Likkutei Torah Sukkos - "Ushe'avtem Mayim" #1 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet we're going to begin Bezier sham today a new Mimer asuka's the combined Murr page 156 on top it says horsy no or Daffy I in s page I infest column 3 iron Hamid gimel you see it says drew shimla suka Sushma nyet Cyrus this is with the my Martin for suka since minutes areas begin after mind the sauce in the mining are you sure this mind me by the ballot Anja was said on Schwinn yet saris of the year tough cuffs ama tough cuffs Amish man yet Cyrus which would be not 1809 but 1799 1799 and it focuses on the meaning the inner meaning of the simpler of circus the simplest basic shave of circus and it opens up with the pasta kosher after mine the sauce in me man are you sure the pasta crash after mind the sauce in mine are you sure is a paucity Nia Shia literally it means you shall draw water with joy from the Wellsprings of salvation as we know su cos there was a unique service a unique avoider that was unlike different than a whole year known as Nahum ayah meaning every night of suckers right before dawn I'm saying every night every morning of sook is right before dawn there would be a procession a march that would go from the base our mixers down to the she Loya spring perhaps some of you have visited the Shimla the spring draw water make a procession back up to the Hara bias to the Temple Mount to the base on English and in the morning the Korean would pour this water a gum the water pour a flask of water onto the MS BAE up together with wine that they would pour every morning anyway mrs. AI and they did for the Tom Mitchell chakra Thomas Levin are by him for the most of like we speak about always Venise km munis a I am honest her hair those were the wine libation that was done everyday in the base--emitter Shabbos Yom Tov but circus they did miss Akamai him every morning throughout all the days of circus together with the pouring of the wine by the tongue after the Tom Mitchell shock her but here there was a unique concept whoosh after my imbecile in my nation you don't draw the water stop you do it with joy so a whole night before they were dance and this was known as the Scimitar of simplest base a shaver shave amines drawing pulling the water taking the water the Scimitar connected with Shiva's her mind that was a simple circus of this Domitian is the Gomorrah so mr. su could call Mitch Larsen says mr. Chevrolet Rossum Kamiyama whoever did not see the Simca the dancing the singing the juggling and the ecstasy during the night of sin cos mr. shaver never saw a simpler in his entire life at kadai and this was all a preparation for the procession after the dancing in the morning before dawn to go get the water and then the next night again the same dancing and Gazala mr. sook it is a whole Sookie describing how the joy and the jumping and the dancing and the instruments and the vocalists it did only a dart would juggle would sit and juggle a focus shallower and the men noticed with light up the all your show I am the Gemara says he should buy rarest hit the merciless mr. shaver a woman could sift her weeks the middle of the night because of the light of sympathy remember in a time before Thomas Edison there was no electric there were no lights but that's how much the light of some conservative shaver was now if you study swarm of you disguise throughout all the generations half my adonus we're very perplexed by this there is some what we would call in Hebrew he does Dumas to ma a code here a mist what generated the great sense around this suka Maya what was it the cepa's must postal on the contrary logic leads the other way around you give people to drink wine it produces some simple you give people to drink water and most people don't get drunk over water at least I never saw it if you can get drunk over water you'll be pretty healthy just drink and drink and drink don't stop drinking water you're depressed shot of water you come home stressed a shadow water class oh just keep it to the water you'll be good well we see it's not that way yayan is up it's a little different and there's a parsec it's not just it's not just I'm Lee and she's a plastic yayan miss Sameach deposited safer safe to Miss America live on ocean the Gomora says a native indigenous join us aside so the half of me had noticed wanting to understand what's dis avoid of nyssa somalia so you could say it's xavius our Kossoff shem wants us to pull one you understand why he wants you to pour wine save me want you to pour wine he wants you to pour water for seven days if you'll understand why you'll understand what those ionizer but it was a whole simcha associated with that means some experience there's some experience of joy and what's the connection - sook acceptors and what's up is here a whole night of symptoms mr. shaver and wine that every Mitzvah it's a mitzvah every it's we should have soup before you put on tefillin shows to dance the whole night before Philip that's your min again this is the background to appreciate what this my mer is going to be addressing sieve deposit says be Amish mini at Sarah Steele ahem he starts writer with a possibly much money at service because the man who was sentenced minutes and us and he was summing up so to speak suckers and getting this money at service deposit says very much