotistical self-centered narcissist we're talking about yeses that's connected to kindness to spirituality to transcendence to divinity we're talking about they're all coming back to the ill and they're really not a fake healer but that's the truth of my friend ah but the truth of my fandom is lace much of it specifically the greatest challenge to that truth is not lies the greatest challenge to truth is truth you heard what I just said the greatest obstacle to truth is not a lie that's like I'm a lush I love my commercial along with that that a lie is an obstacle to truth for this for this afternoon we could to tailor that allies an obstacle that the basic humanity well not everybody knows it but its basic humanity this is sheva mitzvos bnei no yeah Chapman Cedeno yeah that ditch the greatest obstacle to truth is truth the formulation of truth the concretization of truth the experience of truth but if it's an experience of truth what truth isn't it's the experience of truth plain it a little hummus bleymeyer shame comes from to serve our song garnished that's the difference oh you call nefesh Azhar nah yeah a little nefesh is also spiritual local Memphis the lotion opposite is a cachet our silikal nephesh who Livadia us on the hem what the net fish needs to eat you have to do on young to forget you have to rhombus Alcona fish is awesome you see Tamar is gonna quarter you're shown me that that may occur had in this should have been a mister to speak to the Thailand shops you know show me your show me that make it could have been there should have been an assert to speak to the tailor you show me such that cuz it's yesh cuz cuz it's yesh yeah yeah I think wonder is part of it chiasma Kirk Mahatma is the power of wonder wonder wonder wonder a vendetta [ __ ] the bicycles first time well you have to explain your question a little more I think learning about it is a tremendous help and an introduction but ultimately when there is when there is deep fear of dealing with my emotions I have to deal with that learning about it's all good to give that information but ultimately the person will have to confront the terror the mid this is the way it relates to me when we speak about bina we don't only mean [ __ ] we mean have been a translates into mythos mythos are the all of bina we speak about Allah and Allah mythos come from veña veña comes from hakama everything is connected there's the mid is the way they come from bina there's the mid is the way Benna translates into mythos and that's really very important because mid this always means making it personal being I can understand something so like I'm a computer a computer or understands better than me everything you put in the data in the computer will do much better but the computer has no - yeah the computer knows much better than everybody we all know that's the best AKOP right the best to cut but the the middle it's a breath and I made that to change I made that you can the computer can't do that computer will never tell you I'm in the mood of Goering or getting a virus but ask a few I'll break myself and I'll be nice to you when the computer has a virus it has a virus and that's it done a person can have a virus can have an infection and say an awful PK I'll still bathe like a mensch so mid this is really the concept of making the motion personal me this is always the personal personalization it becomes real for me but really what a moat an emotion as a feeling is you know you say I feel that this is the right thing was I mean I feel is the right thing you have it on different levels the feeling could be very abstract like I just feel in my mind but then you can actually feel it you know it really translate into it translates into a a very concrete made and there's many levels in middest itself but midlas begins in motion mid this is the Oval of the illah because all mid has come from awareness right so the parent of midlas is always might have a mob on America the mother of the children is what brings income but she's a mother of the children and when the mother reunites with her children there's some you don't wonder if you don't lose for catch you become really connected little doesn't mean you lose the connection but all means you become really connected but the connection is so profound that there's no Hana the deeper connection and it's not just the Hana from not having an or if there's no her no there's an orphan you know that my dear you know what I mean the Hana that I gave up it was a man who once said the best feeling in the world is to do something anonymously and somebody finds out right I'll pursue this deposit is you're not having unknown but yeah you have enough of that you get credit for not getting for not taking credit for not getting credit you know when they get up at a dinner at or moistens dinner and they say there's a person who doesn't want me to mention his name and he's gonna kill me but and he doesn't kill him right he doesn't kill him for mentioning his name no I'm saying that that man is making them here we're talking about this no one know there's an orphan not having a no rebus Ryota faster - faster hokhmah exter faster chochmah binah too fast before Katie then the common central grab now the minute can work it pleasure is that Wow to work it out yeah yes that secretly cuts off - like yeah you're right you're right no no when we speak when we speak about the this this there's my friend Abbott is my friend limits to tremendous qualities each one has its place and avoid assertion there's balance yeah the sharpest is yeah Holcomb is that - that's also iron the reason the clarity of hakama dissipates