Memale Kal Almin: Finding Yourself in G-d - Likkutei Torah Bamidbar "Vayedaber" #2

the yeshiva dotnet okay the yuvan well we you've an Indian's that you see it's page 30 the second column mama should middle of the page of the second column the line starts with sorrowful Ahava nicely' hostel thank you okay the Yuva Ninian's there by academia via this whole onion to understand the paradox to understand the paradox of main main urea menu rain Kozma which one you begin with and to understand the appear in paradox that on one hand we say that most of Turner all of Tralee explains the mitzvos and yet there shall me tells us in myself to pay empirical ative that all the mitzvahs are not kadai the gobby one part of Turner and even the bhava Lee tells us that a mitzvah that you could be doing through a heron you're not supposed to stop Toyota and Africa do it rather you delegate if it's a mitzvah that you can't do why there occasion so then so then you have to you have to do it but if not then you don't stop learning it looks lighter the whole thing you know what what are you learning you're learning about health is traumas right and yet you have an opportunity to do what you learn think say don't practice what you preach right we don't believe in practicing what you preach we believe in preaching and not practicing as long as somebody else can practice somewhat strange I was at a shop as a few weeks ago with dr. torski you know from Pittsburgh not from Pittsburgh anymore from psychiatrist from Muncie excess strong rabbi dr. Abraham torski so he told me that in the early 60s he went to visit Alabama Trevor their ever lamented the fact that is so little someone so few Jews who are versed in trader who are taking on the position of psychiatrists psychologists and therapists and social workers getting a lot of letters and visitors of people with lots of challenges emotionally and mental and so on and so forth and it's very difficult for them and there's no community of support and professionals will deal with this the a spirometer seem to really put himself in ready everybody in this field master it and learning and develop it so it could be a literature for people who grew up with you described I heard the swimmers he says I told her I said that they have now a lot of shoe room and tire I learned a lot I give she order my teach and yeah you know you now what I'm doing it's very hard if I start doing this it's gonna be mama SHhhh little tighter for me she said he looked at me and he said this is a mitzvah sh e FG lasses well he they hey them with a camera up a second does madama bottle and Taylor foot this is a type of project that can just who we gonna get here right so it can be delegated and therefore limit Ida but that's because it's a Mitsotakis so you see what he did right with his 60 70 books he went into this Riveter but he needs to like plenty of children but I guess relatively speaking he felt that it's gonna compromise his own personal growth in a by discussion but if it's a mitzvah after losses I hate him then you say you continue learning what's the Havana here the you burning is a beheading laveyan he says this senior will be understood the hawk Dumber of a bikini no - but fuse but it ain't safe Hamas hi Omar Vizquel alamos miracle dog in his base penis in the heels the vitality and the ER the energy of the infinite one which gives life to all the world's may - called Argan holy from the highest of Madre goes to the lowest of moderators in other words every creature every existence every detail of all existence receives vitality consciousness from Hashem joy from our Shems light which is a metaphor for energy from the highest modernist to the lowest Monday because you're dealing with an ant a be a flake of snow a drop of water a blade of grass and you're dealing with a galaxy you're dealing with a planet you're dealing with a person you're dealing with angels salts from the highest world's to the lowest roads every new CUDA so basically this Gio's has two penis what do we mean - penis - penis means two dimensions or two ways we can experience it two ways we can speak about it and here we're introduced to a statement in the Zohar the ZOA are basically says a famous line in the world of zoya zoya says he who mamala kalam and the size of Kalama when this area wants to describe hashem and his energy it says he fills the world's and he size over the world's site of literally comes from the word likes of is right olala kevrah so fauna receiveth survive around and around Civ even a great a dreidel here we're not going to explain in a save of Kalam and he surrounds the world another - I'm fills the world and he surrounds the world like he makes our coffers these are conceptual concepts should not be understood in spatial terms in terms of space of Maca but desire is saying something that's very fundamental in the world of Zohar and in the world of Mister in general there are two types of views that are projected from Hashem in relationship to all of the universe's down to the smallest creature insect organism and any aspect existing dynamism a hi madam ha I love the first is penis mamala Kalama is called enzyme and mala column which literally means he fills the world's memory from the word male my mallet by Tom Shannon Kripa Shaima male why is it called man male Julio's have he uses em Anubis mullet or almond mamas because this fuse is Malou Bosh meaning enclosed like a person whose bush in his suit in his shirt you could say my body is maluma shits enclosed in my shirt umma moolah it fills its filled toys almond mama sh literally within the world mama sh so mamala color what does he mean by mama shramana Kalama doesn't mean that the CIO's exists in the world slave of kilometer so existing in the world as we will see it means it's absorbed within the consciousness of the world it's experienced by the recipient you understand ma'am Molly from the perspective of the recipient I feel that it fills me I feel just like when you eat something it fills you it's in you right especially if it's heavy or just like if somebody teaches you something and you absorb it you feel that you got it it's not just it's in me I feel that it's in me in other words there's a conscious relationship because it's something I absorbed from you and now this information or this data or this wisdom or this emotion whatever it is actually fills me in the sense that I experience it I know it I detect it it's part of my identity because it comes into my Calum it comes into my vessels why is this because it's Malou Bosch Malou Busch means I cannot put on pants that are too small or I can't put on pants that are a larger size because simply they'll fall I need pants that fit fit my legs lavash has to be commensurate it has to be consistent with that which is enclosed in the lavash the body and the jacket and the pants and a shirt to have to fit each other you put in you wear big shoes you're not gonna be able to walk when you say oh is Malou bush whenever you see the word Malou bush remember this militia is a key word Malou bush means the energy fits the product they match what does it mean in mats it means this is a divine energy that is limited it's custom-made it's custom tailored talk about lavash it's custom tailored to the particular Nivea if Abby's brain or an ant's brain or a mouse's brain or a rat's brain or any brain would be of a different size of a different chemistry it would automatically completely Metin metamorphosize the type of organism it is there's a reason a human being as a human being and a chimpanzee is a chimpanzee and a lioness is a lioness and a rat is a rat everyone even though there's so many ways in which were identical there's no question about that but nonetheless the slight variation is what we call today in the DNA create a different reality and the fuse that comes into this person is therefore a different theist that is relatable to the particular chemistry of this particular liver that's called Malou bosh malone which means the jacket it's not one one one size one size fits all there's no such a thing so when you say the owner is malleable it means by definition it restricts itself to the particular parameters of this individual object or creature organism and that's why it could be received by them consciously what can it be receive with them consciously because it's communicated to them in a way that's consistent with their identity all your day so the world is filled with the spheres well then what do we mean the world is filled with it that the world feels that it's filled with filled with it it's something that relates to them are you they reboost also was that's why this energy has to go through a tremendous evolution the specialist is the hebrew word in in kabbalah and hassanis for evolution we're not talking about Darwinism x' Darwinism evolution from from from one primate to another primate from the primordial from the primordial soup after the you know and the Big Bang to present Homo sapiens when I was when that evolution we're talking about evolution from the spiritual to the spiritual from the spiritual to the physical evolution would mean an energy that evolves and then process of evolution it assumes a more brute incarnation until it can assume a physical identity so for example if I see you smiling I am naturally going to assume that there's an emotion that shrinker the smile or if I see you crying I'm gonna assume that there's an emotion that shrinker the tears now the tears are a physical manifestation of an intangible emotion but it's the emotion that's being manifested through the tears the tears are not existing in a vacuum that's why I'll come over to you and say what are you feeling in other words tell me what is behind the physical tears but even if I discuss what you feel what you're feeling you may say I don't even know what I'm feeling I'm just feeling sad or even if you do know what you're feeling where does that feel and come from so you'll say that you have to speak to my psychoanalyst so in in if you want to use mystical terminology tracing something back to its original source means climbing up the ladder of a stall sillas the process of psychoanalysis is basically tracing back your present experience as to where they come from maybe when you were 4 years old and you were neglected or somebody said something to you and you're still traumatized you don't know about that you're dealing only with the symptoms but the symptoms are rooted in in a source can I trace back my present experience to the original experience that's hard and that's painful but it's really the path of healing because you can identify what it is and you can also see that you're not an evil person and you're not a sick person you're a complicated person so you just have to be able to see the origin of it so this term is really the term of a stossel's everything to see in a considers as a stylist and it's important always to go to the origin of evolution to understand something don't look at the world from outside in look at the world from inside out see everything from its mocker now therefore therefore when you talk about this cos of Hashem it goes to a whole evolutionary process until the point where could become the consciousness of the rat the rat has consciousness that consciousness is soulfulness its electricity that electricity is ultimately divine energy that the energy is mamala kilometer excuse my metaphor it fills the rat or it fills the flower