when he had Sarah Steele of ham and parsha spinjas and the do care is lehem what's sharper your Marshman our service Thiele ha the dear kiss lehem by Amish mini on the eighth day at Sarah Steele ahem it should be for you Peter mahalo Shawn know how you might even alga be amiss bears podium alien costume seed facial Milo your enormous bear could messiah reverts the toy column baaga soo Kassar human asking my amalgam is bad when it's a Hawaiian culture this means by your mush maniac Sarah Steele ahem comes as in context of a whole year a whole year they would offer car bonus on the halt what Bulls Rams sheep goat those are the minim those are the types of animals that wore fur on them is bear pardon oxen Bulls a Lamar Rams from the Sheep family cross some sheep younger sheep and see them are goats and it would be a heavenly fire and by distribution that would come down on them is bear the Gemara says in humor it looked like a crouching lion humid Africa follows it looked like a crouching lion and the fire would consume the flesh the fact of the car bonus every single day 365 days a year on the misery in by restriction bias fish Oba conga suckers by hog asuka's there was an additional element they would pour water on the altar and the commissioner says mr. Hawaiian called Shiva this went for seven days toast miniatures happy Amish maniacs heiress Thiele chemical optimism oh this is now shot in the possibly Marsh maniac saris on the eighth day all of this the whole year score bonus and initial Kamiya masuka's finally all of it is gathered lehem it goes to you it becomes yours which is gonna be explained now but this is just his introduction to the whole explanation the word ox Eris means the targum says our services to gather the word in Hebrew we say ATS or what's a stop Sarnia that's our stop whenever you gather people you also stop them because they're remaining in one place they're not scattery they're not moving around so by a marsh mini on the eighth day at service it all gets gathered congealed and internalized tlf em within yours bearding insert explain this whole concept he may now here he's gonna say a few lines as introduction but I want you especially to focus in on these three lines because you will see here an axiomatic idea meaning all you cite is the idea of an approach he may have Shane la nube stomach Nashville I'm his mail here is the aside now that there's no base of mikta Sh and there's no miss bath no alter sudden call effort every person meets to limp side every chaffetz Menasha needs to find words of love in his soul olijavi a call a penis Ayana some nyla named LaMotta Boveda sash MSHA believe colada when there's a base emitter cinemas Bay off you could somehow rely that the experience is happening somewhere in the world then you're good you can go back onto your hammock somebody is doing what has to be done in order to keep the world in order somebody's pouring water somebody's pouring wine if somebody's offering both that's why we have Chi in him and we pay them taxes we give them through miss and my sister and whatever we have to give them in order for them of that madness Kahuna in order for them to do Ashley except or you do the job let me do my thing the ballot Anya says now none of this exists physically so what happens now it's not shot all this becomes irrelevant now the challenges saw the collected limsa divination safe it's beneficial vivid a haven is an interesting expression from the word tough excavator desire love every person has to find dearie - sweet words lovable words in his own soul and understand that all the prettiness Alyona show milah meaning everything that's experienced on young teeth more sharpest or every day exists in his own heart and avoid the sunshine well behold the river to behold that in every generation value of autumn leaders but not shy in Yin penis ish Shiseido for masala Sokka bonus party Mela mclarson openness Nyssa kamehameha Oh penis Gary Marsh mini should buy that service call of konasana so now the challenge and every generation is that the fire that burnt in the base I make this whole year burning up the Lambs I have to find in myself and the water that was poured seven days on suckers I have to find in my own song and Shalini had said is that brought it all together have to find all in my soul and here he has captures in a few lines one of the big biggest siteís and really functions of the tire of the Baal Shem Tov and his talmidim which basically when you study it you see that it's constantly focused on this theme there's no Mitzvah there's no carbon there's no halakha not in tears because I've not intelligible paths that you can't find in your own nefesh so there was a time in Jewish history and time of the base--emitter when so many of these things were done in a practical physical way in the spiritual epicenter of the world and that's a Feist the time of the Corbin is not only a bin of destruction and negative sense it also created a whole new opportunity and a whole new challenge like every opportunity and that is to appreciate the relevance the personal relevance psychologically emotionally spiritually with in every person's mind and heart what does this mean in my life so I read avoid a soccer bonus every day I can't bring a carbon it's internal what's the carbon I'm bringing what's the fire that's burning it