Likkutei Torah Ki Karov #3: Don’t Ask My Why I Love, Because the Love Came Before the Why

today's class is gratefully dedicated by and baa Abrahams in honor of their children mael Yeshua Ayala Rafal and Dav lot of with health happiness prosperity and a good year for all of you thank you so much okay so the main point that we learned after a whole introduction after the questions on the PK we had two two classes right we learned the first pic and the second pic the first uh section the first chapter the second chapter so after this discussing what means that the Mitzvah is not eclipsed from you it's not separated from you and it's not distant from you the redundancy one refers toik one refers to he explained that length what the Z says that there's three knots the Jewish people T and Hashem each one is two-dimensional s there's the the inner part the susum the the secret part the concealed part which repres presents the essence that is beyond Beyond structure and then there's the Galia the revealed part which is more concrete and manifested you have it in Hashem one is called one is you have it in t of T and the the P of T and you have it in also the of is and each one connects with the other one so the of connects the of the to the of the G of connect the G of the to the G and that's what he says represents that it's not separated it's inside of you it's you it's your even is not distant it's connected to you which shines in you even though it's what we call from this he went on to explain what the is because T is eternal so every day you could say today but to explain this in a deeper way he started to explain what idea we say it's the beginning of creation it's not it's the anniversary of creation that's a great thing but the anniversary is not the beginning the anniversary is remembering in fact the same statement in ning a moment later we say that's more like it Z Zar means it's not the beginning it's a Memory it's Zar is a commemoration right to remember you remembering something that happened in the past if it's something that's happening right now you don't have to remember zikar means it's happened in the past so which one is it and how do you say that it's right ex exactly Adam's creation is not the beginning of creation Adam is created on the sixth day celebrates the sixth day of creation say the world was created the 25th of el and then on the fifth day of Friday that's so explains that is that essentially reality is above time the whole time is a creation himself is completely when you sayem means real reality is not in time it doesn't exist in time on the other hand we only know of time we all of our existen is in time he says huh so he says so that that means is that the whole the whole concept of time the reality of time of the six days of creation and the six Millennia that follow it called and he says and also the the days of and you have something called 50,000 jubiles it's all one it's all like one thought that emanates from a source that's completely Beyond time and that's why it says we say you could see throughout older generations and it's B like with a scan it's one scan it's one and then from there every gets Ron gets a trickle from that one Ron that encompasses the entire experience of the entire experience of reality which includes space and matter and time all in the first P the beginning so is time sh is space ER is is matter he doesn't get into this P I'm just saying it so every gets from that R but it starts off with a r and then it comes in he says ultimately to to the 10 utterances because because comes from to a and then it comes into 10 and he gave the example by a person that from one afterwards when it comes into words it could take many many hours and many many words even though the entire conversation or class or explanation or plan was condensed and one and that one had everything in a way of claw and then when it comes from the call to the it goes through it becomes manifested gets their own Tri which is manifested in this particular creature that lives in this particular moment in time and this particular year the interface for this is which means each year gets a new from this so mean the energy comes what we call which is the of which is completely Beyond Time the journey to time is that interface for each year it includes the collective the collective CL that will then Encompass the energy of that year that's what it says in t that we say in I said I think we say in it says in but that is the land The Eyes Of God are in from the beginning of the year till the end of the year so should have just said t always if if your eyes are there for the beginning of the year till the end of the year and then again from the beginning of the year to the end of the year so just say there it's always there says the that at the end of the year it's different than in the beginning of the next year it's from the beginning of the year then the beginning the next year what about the next year it's also from the beginning to the next he says that the the light goes up out of during sunset out of something happens the light the whole energy that was sustaining the reality of the universe as we know it and Beyond of what we know cuz we have our own capacity deeper deeper deeper like he says all the way to the highest to the lowest but it's all the one that all goes up by by Sunset out of that's why it says the it's BR that the night of is a very uh huh it's tense it's also shaky like there's a flimsiness then he says by new comes now through the and the and he says that it's it's a new light that this light never existed in the universe before never there was never such an that's why so that's what he says here in this that since Adam was created under sh and Adam encompasses the DNA of creation so to speak the of creation is so that represents this life force that comes in and then from there it shickles down and it's manifested to every R every month which is also called the head of the month this is the head of the Year this is the head of the month the word head is not just a euphemism but it's a real description the head like like the function of the head there's nothing that goes into the body that doesn't exist first in the brain and if it wouldn't be in the brain it couldn't it couldn't exist in the body so just like you have neurology within the human Spirit you have neurology within time so to speak the brain of the year is the brain of the month and that's the the definition of R is the day when is eclipsed when I'm sorry when the new moon is eclipsed when the new month is eclipsed because it's the only holiday that's in the beginning of the month why is that so important because he says that's the whole n Thea is that the whole of represented byes that's the cycle of time of each month is completely eclipsed in R like the ray of the sun inside of the sun in the place of so can take me to that space that's beyond time so the whole fluid the whole flow of time is B it's Eclipse not that it's not there all the words that come out of the Mak there in the Mak and the Mak itself was also there in the beginning but the before there was a beginning but the point is that it's B like the ray of the Sun in the Solar core and therefore the life force of each year is not the same of the pre like the previous year every is a new a new from the from the source which he call and it's a for the whole year then and that's why there's a whole new from the the CL which is beyond time so it's and every year is is is a new then he said the same thing as T is also Beyond Time and the journey from Beyond time to time also it has to go through a to come into time and every day there's a new light that comes from to come into the time that's why we say in the present which is also that every day there's a new from the so that's why you make a new say right now he's giving the even though the ti was given a very long time ago and that's why there can always be new you can always reveal new what it's already how much how how deep are you going to go if you look at it it's just it's a document here it is now this one understands more this one understands less but if you understand you're talking about something so the whole process is today there's a new G that you can access it's tuning into to a new frequency an electromagnetic field of to that's why different Generations they can tune into different aspects of they didn't tune in before that's the same is true by the Jewish people we're talking about three things says is not an old thing every day there's a new flow of a which is as we said the source of everything there's a new flow says every day you one can acquire in their soul and needs to acquire in their soul that was the main I mean we explained it a little more at length but that was the main inion if somebody wants to know more you can go back and listen so now let's go back pay let's go the base the flow of auna into the soul of a person happens on two Dimensions as we said Every Soul has Galia and S the more concrete part that's called the male of the soul and the of which is the S so this flow of a which is also Beyond time it's a relationship with something that's beyond time every single day it's because the whole concept of has to be recreated every day it's not just every day is something new when you understand that reality is beyond time for there to be that is the so it's not just it happens today today also happens today not just when we look at time it's so fixed oh yeah it's already old the whole concept of time is is