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okay so now the brothers start realizing we're in this that's we have this problem because of what we did to Y Ren responded to them and said did I not tell you do not sin against the boy but you would not listen and now that he is apparently dead we are being called to account for spilling his blood we will be called to account for our father's death two if he dies in grief when he hears that J is dead which is a weird thing to say for two reasons a because well I'll say the second one first um yakob already thinks that YF is dead or so he thought and now yeh is talking about we're going to be responsible if he dies because he hears that YF is dead the most probable answer to that at least simply that I can think of is that as we see even though initially Yakov thought that YF was dead based on the report of the brothers and the coat that they brought back dipped in goat's blood he then felt that there was some hope to to fix the situation in MIT so that means that he had a premonition that JF might not be dead and he might be there and you might be able to find him but now after the brothers are going through what they're going through they're realizing oh this must be because YF is dead and it's our fault so Ruan says that um but really the question is why would ruine say something so insensitive like the brothers are finally grieving and realizing that what they did was so terrible why is he saying like oh I told you not to do this and uh you know now we're being held accountable and the answer to that the re says is that ruin was actually doing a very good thing he was making sure that the brothers did a full and complete cha that they didn't only do the first part which is feeling bad about what they did but he was actually making them take full responsibility in a way where they can't like a person could feel bad about what they did but then also a part of them is like I feel so bad that this happened but like I you can't really blame me because of these and these circumstances or because of what this person did or whatever so ruing is making sure that they all knew like no I told you not to do this and you did it and like that's part of the that's part of the repentance program that these uh Brothers need to go through so that's what Ru was making sure of okay they did not realize that YF understood them they were they were they moved a little bit away um from the translator right from YF son Masha um but of course yes didn't really need a translator and they didn't realize that yes heard them and understood them for as above whenever they conversed there was an interpreter between them and YF he turned aside and moved away from them so that they would not see him and he wept over the fact that they had regretted having mistreated him but then he resumed his act in order to get them to bring bam to M he came back to them and spoke to them and took Shimon away from them and imprisoned him before their eyes he chose shim why because he was the one who instigated the brother's plot to kill him and who had thrown him into the pit and also in order to separate him from Levy because shim and leevy together are uh you know a time bomb um okay and they didn't know that was listening that he understood their language and they were speaking in front of him why because they always had a translator between them there was always a translator they thought that he doesn't speak who is the translator who is The Interpreter the the this was Mas his son and it says that yes turned away from them he turned away he distanced himself from them so they shouldn't see him crying he cried because he heard that they had as he separated shim from them he put him in prison who he was the one who put him in the pit who he's the one who told Le oh here comes the dreamer let's figure out a way to kill him and another another indan why he he separated shim is because wanted to separate him from Le because they could devise a plan how to kill him and he locked up shim in front of them he did it specifically in front of them but only in front of them they but once those Brothers left then he took shim out of jail and he and he fed him food and he gave him to drink like he treated him nice once the brothers left but he just wanted the brothers to leave under the impression that shim was you know stuck in this precarious situation um okay specifically because he was the one who did that to him that's why he that's the first opinion or the first explanation of Rashi why specifically shim but then what I just said was that the P points out he locked him up in front of their eyes meaning to say it was only in front of their eyes meaning it was only to intimidate them but then as soon as they left he took shim out of prison didn't he didn't treat him like a prisoner YF then gave orders that when their containers were filled with grain because they're obviously going back to to is or at that time Canan um to their father yel with food each one's money should be returned to a sack and that they should be given Provisions for the journey this order was carried out for them and although YF detained shim he didn't detain his donkey and he had shim's container loaded up with Provisions for his family placed on his donkey and sent back with the other brothers the brothers then loaded their produce onto their donkeys and departed after they left YF released shim and fed him a meal that's where at this point when the translation explains that but Rashi already pointed that out okay now as Ley the one of them who is now left without his usual companion shim was opening his sack at the Inn that they stopped by why is he opening the sack because he wants to give fod to his donkey he saw his money right there at the opening of his pack he said to his brothers my money has been returned not only is the grain here but it too is here in my pack their hearts sank