Likkutei Torah Bayom Hashmini #3: We Don't Ignite Passion by Bemoaning the State of Our Generation

okay welcome everybody good morning a good to you your families especially our brothers and sisters in the Holy Land should see a complete Victory today's class is dedicated by Joshua Greenberg in loving memory and nishas Y David Ben yushua all of thank you Joshua and may his memory serve as an eternal source of light and blessing and inspiration I got a message a few days ago from a young man his name is Yakov and uh he's been here before he's been at one of the classes a little while ago and uh that's when he introduced himself to me he's from Israel and he told me that he is on the he's about to go into Lebanon with a group of his friends he couldn't tell me why he's going in in other words what's the exact purpose and task because it was confidential information he said that I'll have to share with you when I come back here and see you face to face but he did tell me that he and his friends listen to the classes yeah and they're now going into Lebanon and they told me how much strength and inspiration it gives them in a very very difficult and challenging situation so I don't know where they are now but I do want to dedicate this class to him his name is yakob shraga for you Yakov shag and for all your extraordin AR friends Our Heroes May you achieve whatever you have to achieve with flying colors and with and you should come back and complete peace and shom andus and experience a full Victory and the told me his words were he says we're going in because the the honor and the glory of the Jewish people and of God and of tah has been so crushed and we're going to restore it it almost felt like I was hearing a basle from this time of Kan you know the way he put it was like uh very very special so uh since they listen to this I want to send send my our our love and blessings on behalf of everybody and uh our deepest blessings and how much we uh are so uh proud of you and send with you the energy of the entire Jewish people and of all of Jewish history from to mhia huh yeah yeah huh what we need is that's the end of the story I heard a general speaking so he said that he was an apology what was the apology he said for many years I said that my friends said that the Young Generation is basically lazy complacent entitled all they want is gadgets all they want is to relax they don't want responsibility they're just spoiled that's what we thought he says today I officially say I owe them an apology to the youth to be able to see their their their bravery their courage their commitment their dedication what he said and it's very true about the youth uh it's about all the youth you see what happened in with the youth and it's true about all the youth people you know accuse them of of being the most spoiled and titled generation in history it's a very superficial perspective okay so we began a mare in sukus we did the first two classes we're holding page 161 on top it say sukus lasus right before ped B so on top it says look the starts 160 we're holding 161 in Hebrew it's p Al column one but on top it says okay so what was Thea last year I gave a summation and it ended up being just a summation without learning inside so this MIM actually it was it's it has two sections one is connected to Yer CH and then one connected to Suk so we started it before Yer and now we'll continue he began with a a that when it comes to it's the one that the says this is a gathering for you for example the seventh of p is also called but it's it's for your God and here it's actually the next M afterwards and he says that generally by all the you see that it says by not only also the first Days by it says yeah even byus it says in it's a holiday where you celebrating for God With God here is the one you see the contrast because that's also called and there it's here it's so for this he started to explain at length and this was the main focus the three loves of the main point was is the ability to understand that all our parts really will end up in love with God every type of in the world deep down it's burdened with all of its Cravings but deep down it not only will it it not only should it will come to that's the did by the G that everybody all the nations will be transformed the love that's the the frequency it's a love frequency that's only your soul unique to the you don't have such a type of love you don't even have a replica of it in the world in the physical world and then he says that's a love of it's a love that the love itself is an infinite love which is even deeper than thead because thead still is a soul and a soul is a soul it's an identity it has Consciousness and therefore the soul can't create experience that love what allows a person to experience that love is the whole of that was the main idea of is a he's complete and therefore he's a k he's a vessel that's the beauty but the the challenge is it's a k it's a beautiful K it's a perfect but it's a k it's a container the B tra the K was shattered and that's how he says the sins become a Mitzvah how does that happen because the shattering itself becomes the energy of the recovery of the discovery of the love itself the love itself is fueled it's made up of all the insanity and darkness and dysfunctionality so it's of a different magnitude completely the sad govern can't reach it not because he's not a good guy he's a very good guy it's actually because he's a good guy he can't reach it he's not he's he wasn't M he didn't go to Crazy to craziness and as a result of that it's because the darkness itself is becomes the greatest light is the light that's not only it's not light is greater than Darkness you don't need the greatest light of the light that comes from it's born from the stuff of Darkness so when the darkness is channeled and harnessed and and reoriented and even transformed into [Music] light and that's a very very experientially it's a very it's a deep experience because it's not one can't prepare it's you can't I can't prepare for it with a K it's it