today because from a place of is a it's a y so don't take he says time for granted and don't take for granted so there's a new flow as he says when a person looks at the world and they study say how it works and you don't take it for granted you understand that this is a that's coming from but every day there's a new every day there's a new frequency you tune into and yesterday's Am won't work for today just like yesterday's oxygen doesn't work for today just like yesterday's energy is not for today I'm living in Old energy which doesn't exist so he says this flow in the soul exists on two levels and what and this is what the Z means that the soul operates on two Dimensions there's the Gia of the and there's the of the is that in the person's mind there's nit there's grasped and manifested on awareness of div of godliness so he says just like when something fills something physically it fills it spiritually what it fills it it means it becomes its identity it becomes part of it that's what it means it fills it so that the person really contains you become a container of it it defines you and that's what m always means it's the energy that defines you because it's commerate with your with your structure so it can Define you the K says yeah this is who I am I am a vessel for this I am a contain physically it's two things here it's not two separate things the Divine doesn't fill the world the world is the Divine energy but it's in a way that the identity of the world bespeaks it could manifest it's one with you like when you understand something really well it's it's now it's like food right say it is in my womb in my stomach says it becomes like food food doesn't remain aloof no it's transformed into your bloodstream now it's you what what what is when we when we are what we eat is not cliche you are what you eat quite physically if it becomes the blood the blood is the soul the nutrients and the oxygen it goes into every cell that's the food that's why food has such an impact on people in a positive or uh some people blame all the problems of our times on food the food that we eat this says right right after says there's two paths there's the path of good and the path of of bad there's life and death and he says so he says afterwards choose life and he says what is that because he's your life he says always requires the person has awareness happens in the person has to be able to have awareness of two choices and make a choice so says I want you to choose life Li and reject from the word most Li reject be be repulsed by by by toxicity love is not awareness love is experiential love is a sensation love is biology Love is in the heart we're not talking about love an idea of love that's not love love is that you can actually feel the sensation with the heart expands right you know when you're feeling love or the opposite you're feeling fear or negativity or or or anxiety you could feel feel it in the body unless if somebody's disassociated which is one of the traumas of many people they disassociate very young because things are too painful so if you don't feel you could be more safe in a world that's very dangerous and we do everything in our mind and sometimes Judaism could become a toxic crutch for this because it's so intellectual so you could navigate religion and God through the mind without the heart and it works it says so it means whatever you have to understand things everything is through understanding so he says that's not the there the of but is believe it's it's it's an experience in the heart and that you could physically feel it you feel a warmth you feel an expansiveness you feel a silence you feel a tenderness you feel a softness the knows what I'm talking about yeah I should ask the feels what I'm talking about or knows what I'm talking about this okay if this feels it so there's different frequencies in the world you know there's the frequency of fear there's the frequency of Shame there's also a frequency of disassociation although I never saw that but I was M but there's a frequency it's a very low frequency because there's nothing happening but it's also a frequency because it exists if it exists it's a there's a frequency of fear of guilt of Shame then there's a frequency of love there's a frequency of surrender there's a frequency of trust these are frequencies that you could tune into they're they're real frequencies you know so he says every day I need to again tune in to the frequency of Beyond time that's the real because that's where the source is that's reality is is the but I live in time so it's literally a flow from that's the whole idea of it's the whole idea of and it exists in every soul too but here he's going to talk about two elements m is the way it fills me so that's what says choose life which means love God because he's your life so he says and the choice precedes the love because a person needs to be able to cultivate the right awareness to train the mind what's the right thought process should become a conviction like from the word should become a conviction choose life right he says and good and death and evil what does he mean choose life it doesn't just mean choose life over death everybody wants to choose life I mean even an even an insect insects know to the best of their ability right sometimes even better than people they have this survival Instinct they don't need to tell you choose life the way God created every single organism in the world even the smallest Bush it will choose life it will do anything it will do anything you know you see the leaves on the tree how they they compete and each one gets its space to get the Sun for uh to be able to have the photos you need sunlight to be able to have uh to live it's called photosynthesis every leaf gets its son this is a natural embedded need an instinct in every single living organism to live told him to put on never told to put on he never told Lions to put on but when it comes to life he says choose life who doesn't want to choose life says what is in every of the world is the life of it and is the death of it the death of it is that part that's never going to last it's just going to decompose at the end that's the death even now it's dead the fact that it's going to be dead in 10 years and 20 years and 100 years means now it's dead you should T tune into the frequency of life and everything to find a what really makes it alive that's what you're looking for you're looking at a piece of food don't look at the Dead part of the food look at the living part of the food then you'll already know what to eat too in everything there's a in it everything has a everything from from from coffee beans right from coffee beans to uh to an egg to any food to any whether it's money whether it's clothes whether it's a home don't fall prey to the counterfeit Bliss of The Superficial element because it's going to always going to be disappointing it's it's called M because it's on its way to deteriorate and this exists on so many different levels right am I looking for the nutritious value of it that will give me life or just as a distraction for my taste buds to be able to numb my anxiety everybody knows one the Bliss will continue if it's rooted in life there's a pleasure before in middle and after if it's a pleasure rooted in death it's always a distraction for 10 minutes maybe 20 minutes maybe a day maybe a week if you know what you're doing as a good addict a year but then boom it's done it's why is it because it's a distraction from life it's not life it's not bringing you to life so when there's this type of awareness of the which is life so the only real life is the source of all life which is the life of everything and of everybody so there is a profound love over there when a person gets this and they're opened up to it with real awareness so the heart responds to this this is It's a love that's enclosed that's manifested channeled through the person in their soul that's what we say with your heart and with all your heart and all your soul the heart and the nefes become conduits channels containers for this type of love so what's the definition of here says why do you love God this is life this is your life and a person loves the source of life there's a pleasure there's a there's a joy in in being a channel for that and connecting to that you say why what's the pleasure here so fine here's your life what if I don't like my life but the truth is that when you say this life force is the source of all goodness it's the source of bliss it's the source of pleasure so when a person is in touch with this with this frequency there's an element of Joy just because of experiencing this flow of life that is the love there is he says this is your life but for this I have to choose life in other words in every n of life I have to choose what part of it am I choosing which I have to choose which aspect of it am I embracing and that's a constant that's a constant awareness that's what he says the person needs the his to have the in order to be able to have the AA because if I choose the side of it that's mous that's death I'm not then it's impossible to experience I'm not choosing the frequency of life that's flowing through me I'm going away from that so allows that to be that is and this is all the M of the Soul meaning the M of the Soul meaning the way the soul can experience this is something that a person can actually experience in their bloodstream in their Consciousness in their it's their life force that you could experience it's like when you're you're really