is because it's iron it would be yesh they would stay yes stays ayan doesn't stay you don't hold on to it if you need to hold on to it it's not it you don't hold on to you don't own it you never buckle yourself to it you don't hold on to it it changes it changes you of course veena is you hold on to the world the world the world of Allah and all begins in spirits from bina that's what he began the moment that the stupidness of airing safe the stupid as this exposed Islam I love my spouse lost your specialist begins with bina and everything under that costume is generally my lemonstylz Allah and all begins from the realm of bina you understand Kozma is not the ELA of bina kasih bemay int matzah it's a clean of iron yes sometimes if you get down to more specifics will say that Qasim is also part of response to loosen this caste and beyond but generally speaking Olivia will begins with being a cause Ben is the first yesh bin is where Allah coos comes into my yesh Hakim it's still a state of iron you understand so when there's a deal you've been a Avella cause it's illa that's the first yesh once is the first yesh you can now go down to the lowest yes but it's connected it's like the last apple tree is connected to the first seeds seed apple tree seed apple tree seed seed seed apple tree tree seed seed all the way to the first one and they're connected even if it's very far away the last human being standing is connected to the first human being a lot of mutations of course a lot of mutations I'm not comparing the two but they're connected you can find the last in the first the mutations are small fractions which are significant we're not we're not undermining the mutations but ultimately 99.99 percent or more is to say and that's the new Kuna the could be very very far clipper I see everything but it's the oval of the inland therefore it comes back and it it's right back it's right back at the head table it celebrates itself that's all bina when there's a dealer of hakama vein so if it never came into yesh bin as well the cost could cover your whole godliness becomes and it could have a yesh on le cose - when I'm talking about Ayasha for stuck in a yeah shortened Eliquis you typhus but ain't siphon Hawkman's before state of yes it's a state of irony so when they come when [ __ ] comes out it's simcha when Kozma comes out it's not simple can be some awareness came from from that fact yeah he was in the state of he didn't like it it's an expression of the alter a bit about tiny once said that the set of other Mauritian and cover with eating of a todas was listen to this it's only the alter ever could say the sin of other men kava eating at eight saw das was they want to do experience God that was the sin he put it he said Sam gevalt feelin a visage simony recession you're right that's why I said only Valtor that we could say that but for the I'm calling it a sin yen is sin for us it would be a big mitzvah that would be our all ambition for it for what's our biggest mitzvah was for them their greatest sin because when you understand the limit of ala course that leaves much of a disobey or look our discussion of spirituality is all in yes we never speak about I am very you know if you don't find this room people don't speak about I speak what yes good it was what level of yesh so but without an abbot told us that our greatest mitzvah was their greatest sin because we're you this kite really begins is in the place of iron they wanted experience God why they want experience God because when you're one with God you don't experience cards because if you're one with them there's no experience cuz if there's an experience it means there's distance if this experience it means there's the eye that's experiencing which means the Ange SOI has been restricted but in a real experiment real one is there's no experience but there's no joy they want to dig a schmuck what does it say have a look at the fruit yeah toi the myron ahmed lajas skill so he touched it's not stumbling it was absurd as a cute nice essary corker a port or heat attain it's a beautiful fig did the schmuck of Ilocos did a schmuck of our Veera that was their sin similar similar yeah the different no effective real one real one right now but now but now but Hashem didn't leave reality in the world of hokhmah he created bina in other words and Lucas wanted to come into a state of yesh what yeah we're not erased his Paulus is real the same God who less much of a disobey put himself in a state of being where there is much of a disobey Allah cause did become yesh and that's the balance the balance of existence the balance of humanity is Mike and Abaddon Dima there's the growth of the self towards the self towards the ultimate self and then there's the growth of self-transcendence there's finding yourself in truth and there's losing yourself in truth just finding yourself in God then there's losing yourself and God she's even going to have a very big revelation of a chef so yeah ASA columella das a shamble Vanya come on Leah Mikasa civets I'm good whatever it's gonna be some it's anger don't worry about it well don't worry about it the main thing is not to worry about the moment hakama comes in is never a choice it happens that the choices if we become open to harm if I'm open to calm it can happen I can create a vessel that's opened when karma happens a person can say I need this this idea you can't force it it'll happen when you don't expect it you walking in the street you sitting on the couch here you think you're doing nothing but you'll realize that at that moment your mind was completely emerged and focused on that you could