The Pomona Magid - Lipa Schmeltzer - פרשת נשא

Hi, my name is Lipa. I'm sober 300 days from 200 days from and one day from this is my sponsor. I think this said there's the longest said there when it comes to being you know nobody chooses their struggles. Somebody is an addict Hashem chose it and this said that I I I take a lot of things a lot of counting in this said that I counting and also we count days as a becoming a new city the closest thing to become a coin I make up I'm not going to do this or this or this or this the closest thing to be you know a foolish coin and who is choosing who should become Hashem is choosing for you your story and then there's the time the midbar don't have to swallow there's so much going on there still the struggles struggle of life and then the said the means you become very good become a big shot I'm good but you probably if you know a little bit you know I'm 6 years sober I only have one day I don't judge you so we change anybody because tomorrow you have a slip and you know what if you do just you pick yourself up you got the whole thing is a struggle it's not a game I want it as a chess game it's it's a struggle I become a new city maybe one day I'll become a full loser for a year or two cuz I don't see people do this all day but I think in addiction they see it