Likkutei Torah "Tikeu Bachoidesh Shofar" #3 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

period gimel you see pay to Gitmo I'll take one Tanner Russian militia stone or dolphin hey column three the yeshiva dotnet so there is video sudden and this me this irrational cause I'll tell us between Lamar salubrious Alameda subbed in Russia in ilovaisk I'm shitty FEMA minister ahkna what's the difference between leaders have dinner with us irrational the way it's explained in this minor of Tacoma Heidi Shafer Lakota Torah the Nakota is dim is the emotion or the feeling which demands warrants and creates differentiation distinction independence autonomy bow injuries you are not me what has been a sera common mr. Ackerman then is allowing the person to recreate the relationship meters have dinners detachment with the serotonin is attachment so because have been there is the understanding that you ultimately have to live your life and business are then therefore causes that symptom it causes the self withdrawal the restriction of the infinite presence to allow for the emergence alternately of an independent human being independent reality which allows there to be mouthful small who severe on saying people are Leia that's Palacios para la Kim which has made us since some shemish mu mugging hashem le Kim the Kim is the mugging on the Shemesh the cease the sheath that blocks or eclipses or limits the impact for the intensity the warmth of the Shemesh which allows there to be differentiation distinctiveness individuality me the Soraka mem is then to allow the person to become whole once again to realign himself for herself with their ultimate source with their ultimate cherish with their ultimate mocker to be able to become re-include it in where you come from to become to go back to your own essential source and mocker but not by eliminating the process of medicine but by sublimating the process and that's the two stages of medusa dean and meet us middle sarah common yes now comes pay the giveth he may have Suffolk lawless name shock of a holy Shoshana I'll call her son Elias shock us a bit to Pilates basic Ontario Mitchell collar son he discussed at length the generally Teledyne mitzvahs is the process through which the age of the world is realigned with the I in of godliness Lachey new hood kutxa Briscoe whoosh int a which is before every single Mitzvah because every single Mitzvah in one way or another creates the year hood of hashem and alec in the unity between the differentiated universe and the one universe which is part of the ain't safe the alignment of the outer self and the inner self of the Geshem and the rule of the climber and the surah of the iron and the edge the smile is all a sham elokenu hashem echad which is la que nous it's all inclusive and their behalf there's a shovel a Katkov which is individuated so you have the cloud and you have the prat and then in turn around mitzvah so you have the proud coming back to the cloud the cloud on the top in the cloud so he says generally this is the tired admits this a whole year but on Rosh Hashanah is the flow the general i'm sokka the source of this energy for the whole year that individually the totem interests of a whole year this should be able to be this bit too high okay Nick wrote a song that's the significance of the name Rashad really the name although we take it for granted it's really a peculiar name because in the coalition that called Rosh Hashana you know that Hamas you don't have a name Rosh Hashanah how much you have an expression Erica share a mere Shambala Kalibak may raesha sasha Nevada Hashanah from the beginning of the year it should be called gracious Hashanah rajesh means the head the head is not the beginning the head is the head the head with the head I mean the head is called the beginning it's a head we should call the gracious our son it's the beginning of the year it's that point in time when the year begins so he says no the word word inertia tion is very precise Joker Maharajah Hamoui Rosh Hashanah in time is what the brain the head is in the human organism what's the significance of the narration and buyeth while we know jimmy magnetite sauce from Jacques chemical every angle the brain is the source from which emerges and flows life vitality to all of the limbs of the body the combination son initially this will call you man son so that's why it's called rosh hashanah it's like the brain of the year so what the brain is to the body Rosh Hashanah is to the year now we understand that nothing happens in the body if it's not first experienced organize orchestrated erected controlled by the brain and even after to the body it's still the brain facilitate since brain processes even the concept of what is it called phantom pain sometimes you don't have it in the body but you still have to the dread the brain didn't register the results so it's still there somebody Custer saw I'm missing a limb and the brains they're still having pain from that limb it's not there anymore because everything exists first in the brain and remains there that's the central nervous system of every Mukunda the entire body if this is true so then we understand what means that on the first richest trauma hashem mobile gays lovers in the first richard sherman that's like the neurological neurological signor illogical significance of the fact that what happened on the first version of what happened at every Rosh Hashanah is that the beginning of the process of healing the world of the world facing the trauma of creation of differentiation of separation which is intrinsic to the plan in order for there to be IH in order for there to be Malthus Rosh Hashanah begins the process of realignment rashanna begins the process of reconnecting the very cosmos and the very person with its original essence but only going through the prat only by going through the process by going through the mouths by going through the Nakota of the the SAVAK of theirs brother Publius leader Batak Dino so Rosh Hashanah is the brain of the year that basically what that will happen through the year throughout the year and tired and mitzvos its first begins on Rosh Hashanah he made Camilla Marshall at a time in the mile of echo diamond Lamott if there's a man standing above and it's somebody standing below for note similar Saturday you're on a mountain and somebody is in the valley we're just in the bottom of the month they want to connect so ditalion lated LaMotta Madrigal C comma mindless violence or lawlessness mother Ragosa so the one on the top has to go down and the one on the bottom has to go up and you say you say let's meet halfway sometimes one is above one is below and you have to meet faces cascade they'll answer humps I'll tell you an American is Vitellius caddesi hi ace bottle I in so does got my packet and Lamas who knives over new hair Bahamas commercial custody Museum a lovely boy Kiera I see your function on Rosh Hashanah tis an energy and the energy that comes from a seminar Shoshanna is that is our Michelle Jana McKenna's bit de leche there's an energy that in the world on Rosh Hashanah which basically allows the yesh to be able to experience something of its original core its iron so this is our Michelle Jana so that the H should be able to revert back to the iron but you have to meet half so the tactile eh oh so what to ascend also what to climb up behind newly is now a shake a cup which shook of its in mine lee hee-ho two bindles up and this is about aspiration craving that one soul what to develop a become a we're of a thirst of a yearning for this type of unity and this type of Biddle bhai new BAE salad the memory the hush bomber when a person becomes a master of Hegeman the master of pepper doesn't mean a mathematical genius air murder fish mana means a master of self-reflection murder the fishbone amines Marez of al-abbas a master of huge boner of self reflection of inner reflection know thyself if they are not ploy him in mock including his bar a person has to understand who he is that essentially his soul went through a trauma traumatic experience and we go back here we're aligning the trauma of the universe of life with its original most basic source of pain and that is that there's neshama your wrath Claudia your employee means it descended in an Extra Ordinary transformative way ploy means it's a cappella it's a wonder it's not just you descended a little bit it went through a metamorphosis that if you don't appreciate it we call it trauma that's what claw I mean it's it's aunt Ella it's beyond its extraordinary descent I mean mocking clothing is worth why shoddy knishmas so even after I said cruel of a Madison Lebert Oh who as explained at length and he was talking about the individual modules the world he spoke before about the world he was talking about the individual your own soul was completely 100 means it was miss level was part of a cloud part of the collective what I mean part of the collective it was submerged subsumed but mad see libera who in the one who emanated the light in the word Vaught salty i will emanate i will differentiate I will separate but at this point it was not cold in the matzah but tailored ploy him again and his soul of a man the consciousness of the human being descended and descended in you Extra Ordinary Rida bits in some Robin Watson through tremendous tremendous amounts of restrictions restrictions and limitations in other words this