feeling alive there's life cruising and flowing through you and you're aligned with it I'm connected with it it's always about full presence because what happens is the Mind captures us or hijacks us and wants to take us everywhere else like we spoke besides ha besides presence the mind is very good at that cuz I'm looking for control I don't want this be in touch with the source of life is very vulnerable because it's it's not me I'm not in control of it I'm just in touch with the source of life I'm not God so it's a very vulnerable moment the mind would rather control everything it makes you God it makes me God in our own brain we become Godlike deities so if I figure it all out I could have an illusion of being in control but this kind real love is not control Real Love is vulnerability it's full presence and actually experiencing the joy of the reality the energy of the moment the joy of the other person the presence so it's a very very vulnerable state of surrender but it's a surrender to what to the source of life so when we speak about hem loving hasem the way the ALB explains it here it's really the same thing as loving life that's what he says which means it's really loving life that's also real selflove it's all the same thing means to love the self the real self the self that is a channel for Life the self that is a manifestation of the Divine Light it's not different it's not like a contrad ition because this is not narcissistic it's not you know I love myself at the expense of everybody else it's the contrary the real selflove is loving the self that is true in the self also there's the death there's the self that that's that's dead already now it's also going to die but it's dead now because it's going to die and then there's the self that's truly alive whenever a person experiences life on this frequency level meaning when a person is open to the flow of Hashem that flows literally through them every single moment that's the mik and it comes it always comes he says it a person needs to be able to have control over their mind because again the Mind goes everywhere it doesn't it's hard for it to go here because this is a very very conscious it's a very conscious State it's a vulnerable state so if the mind could take me into a more Frozen state where everything is controlled I feel like I have control when a person goes to this place there is a natural expansion of the heart there's an experience of AA in the LA and there's a bliss over there what's the Bliss the Bliss is that you're channeling the source of life which is full of bliss and goodness and and pleasure and it doesn't need explanations it's not because something good is going to happen now or I'm going to entertain myself or I'm going to distract myself all other forms of bliss are essentially occupying me not to feel my anxiety so now I'm on my phone now I watch a movie now I watch a clip now I eat something now I go here I go there I'm running I'm running from life this is the idea no go into life don't run you don't have to run from anything the greatest thing is happening right now can can you be in touch with that you'll see this is very hard for for people to get in touch with you could try it out I said I told you last time after the she he could sit for a few minutes and try to be fully present without the brain going anywhere it's very it's one of the hardest things for people you have to think this you do this you take the phone we have a phone before people had phones they just used their brains the brains were better but the brain it will go anywhere thoughts about the everyone has responsibilities and pressures and anxieties and there's things to talk think about and there is coming and there plans and there day there work so you can always go there and sometimes it's even holy it looks like holy stuff but to really to be able to be present you know a lot of things come up a lot of things will come up but to really know that you know created this moment for me and the deepest thing is to have a relationship with the truth At This Moment Like This is where it's at so that's this awareness that he's talking about which then can allow and this is called what's this is something the soul can actually feel in then he says then there different love this is the frequency of the Soul it's it's it's it's beyond the container and the container is always SE because when I understand something I'm containing it the lower level of connected to high is connected to how could they even be in the level of which is beyond is already hard enough to understand but m is all about your experience of the flow of life that God is sending through you so I understand that you're a channel for it it's really flowing through like really tuning in to the that's flowing through me and again I want I want to explain this is a hard thing it's a hard thing because we're not used we're not we're not trained with this we're trained with much more distractions some of the distractions are healthy some distractions are unhealthy some distractions can bring you closer ultimately some not but it's distractions this is really you don't have another life it's not like there's God and there's you it's it's not it's not two separate things this is you and in every you look for the because that's the of it that's the pus of it so it's full presence to every every moment to the authentic reality of the universe and of myself and of anybody I come in contact with and that's going to translate when the person is open to this to a very real experience of love the question is what's what's that frequency in the soul what is that [Music] not there's a different type of this is called which is beyond in there's never set a reason for for surrendering for giving your soul to God just like it says a reason for loving him says and it's of him love him because he's your life key it's a reason it's a very good reason if there's something to love this is your life this is the only thing this only thing that's alive in fact loving everything else you're not really loving anything it doesn't exist it looks like it exists doesn't really exist and the part of it that even looks like it exists is also going to deteriorate when it's divorced from that Source somebody say I love chocolate right so there's a selection but then you find out that all the other chocolates are made of plastic they just look like chocolate you know they have these designs chocolate so then it's it's a no-brainer there's only one source of chocolate this looks like chocolate so for he gives a reason this is the only thing to really love everything else is going to be a distraction from love why because it's not part of the source of it's not the it's m you want to choose life so there's a reason on there's no reason in says for the you can give a reason because it's a result of a reason that's what he says the AA could be given because it comes from a place of time like is from so you can't give a reason in from when the whole existence of it is something that's beyond so tell you're never going have a reason for say why because you already lost the plot this not a why this is not a because it's a relationship that's deeper than a why and a because that's what he says this is called a and this comes from it's a whole different inion in other words there's those things that se can explain and therefore justify and invite and the more SE the more awareness the more experience of it the more awareness and tuning into this the more AA and that's when you give a reason you explain somebody and the reason explains it when you have something that's beyond the world of so now to use to use intellect or analysis in order to question it to prove it to refute it to bring it into your life it's a no starter the whole the whole reality is so doesn't make it stronger a question doesn't make it weaker and answer doesn't make it stronger the whole of it it's a relationship that's beyond is also a creation is part of this is completely Beyond that's the sa of the soul the S of the soul is that there's a relationship a frequency between the Infinity of God that is beyond time that the soul experiences so you'll say but why do you have this relationship I don't know what you're talking notal it's not rational huh superrational superrational I would call it you have something irrational that's like a stupid like stay away from it like this that that's called that's called here he says it's in other words how do you know the difference if if it's afraid of Das it's usually lower than Das here it's not afraid of Das it just Das won't do it I could use D use Das use SE as much as you want but then there's a point where you got to graduate you want to touch the essence of reality it's like SE could take you to a certain place but then there's a door where SE stops says sorry I can't go through this door it's just it's it's not either they too big I can't go walk through this store you know yeah it's like this you got to go with a different frequency I don't have it I'm sorry I don't know about this that's that's that's a healthy SE a healthy se you know we go to extremes either SE is T or SE is God no a healthy SE is no it's not t and it's not God it's a tremendous aspect it's like a frequency of energy it's a frequency of God and it could take me to certain places that are very very deep and then it says I I don't want to tell you this is beyond my pay great I I shut down here because I need to contain things I need to control things I need to understand things I I don't