be with daydreaming suddenly you're just walking in the street you're sitting on your captain ah like this it's like this and then you reel into the last 10 minutes you were thinking about it without noticing and because you were so bottle you were so tuned in you were so focused you created a Kaylie and opening that the idea could come into you that's caca McCoy aha that's why it's always a koi if you say what is it Claire Marvis isness it's not tangible it's also the question ma am Mahamaya we say neko bless him and then we say now we have a relationship yeah without this year I'll tell you a for tomorrow blynedd the Haggadah that i heard once a little bit about Hakka Maha weimar he explained this the Stickle hakama I mean the Haggadah based on this var hakama Weimer it's a haka but testicle of orc hokhmah it doesn't have the regular boundaries because it doesn't have boundaries it can't it can't come into our yesh a--'s yes yes is concretize like when the water becomes ice right that's that's that's an example of being a man we learned to mime about shellack when water becomes ice what happens so on a Cana on a comic level we know today it's organized water the atoms are completely me sugar completely Meshuga in eyes dis push to Seder in also physically we could field water you can't grasp water ice I can grasp it's a Marshall first nickel iron and yesh when the water becomes ice it's organized it's tangible it's concrete but can handle them at them you could make an ASIC with it you can build a mountain you can have an iceberg and AIESEC very good it's almost good as weaseling out weaseling out the understand it's a clear cut yeah it's a clear cut yeah it's clear and that's what bina looks like that's what Ben it looks like make us Seder make us Seder let's make us say they're being as always orderly structure and you can't there's no success without being in our world is no success without benda the most important thing in a shear is bina in terms of the presentation on DOMA in terms of the students for the students the most important thing is hakama but for the teacher who already had his hakama hopefully money shouldn't be teaching for the most important thing for him has been the organisation structure say there what are you gonna say this how you gonna present it the beginning that I smoked won't guess that it's always what's the beginning what's the middle what's then how people can understand this is it gonna be orderly is there gonna be a beginning because if not nobody's gonna know what you're talking about especially if talking about not never yeah here's the credit here's the truth yeah most people when they come to a shirred they're coming with preconceived notions they're just waiting for you to tell them either something they know or something that fits into something they know means I could never learn anything new right that's why I told you the worst compliment I ever hear after a shear is you remind me what I heard shallow should this the Vaart and I think to myself of what I said if what it said only could attend a reminded you of the void that you heard a trellis should the see you worried that this year you you heard things that fit it into what your sentence completing somebody else a sentence means there's absolutely no hustle it's like oh yeah I already know your Mahalo right so now there's a reason why people come to show them this way because most unum there's nothing new and what do you want from them I can't come and always have hakama when I'm hearing something I heard or something that fits into me the challenges when sometimes there's a material that you're learning that's really new and a person who comes with bin they're not with customer will never hear it when you learn to see this when you learn doubt it up it's in this you have to come with karma much more than bina complete openness complete openness not just intellectually also emotional complete openness but it's hard for a person we always want to fit it in I saw Dan I heard at the end it fits in with this which is all nice but you weren't IFAs dinner yeah which is up a confirmation that maybe works in the world of being I don't even know if it's been a but Harkin was certainly not the Webster cop Lisa Mason cook a younger man has three some nice forty years he was looking for this forty five years yeah we are based on 38 the did noms of you'd rate in the mid before lawmakers Shana vest mama Tatiana she is a Mason of the opponent less to give a cook resurrection of the Dead KOB divarella çankaya and pomona palazzi ever stays stuck in manipulation no manipulation no manipulation it's a mess no our Bascom says everyday says yeah yeah yeah I can't I don't know I don't know I have to look papa I couldn't say that but thank you that's true you you cannot you will you people have closed down their hakama because they don't trust you understand if you can't trust the leper if you can't trust the master if you can't trust the teacher you'll always come in with with with a bullet with a bullet proof vest and for good reason for good reason I don't need to get shot again I've been stabbed already 29 times I don't need another one so I'll sit like this okay I'll hear I'll listen five minutes I'll text most of the time right if it's a nice worth I could say over got an ish next but that's the truth and the truth is the whole engine of karma can only happen when it's somebody you trust or something you trust it's only with truth because imagine you tell me lose your eye I should lose my eye from whom for the fool for a system that's gonna manipulate me you know animal farm animal farm was