Memale and Sovev #2: The Musician vs. The Conductor

the yeshiva dotnet the answer to your question yesterday remember you asked okay I'm not sure after Vance you'll be able to go to sleep but his question was of the if the penis of everything is my molecule almond the heus of Eliquis so what's the different in kedusha not kedusha everything is holy it's true but it's also natural meaning it's truly the pen emmaus the fears of everything is a locust without it there wouldn't exist and it wouldn't have its substance that wouldn't have its chemistry and wouldn't have its makeup not spiritual not physical the difference between Duchenne at kedusha so the term that's always used kind of a Latonya and already much earlier by Rizal and Zohar forth antithesis of malicious clipper what does clipper mean a shelf a husk a cover-up that's the question how much is the is the condition everything experienced and felt in the character of the one receiving it kedusha means that the inner holiness the inner divinity is transparent question is on what level transparency itself has endless levels and clipper means that the fuse is there but there's some Hossler some shell that covers it up again there's endless degrees how how dense how thick how opaque how dark clipper below etc etc so even the clipper couldn't exist without the without the godliness the molecule Owlman means that ultimately the hood of everything both its individual character and its generic character in which it's similar to other things comes from the fuse of a Lucas but if the one who is receiving it is not aware of it it may completely not be aware of it on the contrary even so then you'll say that that theas is to some degree or another again more or less covered and eclipsed t' so that's the difference between kedusha not kedusha that's on the most basic level I mean there's more but that's basically the defense yeah 100% what is what is Rivas revelation on one level is concealment on a higher level for a higher level yeah on some level - but but you'll say there's there's still a difference you'll say something is holy something is unholy shabbos is holy and sunday is not holy right Shabbos is a day that there's a certain Delia velakis and the time that makes it holy yeah you're not off you're not off at all it's a very true you say you're off you're actually on yeah it's a good morning that's what Kyra's question was yeah corrects kwazii's corrects oddities at coha aid the column conduction over so from Hashem OMA do what it's not so Alcala sure your hundred-percent right Kyra I've said everybody is holy why are you exalting yourself on god's community what Kyra was telling basically to mush and Irina's everybody is holy why do you need a moisture what he did in iron why do you need holiness everything is really holy in fact the ballot Anya rights in Lakota Pasha's caliphs that Clara was actually speaking about a messianic world he was just a little ahead of his times you know a skater who was onto something the Casal have a very famous expression about Kyra Kyra epic a Akaya my role is to zu Kyra was so brilliant what happened to him how did he become so much sugar so the question is how did they know he was so brilliant maybe he was stupid it says some represent how much the Qaeda was up stockelman College says I'm motion that he was their Hall most humble person anyway I quite often how much when he introduces clarify iike Kyra on Schlemmer it says by yes can we color them right the Tama is not embarrassed to say that Schlemmer was the wisest of all people doesn't say anything but cuz I knew that he was a PK f from the story itself in other words his tighten it to motion of a know had a lot of depth to it it was premature it was wrong but there was there was a very powerful man could've there that in the ultimate year code in the ultimate story right everything is one if you go back to the womb of existence it's all divine if you go back to the original womb everything is divine there's no boundaries there shouldn't be boundaries and the bad that the better yeah you right in the could the Toyota the Montaigne says that that that Kodak was onto something he had a very deep soul but sometimes deep souls the energy could be misplaced in a wrong time in a wrong situation you know it wasn't stop we look at it on the surface level Carnac was just in all this low live this egoistical egotistical self-centered rabble rouser it was just jealous or whatever the explanations are which yeah that's how it every every thing that you look like you can look at it from so many different lenses more external and it's all true in the world that you're looking at it the lens that we use to see reality is what's going to define reality it's always that way and when you have more subtle lenses you could see more subtle more subtle things I know it's just no no I career I've made a big mistake I'm not saying you have to also understand that some saying that the BIA the point is that career xtina on a deeper level had very much depth to it even though he was absolutely wrong he was tapping into something he was tapping into the place that's beyond Havdalah he was tapping into the place where you don't have to make half dollar yeah yeah Kairos was the first one who said imagine no borders no nations no heaven no earth no distinctions no religion - no genders all these things are tribal and primitive and division just creates division and this in the real world no clothes I don't know if he said that uh yeah and this is a soulfulness there you could just dismiss it the river no there's a there's an MS there that's why yes of course yeah in fact it says the kind of persuaded much many of the Jews 250 Rosh Hashanah Deroy is 250 scholars and leaders were on his side they say that the opted of above Romney schwa shil of a plate was one of the great masters in optin and Poland the I of you sir all here's a civic employer V strong they say that he once said the ones talking about Clara and he once said that's what they say that believe me if you were there the he said he remembers from the previous reincarnation he remembers he said there would have been so easy to be to become part of codex clay ducks gang so they asked him which team were you on he said I remain neutral but that's how powerful it was that I decided to remain neutral understand the choice of lublin was a LaVey the seer of lublin of Yaakov hora with his name was Horowitz she was a lavey so dub ya Kavita Huckle AV Horowitz he's known as the fear it is seer of Lublin the face of Lublin he would say that the hila cos ADA Kyra when he would speak the Holies a Takeda he was a lavey criticals lav no cousin will bloom didn't know that he was swallowed up yeah the shot is that there is a kedusha there like in everything but the question is how its revealed how its translated what time what context so yeah it's actually very yeah Rashi condition2 you push him to you the word Kaddish means aloof sublime distinction distinctiveness even higher Atma kadesha Slee by a hopper right so toys was one of the interpretations is your distinguished your consecrated like heck - right you consecrated you make it holy it also becomes you say this is Mukesh it's dedicated it is designated Oh Sonia Yeah Yeah right right drew and we see a kadesha yeah so those are that's the answer to some of the questions there's more to this but I'm a basic level I think this is uh this is very true yeah you go ahead but man mammalian understand huh you want more explanation for sovath take a look in them in the brackets if you take a look sadiq tests yeah it's other tests column one or page 197 you have it it's yeah and the brackets you have is fo the line started to booyah the first column Sadiq tests and the Mimer you see he's describing serve and he says gazelle kailasha Hoff eight Sascha Maassen shaker is avos whom a penis Chaffetz a shimmer it's an Italian Commission is Boyer the beard our Posse Kiev V love whoosh male host there's a minor from the ballot Anya in the Megillah your veal the bush Malthus that's from the Megillah in that in the explanation on that mind mer so he says Shabazz Hall never eh I'm shocked Asahi is my penis mamala kawaman the size of kawaman comma Misha Akira Sawa smokin a self Kalam an angel generally as the ball tiny explains elsewhere in the sukham the described creation we see two themes often we say as I'll say in Pirkei avos bar saaremaa morris never holla the world was created through ten uh turin says sayings memores from the word via mer you open up arches Boreas and the whole world comes into existence through hashem speaking so to speak however we are to understand the idea of God speaking but it's constantly it starts off I you Marilla Kim he here he said let there be light there's light and so every single day the creation happens through what through Vienna that's what the huzzah mean by Saruman Morris through ten sayings the world was created by yury Marilla Kim hehe rakia let there be a firmament on Monday by you mirela Kim taxi Haaretz let there be vegetation on Wednesday by Oh Marilla Kim Hee Hema Arista should be luminaries and so on and so forth fish and mammals and ultimately on Friday by amarilla Kim NASA Adam let us make Adam let us make the human being man but some a new kid must say so it's all by your man in tell him we say capital Ahmed gimel we say Jarvis in the morning many killers say the Capitol Hill and before circuit is Umrah coil bit virus Shem shamayim NASA / ruop if cults MA same idea through the word of the Divine heaven was created and through the breath of his mouth all its vom all of its legions again bit virus sham sham I am not read the broker that caused all made for every drink and for many foods is the generic akamalik animal Asylum shot Kyle Nia bid Varro everything is Nia Nia from the word higher however everything came into existence there is of everything is Devorah his word from his word through his work on the other hand there's a posse can tell him we also say Travis morning Kyle assure huh fates hashem awesome what he desired he did which is the posit that he brings here Carla Chaka Fattah Seamus it's in title um I think off la madre we say it again Shabbos morning many before the high Jews before the hallouwe god o kailasha cortege an awesome ash a Mayan by Amin be called tahime is mallanna see him in other words it's desire what he desired he did why here do we use the metaphor of speech and here we use the metaphor of desire covets which is rotten so here in the brackets he says it's very back it sir any references to other places but this is the difference both are true dear is the world from the perspective of mamala Kalam inand the world from the perspective of save of Kalama you want another Marshall I'll give you another Marshall I don't know how accurate it is and as all these metaphors are obviously flawed through and through for obvious reasons but but just just to get the hang of it at least on some level touch it anybody who ever ran a successful company corporation organization whatever it is