in the summer which is really ain't safe goes through a tremendous process of dissent of evolution in which it's transformed that metamorphosized action is - mobilize mind until it becomes very nice fashion it becomes very material becomes very material to the point that it can come into a body and speak to a body and negotiate with money and vitalize about Hamas Kelvin comma - Emma Drake is being in Kashmir voluminous began camera madre goes by lucien is Guevara mal Guevara drama - they ain't Erick lights I borrow the mask oh the truly I would say spiritually perceptive man will understand that when you speak about - Gnaeus itself there's so many stages - so many - one deeper and more real than the other and today we understand this when I speak about gosh miss I'm looking and all I see as a table but if I use more refined instruments suddenly I see that what I'm calling a table is really a whole other reality there's a living universe behind this table not millions but billions is sick billions or more of atoms that I'm moving around an extraordinary swiftness to create the reality you might call a cop or a phone or a finger or a table or a safer but it's all gosh miss this is all still gosh miss in other words what I'm seeing is only a tip of the iceberg that's in - then in ruin is and then in rupiahs itself Guevara my alga voya more abstract tracing back every reality - it's all the way to its original original source a drama - and all of this is still not an error to the insight to the inside burrow who were all is infinite because there everything is iron and even the highest level of ruinous had to emerge from int yesh he dealing it with the deepest levels of divine energy in Cain camara who come ere upon of his part so the very existence of a soul we're not booking your sin existence is about a tremendous distance there was a tremendous step being able to create this differentiation the soul is struggling with an inherent separation that I went through and not just a little separation you know I'm in Los Angeles you're in New York for a few weeks that can also be difficult this is not Los Angeles in New York that's his point we're dealing with in infinite transformation if you cannot identify this tension of the soul you cannot ultimately heal any tension because this is the root of all tension this tension this is the root of the tension because you imagine what this tension is and this was designed this way this is a relook via Daisy you're a Rasha min rabbin a person therefore has to feel bad for his soul what do we mean bad bad here is not victimized by graphical rubber means you have to arouse great compassion compassion for your existence understand that your existence warrants compassion more than anything else that's what it warrants Oh Buckley SIPC an option it's there for somebody who's sensitive to this it's natural for a salt to weep of course this is paraphrasing Phyllis Hannah that we read on Rosh Hashanah was a sister but oh hey nice abacus Maharis Oh leave for that result says this following called me shaming boysenberry Shoshanna as a a mishmash Lima the reason says if somebody doesn't cry on Rosh Hashanah means is neshama is not complete now when we read these books and Mooser we hear it as a judgment call you better cry you better cry right if you don't cry we always know you're bad we always knew your path so it's a very hard way to grow in you describe this way because you're not allowing many messengers to come in you just ride away directing it towards guilt so you have to understand that result is talking about he's talking he's describing reality now he's describing realities not judging anybody on the contrary what's the reality so listen to the little hide a mining in radio Rosh Hashana that's an interesting question why the diaries on this side that rich on enough of a man didn't understand - sure what's what is crying ever through a shaman I shall PML Yuva now you'll understand what are you crying about what are you crying about so people people will type the survey's are you crying because what's gonna happen to you this year it's scary what's gonna happen to you this year somebody's in the waiting room of the hospital waiting for the doctor to come out and giving the verdict saying what the cat scan showed what the x-rays showed now there's no question that that's a reason to cry but if he sees it completely in a different way I shall P I'm al you've on Shapley knishmas in Africa she yard of a mocking creative in his gosh MA you're crying what are you crying you're crying sir life life is tough life equals some painful experience for your soul what's the peel in a small sign say you're the fight them in discussion not something wrong that happened or something bad that's gonna happen the very reality of the existence of the neshamah of what it went through and what it faces in the world is a very emotional experience for sale this is the shark as I'll speak about my incontinent boy in a nun being in America the mauka desire says that the lower waters cry we want to be before the kink adhesive medicine mother says Bashar shaved look at his brothers obey my emblem I'm on day two of creation are some separated the higher water from the lower on day one it says we work on the Kim and I have to stop Nami the Spirit of God hovered them all the water what happened on day two Hashem said you hear a Kia vehement been Miami Maya a firmament what we call heaven should separate the higher water from the lower water so the Mayan above the rakia and there's the mind below the rakia this is the day of split higher one of our the whole earth is still not visible everything is enveloped with water but it's mine that I know on day three Hashem says the maíam should retreat you cover the maíam should gather into specific places with sera hayabasa let dry land emerge and we have the distinction between oceans rivers lakes streams wells and what we call dry land that's on young Silesia but already on young che need is a division but is de my am above and is the mind below so house I'll save from that day on my impertinent boyhood the lower waters are weeping what are they crying about a Namibian and lemare Lake of the Malta we want to stand in front of the king why were we sent down below they're written below there appear my intact diamond boyfriend what is this so the ballot Anya says this is basically the cry of Rosh Hashanah the cry of Rosh Hashana is the person becomes aware of the tremendous Simpson that was necessary in order to allow for his or her state of consciousness this is not the symptom that was necessary in order for a person to be allowed to sit that step that's the next stage in the game obviously once you're independent and once you're detached so then they could also be complete separation and detachment at least a soup on a superficial level even on a deep level but at least what's a visible to the person but this is the very clear that comes from the state of my intestine I'm realizing who what in a summer the exome is what the world the Epson is and what its experiences itself has yeah no no it's not such I'm not so ignorant this is a good question this is a good question why do you answer we're using the word trauma it sounds like something happened and eventually it's going to be corrected so then then that cash would be like okay this is a present moment experience that we went through a trauma we're going through a trauma it's an ongoing trauma because this is not a tragedy the tears here are not tragic the tears here are becoming aware of the of the awesomeness of the experience of the awesomeness of the reality the tears here are not tears of Greek a Greek a Greek tragedy that everything ends in tragedy the tears are the emotional experience of separation that is ongoing with the objective to be able to develop and fully bring in godliness into the age without just reverting back to the ioan the point here is not to destroy the world the point here is not to destroy the independence the point there is not to kalila kill oneself and just go back to the source the point here is to be able to reveal the axis the oneness within a world of fragmentation within a consciousness of fragmentation so this unobjected in this very process what does that do for us once we're I'm sorry what does that do for us means a visual once we pass down after you mean after a person lives yeah when you passed that and you go to the next room what does that what is this all this business do the recognition the feeling of going through that how does that help the soul once it goes to the next round people who people who go through trauma I'm just hearing the same thing he's saying he's saying that people who go through trauma in life and they're present while it happens and they're in tuned to it and they don't deny you to repress it or make believe it doesn't exist they don't suffer from the symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder so they integrated it so we go to the next [Music] what so I think I think that what we speak a lot about the kindness that means that it allows for a relationship and a relationship requires independence a Mela like we learned is not emotional is not a dictator so the only way that could be a relationship is if you allow for independence but independence means their separation and the separation is a very challenging experience for the neshamah right