trembling they turned to one another saying what is this that God has done to us the money can only have been put back in into his pack as a pretext to accuse us of not having paid for the grain when they came to their father Yak Kanan they told him about all that had happened to them as follows but before we get there there's some rashis so that one of them opened up his sa who is it doesn't say clearly Ley in the rash explains who Le's calling him the one because he was like specially lonely because shim was separated from him at the in the place that they were staying that night what does that word mean that he opened his he opened that's their the sack the bag okay and he said that oh it's also in the sack the money is also here not just the grain the is also here together with the produce they said what is it to bring us into this to into this trouble must have been returned so that we get accused okay so now they're telling Yak they're recapping to their father everything that went down and they say like this the man who is the lord of the land spoke to us harshly and accused us of spying out the land we said to him we are truthful men we have never been spies we were 12 Brothers sons of the same father one of us went missing and the youngest is today with our father in Canan the man who is the lord of the land said to us by this I will know that you are being honest leave one of your brothers with me take the grain that you have purchased for satiating the Hunger of your households and go home but you must bring me your youngest brother and then I will know that you are not spies but rather are being honest I will give your brother back to you and you'll be able to move about in the land freely V you'll be able to move about in the land freely right usually means like you could do business um rash explains to like you can move around like the business Merchants it's the same idea of like a merchant what's he doing he's busy in the marketplace he's busy making stuff happen he's uh he's Connecting People he's going to different he's buying he's buying and selling Etc LED hey um oh while they were emptying their sacks okay so they they recapped to Yakov to Isel everything that was happening and while they were emptying their sacks there in each one sack was his money pouch containing the money he had paid for the grain so it wasn't just Ley it was everybody when they and their father saw the money pouches they became afraid their father Yak did not believe their story now that two of his sons were missing he began to suspect that the other brothers had behaved e maliciously or negligently he had either killed Y and shim or let them be killed right malicious means doing it it's uh with intention and negligent is like a lack of intention but a total lack of any proper intention he said to them you are breathing me of my sons YF is gone because of you shim is gone because of you and now you would take Benyamin away from me as well all this has befallen me so Rashi kasay each one had keser kasay they had their bundle of money their money pouch in their bag them y says you're beving me you've bereaved me this teaches us that he was accusing that he that he suspected them that whether that they might have killed or sold shim just like they did to YF she them bed call me Shak or Shak or sh I don't know there's not here probably Shak um anybody who loses a child um or here it says children is called bereaved this term God forbid oh I'm not reading the inside have I been doing that I haven't been right okay I'm specifically not doing that I read them all before ruen then said to his father you may put my own two sons to death if I do not bring baman back to you entrust him to my care and I promise that I'll bring him back to you cuz he sees that he's suspecting them so he's like okay this is a strong uh strong guarantee you can put my own two sons to death if I don't bring him back you think that we we killed or we're negligent with two of your sons then uh you can kill mine and rashi's going to tell us that like Yak thought that that was the dumbest argument ever because obviously his sons are his grandsons so it's like oh because you were I'm you know because you were negligent with my sons you're saying like as a punishment I should kill my grandsons like that's not a that's not good so yakob ignored Ruben's offer he thought how foolish are my first born's words does he think I would really kill his sons my own grandsons he replied you have shown yourself to be irresponsible my son Ben y will not go down to Egypt with you for his brother YF is dead and he alone remains from his mother and should disaster befall him along the road you travel due to your malice or negligence you will bring my white-haired head down to the grave in grief y had additional arguments he could have used to convince his father to let them take Benyamin back to Egypt with them but seeing yak's obstinacy he understood that they would prove more effective when there would be almost no food left so he told his brothers let's not trouble our elderly father now let's buy our time until the food runs out and then we'll have to come back to him with another you know because he had he had a plan of what to tell him as we'll see soon what he tells him right rash says he didn't accept ru's words he was like my son so like this is idiotic he's telling me to kill his sons of are his sons not my my sons okay so now the famine in the region continued to be severe when they had fully consumed the produce that they had brought from Egypt their father said to them go back to Egypt and buy us a little food so Yuda said to him the man in charge of the Food Supplies there sternly warned us saying do not appear before me again unless your brother is with you if you agree to send along longer brother with us we will go down to Egypt and buy you food but if you do not send him we will not go down there for the man told us you