it comes from the breakdown from the K as we said you know this it's the crack the crack and everything that allows the light to come in it's the crack it's the shatter shatter of the shattered K it's the fragments it's the this is thank you for breaking the and th that those broken pieces themselves that's what creates this type of he spoke a lot about humility that's what humility is when somebody's not humble they can't go into this place and that's the idea of and one moment of TR in this world is greatest is AR says was created through a which is array fromm's name as he puts it which creates itself that was the main the main summation I mean we explained it at length by if anybody wants they can go back and hear it okay so now let's continue Insight we're holding close to ped B right you see a few a few lines before chapter 2 one 2 3 4 five six seven seven lines before the end of the first chapter before p b this whole experience that we're talking about which is the CH of Love which transforms into says that is D which are sins even willing a Zin is a sin a mistake a transgression that I do willingly even that is not like it's transformed into aah and that was the whole explanation how could you say that why should you say that you did a sin you did CH fine you're not going to do it again you're not going to do it again doesn't mean that what you did became a Mitzvah doesn't make sense person did made a mistake maybe I lied maybe I cheated maybe I was deceptive I did something I shouldn't do I didn't do something I I I should have done whether it's between a person and a person or between a person and AEM so I I had remorse I confessed it's called VI maybe I made a resolution for the future so it's perfect TR according to how does that redefine a a negative act or a negative word how how does it do that the mechanism doesn't make sense I told you I think the says he doesn't understand the the uses a word somehow it comes out that the sinner is is gets a great it's a great deal a sadic can't have all these Mitzvah and only about somebody who did all these sins has all these extra Mitzvah huh yeah suddenly you turn to him it's like it's like you know people are always afraid like what what what message are you sending what message is the gamar sending you no worries you do TR of love right Tak that's the I told you the mar takes out the from the says that's not what the g means it can't mean that the say what it means is that because of his his desire to fix so he does extra Mitzvah that aad doesn't feel compelled to do you know he outad thead because you know he feels this this motivation so it's the the but the is not saying that says says it doesn't mean that the sins become like MIT it means the sins cause him to do more mitz is not like that much deeper level in here Hees that it means literal means that the sin become a of mitz yeah the Trad of Love redefines retroactively the nature of the sin and it's a it's it's a half of art it completely redefines it of course it was a sin and he has to do tra when the TRU is done out of love the love is a type of love it's a unique type of love there's an energy in the love that can only come from the sin that was their true energy of Love yeah exactly exactly that that's that's that's it's an incredible Insight that the sin really was the energy of love but the person missed the mark That's what means we spoke the word in Hebrew actually means you missed the Mark says about sha he was a great Archer when he shot the arrows he was he hit the target like a here you know you call the Bulls ey doesn't mean he never sinned it's talking about shooting an arrow he never missed he never missed is I missed I missed the opportunity so what makes it a it's really love but the love is being manifested in a very distorted way so when he does Trad of love he re he redeems what happened he shows what really happened so it's a complete it's it's a retroactively completely redefines the act itself that itself becomes the Mitzvah but that only gets revealed from the chva of love so on one hand there's a grief and there's a remorse and there's tears and there's the breakdown of what happened and then from that a deeper element comes out there's a whole new level of appreciation and passion and love and authenticity and if you look that at that it completely redefines the first the first AA and you see that that energy itself is really the energy of Holiness even though it was manifested in a K in behavior and in a way that we call we call dness which he has to do which the person ought to do gets to do tra for you understand you tyus yeah yeah so that is only so now when the darkness itself is converted into light there's a different type it's a different type of light it's it didn't come from a it came from the from the from the breaking of the so continues this is the this is the concept called what does literally mean leaving Egypt but what does the word to graduate from being a he calls you obviously it's a very high level means boundaries containers confinements you say right a is a boundary means from a constrained place when you speak of means everybody has a a boundary a he said A a is a it's a nice it's it's but it's a because it's a there's no even if because is is always rooted in the it's an but a k by definition is a container it contains whatever fits into the K so it dumbs down it dilutes whatever fits into the K but the Bala broke all of his that's why he has to do chuva and that negativity that breaking that shattering what happens now there's a love that's beyond so the breaking in the in the negative sense creates a breaking in the positive sense the crack that cracked it that cracked the illusion it it cracked this order it cracked the structure now creates a different type of crack it opens the person up to that which is beyond Kaye that's what you is going out of the but of course don't make only for the who becomes a every person can experience that whatever that means in a person's life even you're talking about which means everybody the