or it fills the worm or the ant or the butterfly the moth or you or you or Iraq but that rock has a certain makeup it's comprised of a certain amount of atoms whatever the amount sec Tilian atoms that a drop of water has five six billion atoms you know how much the cotillion is huh 1 followed by 2100 that's one drop of water has that amount of atoms 5 6 Tilian atoms but and each atom has its own what makes up an atom and it has to be organized in a way to create one drop of water ultimately that's our Shems fuse but it has to be custom-made for this object for this item for this person for this so talk about spiritual and physical so this is the spiritual DNA of the universe basically the spiritual DNA is called mamala Kalama and that gives rise to every person's identity chemistry composition makeup and consciousness what's hard know for a person the process of going from bottom up as a desert is an intense process it's also a courageous process side a reboot your stylist is a tremendous evolution but there is a law of Allah in the path of Allah and Allah Allah is a term that's used very often in Jewish philosophy the Rambam uses it are many others the word shall shell us his spouse's comes in lured shall shell us which is a chain Allah Allah Allah is basically the cause and all is the effect of the cause it's the antecedent that's the word you know what aunty see the means ill an owl is ill as the antecedent and owl is the effect of it so for example the eel of the apple tree will be a seed but that seed is an oval from a previous apple right that seed is an oval from the previous time so one although becomes the antecedent the source of a new of a new one on although becomes an eland so this is what he says the process of evolution is ela holo you have the source which generates an an effect which generates a new source which generates a new effect and a new source but since summer album enormous restrictions we did a semi-regular midi regular madruga and the descent of steps madre goes are steps which means levels from one step to another step another step this is called his stylus but there is ill Ivalo and that's why there's so many worlds so many universes because it's basically divine energy evolving and in each process of evolution it morphs into something else so that it can assume a more tangible manifestation until it finally finally reaches a point with this energy can say create can create the seed or whatever other object or item or creature it's creating in a way that is suitable with the identity of that creation to be able to function and be designed in the way that it's supposed to function a design completely different symptom means restriction or constriction like let's sum sin no no no your spouse was basically representing process of the energy symptom means in order to create that evolution the energy is gonna have to be restricted and that's what the evolution accomplishes that the energy is more restricted or more restricted and more restricted so imagine you have a teacher who's teaching a class right somebody's giving a shear to russia shiva's he's giving a to russia shiva's so he's gonna give over energy and information on one level yeah now if say okay now give this shear right to sixth grade and yeshiva and he's gonna give the same shear and they'll all look at him and within five seconds they'll be daydreaming because it goes right over their head what's the problem the information was beautiful information but it was simply completely inconsistent with their brains it cannot be absorbed because I put you put somebody in our class of with a teaching in mandarine you may understand physics but if they're teaching a mandarine it simply cannot absorb you can't absorb it so but Mallett Kalama means that the energy must be suitable to the audience and every audience is different so just like how you teach a two-year-old is not how you teach a six-year-old it's I know you teach a ten-year-old now you teach a thirty year old and it's all based on May age development IQ information background context and so forth skills or the skills you have right you have bought them I mean we all know you have Buckham sitting in your Shiva for six seven eight nine ten years they can't translate a missioner yet but they're listening to pupula menchaca sorry and British small and Rebecca Vega and Italians etc and you'll ask them to explain shutting the mission they can't explain shutting the Mishnah so that's a tragedy and a travesty the point is I'm speaking but I'm speaking over your head it's completely not going into you my mouth--i Kalama means that I Shem creates a world that's filled with energy everybody is following their pattern their program their code because it's a code that suits this body it's a code that suits this chemical makeup it's a code that actually the the goofin the neshamah are created based on each other one reflects the other that's called mamala kalam souls the world's doesn't mean that I will understand that the energy is divine no that doesn't know nothing that exactly function as a raft in fact I'm a completely not know that it's divine that's exactly the point it's so restricted that I could start calling it my own it's my electricity it's my consciousness it's my energy I may even deny the concept of the soul I just take it for granted of course the body lives of course a hundred trillion cells come together to create the body of course there's a hundred million new in your brain making approximately a hundred million decisions every milliseconds and somehow they all work together but you try putting together a hundred million wires of that size all functioning together to create something that's not one percent but a fraction of a percent of what the body functions but I could say it's just happened this way what do you call it the primordial soup yeah the primordial chalant so it just happened that way so but what is functioning as a divine energy completely concealed completely restricted allowing itself to become a cell and what type of cell the exact type of cell that my pinkie needs you could get to it but you could also not get to it that's what my Molly means and Molly means I become you my Molly means God becomes your battery your engine your electricity now for that the phone needs a different battery then the tape recorder needs right then the CD player needs then the other and the car needs what if you put the car battery into your iPhone it's not gonna work why because that battery was designed to be able to filter the electricity or call it the key is the vitality to be able to give Chios I'm using the word Theo's to be able to energize your car now that your iPhone needs a different battery it's a completely different battery it needs a different hairstyles a different process so now let's let's understand electricity i plug in my refrigerator to electricity i plug in my microwave electricity right the electricity that comes into the refrigerator is an electricity that can do the function what the refrigerator has to do the microwave does a different function the electricity is ultimately the same force of electricity but what's its energizing is energizing a completely different reality based on what based on the Kaylee based on the instrument that the electricity is being channeled into what happens when I plug both of them out the electricity so to speak reverts to the source of electricity whatever that means we don't know exactly what electricity is we just know the impact of electricity nobody knows what electricity is what's its definition it's one of the intangibles of our world even though we it exists and we see the symptoms the same is true with the malakoma Malik al-amin you can't know God but you could see the symptoms of God's electricity what's the symptoms of God's electricity look in the mirror you'll see the symptoms and everyone is mamala its measured according to the particular identity of that liver of that creature of that eye that's mammalian and he says well me sorry Evelyn there's an expression in iam sorry Angelica from my flesh I perceive God which the ballot Anya always explains it means when you want to understand how Shem study yourself that itself is a very powerful idea maybe sorry angelica from my flesh i will perceive hashem that's what EF tells us empirical tests and what this really means is that the makeup of the human life the composition of the body the composition of the mind the relationship between the body and the mind and the soul is the greatest illustration for understanding our Shams relationship with the world and what it also means is that when you dig deep into yourself you will find a shovel meeps refl a car when you will scrape away at the superficials and you will look deep into yourself you'll be able to see a shuttle we were able to find to find alikom which in itself is a potent idea because what it means is that to find God you don't have to escape yourself you actually have to go deeper into yourself the deeper you go into yourself you'll find la cop which is why when when people feel that religion is by definition as an escape of the self from this perspective would be a very very erroneous statement or somebody who said Marc said that religion is opium for the masses it's basically a drug to keep people distracted so so you know many people think about it in such terms it's basically a way to to run from yourself you know you always have something going on minute my lives my Krishna is mantilla vu is Duff yummy Mishnah brulee cheesecake whatever it is there's always something going on so you never have to look in the mirror and I assume it's true for some P I assume it's true for a certain amount of people because you know if you're OCD how luck it could be a wonderful wonderful thing for you it mean it's beautiful because there's rules for everything how you tie your shoelaces how you cut your nails how you go to the bathroom it's wonderful and you can become so obsessed with it and so zealous towards people who are not and of course all you say is that this is god this is holiness it's really your own issues but we could project our stuff on religion there's no question about it but we live in a generation where our youth are crying for something else they're looking for me sorry Excel Lacan that religion should be an experience we actually go deeper into yourself cause you go deeper it's become cause you go deeper into yourself God is not here as an excuse to run away from yourself on the contrary when you go deeper into yourself you'll be able to see Le Coq they'll be able to seal the cow that's a very biggest site in the indus started Angelica its camellias lobster sauce a whole the myth is well made this with my shovel or my shovel birdy-bird say yo you the mist also my drag a comedy leg action awesome I shove it Deborah MYSA the Taoist who shimmery you schmear so he starts giving an example lip sari how the human being works in terms of the faculties of the soul this is gonna be his classic muscle to understand the process of my MA the kalam the Moloch alone so we'll see the muscle but what's the net could of nirmala column and the could of a molecule almond is the energy of Hashem that is completely defined based on the individual identity of the product that he wants to create just like the teacher who's a classic pedagogue prepares a class exactly for the student according to his mind and according to his sensibilities