Maamar Purim 5715 #2: IFS and the Tanya; What Moshiach Wanted From The Baal Shem Tov

okay good morning everybody we began last year on Monday a new put him 1955 by the which began on the in Bam's prophetic declarations he speaks of about the nation of amalik and he says amalik which literally means amalik was the first nation to combat to declare war on the Jewish people especially that he was unprovoked and completely not triggered in any way and there was no perceived threat not territorially not politically not militarily so he was the first one the Med says that it's like a hot bath that everybody is scared to touch and then somebody jumps in even though they get burnt they get scorched but it's worth it for them in order to cool it off for others and that was aik when the Jewish people came out of As we sing as they sang in the in the song at the sea everybody was taken over by a by reverence so came and said V is this spus there's nothing to get very inspired by and he jumps into the bath to the hot bathtub even though he himself gets hurt by it so this is he's the beginning of the opposition the Genesis of it all and thus at the end that day usually we say all the nations will be transformed and here there's something IID which means it will perish it will be obliterated that's the beginning that's how he began I just want to mention today's class is dedicated by Nancy Miller in honor of her parents yard site yard sites mha Ben elazar on the 6th of the 22nd yard site ofha Ben Alazar and sirel Bas David whose yard site is on the sixth of other Alf other one the 16th yard site may they continue to be good in for their family and for cl amen thank you very very much also dedicated who passed away on in Tel Aviv now since since it says that the TAA is eternal in every time and every space and everything in the physical world comes from the spiritual reality so this encounter with amalik is something that's applicable in every time and in every generation and this he starts off a whole explanation amik represents and I don't know how you translate that but it's already an English word and G arrogance and this ises it's the beginning of all the seven Midas the seven tribes in Canan represent seven mid and is the beginning of it the beginning of all the negative and toxic mid and therefore in order to explain all of this started p b chapter 2 which we focused on also in last year and that is that the med says that every name every soul has five names and um these represents five states of the soul and this this is going to be the major discussion a main discussion in this m NE is on the bottom you have higher when you say higher and lower doesn't mean in space something on the top floor on the next floor on the next floor higher and lower means it touches deeper aspects of the self It also says that nees this says in cabala that the says this andanar also brings this in NE is associated with liver the liver R is associated with the heart and aam is associated with the with the brain the mind and the brain and then there's on top he'll explain soon he started off with which represents the ability of the soul to perceive and perceive through SE SE is a particular way of perception through intellect through understanding spe specifically it's the quality of B cuz B actually means to understand same like we say in the morning that's the quality of a the of hasem gives us the ability to understand at least one of the interpretations and in understanding something he said there's different stages there's understanding something you remember is understanding something from metaphors without references what we call mum Parables stories illustrations which you always do in order to make it accessible from there you get access to the idea itself and that itself there's just a general understanding but then there is what's called a granular understanding which means you it into you dissect it you get all of the details and then you can get to step three which is you have the you have the full picture and you get to the to the core of the idea to the to the ultimate core of the idea he gives a mus he says since we're talking here about the ne the Divine Soul the Divine soul is a derivative of the consciousness of infinity so the entire identity of the Divine soul is its connection and its relationship withus with godliness in other words everything in life it experiences through the prism through the perspective through the lenses of divinity that's the the ne is not something that needs to connect itself through different methods to a concept called it's it's a derivative of so by the to explain and see in everything and understand the the god in it so he says when it wants to explain to itself the whole concept of yes the creation yes and the continuous emergence of every single thing every moment from nothingness or from no thingness into something so it has the Paradox that on one hand there's a the Divine energy is embodied and enclosed in everything because it creates it it gives it sustenance and therefore it constitutes its engine its battery its fuel its identity and it's very chemistry it's all a manifestation of the so obviously the has to have an the is relatable to the reality because the reality is a manifestation of the on the other hand in that very moment the light is also the Divine Light is of it's completely infinite and Transcendent so while it is completely imminent and and immersed it's not in mesed and entangled to the point like we learned in the it's and it's Al through T everything has its own letters and therefore its own identity but still you say it retains it its Purity so he says when a p the will give a mus from it the musle from it is going to be the soul and the body the self where there's also two aspects there's the way the soul fills the body say that the soul is a mus for the says so you have a musle from the soul on the body on the other hand from the in the body you also have those elements of the soul that are the that are not manifested in the sense that it's consciously filtered through and felt by the body so here is a mus for the concept of the mush he's giving a metaphor an example of how the does this all the mum we bring from a person from the self it's because it's the easiest and most accessible way to understand the relationship of the truth the true energy of the universe with the universe and then he says from there you come not just to the mush you come to the nimel and then to the nimel not just to the idea but also to the which is the the core of it all he says it gives you a it gives you access to understand the P the core of the idea and the core of the idea is even beyond the garments of comprehension even Beyond L even comprehension is a you get to the real real truth of it which is beyond comprehension if this is true that through b you can get to the ultimate truth truth of something even that which is beyond comprehension this already needs explanation and for this came the next piece quite a quite a revolutionary shle and that is we know that the whole very concept of SE is a created reality what mean a created reality Infinity truth is not defined even by intellect just like it's not defined just like just like you don't Define Hashem as a rock or as a mountain or as a cloud or as a star you also don't Define them as an intellect true it's a much more abstract definition yeah a rock is a rock and a mountain is a mountain and a star is a star and the Sun is the son but SE it's not a physical reality intellect but it's a spiritual reality it's a definition that's also not a definition that's not how you define it how then comes it's because there's something called means that Hashem emanated from within his Infinity the quality of understanding his own understanding he identifies within infinity infinity has the capacity for everything for all details including the quality of understanding and this is called B what's B it's the way the first the the first the first time so to speak where