multitudes of people in a very little in a little way that a person should be able to leave which means to turn away from their immersement in their whatever they're immersed in and anything in the world especially people indulged or engaged in business or to make times in order to be able to spend time their their minds their hearts are not immersed in whatever they're doing over there in the business because and that's a form of that what what is he saying here what often happens a person is we we get so immersed in something and it becomes like a it get stuck in it he especially people who are in business but every single person it's so easy to get overwhelmed by the stress of life so I'm just completely now defined by it and slept away it's like a current you know may we learned may it sleps you away so the person needs to be able to spend time in which they liberate themselves in which they have a they go out of that which is them which is so in every person's life we need to a person needs to know what is it that I could be engaged in to be able to not get stuck in whatever my MIT is what does MIT look like is whatever contains me confines me limits me and Separates Me from being one with my own source of energy which is always the inside excuse me if not the currents and the torret of Life are so powerful that they just could drag a person and pull a person down to the point I don't even recognize myself the difference yeah which ah okay so it's very consistent with this is in that's what means and so is beyond the K also mention [Music] yeah I think they Z it was a they say from the that he said he was an anle of his no a son uh yeah that he says that uh one of his father you have to know how to understand that but this is what he says that the ultimate chuva is that you reach a place where you realize that you don't have to do trva but the only way you could reach that is if you do a lot of trva in other words what he meant was that the ultimate Chua is the chuva where the person realizes if so that means was aah so then you don't have to do chva that's the ultimate chv but to get there the person has to do chv if I do a sin I say that's great I destroyed my life wonderful unfortunately you don't say that the real healing is when I could redeem every aspect of the past because every aspect of the past really became an indispensable part of your growth and sometimes the lowest moment you know when you turn it around becomes the highest moment one [Music] of also is like a we say like a circle in a circle the top and the bottom you don't know what's the top what's the bottom what's the beginning what's the end everything has a space this is a container it has parameters I don't know what's the so so so the lowest part in becomes the highest part that that's the whole idea it's Infinity it's the energy of infinity the energy of infinity can express itself in craziness and that that same energy completely is redefined as a different form of craziness you know like what's called says about he would juggle by Thea said he's embarrassing everybody and then by his funeral he said a the insanity has been very good for this old man he saw at his funeral a pillar of fire separating him from the whole world yeah so I'll call upon him so he says in every person you need a person needs to be able to have time that I'm not a now it could be a few minutes but this is the time to go of and a person needs to know that mechanism because if not if I'm just going with the flow I can get stuck in all of these places person needs a time where they they come back to themselves you know whatever that means in a person's life but that time that they regulate their inner system and they attune themselves to the rhythm of their soul rather than being and flept by whatever the responsibility is which may be important responsibilities it's not about a relinquishing responsibility the the balas he has a business to run or whatever it is but it's so easy for everything to become traps and I get stuck over there and then it just becomes a vicious cycle where I'm you know running after my own tail and there's no regulate self who is who is in who is mentoring who is in control who's in leadership of the process so he says by everybody by the is to open himself up to the and by every person is whatever my mat is to be able to put it in focus and be able to have a self that's beyond it and the same is true deeper and deeper and deeper it's which is a complete Exodus from the highest form of mat which was the highest form of mat the who's not stuck in in in in in negative energy who's not stuck in this functionality you're not stuck in numbness or Detachment the mat is that it's a k it's a k for the the Divinity but it's a k base of course of course of course I'm talking about not the K as a person but the K business yeah you need structures you need yeah constantly self-doubting yourself if you know you're on the buiness business if if you did the right thing or WR yeah so yeah we saying the ability to trust to be doesn't matter right yeah you are it's like in the right place yeah yeah very thing to do but in the business you can see it more than anywhere else right right base this is the concept the seven days of which all celebrate which is the time that this type of Love gets aroused MIM from the bottom from the lower reality laa striving for the higher reality when the Jewish people left M this was the experience they were in slavery they were in bondage it was I know I am sick and tired of being stuck in my mat M could be phys physical emotional psychological every person in their own way but I'm out I'm done get me out of this this this G this this mat that literally defining me limited me paralyzing me numbing me right it's like a person is involved in a relationship for example that's toxic or poisonous literally depleting them or a person has habits and you see what it does or a person engages in conversations after that they feel like uh they feel dirty in that person's life he is I'm done I'm out of this you know