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Memale and Sovev #2: The Musician vs. The Conductor
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Likkutei Torah Mizmor Shir #3 - How Do I Choose My Spiritual Path? This class was presented on Wednesday Parshas Kedoshim, 3 Iyar, 5779, May 8, 2019 at the Ohr Chaim Shul, Monsey, NY For Source Sheets: https://www.theyeshiva.net/jewish/6314
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the yeshiva dotnet the answer to your
question yesterday remember you asked
okay I'm not sure after Vance you'll be
able to go to sleep but his question was
of the if the penis of everything is my
molecule almond the heus of Eliquis so
what's the different in kedusha not
kedusha everything is holy
it's true but it's also natural meaning
it's truly the pen emmaus the fears of
everything is a locust without it there
wouldn't exist and it wouldn't have its
substance that wouldn't have its
chemistry and wouldn't have its makeup
not spiritual not physical the
difference between Duchenne at kedusha
so the term that's always used kind of a
Latonya and already much earlier by
Rizal and Zohar forth antithesis of
malicious clipper what does clipper mean
a shelf a husk a cover-up
that's the question how much is the is
the condition everything experienced and
felt in the character of the one
receiving it kedusha means that the
inner holiness the inner divinity is
transparent question is on what level
transparency itself has endless levels
and clipper means that the fuse is there
but there's some Hossler some shell that
covers it up again there's endless
degrees how how dense how thick how
opaque how dark clipper below etc etc so
even the clipper couldn't exist without
the without the godliness the molecule
Owlman means that ultimately the hood of
everything both its individual character
and its generic character in which it's
similar to other things comes from the
fuse of a Lucas
but if the one who is receiving it is
not aware of it
it may completely not be aware of it on
the contrary even so then you'll say
that that theas is to some degree or
another again more or less covered and
eclipsed t' so that's the difference
between kedusha not kedusha that's on
the most basic level I mean there's more
but that's basically the defense yeah
100% what is what is Rivas revelation on
one level is concealment on a higher
level for a higher level yeah on some
level - but but you'll say there's
there's still a difference you'll say
something is holy something is unholy
shabbos is holy and sunday is not holy
right Shabbos is a day that there's a
certain Delia velakis and the time that
makes it holy yeah you're not off you're
not off at all it's a very true you say
you're off you're actually on yeah it's
a good morning
that's what Kyra's question was yeah
corrects kwazii's corrects oddities at
coha aid the column conduction over so
from Hashem OMA do what it's not so
Alcala sure your hundred-percent right
Kyra I've said everybody is holy
why are you exalting yourself on god's
community what Kyra was telling
basically to mush and Irina's everybody
is holy why do you need a moisture what
he did in iron why do you need holiness
everything is really holy in fact the
ballot Anya rights in Lakota Pasha's
caliphs that Clara was actually speaking
about a messianic world he was just a
little ahead of his times
you know a skater who was onto something
the Casal have a very famous expression
about Kyra Kyra epic a Akaya my role is
to zu Kyra was so brilliant what
happened to him how did he become so
much sugar so the question is how did
they know he was so brilliant maybe he
was stupid it says some represent how
much the Qaeda was up stockelman College
says I'm motion that he was their Hall
most humble person anyway I quite often
how much when he introduces clarify iike
Kyra on Schlemmer it says by yes can we
color them right the Tama is not
embarrassed to say that Schlemmer was
the wisest of all people doesn't say
anything but cuz I knew that he was a PK
f from the story itself in other words
his tighten it to motion of a know had a
lot of depth to it it was premature it
was wrong but there was there was a very
powerful man could've there that in the
ultimate year code in the ultimate story
right everything is one if you go back
to the womb of existence it's all divine
if you go back to the original womb
everything is divine there's no
boundaries there shouldn't be boundaries
and the bad that the better yeah you
right in the could the Toyota the
Montaigne says that that that Kodak was
onto something he had a very deep soul
but sometimes deep souls the energy
could be misplaced in a wrong time in a
wrong situation you know it wasn't stop
we look at it on the surface level
Carnac was just in all this low live
this egoistical egotistical
self-centered rabble rouser
it was just jealous or whatever the
explanations are which yeah that's how
it every every thing that you look like
you can look at it from so many
different lenses more external and it's
all true in the world that you're
looking at it the lens that we use to
see reality is what's going to define
reality it's always that way
and when you have more subtle lenses you
could see more subtle more subtle things
I know it's just no no I career I've
made a big mistake
I'm not saying you have to also
understand that some saying that the BIA
the point is that career xtina
on a deeper level had very much depth to
it even though he was absolutely wrong
he was tapping into something he was
tapping into the place that's beyond
Havdalah he was tapping into the place
where you don't have to make half dollar
yeah yeah Kairos was the first one who
said imagine no borders no nations no
heaven no earth no distinctions no
religion - no genders all these things
are tribal and primitive and division
just creates division and this in the
real world no clothes I don't know if he
said that uh yeah and this is a
soulfulness there you could just dismiss
it the river no there's a there's an MS
there that's why yes of course yeah
in fact it says the kind of persuaded
much many of the Jews 250 Rosh Hashanah
Deroy is 250 scholars and leaders were
on his side they say that the opted of
above Romney schwa shil of a plate was
one of the great masters in optin and
Poland the I of you sir all here's a
civic employer V strong they say that he
once said the ones talking about Clara
and he once said that's what they say
that believe me if you were there
the he said he remembers from the
previous reincarnation he remembers he
said there would have been so easy to be
to become part of codex clay ducks gang
so they asked him which team were you on
he said I remain neutral but that's how
powerful it was that I decided to remain
neutral understand the choice of lublin
was a LaVey the seer of lublin of Yaakov
hora with his name was Horowitz she was
a lavey
so dub ya Kavita Huckle AV Horowitz he's
known as the fear it is seer of Lublin
the face of Lublin he would say that the
hila cos ADA Kyra when he would speak
the Holies a Takeda he was a lavey
criticals lav no cousin will bloom
didn't know that he was swallowed up
yeah the shot is that there is a kedusha
there like in everything but the
question is how its revealed how its
translated what time what context so
yeah it's actually very yeah Rashi
condition2 you push him to you the word
Kaddish means aloof sublime distinction
distinctiveness even higher Atma kadesha
Slee by a hopper right so toys was one
of the interpretations is your
distinguished your consecrated like heck
- right
you consecrated you make it holy it also
becomes you say this is Mukesh it's
dedicated it is designated Oh Sonia Yeah
Yeah right right drew and we see a
kadesha yeah so those are that's the
answer to some of the questions there's
more to this but I'm a basic level I
think this is uh this is very true yeah
you go ahead
but man mammalian understand huh you
want more explanation for sovath take a
look in them in the brackets if you take
a look sadiq tests yeah it's other tests
column one or page 197 you have it it's
yeah and the brackets you have is fo the
line started to booyah the first column
Sadiq tests and the Mimer you see he's
describing serve and he says gazelle
kailasha Hoff eight Sascha Maassen
shaker is avos whom a penis Chaffetz a
shimmer it's an Italian Commission is
Boyer the beard our Posse Kiev V love
whoosh male host there's a minor from
the ballot Anya in the Megillah your
veal the bush Malthus that's from the
Megillah in that in the explanation on
that mind mer
so he says Shabazz Hall never eh I'm
shocked Asahi is my penis mamala kawaman
the size of kawaman comma Misha Akira
Sawa smokin a self Kalam an angel
generally as the ball tiny explains
elsewhere in the sukham the described
creation we see two themes often we say
as I'll say in Pirkei avos bar saaremaa
morris never holla the world was created
through ten uh turin says sayings
memores from the word via mer you open
up arches Boreas and the whole world
comes into existence through hashem
speaking so to speak however we are to
understand the idea of God speaking but
it's constantly it starts off I you
Marilla Kim he here he said let there be
light there's light and so every single
day the creation happens through what
through Vienna that's what the huzzah
mean by Saruman Morris through ten
sayings the world was created by yury
Marilla Kim
hehe rakia let there be a firmament on
Monday by you mirela Kim taxi Haaretz
let there be vegetation on Wednesday by
Oh Marilla Kim Hee Hema Arista should be
luminaries and so on and so forth
fish
and mammals and ultimately on Friday by
amarilla Kim NASA Adam let us make Adam
let us make the human being man but some
a new kid must say so it's all by your
man in tell him we say capital Ahmed
gimel we say Jarvis in the morning many
killers say the Capitol Hill and before
circuit is Umrah coil bit virus Shem
shamayim NASA / ruop if cults MA
same idea through the word of the Divine
heaven was created and through the
breath of his mouth all its vom all of
its legions again bit virus sham sham I
am not read the broker that caused all
made for every drink and for many foods
is the generic akamalik animal Asylum
shot Kyle Nia bid Varro
everything is Nia Nia from the word
higher however everything came into
existence there is of everything is
Devorah his word from his word through
his work on the other hand there's a
posse can tell him we also say Travis
morning Kyle assure huh fates hashem
awesome what he desired he did which is
the posit that he brings here Carla
Chaka Fattah Seamus it's in title um I
think off la madre we say it again
Shabbos morning many before the high
Jews before the hallouwe god o kailasha
cortege an awesome ash a Mayan by Amin
be called tahime is mallanna see him in
other words it's desire what he desired
he did why here do we use the metaphor
of speech and here we use the metaphor
of desire covets which is rotten so here
in the brackets he says it's very back
it sir any references to other places
but this is the difference both are true
dear is the world from the perspective
of mamala Kalam inand the world from the