knows that there's two very different components that are necessary and in each organization and corporation and business you know it has to be set up according to the particular character of that organization but the theme of these two components is generic overall you have a large business going a lot a lot of employees a lot of different departments a lot going on there's two separate types of leadership that are necessary and when leaders don't distinguish between the two they often create havoc and chaos and it translates usually in long-term revenue and success or the lack of it on one hand you need what you may want to call managers the function of the manager is to oversee what I would call the details the day-to-day execution of the goals of this particular office or company or business or corporation or movement or organization whatever it is that manager must be detailed oriented a computer guy comes to me and says the computer is not opening I have a time for computer half time for your computer the janitor comes to me says somebody took away the broom I have time to think about brooms yeah I need a broom you got to get a broom I mean I don't either you want to go to the store or hire somebody but we need a broom and we need something to fix the computer the person came 20 minutes late so the person was dependent on him is sitting for 20 minutes doesn't have what to do supposed to be 8:30 he came 8:55 right that's what you have to deal with you got a look at the detail the details of every person and their job and it's a very detail-oriented position then you have to have what's called the CEO who also is involved and have even more involved but what's his what what's his function he has to look at one thing and that is I maintain the vision what do we want to accomplish it and if the CEO sometimes you have CEOs decides there's no light bulb so he starts changing lightbulbs and gets involved in the details or the other hand the manager starts saying I don't have time for details this is a big place I look at the big picture if they confuse jobs then ultimately it will undermine the success of an organization of the corporation because primarily it needs two different perspectives small picture and big picture local and global zoom in and zoom out zoom in means I'm very very focused on this detail this becomes very important and this every every worker every employee has his time and her space and and their component their their department and their and their and their capabilities and what they have to accomplish and their schedule and their paycheck and there has to be somebody who is attentive to all of those details and if you just you know push it under the rug things won't happen and you're going to see it and if the person says I'm sorry I don't have time for this I don't space for this he's ultimately betraying the position I'm betraying the company on the other hand if somebody who has to stand back and look at the big picture and ask one question are we going anywhere you know he has to look at the bottom line he has to see is this a success story or a failure the way he sees it it he doesn't distinguish so much again the metaphor is not completely accurate but he can't distinguish between you have a computer programmer you have a salesperson you have a janitor right you have the person who's in charge on the mail you have so many different walking pieces in this chess game but in many ways for him there's no difference the question is is the business and you dishes an expression it's a clap since the clapping issues it's working it's not working she said but this what do you mean how do you contain that the janitor just cleans up the computer problem is a gon oil um he's a genius you're right but you need somebody to clean the room that you need it and you need somebody to work on the computers and you may have 3,000 employees if your Microsoft you'll have more of you Google you'll have more and the person on top and of course on top itself there's levels and levels and levels and expression ball tongue as an expression somewhere maka maka flow maka maka flow maka maka form a curve right you can have as we know in management itself and a leadership itself and here the focus has to be if you're gonna start getting involved in the individual identity and psychology a big businessman once told me I asked him what's the most stressful thing he's very stressed and what's the most stressful thing about your job is realistic so I said what he says it's managing the people not the building's the people is always the hardest thing and to met you have to tune in and you know every employee has his moods and every person has mr. garcin and to be able to be present company excluded but and to be able to enter that's a major part of the job to understand every person how you speak how you presented you know there's only seminars that executives go to you know how ah we have here a big moment on this an author number angle so I can get my shaking avinash ear you know how you criticize how you review how you fire how you hire how you present expectations disappointment frustrations praise and so and it's really you have to know it with your own children at home it's not just a few everybody's running a company and sometimes the company you're running in your own house is far more valuable cause it's not about money it's about creating people's souls so sometimes it's much more consequential it's not only if you're gonna make a million dollars or make five million dollars or make ten million dollars hopefully or even more but you're dealing actually with souls and which component is more important look we know the CEO gets paid more because of the overarching responsibility but we all understand if a child comes to Totti and mommy and says you know my pinky my pinky hurts and you turn to the child oh I need help with my last question on homework and you do this I see don't you understand I run a multi-billion dollar business I have time for your pinky I have time for your pinky and have time for your question which was the attitude sometimes of some people then you lost the plot at this moment it's all about details it's all about getting down on the floor and connecting to that particular need of that particular person that's what gives children the security and the confidence that they need some parents are like CEOs you know they manage a wonderful home but the individual the individual connection the child doesn't feel his father's heart if your child doesn't feel your heart not your brains your brains don't feel Jews have good IQs child gotta feel your heart the heart is the automotive eNOS the attentiveness to every drop of blood yeah Adam wanna fish that attentiveness to detail is critical and when you have lower management the personality of every employee is critical and sometimes that prize in the wrong job it doesn't fit him it doesn't fit his personality doesn't fit her character and you got to focus in on everything and if there's a piece of garbage on the floor and it's not supposed to be they have to know who's responsible for it because there's a leak it's all about pure Ottomans all about details but if you only have that and there's nobody who sees what we call the kalau the big picture you'll go bankrupt and that person can get obsessed with details there are there are people who get obsessed with details they don't know how to delegate they can't trust anybody else because they do everything much faster than everybody they're smarter than everybody they have 30 years more experience so now you give over one job you tell you they go make a copy and even the copy can't make right so now you stop making copies what happens then what happens then is you'll see that at best your movement your your progress is stifled even if this success its stifled it's honestok and and and you by the way some people by nature are good and Warner some people are proud people and some people are cloud people you see it immediately it all set in two with regions of the brain different regions of the brain there's big picture the small picture this detailed oriented and each one has an indispensable value in the success of the project mama indispensable ah yes yeah the bend that in the big picture you could actually look you could look at 10,000 employees and you don't see 10,000 people you see one because what you're looking at is the bottom line what's my agenda what's my ultimate objective although agenda is to make money that's true but how am I gonna make money somebody was once to read something it was once telling me that avis years ago gathered together all of its employees on all levels because they said there's something what is our mission statements and we have to define our mission statement and they asked all their leaders to put them out on a board in a few words made their mission statement what are you about well you say we're about making money but every company is about making money besides a few maybe but that that's the objective so that's not enough I mean everybody wants to make money what's your uniqueness what's your brand what are you bringing to the world what's your contribution to planet Earth the civilization so were they were this one that one that one and and the the the boss was just rejecting everything he says we're awful and then he put it on the board just to rent as many cars as possible it sounds simple but it's not I I want to ask you what's your mission statement for life do you have a mission statement for your life you say well I want to breathe I want to have a happy family I know that we all want to have a happy family one be healthy we want to be blessed we want to be successful we all know that like every company the world wants to make money and be successful and everybody wants a private yacht and if you're a Jew you want a few homes will hole evil even if you're not a Jew but what's your mission statement in life the mission statement is the hardest thing to write because it's everything and most people don't even go there you could run a company for 60 years and not have a mission statement so I'm a Malka you know so get another Molalla mark actually has a mission statement it's called maleva Malka escorting the queen or escort it it actually has a mission statement we call them a lava Malka you know who is the food coming from as the pizza is the herring is your sponge cake so we call that I'm a lava mouth come on monkeys never have real programs you know it's just mr. Shabbos nobody has what to do see if I'm a lava Malka get to the food ah try a lizard santak yeah so the mission statement to rent as many cars as possible that's a mission statement in other words I'm gonna look at everything going on in this company I can have 4,000 employees are you helping me rent as many cars as possible if yes you're in if not I have a good day go find something else sometimes you have Jewish organizations there are so many years old just so many if there's ready yet nobody already knows what they're