may not appear before me again unless your brother is with you Isel said why did you do me such a terrible disservice by telling the man that you have another brother Pion although the brothers understood the vicy of Egypt's harsh Behavior toward them as a Divine response to their having sold YF they didn't they obviously couldn't explain it that way to that oh this is all happening because you know we we did that to y therefore presented his behavior as the result of a natural sequence of events it's very interesting to there probably many mafarin that explain like what was going on like what was the calculation of the brothers as to when to tell Yak what they did wrong like originally they all made an agreement that even though they're going to end up feeling bad about it until Hashem indicates that it's the time to reveal Yak what they did they're not going to do it that's why they never told Yak that this is that y's alive we just sold him and now we don't know um but now in MIM it says that they all they [Music] all thought that now that they're being sent to Matan because there was a famine in Canan that that this is and that Hashem is indicating to them that like now is the time to like fix this situation but here you see they still don't want to tell Yak the truth like I wonder like what were they at what point is it considered like a sign enough for them would it have been that like what were they waiting for anyhow they obviously you know had a had a certain Ru to to feel out what's right um so how do they so Yak says why did you do me this disservice telling him you have another brother and they don't want to say like we got into this whole situation because of YF um because of what we did to YF they replied the man kept asking about us and our families saying is your father still alive do you have another brother he even told us what kind of wood our cradles were made of we told him that we had a father and another brother in response to questions could we have known that he would say bring down your brother yehud then said to his father Israel Israel if you send down with us he might be seized or he might na be if you don't send him we can't go by food and we will all surely starve to death it's like just you got to weigh your options over here therefore send the boy with me and let us set out and go so that we should live and not die we you and also our little ones when yud said that we should live the the the word in the T the uh the we shall live he was unwit unwittingly giving a that yak's divine inspiration would be restored to him as a result of this journey is that is like the that was lost from because he was in a spirit of of uh atos um would would be restored because of this uh he'd have a new because through this journey he would end up meeting YF y continued I understand that you suspect us of malice or negligence in order to assure you that we will protect them at all costs I offer myself as a guarantee for him you can demand him from me if I do not bring him back to you and present him to you alive I will have sinned against you and hereby and I hereby forfeit the privilege of being associated with you for all the rest of my lifetime both in this world as well as in the afterlife and because he said this even though he did of course bring bam back but the words of AIC the words of every really are are uh essentially powerful like by essentially I mean in an essential way and he for a while his bones rolled around in his coffin after he passed um until him because he basically wasn't allowed into G because he said this even though he kept his side of the deal he still said if I don't then this should be and because he said this should be Hashem was like look you said that you're not going to be able to be associated with yakin in the afterlife for we had had we not so y says another thing I love this P had we for had we not lingered here due to your exaggerated caution we could have been there and back twice by now we could have long ago returned shim to you and you would have thus been spared the ordeal of worrying about him all this time it's a lot more pretty in the original of the T their father Israel said to them if it is so as you say that the vice's attitude is the result of a natural chain of events leaving me no choice but to send benyam with you then we must use all natural means at our disposal to ensure the best chances for Success therefore this is what you must do take some of the land of canan's most celebrated Choice products in your containers and bring them down to the man as a gift a little Balsam a little honey and some wax Lotus pistachios and almonds sounds yummy except for the wax sounds like a a nice a nice yogurt or something um okay lots of rash now when when the food was finished like said let's wait until I don't know what's the the point is when they when there was he's touching like once they they've had enough in other words once their food finished that's the way that the translates itashi says that's mistaken right that he uses the tum over there when when the camels finished drinking he uses that word because that means when it was enough for them when they finished in other words it really should be when they ran out of food not when they finished eating it's not like it shouldn't be the same yeah tarum uses the same word to translate when the camels finished drinking by by Rifka I believe it was and over like by the well and over here when their food ran out but rash is saying it's not it's not the same meaning right the man the man uh in charge sternly warned us so that's uh that's what that means um what did he say that you can't see my face again without your brother wow rash's not liking uncle's translation on a lot of things over here okay um and our children for our M says that this guy YF was telling us obviously they didn't know it was YF the point is the vi in Egypt was telling us facts about our family