the Divine is manifested through the quality of through the quality of and all experiences of understanding are rooted in that the truth B is divine understanding so it's also infinite but from there you have what called B and all the way B and every form every brain that understands reality it's ultimately a manifestation of B and where does it begin it begins Inus so theas for example sit in G says enjoy they bask in the r doesn't mean they bask bask means they Tas they grasp they experience through their brain and ultimately their heart and their very being their being is filled with the experience of the Divine which is blissful that's G that's the way B is manifested in a world where there's created Souls that can manifest that can experience it all the way down to B down here in this world and even in this world you have endless manifestations of how much understanding there is how much reality you can pick up how much you grasp the of one said that for every single question he has an answer but for every answer he has another question for every question but for every answer he has a question what's an answer in one world becomes a question relative to a higher space and then there's an answer for that too but then there becomes a a deeper question which becomes an invitation to yet a higher space and so forth according to this it would see that Nas which Nish means understanding as we said is at best their their grasp of experience can be at best till till because the whole experience of understanding is is based on B so in hav you can't get you can't get any higher here we're saying that through b your tus the of something even Beyond on this he asked the question that you see the and then him afterwards spoke about things higher than and higher even Beyond and Beyond and not only they first of all how can they speak about it and he said if you a bigger question is that they spoke about it not just in a way of talking and explaining something that remains abstract but rather as he put it in a way that one could have not just to Manifest this this one even in awareness of a person and they didn't just talk about it for themselves but for every person he quoted from the says that those who don't immerse themselves in this it's called it's a betrayal of the Soul it's a with their not with go with how can a even go there how could have they gone there even like fine so go then see him after the AL Etc and even if you have some explanation how you talking about it to regular people most today are not you can't compare to he said something completely Transcendent but here you're talking about you're talking talking about and this was the point this was our last Point yeah you remember this yeah what was the last point the last point was this was a this was the V that when we talk about what the whole evolution of all the levels it's not like some people can understand it's explaining one level and another level and another level and then another level and another level and as I said it gets very confusing like before this we know there's one God and now suddenly you have millions of levels and every level is divided into another million levels and a billion levels it's the exact it's the exact opposite it's all in order to be able to experience the true Oneness because what represents is that Hashem in his pure infinite Oneness is also chose to manifest himself through endless diversity in cabalistic language it would be called preimum postum I'm going to use a lot of words now Cav in the world of this is this is the language so some people think great cabalist some every name they have and every name in another level and somehow they know how to connect levels and and work with reality but the way that EB explains it is it's a whole it's it's something much something that's relevant to every person if you understand what it really means and the point is can can the true Oneness really be manifested can I and you in your daily life be a manifestation Anem an embodiment of what's of so you think that's that's ridiculous in his Essence yeah he's one he's infinite wherever that is what's have to do with me I live in a space of there's move there's there are moods there's ups there's Downs there's experiences and then there's that's even a good day there ups and downs and moods and experiences and you're going here you're going there and you have to deal with the Daily Grind of life and the details and then there's all the triggers of a person all the rabbit holes were taken down to all the different emotions and instincts and responses and the more self-awareness there is right the more one sees complexity and the complexity is not only complex as in this beautiful tapest Tre that too but it's sometimes complex in a very in a very difficult way in a challenging way sometimes in a dark way so either you say the Oneness of infinity is somewhere relegated to that realm and maybe at certain points in life maybe you'll have a little glimpse of it but the eye in all of its manifestations is of course in a different world so that's one one extreme or conversely a person denies all these parts of him or represses it or buries it or ignores it because obviously that can't manifest the whole the the is and when your nervous system gets this this is a life change this is lifechanging is that the whole idea of creation was the Courage the vulnerable courage of Atmos to be manifested to be embodied in Endless diversity every every quality in a person's life every Journey every experience what is it it's it's it's a manifestation of we think it states of your own mind it states of your own consciousness sometimes a person is a person is so if there was only something called all reality that we know would ident would be a manifestation but there's also there's also and then there's veils and other veils there every level and it's not some level on a map some spiritual metaphysical per abstract map it's really a map of reality and every element of reality is a manifestation of another what's then what's really is just like hasem nobody's going to say ah he's manifested through that's it all there is is g no it's the way the infinite undifferentiated Transcendent core that doesn't even have words or describing it not even Transcendence describes it is manifested through this inion doesn't limit him it's a manifestation it's an embodiment of it why is that so important cuz that means that you don't have to be afraid of any of your parts every dimension of life is another opportunity and an invitation to manifest that actus that oness through its and it in its experience and going into its experience knowing this means that actually you you were sent there in order to be a and in one of them says this is what actually heal this is what actually bring back to its core back to atmus because it was it was it was all created for the person to be able to live through that experience and bring it back to the core so is depending on the person for its sublimation that's what means sin is rooted in so the has that experience so you don't say okay the is now stuck in B so all it can get to his no even in the B of the it touches every truth all the way toos it has a to B and as re to that which is beyond B to that which is beyond simp now it's being manifested through b or through another quality as he says just like the atmos the words are very just like Atmos is n what do mean it's embodied it's manifested through things that are lower that don't look like atmus they look defined all the way to B and then all the way to so the the core which is one with the core of hem also comes down into the world of understanding but therefore even through understanding and in understanding the soul is connected to that which is beyond comprehension even Beyond all the way to and that's why we could say if hear understand get that the the understanding can reach all the way to what are you talking about how because essentially every feature of is the mechanism of fusing Oneness