I think it's a kindness that comes through working with the ACE you'll be able to embrace it and face it and realize that this is where the objective of existences yes exactly this you read mr. Collier it's the Eastern hour that only comes min Harsha and alia for the neshamah is deeper than it was even initially that's what the neshamah gets out of it Dalia for the initiative ascent for the neshamah the neshamah ascends through this even more than its in its original state so he says so this is the Mayan tottenham that are crying is a lenient here Schaffer this will explain what's the connection of Kia Schaefer Tara Shoshana here again it's a very difficult thing to understand why did the Toyota decide suddenly on the first day of the year you have to start the long cycle Sadia gong gives 10 reasons title doesn't say anything young true or why what when we're who bus so we take it regret is your Sarna you start blowing what what for what for me you know take a violin Mela if you want to really give us a musical but the shape is not very musical see tight says now will understand that it's based on the whole idea of what Rosh Hashanah is first of all you have two Kia chuan um true and Kia that's interesting we learn tomorrow segments of society the whole holodeck evolution of Kiev how do you get to a forum tore through it - what Kia so the Gemara and the individual son has a whole sugah basically militants are part of the mother of sister we're not sure if she's side if she sobbed if she did both so we don't know what a true is so we do science smart and we do saya through we do both you always need a kid before and after so that's part and halacha how it developed here he discusses what does it represent from a spiritual point of view from an emotional point of view ceases kia culpa shot the kia always but is a simple sound what do we mean simple simple here means it's not broken it's not fragmented it's straight forward it's simple o penis hot sugar Ragusa deliver the clear represents chuka a yearning which is plain simple root boost to the liver a plain simple it doesn't mean simple in the sense that it's it's dumb like you know simpleton simple there means it's the yearning rooster than libre de Ruxin how life the yearning of the heart she farted were true I'm Rebecca Mara chiavari Mantua the Gemara describes Shah Alam at Gitmo I buy a serving in canoes a good gonorrhea Yolo Yolo its Desai and the SOB so this is what I resell got a chewing unibrow so when I resources call me Shana voiceover a Shoshanna the Chimera says swaram and true is good new take on if you will a yellow so we tied it means it has to sound like a scion of services no it's the concept of the pianist what I'm gonna true it is essentially the voice of the soul that is crying on Rosh Hashanah the niklesh Vardhan true Eliza called Siobhan and threw her not because the person is broken himself shall you're the mate ish for macabre Koya her Clippers as a Dracula because that allows you to break the shells in your life the husks in your life the blockages Clara clippers means the power of the husks the shells that block and the situation of the other side all true a milosz Centurion with shaven bars oh you should break them with a shave advisor with the scepter of iron the gum true oh malucia rusev livin through an Aramaic osomons Russa reduces Rutzen in RM a commercial customer we haven't even an Amish who threw us Melek boy Rashi says the Rutzen of the melon ruse the Ruxin of the mela tha's in him Shamar must be overcome Onizuka LaMotta because this sense of compassion down here and these tear this crying my Allah my Allah drops an alien visitor service a familiar enemy mockery Rahman also evokes above a deep desire and a tremendous earlier surah from him robbing me ma Corral from the source of Rahman to be able to make the person whole again when you wash em Zara come honest wasn't mean a shame has Ramona's again you can't I chose Ramona's whose veracity Malay new smash McHale a new hashem elokenu what's whosever dr. Milano Avraham honest I should have a good day at work they should have what I need I should have all the blessings I need me my family that's the basic request but someone is here is something else whosever are some elena is to be able to undo that simpson to be able to make the person whole again you should allow me to understand who I am and therefore Vania came amid this irrational uranium ship ahem member by.ya varnish I'm a pawn of the given me this I've introduced always with an introduction Hashem passed Alpana what does it mean upon earth it says Peter if I ever caught the my from a Makka Moo Makka but yeah but like a person who travels goes from one place to another place car by Yamaha shame upon of the penile Jana Marie I'm a very high state he passes to his gala upon earth he should be revealed upon upon his face what does this mean pun in him cleaner solution upon him the face represents the garments and mikasa more mysterium um it's um it's something i mean sober talk about america made all the garments that kind of conceal and restrict the infinite presence keep on me - ara shameless trainin o'clock am with a shame finish a mustiness isis lokahi Lelouch and Mikasa no my student Eileen sober robots may betray that the poem that we talked about the face refers to the ten names of Hashem that are not erased all names are osseous are letters in other words names are the way you are projected you are expressed there always lavash them it's your name it's a reputation it's your resume it's the way you're experienced by others this is the way the ain't safe comes becomes from an iron that becomes a solution I will be so lucid you moan minister Alan Williams abandon my way a varnish sham al bond of Hashem goes Alpana beyond this face exceed your attempt on earth what I mean your erection Panov say your opponent shallow your Limu velocity recorder the face that you show is the face that other people could see but yeah brush em all up on it means he moves away above his face you're a champ on availa from British Guiana means he should show the light behind the face that the face should not be clips who commercially losses the niccola quite Hashem but Kurdish part of almighty I'm I'm in are taker the Gemara says he takes out the Sun from its encasement what does this mean spiritually shemesh ohm again hashem elokenu hashem how value comes out of its mugging yuri Russian pontiff a little OCD is a big Ashley's mamas losted lobbies gonna be also physically the cables are Shalimar Cola Kabul SCARA that's part of the sky the gomorrah says hello MA sai-sama lemarchal acaba Karim Valhalla Marceau some Baroness but today everything that comes out in the scar happens today but today it happens below Hermes you know those when we speak about scar it's never divorced from what we do that's what he says it how your him and mafia are not two separate realities for success at the end of our scan on all these mitzvahs that I commanded you how your in-law sighs some to do today so the Gemara says or actually brings today to Deauville oil of marker lemarchal accomplice harder tomorrow you get the reward the Bala Tanya says today and tomorrow are not two separate realities what happens today in ruinous will come out tomorrow in gaseous in other words a scar of a mitzvah is not something separate from the Mitzvah it is the Mitzvah it's just the impact of the Mitzvah revealed in a physical way so for example you have a play the stage is not set up when the curtains open the stage is set up before the curtains are opened when the curtain opens you get to see what has been set up before the world of a muffler the world of the shift the world of Lawson love a is not a different world it's just the curtains open up you get to see what was happening in this world it's the same world it's just manifested so that might see Hammerman our taker physically happens then the spiritual might succumb and I think it happens now then it's just gonna be an opening of the curtains in other words the alignment of the yesh with the iron happens throughout history it's not the world of machines is a separate universe you finish your job and here's your paycheck the Paycheck has nothing to do with what you did the paycheck has to do with I'm rewarding you that's not the vote the vote is the paycheck is generated its revenue that you created you understand that's Chuck's car Mitzvah Mitzvah it is the Mitzvah you're just seeing what you did so losted lover is today's world with the curtains opened up but it's really the same reality that's why I might see Hammerman are taker essentially is a description of our voices Hashem today enrollees in gas which we don't have the Sun coming out of it's not ik nor do we have a via coming out of La kit the Seder have a dr. Forbin fo show them leaders Gilley's everybody has been after by the time our holidays IRAs are come on as before you know think honestly you Lula y'all to say that our voice that that's established in nefesh autumn is how do you reveal this padrone's in your soul in a complete of whether it's through arousing the compassion there are - on your neshama pepper here with the tears of Ganesha Garnett he Lula yellow the sigh and the song so therefore in conclusion Kia so far under Shoshana is a result of the soul trying to go back to where it belongs to where it always was that is the key s - you always start with a kia kia is