perspective of save of Kalama you want
another Marshall I'll give you another
Marshall I don't know how accurate it is
and as all these metaphors are obviously
flawed through and through for obvious
reasons
but but just just to get the hang of it
at least on some level touch it anybody
who ever ran a successful company
corporation organization whatever it is
knows that there's two very different
components that are necessary and in
each organization and corporation and
business you know it has to be set up
according to the particular character of
that organization but the theme of these
two components is generic overall you
have a large business going a lot a lot
of employees a lot of different
departments a lot going on there's two
separate types of leadership that are
necessary and when leaders don't
distinguish between the two they often
create havoc and chaos and it translates
usually in long-term revenue and success
or the lack of it on one hand you need
what you may want to call managers the
function of the manager is to oversee
what I would call the details the
day-to-day execution of the goals of
this particular office or company or
business or corporation or movement or
organization whatever it is that manager
must be detailed oriented a computer guy
comes to me and says the computer is not
opening I have a time for computer half
time for your computer
the janitor comes to me says somebody
took away the broom I have time to think
about brooms yeah I need a broom you got
to get a broom I mean I don't either you
want to go to the store or hire somebody
but we need a broom and we need
something to fix the computer
the person came 20 minutes late so the
person was dependent on him is sitting
for 20 minutes doesn't have what to do
supposed to be 8:30 he came 8:55 right
that's what you have to deal with you
got a look at the detail
the details of every person and their
job and it's a very detail-oriented
position then you have to have what's
called the CEO who also is involved and
have even more involved but what's his
what what's his function he has to look
at one thing and that is I maintain the
vision what do we want to accomplish it
and if the CEO sometimes you have CEOs
decides there's no light bulb so he
starts changing lightbulbs and gets
involved in the details or the other
hand the manager starts saying I don't
have time for details this is a big
place I look at the big picture if they
confuse jobs then ultimately it will
undermine the success of an organization
of the corporation because primarily it
needs two different perspectives small
picture and big picture local and global
zoom in and zoom out zoom in means I'm
very very focused on this detail this
becomes very important and this every
every worker every employee has his time
and her space and and their component
their their department and their and
their and their capabilities and what
they have to accomplish and their
schedule and their paycheck and there
has to be somebody who is attentive to
all of those details and if you just you
know push it under the rug things won't
happen and you're going to see it and if
the person says I'm sorry I don't have
time for this I don't space for this
he's ultimately betraying the position
I'm betraying the company on the other
hand if somebody who has to stand back
and look at the big picture and ask one
question are we going anywhere you know
he has to look at the bottom line he has
to see is this a success story or a
failure the way he sees it it
he doesn't distinguish so much again the
metaphor is not completely accurate but
he can't distinguish
between you have a computer programmer
you have a salesperson you have a
janitor right you have the person who's
in charge on the mail you have so many
different walking pieces in this chess
game but in many ways for him there's no
difference the question is is the
business and you dishes an expression
it's a clap since the clapping issues
it's working it's not working she said
but this what do you mean how do you
contain that the janitor just cleans up
the computer problem is a gon oil um
he's a genius you're right but you need
somebody to clean the room that you need
it and you need somebody to work on the
computers and you may have 3,000
employees if your Microsoft you'll have
more of you Google you'll have more and
the person on top and of course on top
itself there's levels and levels and
levels and expression ball tongue as an
expression somewhere maka maka flow maka
maka flow maka maka form a curve right
you can have as we know in management
itself and a leadership itself and here
the focus has to be if you're gonna
start getting involved in the individual
identity and psychology a big
businessman once told me I asked him
what's the most stressful thing he's
very stressed and what's the most
stressful thing about your job is
realistic so I said what he says it's
managing the people not the building's
the people is always the hardest thing
and to met you have to tune in and you
know every employee has his moods and
every person has mr. garcin and to be
able to be present company excluded but
and to be able to enter that's a major
part of the job to understand every
person how you speak how you presented
you know there's only seminars that
executives go to you know how ah we have
here a big moment on this an author
number angle so I can get my shaking
avinash ear you know how you criticize
how you review how you fire how you hire
how you present expectations
disappointment frustrations praise and
so
and it's really you have to know it with
your own children at home it's not just
a few everybody's running a company and
sometimes the company you're running in
your own house is far more valuable
cause it's not about money it's about
creating people's souls
so sometimes it's much more
consequential it's not only if you're
gonna make a million dollars or make
five million dollars or make ten million
dollars hopefully or even more but
you're dealing actually with souls and
which component is more important look
we know the CEO gets paid more because
of the overarching responsibility but we
all understand if a child comes to Totti
and mommy and says you know my pinky my
pinky hurts and you turn to the child oh
I need help with my last question on
homework and you do this I see don't you
understand I run a multi-billion dollar
business I have time for your pinky I
have time for your pinky and have time
for your question which was the attitude
sometimes of some people then you lost
the plot at this moment it's all about
details it's all about getting down on
the floor and connecting to that
particular need of that particular
person that's what gives children the
security and the confidence that they
need some parents are like CEOs you know
they manage a wonderful home but the
individual the individual connection the
child doesn't feel his father's heart if
your child doesn't feel your heart not
your brains your brains don't feel Jews
have good IQs child gotta feel your
heart the heart is the automotive eNOS
the attentiveness to every drop of blood
yeah Adam wanna fish that attentiveness
to detail is critical and when you have
lower management the personality of
every employee is critical and sometimes
that prize in the wrong job it doesn't
fit him it doesn't fit his personality
doesn't fit her character and you got to
focus in on everything and if there's a
piece of garbage on the floor and it's
not supposed to be they have to know
who's responsible for it because there's
a leak
it's all about pure Ottomans all about
details but if you only have that and
there's nobody who sees what we call the
kalau the big picture you'll go bankrupt
and that person can get obsessed with
details there are there are people who
get obsessed with details they don't
know how to delegate they can't trust
anybody else because they do everything
much faster than everybody they're
smarter than everybody they have 30
years more experience so now you give
over one job you tell you they go make a
copy and even the copy can't make right
so now you stop making copies what
happens then what happens then is you'll
see that at best your movement your your
progress is stifled even if this success
its stifled it's honestok and and and
you by the way some people by nature are
good and Warner some people are proud
people and some people are cloud people
you see it immediately it all set in two
with regions of the brain different
regions of the brain there's big picture
the small picture this detailed oriented
and each one has an indispensable value
in the success of the project
mama indispensable ah yes
yeah the bend that in the big picture
you could actually look you could look
at 10,000 employees and you don't see
10,000 people you see one because what
you're looking at is the bottom line
what's my agenda
what's my ultimate objective although
agenda is to make money that's true but
how am I gonna make money
somebody was once to read something it
was once telling me that avis years ago
gathered together all of its employees
on all levels because they said there's
something
what is our mission statements and we
have to define our mission statement and
they asked all their leaders to put them
out on a board in a few words made their
mission statement what are you about
well you say we're about making money
but every company is about making money
besides a few maybe but that that's the
objective so that's not enough I mean
everybody wants to make money
what's your uniqueness what's your brand
what are you bringing to the world
what's your contribution to planet Earth
the civilization so were they were this
one that one that one and and the the
the boss was just rejecting everything
he says we're awful and then he put it
on the board just to rent as many cars
as possible it sounds simple but it's
not I I want to ask you what's your
mission statement for life do you have a
mission statement for your life you say
well I want to breathe I want to have a
happy family I know that we all want to
have a happy family one be healthy we
want to be blessed we want to be
successful we all know that like every
company the world wants to make money
and be successful and everybody wants a
private yacht and if you're a Jew you
want a few homes will hole evil even if
you're not a Jew but what's your mission
statement in life the mission statement
is the hardest thing to write because
it's everything and most people don't
even go there you could run a company
for 60 years and not have a mission
statement so I'm a Malka you know so get
another Molalla mark actually has a
mission statement
it's called maleva Malka escorting the
queen or escort it it actually has a
mission statement we call them a lava
Malka you know who is the food coming
from as the pizza is the herring is your
sponge cake so we call that I'm a lava
mouth come on monkeys never have real
programs you know it's just mr. Shabbos
nobody has what to do see if I'm a lava
Malka get to the food ah
try a lizard santak yeah so the mission
statement to rent as many cars as
possible that's a mission statement in