and according to sensitivities so that when I speak to this student it's going right in because it suits it it suits him the hand could go straight into the glove and go straight into his mind straight into his heart the illustrations the wording the choice of words the mussalam the metaphors the anecdotes it can go straight in temp and it could be absorbed it could fill them up it's like food literally that fills a moment now this is the marshal is of course I don't create the student I teach the student but Mallett Kalama doesn't only teach a mile the kilometer creates but what is it creating it's Korea could have created whatever it wanted but it's creating something that it had a plan this is what I want the function and the utility to be and the level of consciousness to be and that's the amount of energy and the type of energy I'm going to imbue into this organism or into this rock or into this grain of sand that it should be able to function as a grain of sand that means it has a particular molecular structure there's a particular atomic structure it has a particular subatomic structure and it has a particular divine energy which is the source of the molecular structure in the atomic structure and ultimately the source of the grain of sand that we observe which is exactly what I want it should have its utility its function its capabilities the grain of sand is not going to be an animal that has an animal consciousness it's not even going to be a tree that has a certain what we call a tree consciousness the own type it's gonna be a grain of sand that is the male Calallen there's a grain of sand and then there's a human being and everything in between that's in the physical world and then you have there's there's a planet and there's galaxies and the stars and then you have a new spiritual universe as whole and everyone has another cleaner that's my mother common it's completely diverse and multiply then there's a whole other energy which is called save of kalam and a whole different energy and the Bala tanya is gonna show that you disguise has two streams player and Mitzvahs and tell you that mitzvahs are basically allowing the world to tune in to the source and to the rhythm of these two energies called serve and mammalian one mitzvos and the other is this stream of theta the obeys our shall continue this we're holding page 30 and by mid to bar the middle of sieve base at the end closer to the bottom of the column the second column line starts sorry exit camellias lapses around 1 2 3 4 5 6 around 13 wines from the bottom camellias lobsters a cycle of a few words before I'm sorry Addison the site and summation that we're discussing here is that in the fuse that Hashem communicates to all of the worlds there's two aspects one is called mamala kawaman I want a save of kilometer right that's the nickel Malakal Amon literally means fills the worlds save of kalam and literally means pushed the translation surrounds or transcends or encompasses save of like you know you save of your Mac of something that's around it now obviously these are metaphoric languages the words we don't mean it in spatial terms fills you know if I put my finger into the cup I booked a little coffee into the cup so I'm filling the cup or I go like this to the cup that would be p'malee and save we're talking about a concept it's not that cipher was around it's the cards energies around the world are not in the world that Molly means in the world that's a that's not what it means it's just a metaphor to convey a certain idea so we use these terms of a Molly incitement what's the idea that this is our this is our uses these terms are some is mamala kawaman and save oh come on what's the term what what is the idea that desire has tried to explain the molecule Amon represents the CIO's of Hashem the fears of the ain't safe the life-force of the of the infinite one that fills the worlds in other words it's tailor-made it's custom-made you have a custom-made suit that fits you perfectly to the identity of each and every individual liver every existence in other words the way Hashem wanted this never it to be so the energy is measured and restricted and defined according to the nature of the liver just like a marshal would be a teacher a great teacher speaks to the audience based on the makeup of the audience as they always say in my field the most important thing is you gotta know your craft you got to know your crowd if you don't know your crowd yeah it's not just you've got to know your crowd in order to they should like you you got another cut in order to be effective in order they should be able to relate you sit with a certain audience you talk about certain things it's like whoa you missed your target because you don't know who your target so a great teacher a great mechanic a great pedagogue is always come very sensitive to who I'm talking to that's what a great Mohammed is a great teacher you know he knows that he knows his kids he knows his talmidim or Tommy dice you know their sensibilities you know their sensitivities and the truth is every child is different that's the truth really every child deserves their own teacher really every Baca needs his own yeshiva we've been saying that for years it's just technically a little difficult for finances and all the reasons to make every for every buck or separate yeshiva really every person needs their own yeshiva right so we put we take thirty five people we put them in a classroom say figure it out figure it out so some figure it out some don't figure it out some are still trying to figure it out and some quit the point is that a good Malamud a good mechanic you speak based on the calum of the person so your information could fill them literally fill them fill them as you say I'm filmed it goes into me I absorb it why I absorb it could he spoke to me you spoke to me in a language that I don't understand I can't absorb it maybe may have an effect on some spiritual abstract level but that's what my Molly means Molly means it fills me because it suits me it can go into me because it's measured according to my mind put it in my heart you spoke to me you didn't speak at me you spoke to me so it was measured it was rested and sometimes that means you have to cut out ninety percent of you would like to say a good teacher you compared sheer sometimes ninety percent is not for the audience cut it out oh you want to say it not about you it's about them when Molly kawaman is not about you it's about them and because it's about them it's limited to the needs and the parameters and the vessels and the instruments of the people clear right I said he's not just teaching the audience he's creating the audience but it's the type of creation that is measured according to the product that he wanted exactly this creature should look like this physically mentally this is its level of consciousness this is its level of imagination this is its this is how exists what is that based on it's based on the Mallik alum and the fears that is measured carefully to every liver according to the final product that we want including every person individually so it's a very individuated feeis that's the French eh between one and the other and we're talking about every insect every animal every bird every creature every existence whether it's Diamond Sameach hi Madame Berthe no matter from a grain of sand to a flake of snow to a blade of grass to a heavenly star this is all mammal a column and the Seder here is it has to go through an evolution and a process which equals a level and some summit until it could permeate the liver and penetrate it according to its consciousness if it gets a little more won't be able to exist won't be able to exist our brain would be able to perceive reality more than we perceive reality it's very hard to exist everything has to be a certain amount we exist not because of what we know because of what we don't know we're protected by what we don't know if you know too much can we sugar that it the brain filters constantly everything the store filter and what we get is a little trickle of consciousness yeah well maybe sorry AXA let's see this from our own flesh can I use lobster sauce a Hoberman's form in this room I shove my shovel BD board say yo you dumbest also mat Vega awesome a drag action awesome acaba Deborah my sir the doubt hood shimmery you schmear hula the nephesh the soul fills the body so to speak and it fills all the limbs of the body it's the battery it's the engine of the body the human what we call the human organism which is the synthesis of electricity of energy and of body the mind and the body work together the psyche and the body work together and the soul gives it to us so each limb is different it's like a different audience each aver is different it has its own needs it has its own function it has its own design it's on purpose so here too he says there's an evolutionary process of how the faculties of the soul evolve this is slapshots essential dimittis the highest experience is seho which is intelligence it's a person's values what do you value that would be saeho what do you value as an ideal what's your ideal in life then there's something called mythos mythos are emotions emotions are this next step because what I value right I hope to emote about to get excited about to like to love not always simple sometimes we value one thing in our emotions are stuck but in the process of evolution saiful is one experience and then it's a whole is mythos then comes my shovel and then March all the MIDI board my shove is you start thinking you thinking how can I get it how can i attain it this is a strategic planning so to speak where a person thinks about things that he's excited about and then there is speaking about it right and then there is actually my sir what's my sir I actually do things about it so here we have a process we're you have the same energy but it evolves you have it on one level which is Safehold you have the energy the way it evolves and minister motions thinking about it speaking about it doing it and then you have the five senses you start looking you start listening you touch you taste which are all physical manifestations of this emotion about which you had a certain awareness a certain cycle so the nefesh has all of these experiences a soul allows you to understand to develop a value or soul allows you to feel a soul allows you to think a soul allows you to speak so allows you to see to hear to touch to smell to taste which are the five hood he says he and me a whole equals he means the other five a soul allows you to do it and there's different limbs and organs in which these things happen I can't speak with my eyes and I can't smell with my mouth right then I can't see with my nose every aver is made in a way that allows for its unique functionality we all understand that this is one of the great miracles of the body then when a body is created in the womb of the mother when that one cell reproduces itself it creates a design where every limb is designed particularly in a way that it should be able to facilitate a particular function and it's an interesting thing that we don't think about the fact why doesn't it happen if child is born and the I decide suddenly to be in the knee you ever thought about it and then knows suddenly in the stomach we take it for granted but you should have taken it for granted it's not a person to thing that the nose doesn't end up in the middle of the stomach