the ruse to the liver the simple yearning of the heart that's the Kia it's plain it's not complicated and it's not bisected in details it's the rusev the liver of the soul of the Jew to go out of the world which is based on a post-civil reality and return to its own ain't safe which means really return to its only summer because this is the neshamah it's not that the neshamah is something else the summit is one with the ain't safe and yet the person becomes a new type of person in this world the person becomes a yesh in this world and was supposed to become a yet into this world where Shoshanna you bridge the gap where Shoshanna started the journey upwards just like on the first Rosh Hashanah Hashem mala gave his lovers because till Adam came into the world the evolution was going downward not upward and then this world on six-day you hit so to speak rock bottom and then Rosh Hashana starts the ascent upwards from the yesh back to the iron but not by obliterating the process of revealing and working through the process working through the process that from the property come back to the clock in order to do this the person first has to acknowledge the descent first has to acknowledge the transformation first has to acknowledge what he calls the tainted plum the tremendous the tremendous you reader that the world and the neshamah experienced and the Kia chauffeur is that yearning whether it's in the key of the roots of the Libra and then the shuara minitrue which are different types of kia whether it's a sigh or it's a sob but it's different types of weeping what is the weeping for the weeping for is the person has bracamontes has compassion for their own neshama what a 20-second acknowledgement can really really acknowledge it and then afterwards comes again at Kia isn't this a recipe for depression I think it's the other way around no it's the only way not to get depressed I think it's the only way not to get depressed right yeah you want to explain again say say say he's asking a good child okay this sounds like very depressing what's the alternative why why were you not always overcome depression is running away from the pain the said depression is running away from pain not being aware of pain being aware of pain eliminates depression sadness payment oppression are two separate things pain and depression are not the same thing so when a person runs away from their pain or they deny their pain or they make believe it doesn't exist where they feel guilty about their pain that's a big one then it breeds a sense of depression but when a person could look at it and acknowledge it and feel it and know what it is then on the contrary it's not something that exactly do you yes relay what you are we realize what you are you realize the process of life and you realize what life entails and the different things one goes through life which is all a result of this remember all of life is a result of this you read everything we experience in life so when a person can understand that the biggest tension here is the tension that they have to face of dealing with existence itself everything really now falls into place so that you could not then summation here is that the story of existence of creation is a story of clown prat and the objective is that the Pratt could and should and will be reunited with the clown and yet there's a uniqueness in the second unity that comes after the after the separation of them in differentiation because it's what he calls the Eastern I mean Akasha it's the light that comes from the darkness from the separation from the apparent fragmentation where one reveals that really there's no separation really it's 101 and the gap the gap that's there the separation that's there is only to allow the person to experience a relationship on their own terms multiplied by rocks and koala so in other words the separation is simply to create a much deeper unity because there's unity that comes without differentiation so you look up hill don't exist the cavern of the whole briea was that the unity should be a far deeper unity so in many ways a separation is not really a separation because the whole purpose of the separation was simply to be able to reveal the unity within the prat to be able to reveal that even the H is really one with the ayat I don't know why Aston what how do you eat I should have known oh they learned I think every all drama all dramas basically you know the ideal perfect world the separation and all the pain that comes with that and the overcoming of it right why is that so inherent why why is that what we call drama because I guess it's rooted in the very in a very deep space of reality so and and this has many ramifications the first thing is to put it in simple English a person has to guess the word cut himself some slack that the separation is not a result of error of sin of corruption of them being bad it's part of the process it's essential to the process is the beginning of the world exactly middle yeah doesn't mean to have to worship my separation but it means that's intrinsic to existence intrinsic to resistances that there's a sense of separateness psychology you know this is big discussions about mothers and children and the attachment to the mother and the detachment and the mother it's you know it's a pretty loaded it's a pretty loaded topic on many different levels but here we're talking in terms of the ain't safe and the human being in the world especially the neshamah because the neshamah experience is this even more because of what the neshamah is essentially as it says it's Kabul it's a relatively calm Imam but the whole purpose of the gap was to realize that the unity that comes from that space is a far deeper far more enduring unity a real unity and one that ultimately personifies the whole objective of existence as he says in the Sava could is wonderfully lady Reba Tottenham but there should be the octopus the synchronization between the ACE and the iron and when we say the iron we mean the divine energy which animates the ash and deeper the divine energy the way it is in its ultimate source where it is also iron it is iron because it's like the ray of the Sun in the Sun it's like this soul that like the light wave in the solar core presense well he said losted Lavoie the hammer will come out of its night tick how you I'm lost so some and sometimes it's a battle sometimes it's not a we don't always have to make it a battle sometimes it's a real battle sometimes it's a smaller battle sometimes it's a tremendous time look sometimes tremendous timing but his point was that all of Toyota mitzvos is based on us and with each with Toyota Mitzvahs there's a real useful between the ash and I so yes there's a certain sense of yesh that remains and supposed to remain but entire damn Mitzvah see I have the yield of hashem elokenu shame he hood that's the same you children hope oh so a person has to be able yet to to appreciate this process and what yeah now any points that of Shoshanna is the key moment when this when the gap has overcome so to speak when the unity could be created and part of that comes from the very understanding of the pain of the separation which is what Kia Schaeffer is and there a handoff we just learned in cement of course added that if you blow show from the broad side you not yet sir I mean how mates are what's the half one of this what a week if you blow from the broad side okay it's not the easiest way to produce sounds but let's say you could produce a sound if I guess if you really skill what do we care if you blow Schaefer from the white side not from the narrow side the point here is very clear because the point of Kia Schaefer is the recognition of the tremendous journey of the soul and of the whole world to a point that it exists in a place of mates are in a place of smallness in a place of symptom does that differentiation and the very calling out that is what overcomes the separation task Amina made Sakura so you it can then is an omni by Merrick of Utica America Vince dis Harkavy so takea he says is the rooster deliberately rocks on a lathe sivaraman true are different forms of the of the of the pain of the difficulty of the of the distress that life entails from a person who experiences on some level the separation and let's understand that essentially all all suffering in the world is really coming from this separation the question is how you see it but it's all ultimately traced back to this it's just how it shrinks down and it manifests itself so this is really the confrontation the looking at it steering at it and appreciating it for what it is and he says they're very cry of the destroyer that creates the vile Hashem Alpana Vava Ikra that he should transcend even his face yard Hashem pond of Alessa that through the true earth through the Amana sees Mulder you'd given me the cerumen which is your Adarsh and pond of a Lhasa oh yeah varnish I'm upon a vehicular that this should be the years between the ash and alia Valles enema on this the past success the wine starts y'all will you see second column page 110 Isles n Emma we now go back to the original paucity cool behind astray for about Castilian car gain key quickly a solo mish Metallica Yaakov and the Pella here is has already point out it doesn't say a date says below in the month blow which month so the Gemara says inertia Shana azo hog shall I dismiss castle my environment area Shama tickle