have what to say here sorry I did what I can I served my purpose now you have to tune into a completely different frequency and this is a complete surrender that comes from this is what's called is not threatened by why should it be threaten it's it's completely Beyond and this this is this is what's called Ser of this is the relationship of the to to Beyond Time this is the that we're speaking about the of that connects to the of the the first is also very very deep it's also pretty infinite but here you're talking in terms of the structure of the Soul transcends any structure and therefore transcends that's why in there's no time because there's no time for when the whole thing originates in a place that's after the brackets a few lines of and that's the says stand where can't stand because as he said before the of CH real CH is to explain this the reason for this he says I am the first I am the last also says that the heaven was created through the word of God the comes through speech It also says the is means something from nothing the creation of the world is not just an evolution from one cause to an effect cause to effect by a person you see there's something called a cause and an effect like a mother and a child and then the child becomes a mother and that child becomes a mother Etc Midas come from they're connected in other words awareness when a person's uh SE is there's different parts of SE in other words when you're in a place of mayd what's called a neuroscience which is survival that's not SE that's a person's survival then a person can't feel like if you're feeling danger there's a lion in the room or there's a fire the fire the way God made the system is the migdala of the brain alerts you to danger and it shuts down the prefrontal cortex or our ability for analyzing what happens is the blood now is Flowing faster the heartbeat is going faster come much more uptight cuz you're about to fight a lion cuz you're facing danger so then there's not going to be a flow toid then we're in a mode where we're very very focused hypervigilant on danger that's it so the whole body system tunes into that and that's not a time for love and emotion on the contrary you can't you're not capable of that's why those of us who didn't shut down this danger fire alarm but maybe started when we were four years old it's still very hard to feel cuz I'm always triggered by things cuz everything could be dangerous for there to be a mid there has to be SE today is called the pre we know today the prefrontal cortex the prefrontal cortex is the part of the brain the brain has different parts right there the so you have the stem of the brain is good for danger and then you have the lyic brain you have what's prefrontal cortex that's where when you're in a regulated State the body feels safe it can actually experience awareness and that awareness in a calm State can then trans it will translate into midis it will translate into a sensation in the body which is either love or a or another frequency of emotion so SE will come to Mid from the mid they come and it's that it's even physically because the mid is a sensation in the heart and that creates a he a breath in the heart and the de comes from the K which comes from the he so this is all an evolutionary process by the creation of the world you can't say it was just an evolutionary process why even through myriads of of from level to level you're not going to have that the physical material even of the heavens which is much more subtle should come physically from the spiritual in other words the Quantum Leap from the Divine utterance and the physical world it's Quantum it's not one that evolves naturally because it's like an infinite leap this is the that the utterance can create something physical that's why it's called is not is the cause has an effect you know the seed of an apple tree produces a an apple tree in the seed you have the blueprint of the entire tree it's po it's it's dormant but it's deer and it develops that's called yeses and then the Apple produces a seed which will produce another apple tree so in the first seed you already have all the future apple trees that's called IL but the Le from the from to the that's it's called something from nothingness from nothingness because even if you take the Divine energy of R and it descends and it descends and it evolves over he says myriads and myriads and myriads of levels you're not going to have from it naturally the gashi come out of it this is a Quantum Leap that the can leap over and say from this utterance something physical will come out so it's called y this is called a [Music] leap even the highest level of human consciousness can't even come naturally from God's dbor which is his projection which is is the lowest level which is the Revelation because an expression NRA is defined so even the lowest projection ofu so even the of the of the which is the highest level of Consciousness is not through a natural of there's a Quantum Leap to get from into a created even certainly physical but even the spirituality of of of man the spirituality of the highest level of awareness is called something from nothing from no because the source in its world is called ion unlike you can identify the tree in the seed and you can identify the seed in its source it has what's called an antant it's called Everything has an antecedent a source that's the IL and the IL comes from a previous one right what is a s my mother was a daughter and her mother was a daughter and then the daughter becomes a mother right this seed was a child of an apple and then this seed becomes the source of a new tree etc etc it's all IL but Bri is not that way from what may what do you mean Iron a seed is not iron a seed is a source here you're calling an iron why why is God call and he doesn't exist because yes it's a it's a Quantum Leap where do I come from right that's why an apple tree can't be an atheist cuz it looks I know I came from the seat by a person because it's it's a so I came from I came from myself where did that tip come in peoplea didn't come from anywhere you understand it's it's a true didn't come from anywhere in your world you came from nowhere you're right it's called nowhere it's called nothing if you had se you understood that nothing means no it's more something than you think it's just no thing but in your world yeah I came from nowhere where did I come from a I don't know what you're talking about doesn't exist give me a seed then I'll tell you I came from there we're looking for tangibility you understand it's not tangible even spirituality our spirituality is it's it's completely different it's an opposite inion opposite not different opposite so in the world of the NRA it's it's all no thing we call no thing nothing cuz I don't know what no thing is and whenever our brain doesn't know something it stops existing that's the funny thing so how do I deal with no no no thing I don't say it's no thing I say it's nothing you understand what I'm saying I'm not comfortable with no thing I what's no thing give me a seed I need a seed give me a blueprint give me DNA give me something make it abstract I don't care but give me something don't tell me nothing physics antimatter yeah right and yeah we need to create everything here oh very good very good so what's the point of excellent question one second so even the of the is and it's not through even the meaning the Revelation his G of it doesn't evolve into in a gradual incremental way as he calls it even meaning Divine wisdom from the says in emerges from here's the biggest even the emergence of we say in it says you're wise but not this is in intruction some people say it on Friday some people say it every morning you're wise you have but not the knowing in other words what I call you Call that's not the because it's completely Beyond says even that may even to call even for the to become God's not my which is it's the source of all the that's also that's also why even the definition you're saying it's not we can't even relate to it but you're giving it a name it's already it's from you call it why is it why is God God means because in the world of the there's no it's because no thing is nothing so even we Cann on one second let's see so whenever you see there's Rings there's a chain IL and IL is the antant and Al is The Offspring what comes from the it's not about from I'll tell you where it is when you want to talk about the energy of an animal you have to know the energy of an animal the consciousness of an animal came from the consciousness of the angels in the face of the ax that saw in his Chari in The Chariot that evolved into the consciousness of an ax down here the face of the lion evolves that but the of the the of the that's in other words once the creation process happens now this like he said before Etc it's all it's a process it's like a flow you know with a domino effect one comes from the other one is born from the other there could be blockages but when there's no blockages there's a flow so if my prefrontal cortex is online it's not offline so there could be awarness that's communicated to the body the body will respond when a person is regulated they call it when you are in a the nervous system is in a parasympathetic state which means it's regulated it's calm so the prefrontal is online the prefrontal cortex I'm not feeling uptight and danger I'm not triggered I'm not overwhelmed so then there can actually be an emotion will come into mid mid will produce it that's all that's all in but from here