with the in totality and all all the spectrums of light you know light if you want to do light can travel in different ways right you always have to know the speed of it what they call the electromagnetic field where is it'll give all the scientific definitions and based on different kalum that we have in our eyes and our brain we could pick up different frequen frequencies of light I can't see not because they don't exist huh a lot a lot most there's birds that see colors that we don't see not because they don't exist we don't have the to pick up those frequencies of light say you could say every level is a different frequency of Atmos it's Atmos it's a different frequency of and to but never get stuck in the frequency never get stuck in that frequency always connect it back back to its source it's the source being manifested through it this is the frequency I'm in now because this is the now this is the frequency yeah but I and when you know that so then in every frequency you're connected to the entire Source you're not stuck there so even B he says b we look a b so you're that's your B it's the way Atmos comes in through b and that's why all the why that's why all the levels are so important people get confused God created the world all the M it's not to make more it was one hasem and now we have billions of levels it's to be able to go back that this it's all one and one means really One what does it mean really one even in even in my system it's one could say it's one somewhere there fine but I'm I'm not living one I'm living in a world of fragmentation that permeates could permeate every space that's the whole it's clear you understand you don't understand okay Gooden you're saying what exactly how like I'm going I'm going out and now I don't know what freeny I'm in for that you have a wife She'll always tell you which frequency you're in but you have to ask and wait for the answer and not get triggered when you hear the answer and even if you get triggered you work through that trigger that's also a frequency that's also frequency more than you think you're asking for somebody who's not married okay every moment happen because this is the whole of living that's what it means doesn't mean I close my eyes and I'm right that right now shim and Sparks went into sh and from there there was a cosmic explosion and then shame flew into shame and then into shame and something happened so even if you believe it okay and real yeah they D withus and this right that's the whole voice of the M that this is not foral I received a letter after last last year I told you that in there's a there's a letter that the wrote to his brother-in-law right about that he had in 1746 it's actually two years a year and a year after ALB was born was born 1745 in El same day as the was also born and a little bit a year later a year and a few days later that's where he says that he met mashiah it's a long letter he describes it at length it was very dangerous said he'll take him huh says and he said he never went up so high the B says about himself to his brother he never went up so high yeah up it doesn't mean he top of Empire State Building that you need a good cherry picker we're talking talking inside here you could you could be sitting in one place nobody the goes up we learned in B said at the end of his life because of manyas he was piled that even Friday night he should be able to answer people's questions even though he had a such sh shabas he was two-third up and what third down unlike the rest of the week should be able to answer people's questions to answer people's questions you have to relate to where they are it's not a computer answering questions you put it through an artificial intelligence and we concoct an answer based on the data on the internet he had to be it had to be he had to relate to them how can he relate to them so this was a unique of the that in the highest space he can be in the lowest space how because this is the whole V of the that the lowest space is not really a lowest space it's a of how is manifested through that place so in this letter you understand so it gives a whole new that so really it's all one yeah you said very well last year it's true in terms of vocation not in terms of essence in vocation it's a different experiences reality very different than that he wrote for himself after because they founded in his room and they published them like a whole set of 50 around 15 books that he wrote in his youth so the never published them they by him but afterwards they published them so it's all the things he wrote for himself lot of very interesting things there so there's also a diary there things he heard from his father-in-law the previous so he says that told him that whenever anyone walked into his father everyone walked in he would smile he would smart so I was reading it and I thought okay that's uh that's a beautiful quality somebody walks in and you give a smile right it's called he explains the told him why why did he smile he says how do you listen to this how do you make a between and his father was a of how could you connect is connection the deepest connection from together Joy breaches borders breaches together so the the smile was together between now huh there's no wall yeah there's no wall huh yeah you see when builds walls you see when a person is in a depression they build they go behind walls they're isolated and you don't let anybody have access it's openness openness to what first of all openness to yourself so that you can experience the flow and the Resonance of all the parts of yourself and that's why by the way more Sim also means more pain people think it's the other way around more Sim means you're open to the entire flow of the Soul so whatever is coming through is coming through pain not s is not pain is Joy but someone says I'm going to only experience laughter and not tears they're not going to experience laughter it's you know what it's like if there's a leak in the house so what do we do we go to the boiler we shut the water so it's not just the leak is going to stop the sinks are also not going to work you can't take a bath you can't take a job why not cuz you shut the water sometimes we have pain as children so we shut the water we stop feeling we disassociate so you don't feel anything you can't even feel your children you can't feel the Sim of your children you can't feel the Sim of your Mar I can't feel the Sim of anything now you want me to feel the S of my relationship with God I can't even feel me you understand what I'm saying when you open up the water yeah there's clean water there's other water you have to work through but it's flowing so means there's a flow it's not stopped so you're open to the entire resonance to the entire uh Symphony to the entire dance in the human soul and that includes a lot the whole of is that it's all it's not you went away Fromm is not stuck in B he's not stuck in so the whole is the miracle of fusing Oneness with every nuance and detail of a person's expression you guys are tus what I'm saying doesn't reality mirror that say person you used the example of a wife before she'll tell you as much as a human can what what is you that emotion being is looking for then reality itself somehow would reflect it so used to one of the I reality yeah in that how toine that mirroring yeah is is yeah yeah yeah now it's hard it's not so it's easier to give a she of it than to live it because when I'm in that trigger when I'm in that rabbit hole that rabbit hole didn't listen to the She For What reason I don't know why trying to get him to listen but he doesn't listen he's busy surviving you understand so it's all nice in the mind and in the heart but this is the it's the truth so so when I'm when I'm being slept down that emotional Rabbit Hole whatever that looks like it's not saying okay this is going to be an experiment of of how Atmos is manifested through this experience because it's a real experience that's the whole point say is not fake it's not fictional