doing anymore or why they're doing it yeah you got to start with the why it's a famous expression you got to start with the why then with the what we often start with the what and we hope that from the what you get to the why now it's very hard to start with the why because the why is very deep the want for the what okay now where we need a coffee machine that's my confirmation why do you need a coffee machine to rent cars maybe you do but explain to me why and sometimes you'll see you'll eliminate a lot of positions you don't need it it sounds good it looks good everybody else has it you don't need it now this is sometimes this is brutal work because you really have to be disciplined you understand what I'm saying you don't see what it has with cyber's so what's the difference between the two positions the difference between the two positions is the first position the manager whatever the right word for him is what I think manager is pretty good must focus on every employee under his or her authority as a distinct individual and I'm talking about the person who's involved in hiring and positioning and within each individual their framework their schedule their timeline their responsibilities and if something goes wrong in a detail he has to tune into it and if you're not ready to do that you can have beautiful mission statements a lot of people have the opposite they have mission statements all day I know a person he's a visionary he probably built 60 corporations but only on paper in his mind he's give all dick his visions and he imagines brilliant but when it comes to implementation execution forget about it why cuz execution is very very hard so if my said to get it's very nitty-gritty and then there's the overhead that's you know migraines headaches and headaches and headaches details are difficult and and on artists and visionary people hate details they go crazy there's certain people you start talking to them details and numbers they'd rather die they just shut down I just can they can't handle it it's just sorry it's like this is not for me I can't exist they live in a different world yeah the synthesis between the two it's very very vital it's vital in a family it's vital in every community in everything so one focuses on the details one has to focus on the individuality of every piece and one can't focus on the individuality of every piece because we don't most of us don't have them some do but most of us don't have the mental space to be able to function on both levels simultaneously on a maximum level you could do that design you could deceive yourself like some people do but you see immediately the results but there's one more difference one second there's one more difference between the two and that is how they look at each individual the manager looks at each individual and you say who is this and he says oh this is plenty on my knee he has this these talents and these skills and these contributions and this is what he does and he comes in at 8 then he said who is this person this person is about this person with all of his unique components usually virtues and vices because having an employee means acknowledging their virtues if not while you're hiring them but also acknowledging the fact every person has idiosyncrasies right only people that I know who don't have any asynch recedes in Michigan are the people I don't know I told you present companies always excluded so it's it's a relationship to the person it's a relationship to the purse if you ask the the CEO what's the definition of this person and this person a person wasn't definition definition is they're part of what makes this business a success story they may know a few names under them you know middle management but ultimately I look at you and what do I see what do I see you're part of a collective entity now which one is true and we all understand they're both very true they're both very true and they're both necessary now I'm gonna ask you another question all this are people is about people who are running a company now this is a little bit of an abstract question not such a literal question what happens if this manager and CEO we're not just managing or running a business ah but they were actually creating the employees their vision their perspective was the life force yeah that created these entities they don't create through words or thoughts they're just running their companies the people are there before obviously but imagine they weren't only creating a business they were creating the characters the robots which we will soon have with artificial intelligence they're basically gonna be creating their employees not yes may I in but they'll basically be creating them so their vision of their employee is who their employee is in reality it's not like that I may be your boss but I'm not creating you I'm not I'm not molding you I know you and I have to deal with you for good or for better but what if my vision of you actually makes you what would the employees look like if the CEO created them or if this manager created them ah like the characters you create in your daydream right the characters you create in your dangerous they're your creations because they don't exist waha Ryan the moment you stop dreaming about them they're not there anymore but imagine you're creating this company in your mind which Jews always do the problem is it's only in their mind orphan and you have all these people and you decide that you're not gonna have three employees on the use of Pastner 3000 minimum 20,000 is there any success you can create them all in your mind what do they look like what do they look like exactly they look like they're a reflection of your thought process of what you need so this is obsessed achill I'm saying they're Stickle cuz I'm not completely comfortable with a Marshall for many reasons for a few reasons to understand the Malick kilometer size of Kalama it would be different people for the first agenda is different for the CEO all people essentially would be identical because they're all have one point and that is they fulfill the mission statement I see you and I see my mission statement that's what I see and you're part of that mission State ok yeah that's a nice way of putting it the manager sees the person the CEO was looking at the potential or his his ever will you have had a symphony the symphonies sometimes hundreds of musicians hundreds a hundred 200 300 600 musicians it's it's it's not simple to produce a symphony with 600 musicians and different instruments and sometimes dozens and dozens of different instruments and different personalities and everyone is sitting this one with the cello and this one with the piano and this one with the trumpet and this one with the violin and this one with the drums in this one etc etc then you have the conducting of a so the conductor he never faces the crowd he has this funny stick in his hand ash spinning he jumps a schvitz he never says a word you know that conductor you don't hear a word yeah and he runs but the main thing is he's sweating and nobody knows why what does he do it I mean when I saw the first time I was a little younger I don't know what this guy is doing he runs he jumps when it finishes he takes the bow and he gets the floss he didn't play a single instrument he just stood there jumped c'mon you ever see with the hands I think that life that this act it runs Iran Steve looks he's going through an 11 ish he's going through something but he doesn't say a word what's what's the difference between the musicians and the conductor if I'm a musician I have to look at one thing what the notes you play your notes the conductor what does he see he doesn't see six hundred musicians he sees a symphony I see a symphony you're part of the symphony you're part of the symphony a part of the symphony who is right if the musician becomes the conductor the conductor becomes the musician take your own organism take your own body what does your kidney think every morning when it wakes up actually it's thinking even when you're sleeping the kidney gotta be a kidney and the pinky gotta be a pinky and the nose gotta be a nose and if the nose comes one morning and says you know I'm enough I had enough with smelling I can't see touch max max max max I need a little vision and the eye says I'm seeing too many things I'm gone done I was I like the liver the pancreas we know the type of Corbin it is that the success of the organism is the individual unique chemistry of every limb and organ that is absolutely unique its function its purpose its makeup its composition the way it processes the nervous system from the brain the brain has approximately a hundred billion neurons a hundred billion neurons with a hundred trillion connections a hundred bill and every neuron has its unique messages that it carries its electricity its currents its waves neural waves the body has 40 trillion cells I don't know if you know what that number means it's not 40,000 cells it's not 40 million cells not 40 billion cells it's 40 trillion cells in this little little body that started off with once with one cell and develops into 40 trillion cells and a cell is not a bizarre a little pebble a little snowflake every cell itself is a is a universe a cell is a universe you have 40 truly and every cell knows what to do and then and then regenerates how many what oh I don't know this googling was my madea's I'm so bored I'm not I'm sometimes bored to look up these things but yes I know that the black hole that they took a picture was 55 million light years away and they got a picture of it that that's impressive 55 million light years away and they got a picture that got a where credit is due where credit is due and it's 25 million miles and the width of it is 25 I said million 25 billion miles and on the picture it looks like a bagel not much like a bagel 25 billion miles looks like a bagel in the picture half Lewis fella yeah well relative to infant relative to infinity it's smaller than a bagel a telescopes yeah and that's the uniqueness you'll you'll ask a frog who are you now frogs don't have identity crisis like people that's why they don't go to therapy right I echo was a question asked a man after he ate from date sawdust cuz he didn't know who he was anymore so the first question that God asks Adam after they'd said us is where are you which is not just geographical geographical question as Rashi puts it but as the famous story of the ballot Anya where are you who are you where are you inside do you know where you are and that question ah what's your mission statement I echo because it's it's so confusing if we go around the table yes everybody what is your mission statement in life I know we can all give the generic mission statement I want to have a good life yes we all want to have a good life normal people and have a good life I want to have a good marriage and I want to have happy children I wanna have a good relationship and I want to be successful and I want to be emotionally wholesome etc and if you're a good Jew you're gonna say