and the eyes don't end up on your two feet this is this is the normalcy but it's anything but normal it's anything but normal but what would happen if yeah the wrong cells right things would be in the misplaced in the wrong regions so the function and the utility and the purposefulness of the way the human organism or any other organism in the world is not Nagaya I'm giving an example of a person would be terribly compromised sometimes destructive sometimes dangerous or sometimes just you know very difficult very challenging so what has to happen here what has to happen there is every aver has it's chemistry it's makeup that allows you to fulfill the purpose you need with that aver through this aver and the soul which has all of these energies fills each aver this is an example by a person of mammal a mammal a cool almond the eye has to be made up in a we can have other things but then it won't be able to see etc and the fuse that comes into the eye the fields of the nephron is one that is measured in a way that it allows the eye to do this function and the same is true every other Aven in the body and it begins already spiritually safe low and mid noise and my Java and D board and so forth but how is our shade of a mayor of alev and and the the the the Theo's the energy dwells in the Maya in the heart in the mind who live in the heart Oh milady miss bashatt Liholiho a volume and from the heart the blood extend therefore the highest Adama 1f which extends to all the limbs and organs from a common with him is come with an awesome everybody receives the exact amount of energy they need according to their mezack mezack means composition una means characteristics leo zero so this can be a head vizier a go and this could be a leg a foot so just like we spoke about the faculties of the soul that they evolved say home morphs into me those me those morphs into my shovels my shovel morphs into deeper deeper morphs into my sense the same energy but it expresses itself in different ways an intellectual value is not an emotion but the emotion towards it is that energy evolving in a different mode of expression and then thinking about it speaking about it and the same is true about the seosan that fish the Theo says you have the main Caius is where in the brain the brain is the house of the electricity of the human being as first all a person is brain-dead they can't live the brain has a central nervous system the heart is of course the source of the blood Kodama on nefesh which allows the CIO's to come around so that the body should be able to live to get its blood to get its oxygen and to be able to live these are the volumes under some a clue about him so the main source of the soul is in the mind and then in the heart and from there it gets spread out to all the limbs of the body and you can't compare what the brain contains to what the foot contains it's a different level of energy why cause the foot cannot contain that type of energy that exists in the drain you wouldn't be able to function the foot is made to be able to get the blood circulation that the foot needs in order to be able to function as a foot what the function has a leg but the function as an arm or the function so the fuse is measured according to the physical makeup of the body and the Kapila the body is created that way it should be a Kayleigh for this issue so something and the brain has to be of a certain type of material fabric quote-unquote to be able to be a brain in the same mr. with the heart so the fuse and the Kayleigh must match each other this is an example in a person of my molecule almond Malick long means the soul and the body are a perfect match like a hand in a glove each limb has its chemistry and according to that it gets its its vitality in order to be able to function in its fash but holes though they're at capacity responds to us this is the process called seignorage specialist evolutionary process lee is Miss Marshall Cayetana fish that the power of the soul but he you say Mamula bacala both its life should fill the body she he you Avery I goofed me moolah I'm Eclair 20s an MSHA column McCallum collectibles in Muskoka no sir the limbs of the body should be filled with the energy and the fuse that comes into them and each one receives according to its chemistry and according to its characteristic this is a Dogma a metaphor in every human life for mamala kilometer we are filled with life and we feel it we feel the life force we may not define it as a soul we may not define it as a nephesh right many people don't like the idea that there's a soul they despise the idea that is a soul for whatever reason they like the idea that there's a everything is chemicals there's nothing else there's no runs and this chemicals and everything is this begins and ends with that but that's not Nagaya here the discussion how you wanted to find it is a good question but the fact is we everybody is mind that there's an electricity there's a life force however they want to explain the origin of the life force but there's a life was in the life force could be experienced eels alive and different limbs and organs are Sylla tating that electricity in their own way the brain in its fashion and the heart in its fashion and the pancreas in its fashion and the liver and the kidneys in the digestive system until the soul on the bottom of the feet is doing its job and getting what it needs its circulation to be able to do its job and you cannot you cannot say it's just generic every aver has its needs and what means that it's healthy health for the heart is different than health circulation for the heart is different in circulation for the for the foot for the toe it's a whole different Macias based on what it needs it's cetera with the brain and the vulnerabilities are different and the dangers are different and different level of vitality is different even though it comes from one soul but it goes through a process in order to be able to be divisible according to the needs of the audience the audience in this case is the body this is a muscle from a mile the Kalama because the world is essentially a big body from our sense perspective the whole universe is one large organism that's what it is just like in a person there's many details the universe is endless details but it's one large Gulf it's a Gulf it says an officer of NASA eylem captain Zahra Adam and the world is the goof girdle we are the miniature universe it's called the microcosm and the macro the micro is the human being but the human being is just a mirror of the macro this is a big goof that's the whole universe so mamala Kalama the Gemara says in breakfast neshama I'm Amalia so go for cottage borough home Amalia sorry long and that's the same process maybe sorry I'm a mother column the aims alone the penis is fastest coefficient nephesh here nefesh adds my aim the penises house la cama closeness brought them now all these faculties all these coitus and all these gyres that comes from the soul are all an extension of the soul the soul itself is not the visible the soul itself is not divisible into many different cultures brought them but these coasts are an extension specialist of the nefesh they are an expression of its energy and each limb gets something of it Alysha Cola closest clue luma miss accident vain island became karate claw everything comes from the soul but in the soul itself the faculties are really one they're integrated they don't have a specific identity in the soul itself you don't say in the soul there's this element the body is a divisible it's divisible there's though every aver and it becomes a Cayley for a different aspect of the nefesh and the nefesh itself it's all integrated and since it's synthesized as one like a simple example you take the seed of an apple tree so when this seed microscopically you have all the aspects of the tree right because it's gonna produce a tree it's gonna develop into roots into a stem and to run into a trunk of the tree and the branches and the leaves into fruits but in the seed itself you don't have a seer you don't have a fleshed-out form but then the sperm microscopically yeah from this you'll have a whole fetus including nails but nonetheless here you only have a seat so the same is true the nefesh the nefesh itself is like the seat you don't have a division of all the different colors but when this nefesh gets planted in the body so now different elements flesh out and bring out and become facilitators and vehicles of different process of the nefesh after Macomb Oakland how close this I havea she's some Parihaka move I said was a miss Barton a nephesh who nemesis me adds me is a nephesh otsuma these cases at the beginning with Caiaphas Hoffman say hell that comes up in a fish comes from the essence of the soul itself it comes from the nefesh cellophane fill a technically nefesh I'm asked Ellis that's why we give it a name in swaram we call it nefesh I'm asked Ellis a shame Caiaphas a sham is partially managed to dodge vehicle a caller clinical school ah the Eurasian the ink of all the curses is the chaos a called the clay earth of awareness the park of intelligence the tires of seho and we call the soul a nefesh AMA scholars because the tires are say ho in other words it relates to the soul itself the crisis our members are not just an external an external thing of the soul for example you'll have the ray of the Sun but rather we call it we call it nefesh Thomas Keller so all the Caiphas are included in the message itself she emails chamber marriage guilty of her cycle problem you could even though the net fish you don't have an expression of Konoha say who individually independent it's part of the nefesh just like the fruits of the tree they may be the purpose of the tree the purpose of the tree may be the fruits but nonetheless in the seed you don't recognize them as a separate entity you don't say that in the seed there is priority in a revealed way to the fruit over any other part of the tree macomb look I'm a a fish ice pastor say if I say Columbus fashion band nefesh damn code a mismatch to see how you call uber nefesh Ellis Ohio benefits by Helen by Spanish - sushi atsume Alamelu Gillian amy at Mesa nefesh nonetheless because these fastest expansion of the Koya house a home comes from the nefesh even before that it was included in the nefesh it was just concealed so this patch this is not creating a new thing the kayak essential is emerging from concealment to actualization it's all there in the soul like in the seat it just has to be fleshed out and actualized so we say it's part of the ed semi nefesh this doesn't mean in the nefesh you have a division of faculties but it means in the nefesh you have concealed all the choices that will later emerge in the body in a differentiated and the find way it's all in the song full of pain developed actually for gum after I splashed us the pin is given a upcycle Pratibha from the axe my hey you miss athlete in my nefesh mama suchanek grande never stops - Thomas Keller's since the circle comes from the axe me is the essence of the soul so even after it emerges and it now encloses itself in a particular physical vessel called the brain which is the receptacle for the mind which is the receptacle for the Koya house a whole of the nefesh it's declared a circle of the nefesh that what that fills and saturates the brain and constitutes the ability the power of chaos a ho even afterwards that saiful emerges as a separate Mateus it's