up what's the bull what's the RAM what's the sleep what's the dog what's this wine that I'm pouring what's the MS BAE and what's the basis of meekness what's the age all the voices he says I have to find it LaMotta ballets colorful death Oba Colbert even though every person needs to find this in his nefesh leaders been option and this seaside that he brings here is a theme even though he doesn't always give this introduction but I'm pointing it out because many as you probably realize many of them I'm aren focus on this right away going from the physical manifestation to the emotional counterpart in the human heart that's the entry into what the discussion of the minors this also means of course that there's no Mitzvah that's not observed today there are mitzvahs that can be observed physically in fact most mitzvahs can be observed physically there are so many mitzvahs for which you need either Eretz Israel you need to be nice a straw or you need a base a McNish and a miss baya purity and you need a lot of different volumes sometimes how many Jews are an ancestor all so you have many mitzvahs that bacalao don't apply today coming soukous you haven't met the other Mitzvah vehicle in the midst of how kill Hackl you need a mela with the base--emitter I mean all these types of Inanna so that's all if you're talking about the technical implementation of the Mitzvah - Gnaeus if you're talking about the finding the meaning of the Mitzvah the deeper meaning of the Mitzvah on an emotional level this every Mitzvah is equally timeless and eternal throughout all the generations so he starts explaining before to get to nisus am i am you first have to get to this is a ayan and before to get the necessary and you first have to go through the car bonus so it's gonna take some time to get the circus here because there's no sir you don't jumped in this is how many you don't start with suka success it's a process so he's gonna start off with the age understanding the age with the pot him into a limb and this idiom and it was from there you can then get etched afterwards the Nahum I am of circus and then at the end - minion sex he named Laura Zhou cause I'll tell us the modernist acted roughest Phyllis can negate midden tickle where in the beginning of Perak Phyllis a chakra in my sector Broca's now evolved says the big cloud that Phyllis were instituted connected car bonus to midden meaning every day there was a carbon tamil in the base of McNish hamid means perpetual consistent was 365 days a year they offered a sheep in the morning and a sheep in the afternoon which we say every morning before dominating the lamb in the morning the lamb in the afternoon and that carbon Thamud brought every single day without exception and hence has hummin instituted chakras and Mincy connected the cabanas Sweden and even my live because often the last carbon the carbon thumb it was burnt at night it was consumed at night Wow in yen so taking this now from the physical to the spiritual avoid the she believes of the filler the gomorrah says am a surface tiniest in the beginning valve additive love they become of african to serve him with all your heart easily avoidable a what's the avoid in the heart which avoided night suit filler that's darvany davines avoidable live in yiddish as the user tax avoiders should believe in hearts on meat hearts avoidable a bays and he brewers could mean both things means in and with basically so avoid assure believes in filling a void the fillers in the hearts in the heart and mitt the hearts with the heart so avoid assure believes with filler of a Haleiwa ramos connecting the miss bail the lave represents the alter them is better than the base--emitter shame show how you base miss brothers claim even hits in carthage believe based cleaners could sign ESL lave open in ESL life just like anna base on victor she had two separate alters one was the miss Bay economy inside the hate Hall which was roofed which was an inside chamber which was not accessible to everybody only Clarendon could go in there and over there they would never bring animals only burning incense every morning the Kohen Gadol would burn incense on that miss Beth he had the spices eleven types of herbs that were ground and mixed together we say them in the morning that sorry of isolated macabre and they would be placed on the altar which had burning coals on it and the smoke and the aroma would go up inside the head that was every morning and in the evening dictators in afternoon that's the miss may happen in me the outer miss banner was in the courtyard of the Hara buys the quarter of a salmon dish without a roof who was accessible everybody could see it you stir a limb and men and women and children could come to the Arab eyes to his sections that different people can go but everybody could see them his bath with the cayenne and would do that void that was the outer altar literally was outside outdoors and that's where the car bonus were brought the animals were brought every day the carbon Talmud in the morning carbothermal in the afternoon and any individual though I have to bring a carbon throughout the day that was the place that the animals were brought or not only animals a lot of cabanas were not animals they were meal offerings grain grain offerings barley usually grain offerings that were brought flour or matzo