other words I'm gonna look at everything
going on in this company I can have
4,000 employees are you helping me rent
as many cars as possible if yes you're
in if not
I have a good day go find something else
sometimes you have Jewish organizations
there are so many years old just so many
if there's ready yet nobody already
knows what they're doing anymore or why
they're doing it yeah you got to start
with the why it's a famous expression
you got to start with the why then with
the what we often start with the what
and we hope that from the what you get
to the why now it's very hard to start
with the why because the why is very
deep the want for the what okay now
where we need a coffee machine that's my
confirmation why do you need a coffee
machine to rent cars maybe you do but
explain to me why and sometimes you'll
see you'll eliminate a lot of positions
you don't need it it sounds good it
looks good everybody else has it you
don't need it now this is sometimes this
is brutal work because you really have
to be disciplined you understand what
I'm saying you don't see what it has
with cyber's so what's the difference
between the two positions the difference
between the two positions is the first
position the manager whatever the right
word for him is what I think manager is
pretty good must focus on every employee
under his or her authority as a distinct
individual and I'm talking about the
person who's involved in hiring and
positioning and within each individual
their framework their schedule their
timeline their responsibilities and if
something goes wrong in a detail he has
to tune into it and if you're not ready
to do that you can have beautiful
mission statements a lot of people have
the opposite they have mission
statements all day I know a person he's
a visionary he probably built 60
corporations but only on paper in his
mind he's give all dick his visions and
he imagines brilliant but when it comes
to implementation execution forget about
it why cuz execution is very very hard
so if my said to get
it's very nitty-gritty and then there's
the overhead that's you know migraines
headaches and headaches and headaches
details are difficult and and on artists
and visionary people hate details they
go crazy there's certain people you
start talking to them details and
numbers they'd rather die they just shut
down I just can they can't handle it
it's just sorry it's like this is not
for me I can't exist they live in a
different world
yeah the synthesis between the two it's
very very vital it's vital in a family
it's vital in every community in
everything so one focuses on the details
one has to focus on the individuality of
every piece and one can't focus on the
individuality of every piece because we
don't most of us don't have them some do
but most of us don't have the mental
space to be able to function on both
levels simultaneously on a maximum level
you could do that design you could
deceive yourself like some people do but
you see immediately the results but
there's one more difference one second
there's one more difference between the
two and that is how they look at each
individual the manager looks at each
individual and you say who is this and
he says oh this is plenty on my knee he
has this these talents and these skills
and these contributions and this is what
he does and he comes in at 8 then he
said who is this person this person is
about this person with all of his unique
components usually virtues and vices
because having an employee means
acknowledging their virtues if not while
you're hiring them but also
acknowledging the fact every person has
idiosyncrasies right only people that I
know who don't have any asynch recedes
in Michigan are the people I don't know
I told you present companies
always excluded so it's it's a
relationship to the person it's a
relationship to the purse if you ask the
the CEO what's the definition of this
person and this person a person wasn't
definition definition is they're part of
what makes this business a success story
they may know a few names under them you
know middle management but ultimately I
look at you and what do I see what do I
see
you're part of a collective entity now
which one is true and we all understand
they're both very true they're both very
true and they're both necessary now I'm
gonna ask you another question all this
are people is about people who are
running a company now this is a little
bit of an abstract question not such a
literal question what happens if this
manager and CEO we're not just managing
or running a business ah but they were
actually creating the employees their
vision their perspective was the life
force yeah that created these entities
they don't create through words or
thoughts they're just running their
companies the people are there before
obviously but imagine they weren't only
creating a business they were creating
the characters the robots which we will
soon have with artificial intelligence
they're basically gonna be creating
their employees not yes may I in but
they'll basically be creating them so
their vision of their employee is who
their employee is in reality it's not
like that I may be your boss but I'm not
creating you I'm not I'm not molding you
I know you and I have to deal with you
for good or for better but what if my
vision of you actually makes you what
would the employees look like if the CEO
created them or if this manager created
them ah like the characters you create
in your daydream right the characters
you create in your dangerous
they're your creations because they
don't exist waha Ryan the moment you
stop dreaming about them they're not
there anymore but imagine you're
creating this company in your mind which
Jews always do the problem is it's only
in their mind orphan and you have all
these people and you decide that you're
not gonna have three employees on the
use of Pastner 3000 minimum 20,000 is
there any success you can create them
all in your mind what do they look like
what do they look like exactly they look
like they're a reflection of your
thought process of what you need so this
is obsessed achill I'm saying they're
Stickle cuz I'm not completely
comfortable with a Marshall for many
reasons for a few reasons to understand
the Malick kilometer size of Kalama it
would be different people for the first
agenda is different for the CEO all
people essentially would be identical
because they're all have one point and
that is they fulfill the mission
statement I see you and I see my mission
statement that's what I see and you're
part of that mission State
ok yeah that's a nice way of putting it
the manager sees the person the CEO was
looking at the potential or his his ever
will you have had a symphony the
symphonies sometimes hundreds of
musicians hundreds a hundred 200 300 600
musicians it's it's it's not simple to
produce a symphony with 600 musicians
and different instruments and sometimes
dozens and dozens of different
instruments and different personalities
and everyone is sitting this one with
the cello and this one with the piano
and this one with the trumpet and this
one with the violin and this one with
the drums in this one etc etc
then you have the conducting of a so the
conductor he never faces the crowd he
has this funny stick in his hand
ash spinning he jumps a schvitz he never
says a word you know that conductor you
don't hear a word yeah and he runs but
the main thing is he's sweating and
nobody knows why what does he do it I
mean when I saw the first time I was a
little younger I don't know what this
guy is doing he runs he jumps when it
finishes he takes the bow and he gets
the floss
he didn't play a single instrument he
just stood there jumped c'mon you ever
see with the hands I think that life
that this act it runs
Iran Steve looks he's going through an
11 ish he's going through something but
he doesn't say a word what's what's the
difference between the musicians and the
conductor if I'm a musician I have to
look at one thing what the notes you
play your notes the conductor what does
he see he doesn't see six hundred
musicians he sees a symphony I see a
symphony you're part of the symphony
you're part of the symphony a part of
the symphony who is right if the
musician becomes the conductor the
conductor becomes the musician take your
own organism take your own body what
does your kidney think every morning
when it wakes up actually it's thinking
even when you're sleeping the kidney
gotta be a kidney and the pinky gotta be
a pinky and the nose gotta be a nose and
if the nose comes one morning and says
you know I'm enough I had enough with
smelling I can't see touch max max max
max I need a little vision and the eye
says I'm seeing too many things I'm gone
done I was I like the liver the pancreas
we know the type of Corbin it is that
the success of the organism is the
individual unique chemistry of every
limb and organ that is absolutely unique
its function its purpose its makeup its
composition the way it processes the
nervous system from the brain the brain
has approximately a hundred billion
neurons a hundred billion neurons with a
hundred trillion connections a hundred
bill and every neuron has its unique
messages that it carries its electricity
its currents its waves neural waves the
body has 40 trillion cells I don't know
if you know what that number means it's
not 40,000 cells it's not 40 million
cells not 40 billion cells it's 40
trillion cells in this little little
body that started off with once with one
cell and develops into 40 trillion cells
and a cell is not a bizarre a little
pebble a little snowflake every cell
itself is a is a universe a cell is a
universe you have 40 truly and every
cell knows what to do and then and then
regenerates how many what oh I don't
know this googling was my madea's I'm so
bored I'm not I'm sometimes bored to
look up these things but yes I know that
the black hole that they took a picture
was 55 million light years away and they
got a picture of it that that's
impressive
55 million light years away and they got
a picture that got a where credit is due
where credit is due and it's 25 million
miles and the width of it is 25
I said million 25 billion miles and on
the picture it looks like a bagel not
much like a bagel 25 billion miles looks
like a bagel in the picture half Lewis
fella
yeah well relative to infant relative to
infinity it's smaller than a bagel a
telescopes yeah and that's the
uniqueness you'll you'll ask a frog who
are you now frogs don't have identity
crisis like people that's why they don't
go to therapy right I echo was a
question asked a man after he ate from
date sawdust cuz he didn't know who he
was anymore so the first question that
God asks Adam after they'd said us is
where are you which is not just
geographical geographical question as
Rashi puts it but as the famous story of
the ballot Anya where are you who are
you where are you inside do you know
where you are and that question ah
what's your mission statement I echo
because it's it's so confusing if we go
around the table yes everybody what is
your mission statement in life I know we
can all give the generic mission