completely one with the soul because it comes from the soul and comes from the essence of the soul to the point that the soul is called the nefesh I'm asked Alice so because the Clara circle is the first revelation so to speak the first expression which will come down into many other areas the lis midnight will be much of it'll be deeper to be my son but the first one is saeho so the net which is called nefesh a mask Alice in other words the perfection of this necklace is a nephesh from where kaya her cycle is Caiaphas cycle is revealed why why are these details so relevant here because he's bringing out every detail in the muscle in order to understand the new shell the coca-cola mashallah sir like this whole muscle that we're talking about because of the color much Lazo indian finished our laws have he used me I didn't say particle happiest column as the cleanest Amala column all the details that we discussed in the marshall and that Stan details there are marshal for an MSHA that they all exist in the historian of the energy from the oiling site from the energy of the infinite one blessed be he to give he is to all the worlds in a state that we call my mama : where do we see all this an initial he makes if the PASOK says this is a posse kamehameha and we say it every single morning in subpoenas eminemvevo rest of it after a sham lava death are at OC says hashamayim smash amyum or or it's my order to color Cheryl our yam in the color shed behind the actor Mathias Coulomb it's March the man from Stockholm and then we go off to our Rama V after worship right above wrong so the passage first says after who are sham Nevada that's the first thing we said you're alone then we say after Caesar Sascha Mayan smashed my hot spot look up look at first glance there are two opposite statements after wash tumble about that remains you're alone you're alone you're the only one then we say no you may - Amalia me mishmash a Miami may hold smoke some people shot you'll say I - are some of Edessa means you're unique you know you're alone you're liked in a different category you made everything but deeper we're actually saying two things number one you Levada number two after Caesar said my name is Jeremiah which means you not live out that there's something else you made you made us Fatima Caius pool see says Peter here's the truck live at that means all the body is very freedom aha he is alone the law of the east lock tabaqui D ever who live alive makoki 9:00 midday see you clock this is a quote from pasa Helio which many people say Erev Shabbos before minica which comes basically it's a section of Ziya the introduction to the Cooney's I guess he's just quoting the words that love the East Slavic idea do not think that you have we will not think that you have an attribute called said that justice that is known basically desire is saying that we could not define by a sham by any metre love me call in on middle C you clown he is not made up of any of these minutes you can't say he's a means Assad ratings about her cities about murder is about to Ferris because all these are descriptions definitions named that we gave even though they're beautiful noble characteristics and qualities and when it comes to a shidduch resume this is what you want to know if the person is wiser the person is kind of the person is just if the person is good valued the person is a mensch person has a sense of humor and all the good qualities that we search for but nonetheless these are qualities so the Zohar says love me call evening eat live me call you and me they see you clown he's not made up of any of these myths which is similar to the eczema nefesh we spoke about in the muscle the soul itself which is indivisible like the seed of the tree in a physical metaphor I'm just using that as a physical metaphor which is indivisible acto are some of our data you are one a neat meaning there's no you're everywhere and there's no room for any other reality and not only that we can't even define you in a specific characteristic after wash humble about that so you're the only reality and we can't even define it in any way LM e komo came after C secession mine but nonetheless you made the heaven even though at awash am nevada huh the kiddush is even though lava death at our sister Samantha hi no asbestos the doula saint surfer hula my Laden cat salam ala ma tentacles hashem allowed himself and his energy to be projected upwards infinitely and downward infinitely Shane's alum kinases far those viable cleaners are a visit so after season such the mine is referring to so to speak his presence or his light his rains if his ray his energy similar to the fears of the soul that is expressed within the limbs of the body on one hand it's only a he splashed us it's an expression of the nefesh it's not the X I'm on that fish but on the other hand just like by the soul the life of the soul comes from the soul itself it's not it was a new thing it's an expression of the soul itself this is splashed us after a seesaw such a mind this comes from a sham himself at OC so such a mind and that's why this energy is also ain't safe there's no space that's the void of it Islam eyelid in kalamata the doctors chemo who's from out close call a lemon your mouth-closed is the mouth of all the world like we say in ASHRAE meaning the heels of all the world's comes from your mouth coasts the angel appears shame can I move in a skier shimmer like we say in Berkshire amar been ask your shim Kemal que no Alec a no this is all your name will mention your name Dino to my Shaima Adam say he cruel I'd wish my who I know Parnell Aquarius it's like a name which is also a form of his pastures of a person the purpose of a name is for people to identify him and to call him and he turns around to people who call him in other words the shame is basically what allows a person to relate to others to be identified by others to be spoken about by others I can't speak about somebody without a name I can't I need some name some reference right it can't be in a vacuum I could speak to myself and about myself without a name because I am me but in terms of why do we need a name if I'm living myself I don't need a name before you live on an island you don't need a name you don't speak to yourself through your name but if I want to speak to you I'm gonna call out your name for want to speak about you I'm gonna identify you by name so the name represents basically how a person is related to others how a person is in a relationship with others I I don't know you I know your name I don't only mean a name your name hang ankle your name means your reputation the name that you have the castor Shem Tov I know your name I don't know you how do I know you I know your name I know that which expresses itself to me I know what look like I know how you dress I know how you speak I know what you told me I know what you didn't tell me I know what you did this is all the name in other words the way a person is projected to others so we say oboro-sama make adult contrib a that kind of Erica but I'm live in a skier simcha mal que no lo que no what we know is your name what's your name Dan a sham shows to allow His infinite undefined energy to be projected to be expressed how is it expressed look at the heavens look at the earth after who I shall live a death alone along means it's non-defined it's non non you can't describe it in any way and it's your kid whom were you hurt nonetheless Hashem allowed this anak this ain't safe to be expressed after C secession I just like the soul by a person the soul itself the core soul transcends any division and yet it comes into the body and these are his fastest as an expression of the energy of the soul and every limb captures something else of it so if you were to ask the arm to describe the soul it will tell you that the soul is that which allows you to throw a ball that's will tell you and it's a true description if you'll ask the eye to describe the soul will say the definition of a soul is vision and if you'll ask the kid needs to describe a salt they will describe it in their way and if you'll ask the abdomen every limb will describe the soul in its own way and it's all true it's not it's not fully true it's part of the truth it captures what it knows of the soul and it's true that is part of the soul is it the whole soul no is that the essence of the soul that that's the whole essence of the soul does it come from the essence of the soul of course it does so it's true but this is the name in other words the way I get you from how you project yourself to me do I get you in your essence how do I know you and your I don't know the soul in the essence I know every limb knows the soul based on what it gets give a yahoo Basham it's the same thing after wash I'm liver death but then there's after a c-section I am mastermind behold small marvel Kailash I am a vocalist of ahem which represents different features of creation and everyone facilitates and projects and brings out a certain element of the ain't safe through its vehicle through its energy through its individuality so that is like the name when asked your simcha what I could speak about is your name in other words how you chose to let yourself be known and called by others so when we speak about shame Hashem his name it's a metaphor of what Hashem allowed himself to be identified by others as much as they can identify him in every world identifies them in a different way every person identifies them in a different way based on your experience based on your definition of reality and of significant reality you can have two students hearing the same cheer everybody takes away something else why because we don't listen to what the person is saying we listen to what we're capable of hearing I can't hear what you're saying it doesn't exist all I can hear is what I capable of hearing you all know this with your wive's right you can ever hear what she's saying it's very hard to listen to what she's saying what you hear is what you're capable of hearing there's no nothing else I can't hear what I'm not capable of hearing and sometimes I'm not capable of hearing certain things it can go in but it doesn't go in the gate that iPhone ain't never goes out some ii know why i don't have the Kayle for it it's not that you're not saying it is that I can't hear it or something once said that Martin Taylor always happens Martin say that happened never stopped Martin played is an ongoing process the difference between the first Martin theta and the perpetual month it is as we stopped hearing that's the difference by the Braille kima's colored water mayo lemon he's always saying it the difference is we can't hear it anymore well says we can't hear it you have to have the calum to be able to you and I can't expect the leg to take out from the Neph to hear in the Netflix that much the brain here is in the nefesh the brain brings out from the nephesh so much more than any other Avery brings out an average why because it's Kalei is made up differently because it's Kaylee's make up differently so therefore it has a different name it's gonna call it nefesh Imus Kellis different limbs well there's the famous metaphor that you know six blind people all touched an elephant remember the story they all touched an elephant and then they were asked to describe what they what they saw so everybody said something else and they were all right you know this one was feeling the Tusk of the elephant that says