I want to serve God but what's your mission statement I echo are you frogs know their mission statement mosquitos know their mission statement bees know their mission statement look at a bee for a few hours and you'll see bees don't have self-doubt unless you're playing with their unless you think of bee into your laboratory you stop playing with his brain they know exactly what they're here for they they're alive for 30 days and they have one job to serve the Queen a bee to get nectar and bring it to the Beehive create honey's and they could survive in the winter and create a new generation very clear every blade of grass knows its mission statements every tree knows exactly why it's yeah when it never gets confused it knows exactly what to do when to do how to do every creational it's instinctive there's no echo we know they all know what to do that's true but they know what to do number one self-preservation number two propagation procreation continue the species and number three there's a certain enhancement that they each give to the environment in the world around them if we would only be able to live that way you know three things you got to live you got to bring in a new generation and you got to make the world a better place it would be good people really when you eat cheesecake how you doing that yeah yeah yeah yeah there's the old anecdote you know henkle had a business and he had a lot of employees and it was a few difficult years and he was walking around with terrible anxiety and stress and everybody was worried for him and his wife was worried the doctor was worried everybody was friends were worried and then one day he walks into the to the office and he's all smiles they say what happened so he says he has saw an ad that you can hire somebody to worry yeah if there's a job you give a person his job is to worry and he decided to do it she said I hired this in this person and he's gonna worry about everything going on in this job in this business and I don't have to worry anymore you know wow that's wonderful and how much does this guy take this is the first year is a hundred and fifty thousand dollars and there's benefits that come but that's the first year so the guys I don't understand you're barely covering payroll now that's why you're so stressed how in the world we coming up with a hundred and fifty thousand dollars to pay this guy that's his first worry okay that's the first thing he had a worry about that's is gonna have to deal so yeah every limb in Oregon like a jigsaw puzzle has its shape and its design the moment the lemon the Oregon says I'm not gonna be me anymore who me will propose bitl you're gone you destroy the organism or at least plant if it's a Varnum Shana for sure - I'm a clue you boy if it's vital organs that could be catastrophic but now all the organs come together they have a bigger stiffer the arms the biceps the legs with its big muscles and they say you know up there in the ivory tower there sits a little gangster a mafioso monster I garnished as it's a little piece of jell-o yeah two pounds maybe three pounds and garnishment garnished yeah with one track with one flask I'm he's done he's got obvious conduct but he thinks he's a dictator I gotta say thug he tells us what to do through this and he runs the whole show who is this little guy and he calls himself a brain so they come together and they decide cuz all said the Pacer no tyranny anymore no dictatorship let freedom ring we want to be self actualized and what do they do they drill a little hole in the skull and they take out this little dictator and tyrant this little Napoleon who is as small and short as Napoleon even shorter and thinks he owns the whole world oil I'm caught - those are them and they throw them into the garbage you all know the end of the story the cover Kadisha comes to the house very very fast what did they fail to understand the real brain is not undermining their individuality on the contrary the brain is giving each of them the purpose that they need to actualize themselves instead of being a piece of dead flesh you're a hand you're a heart you're a leg you're part of the miracle of life but the good brain must always see the big picture and one of the most unbelievable things of biology is compensation the way the body when it senses crisis how it compensates I don't know if you ever studied this what happens when you when you prick your finger and it starts bleeding what what happened what did the brain just decide to do a person is running and out of breath there's a danger in every situation of crisis how the brain who always sees the big picture chooses to compensate it's an incredible incredible mechanism and these are not ten mechanisms there's there's billions trillions ilion's things that does in order I don't know truth is I don't know the exact number but things it does but always has to see the big picture so now let's bring it back to the NEM show this is all our different McCallum that I'm giving to bring out the point we say the world was created through Hashem speech that's one world koulikov etosha Massa is a different world what do I mean it's a different world it's the same world but from different perspectives Malik Kalman is the divine energy that creates and gives credence and legitimacy and not just legitimacy creation of every single creation as an individualized being and every detail of who you are and every nuance is significant and it's all in the words of he'll oh I'm a nun Neely Miele in pre-k ovis if I'm not going to be here for me who will be here for me if the eyes becomes the nose and the nose becomes the ears and the ears becomes the heart and the heart becomes the pancreas and the pancreas becomes the liver and the kidneys become the abdomen he may not need Lee Miele or shiny lots me but if I'm only for myself then Marnie what am I so which one is it first he says it may not be leave me leave I'm not here for me who was here for me sunny last I'm only for myself Marnie what I'm well you just said it may not heal Amelie so the Mishna says by saaremaa Marius never Harlem the world was created through ten utterances violate my morality oculi Boris you could have created through one utterance the answer is this what he says to give rewards for tsadikim who maintain a world that was created through ten audiences and to pay back the wicked there is sure you will destroy all that was created with ten audiences the world was created with one audience with one dollar it's not such a big deal but God $10 rinses oh what's the question was the answer strange answer not only that the magician will asks a question yes if I deceive you and I sell you a watch that's worth $4 and I sell it for $25,000 I tell you this watch as it's worth $4 okay and you pay $25,000 you would do pit somebody takes the watch and breaks it what do they believe to pay for books that's what they believe to pay the fact that you would deceive the cousin is right no but the value is the value it's four dollars you pay for a cup of coffee somebody deceives you that in America a cup of coffee in Starbucks how much did they charge for coffee yeah whatever they charge if the coffee is worth 50 cents I pour out the coffee I owe you 50 cents as the Meldrick small I don't understand if the world could have been created with one Mimer so that's it's worth so the fact that you chose to create with ten memores it's not my problem when I destroyed it the Prashant is it's a very deep Mishnah what's the difference of a Saaremaa morrison my miracle sorry my murderous means there is diversity diversity every creature is its own thing mamama kawaman but devar hashem de Bourgh what does de Bourgh do it all comes from the breath but we have the hey mate sorry supper the five sources of letters and we have the 22 letters from olive through tough and each letter has its own energy which creates its own chemistry and then there's gay mattress and cereal finish the move from the letters exchanged in many many different ways and as a result from the ten you have endless numbers but then you have coil a shock off it Sasha massa rut side will mission statement desire what's the purpose what's the objective here the world is one it's my more effort but my murican your Kolya Boris means I could have created the world and when you would look at the universe you wouldn't see the diversity and the distinctiveness and the individuality you would see wanna seeee why would you see oneness because the conductor doesn't see 600 musicians he sees a symphony you contribute to the symphony in your way I contributed a symphony in my way but if the world was created only from sovath only from Mach if what would be the token of the world not the world the person of the world was I'm a facilitating the divine symphony what's now the torsion of the world I am I in a melee melee that's the difference male gives the world every part of the world its own Tyson that's called Cius panini if there was only server what would the universe look like it could have been exactly the same world but what would you feel what would your experience be that you are who are you I'm just an expression of the mission statement which means they couldn't be said they chimera Shyam because it's my market they couldn't be that now there is the choices that every person has to make because I can allow my eye to remain limited within my eye and I'm not part of a collective energy which is true which is true what's the answer that's what mammalian saving means that they're both divine they're both true they're both true if you look at the world only from a perspective of Mac if you're not saying the full truth because Hashem shows mamala if you look at the world only from a perspective of individuality you're not saying the full truth because it's something called sizeThe so we say there's an earth at Mac if it's surrounded wasn't mean it surrounds it doesn't mean it's surrounded it's inside also but that's the difference that we're explaining or Mac if doesn't mean it's not inside the conductor the brain is inside the body the conductor is inside the auditorium the CEO is inside the office the CEO knows every chair and every computer and every garbage can he knows what's happening he took a tour many times what it means is it's not limited and it's not restricted to the particular design and torsion of every individual it's Marcus everything it encompasses everything but shava we have an expression in Hashanah Yom Kippur her shovel mashra cotton the goggle type of calamity it surrounds the world doesn't mean it's not in the world it's something that is not limited by the individual diversity of each creature now if the world was a product of service only what would you see that's what you would see in the world if the CEO would create the employees what would you see you wouldn't see an individual you would see an indispensable part of the company now let me show you how these things have become dysfunctional right some of you know this very well sometimes you can grow up in a community and