even the utterances of God that's Divine energy for divine energy to translate into a physical Sun a physical Moon a physical a physical Bird that's even deeper he says even to come from is also not only the from the even the from the because the is as far as it is from it's equally far from even is [Music] called no this is even male the a malal saying even from no no we'll soon see he's going to finish Danel I'll be clear oh so that's the when you say what are we talking about so that's going to be the conclusion here let's see another few he's going to get to it the says I'm first and I'm last the word is the level the same letters of is is no which is the beginning of creation which is which is the blueprint for all of creation is the Divine wisdom that didn't happen through it happened through so it's a becomes and that the same as is the last stage of the evolution which is the physical not the the physical also it didn't come from what we call that the Divine utterance evolves and evolves and evolves and evolv becomes physical there's an element of of a leap that comes from himself who which transcends all the worlds so every real in the world comes from a place of iron a place of no thingness from the B to the even is I am the but that I you would call I am the but that you're going to call so in order to access this flow especially because then is the new energy for the whole year so now the is always in the of of the soul the is always that's what means means pure anfe pure Infinity yeah so the is in the of the's this is what TR is when a person Al surrenders their soul to God says he was a person the says that there was no haret that he didn't meet and then he gave he had really is not just talking about physically it's it's surrendering the will in every person it could be in a minimal way with their own way sometimes it's closing your eyes or in hearing or or speaking this is something I'm not going to listen to it's not something I'm not going to say not to remain stuck in the comfort zone of what I'm comfortable with now which is my but to be able to transcend that say that's come on was ready to die he's closing his ears he's closing his mouth he's doing something Beyond his comfort zone he says yeah CU says what's the difference if you kill everything you kill half so sometimes transcending one is that's don't it's not quantitative when a person becomes like a what a person becomes like a they surrender and transcend their need for grass gping and understanding so that's the the person doesn't remain connected only to what seems good I want nothing and then he says deeper even that which is with you literally means with you I want nothing else he says no even that which is with you but it's not you I don't want what's with you he's the knower he's the knowledge he's the know he's one with his so it's with him even you want the full truth I want you says if even yourid I don't want I want you for sure I don't want physical material stuff that are completely not are at the surface not aligned with you this is where the soul tunes into by letting go of my will I can touch the source which is because the person goes into that place of so that's the so is describing here two types of love there's the love of Love of one is one is what's the difference is the way the comes into it fills the world and every creature gets filled in a different way it's the energy that makes my brain to be my brain with its unique chemistry every person has their own imprint of a Malik you're not me I'm not you even if we share 50% of our DNA with a banana but 50% you're not a banana 99% you share your DNA with a chimpanzee but 1% you're not a chimp hopefully we focus on that 1% once in a while and within each person themselves you can have twins they're similar in everything but there's a unique imprint is always diverse why the trickles down to every every has its uniqueness the table has its purpose and functionality the chair has its purpose and functionality the because its purpose and functionality hope it's working its functionality is working and the cup has its purpose and functionality and everything comes from a different the which comes from a different and that's why it's it fills the soul too has and that's the way the Divine energy flows in and through the soul in a way that it contains it it grasps it and over there you talk about reasons because reason is about the world of structure because he is your life you're asking me why should I love and I have a very good answer why you should love everybody loves life and this is all this is the real this is life this is life there's no other life you're looking for life this is life why should I love life for asking that question but it's a person loves life it's not just it's not a person loves life that's you so what's it's the way the person can become a channel and is a channel for the Divine Life that cruises through them that fills them he says it begins with and when there's the the the the the when the SE is open and there's a communication between the SE and the body there'll also be an AA the body will respond to it the heart will respond to it again the heart will not respond to it if there's no se meaning if I'm in a place of of of of triggers and uptightness there's no place for love it's just danger in danger you don't love that's the rule danger you protect yourself person is in a war zone it's just a different state the body goes into different place and you have to respect that it's like an emergency state but in the place of could be that's what's he says this is a whole other this is the of the Soul what's the of the Soul as you said the soul is rooted in the that the rooted in this is this is complete now the flow how how can a person have this why should I have it I understand I want to connect to my is I'm connected something beyond my so is never going to tell you to go beyond SE as deep as SE is it's always going to keep you within the world of SE it's not going to transcend itself it's like pulling yourself up from your here trying to pull yourself up from your ha as as as much as he'll tell you do this it's always because the SE demands it for to say to go beyond you can't expect that from is it remains so is a different it's that the soul experience is something that's beyond beyond and that's the deepest element of the Soul that's the you'll say why why do you need this relationship I don't have a why it's not a why it's it's it was created before there was a why the why itself is part of creation the question of why assumes that this part of me is post logic it's not it precedes logic so what do you want so the why is just you're just bothering me you're not touching it and this in every person you see this certain elements certain deep the deepest parts of a person's convictions or or loves Etc it's not based on SE at some point this is this is who I am sorry so so so M marriage also has two frequencies we begin with male but hopefully you graduate to if you get married sometimes say I know it happens and sometimes it manages to work and sometimes it's a disaster yeah in other words because marriage is is about a relationship that the person ought to feel enriched from that's called can engage in this relationship and over there you could speak about reasons you could say why this person versus this person but then a person is capable once the mamal is safe a person is capable of tuning in to a higher frequency where there's Tak no reason not there's no reason because it's weak there's no reason because it's stronger than a reason a reason a reason won't touch it because it's it's it's it's it touches the ins reason the reason won't Justified it's more powerful than it and if you if you you know it's like what is it called you know you forced a circle into the square you forced a square into the circle you take you put it into you just Lo lost the whole thing the only frequency that works over there is but that is the pleasure of the Soul it's happy to surrender everything why because as high as you go with self with Consciousness you're never touching a that's the thereus will go higher and you'll go from higher higher higher higher and then you're going to get stuck you're going to touch a boom allows you to touch a ah I don't exist as long as there's an ey the there's nothing higher than the highest was in tuned with the blueprint of the the wisdom of everything everything comes from That's So through not going to be means I can always go back to the source I just have to climb a ladder from the tree I go to the seat from the seat I go to the Apple from the Apple I go to the previous seat from the seat I go to the previous till I get to the first tree that God created the first apple tree that they created on First Tuesday any Apple that you have today is an apple that was created on Tuesday I know it took 5,784 years but it's the same thing the whole blueprint of this apple was in that first seed that he created on Tuesday everybody is Adam and kava call a generational trauma I ad and kava lived 500 785 almost 85 years ago so what it's your jeans you like it or not your great great great great great great great grandmother lives inside of you with all her miles and all her other stuff too it's the cycle of existence right either we stop the cycle or we continue it either we pass on dys function or we stop it but it's all passing on nothing doesn't get ped on everything is in the genes they call it epigenetics all the trauma is in the genes and also all the faith