bus ridership would mean below the strifer when the fighters from the word hinders when the month is renewed in other words the only young Tiff's when the only on that celebrated unrestrained dish is Rosh Hashanah because all the other holidays are middle of the month so it's the only member that celebrated behind this when there's a new mood so Tico behind this when there's a new moon you should blow cipher that youngters that you celebrate when there's a new book is a feedback of my fighters says clearly in Paris finish this Impostors Emer it's not called rosh hashanah but the young turf is mentioned in commerce - I'm through a yellow cap so then I might think about Heidi Shafer that this high - that has to be key what's this fighters the sixth day of creation he cited a Sarah come on is that sort of Picasso for that give a little bit colada matzah this is iris has to be with the culture for not with the voice of man right when you cry you cry with your own mouth your own voice so there's your Shani you could stand up and start crying no you have to use the African the culture the Rams wanna keep it Vidya saw Ottoman Empire because by the creation of man it says Arabic atoms are Tony Alva de Mello says author Eric Adams our Tony Vitosha so like a peasant Ellen what does it mean off forever can you afford me a her last and Kevin first so cuz I'll say ah ferla my sebaceous Adam is the last one in my simulations offer he's the last one cuz I'll say mr. Sun headin that when man sins we tell them you to chicon ma even a flea a mosquito preceded you he says but see here we come to another point a name our earlier to Kolkata my dad egg is a yang is should you develop me the Soraka man could my because show for some Bahama sure sure sure love my love my love Emma Drake is so our demolition Avila Matamata Malaga Sodom Collider there's something in the animal that the human being doesn't have because although he doesn't elaborate him but we spoke about this one situation with Pesach time that the shader shove a Bahama why is it that Hashem made that food is Daphna from in lower forms of creation the person could live the animals don't need us we need the animals the vegetation doesn't need us but we need vegetation the only way a person could live is if you eat fruits vegetables or the animals you eat related to Pella that the person can only get life including spiritual life in a summer life through the behavior and the answers over the explains keloid Allah left him Levada you see Odom calculates a posh ambience the autumn so that reason says mites appear shem of the animal or the of the vegetables or the fruits he says but a person also has might subpoena but the mites appear Shem and them is higher off career academies our Tony there's something in the shoulders of a bahama that's even higher than a person yes it fell down he says Lamacq the moderator some of the process called smear suck a lemn whatever is higher falls lower that's where the first it needs to be miss he says when you use the ram's horn there's something that gets triggered in a space by Hashem that's deeper even than the human cry aside it's not your own you're taking an animal to cry through the animal but there's something that's triggered through that space Africa that space in the purse and to understand this more psychologically or emotionally you have this in a person himself you have the Fela call Adam and the person you have the salic a Bahama and the person when the Fela come Bahama and the person cries there's something very profound in that simple there's something simple uncomplicated and deep deep primal primal that was the way there's something very primal in that sound that comes from a deeper place than this complex sophistication of the Homo Sapien the Bahama the coal chauffeurs the Haida it's a ram's horn but nonetheless in that ram's horn it's mush rush to something rooted in it the animal voice the animal coil that's deep even in colada is my really faced part of cicero's mother could be could be Oh miss antonyms chef but castle leoch again know what happens when you take the safer of the Behaim which comes from a higher place than the person and therefore could be modded higher moderators than the person what happens next is but castle leoch again oh and here you have the whole nakulan casa comes from the word kisser cover Peter stomach cleaners McKesson from the state of Castle Rushen his castles from the word cover Missa this Alice ain't cyber oh-ho from the concealment of the infinite miss lapses map the map the map in as I see a gap as well oh my gosh the whole cosmic process that explained that from pure infinity ultimately the divine energy is restricted and is manifested all the way below to create physical reality that we know nemesis from this Makassar you have what you have Hagane delious lianca gano we take saga no a holiday hug but Peters is another shuttle again again him emotion IV labor muffled giggle of hey tomorrow tells a story with her be sure but on Anya who was summoned to the king with his opponent who was an anti-semite and they had a contest in front of the king with riddles the Kamara has an expression they're actually labor mock like he made a gesture to him he pointed to him with his finger after labor market show Indian giver action Meryl of that spot so he says again who represents expression to the point that you point the Gemara says that he was pointing with his finger this way that way come on sham rosada gomorrah says at the end of kindness us independence were a colossus morkul it's a ticket a sham is going to make a dance a muscle for Sudoku marinol of bats before him he may lack a new Zeki venal or a shame is a sham convenient given is no commercial so she and Gilly Allah is Boris ba island below here Harlem Island what's that Marnell of bats but they're gonna point with the finger in other words it's a euphemism it's a symbol once think is very revealed he could say here it is it's not mr. anymore somebody who's not here I can't say here he is I could talk about him in third person or her in third person Myra beds boy in Missouri he may lack a nosey that's what he says they'll be migrants my so when the Gemara says massive labor market means he pointed with a finger but casa lianca gay no means Tikku bhai - life on this day of the new moon roshanda the sixth day of creation when other Mauritian comes into the world so now the world could be reversed from separation you create unity from yes you create iron from detachment you create attachment from the pain of existence you see it as an invitation for a deeper form of unity that's what it is that it should be from you within you to be a relationship a relationship can only come from differentiation if I never have detached from you I could never be attached to you you read what I said if you're not detached you can't be attached which is why it's interesting or the Mohave we created a Siamese twins attached would have made for wonderful shala bias she would always know where he is imagine your wife always there's no texting when you're coming home when you're coming home was I'm a hiya Siamese twins she washes the dishes you gotta be there with Messiah I'm a Hyatt so wonderful yeah they say the old sad job that the only woman who knows where her husband always is as a widow besides that they're always wondering it's a nasty joke they're always wondering where we are a way where the husband is Siamese twins I'm a high what did I shall do he separated up the cava when on Rosh Hashanah it's called an Assyrian so there's another mind over the ballot I'm hearing there's a shaman he speaks Lahav an Indian and I said the decoupling nasira means decoupling like sawing yeah unnecessary you detach so what happened other man covers surgical decoupling from a couple from oneness he made a fragmentation why so that there can actually be a much different type of unity a unity that comes from separation not from attachment the unity that comes from attachment is very your one but it's because there's no self the yesh never emerged you were never born you were never born so you're also your voice your that you're attached by default you're not attached by choice my mouth that's mashaallah mouth should humbly honey alaikum means you're attached by choice the only way you could be attached by choices if you can also separate your not separately attached by choice by default you're attached that's a Siamese twins that's what is an expression and another my memory says that other men travel when they were created it was offered but off their back to back when they're separated now it could be punim upon and face to face so it's not just physically that you could look under my thumb but could look at it also represents mentally a relationship back at the back he could be very connected but you never see each other you can't appreciate the other as an other why because they're not another they're just by default connected to you so in many ways it's a very strong connection and many people like to hold on to such relationships but it's essentially back to back you never see the other person you don't even see another the other is simply an outgrowth of you because it's just part of who I am pawn number punim actually means I see you and I see you as not me because if it's me it's not you so the relationship is coming from me being me and you being you and then we choose