as people have told me I never felt that I have any value my entire experience was who am i I'm just another boring how do you say a cog in the wheel wheel that's I'm a car in the will and if you fit into the will will give you everything the moment you stick out your conspicuous we chop heads with job feet you don't know him they said they had one bed for everybody if your feet were too long no problem they chopped off your feet if you were too short no problem they stretched you in the process you died but who cares the main thing is the beds were filled this is where sovath goes wild is that like everything has a source in kedusha in other words talk about socialism what socialism what socialism who are you you don't exist the state exists and how many millions of Jews bought us and you know why it sounds beautiful no jealousy no ego no competitiveness it's a beautiful vision back to Kara there's oneness and let's face it on some level it's true like a maritime lawyer I own something what do I own what exactly do I own there's something I own now so married some lawyer but the same God who says my son married some lawyer does he'll his gay neighbor this is Ayla this Hill says King on it there's a mitzvah that you take your money and you give sadaqa which one which one is which one is true there were two ten million who have arguments in a lot of places in Shastra bo she and Ruben assume no beer should I be honest once hurts from the lubavitcher rebbe that if you look through the whole Shas and you study all their mccoy Kherson you see that there's a there's a thought process that pervades many of their arguments and he did like five or ten of their arguments he showed it and that is in Yiddish kites there is your head and there's sibour there is the individual and there is the collective and each one has its place but which one prevails which one do we accentuate and he showed that this is there clickers and shots does your kid prevail or the cipa prevail many many arguments so you why is this because there's a truth in sovath but there's a truth in mamala it's there's a truth in it but what would the world look like without mamala this is what he's calling Marcus it's an earth Marcus what's that an urn Marcus now that it's not in the world it's a type of oil in which what's felt is the oneness the uniformity but minor Eckerd's jocular was that's coil a shake our fates are samosa it's this harvest that comes from Watson what's read this hours that comes from Rutzen that in everything what do you feel how are you part of the russian how are you part of the purpose of the mission statement but once it comes through the asaram amorous now what does the grass say I'm a blade of grass what does the elephant's say I am an elephant that's who I am that's who I am and what does human being say I don't know who I am help me figure it out but that's who I am I'm the confused species I'm that Yakka species and the B says I'm a B and the star says I am a star Who am I my poison is my totem that's us that's the finish of mamala that's true like ants and be a lot of collective thinking within that species that's true that's true that's true the human being those who are the the great believers in evolution that after billions and billions of years we finally developed our brain right the funny thing is that after all these years we are the creature the creatures who can't figure ourselves out somehow everybody knows what to do the horse never has these issues I never went to a sheep and said you want some babka and said I would love but next week we have a wedding and there's pictures and then I have to look good in the pictures that's true that's true and we we also developed hospitals and then and and we built we built gymnasiums and theaters and we split the atom and we landed on the moon and we took pictures of the black hole and that's the brilliance of the human being in terms of inner identity of inner identity Who I am what's my mission statement what's my purpose is there such a thing as purpose am i a random error a random mutation and an infinitesimal blip on the surface of infinity or is there some value to my life we each trying to figure that out so so so so even encompasses the structure the whole structure is so to speak surrounded surrounded not in spatial terms surrounded in content it's an akuna that's not detailed oriented meaning it doesn't give legitimacy to the practice Pratt then it could've the practice that it's Clow I'm not even sure the cow looks to find out who it is that's a big argument among naturalists how much is their self-awareness and animals perhaps does not even in other words we we look at it I have to know who I am and justify what I'm doing right but your refrigerator doesn't ask you who it is because it's a refrigerator so it's a big question about animals how much self today they say there's much more self-awareness than we imagine right but the passage says Komori what's the larson the other shirk' now you become more evils but all of the the Ox knows it's it's its owner its master and the donkey at least knows the truth the a voice is the called the trough where the know it knows it knows where the food is huh Ava's very good I think they say from the fiducia her in a sheriff a polish accent shewhart why there's a Mitzvahed eat past chakras after Davin Inc after dominating should have a meal so he says by dominating you tried to get to know God a little bit he says of us a gate the finished so you say okay at least eat breakfast or D be at least a pin of the other sure can a overcomer Ava's ball of at least as an accent as a donkey you'll get to know your master male and not from Davin II but at least from the food you'll get to know who your master is yeah I'll call a his breakfast what color puck is breakfast huh like a donkey and an ox you should eat what donkeys an accident which will be a better breakfast by the way be a better breakfast so your Topher's dinner good so now in each moment of life you have both both are true you're a complete individual and the focus has to be a main on melee melee that's been said mamala and that's very real it's very authentic on the other hand is the truth of sovath it's two layers of existence I could put on the glasses of mamala kalam it and what do I see I see diversity I see individuality I could take off the glasses of O'Malley put on the glasses of Saveur and I see complete oneness and that's why my mala is the source of Chi is Pina me what - Amy - Amy is we feel distinctive why do we feel that way cause I've went through mamala if it wouldn't have gone through my Molly we would experience it from the conductor's place we don't experience it that way we could learn about it we have glimpses of it there's a part of the soul that is rooted inside them now you have to understand and this is the final point NASA Adam it's um a new kid Massino the human being was created in God's image so cyber Verma male is not just in God it's also in us there's the element of the soul that is a product of sovath there's an element of the neshamah that's a product of mamala when interested a part of the neshamah that's a product of my male sees the world from a male place the partnership as a reflection of Sabbath sees their world to observe some savings place so both experiences are completely authentic in in in the human in the human heart in the human soul both definitions of the world even though they often collide with each other are very real definitions and of course needless to say the CEO and the manager are two separate people it's usually very hard to have one person who fills those roles especially when you're dealing with a company as large as our universe and that's only the physical universe never mind the spiritual universe sigh bommali are not really two separate people and two separate things it's a sham I thought its oneness the Marshall I'm using two people just to bring out the to the the two forces the two dynamics yeah yeah back to the muscle that I said yesterday the teacher and the military commander think about it in those terms the military commander says the chief of staff the chief of staff for the commander in chief says March and a million people are marching identically and when you look at it what do you see you don't see individuals you see an army it's a clock and it's very powerful we know it's very inspiring because the synergy the one person marching doesn't have that power but a million people it's the the momentum the intensity the power that's the power of the collective which by the way dictators manipulated and used I mean you come from the Soviet Union they would they would do the anthem of the country and make these parades and all the simple people were blown away that's again that's where these things become sadistic and barbaric and manipulative and so on and so forth it's when leaders use the power of collective to advance their own agendas or in the famous expression and Animal Farm we are all equal but some of us are more equal than others that's of course undermines the trust in it which by the way that's how individualism in America became so powerful because to try the collective you have to have people on the top who you could trust and usually people on the top manipulate the power so it's all about me me me meets all capitalism right it's all me me me me so it's a very very sensitive extremely sensitive balance so the military the the commander Jew says March and they're all marching now if one one soldier says yeah but I'm having an identity crisis and I'm having a philosophical coil now you March but the teacher in the classroom if he says much may be good for exercise but that's not a class a class is a very different concept the classes of this if the student says I have a question and I'm struggling with something that's exactly where you want to be and that's exactly what you want to stay and every person is completely different it's a it's a you're tuning in to a completely different matter here you're recognizing the person as separate who are you you are you i am i that's and that's what makes you a good teacher if you're not if that that's what that's a pedagogue if you don't have that skill and that sensitivity you're not a teacher you're a military commander which some teachers are actually on the other hand the military that the commander-in-chief says who are you you're a soldier in the in the united states forces you understood a little bit ah it's clear yeah I don't know if the titles are accurate but I meant the conductor as the big picture and he doesn't say a word you know why cuz if he would say a word he would take away from what his job is and he doesn't play an instrument he's not the details verse he stands there and sees the synchronisation of it all Rob I'll it's minute first eight okay the second I understand I don't have like that what I understand it I missing something no like that's always true that's always true listen we tried understand what we could we don't understand it's fully but seems like