basically George Orwell's explanation of the communist regime everybody is equal but some are more equal than others first taste so you want me to be movable every think for whom for somebody who will take that and use it for their power I'm done so unless the source is complete truth a person will never even get close to this so you have to be able to but when you see that complete truth and you run away from it and you still wear your bulletproof vest as a conical a oh that quest I answer all questions besides that one besides that one people always ask that sometimes ask that how do you know it's complete truth and I said when it is and you're open to it you'll know it if I tell you it's not gonna be that first test it might be the opposite because you have heard these you differentiate if you're open to it then you ask your boy inertia loyal them to help you see truth and you see it and you open - with you - but you have to be open without without choices and you know what the biggest choice for this yourself your background your youth a lot of things different stuff in my mind remember preconceived notions including the and his deep the greatest record is the illah the illah I want to find myself I want to be comfortable if they need to be comfortable as part of the equation that you're not dealing with truth have to be ready to give up everything including everything I learned when people see this either they run because it's very frightening or they're mavala themselves completely and then they celebrate life or and this is the tragedy they'll fight it the car will become their worst enemy because they know it's true and then they'll test and that and then then that they just wouldn't again first taste what's Gehenna me and him is fighting this this is gana you don't have a bigger Gehenna in this all the fire so get him Duncan close to fighting this that's the greatest Ganim you can't give yourself a bigger Ganim when you say this person is in your hand what does it mean it means the person is fighting this isn't Gehenna we can get a big again why should you be frightened because it's a bit oh my gosh everything I everything I know I held on to everything I built up my whole career my whole of my home would see is you want enough thrown to the garbage McCain voice actor no hyung are really against Elevens Akana I canceled episodes on our whole white life I might put much physical on my rib steak Mela that I can give up maybe not but well that's the Macan listen no but but the spiritual spirit and mocked up spiritual or not this is that how does miss ELISA Sharan begin miss ELISA stardom is considered one of the most classic smart him and most so much over from Caribee no much crime lisanna how does missiles you show him begin an obnoxious can Stefan and I miss ELISA Sharon thank you please no no I mean I mean I mean I'm the under Google we said that Google knows everything I'm gonna read to you the first line of miss ELISA char him so you'll be able to appreciate why it's frightening you understand why it's frightening so if I cut it can trust the source I'm right for running away good choice you're not my battle your yesh for somebody who's a bigger yesh you gotta be stupid beautiful but Hashem panicale of the first thing let me let me just read it I just want you'll just see it's as dark as decay jnanam a big there was an autumn god almighty you sewed our cities with shader shalvoy that mimma the side of everything she is by Revere Sam Massell other male voiceover alumni person to understand what is his obligation in the world the LaMotte service in my bottom at Muslim college drama what's his ambition in his Hall toil sake I'm Carl vahini ma cherie no giacomino is Shah Adam line every ll-listen a girlish and Ileana specifically master the purpose of everything is to have time look for Michelle and enjoy the sheena she's a tiny gamma t comes again the ballot Anya and Zog does is by him Mike in the email who knows the vacant Asst that is the epsilon is boy yep she llamas play opens up so I could run from [ __ ] Amish is amazing it's very safe to say flesh the first mud rag is a different again the although under it was a definite attack ah you can't lose yourself then it's right you're saying it's frightening if you can't lose yourself if you lose yourself then it's not frightening huh you can have a lot of blockages yeah you're hired your fright of course good I'm not gonna say I'm frightened fear never says it's fear fear gives excuses it's corrupt everybody is corrupt everything is corrupt you understand or or I'll just go into with some form of denial but it's very hard to deal with it and then the worst is when I fight it when I start fighting that because I know more I know more than others sometimes throughout history there were certain individuals that you couldn't ignore their truth so one of two things either you'll move at all yourself or you ran away or you fought them but you can't do anything else it's too serious it's too big to ignore so either you become Yuma Vatel yourself to them as well you push it run away from it you don't deal with it so you could hold on to your yes and your good or if it really irks you because your yes is too big you go on Mahama you kill him call her mates early stir all nice Irish by destroying Easter all you become a leader you become a rush by Eden it's also that way Medicus and then everything is good your yes remains and you become na ha ha Shiva eat because you fought that which had to be fought and about hearing your hanim and you told me the marios and Gehenna and you have to help them get out again Psalm 2 has bestowed