statement I want to have a good life yes
we all want to have a good life normal
people and have a good life I want to
have a good marriage and I want to have
happy children I wanna have a good
relationship and I want to be successful
and I want to be emotionally wholesome
etc and if you're a good Jew you're
gonna say I want to serve God but what's
your mission statement I echo are you
frogs know their mission statement
mosquitos know their mission statement
bees know their mission statement look
at a bee for a few hours and you'll see
bees don't have self-doubt unless you're
playing with their unless you think of
bee into your laboratory you stop
playing with his brain they know exactly
what they're here for they they're alive
for 30 days and they have one job to
serve the Queen a bee to get nectar and
bring it to the Beehive create honey's
and they could survive in the winter and
create a new generation very clear every
blade of grass knows its mission
statements every tree knows exactly why
it's yeah when it never gets confused it
knows exactly what to do when to do how
to do every
creational it's instinctive there's no
echo we know they all know what to do
that's true but they know what to do
number one self-preservation
number two propagation procreation
continue the species and number three
there's a certain enhancement that they
each give to the environment in the
world around them if we would only be
able to live that way you know three
things you got to live you got to bring
in a new generation and you got to make
the world a better place it would be
good people really when you eat
cheesecake how you doing that yeah yeah
yeah yeah there's the old anecdote you
know henkle had a business and he had a
lot of employees and it was a few
difficult years and he was walking
around with terrible anxiety and stress
and everybody was worried for him and
his wife was worried the doctor was
worried everybody was friends were
worried and then one day he walks into
the to the office and he's all smiles
they say what happened so he says he has
saw an ad that you can hire somebody to
worry yeah if there's a job you give a
person his job is to worry and he
decided to do it she said I hired this
in this person and he's gonna worry
about everything going on in this job in
this business and I don't have to worry
anymore you know wow that's wonderful
and how much does this guy take this is
the first year is a hundred and fifty
thousand dollars
and there's benefits that come but
that's the first year so the guys I
don't understand you're barely covering
payroll now that's why you're so
stressed how in the world we coming up
with a hundred and fifty thousand
dollars to pay this guy that's his first
worry okay that's the first thing he had
a worry about that's is gonna have to
deal so yeah every limb in Oregon like a
jigsaw puzzle has its shape and its
design the moment the lemon the Oregon
says I'm not gonna be me anymore
who me will propose bitl you're gone you
destroy the organism or at least plant
if it's a Varnum Shana for sure - I'm a
clue you boy if it's vital organs that
could be catastrophic but now all the
organs come together they have a bigger
stiffer the arms the biceps the legs
with its big muscles and they say you
know up there in the ivory tower there
sits a little gangster a mafioso monster
I garnished as it's a little piece of
jell-o yeah two pounds maybe three
pounds and garnishment garnished yeah
with one track with one flask
I'm he's done he's got obvious conduct
but he thinks he's a dictator I gotta
say thug he tells us what to do through
this and he runs the whole show who is
this little guy and he calls himself a
brain so they come together and they
decide cuz all said the Pacer no tyranny
anymore no dictatorship let freedom ring
we want to be self actualized and what
do they do they drill a little hole in
the skull and they take out this little
dictator and tyrant this little Napoleon
who is as small and short as Napoleon
even shorter and thinks he owns the
whole world oil I'm caught - those are
them and they throw them into the
garbage you all know the end of the
story the cover Kadisha comes to the
house very very fast what did they fail
to understand the real brain is not
undermining their individuality on the
contrary
the brain is giving each of them the
purpose that they need to actualize
themselves instead of being a piece of
dead flesh you're a hand you're a heart
you're a leg you're part of the miracle
of life but the good brain must always
see the big picture and one of the most
unbelievable things of biology is
compensation the way the body when it
senses crisis how it compensates I don't
know if you ever studied this what
happens when you when you prick your
finger and it starts bleeding what what
happened what did the brain just decide
to do a person is running and out of
breath there's a danger in every
situation of crisis how the brain who
always sees the big picture chooses to
compensate it's an incredible incredible
mechanism and these are not ten
mechanisms there's there's billions
trillions ilion's things that does in
order I don't know truth is I don't know
the exact number but things it does but
always has to see the big picture so now
let's bring it back to the NEM show this
is all our different McCallum that I'm
giving to bring out the point we say the
world was created through Hashem speech
that's one world
koulikov etosha Massa is a different
world what do I mean it's a different
world it's the same world but from
different perspectives Malik Kalman is
the divine energy that creates and gives
credence and legitimacy and not just
legitimacy creation of every single
creation as an individualized being and
every detail of who you are and every
nuance is significant and it's all in
the words of he'll oh I'm a nun Neely
Miele in pre-k ovis if I'm not going to
be here for me who will be here for me
if the eyes becomes the nose and the
nose becomes the ears and the ears
becomes the heart and the heart becomes
the pancreas and the pancreas becomes
the liver and the kidneys become the
abdomen he may not need Lee Miele or
shiny lots me but if I'm only for myself
then Marnie what am I so which one is it
first he says it may not be leave me
leave I'm not here for me who was here
for me sunny last I'm only for myself
Marnie what I'm well you just said it
may not heal Amelie so the Mishna says
by saaremaa Marius never Harlem the
world was created through ten utterances
violate my morality oculi Boris you
could have created through one utterance
the answer is this what he says to give
rewards for tsadikim who maintain a
world that was created through ten
audiences and to pay back the wicked
there is sure you will destroy all that
was created with ten audiences the world
was created with one audience with one
dollar it's not such a big deal but God
$10 rinses oh what's the question was
the answer strange answer not only that
the magician will asks a question yes if
I deceive you and I sell you a watch
that's worth $4 and I sell it for
$25,000 I tell you this watch as it's
worth $4 okay and you pay $25,000 you
would do pit somebody takes the watch
and breaks it what do they believe to
pay for books that's what they believe
to pay the fact that you would deceive
the cousin is right no but the value is
the value it's four dollars you pay for
a cup of coffee somebody deceives you
that in America a cup of coffee in
Starbucks how much did they charge for
coffee yeah
whatever they charge if the coffee is
worth 50 cents I pour out the coffee I
owe you 50 cents as the Meldrick small I
don't understand if the world could have
been created with one Mimer so that's
it's worth so the fact that you chose to
create with ten memores it's not my
problem when I destroyed it
the Prashant is it's a very deep Mishnah
what's the difference of a Saaremaa
morrison my miracle sorry my murderous
means there is diversity diversity
every creature is its own thing
mamama kawaman but devar hashem de
Bourgh
what does de Bourgh do it all comes from
the breath but we have the hey mate
sorry supper the five sources of letters
and we have the 22 letters from olive
through tough and each letter has its
own energy which creates its own
chemistry and then there's gay mattress
and cereal finish the move from the
letters exchanged in many many different
ways and as a result from the ten you
have endless numbers but then you have
coil a shock off it Sasha massa
rut side will mission statement desire
what's the purpose what's the objective
here
the world is one it's my more effort but
my murican your Kolya Boris means I
could have created the world and when
you would look at the universe you
wouldn't see the diversity and the
distinctiveness and the individuality
you would see wanna seeee why would you
see oneness because the conductor
doesn't see 600 musicians he sees a
symphony you contribute to the symphony
in your way I contributed a symphony in
my way but if the world was created only
from sovath only from Mach if what would
be the token of the world not the world
the person of the world was I'm a
facilitating the divine symphony what's
now the torsion of the world
I am I in a melee melee that's the
difference male gives the world every
part of the world its own Tyson that's
called Cius
panini if there was only server what
would the universe look like it could
have been exactly the same world but
what would you feel
what would your experience be that you
are who are you I'm just an expression
of the mission statement which means
they couldn't be said they chimera Shyam
because it's my market they couldn't be
that now there is the choices that every
person has to make because I can allow
my eye to remain
limited within my eye and I'm not part
of a collective energy which is true
which is true what's the answer
that's what mammalian saving means that
they're both divine they're both true
they're both true if you look at the
world only from a perspective of Mac if
you're not saying the full truth because
Hashem shows mamala if you look at the
world only from a perspective of
individuality
you're not saying the full truth because
it's something called sizeThe so we say
there's an earth at Mac if it's
surrounded wasn't mean it surrounds it
doesn't mean it's surrounded it's inside
also but that's the difference that
we're explaining or Mac if doesn't mean
it's not inside the conductor the brain
is inside the body the conductor is
inside the auditorium the CEO is inside
the office the CEO knows every chair and
every computer and every garbage can he
knows what's happening he took a tour
many times what it means is it's not
limited and it's not restricted to the
particular design and torsion of every
individual it's Marcus
everything it encompasses everything but
shava we have an expression in Hashanah
Yom Kippur her shovel mashra cotton the
goggle type of calamity it surrounds the
world doesn't mean it's not in the world
it's something that is not limited by
the individual diversity of each
creature now if the world was a product
of service only what would you see
that's what you would see in the world