two totally separate how do they connect right because the truth is in business it has to work together the CEO and the manager have to always meet and be in full cooperation with each other and respect each other they can't do what the other person does but they have to fully fully trust each other much so the manager says you know this person is really incompetent and I need a hire a new person and that means a new salary but this person that I want to hire needs to get that extra hundred grand that has to go to the CEO you know what I mean and that's where he has to now if he's gonna start investigating and interviewing and taking over the job as like just read more cars right right so there's always always has to be that trust and language and compression okay that's in a business when we speaking on are now on on a spiritual level it's really one Somali are not two separate things it's really one in other words and every new could in the world both are very true they're they're both very true there's the yahud as a Yahud right and is the yahud as as essential and indispensable to the to the timber on so many different levels speak about a family who am i am i a son to my father a son to my mother a brother to my brothers a brother to my sisters uncle to my nephews and nieces right a husband to my wife a father to my kids or I am yyj Who am I you know how many younger lights struggle with this right you understand what I'm talking about right and what's the great crisis a lot of people have is I never felt that I'm a mama I'm just a son to my father I have to continue my father's traditions that's who that's all I am there's nothing else and it drives them crazy and they have to rebel cuz to be me I have to say I'm not connected to you maturity means no I'm a son to my father always gonna be a son to my father and it's not a bad thing sometimes it could be dysfunctional but Who am I I'm part of a community I'm part of a family yes I got for my family I'm here only because my mother and father I mean and I give back to my family I came from them everything in the world gives and takes there's nothing that doesn't give and take the tree takes sunlight and turns it into glucose turns it into sugar right it gives us the oxygen that we could breathe yeah we inhale yeah and everything gets cleaned everything gives and takes there's something called the what's called in the food plant ah the cycle right the animal dies and it becomes nutrients for the earth and then it grows and then the animal eats it and then that animal gets devoured everything gives in thanks I say by me it stops I only take I want to be an individual how do you become an individual cuz your mother and father you don't owe them anything of course I am that's Kappa the service of a SEMA but if my whole identity is whatever my father's a boo I jump there's nobody else is that true don't they have a soul don't have a personality so which is true am i a husband or my an individual a lot of husbands go crazy I'm an original I have my needs right am i a father to children or am i me right am i a brother - my brother is around my my own person you get the point it's not easy because because in in many of our lives one has to give way there one gives way to the other but that's the whole beauty of this idea of the outer Emma's that both truths are real they're real descriptions of reality in other words if I deny my individuality I am denying God if I deny that I'm part of a larger reality I'm also denying reality you understand what I'm saying you're not doing anybody a favor by destroying your individuality for the sake of the collective because then you're denying mamala Kalam you denying the fact that God wanted you to be you the world needs you as you not only you as a cog in the wheel that you bestow ffice colic I am shall Casa Viva buy a zoo nakhon ah then I yet among other things not his only issue cyber mememolly is not his only thing what know you now into the Dow I don't know what I'm into I'm just learning a yak oh yeah I'm still trying to figure out that ever figure out but I'm just thinking we're just well what happens is when people are in a vulnerable place in life yeah it's very easy to get swept away by anybody who sounds like they have the some spiritual truth of existence you know what I mean because we're vulnerable and a lot of us are very vulnerable we feel that in our education we never got a healthy identity and we're very very vulnerable and it's very easy to get lost here and there from you always have to be vulnerable to truth learning this for 25 years at this year for 25 years she's not going on for 25 years saying saying they're people they could be learning the code the tighter but is look what the title earning them it's a big difference you understand so it's a completely different thing they could be learning Lakota tarragon's to talk but does look at the title learn them does it teach that just right trying to be if you look for that I don't know if you have to figure out now all the differences by which ever once told the story that his father-in-law was on a train in the 1920s and they were traveling on the train it was in Russia and I don't know if it was first class or a second class but it was a it was a lot of Jews there and it was a train ride do you know one of these long transform a scout - uh I think he was in Leningrad who's going to Moscow was one of these long train rides and there was a huge argument on the train a bunch of Jews were arguing this was the years after the Bolshevik Revolution communist revolution and millions and millions of Jews were supporters of the socialist ideology and the communist ideology millions both in the Russia and in the West as well it was very very tempting the idea of Actos and sibour today you know many of them are smarter because it created hell on earth literally hell on earth killed more people than probably any other system but the old world was horrible or horrible yeah we're not judging them it sounded so beautiful no Jews and Gentiles no anti-semitism no distinctions it was like a mushiya for that if they could build that the world they wanted with Karl Marx's mural there was messianic the Rambam says we share comes no jealousy no war no competition i mcai everybody has everything so so there was a huge debate in the Train what's the of Tyra one group of Jews that says that Toyota if Toyota would build a society is to be socialists and they brought a hundred proofs paillette get that and mice and true man kyon Amandla VM you know and claim them didn't even own land and you Levine didn't own land you gave them everything and the whole system of Yiddish guides with with with stock and go boy it stuck and Tom who you and I'll to Fishman not Sabourin it's all collective and socialist the other side argued no Judaism is a capitalistic system there's ownership in this acquisition and is individuality and they're arguing back and forth which one is the Jewish approach so the previous leverage remember the Roberta yachts was sitting in the Train doing his own thing so they decided they're gonna ask they went over them and they asked what he thought so this is what he said very very powerful he said every movement every philosophy created in all of history by human beings is tarah vestroia Veera is a mixture of good and and not good and there's a claw it says in Kabbalah ain't toy of Balarama ain't Rabelais toys there's no good that's perfect it has its deficiencies and there's no evil it has its there's no negative just negative it has its Taif he says since a human being is mixed and we have a lot in us there's parts of the human being that are very positive and then there's the Texas city that we have the the fears that we have the insecurities that we have the issues that we have the selfishness that we have it's a horror that we have so our movements reflect who we are my thoughts my inventions will reflect Wyatt so he says you'll have tithe and you'll have rock you'll have parts of a movement that are wonderful extra and you'll have parts that are that are toxic that are destructive that are ultimately not good the elements of toys in every political philosophy are rooted in the Tyler the elements of toys in every political philosophy are rooted in theta so that was his answer I'm explaining now so is Turner capitalistic or socialist at this point was you're not gonna fit it in to this or to that in capitalism there's toys and Israel in socialism there's rah and this type I know which one I would choose but there's distil even it destroy in it in fact the welfare the facts that with the fact that we have today pensions and and Medicare and all that these are socialist ideas that translated into capitalism and we have we have what to thank the social was soso etc there's this noise it's not absolute socialism absolute there's not toys capitalism absolute is also not tough it's very selfish Shelley Shelley Shailaja Walker's don't capitalistic the toy in every movement originates in Taylor because Taylor is cool a tithe because it's divine it comes from the source of goodness human inventions are mixtures just as is true with political philosophies issue with spiritual philosophies you'll have tithe you'll find toy here and you'll find toy in this idea in this idea in this discipline in this discipline you'll have tithe but there's also rah-rah doesn't necessarily mean evil as evil as as Hitler and Stalin rah means concealment brokenness it's broken and that will come out after a while not maybe not right after a while you understand that's the answer to a question and from this you'll understand about everything else that's a yeah another component has to do in the table art are you with the teacher even the biggest gurus have egos and the ego comes out somewhere always yeah but no you have to have an ego to exist but there's an ego and there's an ego I can't say I don't know every guru but I mean human beings every eight suhara now we have agendas which is fine because we're human but you have to be able to identify your agenda that's the difference nothing wrong with having an ego on an agenda if I'm running a company I have an agenda to make money but it's very clear that's all I want I don't want anything else once it becomes you don't no yeah you have to be careful so it says it's another very important idea in other words that spiritual leaders yeah osa have Yeats of Horus which is fine they're supposed to have but when it's not identified and the 8th Sahara becomes part of the spiritual leadership then it creates an infection that is very deep because because then what happens is that the good gets manipulated it gets contaminated because I use my toys to conceal my rah ah all these types of stuff ah this doesn't mean you can't get anything else fine that's much much more much more powerful that's a much that's real communication when he can identify his weakness yeah I'm just adding another component in all of this people sometimes get swept up in the magic besides the fact that even if the