that was burnt on them as better fine that's the Misbah if I hit some his back up in it we're now talking about thievery a safe it's been after in your own soul so he says there's two dimensions to the heart the outer heart and the inner heart can i that's known which across a bizarre hill agimo parsha starve the Misbah happening me nikkor coiled the medaka so clinical apne more vanilla gum Kim is bear huzzah boo boo cleanest average from a penis Camilla size of a la casa this is in the brackets the MS mayor Azov is called Carl de mama Dhaka there was no loud noises over there was a cold mama dockets call up anymore the inner voice which he also discussed at the minutes of him about chauffeured the coiler clemmy's la back shop owner this is called miss bajas of zov is much more precious than kesav than gold then silver resolve is the pin of much more expensive it's called collar Ponemah to avert a bug to shame after the brackets a shame show you mark live enormous benefits in color cabanas partner Balaam across in toast economies Baker's kitchen they used to offer all the animals meaning Bulls Rams sheep etc holy Tartars call a catalytic Elizabeth feel awesome oh you did a soffit Eva's Billy Boy show cleanest its ownership a label varchar2 sly 8 finish may age means gallows a leaf by daven iing every person ought to arouse the natural love in his heart which is called its signee is to belay the external dimension of the heart that it should to sly it means it should go a blaze it should fire up a lot is a burning powerful blaze flame shut the slides off lock it and then you'd issue flocking it finish page like a powerful glow of fire base gallows a life where this dimension of the heart emerges it's revealed it's not plucked for who in this a shell milah she Oded that Messiah list of our cabanas and this essentially is the representation of the heavenly fire that came down in the image of a lion to burn up the carbon does El Barrio the same re Sharmila unit in the moment of optimum itself yeah it's not such a sight questions a good question one oh we come to our aid ah right a lion is not kosher okay it's a good shine hold on to it we'll address Lena what's the new Hoodie here what is the ball of time you're saying here it's fielder's but Malcolm timidity what's the timidity they would have a sheep they would offer it and its flesh and its fat were burned every morning and afternoon on the outer miss Bale that was the what's feeling now thrillers a substitute for that now no one buy at Fela brings a sheep nobody sacrifices a sheep and nobody burns a she buy darvany but the concept is the same the matura the purpose of the voice Fela which is in the heart which is connected to Miss baya this that a person should arouse in his heart discover a sense of Ava's Hashem that burns like a fire we'll soon see what it consumes but it burns like a fire because love when it's revealed burns like a fire when it's concealed it doesn't burn like a fire it's nom it's pluck this a she says comes mom ila why because that's the whole point the love doesn't have to be created the love is there the love is a gift the love is part of who you are we don't have to create love the love is there the question is if it's concealed if it's repressed the love could be tremendously repressed and very plugged up behind closed doors that we ourselves are unaware of it which is true sometimes in a person's life generally love with with our love towards ourselves love towards the people love towards God they're all work together sometimes you just can't feel it especially we spoke about this many times some of us feel that we have to close our hearts at some point because it's too vulnerable when your heart is open you can get hurt but remember when I close my heart nothing goes in but nothing goes out all right there's nothing affects me so I can't even feel love to those who I want to feel off to because I stopped loving but it's not that the love is not there that's why the love is always there and the love is a tional nyla it's not something you have to create it was given to you it's a heavenly love that exists within you the person never has to create it just like a child than a mother to a child a child there's a natural love you don't have to create it there could be issues that could be a pista calls that could be concealments but you don't have to create the love if you exist you have this love every Jew has this love ever my I need to be at the Maga I have to arouse it I have to reveal it that's the ace of my love that burns up the cup honest that's the the question now is what does it have to do with a lion for who all that is my shaco serve your leshiy Tasi is gonna let as much the cause of us what the past success in Hosea after they ascend me after their simulation are you shocked the pasta King is Shia says they will follow Hashem they will walk after a shell he will roar like a lion say he tight she's here it's not separate after they assemble it actually a Shem Yael a who that's the love that causes you to follow Anthony Hashem and this love is expressed like the roar of a lion which is why the fire that came down looked like a lion because this fire inside the person is that lion that roars now what shot Shia Abba miss like ever so miss Loretta's believe order the roar of a lion as you know is one