this must be an elaborate piping system and this one felt the leg of the elephant and this it must be a tree and everybody had a different description and then somebody who saw comes and says it's an elephant so they were all a hundred percent right and they were all one hundred percent wrong dead wrong they were all right in the sense that what they were feeling was very akin it was similar to the experience of touching the tree or touching a pipe or touching a wall or whatever it is this one touched the stomach so he touched the wall so they were right than that because from their experience this is what it was what they didn't get was the full picture the full picture everything is part of it but it's not what it is it's really an elephant Soula Harville this is the idea of a name a name is that I identify you but identify you based on how you allow yourself to be known to be experienced by me when asked your shivoham' Elkanah will attain oh that's after a c-section I'm this is my malik along the malik al alamin is Hashem Hashem is energy and it comes all for my sham it's not like castor asam's a separate thing just that's why he went on to they made it don't think that the choices that come from the soul are not the soul it's all from eczema nefesh and we call it nefesh amis callous we call my Shama buriai low but nonetheless to say that the soul itself is divisible this way the soul itself is not divisible that way but the energy of the soul the way it is accessed and the way it evolves into the different limbs of the body assumes different identities based on their own experience this is the first muscle of mamala Kalama the divine energy that fits and suits every creature hamish on an individual basis which we can talk about we can address we can identify we may not be able to identify it as the divine but we can i dint you can identify it as our identity what what does identity come from mamala column a molecule almond is the source of identity all identity the sense of I which is a very valuable gift in life do you have an identity what is that identity that identity in spiritual terms that's my mother Kalama that God fills you in an individual way doesn't fill me that way he doesn't fill me there's a seven the 7-ounce top is a 9-ounce top is a 21 ounce cup each one has different amount of liquid now that's a primitive muscle but what he fills me is not the way he fills you my cases are not your Cutlass so therefore my identity is my my local almond your identity's amount of kilometers it's identifying who God wants you to be how do you know God wants you to be based on who you are based on who he made you if you'd want me to be you he would have to make me me yeah sorry Freudian slip if he would want to make me you if he wanted me to be you enough to make me you he made me me so that's the value of identity that everyone contributes their verse so to speak to the powerful play of life your verse is distinct that unique individual verse comes in spiritual language this is an embodiment of man male kilometer just like the worst mistake in the world would be for the pancreas to turn to the kidney or for the abdomen to turn to the to the liver and say you know what I don't like Who I am I'm struggling I'm gonna become you let me copy you let me look like you let me dress like you let me function like you it's not only it will be damaging for itself the whole body will be house or someone destroyed and that's so important to understand it's not that you when you're not allowing yourself to be who you're supposed to be you're damaging yourself the whole organism is affected because each aver has its unique function and purpose not just selfishly not just selfishly but it's part of the hey look of the whole goof because without it if the goof is missing the liver to be the liver then the funnel of SLAM major functions are compromised a person can't live and the same is true with every other part the heart is gonna get jealous of the brain and say you know what why are you on top I want to be on top so the heart travels up to the brain and then we know what's going to happen to the brain itself the brain won't be able to function because it won't get the the blood oxygen needs from the heart the coyote buzzer this is the Nakula of a molecule so you understood them all the kalam and everybody it was clear okay when asked your shim-sham Allah came when Oscar shivered the shape booklet ate his heart upon his heart okay so where I'm 31 doctors I in the first column and the wine starts with nasturtium coda Heinicke mache more than probably 11 or 12 lines from the top one two three four five six 14 lines from the top tessai in the first column by mid the bar page 31 you see so the new code is by sparks on my we say nikka dolphin service unfair economy I saw the nasturtium from alkane oil ok no we will mention your name this is the intro Saudis picked up cicadas in rail but it'll basically speak about your name that's what we're gonna be talking about the nasturtium doesn't mean it will mention your name work we're now gonna be addressing your name name is a generic term which represents as we explain the concept of how you are perceived by me how your knowing by me how I relate to you that's the name named never captures the essence of the essence it always represents and embodies that component of you which is known to others just like physicists practically technically a name allows me to call you more conceptually the name represents that aspect of you that is known to others that is relatable to others that is projected to others like we say in English he has a good name he has a bad name he has this type of name he has that type of name or reputation or resume in other words how are you knowing how are you experienced so the name in more abstract terms is basically how I experience you or how you allow me to experience you and that has more to do with me than with you that's always the key in life how I experience you has more to do with me than with you right because we experience other people based on who we are much more than based on who they are it's how I process what you say how I process how you look it's all based on my own experiences my own imagination my own conceptions for good or for bad you know what I'm talking about so therefore Hashem to Hashem allows us to experience God according to our vehicles and vessels and therefore his name is different everywhere that's why he has so many names his name is David his reputation is because the way under some experience is the meaning of our Shem is not like the book experiences animal appears on the Kabbalah here and the way a turtle experiences God right is not the way a human can experience God so every person and every creature has its own experience and that's what cerca de Zimmer is we're going to speak about Hashem in terms of our context in terms of our contest or - basically it's asking what God does for me he gives me life he gives me existence and everything that comes with that so that's what I am defining here vanastra shim Kemal que no lo que no the cat's Eve the one starts by you sha sha will have a lemon hustled the puss success in variations by Yi shahe sham sham turned he responded to heaven and his gift versus kaya so what what's the point here what's my ye shall have alderman Casa he says sure point even mmmnot to us Allah broom this is the concept of a shame we have a he said before that by a name when you when you call a person by his name he turns around by Hashem it's the same thing by you sha sha malevolence so to speak you call him by his name and he turns around meaning Shippuden of an MSHA menos is a librarian what does it mean here he turns around we don't mean physically turns around like I call you by your name I say yankles I am muffled so you turn around what it means here is that this captures God turning around meaning Hashem manifesting himself turning around communicating a flow of energy to creation that is what we mean by his name his name is the way he is experienced by existence as a result of becoming the source and the engine and the energy of existence and this is why we say in burro Shama we continue we save in nasturtium come L came to allocate no yahud hey you are a lawman mela so again you know these words everybody says for so many years you know you just say it another time another praise but the words are very precise what's your column L of Peters who acts me is brought here after the miracle Avada he on his own is yucky to me you've had one and singular alone Rock hey hurry lawmen dyno fuse rukia my Loomis - Mela but the hey how are loving the life of the world this comes from malice it's similar to what we said in by a version of it I'd to wash am livid ever after sister Sasha my that's what we're saying here the nazca shouldn't come okay no okay no we remember remember your kid you are young you are one and singular this refers to Hashem in terms of himself he's younger than me you thought in other words and that's in that space there's no other reality outside of him then there's hey Holloman there is a life of the worlds this is Mela what's mela mela is hashem wanted to be a medic what's a medical it means a leader in other words you're in a relationship Malthus means you're in a relationship you can be a leader and you detached and you're a pathetic the definition of Malthus is as the famous expression in available Chi another smart of a mela below yam there's no leader without a nation there's no wife without a husband there's no husband without a wife there's no teacher without students there's no this is a relate this is a relationship Malthus is a relationship the KOA lemon the life over the Worlds comes vermelha you wanted a relationship and therefore you allow yourself to be experienced and relatable to the others and of course that requires a tremendous limitation because what I experience of you even if another person is only based on my experience never mind of God it's not of the yaqut it's the ki alum and that's what a person can experience the consciousness within himself this is knowing God by knowing yourself in other words to put it differently it's seeing Hashem as the core of the self the more I know the self the more I excavate and I go to the depth of the self that's where I find Hashem because this is Hashem as the engine as the battery as the reality of my reality the ultimate reality of my reality you're looking for yourself essentially you're looking for your true self what is your true self your divine energy the energy of the divine that fills you that saturates you that makes you who you are you find yourself in God because that is a high Lama mela now of course when you say you find yourself in god that's the god that's relatable to the is the god that shrinks and limits and compresses and articulates his energy in a way that it allows from my identity it creates my identity it creates my does that capture all of God of course not Yakut say her lemon is melanin the he may I'm sure of a spatula Zulekha say that I'm a draga semi-regular my Drake now this flow and this extension and this expansion evolves according to a system of levels one level madruga means a step but it represents a level one level and then another level and another level just like we spoke about the soul in the body you can't compare the energy in the brain to the energy in the eye to the energy in the abdomen to the energy in the toenail