to connect that happens on Rosh Hashanah that's why other men have are separated in Rochon it's metaphoric of the separation of hashem and the universe and the soul so you have tacuba hi there Schaefer you start the process of what attachment how through the Schaefer the Schaefer tells you two things first of all cut yourself slack of course you separated you're not one anymore good morning you have to wake up and you know smell the coffee you're not one you have to take responsibility for your life and you have to understand that there is separation with all that comes with separation nonetheless what is it there for so you should be able to create a deeper connection or deeper attachment and the very appreciation of the of separation and the screaming out about that pain is what allows you to overcome that separation is what allows you to heal that separation and that's why Casa brings young again with the ability of Hagana to point with your finger the Casa this Alma's the kiss is all the unhooking that's what the passage says think about how this Schieffer so that the caster should be able to be transformed into a day into a young as in a revelation of what to the point of Haganah Merriman's by vehemence a in a much deeper way because it comes from from from the yesh becoming one with a lien and then the casa continues key quickly remove mishpat lilica yankov literally like we translate as a statue a law like opium reich cuddliest although it's a war for Israel mish but it's a time of misspent justice judgment leather ke Akua for the god of Yonkers which if we understand the Cossack Azure Shoshanna this would be the first place that it would say that Risha shun is a young of Michigan cousin Hamish doesn't say anything about your honor being or had in or anything else it just says it's a young TIFF we don't even know why it's a young different Amish it doesn't say it just says hi - Ashley Bella hi - it should be a young true he loved her but here he says cochlea so sucked about Latanya hugging doesn't only mean a law Hoyt could mean Washington we say in Asia's file every Friday night for Michelin but detain remember but detain tariff Lovaza the culinary sound the woman gives tariff tariff would mean food pray nourishment for her home and the height is muslin nurture food nourishment Lennar e said to her to her children to her youth the same we have a puss it also initially pea climate hot reef amy left them hooky give me bestow upon me let him cookies the dread of my mother's Russian Muslim means food niche calamar likely Israel who doesn't only mean it's law-like means it's a day of nurture it's a day of muslin it's a day of food listo kolima ha ha I'm shocked ELISA Charlotte's like the culinary South it's a day of a flow of a communication to the Jewish people what does this mean in the puss it he starts with you stroll on the ends with Yaakov he me you saw who mish Metallica Yaakov so now we look at it then we say just for poetic reasons you make here you sir all you make yak of you don't wanna repeat the same word twice it's not it's not a sophisticated way of writing but the truth is that the tehilim like the tomas itself is every words is my divine inspiration so it's profoundly precise so we're now going to discover two states of consciousness in the Jew which is called Israel and Yaakov when you want to describe with your son in terms of your so you say likely struggle there's a shot in terms of Yaakov it's mish but lakea see some Speedos could they Lea's penis is strong for a person to be in a state of Esau what's he strong it shows a combination of two words la Minuit race I love Shannon right you strong you have llama dirt that's the first letter and the last letter and then in middle letters is shin reached out of which makes right so together you have learish my head or a head to me c'mon shard angle bottle orange so take the human being the red girl the leg the foot and all the parts of the body another even the foot it's completely subservient to the brain ma sha rush behold my sorrows right sir a regulation beliefs Romania eco boiler whatever the brain hopped on the brain were running we're rocking we're walking were walking nominee nope no friction Emma rock smashes OWASA that's the key it's not that they regel goes to a struggle I'm sitting giving a I want to lift up my hand cuz I'm talking so I tell my arm my brain sends a message to my arm you know you should right now lift up your hand will be better for this year the Hansard I'm not in the mood I'm not in the mood who L told you what to do doesn't work that way in the body the synchronisation of the body is one that the leg the hand every limb is essentially the brain it's an embodiment it's an expression of manifestation it's one it's one entity even though physically in the place of the brain it's not like they have to struggle with themselves and say you know who is this brain he's such a tyrant he's gonna control my life my brain is not controlling my life that's it it's time for autonomy it's time for independence we're stronger than the brain it's not a problem you could drill your skull take out the little mushy jello brain how big is in a thrown in the garbage but for some reason a healthy human being does not do that because the moment the brain goes into the garbage the foot and the hand and all of them is his god obvious Scottish so it's not that there's a struggle this absurd roster and then the rebel says despite the fact that I'm not interested I'm gonna do it we're talking of course if the body is capable of the regular is not capable so then we're not dealing with them at the moment is a capability Roger says this is what we're doing the rebel does this ah so when you call it really strong it means he's in a state of leaders versus leader I should have drawn the CRO a bundle monk Jewish people are called children of Hashem cause I'll tell us bro Kyra Davo this has been the child the son is the foot carries the foot of the Father why do they say this wants me as a foot of the Father he says him as bittle a real relationship between a father and a son is one but for this the father has to be a father the son has to be in the Sun when you have a real religion a father and a son it's not that there's a struggle I would like to do my thing you would like me to do this thing I'm going to overcome because it's a mitzvah of keyboard Ave and because I do need my allowance at the end of the month and that's very important the true definition of childhood in other words if you see yourself as a child we don't know we see ourselves as children and our fathers as fathers but if you experience what a child experiences and the father to know the father experiences it's like the relationship between Brock IRA Davo there's a complete oneness between the two broken premise Bittle so when Jews are called bond and lahmacun that's what the Ben is broke era Davo like the regul and erosion so there's a oneness that's very very deep when my father is a criminal of Rafah passed away so he was a very interesting personality and a little mysterious so I went to a friend of his who knew him very very well and this man was a an essayist a writer a journalist for many years I think Azam was very sure the broth scheme pass to everybody else he was like a deep thinker you know cushion psychology so I asked him a few weeks after his death I went to see him and I asked him to describe to me the essence of my father I knew my father well but I wanted to know the essence of my father so he understood these things he understood he understood things very deeply so he thought and thought and thought and thought and he says some like ok that's it this is no if you look into your own essence you'll find your father's essence if you'll be able to find your essence you'll find their your father's essence that's what he's saying yeah that's really saying that Boracay Randhawa in other words in the real place of the bed and then the kuda limits of the Ben that's where you find your father and that's where the father finds the song that's he strong so the Jew as are you strong meaning learish God is my head there's the relation of Roth IRA Davo then that's one thing then this Indian mish but lilica Yaakov Hina he strongly Krypton has been beneath idea strong Yaakov Nikitina stepford Yaakov the mean doesn't mean a head yucca means a heel a cthe the sole of the foot Peters penis Ben brachii Rodolfo I know Luke in his bid for mom-moochka delegatee haroche the son is like the foot and they had their one valve Aden then this Yaakov is called a Nevitt the passage says of the a cliff what's of the Yak of Yaakov is an Evans he strollers have been Bernie Tiede so he brings these specific yes rather than home measures associated with Ben Yaakov is associated with office it's two states of consciousness evolved in mind and Jesslyn Roxanne asset can I ever chose are even different take the classics it was an effort a slave a servant what's the concept it's somebody who really doesn't belong to you if this doesn't belong to you these separate a child is really one with a father it's interesting even and how love for the rugged Shover proof to me explains a whole suit game of ambassador by explaining that there's no tomorrow says that Jerusha is not called scenario so you know by a dazzling somebody steal something from you so if there's huge and shanira shows mean you give up and he changes