of a very very powerful I will open your heart and it opens the heart but okay so I'm not here talking about in terms of fear and danger if you happen to be dear and that's a whole different experience but maybe it's not that's where you really you know see it but the majesty of it and the intensity of it and an hour of it is very very palpable it's very felt so when the nobody says are you shocked that's his point that this IVA is powerful it's real it's raw and it's intense meaning sham is lava miss La Havas or miss la heavens Boulevard it's a it's a it's a love that's mr. La Havas clevis means it burns Oh miss lahat us against the flock it's a hoof it's burning the blaze Khalil you see sometimes a fire burning in a destructive way and you say this is a fire Sobrante fire Bazaar is our Shan Shan a totally different class Michelle this love exists when a person remembers as chemin he doesn't want to be separate and this love is aroused there's a tremendous passion elusive the passage says - emilich fa sho flow moisture nabina says in verse Hannon your God is a consuming fire what's proud what does it consume Hou flesh it's a fire that eats up fire società form a phallus color issue mashallah la ma ma an ich liebe shame a inaudible alias a HT a Michelle Nevada there's many fires that people have in life because we need passion we need passion human beings animals too but human beings need passion you need an age the question is what is your passion is it an age of sorrow and an age daughter we learned in the previous moment Charisse raw we learnt about stray for what stray for is versus Stila skinless a friend attending again not physically but in Nevada so we spoke about Asia it sort of means an alien fire alien fire means it's ultimately alien to who you really are and what you really want it's an outlet it's a substitute it's very very strong it gives you a a glimpse of having a passion it feels like you're passionate about something but it's really Zara it's alien to you therefore it's destructive to you it alienates you from yourself and it's completely alien from your own truth we know how true this is in so many people's lives they need a passion and therefore they find different things where they can develop a passion very easily very small price to pay financially maybe a big price but relative to discipline it's a small price it seems fun exciting you get passionate about it but you're always left dry numb and empty because it's not really feeding your soul it's not even fulfilling the real passion you're looking for and therefore tomorrow you need it again and usually more because it's never real so you always need more because you always have to match the previous high and up it if you don't up it you don't elevate it a notch anybody knows what I'm talking about no you're you're looking at me like the Michigan eyes wanted to make sure but no some people very good introductory price is low but the cost is heavy especially long-term but aces are exists on many levels you have a Zara as a full-fledged addiction that's not true for everybody but ages art is a concept that exists also in in more benign ways so Hashem is an ash was trashed M is an age why would marina call God fire so some people see it as a very scary idea God is fire he's gonna burn you with the ballot Anya could darker the great Misaki and what he's telling us is no a relationship with God is always fire what's the fire the fire burns up all the fires that are destructive all the passions all the alien feelings that you need simply because yours are yours are to yourself you're an alienated you alienate it to yourself you don't belong there you think you belong there you feel like you belong because you don't have nothing else that's hashem elokenu a choice Allah if Hashem doesn't produce a fire Moshe says it's not a sham a local if there's a relationship with the divine Brenta fire there's a fire if there's no fire if everything is dead and called the numb and lifeless it's not a relationship with the divine if your relationship with Hashem does but then enough fire there's a fire burning are you the ones told me I you did in Pittsburgh his name is estra able' Balestra so you want someone he was a kid he lived in Rhode Island and there was a cousin there this is the old American Jews who went to shul who were from but they were very very American so they had like their own style so this was a thousand he would go to the omelet in the middle of Hazara shot somebody was talking he himself would turn around and middle of her and tell the person to be quiet that was the t-post that did the tip of the person she says the person once told him that in 1927 he was in a car accident those old cars of the 1920s I don't know if you remember them but you saw them up and he was in an accident and the police came and he was unconscious lying on the grass over there they came they didn't have of course the equipment they have today and they declared him dead on the scene they covered him with a sheath he was talk on conscious and they sent him to the more he's in the morgue he's telling this to label Esther with Allah to me and at some point they had a big african-american strong man who was handling the bodies and he comes down the refrigerators were full but once a may saw a corpse was taken they refilled that they they