it's not a cute map with a lot of different levels that are all a joke it's the real experience it's infinite Consciousness a finite fining finite experience but the finite experience doesn't say it's infinite Consciousness it's a finite experience and what if it's a dark experience finite MAA finite okay but finite is finite but finite is also the beginning of Darkness like we learned all Darkness begins with finiteness right the word ra means broken it's broken off Infinity once it's defined now it evolves into separation isolation all the way into darkness so it becomes it's a very real reality and when you say it's all so that means that through and in that experience when a person can remain anchored Anchored In the truth of their soul which is a and which is not a victim to the trigger but it was sent on a mission through the trigger so it's almost like you have to let it pass through you you know it's like passing through you but not getting swept away with the waves you know the great Surfers will tell you don't fight the waves allow the waves to direct your journey to create the momentum don't fight the wave the wave is what you want to utilize as your uh instrument to be able to go up where you got to go to and go down and reach the destination you want to reach so you're not entangled with an enemy essentially you could become entangled with it it becomes me versus it because you don't realize your power you don't realize how anchored you are in that space of goodness in that space of Holiness so when the B writes to his brother-in-law about his Al he says he asked Mia when are you coming when your Wellsprings will be disseminated means to the most out remote spaces and doesn't only mean geographically that of course too but it also means the in the person you have to go out so the B added that mhia told them this is much less known said and that everybody and the all of the Jews everybody will be able to do like [Music] you that's what he says those two things so he asked when are you g to come so he answered that's in the letter in that F in that letter so somebody writes to me very distinguished uh participant uh virtually in our our class you touched on something that I wanted clarification on for decades the second part of the response of M to the is when doing as you do will be a widespread experience by the Jewish people so wasn't Messiah was it was messia referring to combinations of letters and various configurations of God's names which is how we understand right you take different letters and you unify them and names and you unify them for this you have to have this encyclopedic knowledge and then you unify them in your brain and somehow it has an impact on reality and that's what he means and this is usually associated with the technicalities of practical Caba Caba somehow you could change things in the DNA of creation which theal warns against so it's like for many of us that's like spooky stuff and when somebody is doing it either you become in awe of them or you run very very far from them you know depends on your background depends how much you were hurt in life depends how cynical you are uh huh depends what your wife says yeah but what you saying is Messiah was referring to the personal in of revealing God's Oneness within personal traumas it's not my word it's the email don't blame me within personal traumas longstanding triggers and banal daily challenges that cane that can assume exaggerated importance duee sometimes to the body's unmet needs sleep deprivation pain thirst hunger within tragedies within the journeys of life mhia is referring to the a of serving to the AV of serving to facilitate the revealment of hashem's Oneness within the darkness also of others because then I become a channel the B we know was a teacher and also a Healer so I think this is one of the main messages here when we speak about he says it's it's asked of every this is the inner inner that belongs to every person so in conclusion this gives us a when we speak about which is B it's not just understanding things the way they can be filtered through the limits of intellect and understanding and that itself everyone has their own limited way of understanding things but essentially in one's awareness the Nish is capable of getting everything what do we mean everything not everything in a way that I control it because when you get everything you're not controlling anything you surrender we only control when things are filtered so much that we feel that we can own them when you get everything basically the become subsumed in that Oneness of iron so the B takes the soul into the which is only being channeled through b this is this is the this is the general point he wanted to say about the level of now he speaks about R what's R this is all going to be in the this is all in the Divine Soul he's going to go through all of this also in the animal soul and here you start identif ifying the different experiences or frequencies where a person is in cuz the animal Soul experiences also it has and and just like the Divine soul and the two are in a constant relationship so that's what is is so he says in the this is what refers to the mid generally Midas so we spoke about that's and now we speak about Midas what is this in the [Music] there's a special in the which means a special so to speak fuse or faculty and what is its inion what is its entire theme what is its functionality was it what is its purpose to experience a love and all of the other mid which are the branches they're The Offspring they're the derivatives of generally we speak about seven but the first two are a and the other ones are branches why are they called branches the tree is a tree the tree has roots the tree has a trunk and then all the branches an are called branches they're derivatives of that tree because are the two mid AA means love and means a essentially AA means I want to be closer I feel connection to you I feel attachment I love you I love it that's AA and here is is the sense of awe of reverence it's the respect and it's the space that we create out of respect right when you say the is attraction and year is an element of rejection now there's rejection in a negative way but here we're not talking in a negative way here we're talking in terms of or reverence the respect boundaries so a ultimately are the first two a is that feeling of of closeness of intimacy of Oneness of removing boundaries and creating fusion and Oneness and then Y is recoiling so to speak and recognizing differentiation diversity you versus me your space my space and as we know the two are very very important in relationships on one end if you only have year we just have distance but if we only have AA we can have inment you know what inment means and that viter takes away the uniqueness of indiv the individual in mes where you don't recognize anymore is not very fond of sh I'm you you're me cuz then there's no you there's no me the famous ver of the KB right if I am I because you are you and you are you because I am I I am not I and you are not you but if I am I because I am I and you are you because you are you I am I and you are you and now we can begin too so what is he saying if I am I because you are you and others my entire eye is just a response to you and your entire you is a response to eye so there's no solid person so there's no I there's no you I also can't even rely on you because the whole you is just based on me so it's like you're looking to see which mood I'm in and that's how you're going to become so you're like Wax that's waiting to be molded by the other person so there's no person I can lean on that's why people Pleasers is very hard to have a relationship with them because who am I having am I having a relationship with somebody who's changing based on what they think is my need so like who am I connecting to I don't have anybody to connect to it's like I have to look in the mirror like you look in the mirror and you see what I look like and now you become that so