domains so there's an element of Kinyon and if we just has to pay back the value not the object itself the question is if you Roush is called shinu your shoes sohow's I'll see you Roush is not she nourishes the racket Java says cuz been Omid boom Akuma of hoo hoo eczema it's not called a change a transference from one domain to another domain it's the same answer the Ben is the arm on a certain level the Ben is the aim on a certain level in an unconscious space for sometimes conscious but in their core there's a oneness it's not a something went over from one generation to another generation on one level on some level it's my wish the oneness but we know that at some point the baby is born the baby differentiates from the father and mother and then sometimes becomes a struggle like probably quite a few people sitting around the steady bullets you know it's not so simple with your father it's not so simple with your mother some spent years trying to figure out do I like my father do I hate my father is my father the hero was my father the villain is my father the greatest Santa go ever lived as my father the worst person who ever lived is my father clueless or is he just whacked out of his whatever it is is he a survivor is he a victim everyone deals with stuff right because there's differentiation you can't remain in the womb for every have to become separate the Evatt is a separate person evidence not mine so even when an avid is loyal de cámaras doesn't get in after they have given it away the evidence Bathgate he wants of Cadis he doesn't want to serve you it's a suppression of self not only is so that's a struggles you can't compare to a bet so the Ben represents there's oneness even if you don't feel the oneness f dos means that is essentially separateness whom I ever choose Arvind if there's a plus signal of the altaira of the yacht when we say massage shoppers so Yakko AV associates with ever do I because there's a state of a curve in the state of rush then raced is the full consciousness of your advantage with the Boyar island in Raguel there's no consciousness Yaakov in the sole of the foot the obviously rep Nelson says that the a curve is Moloch a mothership Adam because the smaller the weakest blood circulation is in the foot fiends that's why diabetics that have bath rather first thing gets affected is the feet cuz it's it's it's it's a more less life it is less vitality there so there's less consciousness obviously Reb nos and says that the a curve is Malik amethyst Roboto so the mailer actually alpha became requirements for Sunday night but he's still in every does what the master wants Ellis should work in a small comma but there's a battle oh yes my nail mockable of and there's many obstacles lecture miss Gabriel Imagineers answer of kinases Coffea he has to subdue he has to confront the esta battle my shaking his slow penises have come up he stalled as a model of his habitat transformation other words alignment Yaakov is a model of Escoffier which is basically subjugation from the word clave for cliff and I say a Sabbath is from the word but not by who you are transformed there's no struggle anymore scoff you means I have to sometimes force myself it's two different stages and I by discussion so therefore we have the model of you strong the Jews conscious of a relationship that's one it's not a struggle anymore it's the greatest dish mock to do the Ruxin of our time is the greatest dish not it's like the foot following the head that's who it is I'm not battling it that's who I am I am my brain my brain is one with me we work together it's a single organism it's somebody there's different parts of the body it's one organism and the brain is the consciousness of the entire organism so he tells the devil what to do the rebel feels that is my I am a Fela cover the rich sound obsess struggle this child is a Fela cover the father in the mother like up when a baby baby feels this you see the vagueness of babies with parents before the whole month before growing up they say Mark Twain said when I was nine my father was a genius when I was 19 he became a what does he know about life now I'm 29 and I have a bunch of kids of my own and the guy is pretty wise it's funny how much the old man learnt in 10 years so people go through people go through that process first you one with your parents then it's a mitzvah to delegitimize them or whatever they say by definition is wrong this is 11th commandment if your mother says it though your father says it is the worst thing in the world because your friend didn't say it and then you get a little older and you realize that the old man may have some wisdom so it's the same thing cloud prot the clock starts with attachment real attachment especially with the mother and then there's detachment and there's the trauma of detachment and then there is trying to believe that you're not part of your mother and with the Jews that's very hard to actually make space between yourself and your mother or your father the pencil type of mother you have and then there's the dinner code of coming back of the club so you have in this process you have the Jew as you strong and the Jew is Jakob did you as a Ben and the true as an evidence two strands and avoiders and chemin you can have one hour this one hour this one day this one day you're in the mood of governing one day doesn't mean anything for you you have to battle the f everything is a battle one day you have spiritual clarity and one day you're completely confused complete opaqueness complete darkness - mozzie says as follows the he may ha de Middlebury Shoshanna a person is judged under Shoshanna but for what are you judged you know when you judge the National for alum Chaka Celica Savoy in who royally is Gilly Eliquis spin-off show how ready is he to feel his homeless that's the judgment of Rosh Hashanah how ready are you to be able to become one with yourself are you ready are you ready to experience the Yuliya Lucas the revelation of godliness in your own soul behind a loofah my submission Ashura this is based on how the person lived how the person lived throughout the year are they ready for this state of homeless before they still have to work through their brokenness the Zell mishpat Lilith que Yaakov that's why when it comes to Yaakov there's a mission Yaakov shiva penis Yaakov Shh between Izumo comma in the state of the Jakov with his award so little is gabriela mania there's always a enemy that you have to prevail over upon them so home and not saith sometimes you win well the problem Sherman also can sometimes you lose you get defeated may not say it means you win when lots of means you somebody else wins your manatsu your passive your defeated people i millennium yeah yeah yeah it's a struggle you know I get a punch you get a punch right that's it you're on the ring guy box you box we both get bruised the question is who wins at the end to get to the knockout but it's my millennium buds that's what risk is told you have two twins who La Hoya millennium its meaning is rad she says one nation will become stronger from the other nation it's like a seesaw you go up I go down I go down for la Haine Bizet ich mich but la la cosa boy here there's a mission when it comes to Yaakov God as a God of Yaakov here this miss but what's the mission for the mission but is if you draw you to be able to experience the full of person your soul if you put in the work into your life to be able to experience the absence of the gap the complete actus between the eye and the eye and that's the mission but that's the main judgment under Shoshanna that's the main judgment of Rosh Hashanah am i capable am I ready to become whole am i capable of experiencing God's unconditional love and unity or I'm not because to really experience unconditional you have to be able to be whole if you feel you're broken and detachment of fragments you won't be able to experience mashenka dependencies role Leeroy Sabrina's been bracketed avoir some who heiko Mawson of it it is always a flow of nourishment in you sir oh there's not mr. Putin Rosh Hashana Tico beside yourself my castle am i gay no but these two states when it comes to you sir all the state of Easter all of the true there it's like there's always nourishment is always our fatherland shuttle because it's never a separation on the level of Yaakov where there is a separation because you're a Nevitt an abbot means I don't feel that I'm part of you have to overcome that here there's the mission patricia tion a little okay Yaakov are you ready how much are you ready for the gear wheel are you ready for the gilja lacustrine option this depends each person on their avoided but there's a state of you strong which is not a judgment why because there was no separation there's a oneness remember that the ain't safe is here the question is how much consciousness the person has of it that symptom is only from one perspective ah but you have to remember one thing miss purty who luckily this is a quote from tacones ayahs introduction those who say puzzles Julio on Friday save us miss purty who Rafa me the camera says the success mushaf - ADA the heat-seal away everybody knows the mission and Sanhedrin that's why Sanhedrin has to be 23 people why 23 people so hazael say to us you need an ADA my harvests and an ADA Marcellus you need a full minion that should be able to say innocent and a minion be able to say guilty but you