and the fortitude and the resilience and the survival mechanisms and the wisdom and the joy and the commitment so you could identify that's why you speak about every person is it's literally it's not just you're a product of your father and mother it's a continuation that's allus so if you climb up the ladder in the last effect you can in the first cause you can identify the final effect and in the final product you can identify the first cause that's that's all his and it's amazing how much you climb you climb you climb higher Consciousness more sensitivity more sensitiv that's the and that's why is so important because that's the latter of human development of human it's the latter of mikalan you start with the external but if you go deeper you find the deeper and the deeper and the deeper and the more we're opened up the more awareness we have of the life force of but he says but if what you can get to the top now you're touching iron there's no is no so here you need complete B that's there's not going to be a re I don't have a reason for you I don't have a reason what should I tell you the world of reason is part of we're talking here be just like we we spoke that there's something called Beyond time before there was a before cuz before there was a before there was no before there's also before there was logic you say yeah but why you're completely missing the point it's not a why and if I have a reason it's not going to make it stronger and if I have a question it's not going to make it weaker it's a relationship that's rooted in the highest frequency of I which is not a frequency I'm using again the word frequency because frequencies means the way things relate to us right it transmits it's all part of frequency is part of that's transmittable through here what Beyond it's beyond SE why why it's beyond the question of why on why yeah yeah yeah they said there was a professor so he was teaching philosophy and after everybody got their doctorate or whatever there was the final exam to get your degree so they prepared for months for this exam you probably heard this story for me 25 years ago so they probably so the professor prepared an exam and everybody prepared for months they thought it'll be you know 300 questions all the deepest philosophies this professor was a clever guy so they get the exam and had one question and the question had one word and the Word was why and that was a summation of 10 years of teaching them philosophy one question why with a question mark so everybody sat and filled out pages and pages and Pages explaining you know the logic and the antology of cosmology and philosophy with Al all the and everybody failed exam there were only two students who who who passed one got an A and one got an A+ the one who got an A he wrote why because because so he got an A the one who got an A plus he wrote why not why why not yeah was says why why yeah very good yeah that's my name why why why who says why is better than why not but we decided if it makes sense it's a form of control now sometimes it's it's deep control it's not narcissist it's it could be even Divine it's a control but it's control always wants control that's why it's looking for logic it needs to fit into a picture which is a beautiful thing it's good when things fit in but you have to understand that that's all a product of in pure the only k for it is and that's the real an the real an doesn't have a form the real an is that's why which is ego I is really the letters of I because ego is a farce it's never existed never will exist the deepest ego is iron you actually want to be then be not I didn't prepare this it just came in you want to be then be not you want to be an everybody you're barking up the wrong tree you look your FR an go to over there you'll be an an you'll be a real an because you'll be rooted in the ultimate on KN which is all Iron and and but that that that's that's complete compl complet surrender that's what is he says was ready to die sometimes a person is called for that and it's it's a frequency of complete surrender and it's incredible but he says even sometimes it's not listening to something it's not saying something it's going away from a certain or it's doing something that my comfort zone protest but you just touch the frequency of ion which is the source of everything and the says how do you know what death looks like there could be could be a one one that's why because he just went away from that's it's very it's beyond it doesn't fit into there's no k for it and this touches the iron which is the cause the core the source of of everything and through his I won't touch it because the highest level of which is the highest level of which is divine which is is even though is also because it's it's it's divine wisdom we also call it but still because you call it so it's already part of and means it's part of a chain and the is this is the line in this so even cannot come from without a without an leap that's even never mind to say but hasem said let there be light but the what we call the physical property of light or water or Earth or anything the gashi should come from from from the Divine energy even the lowest level of divine energy it's an it's not that's why we call it and that's for there to be a you need for there to be you need because that's the final incarnation of divine energy is different Works in because what's is the way the Divine energy assumes the physical veneer yeah God's energy assumes the physical veneer that's what he says from the P from the P sh of the mar comes the consciousness of an animal of a ax now how how could you compare an angel to a b here but you could because if you take the Consciousness and you go back up a ladder and you go back back back you'll see that the consciousness of your animal is really the consciousness of a Mal and that's the value of because that's how you develop character if anybody looks at the drives of their animal soul right it could sometimes look like it's very base or very even ugly or promiscuous or just disturbing or weird or or full of anxiety whatever it is but if you go back if you go with the you take it back where did this come from where did this come from give me the seed where did this treat where did this emotion come from you go to the seed and then you say where did the seed come from and you go back to the first tree in ganen you'll see that this T of the neam is really a very holy Tia it just went through a whole until it became a or a feeling that is very very disturbing and distracting but that's what it means to transform that's transformation of that's why there's the so it's really it's it's incredible because there's really two aspects of life there's tuning into the flow of life that flows through you in a way of and this is what you hold on to this is what you could contain that's why it's me that's why it's you and everybody has a different flow of life the way God is flowing through you is not the way he's flowing through me that's why your personality is your personality your challenges are your challenges your blessings are your blessings and that's the first thing this is the only life you're going to have anywhere else you're going to look for life you're going to find death not life may you not see it this year you'll see it in 10 years but it's going to be death anything that's not a is not life why cuz it never existed it never will exist the only existences and everything is a result of that so if you tune into that you're finding life if you tune into anything else you're looking for distractions and it's going to be disappointing so I could I could run here I could run there I could run to the other end of the universe like y to run away from God but in the stomach of the whale ultimately Al find God right but ultimately there's only only one there's only one frequency of life there's no other there's no two frequent there's no two sources of life it's not like the chocolate cake or the cheesecake has its own source of Life the chocolate is divine and the cheese is divine so either you tune into the life of the cheese and the life of the chocolate and then you probably will eat a little less of it or I tune into the death of it and then I'll eat a lot of it but I'm completely detaching myself from my own source of life that's all and then there that's is the ability to be able to go into a place ofon the place of is with literally death of ego even death of spiritual ego even the death of a spiritual ego I don't I I'm not going to hold on to anything because anything I hold on to is a formulation of reality that is post and it's very important the world of asness is important to respect that flow but Chua is the ability to be able to touch something completely Beyond it and that's complete surrender that's mises what does mes look like practically he says sometimes nobody even knows it but you know it as he puts it here sometimes it's closing my eyes sometimes it's about what I'm listening to sometimes is what I'm saying sometimes it's what I'm what I'm what I'm craving and sometimes it's doing something way I go into a place of a I could say I'm like a this is I don't desire anything besides you I don't even desire that's the this I don't even desire that which is with you usually means with you I don't want anything he says no I don't even want what's with you I want you is with you m are with you I want you I don't want your mid he says you don't want you don't want God's mid for sure you don't want St physically even hashem's mid don't