that there's no way he could have known yeah unless he's an emotion code practitioner but he was pretending to to you know Divine with his goblet and one of the things my says that that now Ru was telling Yak if he the man in Egypt did was he even told us what our crib was made out of and we told him that we have a father and and a brother we we needed to to say the information that he was asking us for that's why we told him that we have another brother can sometimes mean the word and can sometimes mean a words it's it's explaining to you means um that he like that that that he was asking that he was saying so that that he was saying to bring down your brother um and we shall live it's the second time we see this in this par that a spark of came into him without him knowing through this he was saying your is going to be alive as it says later on in next that they say also about he which is usually in that that after the the after that the re R was like finally you know yeah alive okay so here it's like this is all stuff that we just read but just inside the Rashi shouldn't die from Hunger so what was the argument that he gave him he said it's possible that they'll take him away it's possible that they won't take him away that's what your concern is that we'll lose him yeah you're right it's possible but if we don't go we're all going to die of hunger it's better to let go of your doubt but this and grab on to what's certain in other words what certain is that there's a what certain is that there's a possibility we could survive if uh if we go to m with bam or what certain is that we will die if we don't go so look at that and and leave the suff about whether or not bam will return Alone um I'll bring him um we talk to is I'll present him to you I'll bring it back to you and present them to you in other words first he said I'll bring him back to you fine but will you bring him back alive present him before you means he's going to be alive that's what he was guaranteeing his father if not I will have sinned for you forever even even had we not you know waited over here had we not cred which is which is uh your fault basically is telling him we would have already returned with shim you wouldn't have been in pain for all these days says um like if if so if it's as you say then we need to do everything natural um like as much as we could so then this is what we need to [Music] do I need to see this in English to really understand uh the grammatically what he's saying let's take from the the from the choice of the land says from the most praised stuff of the land I think oh maybe it means everybody sings about it when it comes to the world others it puts people in a good good mood this is it's good stuff that the land grows that's what I think it means here's it's it's wax rash says I don't know what that means even though we translated all these things Lotus pistachio almonds Rashi says I don't know Olive b m pistachios him ersin so he found a place where it's explained that it's pistachios if you want to see oh he writes that that's cool and it seems to me that these are and uppc is what it's like a peach no or maybe it means Lotus or almonds I don't know maybe it's almonds oh no them is alment it says take some honey wax light is lotus but Rashi says he doesn't know but since he says maybe pistachios because that's the Peter saw that's what the translation brings and then so he doesn't know what what Buton are and see yeah offers again maybe does mean pistach um yeah he's bringing from a place that says pistachios but like he doesn't use that word pistachios we know what that word is so he's explaining in his language what is what pistachios are okay continues Yak Take Along a double amount of of money for the price of food there might have risen in the meantime and take with you the money that you found returned at the opening of your packs cuz maybe it was an oversight on the part of Yus assistant and he forgot to take the payment due to him and take your brother and arise and return to the man these are all the natural preparations we can do besides this we must also ask God for his help we all know that prayers offered up by those who need them are more effective than prayers offered up by others on their behalf perhaps it's related to I don't know why I just thought of this exactly but perhaps it's related to the idea that if a person uh is trying to have a child one of the school life that they can do yeah is what they D in for someone else child oh but that's not the point that we're making here we're saying that the prayers of someone who needs something are more effective than the prayers of someone who does doesn't need something so like uh the prayers of on your own behalf are more affected are more effective than prayers offered up on someone else's behalf so I'm thinking it's related to like the idea that one of the school life if a person's struggling to have children is for a woman to go when she goes to mikah she should go immediately after a pregnant woman and I think specifically like like someone like late in their pregnancy but maybe I'm wrong about that but the point is and you know this well that a person who's pregnant is like you're constantly like concerned with not concerned in a bad way concerned in a good way like with what's going on inside of you and with the fact that you're soon going to bring new life into the world and like you're almost like constantly praying to Hashem that everything goes well so I think just by virtue of the woman having that mind for herself going to Mikvah first that's that I think that K yeah in other words that's also since she doin for that for herself so truthfully she can affect that in the woman to who goes in the Mika next to uh to have that F also in a way where it's like because there's a baby in her womb yeah okay so but since you feel that our situation doesn't indicate any extraordinary Divine involvement