can't have 20 because it's an even number you can't have 21 because when it comes to guilt you need at least the majority of - you can't have 22 because it's even so you have 23 so even miss foot is you Rafa me miss petunia - skite is never about vengeance judgement I will show you who's boss mish but is always about compassion we learned what compassion is compassion is to make you whole again to bring you back to yourself so even in Misrata active is not a judgment in a sense of I'm judging you because you lived a broken life so you're not really for Delia Lucas it's a wish but to be able to help the person so therefore shallow sameness can Osteria symmetry of the aim keep order that's why ever says she meets rubidium kipper not for these are all so much maintenance for the yapeth lord alcaman Robin Papa Castellano the whole new code of a Saracen make sure is to arouse compassion and the requests of sloths Lana what's Lachlan who what is Lachlan will forgive forgive forgive what is this you asked him already a hundred times some people are gonna say SLUSA again again what's shot what is this Loch Lomond Leah's Ghibli Rutzen an alien by now sure it's not la know is I want to be able to feel your full will your full passion and my soul - autumn sham a vaca shmakov a dead limb Koval slight well marshal cotton egg like a person who comes to a best friend he says I did something against you I want to apologize what are you looking for you don't want him to sue you you don't want them to gossip about you maybe that's a basement it says that's nothing a good then it couldn't shake here back arches ooh hula how is love lovely or its sign a hayloft if it's a real friend what's bothering me is not that in my resume they're gonna say that he did this that's selfish what I'm what I crave is your heart I used to have your heart I don't have your heart anymore I die I backstab you I don't have your heart I don't have your Rutzen anymore you don't have passion you can't be with me in a comfortable way you have to protect yourself in other words to be shaza hetero pawn of memento during the head his face was turned away but like how you liberated sign name I vomit hello huzzah huzzah Robson miss Hill is not just okay I forgive you I'm not taking you the best in I won't press charges that's that's the basics Mozilla's cause artists are rotten I'm interested in you again we can have intimacy chasm of action slack alone oh this is la solana ain't about cos all URIs Ornish you're not asking you're afraid that God is gonna punish you he's gonna sue you he's gonna press charges gonna call the police that's not what you're asking God do me a favor spear me I don't want a whitening coming down today to kill me that's not the Picasa that's not in the code that's none of this you don't have to say a whole iam kid besides to make sure what is it al al Gilbertson shall a year beheld vast upon him well a year gosh miss Oliver Milan this Laughlin Louise I want your intimacy I don't want that the world my world should conceal how close we are I want to be able to experience fully your presence in my life that's the mom Aslan who is that I betrayed the relationship the relationship is that I acted as though I'm broken I behaved as though I'm fragmented I could not overcome this separation I could not realize that the separation was near to create deeper attachment so thus la flama is Casares are upset you want shallow ye the hell investor partly that's what you're asking when you betray your friend it's not the charges that he might do that's okay yes you want to take care of that if he's gonna if he's gonna punish you you don't want that you want to ask myself but the real missile is I want your soul I want to be able to look you in the eyes without shame so I tell God I want to be able to look you in your eyes and you should be able to look me without shame without any concealment now that's a very very deep request it's a very deep request it's a deeply you know you can have a couple and they live in the same house but they can't look each other in the eyes they could talk they could do thing they do business deals constant they run a house together supper laundry whatever it is but they can't look each other in the eyes why because there's no trust there's no full trust intimacy is in to me see not to turn away your face not to turn away your face that's last longer I apologize I made a mistake yeah I need forgiveness but the real one who is I want back your soul he says we say Ramona's gunky with cleaners Vava - I'm up on of a you crash on my chantix ifs napalm that's why the first thing of the dome of the seraphim is we said before our sham passes over his face by ikura Hashem Hashem twice hasha six-time a bigger value if you look in the toner come there's a sick a line that separates one hush them from another Russia so Rashi says coid them she after aftershock yeah does Hashem before you cinder some after you said but if you were me the Seraphim was said after the Heather a go so why are we talking now about the God before you sin I shan't cry them sure yeah he's gonna say the deeper push on here wasn't shot javea have heard this is very interesting javea a third who penis bittle her Elliot the penis javea alien the McCoy right the first Hashem is the bittle from in the state of Hawaii in the source OPA via a base an instructor submitted the mahkum ayah shaii i yes but the lion the first time i represents the state of the age so if preach some creaminess had in pre restrictions so everything is one the second hawaii is the one is that you come only after the separation only after the fragmentation only after existence the first Hawaii doesn't laosan that's what Ashley sent by him say after not chronologic wasn't allow for sin sin can only come because I don't feel that I'm one with you the foot does not sin against the head that's not doesn't happen unless person is sick a person is sick the head tells the foot move and the foot says Amelia halt what is sin really sin really is the person doesn't feel their capabilities right we call sin a form of illness so people think it in a guilty way really it's not a guilty way it's a very profound idea a person doesn't feel capable they feel weak they don't feel there's Vegas sober may Allah then the regular Abele's but if they're regulars healthy doesn't rebel so it's quite um Shasta and that act us in you sir all there's no sin that's what the kumar's has alopecia cata he strong who so we tied even though he sinned he's still a juvenile Italian touches no even though he sinned yes RAL who there's a place where he never sinned that's what he touches next my man will see I Felicia kata is Rollo there's a space where he never sinned because it's a relationship with the head like that in the phones it's a different part not even though he sinned it will be nice will still be nice we won't throw him out today you have to say I hope we shall I hope that you sir awful sometimes harder with people you know you know but but you want to ask something so but mainly if this is the case the first half is quite of Shahada there's no but isn't this bit till the second one is she a bit too lush lush lion so that's why you brought shame upon a vehicular you want Hashem but then there is the separation and then there's a second ahsha she finishes Rahzel than the K Yaakov that's why the misfit is like a Yaakov to the god of Yaakov what replica Yaakov so I hope you understood mr. became misfit for the Eliquis that's gonna be ninja sin Yaakov mish but lelik a Yaakov how much shall the course will the active experience that diminishment eraser shop how whole will you be able to feel that depends on your oven ultimately the spirit how whole are you capable of fill in the relationship separate it or Hall that depends on a person's life how whole they will feel on Rosh Hashanah sorry Shoshanna there's the misfit lelik a for the Eliquis that's gonna be inactive for you solids and the finish on that's hopefully as strong as a different pin mister first high value it's before the separation the mainland bozell then the k Yaakov this is also the deal killer K because I lack a rush and I'm shocked l ok always means a flow come I we say intranets relic a of Ramallah Kaizen killer chaotic what doesn't mean we take it for granted really insulting who's a sham the god of of ROM the god of into the god of the aquifer they were people three people it's like that's his definition yeah you say who is this person he is the why he's the husband of plain his bus blindness and okay who was God you want to know he's the God above wrong they got a visa so he says the trapped on the Kiev ROM is that this Nizam Chaotica from of ROM can experience it the GABA Yaakov save betray service Vevey lakea care of Ramallah Cade said well ok at we didn't have a of by its location of of a yak the pre-shot is Kiev of who I'm shahe valve representatives from uh from to get hook it goes Tillich a yak of react of his mother Sara Hammond the nymphs are called hath it comes down so deeply action by Emma P put him what do we say him kipper in deposit harshest after a my Stevie I'm Isaiah capitulation the tire estimate alpha they say come with may Hashem Tatar Oh Harriet I'm Daphne Ashanti toto so the pastures is in the presence of God with neigh in the presence of Hashem totally says Lynn a really emotional / - 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