Tone Loc vitality it's also connected to the new summer if it had no vitality it wouldn't grow but you can't compare the vitality in the navel right without nerves which you can cut to the energy in the heart due to the energy in the brain although it's the same nefesh it's a trickle it trickles down the energy goes from level to level and of evolutionary process so to speak of descent Kyoya Lamar chillers and here we expand we discuss the different worlds the different universes came by Lamar Chile's the world that's called that Cilla's which comes from the word eight-cell near close like eight-cell I'm near you on me at /aa I want to be near you but sinless comes to the word hl8 silver summer come close to you okay by the modulus e UV see you he got this is an expression of the ZOA again it's the introduction of tycoon Isaiah which is said by many on Erev Shabbos before minica was a mimic in many Kahless pardon him some smarter than other killers so try the maxilla see over to you isn't he and his heels yo he means his he owes his life force is one this basically refers to his characteristics all of his characteristics shall I read in saber Oh homie you heard Shambhu you should gamble the Divine Light the infinite light is united there with with complete unity as complete one is there kamyelle there is marshal the metaphor would be his after this nefesh I'm a skeleton classical miss Marcia the mannequin is Kaleo the level of unity of the soul with the our of saiful that comes from it although the soul is connected to every part of the body what we call the soul of nefesh I'm asked Ellis because the power of the soul that's expressed in the brain and the psyche in the mind the power of awareness this captures the soul in a way that no other kaya no other faculty captures it that's why the brain is the seat of the soul the seat of a person's life force is as we know the brain all other parts of the body are extensions and they receive all their vitality all their instructions really their entire identity and utility and functionality all from the brain so the actus of the nefesh with the carcass a hoe with the power of the mind which expresses itself in the physical who in the physical vehicle the physical Kayle of the brain there is a unique unity so the same if this is a muscle for a LeMat sillas where the Zohar tells us he overthrew Akkad that he his presence and the UE is what the seals of that world it's completely won there's no fragmentation this complete unity just like the nefesh is called nefesh I'm asked Ellis cuz even after the nefesh is in the Gulf and the tires are saiful is expressed in the brain nonetheless the saiful which is the deepest Faculty of the person the weirdness ability this is completely one with the soul so this one we call the nephrons by that name nephesh Thomas calles the same as Tula milah Hashem himself is higher than any world but nonetheless a LeMat sillas is called so to speak a devouring world there's no fragmentation we call the spirits his kindness because even I had this complete unity and integration in that world balls NMR and this we say God Allah Shanna Oh Mahalo Miao Villa de la CN k equivalent velocity lists velocity and misper we same cicadas in rhythm to Hitler Hashem is great he's praised his because God knows has know hey Colonel search in other words there's no way of searching it and defining it with finesse aim is for his wisdom is again endless is no number there's no finiteness to it so what is it what is what is the point this is referring to the closest destroyers the characteristics of a LeMat sillas how much what does he have you say ain't fake you look for not safe it has no limit it has no topless the same it's true all the mythos it's Mohammed it's a little ah same faker it's bleak Vall why because of it there the crisis reflect the infinity of God even though he's not defined by that that's also one name but this is already the first name Allah Mozilla's where the faculties are completely integrated and then you evolve ask us why Lamar Seraphim then you get to the next world is called the world of this rough from the world of the fiery angels like we say in the morning's rough him and highest by finally Iran do we say in the morning or in the name of Haman in behavior by founding the Christ I couldn't grab another miss Nasim Liu mas house rough him the world of this rough from is called the world of Grier and this deposit defines it and Emil he says Elif I'll often very boy DeVaughn he says that a Shem has their Elif a lot from Liberty Vavoom which means thousands and thousands Myriad's and Myriad's revolvers ten thousand Miriam she has thousands of thousands Myriad's and Myriad's of legions of age angels this is the place of Shravan known as olam Oh Lamar Bria when we koma koma nonetheless we say hi yesh miss Pearlie Judith the passage says in II is does he have a number to his legions on one hand you say there's thousands and Myriad's and then you say but is there a number because this is the paradox agree on one hand you call it Bria the world of creation it's not the world about Zyliss that's why it's the place of Melaka my love them are not the tenths fear is that I one with Hashem they are creations called Moluccan but it's close to our Zyliss it still has the energy huh so what's the me come welcome with the paradox on one man you say there's a finite number LF I love them really brave over thousands upon thousands Myriad's and Myriad's on the other hand you say hi yes mr. look dude off to his legions so the gomorian hug Inga asks this question that's what he's referring to there's a good morning a gig in the second period Chuckie Gaddafi again with the Gemara says one parsec says Elif Elif really brave of them that's the Neil and other puzzles ih miss Pollock do DAF so the Gamora says a very interesting answer that liquid dude of a Miss / the number of there's no number but in each legion itself there is Elif Elif Amelia revolver what's the point is bringing out on one hand there is an element of infinity in other mob RIA and there's an element of finiteness so there are chambers that are created without a number lick bit of a missed part but each one is filled with my awesome where there is some type of number because this is the world of three the second world no I see you know see you you'd see really brilliant at service for worlds general mu some you parted the icer from there you have even greater fragmentation leus my name is balaclava where suddenly he's making counting numbers of stars focus Eve I might even miss ports mom the pus it says in your shy II takes out the legions in number how might you miss but some another's here we're taking about numbers so this is all the same Hampshire after Hillen the last few MS my time until him he starts off with God the large time I'm alone me I believe the law sorry aim shaker which is of course the beginning of ASHRAE this is referring to or LaMotte sillas we're dealing with a maker later it was going to say in Tehillim Kaufman's ioan which we're going to say to miss mitem later because I'm no the Kenickie no I'm nervous either we're gonna save a list will now say aim miss Park this will not say ain't miss Park that's the hilum cuff members iron that's alum ha olam abrir then you have in the same mismo we speak about Moines and miss for like a coven or I might see been misfits farm this refers to oil um I eat Syria which is already me show me a parade there's a greater sense of fragmentation this is a great appearance how might see the word is huh might see how might see the misfit swamp Washington how might see me should say Yahoo delicious a rabbit says he takes out his stars in numbers every star is counted for the word he takes out we understand he takes it out meaning so this week he brings it out he says no the mightier is video just like in my sector Shabbos and the first panic we have the luck of mites emissions are your solutions Arab you transport you take out from one domain a private domain to a public domain I might even miss Bertram represents might Samira Schuessler issues from Rakshasa Yahud delicious Arab que usar Yahoo the oil Ahmad sillas guru Sayaka a private domain represents the world of Exodus with is absolutely no fragmentation no multiplicity and therefore no period no fragmentation because it's one just like Osaka and halakha means it's one person's domain it's my domain my house it's my house there may be a thousand people coming to me but it's still my house they can all carry in my house why because everyone in my house knows that they're in my house either all different personalities you should sir rabbie me identity of richest arab amiss it's not mine it's not yours it's public everybody does what they want that's the definition of it but when you're in my house even though you have your personality of your personality of your stick you of your stick right you're all defined by my energy so to speak that's the truth at that that's that's this is a very interesting idea with a hollow hand the psychology converge which to say yes it doesn't mean one person lives there you can have a hut sir biblically man I tell you can have a cut sir it could be a thout that could be ten thousand people using the courtyard there's four walls and it's designated for these houses it's just aa fit minute re-enact why because it's it's in it's it's it's one energy it's now yeah rubiks alias how come I'm Tucker said if it's a courtyard that's used by year by a hundred families it looks like garages are Apple but everybody is my delimit deviate so you need an air of cots areas but it but in a private house I can have a thousand I have a huge house have a huge yard my my garden in Muncie yeah you build you you you tend to your Bar Mitzvah whatever it is you can have three thousand people theoretically speaking atrocious I offered why the dervishes are young good it's a I should say yes it because it's one energy there you're my guest you're his guest it's his energy that encompasses everybody they're all part of one space one zone one mode so a LeMat sillas is not different than our world everything in our world exists in that world but the point is over there what's near gosh what's felt is an actor sir just say yes and then you have mightiness by rapid omaha me apartheid believe me is how cousin my Vegas melamed island from their their starts of fragmentations with many many moderators from one world to another world and Olamide sillas what you feel is the Atticus in other mob restart spirit and the further you go the more division from moral to world to Robley as patinas rooster rabbim to become a ratio Sir Robin which is basically turaida president today the pro the means fragmented mountains this refers to Ella Marcia a mountain that's fragmented from another mountain is not just separate a mountain represents you know inflation arrogance here the fragmentation is complete we're in two different worlds this is in the last world are Lamar Co me calmer crime and nonetheless how does the plastic finish in your shia the puttan let's read the plastic the way it is and then we'll see his shot positive says i might even miss ports ma Hashem takes out all the legions all the stars with number everyone is counted Mirai venom vomits kya ich Laurie Neda says the coulomb Bechet me re ikura he gives everybody a name may rise on him from tremendous strength vomits kaya an intense power each line nether no man is missing literally