even though they did but they were indicating to Yak that they didn't I know that you will not overly exert yourselves when you Davin because you don't think that there's like that hasem is deeply involved in this very interesting I however sense that God is involved here in a more than natural way and therefore I will also pray for you I will pray that God Almighty for whom Nothing is Impossible by the way just yesterday A friend of mine was telling me how at least his tone of voice sounded like he felt like he was in trouble like in in a difficult situation where he needs to figure out an apartment ASAP like where to live right after khaka um or sometime after and it seemed to me like he was very very concerned and the way that he was communicating it to me also got me concerned you know for him but I was like okay like I'm going to do my best to connect and I thought about different people or different apartments that I have seen or different buck that I know looking um but also I was like really what I can do is doin for him like I shouldn't forget to do that also you know um and I did that and then today he tells me that he found an apartment so I was I was very happy I'll pray that God Almighty for whom nothing is impossible grant that the man be merciful to you and that God who when creating ready is called kill shakai shakai is die the one who said that it's enough that it's enough M right M when hasem who then creating the world stopped the pro who went creating the world stop the process of creation by saying die enough should say enough die say for I've had nothing but trouble my whole life maybe it says here my troubles even though in my mind the is I had nothing but trouble my whole life trouble with L trouble with as trouble with over ra Trouble Over Dina Trouble Over YF Trouble Over shim and Trouble Over bam and finally I will also pray that the Man released for you your other brother shim from his captivity and send him and Bam back unharmed when Yak used the word other brother referring to shim y began this concept of Unknowing n because he realized the other brother is going to be released from obscurity from hiding himself um that's obviously YF as for me yov concluded just of I have been bed of YF and shim so too will I be bereaved of Benyamin until he returns safely with you these are like the words of a of a broken man who doesn't give up the brothers took this gift and also took along a double amount of money as well as Benyamin they set out and went down to matam to Egypt and they presented themselves before YF and tomorrow's Kish is uh the beginning of a showdown really next week's Para is like the when the smackdown happens the yud like okay okay bro and then he's like I am your bro um but yeah tomorrow starts the the serious serious trouble that they that the brothers think they're in Sashi mishna it's actually P Kish in other words it's a it's a doubled amount of money it's also one of the foremost commentators on ROM in other words for for the produce that you're going to buy also take extra money because maybe it became more expensive Mish perhaps it was a mistake so that's why you need to return your that's why you should also bring back the the money that was placed in your bags and should you know etc etc as we said now after you've done all this you're not lacking anything other than prayer it's funny this is the at least the second time that we see by you know before approaching a a situation he you see how he makes the move that he needs to do and also right but before greeting asov he splits his family he gets Ready for War he sends asov gifts yeah here he uh and and and we'll see that there's also I guess it's not I the T doesn't tell us that yak told the brothers this but you see later when the brothers think okay we're in a situation where we've try we've done the things that yov told us to do like in other words we already did the we already did the making a move in nature by bringing these gifts and now we're still in trouble what do the brothers basically think they're going to do okay we're going to have to take over we're going to have to kill people and and get our brothers back and they start plotting that so in know you see those three things again of War doing and and making and giving a gift um so K shakai meaning now you're not lacking anything except for prayer how is so I'm doing for you the one who has all the the resources of giving Mercy should give you and the capacity to give Mercy should give you mercies that's simply what it mean to M and obviously the expounds more and says the one who said to the world it's enough that and in making creation okay this is good should say yeah that's the should say enough to my troubles because I basically had I've had no no rest since I'm young I had had the from should send you says the words he should like he should redeem him from being um bound it's like setting him free and he doesn't explain it that he is sending because they're going to get they're going there to get shim he's not really sending shim they're going to pick him up is the idea here as even though he says here doesn't use the word he says before we said that there was a spark ofes that like um you know sparked in him but here we sayem threw into him but again it's the idea that he doesn't know that he's prophesying and he was including when he said the other one he was including and as for me says y until you return um I'm going to be be uh bed just as have been bed from as far as I'm concerned I'm already bedam from bamin until you bring him back and V binyamin it says that the brothers went out and took all those things ah very good um point is he uses a different term for that they also took B because in Aramaic when you're saying the word to take something if you're talking about an object you say it in one way on a and if you're talking about a a person uh you use the word u nice okay a long comish today