filled up the one donor the ones they were then the more they shouldn't decompose so an african-american he says a big huge man was handling the bodies and he came down into the morgue and it was his turn to get into the freezer because it was placed in the freezer he said he's with the sheets he's on a stretcher and this man starts taking his stretcher with wheels and he's bringing him to the freeze at the put him in on the way he wakes up on the way he wakes up he was already without any cloaks without any garments just had a sheet over him and it was a morgue and and he looked and he looks up from the sheets he looks up and it was the greatest nightmare you can imagine this huge guy an african-american holy brother in 1927 is looking at him and wheeling him and he looks at the man and he says I'm cold I'm cold I'm cold the man looks at me says you ain't called you dead he said that gave him he usin avoid accession throughout his life you ain't cold you're dead yeah the supports because the machete between coldness and deadness is very very thin very thin extremely thin so merge Souter Boehner says hashem elokenu are always a there's a fire and you need to fire if there's no passion it's not gonna get rid of any other passions meaning a yiddish guy that's passionless doesn't have the power to compete against the world that's full of passion you can't introduce a Judaism that's passionless and hope that it competes with everything else that's full of passion there's so much passion and everything we're you gonna deal with that passion of course it's gonna be an ages aura unless you could find on a show that eats up that age each sub doesn't mean each sub destroys consumes subsumes it when the small age gets consumed in this in the big age it didn't have to be destroyed it's it's already its promised I and money I have the big AG and I'm gonna go to the smallest which is an a son but if I have a cold you descried that's very very technical very bureaucratic even if it's fine it's a good system but it will never be able to compete with fire you see it you see it practically somebody says I need fire I need a I have a sh give me H so therefore the sight of thriller the sight of the hole I avoid that the first thing is is an H so don't think you have to create the age the H is there but the H could be dead - could be not dead but concealed it looks like it's extinguisher okay no mere Azam that's the reason house I'll say that's the reason house I'll say show us sir let okay the matter filler that one is now let it before darvany this is a quote from a sector brothers the first paid it the feud you now let me eat before darvany why so listen to his word can may I research America shoe rates a little he said overcome I like um gosh me since a person wants to eat something and his example of eating something is safe physical bread moral who'll ears but my Oaxaca via via Seideman Allah whenever you go to eat you have to be in a mental state where you are above the foot why sham it's AG mala say listen to the words now sham inside my las Li how you say to our love ro you leash led by Eva left on the man who Pilar gives you a ride to consume food who gives you a right any food here he's talking even vegetarians who eat only bread they only eat grain who gives you a right to detach the stalk to eat so he says but before you eat we have to establish one thing you're in a mental state where you're above the food and it's at his milah he's right he's worthy to rule over the food and eat it the keyword shall cry the matter filler but since this person is before Dominick shad valiantly beard with Sudduth as how my sis shall I bear shall my love it's before he found his own fire he didn't discover his own fire to burn up his own Moises Maestas means all the extras all the residue hard a Houma kosher bodega soprano sir he still completely stressed out by the stress of pernessa which is basically the staple of human stress that's the only husband had a mucosal Amata so this person is completely tied below the knife album a Drago's shouting Yanam - 'no and therefore he will surrender you will fall into any physical thing how do you shove the Madrigal I left my wife he and the bread are equal the bread is material and he's material vain Roary listeners Bible s elemental who gives you a ride to be shoulder to the bread and eat before you touch something in the world is a sensitivity here this is a creation this is a real energy I can't just squander it after don't be a narcissist and a dictator not everything is for you who gave you a right you're detaching the tomato detaching a fig a cucumber never mind if you're eating a living you're living the eating of fish eating if I am in the same state why am i better why do I get to eat it maybe it should eat me or at least let's call it equal you go your way and go your way problem is he gonna start dibala Tonya says the you say that a person eats and consumes the world as only if the food wants to be consumed by him why does the food want to be consumed by him because he made himself worthy of it what made him worthy of it he's above there's a transcendence in him that the food is yearning to be part of his system through which it will experience its own sublimation and transcendence so he says before darvany cuz I'll say you're not allowed to eat why