the Matsuda stove it explains in your shia peyrac man what it means is that hashem scoyoc is so powerful that every color of every star gets a name and each light neither none of them are ever missing none of them are ever missing meaning they continue to live and exist for thousands I mean unless he wants to destroy the star but the point is that each star is accounted for and the cause of his strength they continue to live like the Sun and the galaxies and the planets and the stars they continue to live and function according to his Rutzen issue a net that nobody is missing in other words there's an eternal power in many of the stars this is entrapped what is it in nucleus he says even though it's a might see in other words it comes out to her sister Robin nonetheless major I find environments quietly another Peters like Ned are my penis bitl like nether McKenna's Bittle means no one is caught no one is missing from bittle it's interesting here my net there means you're not missing because you have bittle so you see about translation of bitte love it'll means nullification submittal means you are missing no no lying net there no one is missing me penis a bit locals they have bittle in other words no one is cut off because no one is cut off everyone is alive because everyone is bitless is our cloud with whole city to Ducie this is gonna be the side a cloud in all of kedusha I feel of my dragons attacked are in them even the lowest spaces of conditioner nemesis pinners bit Elias masala movie mantra Guster in every world according towards my drag even the lowest of the lowest if it's connected to Ducie there's gonna be a bit too high ash was I mean a bit fly ash that is gonna be a sense of intimacy a sense of alignment with its source it's not gonna be a yesh where you feel that you are detached and you are on your own with this kedusha this module is your part of hashem on some level and therefore in every space even I might see each line dead there nobody is really missing the bittle reaches and shrink without even tyler massey no I think like meta means not cut off not missing when there's no Bittle what it basically means you cut off from your source each line method because there is still a bit nether means missing literally like head there you know you're missing always yeah what do you mean specifically yeah alone alone in a depressing sense not alone and empowered sense detached exactly detections the spirit the spirit the spirit in every state of kedusha anywhere even in the lowest space there's always the common denominator of bit too high a bit too liege means you don't have to resort to a delusional ego to camouflage the void and the lack of self-confidence because there is a deep connection that you have a deep connection that you have to yourself because you have a deep connection to your source which is the diviner shun I thought I said it in English you mean in Yiddish you don't mean in English bit domains bit Elias remains as a mensch in yet the mid-season yet ensue Stalin had the massive I felt as that is fab London with Epis I come from Epis a hot a macchiato stylish as for Boone the matinee Burstyn when a person feels at any point in life that he is in a hopeless state devoid of any goodness devoid of any meaning the void of any purpose that God is completely not present that's where the H takes over there's no bit delay ish so that means it's already not kedusha it's not condition that's called schizophrenia that's called split you split that's fine the Mitzvah is the Mitzvah the person's consciousness may be somewhere else there's a question and a lot of Mitzvah strippers qivana remains with this qivana that's the question the mitzvahs require Kevon or not right it's a big argument in Gemara in brothels if mitzvahs need come on or don't need to come on so that's the question so where do we here we have in summation a very brief description of the four worlds that people hear about but really seem very very abstract this is a fundamental idea in entire semester that our world is not a self-contained universe our world is actually a final product in the evolution of many worlds generally although there are Myriad's of worlds but generally the four worlds are divided not sillies breed sericea now as we see from here it makes it a little less abstract that would usually be seen because the way people understand that ok so if I take a spaceship and I manage to fly a thousand light-years away from here I'll crash into your zero and then if I go another billion light-years out crashing tabria and then I went sect iliyan light-years I'll crashing tot sillas and by that time hopefully I'll be dead so I won't know that the worlds exist that's not the concept here we're not talking your spatial terms a world and then you go like you you know you land on the moon you land on your cereal and umbria the four world if you really want to understand them and this is important are really four states of consciousness or put it differently it's the same world we're in four different pairs of glasses now I could just see bodies I see that there are bodies I can even see how many bodies but I can't differentiate why simply because I'm not wearing my glasses so therefore what my eyes on their own allow me to see is a certain element of reality right I see that there are people here but I cannot make the differentiations between one face in another face I'm pretty bad now I see much more right but do I see everything do I know what everybody here is feeling maybe when is this gonna be over it's tough when I do I know but what if I have another pair of glasses there are four periods of glasses the same world but what do you see in the world you could see four different things just like we have it very practically I see a cup I see a table is this true of course it's true this is a table I'm not crazy we all know it's a table and we rely on it I can lean on it I can put my spa room on it I can sit on it I can maybe even jump on it probably not this table but everybody knows that if I really look at the tape and I have the proper instruments if I have the microscope and even depends what type of microscope we all know we're not dealing with a solid piece of wood you're dealing with millions and billions and trillions and zillions and quanta Lien's and more of atoms and those atoms aren't constant movement the swiftness of those atoms are extraordinary and 99% of it is empty space because everybody had it most of it is empty space right so so who's right who's right am i right or is the scientist right the answer is you're both right it depends on the instruments that you have to define what you're looking at what you're looking at we all know two people could look at the same person one person sees a body another person sees personality and within personality itself how deep do you see I come to a house to look at a house what do I see I say wow it looks good an architect comes to a house what does he see he doesn't see what I see I noticed a piano I notice a painting on the wall he's right away oh this angle that angle what angles right I look at music notes every read music notes what do you see in music notes you ever saw a piano book what do you see that's what you see I see lines but I once saw I once saw a top musician I gave him a song and suddenly he's smiling why he was humming it to himself you understand same lines we both saw the same thing but he saw the inside of it because he knows music canals he strokes from inside out not from outside in got it got it very good so two people could be reading the same words and they see the same words one person starts singing it they see something else because they're sensitive to a certain layer of reality the same is true almost in anything in the world I see a painting I go I went to the Louvre I look at a painting okay you have a great artist looks at it he sees something else completely he's already trying to figure out how it was done he starts focusing on details that right unless you're the connoisseur unless you're the expert you don't even see it same is true with two people who taste wine connoisseurs almost any area a contractor comes to a construction site I look at for Shay I see a Corbin the contractors trying to understand where the pipe is going so who's right who's wrong it's not right or wrong it's different every reality is multi-layered multi-faceted multi-dimensional different people have different prescriptions in their glasses that allow them to see certain things even seeing the atoms is not the end of it because what does every atom itself made up of you could look at it from a subatomic level and then there's a sub sub atomic level layers upon layers upon layers upon layers this is a Marshall to understand the four illumise the four worlds are not for realities one is above China and one is above the equator and one is above New York and one is a billion light years one is ten billion light years no it's four layers of the same reality in other words I could look at this cup with the glasses of LM hot sillas what I'm gonna see may not be with somebody else sees if that person is wearing the glasses of Berea the glasses of each serie the glasses of ASEA a very important idea it's for perceptions not for realities the perception creates four realities Hashem creates four universes parallel universes everything in the world you can experience the way sillas experiences it and there it means one thing BRE experiences it it's one thing as you see there's another thing and then there's I see you in the ISIS of our lovely cause disarray Syosset this tsarouchas our album and in the middle you have a Carmela stand a knock at the door those are the four worlds no no it's not it's not anecdotal the four elements are the foolish reason shot of Shabbos rooster sayajin is completely monotonous the the best so to speak versus our album is the biggest problems in our locker and then you have the two intermediary ratios which is over Mario the maid Serie basically is you having a mocking torando careless discuss in more detail and try to correspond these two premises oh yeah shop that mr. Sutton Toyota are the four worlds shop means you're wearing the glasses of ARLA Marcia that's why you see Prashant and that's real that's real what it says is what what you what it says is what you get that's out the literal I'm looking at a nose I see a nose I'm looking at a table I see a table that's trapped remiz your salt are not contradictory Topshop it's basically you'll say what table it's not a table it's not a salad the cloth it's not a salad there's a whole universe that's moving around what are you talking about that's the drashti remnants destroyed all the same layers the same posture call much the same I walker the same story in Amara the same Mitzvah whatever it is different swaram will excavate and explore different ways and they're all legitimate they're all true that one is true one is chatter just like Oh them has tears of true world's not a fake world when it says variations borrow the Kumaresh mine bazaar it's doesn't mean know them out till asylum every other might say it means that too but it means Allah Marcia this is the world of Halawa I can't put on tefillin right I need to put on physical fill in a proper Lamaze see you so that's the concept of four perceptions of reality will elaborate more basic this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot the yeshiva net / donate