impress him that's the famous word to say I don't want I don't want I don't want I want didn't know what is if anybody knew what was balat trust me knew what is he knew whatab is so it's not like he doesn't want what does he want to be not the point is don't I don't want anything to be a distraction from the iron can also be a distraction it's a nice distraction it's not it's not not such a bad distraction why we want so high you heard your words why do we want so high just pay my mortgage for the month I'm happy with a mortgage right right so I don't have an answer to you the moment you started a question with the word why you lost me the truth is it's only here where the soul comes to life really comes to life everything else is a distraction you see you started to smile first you asked why the moment you stopped asking why you got it it resonates this is the only place the this is the as long as I stay outside of a I'm just it's in the that's where everything is that's where all everything is because it's the source so he says the whole so now he comes to the the whole is what it's a is coming from Iron so the only way we access that is if we become a as long as I'm in a place of I'm not accessing I can access from a higher place of Consciousness which is nice you open yourself up to more wisdom to more flow but the iron is a Quantum Leap as we say and is a from coming from from not from to but from that's why that's why the whole day is created today the whole concept of today is today is not just today is the day of creation it's also the creation of today of the very concept of today which is time works always in time either time the way we understand time or a higher level of time but time is always a previous moment brings to a next moment to a next moment to a next moment there's sequence there's linear there's a linear flow that's a higher a lower Etc one thing comes after the other whether it's in time or or the concept of Time 1 + 2 equal 2 2 - 1 equals 1 which rule came first there was never a time that 1 + 1 equal 2 and 2 - 1 equal 1 as far as I know but in philosophy it's called this comes before this doesn't mean it comes this was 9:00 and this is 9:01 it means two - 1 equals 1 can't make sense if 1 + 1 doesn't equal two you understand I have to teach teach a child for 1+ 1 equals two now that they know that two comes from two ones they can understand the result is that if you take one from two you're back to one so it's not a difference in time in terms of time what we call time but it's a difference it's called This is the foundation or the Paradigm or the precedent this is the anted and this is the seed for the tree and every every any intellectual idea you have to create the foundations and then you build on it if there's no foundations they call it musin the the paradigms what are the paradigms upon and if you destroy the Paradigm ultimately you can destroy anything you always have to go to a mus so the whole is based on that there's there's but that's not an so he says that's because it's from the which the soul the frequency of the soul that gets that is beyond frequency it's the ssum of the that's why we call it the secret of the Soul secret of the Soul doesn't mean you don't talk about it you could talk about it it's still a secret because words reasons explanations won't capture it so it remains a secret a secret is not if you say it or you don't you could say it as many times as you want it stays a secret it's by definition a secret because it's not in it's not something you can experience through through through logic through words it's a completely experiential dimension of the Soul which is and I can't explain it I can't prove it to you and I can't give reasons for it cuz any reason that I'm going to give for it is never going to capture what I'm saying cuz that's going to be defined and confined to the world of reasonal it's only experiential there other a and a that has and the experience comes from here it's all experiential it's also experiential but the experience is not one in which I'm experiencing it's an experience of of of an which goes into iron sometimes it's experienced in in closing your eyes sometimes it's experience the says somewh that sometimes the whole is dealing with one thought the experience doesn't look dramatic necessarily it's it's an a it's complete letting go and the Soul knows it it's really it's mbra yeah completely different vibration on the level of there's no free will because in way let it go you let go so there's no the an and Theon become one yeah it's not it's not like think about it and then you'll choose there's nothing to think about now we need M before we go to if you destroy your too early it's very dangerous you understand why because then it's not then you're just it's not AIS it's F it's a fake an and therefore it's a fake iron too it's an iron that becomes the biggest distraction from my fears and insecurities because it's a great distraction oh of God is everything oh great great by passing you bypass everything and once you bypass everything you're not touching I in I'm just running wherever I could so this one has this distraction I have a good spiritual distraction but it's a terrible distraction and the way you'll see it is there's no love there there's no calmness there's a deeper anxiety that gets more iron in order to numb me from that anxiety in real iron there's no anxiety there's a complete surrender there it's not there's no anxiety there the body is in I'm fine I'm there cuz it's real ay so that's why you always m is the prerequisite for prerequisite [Music] for okay let's learn another five minutes because I want to finish the M let's just this paragraph This is that's the whole m is one Bion so it starts off with he goes into he goes into so now he comes back what this means in the two levels of so he says we call learning literally means reading the really means calling something into you're calling the the source to come into says in what does real mean for the sake of itself is when a Jew learns with this with he brings the into so he elevates the he brings something into to that's real you're calling the into you're inviting the into he's connecting the says says don't only commit them you make them you make theah say you make the you don't only fulfill it you make it you recreate it by bringing the iron into the world that's what the Mitzvah the Mitzvah essential is so the Jew makes the Mitzvah the of the creates the Mitzvah which has disp us from the into the just like in he brings into he reveals the it's not just to fulfill it it's to make it to reprocess it to to be it to generate its flow again from the source which is beyond any structure it says the soul his name is exalted says in before the world was created was only him and his name a name is not the essence like by a person your name whatever it is it's array from the person but it's notate the name doesn't capture the essence of the person in fact if you with yourself you don't need a name a name is the way I relate to you so it's the way you're transmitted to somebody it's the way you're perceived that's what a name is like your reputation it comes from the say this is all his name means a surrender of the Soul here you go to the which is you touch the source not just the name but the source so the word is this this is the essence this and that's why you you create it because it's coming from the first is through which is as we said before the heart you create the word you don't just you don't just fill it you create it you make it it says made a name for himself so the says it means he created the name of he made the shame only time it says is the beginning you build's words the the energy that flows into the world has to be built it has to be made it's not a natural flow the source is iron so for to become which becomes d That's created that has to be made from the and that's why is not words why is the m not words because the words themselves have to be created the words themselves need help that's why is not even a cry like we spoke shabas is the Scher of an animal because any words even a cry which is an expression of some inner feelings or emotions can take me back to the place of Aon from which everything comes everything has to be rebuilt the words themselves need help the is the furthest from the person that goes back to the it's not expressing anything from character it's the of an animal it's the simp like he said before that to the that starts the process that recreates everything from a new we in the how does it end when you make so we say this is creating is creating that's this is the place where you create the creation of outside this is with you I desire nothing else the word is not like is a person wants is your innermost desire is called when a person meditates all the worlds are all in a realm of time it's only time which is essentially one Ray all the all reality that we try to control and understand and grasp it's all one Ray because it's all in we said before so the whole experience of time 50,000 it's all one Ray it's all one one so it's like non-existence non-existent be the essence which is beyond like again like the ray of the Sun in the Solar core you have the ray but it's completely subsumed it's like your breath when it's still inside of you your breath is there but I don't say oh I see you and I see your breath your breath is all inside of you so this creates so the only real place to hang out is the place of iron what do you wanna what do you what do you