aren't you allowed to eat because the evening before Dominic is guessing you you are the behavior yourself es da Bahama ain't met him as na habima that's not fear if I am a behaving myself meaning Bahama don't mean like they called you names I mean in a real sense if I'm my mental state is the state of the animal that's where I am the animal looks for food and I look for food that's basically what happens an animal wakes up in the morning you ever were on a farm what are they doing the Monday look for thought I wake up in the morning I also look for food he has grass I have cheese cake but then the cook is the same he eats healthy food I eat unhealthy food that's because we're more intelligence than we know how to destroy ourselves she don't have that intelligence to eat things that destroy them fine so I guess in a bahama I'm a stupid vain he's a smart Behaim is not better so why should a stupid baby the smart BAM it was because he has more power because he knows that a shattered so the vert is and it's not only a bahama he's talking about he's talking but even bread person in the morning usually doesn't eat flashings but clay the mat filler I'm not in a mental state where I'm in the position to eat the bread why because I am physically tied down and the bread is physically tied down so he says we're on equal footing equal footing my equal footing why are you ruling somebody else you learn here for me or - Agatha you can't become a leader just because you're a leader you have to be worthy of it you know that's what makes you have to inspire leadership you can't control you can't go it doesn't work that way one of our fates is rightful I'll catch a tunnel Vanessa but how you secured I don't know if you look at the English translations of the heights but highly secured means the sins that we sin coercion to do things through forcing crazy God means the odd Kazakh I'll force you so I can't control the food just because I could it was once a bad ugly crime in America and they asked the teenagers why do you do this and they said because we could there's no such a thing in the moral life it's it's because the leader deserves the leadership because he's wrong for that name so how can I eat ceases for whose elevator saw the MIT filament when I mentioned outside of Ananda he darvin's listen of duygu soprano so he creates a fire what does the fire destroy not his par no sir the stress of a prayer knows there's a different pronunciation I'm supposed to destroy but not so you have to make but the Tigers upon us the stress of the per knows the stress means that a person is completely unmatched and golf and shrank by it there's nothing above that that becomes the person like we learned previously about the person worshiping the partnership but the Chancellor of a deserted Bottari he the minor of severe el comercio Marvin Alabama's bay a solar system luminous that's why they used to be microphone the MS BAE F not just animals also saw those kitten luminous flower of wheat wheat flour that was for the monopolist what was that about that was also in the fire what was that that doesn't present the animal that represents the concept of bread for lying in upon us at smo so I'm not telling you to burn the Parana see heats it is a cost of Misha Bay avoid me you gear a capacity sighs Kailash wrath of a time long part now so you need the Titan itself the till them says you gear capacity says a fortunate is the person who eats from the toil of their own hands it's a beautiful thing you make a living and you produce your solace and you eat it I will have died gursha Bashar the mates of a de Icaza distress you become mates inmates images you're in distress in other words that completely defines you you don't control it it controls you Heaney whom he aside her a shove a human mr. banana Obama such as Oh Agis Dada this comes from the element of fire and heat in the animals soul but it's an aged order it's the types of passions that consumer person there's no serenity there's no equilibrium anymore there's no relationship it's our little surfer based on my little bit silicon is Colette so as long as the person didn't a vignette come across our and say I'm gonna start eating I'm not in a mental state where I'm capable of eating I'm gonna cause harm to the food and to myself because I can't eat if I'm not gonna eat the way I should eat I'm not gonna treat the food the way I'm not gonna treat myself with the food once a person Davos they find that ace within themselves they shall milah that age could burn up the other age now when I eat the food I'm centered now when I eat the food I'm coming from a place where I'm connected to my truth fire to my true passion it's a whole different type of breakfast they're really sorrows but this is a very real how was the house my dominating gonna take away the document for us some a little substitute for you know a real problem that problematic fashions but this is a real daily stress what do you think there's to be tough alone in terms of and I'm just like I suggested after that me still feels a pressure yeah whatever no so the first thing is that Madonna what's the first thing I don't mean saying words those yeah but I'm talking about dominant of the dominant but a person a person who experiences their own divine fire during governing already the whole part Nasser is different