person was as honest as they could be there's Toivonen ah because I'm a person it's my mortal system and you'll see how the world develops 70 years ago if you would mention abortion in America it would be considered murder today in many circles abortionist self actualization of women what happened how did murder become self actualization it was giving an example yeah 60 years ago homosexuality was considered an illness maybe not the person's fault at all but an illness something wrong today it's almost hip in some circles it's almost hip so what happens the answer is in one one one one decade something could be kadosh kadosh um the next decade that becomes the epitome of evil and conversely and that's how things develop there was there was a big philosopher in the 1960s who warned that the world is gonna get overpopulated and therefore the right thing for couples to do is to castrate themselves not to have children so there was a Jewish couple who did it and after some years they wanted regretted it they came to a rabbi who might know and they shared this with them and he said you know you saw this book in the nineteen sixties of this great philosopher who decided that now you have to castrate yourself and like idiots you believe them but the tightest says you should have children they said yeah but that's an old document so you understand this is what happens you see a new a new theory comes out for ten years it takes over the world and then fifteen years later they find that miss Krishna Anushka fleiger but people sell it to it cause it's the new fad but it's a fad fat's come fans go sometimes isn't a good enough time even you have to take out in a good of time so who live a holy first taste the Gomorrah says about neither than our view that what was their sin born my howl ahem they didn't have children the plastics I didn't have children they didn't want to get me any one I've told then it says sue AI in this less of the matrix they were drunk which one is it they didn't have told you no they got drunk so opiod rush just add rush it's the same thing people get drunk on ideas it's beautiful they're so high there's one problem it's not gonna go over to the next generation just like when you're high how long does it last how long does being high last a couple hours you get high again okay a couple of days so some people do it for a couple of years but what happens there's nothing that's left over you just wake up with a hangover it's like you're getting a every time I'm in a bad mood I get drunk there's yeah suiyin is nasi lemak there's very good there's what's the idea there's no children why is it no children because it's not MS in in next generation to generations okay fine you become irrelevant you become irrelevant you understand because it's not tapped into eternity this may be good components there and you should take out the good components so but you have to know what's the toy what's that ah that's this is a general a general I'm giving you a general shear Nashik awful when it comes to all these issues when you're learning from somebody like you learn the code athina and you see that the person teaching it I'm not Tomomi I'm talking medalta Leba is it yalla key right if you have a bazaar pistol or sensitivity you you you could feel that you can experience it this is you could trust status m/s it's a channel 4 ain't safe all the by modern we learned here we learnt a lot of my modern you ever feel ego you don't even know who it is like is you just it's a pure channel problem again it's the same thing just like it was in a sense it was programmed so it's the program so when I open up without you're right it's very abstract you're right that you're right that you're right now you're right so this is written in a language that most people don't understand tonight you're right that's true for good Mari you need a teacher for hole machining a teacher for the altar ever you'll still need a teacher and when you have a teacher you have to always know a teacher can sometimes distort things - I gave today a lot of McCollum of silver moly I can't say they're accurate that's why I said a few times are they accurate there I think they're there they give some explanation are they fully accurate the CEO the manager of a session in Stoneham say it's not a marshal that he says okay it's amazing well offending with you in our time were so many years yeah please is the one which is ready master the language is very progressive they had it before there's a lotion he hasn't Anya and cherry - Ramona somebody sent to me once a few months ago somebody sent me an email a lie said it over I think a line from Max Planck he was of great physicist and he said that today in physics he says I don't see any more consciousness as a derivative of matter matter is a derivative of consciousness those were his words understand what that means in other words we always used to think matter is matter gosh mrs. gosh miss and then this is how you think about it huh says no today what makes it gosh me is that you think about it that way which is crazy stuff this is what he's wrote in the 1940s yeah he's one of the he's one of the fathers of quantum physics theoretical quantum physics so this person was very nice Paul Zak aha so you opened them up at Anya literally Lahav we'll share each of them on a chapter three just four lines three lines literally and I quote this is not this is not my explanation as metaphor I quote mama alone it nourishes lion liras if the I would have the ability to be able to expand and see reality if it would have permission of would have the ability to be able to see or to put it differently with the I would be microscopic and be able to have the lens to be able to pierce through reality when he would look at something yeah even though it's physical he would not see physicality he would see consciousness that's literally what he says mama stoves literally dull words without telescopes without microscopes without even knowing about cells or DNA's what we know today this is you're dealing with the 17 you're dealing with with 17 onions even their understanding of atoms was completely different it only come from being in a way I'm saying he said yeah - Venus ooh this source and wait happening to hear from that so the guy who is running the downy and observed eastern edges they came from something this predates at all now that emesis that is people who learn and learn agha Valley paga doesn't affect that ever my rash was the son of the time I said that the 4th of October he once said they say three things about people he said I'm a drink Ratman shaker if you drink alcohol vote he become drunk give idioms and in Michigan wealthy people are crazy he said osmolarity Exodus Redman is gay don't you learn who said this he get refined said on all three there's a question you see that there's people who drink and they don't get drunk you see these people who are wealthy and they're not crazy and you see people who learn to sin this and they're not refined it says the answer is the same on all over them wasn't enough if we would have drinked more he would become drunk if he would have more money but the correct me sugar of a gland medicine this he would become his Gables that I'm in my rush rush more last ah yeah yeah so all three and all face and as you notice there's good mother ah that's right would you say guys one for 25 years no I thought he was saying these to be volatile so I'm saying like I know people think that maybe there's some qualitative evidence I think this is all this other stuff there's two types of vulnerabilities is vulnerabilities when you feel you can get hurt and there's vulnerabilities that the more vulnerable you become the more you get healed that's a different type of vulnerability sometimes you're vulnerable in front of a person and he uses it he finds he now he knows your secrets and suddenly next year when it comes to a shidduch of your daughter the understand huh he found that your weak spot now he needs an investor you whatever it is and then you feel like such a sham out then you never become vulnerable again in your life right most kids a lot of kids in your Shiva they asked a question at some stage they made they made fun of or got scream that what do they do then the vasa question again he was told he's an epic artist that's it it's not like he asks he doesn't ask um anybody okay so that vulnerability destroys us because I took off my clothes and what did you do you gave me mal cos ah okay I didn't want to say that but yeah that's a form of rape what's that what's the what's the crime of rape the crime of rape is you took somebody's vulnerability why it's children were molested it's so hard to recover yeah it's different than other abuse because they were taking advantage in the most the most vulnerable most sacred place it's the most private place I'm not saying that getting smacked up and beaten is not abuse and I'm not saying that people who were insulted when I'm and sometimes it's equal sometimes it's very very powerful I'm just bringing something that's all three together yeah the lucky ones right but but but so that's so one and then life also with adults we have the same way now sometimes we're vulnerable in the presence of greater people of spiritual people not about Caernarfon guys lot of chakra no but nonetheless sometimes even the darkest not necessarily even intentionally at the end you feel you feel a little used yeah buts once in a while you become a vulnerable in the presence of real truth of let's call it ain't safe of Emmis which has no agenda outside of truth and then you become healed because you can't become healed without vulnerability if you're not vulnerable how do you get healed right if you're not ready to take off your clothes and show your doctor what you have how is he gonna heal you they say that there was once to heaven in the hospitals and going in a Jew and they both suffered from gout in their feet you know gout a result of diabetes and that's terrible it's very painful the doctor comes into the Gentile he says let me see the foot that has the problem we show them the foot doctor starts touching and poking and he's screaming it's very painful he's screaming no then he goes to the Jew says let me see so he shows him his foot and he pokes and looks and he's quiet and a half and now he's quiet leaves didn't tell turns to the jury says how do you have so much self-control so I showed him the healthy foot think I'm crazy like you I showed him the sick leg I said I'm the healthy you understand so when we're not vulnerable when I don't show my my sick like I can't get healed so vulnerability to be requisite for healing but you want to be vulnerable in a place of complete complete trust and Trust doesn't only mean on one let me that the person you could trust no it means the message you can trust in the stand and it means that the person and the message are one so it's a different level of vulnerability and you feel it immediately there's a vulnerability that as you put it it brings you closer to yourself