on one hand you're trying to be so good and so nice like you want to be so easy but essentially it ends up there's no there's nobody here so that's why distance is as important as closeness a are the two polar mid from it comes ultimately all the other Midas they're called branches that's what is and it say's message was a came to the world and said everything is one everything is one that was so doesn't say he called down in the name of the god of the world he doesn't say that he says God the world not so the AL explains and other places that that was the whole it's not it's so essentially all the differentiations are just our own perception and really everything is one that's incredible that was a revolutionary idea that's the core of and that's what's going to be revealed in so what does do says there's there's boundaries there's boundaries in order to be able to maintain that Oneness you need boundaries that's the concept of that's the concept of gur that's the concept of limits in other words in the name of Oneness you can obliterate all boundaries and instead of experiencing the Oneness a person could just lose everything so it yeah it's a very it's could be a it's a very very delicate balance this Isam this is core this is's core this is what manifest and then manifests the concept of and then yov needs to bring the two together we have to stop thinking in terms of polarities I told you last time there's oxygen and there's food the whole idea here is that there's nothing that's not shalim every element of say is part of everything it's just manifested through this quality so there's nothing that's incomplete that's what the said when you grasp one part of it you grasp all of it why cuz if you're touching the core if you it's some unbelievable ver if if you're touching the core there's no such a thing a part what mean so why you saying the part cuz if you're touching the core it means that every part is a full manifestation of the core so why is it a part because it's the way theum is being manifested through the through this part so the part is never competing with another part it's never afraid of another part so when you go back to the real etum to the real self all parts are welcome because all parts I know that was an ifs line okay but it's a it's it's a I had an interview with Richard Schwarz he uh he he made the ifs system it's very popular today in Psychology ifs internal family systems so it's all based that a person has different parts we don't have a mono brain you don't have one brain you have different brains so we did a an interview a few months ago so I told him that there's a book He's a I told him there's a book a Jewish book and I quote it from T chapter 28 says that people get very upset that the middle of daving they have you're having a good Ding and suddenly you have all these crazy thoughts you know or not crazy but just overwhelming debilitating or just disturbing thoughts so they say that says people say that means that I'm a joke it means I'm a I'm an illegitimate deceptive person I'm a liar I'm just a dishonest person your daving is garnish it's like the signs and Sh right you know you're not let a D in the middle of talking you were middle of talking and somebody once came to the of and he says he has by daving so he said no no no no by you the daving is the the the are not Z the are normal the daving is the he was trying to tell him you know we need here you need to need to set restart like you're fooling yourself so this is that people say it's not says like this the truth is say if there was one Soul then yeah then either you're M yeah or you're a liar a minute like this I love you I hate you I want to be with you I don't want to be with you what do you want there's different parts one part said this another part said this it's different parts and if you have 100 people sitting at a you want everybody to say the same thing then has one view has one and Al explains when one part sees the the other one is getting so strong it thinks it's going to be defeated and if it gets defeated you won't be able to live so now it gives a in wrestling he says in wrestling you know you have when you wrestle somebody and you almost get them down what happens suddenly they find new energy to fight back and they resist why why do you wake up now you're almost done you're almost killed of course he woke up now cuz he's about to be killed so he says when the Mak go crazy it's a compliment it's a compliment the parts got triggered because I told this to him he couldn't believe it he says when was this written said in the 1780s the 1780s because this is like a quote the mistake is you think you have one part so you're getting all crazy like who am I it's different parts having different that awarness is an incredible awarness so now you could see that how did I get into Parts why am I talking about parts that's the whole V so what's the of yeah what's the of that once you touch then there's no of course there's a but the whole is just a way of channeling the so you're not afraid of any and that's what means that's what he said that when everybody will be able to make like you what mean like you it's not a compliment to the B everybody will copy you when this Consciousness will permeate our inner Hearts our inner brains our homes our communities and our world this is essentially what Ghul looks like this is what Redemption looks like this is what real Bliss is this is what it is right you have so many questions saying well I'm in a frequency yeah and sometimes I have to work things through I have to I have to with compassion work it through that's what means is the blueprint of the whole when people start learning it's very confusing it's like mixes cab with a and all these SPH and madas like what do you want from me I'm just trying to be a happier person so a person who's just learning it philosophically or just for theology to get another toine so it's more abstract but for a person when we call aak somebody's searching it can get very very confusing it goes back to the source like I said last time there's seeing healing in the context of illness and they're seeing illness in the context of healing that's that's where real healing comes as long as we see healing in the context of illness I have a boo boo now give me Tylenol that's not healing it's healing that's responding to illness it's like a defensive War we don't want a defensive War we want an offensive War a defensive war is defined by the enemy you understand what I'm saying an offensive war is defined by you not by your enemy you decide when to attack how to attack you create the goal it's a different thing it's what Israel is scared of always always defending always defending you shoot another missile I'll find another technology to defend myself that's not what you need I'll send missiles and I'll make a new technology against you cuz we're brilliant because we're high-tech name of milary again that's reactive it's reactive so the same as in healing as long as it's reactive the healing is very limited so we have to live a life as a white chest piece yeah yeah yeah healing illness in the context of healing that's what you need see your illness see your challenge in the context of healing see it in the context of your soul let your soul Define your trauma don't allow your trauma to Define your soul that was a good one it wasn't prepared it came you hear you understand the difference I have so many things so let me find my soul so my trauma is now going to give permission to find that Soul that's going to allow me to feel a little better no this is what he's saying here go back to Atmos you're from Atmos see the illness in that context see it as the journey now it means fundamentally you were never ill that means fundamentally you're healthy you understand you're coming from a different place now it's very hard because my trauma doesn't like this you know why because it's going to get defeated and it's very it's trying to protect me if I get defeated who's going to