circuit Arabic Salvas coquettish Lopes be nice to see you as this thing as you see it he doesn't have your cynicism wasn't to do lots of egg late them as allathee he didn't see everything you saw but it gets distorted sometimes gets distorted on top too sometimes it gets distorted up there too I don't mean up there okay maybe in the oven yeah well maybe Yamazaki stone what's good night to be up here son what do you want to say I want to know first go to the back of me solicitor and then grow to the sector that's a good question that's a good question it's debated in kobata yeah moszer they have to go through stage one to get to stage two the question I think it's very hard to go to stage two without stage one if you don't let somebody if you don't let somebody find themselves in your disguise right they're losing themselves in Yiddish guys can ultimately haunt them Stage two can be in the stomach I'm saying it can be seen as very negative because they didn't we are going out huge thanks to it's not right there's no anchor yeah without understanding stage one stage two could sound too much like you know self-destruction you know what I mean and self-destruction or something that people can it relates it especially right now what's the foundation first because he has to have its own Cara you know it could be able to give over some the shambles can start that's true there are no summers that are there yeah Thunder rumbles that are very sensitive to a student's electron you ready to be surprised beautiful so that's the beautiful surprise you have to be surprised yourself that's beautiful ready to be surprised allow yourself to be surprised that's in a way losing yourself because whatever you were accumulated before there's a vast all of us all a set of Islamic on that stage one no to shift your alias and your Slammers even my slain was I'm ready to share my need for slain was my yearning for schleimann was what's lame was that missus perfection the MS Bay itself has to be built from bittle the mysterious never shows has to be with bitl sometimes I prefer like I said before I sacrifice myself because I'm the one who does the sacrifice in the family I'm still yeah that's what he says the miss Beth has to be Adama Adama okay but the leprous act as the jihad nifflas the love Taylor landing article Yamada mom abundant Ida so there's some wondering in the in the mid Berber forty years they once they don't wonder they were constantly surprised they were nice they were constantly surprises no question there's no question they were constantly surprised right whatever they had the idea so feed on this boy who every time it was like beautiful beautiful beautiful very very special mind Mira for the earth special Thomas Thomas I'm a happy body or yeah no this is this is higher than le Owen Ave it's much deeper than a Lyon Norman is a good special teacher thank you LeBlanc Abhishek are you all ready for the transition from mr. to niggler the truth is we're not transitioning it's all one that's the truth it's all stuck on the level of websites it's - but in ms it's one that's the truth the technology doesn't need to have the Calum to be makalah that the citizen Gemara Zayn Zach so Mela we make I have said but it's really the same thing just for organised for further ice for the Calum for the dinner for the binner that's true you need been a memo subpoena Seder say that person must have structure yeah there are souls that are rooted and bittle and they don't have structure it doesn't work the greatest truths have to come into Seder you see it with artists creative people the worst thing they do to themselves as they don't stick to us say they're all success comes from say they're the greatest artists musicians writers really brilliant revolutionizes if they didn't live with a seder they woke up they slept whenever they want you know they're up till 5:00 in the morning and then they sleep for two days and then they're up for a week you know those types of people it's ultimately counterproductive consistency is the soil where creativity can world right but consistency a permanent stability structure which is brutal waking up at a certain time going to sleep it's not fun when you're an artist when you're a eka when you're a limp when you're a structured person it's great you go to sleep the same can you wake up the same second but if you're a different type of kid a different type of soul it's very hard it's perfect how many yeah keys sure they say what happens when Ali Babacan marries our yaki you ever mushiya who comes on time that's what I'm saying yeah raw raw meaning like it's like the skin is not the earth sensitive you have to give up all your preconceived notions and Reese's everybody oh that's painful and beautiful games of joy joy joy Aurora you could shed layers you say after a finisher you feel wrong because you could shed your layers the ole can shed all the layers there's also a good energy in the room when you didn't land soon this is a healthy energy in the room there's you don't feel ego you don't feel anger right you don't feel the regular competitiveness you don't feel it trying to outsmart the other person this is desert there's a divine energy so you could feel more safe you have people who can hug you I mean if you allow I don't mean it's all the same yeah but you know sometimes there's learning way the energy is just I think more palpable right right right okay tired Eden thank you thank you for sharing thank you for being thank you for allowing yourself to be not so simple this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple double dot they ueshiba net / donate