if the CEO would create the employees
what would you see you wouldn't see an
individual you would see an
indispensable part of the company now
let me show you how these things have
become dysfunctional right some of you
know this very well sometimes you can
grow up in a community and as people
have told me I never felt that I have
any value my entire experience was who
am i I'm just another boring how do you
say a cog in the wheel wheel that's I'm
a car
in the will and if you fit into the will
will give you everything the moment you
stick out your conspicuous we chop heads
with job feet you don't know him they
said they had one bed for everybody if
your feet were too long no problem they
chopped off your feet if you were too
short no problem they stretched you in
the process you died but who cares the
main thing is the beds were filled this
is where sovath goes wild
is that like everything has a source in
kedusha in other words talk about
socialism what socialism what socialism
who are you you don't exist the state
exists and how many millions of Jews
bought us and you know why it sounds
beautiful no jealousy no ego no
competitiveness it's a beautiful vision
back to Kara
there's oneness and let's face it on
some level it's true like a maritime
lawyer I own something what do I own
what exactly do I own there's something
I own now so married some lawyer but the
same God who says my son married some
lawyer does he'll his gay neighbor
this is Ayla this Hill says King on it
there's a mitzvah that you take your
money and you give sadaqa which one
which one is which one is true there
were two ten million who have arguments
in a lot of places in Shastra bo she and
Ruben assume no beer should I be honest
once hurts from the lubavitcher rebbe
that if you look through the whole Shas
and you study all their mccoy Kherson
you see that there's a there's a thought
process that pervades many of their
arguments and he did like five or ten of
their arguments he showed it and that is
in Yiddish kites
there is your head and there's sibour
there is the individual and there is the
collective and each one has its place
but which one prevails which one do we
accentuate and he showed that this is
there
clickers and shots does your kid prevail
or the cipa prevail many many arguments
so you why is this because there's a
truth in sovath but there's a truth in
mamala it's there's a truth in it but
what would the world look like without
mamala this is what he's calling Marcus
it's an earth Marcus what's that an urn
Marcus now that it's not in the world
it's a type of oil in which what's felt
is the oneness the uniformity but minor
Eckerd's jocular was that's coil a shake
our fates are samosa it's this harvest
that comes from Watson what's read this
hours that comes from Rutzen that in
everything what do you feel how are you
part of the russian how are you part of
the purpose of the mission statement but
once it comes through the asaram amorous
now what does the grass say I'm a blade
of grass what does the elephant's say I
am an elephant that's who I am that's
who I am
and what does human being say I don't
know who I am help me figure it out but
that's who I am
I'm the confused species I'm that Yakka
species and the B says I'm a B and the
star says I am a star Who am I my poison
is my totem that's us that's the finish
of mamala that's true like ants and be a
lot of collective thinking within that
species that's true that's true that's
true the human being those who are the
the great believers in evolution that
after billions and billions of years we
finally developed our brain right the
funny thing is that after all these
years we are the creature the creatures
who can't figure ourselves out somehow
everybody knows what to do the horse
never has these issues I never went to a
sheep and said you want some babka and
said I would love but next week we have
a wedding and there's pictures and then
I have to look good in the pictures
that's true that's true and we we also
developed hospitals and then and and we
built we built gymnasiums and theaters
and we split the atom and we landed on
the moon and we took pictures of the
black hole and that's the brilliance of
the human being in terms of inner
identity of inner identity Who I am
what's my mission statement what's my
purpose is there such a thing as purpose
am i a random error a random mutation
and an infinitesimal blip on the surface
of infinity or is there some value to my
life
we each trying to figure that out so so
so so even encompasses the structure the
whole structure is so to speak
surrounded surrounded not in spatial
terms surrounded in content
it's an akuna that's not detailed
oriented meaning it doesn't give
legitimacy to the practice Pratt then it
could've the practice that it's Clow I'm
not even sure the cow looks to find out
who it is that's a big argument among
naturalists
how much is their self-awareness and
animals perhaps does not even in other
words we we look at it I have to know
who I am
and justify what I'm doing right but
your refrigerator doesn't ask you who it
is because it's a refrigerator so it's a
big question about animals how much self
today they say there's much more
self-awareness than we imagine right but
the passage says Komori what's the
larson the other shirk' now you become
more evils but all of the the Ox knows
it's it's its owner its master
and the donkey at least knows the truth
the a voice is the called the trough
where the know it knows it knows where
the food is huh
Ava's very good I think they say from
the fiducia her in a sheriff a polish
accent shewhart why there's a Mitzvahed
eat past chakras after Davin Inc after
dominating should have a meal so he says
by dominating you tried to get to know
God a little bit he says of us a gate
the finished so you say okay at least
eat breakfast or D be at least a pin of
the other sure can a overcomer
Ava's ball of at least as an accent as a
donkey you'll get to know your master
male and not from Davin II but at least
from the food you'll get to know who
your master is yeah I'll call a his
breakfast what color puck is breakfast
huh like a donkey and an ox you should
eat what donkeys an accident which will
be a better breakfast by the way be a
better breakfast so your Topher's dinner
good so now in each moment of life you
have both both are true you're a
complete individual and the focus has to
be a main on melee melee that's been
said mamala and that's very real it's
very authentic on the other hand is the
truth of sovath it's two layers of
existence I could put on the glasses of
mamala kalam it and what do I see I see
diversity I see individuality I could
take off the glasses of O'Malley put on
the glasses of Saveur and I see complete
oneness and that's why my mala is the
source of Chi is Pina me what - Amy
- Amy is we feel distinctive why do we
feel that way cause I've went through
mamala if it wouldn't have gone through
my Molly we would experience it from the
conductor's place we don't experience it
that way we could learn about it we have
glimpses of it there's a part of the
soul that is rooted inside them now you
have to understand and this is the final
point NASA Adam it's um a new kid
Massino the human being was created in
God's image so cyber Verma male is not
just in God it's also in us there's the
element of the soul that is a product of
sovath there's an element of the
neshamah that's a product of mamala
when interested a part of the neshamah
that's a product of my male sees the
world from a male
place the partnership as a reflection of
Sabbath sees their world to observe some
savings place so both experiences are
completely authentic in in in the human
in the human heart in the human soul
both definitions of the world even
though they often collide with each
other are very real definitions and of
course needless to say the CEO and the
manager are two separate people it's
usually very hard to have one person who
fills those roles especially when you're
dealing with a company as large as our
universe and that's only the physical
universe never mind the spiritual
universe sigh bommali are not really two
separate people and two separate things
it's a sham I thought its oneness the
Marshall I'm using two people just to
bring out the to the the two forces the
two dynamics yeah yeah back to the
muscle that I said yesterday the teacher
and the military commander think about
it in those terms the military commander
says the chief of staff the chief of
staff for the commander in chief says
March and a million people are marching
identically and when you look at it what
do you see you don't see individuals you
see an army it's a clock and it's very
powerful we know it's very inspiring
because the synergy the one person
marching doesn't have that power but a
million people it's the the momentum the
intensity the power that's the power of
the collective which by the way
dictators manipulated and used I mean
you come from the Soviet Union they
would they would do the anthem of the
country and make these parades and all
the simple people were blown away that's
again that's where these things become
sadistic and barbaric and manipulative
and so on and so forth it's when leaders
use the power of collective to advance
their own agendas or in the famous
expression and Animal Farm we are all
equal but some of us are more equal than
others that's of course undermines the
trust in it which by the way that's how
individualism in America became so
powerful because to try
the collective you have to have people
on the top who you could trust and
usually people on the top manipulate the
power so it's all about me me me meets
all capitalism right it's all me me me
me so it's a very very sensitive
extremely sensitive balance so the
military the the commander Jew says
March and they're all marching now if
one one soldier says yeah but I'm having
an identity crisis and I'm having a
philosophical coil now you March but the
teacher in the classroom if he says much
may be good for exercise but that's not
a class a class is a very different
concept the classes of this if the
student says I have a question and I'm
struggling with something that's exactly
where you want to be and that's exactly
what you want to stay and every person
is completely different it's a it's a
you're tuning in to a completely
different matter here you're recognizing
the person as separate who are you you
are you i am i that's and that's what
makes you a good teacher if you're not
if that that's what that's a pedagogue
if you don't have that skill and that
sensitivity you're not a teacher you're
a military commander which some teachers
are actually on the other hand the
military that the commander-in-chief
says who are you you're a soldier in the
in the united states forces you
understood a little bit ah it's clear
yeah I don't know if the titles are
accurate but I meant the conductor as
the big picture and he doesn't say a
word you know why cuz if he would say a
word he would take away from what his
job is
and he doesn't play an instrument he's
not the details verse he stands there
and sees the synchronisation of it all