protect you I'm the one protecting you to protect you in a crazy world so you have to understand that too it's also a part it's also a part that's the power that you don't have to be afraid of it it's also a part Atmos is not afraid of any level of nothing is going to get it stuck it's not going to become a victim because it never gets fenced it never get gets fenced into a Madre needs to be fluid that's why the that's why was so important by them what does do it removes blockages so now there's a flow so Atmos can flow through the whole when you're in a place of joy you can bring oxygen to all the blockages and open them up you remove the knots you untie the knots says I'm knotted my system is knotted it's knotted everything is knotted so the o can go there so the relationship can go there says it says it brings what does do since a person is a mirror image of Heaven and the microcosm is a reflection of the macro so when I go into a place of the whole system opens up in the entire Cosmos so what happens so there's a flow so now hisus is not isolated from its source so everything gets its TI everything gets its sublimation the writes in a letter the AL ran away from Napoleon Napoleon invaded Russia June 1912 June 18 June 181 12th s b I believe 1812 the summer of 1812 June july2 he crossed the river vilna kova and made his way through Lithuania into bellus and ultimately into Russia Napoleon wanted it all th was living in liadi bellarus near Lithuania so as Napoleon was literally a few miles away shabas he escaped Al escaped and he began uh uh he began to to run and he ended up in Ukraine Southern Ukraine and that winter which was one of the coldest winters in Russian history and it it caused Napoleon to lose the war because he simply could not maintain his soldiers in that in that horror of of Russian frostbite right it's also what defeated Hitler in Russia Hitler and Napoleon both of them so Alba was running away and he fell ill and he passed away in in in in a place called Pi not far from had that's where he's buried the end of 1812 this was like a few months after he ran away it was unexpected Al was was healthy was strong but from all the of running away and he fell ill and he passed awayed writes that that shabas was like around 10:30 around 10:30 was tremendous and then he returned his his children right about writes that that he was DAV and he was in the room of the alter when he was was already not feeling well he was in bed it was literally a few it's a winter time so till it was 10:30 so this was m a little while before he passed away says I was I was daving M I guess he felt you know the situation is not good he was daving with a of and he says my my Z didn't say he waited till I finished and when I finished he turned to me and he said that he heard from the mag he heard from his that it says in says that he saw I saw the the throne and my and on it I saw [Music] right the image of hasem sitting on the throne so he says it's like the M of an so the like an it's [Music] called in Hebrew is a mirror m is a mirror the image that you show comes back to you so he told Al that it says says the lower world and the higher World reflect each other so when a person is in a state of s that energy reverberates in all of the worlds and that's what comes back so he told it to uh to to be in a state of and then shortly after he passed away that's what the I guess it was him so what's what's the hav here this this this this is the Power of Now what does this mean you're saying it's very nice butel the person is in another place right so what do you do with those parts so that's what we're talking about Sim doesn't mean you bury and repress your other parts that's not what means means K is in a state of I can tune into that even though there's other parts that are giving me fear and insecurity and have a thousand messages and they have to be worked through I don't have to be afraid of them it doesn't take away from the fact that the soul is in a state of Joy because it's in a state of trust and connection and Oneness like explains in s doesn't mean that I have to deny those parts of me that have different messages no it's part of say where I have to bring in the but when a person goes into that place so the blockages can open up and it's the best thing for those parts when you're in if I'm feeling all this anxiety so when I can tune into that place that's feeling Joy it will help with the anxiety how can you talk about have so much anxiety that's why you have to talk about doesn't mean you don't have anxiety doesn't mean disassociate for your emotion doesn't mean pinch your cheeks and smile and even when someone is beating you up inside just smile and make believe you're happy that's not what means is the inner place of the soul that has Serenity it has Serenity mind huh St of mind and it it exists in the person and then from that space you want to be able to talk to the other spaces more childlike spaces that are justifiably you know they're Rowdy they're they're they're shaken up I know it's all easier said than done I know that that's why it's called a but this is the only real a every other a is fiction you know what I mean it's either I'm distracting myself so I'm becoming addicted to my phone or whatever other kosher addictions I have and sometimes not Kosher even if it has a from somebody so I'm either distracting myself through this or through that or I detach this this this a is the of of of Oneness and it's it's it's daily it's the daily it's the daily a of creating that that so we was talking about you remember what I was talking about right so the boundaries of year the boundaries of year are very important boundaries doesn't mean so we're not one in order for us to really be one in a world where there can be so many distractions a person must have must have boundaries because you want the oness to be revealed if you just surrender you say everything is one so now the Clippers can also take over you want to make sure sure that the MS is one that the truth re gets gets manifested not just which means external blockages just take over the whole system and you call that oness that's not oness that's aan if a person wakes up in the morning yeah says everything is one so my emails are one and my telephone is is one and my the food is all one it's all yeah so for two hours I'm answering emails then I'm hungry so now it's time to have a meal at this point the person is so disoriented and so detached from AK you understand this the name of one is they just allowed all their blockages to take over so the person has to have boundaries like the gamar says you know what you do before ding what you don't do before ding that's a boundary play places I will look at places I will not look at websites I will not go to things my eyes will not look at I'm going to close my eyes conversations I will not join why why it's not it's not it's Clipper and it's going tole it's going to take you out of of of of of of that truth every person needs to know it's boundaries in in and it's what I do I don't do what I say what I don't say and where I allow my thoughts to go and where I don't allow them to so represented of all inclusivity now created the structures for that in order to have that you must have structure a person says sins the world is one so therefore why should I treat my children different than other children I'm going to be nice to all you know Stalin wanted to remove families you know that you come from huh you don't know one of the brilliant ideas of Stalin was everybody is one so what do you need families for the government will raise children with a consciousness of Oneness you understand theban no families watch to be families oh your family you take care of your kids the fabric the Fab the fabric that Hashem made for they to be one US is that there a family unit and when you get love from your parents right you can give that love to other people and there's boundaries somebody says I love everybody why should I be loyal to one woman I'm in