it it makes you feel more wholesome address it's yeah you you know at the end you're not a victim you become empowered because the the one because the the sword the one who you were vulnerable it was no manipulation involved not even unconscious if there's manipulation even unconscious you feel like a victim at the end you come out and you know that you're a smart and you were used and you say never again yeah yeah yeah and it's not I mean I'm not talking about an abuser I'm talking about even uh even even somebody but but but sometimes it's very Adel it's very subtle it's very darkest dick fresh diced onion and and at some point when you could trust you have to be able to trust because if you never trust then you never show the doctor your foot so we should be critical who we trust when we trust and how we trust but once you trust you gotta trust because if not if you always remain like this when is the next time he's gonna then it's like it's like right I understand before you choose your spouse you should be critical you don't just say I'm married but once you get married if your everyday gonna maybe you're not my wife maybe you're not my you're not gonna grow you know what I mean if it's tag or a serious problem then yeah you're right you may be talking out then you have to maybe separate class for normal but the point is if it's the right person now you got to go you got to put your soul into it if not you're not gonna build anything yeah that's where surrender comes but it's not a surrender that that that destroys you serious a sham lehayim is not a surrender destroys safe here yeah yeah yeah imagine the infant the infant right nine months in the in the womb of its mother it's a safe place and the infant is born with that safety and when the infant is there you know you're drinking the milk of its mother and you watch the baby falling asleep in the mother's arms you see a safe world and that's what civilization is based on those moments but the infants who didn't have that right they're scarred sometimes for life because that basic trust is gone but imagine you would come to that infant and says oh who says you could trust your mother she's just a selfish narcissist and find milk somewhere else you're destroying the beauty of life that's where the beauty of life is that the infant sleeps and has no worries in the world the mother is holding in and singing to the baby right and if you come to the baby and say don't trust this person this is a corrupt world you're doing the greatest crime why yes there are mothers who are crazy there are mothers who are abusive but there are millions of mothers who are who are mothers and and and and and and and that's what gives their children to safety so when you discard it's the same way dominum ella was pretty much affected by the number i'm not going to give me that telling over there I always I'm taken by this posit Don Villa Mella was very very he struggled terribly we're gonna learn in this mime at the end in the mind man I don't know if you know he was thrown away by his brothers and my his father he was seen as a mom sir he lvv me as a phony varsham yes rainy his whole life he was I don't want to use the word abused but he was he says go for my dolphin - hello now she kagama al am i kagama a line off she I always feel like an infant suckling what's the word suckling from its mother that's what my soul feels like in other words the Vidar Mela had a place where he can go to and just be completely like a baby suckers baby feeding off its mother's love and mother's milk but you have to have that place if you don't have that place you're missing that sacred corner in life that oasis in life now many people never had that place and they look for it everywhere and they sometimes people say I'll give it to you right but it's very hard for them to trust and sometimes they do and maybe they get hurt a little bit again even if it's not so intentional but then once in a while come a cuff Lamon Aleph 1:31 employs Shiva Siva de Monte now she could Gumble al ami it's very powerful look in the English translation of the Russian translation and this is at the end of tehilim governor Malek went through all of his crises and this but he had that so sometimes once in a while you meet that source of light where you could be completely completely naked so to speak emotionally I mean for spiritual II psychologically and you're safe and the reason you're safe is because there's no manipulation there's no agenda there's no nobody's making like you know there's no there's no people it is and you could be it's a place where you could be where he or she or that wants you to be and it's it's it's about that empowerment and that discovery of who you really are and when you see that then when you sense it then when you experience it you come home you it's different can it be proven in a laboratory and I'm not sure it's irrelevant yeah people know it rings true it resonates it feels right now maybe everybody's manipulated yeah I mean yeah you know you can argue forever that everything is aligned anybody's a manipulator but as the expression is in the corium DBMS at some point lies come out it comes out could take seventy years but it comes out an MS also comes out it also comes out the Rambam they burnt his swaram yeah years after his death they burnt this from rashon and burnt this forum the courses and this ah good seven-hour drive the marina Volcom safer Hamada and they meant well they didn't mean they felt that its destructive for the Jewish people no be new yoyo wrote I reach over you know to do true ver for what he did to the Rumba obey new Jana anti yah we learnt shy reach over was his own sugar for what he did to their armor ya rabb a new yarn is one of the biggest loss on him against Iran ma and then he realized he made a mistake but look at that's what I that's what I been oh yeah I know what you got to say first I reach over to do children nobody knew Jana yes that's the tradition I don't know if it's if it's been authenticated historically but that's what I heard many years ago I read it many times where AB a new yoyo was a big fighter against the Rambam it says in many places I've seen this in many places I can't say tell you that I can't swear on it cause I'll it sound like he wrote it himself but that's a it's a well-known tradition maybe it's a theory maybe it's not true maybe it is true my point is this today the Rambam yeah there's the house of Claudius trivia Shiva maligned Rama Rama Rama caught it on Mimoza yeah sometimes in its generation or even generations after there could be a person or a source that people criticize and burn and make fun of now after an in the life of the Rambam in yemen they used to mention him in the Kaddish okay yeah thing OVA Mahan oversee a Darabont of moisture Ben Maimon oh but hey the whole base is Tobago's McAuliffe that's the respect they had for their emblem they mentioned them every time in Kaddish recitation in your life but Hyderabad Amish his life and the highways oh and in the Ashkenazi yeah some of them were burning his father and put him in a coup d'etat huh yeah so you have that in Jewish history others sometimes in its generation or even generation sometimes after people don't have the mindset to appreciate something and then as time progresses they look and they're like oh my god what did we miss her halation yeah because they sometimes it takes time for people also to discover a mess it takes time yeah sometimes it takes time for people to discover a mess it's not so easy especially if they were brought up in a certain way in this cultural resistance and they heard a lot of stuff it takes time for people to to see truth but those who represent truth are never worried about it because if it's true it's true they don't they don't get an ass ball from anything they may be hurt and pained but they don't they don't get deterred because if it's reality it's real it prevails reality is never afraid of reality you understand reality is never afraid of reality not reality is afraid of reality never intimidated reality can't be intimidated it's never intimidated because it's authentic you can't intimidate it you can't threaten it it's reality you could threaten it externally you know a lot of in Germany they burnt books they were always burned books says already Jakob burnt a saw Magilla say huh a little bit Chinese and villainess are often voices Perkis you could burn parchment you can't burn ideas you could burn the parchment you can't burn how do you burn an idea ah you could burn the parchment on which truth is written you can't burn the truth this doesn't work you could try to burn it it's not gonna burn if it's true it's not gonna burn they think that the truth is only the parchment so they burn the parchment but if the truth is the truth it's not gonna change Annie Hashem Alicia nice a first a specific log now if she could gamble away emo now if she could gamble away my when you find a safer you find a source and Toyota you find a rebel you find a teacher a master and you could feel like an infant in the bosom of its mother suckling the milk so you stay there you stay there it's simple it's always simple a mess is simple otama ven hanyan that is not perfect yeah yeah yeah mmm that's important to say you can't if you're waiting for your teacher to be perfect you're never gonna have a teacher you want your teacher to be honest not perfect if a teacher is dishonest it's hard to be Mocambo from them it's hard but you know what sometimes is also the concept of totally our hull clip aah sighs Eric you have to take what's good and sometimes disregard all the stuff you know you know what I mean we have to we don't want to limit ourselves sometimes great people have also great restrain us we don't want to limit ourselves and it's not a mitzvah you know sometimes parents put down teachers to their children and they don't always do them a service you know if somebody tells me he's going to a rabbi and he's being inspired by that rabbi if somebody tells you and you happen to have a story about that rabbi it's not a mitzvah like he's getting inspiration the rabbi is doing something good for him doesn't mean the rabbi is a perfect person no but you don't want to take away from a person his source of inspiration as long as the rabbi's not manipulating him or distorting the information but he's a human something good yeah we're all imperfect in our own way the question is not so much I want perfect we are it's what are we teaching are we allowing our imperfections to distort our teachings that's the difference I may have a sort of bigots aura and I may a have but I have to always ask is it distorting the teaching sometimes it does unconsciously but can you look for it can you identify it so that's always the issue in teaching you can't expect the teacher to be perfect but if the teacher is distorting the teaching is imperfection is contaminating the teaching that's a disservice for the student you know this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot a yeshiva net / donate