Rob I'll it's minute first eight okay
the second I understand I don't have
like that
what I understand it I missing something
no like that's always true that's always
true listen we tried understand what we
could we don't understand it's fully but
seems like two totally separate how do
they connect right because the truth is
in business it has to work together the
CEO and the manager have to always meet
and be in full cooperation with each
other and respect each other they can't
do what the other person does but they
have to fully fully trust each other
much so the manager says you know this
person is really incompetent and I need
a hire a new person and that means a new
salary but this person that I want to
hire needs to get that extra hundred
grand that has to go to the CEO you know
what I mean
and that's where he has to now if he's
gonna start investigating and
interviewing and taking over the job as
like just read more cars right right so
there's always always has to be that
trust and language and compression okay
that's in a business when we speaking on
are now on on a spiritual level it's
really one Somali are not two separate
things it's really one in other words
and every new could in the world both
are very true they're they're both very
true there's the yahud as a Yahud right
and is the yahud as as essential and
indispensable to the to the timber on so
many different levels speak about a
family who am i am i a son to my father
a son to my mother a brother to my
brothers a brother to my sisters
uncle to my nephews and nieces right a
husband to my wife a father to my kids
or I am yyj
Who am I you know how many younger
lights struggle with this right
you understand what I'm talking about
right and what's the great crisis a lot
of people have is I never felt that I'm
a mama I'm just a son to my father I
have to continue my father's traditions
that's who that's all I am there's
nothing else and it drives them crazy
and they have to rebel cuz to be me I
have to say I'm not connected to you
maturity means no I'm a son to my father
always gonna be a son to my father
and it's not a bad thing sometimes it
could be dysfunctional but Who am I I'm
part of a community I'm part of a family
yes I got for my family I'm here only
because my mother and father I mean and
I give back to my family I came from
them everything in the world gives and
takes there's nothing that doesn't give
and take the tree takes sunlight and
turns it into glucose turns it into
sugar right it gives us the oxygen that
we could breathe yeah we inhale yeah and
everything gets cleaned everything gives
and takes there's something called the
what's called in the food plant ah the
cycle right the animal dies and it
becomes nutrients for the earth and then
it grows and then the animal eats it and
then that animal gets devoured
everything gives in thanks I say by me
it stops
I only take I want to be an individual
how do you become an individual cuz your
mother and father you don't owe them
anything of course I am
that's Kappa the service of a SEMA but
if my whole identity is whatever my
father's a boo I jump there's nobody
else is that true
don't they have a soul don't have a
personality so which is true am i a
husband or my an individual a lot of
husbands go crazy I'm an original I have
my needs
right am i a father to children or am i
me right am i a brother - my brother is
around my my own person you get the
point it's not easy because because in
in many of our lives one has to give way
there one gives way to the other but
that's the whole beauty of this idea of
the outer Emma's that both truths are
real they're real descriptions of
reality in other words if I deny my
individuality I am denying God if I deny
that I'm part of a larger reality
I'm also denying reality you understand
what I'm saying you're not doing anybody
a favor by destroying your individuality
for the sake of the collective because
then you're denying mamala Kalam you
denying the fact that God wanted you to
be you
the world needs you as you not only you
as a cog in the wheel that you bestow
ffice colic I am shall Casa Viva buy a
zoo nakhon ah then I yet among other
things not his only issue cyber
mememolly is not his only thing what
know you now into the Dow I don't know
what I'm into
I'm just learning a yak oh yeah I'm
still trying to figure out that ever
figure out but I'm just thinking we're
just well what happens is when people
are in a vulnerable place in life yeah
it's very easy to get swept away by
anybody who sounds like they have the
some spiritual truth of existence you
know what I mean because we're
vulnerable and a lot of us are very
vulnerable we feel that in our education
we never got a healthy identity and
we're very very vulnerable and it's very
easy to get lost here and there from you
always have to be vulnerable to truth
learning this for 25 years at this year
for 25 years she's not going on for 25
years saying saying they're people they
could be learning the code the tighter
but is look what the title earning them
it's a big difference
you understand so it's a completely
different thing they could be learning
Lakota tarragon's to talk but does look
at the title learn them does it teach
that just right trying to be if you look
for that I don't know if you have to
figure out now all the differences by
which ever once told the story that his
father-in-law was on a train in the
1920s and they were traveling on the
train it was in Russia and I don't know
if it was first class or a second class
but it was a it was a lot of Jews there
and it was a
train ride do you know one of these long
transform a scout - uh I think he was in
Leningrad who's going to Moscow was one
of these long train rides and there was
a huge argument on the train a bunch of
Jews were arguing
this was the years after the Bolshevik
Revolution communist revolution and
millions and millions of Jews were
supporters of the socialist ideology and
the communist ideology millions both in
the Russia and in the West as well it
was very very tempting the idea of Actos
and sibour today you know many of them
are smarter because it created hell on
earth literally hell on earth killed
more people than probably any other
system
but the old world was horrible or
horrible yeah we're not judging them it
sounded so beautiful no Jews and
Gentiles no anti-semitism no
distinctions it was like a mushiya for
that if they could build that the world
they wanted with Karl Marx's mural there
was messianic the Rambam says we share
comes no jealousy no war no competition
i mcai everybody has everything so so
there was a huge debate in the Train
what's the of Tyra one group of
Jews that says that Toyota if Toyota
would build a society is to be
socialists and they brought a hundred
proofs paillette get that and mice
and true man kyon Amandla VM you know
and claim them didn't even own land and
you Levine didn't own land you gave them
everything and the whole system of
Yiddish guides with with with stock and
go boy it stuck and Tom who you and I'll
to Fishman not Sabourin it's all
collective and socialist the other side
argued no Judaism is a capitalistic
system
there's ownership in this acquisition
and is individuality and they're arguing
back and forth which one is the Jewish
approach so the previous leverage
remember the Roberta yachts was sitting
in the Train doing his own thing so they
decided they're gonna ask
they went over them and they asked what
he thought so this is what he said
very very powerful he said every
movement every philosophy created in all
of history by human beings is tarah
vestroia Veera is a mixture of good and
and not good and there's a claw it says
in Kabbalah ain't toy of Balarama ain't
Rabelais toys
there's no good that's perfect it has
its deficiencies and there's no evil it
has its there's no negative just
negative it has its Taif he says since a
human being is mixed and we have a lot
in us there's parts of the human being
that are very positive and then there's
the Texas city that we have the the
fears that we have the insecurities that
we have the issues that we have the
selfishness that we have it's a horror
that we have so our movements reflect
who we are my thoughts my inventions
will reflect Wyatt so he says you'll
have tithe and you'll have rock you'll
have parts of a movement that are
wonderful extra and you'll have parts
that are that are toxic that are
destructive that are ultimately not good
the elements of toys in every political
philosophy are rooted in the Tyler the
elements of toys in every political
philosophy are rooted in theta so that
was his answer I'm explaining now so is
Turner capitalistic or socialist at this
point was you're not gonna fit it in to
this or to that in capitalism there's
toys and Israel in socialism
there's rah and this type I know which
one I would choose
but there's distil even it destroy in it
in fact the welfare the facts that with
the fact that we have today pensions and
and Medicare and all that these are
socialist ideas that translated into
capitalism and we have we have what to
thank the social was soso etc there's
this noise it's not absolute socialism
absolute there's not toys
capitalism absolute is also not tough
it's very selfish Shelley Shelley
Shailaja Walker's don't
capitalistic the toy in every movement
originates in Taylor because Taylor is
cool a tithe because it's divine it
comes from the source of goodness human
inventions are mixtures just as is true
with political philosophies issue with
spiritual philosophies you'll have tithe
you'll find toy here and you'll find toy
in this idea in this idea in this
discipline in this discipline you'll
have tithe but there's also rah-rah
doesn't necessarily mean evil as evil as
as Hitler and Stalin rah means
concealment brokenness it's broken and
that will come out after a while not
maybe not right after a while you
understand that's the answer to a
question and from this you'll understand
about everything else that's a yeah
another component has to do in the table
art are you with the teacher even the
biggest gurus have egos and the ego
comes out somewhere always yeah but no
you have to have an ego to exist but
there's an ego and there's an ego I
can't say I don't know every guru but I
mean human beings every eight suhara
now we have agendas which is fine
because we're human but you have to be
able to identify your agenda that's the
difference nothing wrong with having an
ego on an agenda if I'm running a
company I have an agenda to make money
but it's very clear that's all I want I
don't want anything else once it becomes
you don't
no yeah you have to be careful so it
says it's another very important idea in
other words that spiritual leaders yeah
osa have Yeats of Horus which is fine
they're supposed to have but when it's
not identified and the 8th Sahara
becomes part of the spiritual leadership
then it creates an infection that is
very deep
because because then what happens is
that the good gets manipulated it gets
contaminated because I use my toys to
conceal my rah ah all these types of
stuff ah this doesn't mean you can't get
anything else fine that's much much more