love with the whole [Music] world let everybody be open they call it open love there's nothing that undermines love like open love there's Nob to love like open love why it's open we just say everything a it becomes an ins significant it's a joke there's no exclusivity there's no intimacy you need it's the exclusivity of a relationship that makes it unique that makes it that makes it trustworthy and when you're in that space now you can channel that to every person in in in in the appropriate ways gave about says people say what do you need for everybody's is one under one with God so he gave him mush he said imagine you want to cook something so he said know what do I need a pot for why can't fire and water it's all so let's bring the fire and the water together and we'll cook up a beautiful piece of meat so what's the end of the story the guy made a fire and then he brought water and he put the meat in it and he's still waiting for it to cook there's no water there's no fire ainb so what do you do you make a you build a pot pot is a m literally and the fire is under the m and the fire is not allow through the m and the water is on the other side of the m and what happens beautiful the fire heats up the water the water looks to the fire the fire looks to the water they benefit each other the water gives something to the fire the fire can't do because you can't put the meat Inside the Fire and the fire gives the water something it can't do cuz the water is cold it's not going to cook and together you have a beautiful dish how cuz you had a so how does so without obliterating differences in the source there's Tak no differences in the source there's no differences no but the way it comes out in if you obliterate differences you obliterate the whole story of creation so we go back to Atmos or you go down into Clipper with there's noas anymore you obliterate differentiation and when you obliterate differentiation what you do is you have to create new types of differentiations that are false that's what's happening now if you have bigger and walls how do soer is that balance yeah the says if you dream about pots you should anticipate peace know if anybody here dreams about pots but if you see a pot in I guess if you're very hungry and you see what's the I think says because the pot makes shom between the fire and the water so is that ability to be able to uh blend the two by understanding the role of each oneus wres it says in so the mag M says that m in Hebrew means the place where he lived like like but in Hebrew it comes from the word fear what I feared came says muger means fear or dread so means so the mag says yov went and he settled in the land of the of his father of so Theus right pretty intense V yov in was really a replica of what was yov doing in he was sent on a to go find all the Sparks by LA on you could say like this Yakov built the first kab house in I don't know if it's the most comfortable place for aabad house between turkey and Iraq Southern turkey Northern Iraq but Yakov built in the depth in the depths of the clip of love and he built a center for Holiness for and it wasn't so easy so that was the he finished the journey it's time to go back back to the spiritual Enclave to the spiritual Cocoon of kin so now yob said you know what I had enough of had enough of the universal tolerance it's time to go back it's time to create boundaries year or you know what he says what happened then so so the adopted that the next thing was they couldn't deal with Y anymore the whole with Y came out and the reason is because always comes after a in order to serve a not the other way around is a channel for a not a substitute for boundaries are never the objective the objective is Oneness to achieve Oneness you must have boundaries to achieve Oneness you must have limits to achieve Oneness you must have to achieve Oneness you have to have differentiation because if not everything gets obliterated everything gets absolved and we're not one we're just I'm not me and not you and the kav was there should be a relationship between two not obliterate the differences so when you obliterate those differences what happens is it's not a real anymore huh what's the so you saying what doesn't b mean you you dissolve right you become nothing B is the death of the ego the death of the separateness the death of the me as an isolated creature that's detached from The Source B doesn't mean the death of the self as a channel for Hashem cuz if that if it means that basically it means that the whole creation was a mistake you created me so I should be not me okay so don't create me so b b means we connect we connect everything you connect the self to the true self so that the self becomes a Channel of the true self now B itself there's endless levels on the deepest level of B the self is so connected to the core that you don't call it a self anymore not because it doesn't exist because its existence is beyond anything that will limit it as anything but the source you understand actually B makes it makes makes it a much deeper existence B connects it to the ultimate existence so is here to serve not to become a replacement for a what that means in very practical words is yeah any person who wants to live in a space of Ms you have to create boundaries for she you have to say this is not for me this is not for me I can't go here I can't be here because I'm not going to experience over there I'll just be derailed and I'll become crazy and it's not respect from my level of you have to respect respect means you have to channel the Oneness through who you are and this is going to take me away it's going to destroy me that's not it'san but if that creates a person who's busy judging everybody else now you defeated the whole purpose what happened they started to judge you're not from enough you're not from enough I don't like how you dress what's with the he what are you dreaming about that's not huh I hear you I stand corrected it's right away you don't look like you it's the focus is you don't look like me you don't look like [Music] me it's a very subtle thing you understand says You must have boundaries you need mid if not a becomes meaningless it's like the the the the the extreme left liberal love today what is itas we love we love we love becomes the so what happens innocent people are destroyed because your vision of Oneness I everything is one in Atmos yeah but there's a world where there's to and there's ra so how do you reveal and you have to cling to the to not make the that's not that's that's that's that's uh corrupting everything you're corrupting all the files that starts in a person themselves to turn thear into the and thear that's not going to create oness that's going to surrender to the Clipper it's going to make the Clipper stronger and it's going to take you further away from oness but the boundaries in the year is not the objective the objective is not you're bad you're bad you're bad you're bad you're bad you're bad you're bad I'm good that's not the objective the objective is the objective is love the objective is Connection in order for me to be able to be who I am as a channel as an ambassador of Love Light hope empathy healing and G [Music] Consciousness in order for me for you for us to be able to radiate that I have to remain EXT extremely pure and pristine extremely pure I can't get I can't unplug if you unplug the plug you're plug you're not a channel anymore so yeah I have to any if there something that's going to pull out the plug I have to protect myself from it that's why we we put a we put something around the plug you know don't touch why because you have to protect it you have to protect that secret you have to protect that Oneness that's the point of boundaries if the main part of a marriage is right there's nobody else allowed in our life everyone is not good what about us oh we Al we're also we also don't like each other we don't like anybody we don't like each other there's two explanations why it's called K of K one is a