what do I mean doll prana is different what happens people go to work people get calls people have appointments to have disappointments how do I deal with disappointments so if I'm not in a centered place if I'm not really connected to my own fire so often I surrender and I lose myself so therefore this person's responds to that person's response or this experience of that experience could completely derail me and throw me off when the person has that H and then a verse Allah my Allah that they revealed therein dava name so then yeah they do what they have to do but they're completely in a state of confidence of trust of clarity of centeredness they're not feeling dependent and vulnerable and mediocre they don't have to be sly and clever and maneuver they live in somewhat of a more elevated space and in fact for business relationships it's more effective because people today they talk a lot about this people look for relationships even when it comes to money it's it's it's not just about the product you're selling and how conniving you can get but it's about what you're selling who you are and what type of person you are any field you are whether you're selling insurance or you're selling real estate whether you in the field of medicine you're in the field of law for you're a farmer or whatever it is but that connection with your own internal self creates a sense of balance and centeredness and clarity and comfy and faith and trust that allows a person to do whatever they have to do and it's not always comfortable we don't have to discuss here this pressures of Pernod so that people have and that's what takes that that's that's what helps take it away but for this a person has to have a Dominic Dominic means a few minutes with a person really Tunes in to the fire that already exists in their soul Tunes into the extraordinary love blazing love that exists already within your soul towards your own core which is towards Hashem towards the core of reality and therefore towards everything that's real then that then then then I can have this after Dominic oh so there's one more thing I want to say and that is a lot of the stress of Parnassus is sometimes based on illusions of what I need in my life sometimes a person stresses themselves out because of unnecessary realities but somehow this is just what everybody does when you're connected to your own fire you can live an independent life we need panacea for things that we need people need to eat kids need clothes and people have to pay for their mortgage or the rent I'm not talking about that but very often we all know there are sometimes stresses that people put themselves into simply by the shock and haunt the neighbor the community the matza what is this one gonna say it's it's it's fascinating how people live like this sometimes people will they'll make bar mitzvahs they don't have to make to make they'll make customers they don't have to make they'll put themselves into flavours why because they're not in touch with their own fire they're completely completely dependent on other people so their whole life revolves around them that's just another major stress that happens who says you must live to do everything cause plenty of employment why don't you live your own life evaluate what you need for your lemon you'll see maybe a success story maybe as I said you have to be original you have to think out of the box sometimes but I'm just saying that's also another stress that's also important to mention okay mom since I'm Morgan basil open the a show for weight loss program ah they are beautiful should be my signature ever Robert v flow barbecued up is known as it ever got sharp Shalom dovabear he was once eating soup I let itself and he wouldn't usually use a fork I'm saying before when he ate he usually didn't use a fork even from meat and chicken because it was the nature of a fork he would use a spoon the problem is in the soup that was Luxan I don't know if you ever tried taking a look shown with the soup it can work but you have to be a professional the cop deduction on the soup so he was he picked up a schtick collection and it slipped out she did it again slipped out and it happened once more she took a look and he said he's not finished great she's not ready yet that's called eating with awareness she's not ready yet mindful now complete that's shot you'd such a piece of spaghetti wants to go into you as I can Adel cement some cement is great once he was sitting and he was it was soup of canaan lock it was with his spoon he's perfect it was like sitting like this little pony was playing you know with the with with the super sir she had a gob I they called Mendel the Machaerus they got by him weren't always gross AHA common for carrot they took for God by him sometimes not not very wise people so Mendel sees the never master this is remember the cañedo stiffed if in the earth as if it ain't if everything if any if you go deeper you'll find it you're struggling to find your clay this is both deep your fancy took a look is mandalas no Messiah for him he was going like this it was projected that he was looking for the Canadian he said if it ain't if everything F in it but it was a good part you'll go deeper you're fine this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot play 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