much more powerful that's a much that's
real communication when he can identify
his weakness yeah I'm just adding
another component in all of this people
sometimes get swept up in the magic
besides the fact that even if the person
was as honest as they could be there's
Toivonen ah because I'm a person
it's my mortal system and you'll see how
the world develops 70 years ago if you
would mention abortion in America it
would be considered murder today in many
circles abortionist self actualization
of women what happened
how did murder become self actualization
it was giving an example yeah 60 years
ago
homosexuality was considered an illness
maybe not the person's fault at all but
an illness something wrong today it's
almost hip in some circles it's almost
hip so what happens the answer is in one
one one one decade something could be
kadosh kadosh um the next decade that
becomes the epitome of evil and
conversely and that's how things develop
there was there was a big philosopher in
the 1960s who warned that the world is
gonna get overpopulated and therefore
the right thing for couples to do is to
castrate themselves not to have children
so there was a Jewish couple who did it
and after some years they wanted
regretted it they came to a rabbi who
might know and they shared this with
them and he said you know you saw this
book in the nineteen sixties of this
great philosopher who decided that now
you have to castrate yourself and like
idiots you believe them but the tightest
says you should have children they said
yeah but that's an old document so you
understand this is what happens you see
a new a new theory comes out for ten
years it takes over the world and then
fifteen years later they find that miss
Krishna Anushka fleiger
but people sell it to it cause it's the
new fad but it's a fad fat's come fans
go sometimes isn't a good enough time
even you have to take out in a good of
time so who live a holy first taste the
Gomorrah says about neither than our
view that what was their sin born my
howl ahem they didn't have children the
plastics I didn't have children they
didn't want to get me any one I've told
then it says sue AI in this less of the
matrix they were drunk which one is it
they didn't have told you no they got
drunk so opiod rush just add rush it's
the same thing people get drunk on ideas
it's beautiful they're so high there's
one problem it's not gonna go over to
the next generation
just like when you're high how long does
it last
how long does being high last a couple
hours you get high again okay a couple
of days so some people do it for a
couple of years but what happens there's
nothing that's left over you just wake
up with a hangover it's like you're
getting a every time I'm in a bad mood I
get drunk
there's yeah suiyin is nasi lemak
there's very good there's what's the
idea there's no children why is it no
children because it's not MS in in next
generation to generations okay fine you
become irrelevant you become irrelevant
you understand because it's not tapped
into eternity this may be good
components there and you should take out
the good components so but you have to
know what's the toy what's that ah
that's this is a general a general I'm
giving you a general shear Nashik awful
when it comes to all these issues when
you're learning from somebody like you
learn the code athina and you see that
the person teaching it
I'm not Tomomi I'm talking medalta Leba
is it yalla key right if you have a
bazaar pistol or sensitivity you you you
could feel that you can experience it
this is you could trust status m/s it's
a channel 4 ain't safe
all the by modern we learned here we
learnt a lot of my modern you ever feel
ego you don't even know who it is like
is you just it's a pure channel problem
again it's the same thing just like it
was in a sense it was programmed so it's
the program so when I open up without
you're right it's very abstract you're
right that you're right that you're
right now you're right so this is
written in a language that most people
don't understand tonight you're right
that's true
for good Mari you need a teacher for
hole machining a teacher for the altar
ever you'll still need a teacher and
when you have a teacher you have to
always know a teacher can sometimes
distort things - I gave today a lot of
McCollum of silver moly
I can't say they're accurate that's why
I said a few times are they accurate
there I think they're there they give
some explanation
are they fully accurate the CEO the
manager of a session in Stoneham say
it's not a marshal that he says
okay it's amazing well offending with
you in our time were so many years yeah
please is the one which is ready master
the language is very progressive they
had it before there's a lotion he hasn't
Anya and cherry - Ramona somebody sent
to me once a few months ago somebody
sent me an email
a lie said it over I think a line from
Max Planck he was of great physicist and
he said that today in physics he says I
don't see any more consciousness as a
derivative of matter matter is a
derivative of consciousness those were
his words understand what that means in
other words we always used to think
matter is matter gosh mrs. gosh miss and
then this is how you think about it huh
says no today what makes it gosh me is
that you think about it that way which
is crazy stuff this is what he's wrote
in the 1940s yeah he's one of the he's
one of the fathers of quantum physics
theoretical quantum physics so this
person was very nice Paul Zak aha
so you opened them up at Anya literally
Lahav we'll share each of them on a
chapter three just four lines three
lines literally and I quote this is not
this is not my explanation as metaphor I
quote mama alone it nourishes lion liras
if the I would have the ability to be
able to expand and see reality if it
would have permission of would have the
ability to be able to see or to put it
differently with the I would be
microscopic and be able to have the lens
to be able to pierce through reality
when he would look at something yeah
even though it's physical he would not
see physicality he would see
consciousness that's literally what he
says mama stoves literally dull
words without telescopes without
microscopes without even knowing about
cells or DNA's what we know today this
is you're dealing with the 17 you're
dealing with with 17 onions even their
understanding of atoms was completely
different it only come from being in a
way I'm saying
he said yeah - Venus ooh this source and
wait happening to hear from that so the
guy who is running the downy and
observed eastern edges they came from
something this predates at all now that
emesis that is people who learn and
learn agha Valley paga doesn't affect
that ever my rash was the son of the
time I said that the 4th of October he
once said they say three things about
people
he said I'm a drink Ratman shaker if you
drink alcohol vote he become drunk give
idioms and in Michigan wealthy people
are crazy
he said osmolarity Exodus Redman is gay
don't you learn who said this he get
refined said on all three there's a
question you see that there's people who
drink and they don't get drunk you see
these people who are wealthy and they're
not crazy and you see people who learn
to sin this and they're not refined it
says the answer is the same on all over
them wasn't enough if we would have
drinked more he would become drunk if he
would have more money but the correct me
sugar of a gland medicine this he would
become his Gables that I'm in my rush
rush more last ah yeah yeah so all three
and all face and as you notice there's
good mother ah that's right would you
say guys one for 25 years no I thought
he was saying these to be volatile so
I'm saying like I know people think that
maybe there's some qualitative evidence
I think this is
all this other stuff there's two types
of vulnerabilities is vulnerabilities
when you feel you can get hurt and
there's vulnerabilities that the more
vulnerable you become the more you get
healed that's a different type of
vulnerability
sometimes you're vulnerable in front of
a person and he uses it he finds he now
he knows your secrets and suddenly next
year when it comes to a shidduch of your
daughter the understand huh he found
that your weak spot now he needs an
investor you whatever it is and then you
feel like such a sham out then you never
become vulnerable again in your life
right most kids a lot of kids in your
Shiva they asked a question at some
stage they made they made fun of or got
scream that what do they do then the
vasa question again he was told he's an
epic artist that's it it's not like he
asks he doesn't ask um anybody okay so
that vulnerability destroys us because I
took off my clothes and what did you do
you gave me mal cos ah okay I didn't
want to say that but yeah that's a form
of rape what's that what's the what's
the crime of rape the crime of rape is
you took somebody's vulnerability why
it's children were molested it's so hard
to recover yeah it's different than
other abuse because they were taking
advantage in the most the most
vulnerable most sacred place it's the
most private place I'm not saying that
getting smacked up and beaten is not
abuse and I'm not saying that people who
were insulted when I'm and sometimes
it's equal sometimes it's very very
powerful I'm just bringing something
that's all three together yeah the lucky
ones right but but but so that's so one
and then life also with adults we have
the same way now sometimes we're
vulnerable in the presence of greater
people of spiritual people not about
Caernarfon guys lot of chakra no but
nonetheless sometimes even the darkest
not necessarily even intentionally at
the end you feel you feel a little used
yeah buts once in a while you become a
vulnerable in the presence of real truth
of let's call it ain't safe of
Emmis which has no agenda outside of
truth and then you become healed because
you can't become healed without
vulnerability if you're not vulnerable
how do you get healed right if you're
not ready to take off your clothes and
show your doctor what you have how is he
gonna heal you they say that there was
once to heaven in the hospitals and
going in a Jew and they both suffered
from gout in their feet
you know gout a result of diabetes and
that's terrible it's very painful the
doctor comes into the Gentile he says
let me see the foot that has the problem
we show them the foot doctor starts
touching and poking and he's screaming
it's very painful he's screaming no then
he goes to the Jew says let me see so he
shows him his foot and he pokes and
looks and he's quiet and a half and now
he's quiet leaves didn't tell turns to
the jury says how do you have so much
self-control so I showed him the healthy
foot think I'm crazy like you I showed
him the sick leg I said I'm the healthy
you understand so when we're not
vulnerable when I don't show my my sick
like I can't get healed so vulnerability
to be requisite for healing but you want
to be vulnerable in a place of complete
complete trust and Trust doesn't only
mean on one let me that the person you
could trust no it means the message you