woman is like Hees it's sacred not everybody can have contact there's a sacredness so that's that's in that's the Nega the boundary and then the second reason is does she's designated to you there's exclusivity there's intimacy you're designated to her goes together it's habal [Music] in order for us to be able to have that special relationship yes we need to build a wall it's called a house it's called a home if I take down all the walls and everyone sleeps in the bedroom and everybody is married to me what happens to that relationship nothing you become more isolated than ever before but the point is not the wall the point is the connection so when the says this it's not my V when the went into a place of M of every became the the became the instead of just a channel for the main inion is to say you know that you're not good enough the superior than I it's not anymore so it became it became doesn't come from people being different my has comes from the fact that somehow your differences irk me and drive me crazy and I can't connect to you there there's no trust anymore there's no love and Myas comes from the fact that the fact that I am I doesn't allow me to really understand that you are you andus comes on a deeper level from the fact that I start worshiping my individuality rather than understanding individuation is a Mitzvah individuality can become egotistical not understanding that there's a larger truth and a whole that we're all part of that's what creates the that's why when Yakov went out all the stones were fighting and they became one stone it says a med there were 12 Stones so was the 12 they become an not that they lose their identity but in in the identity there's a oness so that's why a and are the two two big features here it's clear let's join us another few minutes cuz what this means is we're talking now about has the power to understand and comprehend godliness until the highest levels like we explained just like there which is the the ability to comprehend there's also the power in the Nish the capacity in the to experience a to experience love and to experience to experience all like the PK says to love hem your God and to have to have a from hem your God in and all the branches that come out of it so there's the level of the soul and there's the level of the soul the level of the soul is its ability to comprehend the ru level of the soul is its ability to experience the visceral emotion the love the connection and the the and what is the what is really the the is the fear of destroying that relationship that's what really means that's what it says in t words if I really love someone I'm afraid you know what I'm afraid of I'm afraid of destroying such a powerful connection and that's why people think year is like this negative thing like fear no I want to love no no no you want to fear if you have good love you have good fear I'm afraid of ruining such a powerful Blissful relationship yeah I'm afraid and you know what it can get ruined like this one conversation right one act can ruin it at least temporarily you'll have to rebuild it but yeah it's it's it's it's fearful fearful in a very good way a wrong move can literally take me out of the space of Love sometimes a person's heart is open and then they make a mistake because of a Temptation and their heart goes back into jail and it takes a few days until they can recover sometimes a few weeks so there's there's there's it's respect for a hierarchy it's respect for boundaries you know what's what's you have the B what is it it it's somebody who knows that every move makes a difference every conversation has consequences if you're going to sit around the shabas table it's it's if if you if you don't if you don't feel your soul then there's no consequences you it's like I can eat I eat potato chips eat ice cream eat nothing I need some pizza need some cheesecake it's no difference but the moment you feel your soul if you're in touch with yourself you realize words have consequences thoughts actions so year there's a sense of it's It's called self-respect basically it's called self-respect respect for which self respect for the soul so that's where is if you want to put it in a little more in a humorous fashion you could say it's extremely scary to feel that somebody loves you so much when somebody when you can experience a level of love that is so powerful it's very scary scary cuz it's like if you don't love me so much and I'm just a little nobody so then okay the moment you realize how loved you are how much is at stake in your existence it's like oh my god really you understand so year actually comes from AA year comes from AA when you realize how much you're loved I don't mean realize here in the brain when you can feel it just like wow it's it's it's scary it's scary in a good way you understand what I'm saying it's hard for people to understand this because it's very hard for us to know what it feels like to be loved very intensely there's so many messages just for free just for free like what did I do to deserve it it's not true for many of us there's such a deep message that you're not really loved unless you're going to perform well that it's even hard to understand it yeah this is not years it's there's different levels of so there's a capacity the soul has it one of the fuses of the soul is called and you say what is it based on but as the so he says that's what it's based on that's what it so it's it's relationship with truth exists on every level and that that's the V here don't get stuck in we said why should I love you why that's not the V since the is musmos andm chose to be manifested through the experience of able to be understanding that's a way that atmus expresses himself it's not the only way but it's a way don't get stuck in it it's a way to way of weirdness understanding there's a way atmus expresses himself through love supresses himself through a those are all frequencies of Atmos since the mirrors [Music] that experience es truth through SE then hasem experiences truth through love and then hasem experiences truth through awe these are innate qualities that exist different fuses in the soul that is open to all the electromagnetic spiritual frequencies of the Divine Source the soul has in tenos the soul picks up B the soul picks up a the soul picks up and it embodies it it channels it that's what the a of the soul is it's a whole different Tava it's not I love you cuz you did me a big favor yesterday you see the difference what he said before it's Atmos embodying itself through a through and there's different fuses in the soul I can tune into this you open it up and the soul is now channeling life through love and channeling life through y it's the resonance it's the Resonance of the Divine love that comes through the soul the Resonance of theine ore that comes through the soul and that's what we call so the has that now I may be blocked to my soul that my soul may be blocked that's that's that's that's a tragedy that's what a real block the blockage is I cannot I don't have access to my soul nothing so I look for substitutes so instead of love I look for attention instead of love I look for validation instead of love I look for approval instead of love I look for popularity instead of love I look for Celebrity Status instead of love I look for people to say give me compliments that's complete blockage in the soul you have the soul is like of sings in in in one of his P we say it on Tish not he speaks about so he says right I am a harp to your Melodies and then it was paraphrased in but it comes from so the soul is a k the soul is a a harp to The Melodies of divine frequencies and every cord channels every vibration very good every vibration right the string theory every vibration channels another energy the soul is filled with possible vibrations so does the vibration of there's the vibration of there's the vibration of that's the that's the so now he's going to get into theion of mid okay have a beautiful day continue Monday morning 7:45