wanna what are you going to go into that one of is the place to be that's why this why 10 days there's 10 characteristics in a person's soul there's three faculties of the mind and then there's the seven emotions the way the Mind translates into emotions as we explained the way it's actually experienced On Emotion so 10 days is each of them ought to be sublimated it's a gift to sublimate each of them to the source that's what truth is and we explain what's true to go from which is the 10th day and it says by we read it on what literally it means before God you will be cleansed it say means before before in other words higher than that's where you'll be cleansed so you go to a place that's precedes and he and V and cuz that's is and then you go downwards this is from there comes all the T all the Distortion only can happen in in the place of there's no Distortion that's why it's the place of bliss that's why the soul wants to be there that's the real an over there there's pure cleansing but if I bypass my personality it's going to be a joke so you need is every day you're bringing up one of the characteristics back to the source you don't just say go to yipper say is really a microcosm I need to work with my Mal and my right malus is my confidence and is my attachment and is and H is my my humility and and is my victory my ambition Ander is my empathy and my boundaries and is my kindness and Das is my prefrontal cortex application andina is my comprehension is my insights my awareness my curiosity each one of these these are real frequencies of the this is the way God's energy comes into this is so just to say what do you hate yourself so that's the tra is to return it to be able to help them all work themselves through to a place of iron it's only if they're feeling safe they're not feeling safe they can't go to Aon because they have to hold on tighter I'm not letting go of anything you can't even get to first level the first level you need safety certainly the iron only when there's a healthy an can there be a healthy iron an it's all depends on each other if there's an an there could be an the real an is a but there also has to be an an because if there's no an if you're going to a because you feel like a unworthy shameful despicable shata it's not a it's called shata that's why an is in some gatria we have to ask in Aramaic mixed with Arabic and Mandarin it comes out to a of you understand could become but the real is so which is says in Z there's two levels of of repentance a lower and a higher TR what's the difference says now we'll understand the first level of tra the basic level it's always with working with the aspect of the soul the way the Divine energy is contained in the characteristic I have to work with my thoughts my words my behaviors and they always come from SE from awareness from Midas from emotions behaviors words thoughts are coming from somewhere they're not living in a vacuum so my triggers I get triggered by you by somebody right my thoughts now go crazy my words Express that my behaviors express it so it's really working with Mala yeah it's working with what's coming up for you and holding space and tuning into it love bringing them all back to God every person according to ER every person is different cuz your triggers are not my triggers your insecurities are not my insecurities your idiosyncrasies are not my idiosyncrasies that's why say what's love with all your heart both your inclinations you got to work with both of them Your Divine Soul your animal Soul because this is is yeah it's even my animal Soul's instincts are coming from somewhere like we said the the face of the ax comes from the mer so you could work with it this is with all your soul that's all true so is actually working with inner real [Applause] development so when we say this results in the new day is a place where you're never separate means I have to do CH for the fact that I think I have to do tra it's a different type of TR because in reality you're one means you revealed that you were always connected you revealed that in this place there was never separateness there can't be separateness that's a different type of tra TR is going back to the true core of you're not fixing anything there's repair there's a lot of repair there's grief there's repair there's working through things TR is going to a place where there's no repair it's complete Oneness complete intimacy so you could think this is not to you so this is what the is saying that's how he started the is not hidden from you and even is not distant what's Hees usually everybody says me it's very close to you he says no the is close to you you would think that what do with me is also close to you like he said in the beginning that it's close to you in a way it's even closer to you because there's no separation over there just a different type of closeness the closeness of is in your and here it's it's it's beyond the but it's is also close to you and when that is experienced then there's it's a different type of you make the so which is a new flow of life is always about going into the iron that was source of everything we have what to work with let me take the opportunity to wish everybody here or everybody is listening and everybody here a blessed year materially and spiritually a year of and diffusion of both and uh should fulfill all of your heart's desires everybody as he says whether health happiness prosperity and all your challenges should be transformed adversity should be transformed into blessings and everybody should be able to experience a year of true Bliss and goodness and delight and uh wholeness wholeness and Alignment Deus real Deus and thank you to everybody who here for the opportunity to be able to learn the S together you know now you understand what it means that the S connects the S of the to the of a different there two frequencies you know of there's the Gia and then there's the so it's like it touches different aspects everything has to become one because it's really one that's theik so thank you for the opportunity and hasem should help that the the light of the light of T the light of P should be able to permeate our bones our nervous systems our bodies our souls so that we can radiate it to ourselves and then automatically it gets radiated to everybody around us and it heals the world and uh as I said shabas you know who ends up at the somebody once told me that there's a certain genre of people that end up at the she so the person didn't mean it in a complimentary [Laughter] way but I'm going to give my my I'm going to give the real explan the real explanation is every person who ends up here handpicked by the AL that's the truth why I don't know why this is things everyone has a and part but part of the reason is not just for themselves also to bring it to others that's the cloud to bring it to others so thank you for being part of this incredible journey ofus with Hashem with yish kite and with EMS and with the T of G and uh since the end of the year is ending already on a high note from all the Miracles of the last few days so we should only see more and more and more and the truth is that the year started off with Jews as I said mats shabas Jews broken and and depressed and anxious for good reason it was the worst year in Jewish history since the Holocaust you know in terms of grief and death and Brokenness and tragedy and still with all the hostages and everybody you know all the wounded at the end of the year the says a year that's impoverished in the beginning becomes wealthy at the end because it says without an says a year that begins with rushes poverty Rashi says a year when people make themselves poor they make themselves humble is wealthy at the end B but this year you don't need rashi's interpretation it's a year that the Jewish people were really impoverished in the beginning Miss B for the last few days Jews especially in Israel are walking their pasture has been restored somewhat dancing in the streets when they heard n the Hitler of today was killed and all the other nalas that were eliminated recently so it's the beginning of hm should help we should Tak see that this new tide of Miracle should take us into the new year should be the a complete Victory and complete elimination of T the world is now cleaner with Nala's death and hen's death the ear is I don't know if you could smell these things but whenever evil is eliminated the the ear of the world becomes a little cleaner the toxicity is removed say m that the T will be gone there won't be room now there's room for t to live when the ear becomes clean there's no room for T it becomes like allergic it's also true with people you know when they become more refined like there's no room for T it's like get out of you start vomiting it unfortunately in our system there's still a lot of room for Tuma dysfunctionality becomes so uh common and embedded that people think that's normal but that's that's sickness it's part of the sickness of it's part of what you need to heal from so a complete complete Redemption a good everybody will have a I'll see you next year as they say we'll see we'll have a sheer Monday morning that's in a week H I'm not here no I'm not here I'm not I'm going to be back Sunday so Monday morning 7:45 well we finished the M I'm very happy I'm sorry for the late hour and uh make up for the week so Monday we'll start a new M I know who you are you were here last time I knower sent somebody so I didn't need no worries [Music] huh did it [Music] H [Music] okay huh oh good [Music] one