can trust in the stand and it means that
the person and the message are one so
it's a different level of vulnerability
and you feel it immediately there's a
vulnerability that as you put it it
brings you closer to yourself it it
makes you feel more wholesome address
it's yeah you you know at the end you're
not a victim you become empowered
because the the one because the the
sword the one who you were vulnerable it
was no manipulation involved not even
unconscious if there's manipulation even
unconscious you feel like a victim at
the end
you come out and you know that you're a
smart and you were used and you say
never again
yeah yeah yeah and it's not I mean I'm
not talking about an abuser I'm talking
about even uh even even somebody but but
but sometimes it's very Adel it's very
subtle it's very darkest dick fresh
diced onion and and at some point when
you could trust you have to be able to
trust because if you never trust then
you never show the doctor your foot so
we should be critical who we trust when
we trust and how we trust but once you
trust you gotta trust because if not if
you always remain like this when is the
next time he's gonna then it's like it's
like right I understand before you
choose your spouse you should be
critical you don't just say I'm married
but once you get married if your
everyday gonna maybe you're not my wife
maybe you're not my you're not gonna
grow you know what I mean if it's tag or
a serious problem then yeah you're right
you may be talking out then you have to
maybe separate class for normal but the
point is if it's the right person now
you got to go you got to put your soul
into it
if not you're not gonna build anything
yeah that's where surrender comes but
it's not a surrender that that that
destroys you serious a sham lehayim is
not a surrender destroys safe here yeah
yeah yeah imagine the infant the infant
right nine months in the in the womb of
its mother it's a safe place and the
infant is born with that safety and when
the infant is there you know you're
drinking the milk of its mother and you
watch the baby falling asleep in the
mother's arms you see a safe world and
that's what civilization is based on
those moments
but the infants who didn't have that
right they're scarred sometimes for life
because that basic trust is gone but
imagine you would come to that infant
and says oh who says you could trust
your mother she's just a selfish
narcissist and find milk somewhere else
you're destroying the beauty of life
that's where the beauty of life is that
the infant sleeps and has no worries in
the world
the mother is holding in and singing to
the baby right and if you come to the
baby and say don't trust this person
this is a corrupt world you're doing the
greatest crime why yes there are mothers
who are crazy there are mothers who are
abusive but there are millions of
mothers who are who are mothers and and
and and and and and that's what gives
their children to safety so when you
discard it's the same way dominum ella
was pretty much affected by the number
i'm not going to give me that telling
over there I always I'm taken by this
posit Don Villa Mella was very very he
struggled terribly we're gonna learn in
this mime at the end in the mind man I
don't know if you know he was thrown
away by his brothers and my his father
he was seen as a mom sir he lvv me as a
phony varsham yes rainy his whole life
he was I don't want to use the word
abused but he was he says go for my
dolphin - hello now she kagama
al am i kagama a line off she I always
feel like an infant suckling what's the
word suckling from its mother that's
what my soul feels like in other words
the Vidar Mela had a place where he can
go to and just be completely like a baby
suckers baby feeding off its mother's
love and mother's milk but you have to
have that place if you don't have that
place you're missing that sacred corner
in life that oasis in life now many
people never had that place and they
look for it everywhere and they
sometimes people say
I'll give it to you right but it's very
hard for them to trust and sometimes
they do and maybe they get hurt a little
bit again even if it's not so
intentional but then once in a while
come a cuff Lamon Aleph 1:31 employs
Shiva Siva de Monte now she could Gumble
al ami it's very powerful look in the
English translation of the Russian
translation and this is at the end of
tehilim governor Malek went through all
of his crises and this but he had that
so sometimes once in a while you meet
that source of light where you could be
completely completely naked so to speak
emotionally I mean for spiritual II
psychologically and you're safe and the
reason you're safe is because there's no
manipulation there's no agenda there's
no nobody's making like you know there's
no there's no people it is and you could
be it's a place where you could be where
he or she or that wants you to be and
it's it's it's about that empowerment
and that discovery of who you really are
and when you see that then when you
sense it then when you experience it you
come home you it's different can it be
proven in a laboratory and I'm not sure
it's irrelevant
yeah people know it rings true it
resonates it feels right now maybe
everybody's manipulated yeah I mean yeah
you know you can argue forever that
everything is aligned anybody's a
manipulator but as the expression is in
the corium DBMS
at some point lies come out it comes out
could take seventy years but it comes
out an MS also comes out it also comes
out
the Rambam they burnt his swaram yeah
years after his death they burnt this
from rashon and burnt this forum the
courses and this
ah good seven-hour drive the marina
Volcom safer Hamada and they meant well
they didn't mean they felt that its
destructive for the Jewish people
no be new yoyo wrote I reach over you
know to do true ver for what he did to
the Rumba obey new Jana anti yah we
learnt shy reach over was his own sugar
for what he did to their armor ya rabb a
new yarn is one of the biggest loss on
him against Iran ma and then he realized
he made a mistake but look at that's
what I that's what I been oh yeah I know
what you got to say first I reach over
to do children nobody knew Jana yes
that's the tradition I don't know if
it's if it's been authenticated
historically but that's what I heard
many years ago I read it many times
where AB a new yoyo was a big fighter
against the Rambam it says in many
places I've seen this in many places I
can't say tell you that I can't swear on
it cause I'll it sound like he wrote it
himself but that's a it's a well-known
tradition maybe it's a theory maybe it's
not true maybe it is true my point is
this today the Rambam yeah there's the
house of Claudius trivia Shiva maligned
Rama Rama Rama caught it on Mimoza yeah
sometimes in its generation or even
generations after there could be a
person or a source that people criticize
and burn and make fun of now after an in
the life of the Rambam in yemen they
used to mention him in the Kaddish okay
yeah thing OVA Mahan oversee a Darabont
of moisture Ben Maimon
oh but hey the whole base is Tobago's
McAuliffe that's the respect they had
for their emblem they mentioned them
every time in Kaddish recitation in your
life but Hyderabad Amish his life and
the highways oh and in the Ashkenazi
yeah some of them were burning his
father and put him in a coup d'etat huh
yeah so you have that in Jewish history
others sometimes in its generation or
even generation sometimes after people
don't have the mindset to appreciate
something
and then as time progresses they look
and they're like oh my god what did we
miss her halation yeah because they
sometimes it takes time for people also
to discover a mess it takes time yeah
sometimes it takes time for people to
discover a mess it's not so easy
especially if they were brought up in a
certain way in this cultural resistance
and they heard a lot of stuff it takes
time for people to to see truth but
those who represent truth are never
worried about it because if it's true
it's true they don't they don't get an
ass ball from anything they may be hurt
and pained but they don't they don't get
deterred because if it's reality it's
real it prevails reality is never afraid
of reality you understand
reality is never afraid of reality not
reality is afraid of reality never
intimidated reality can't be intimidated
it's never intimidated because it's
authentic you can't intimidate it you
can't threaten it it's reality
you could threaten it externally you
know a lot of in Germany they burnt
books they were always burned books says
already Jakob burnt a saw Magilla say
huh
a little bit Chinese and villainess are
often voices Perkis you could burn
parchment you can't burn ideas you could
burn the parchment you can't burn how do
you burn an idea ah you could burn the
parchment on which truth is written you
can't burn the truth this doesn't work
you could try to burn it it's not gonna
burn if it's true it's not gonna burn
they think that the truth is only the
parchment so they burn the parchment but
if the truth is the truth
it's not gonna change Annie Hashem
Alicia nice a first a specific log now
if she could gamble away emo now if she
could gamble away my when you find a
safer you find a source and Toyota you
find a rebel you find a teacher a master
and you could feel like an infant in the
bosom of its mother suckling the milk so
you stay there
you stay there it's simple it's always
simple a mess is simple
otama ven hanyan that is not perfect
yeah yeah yeah mmm that's important to
say you can't if you're waiting for your
teacher to be perfect you're never gonna
have a teacher you want your teacher to
be honest not perfect if a teacher is
dishonest it's hard to be Mocambo from
them it's hard but you know what
sometimes is also the concept of totally
our hull clip aah sighs Eric you have to
take what's good and sometimes disregard
all the stuff you know you know what I
mean we have to we don't want to limit
ourselves sometimes great people have
also great restrain us we don't want to
limit ourselves and it's not a mitzvah
you know sometimes parents put down
teachers to their children and they
don't always do them a service
you know if somebody tells me he's going
to a rabbi and he's being inspired by
that rabbi if somebody tells you and you
happen to have a story about that rabbi
it's not a mitzvah like he's getting
inspiration the rabbi is doing something
good for him doesn't mean the rabbi is a
perfect person no but you don't want to
take away from a person his source of
inspiration
as long as the rabbi's not manipulating
him or distorting the information but
he's a human something good yeah we're
all imperfect in our own way the
question is not so much I want perfect
we are it's what are we teaching are we
allowing our imperfections to distort
our teachings that's the difference I
may have a sort of bigots aura and I may
a have but I have to always ask is it
distorting the teaching sometimes it
does unconsciously but can you look for
it can you identify it so that's always
the issue in teaching you can't expect
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