what a person sees consistently that something is not working it's just it's completely dysfunctional for them it's just taking them away from themselves so it's like I'm done this is theen It's the Brokenness itself that fuels the urning the striving the darkness becomes part of the fuel that fuels the love it fuels the arousal there's an appreciation there's a depth to it there's a depth to it that comes because of the mistake so that's the seven days which is this this great love but now remember the whole Focus here was of and to contrast it from of P so he says now the seventh day the seventh day of this love the seventh day of P says the word from the word stop stop a stop sign in in in Hebrew is we say in in right means the the heaven will be contained they stop the water the rain won't flow and Hebrew aner is a gathering when people are together they're quarantined they're not scattered soer literally means the time you're together you don't go to work you don't go away you don't go out you're together you're one that's what a gathering is we're all together in one room if not people go everywhere so what's so he says what's stop hold back does an expression that say if your heart is racing if your heart is running come back to come back to one the whole seven days it's first seven days of p is which is a yearning it's a love it's the seventh day stop what's the stop I need you to come back what do I have in Heaven and Earth my body and my heart goes out like Kal yearning close I'm yearning I'm longing I'm pining to the rock of my heart this is expressing his longing his pining his so says look at his words so literally it means my heart and my body goes out to you who is the rock of my heart he says it's really two AV first there's a the soul goes out such a powerful yearning and longing there's an ecstasy there's a sense of profound love that takes over the person what's is a rock we had the word like right is a rock he tells strike the so means like the rock of My Heart the rock of is or the says here is called it from you reached that the person should become Consolidated and Powerful in a streng knowing that you were summoned to live to be able to create for in the lowest space of reality so now it's time not to lose your not to run and melt away in the Ecstasy of infinity which is the natural experience of but rather to come back from generally love is the opposite of Love is a tender it's it's the soft tender feeling the experience of of the person actually going out of their boundaries right huh vulnerability love is so vulnerable love always requires trust love is the ability just like to melt away like to fall into the heart arms of the other physically or emotionally where I'm not protecting myself anymore right that's why the frequenc the the the frequency of Love is such a such a deep frequency the idea of Love is where the person really it's color Shady it's like an we all know it sometimes we wear for many years a bulletproof vest emotionally and you know we don't receive love or give love cuz love is trust you know love is real real trust and you know as I often say and I think many of this know many of us know this from experience sometimes as young young children we shut down that frequency cuz it's very dangerous if somebody was looking for it and they did not get it or somebody gave it and wasn't reciprocated and they didn't have the the confidence and the judgment to be able to know why what when and we internalize the shame of that so it's like I'm not going there again you know and very often a child already at age of five their heart was broken into a thousand pieces it's like I don't need a thousand in one pieces a th000 pieces is enough the Thousand cracks were good and then we substitut it in different ways everybody substitutes in different ways one person for the rest of their life is just looking for validation all they need is validation just tell me I'm good tell me I'm good tell me I'm good you know guy once tell me he spends 18 hours a day in the office because he needs everybody in the office to know that without him this company falls apart that's he needs it he but he understood that he understood he had that awareness he just wasn't ready to get out of it but he had awareness or he couldn't get out of but they had the awareness that that's what he needs he needs everybody to say and it's unbelievable you know how many how many uh mechanisms how many emotions how many things we create to compensate for what we're really really looking for so the energy behind all this dysfunctionality is a search for love when we heal it it all gets redefined you could see Ah that's what it was that's what it was that that's all part part of but love is that moment where there is a melting of boundaries in a very good way there could be the connection if I really really trust you you really trust me so I go out of my matar you go out of your matar and we connect that's color sh the Ultimate Experience can only be with God because that's the ultimate place of safety that's the source of safety that's the source of goodness it's the source of bliss and over there it's always it's perpetual says something deeper actually means my heart becomes like a rock it really means that God is the rock of my heart but is not not a rock in the sense I'm a rock a rock feels no pain an island never cries I become a rock true means now I understand now I have toer now I have to bring it all in into my life in other words in real love the person can also pass out because the whole love is the ability to lose my identity the abity to get lost in love to it's it's love is Transcendence I can't just break out of all the it's really bringing it into Cale and in a way that's the seventh day after all the first six days days of not to go back to but to bring the to be able to consolidate that love within containers a very good question because it's after color it's the it's the K that's not a trap it's the K that channels the let's see he's going to explain a good good question you're saying it's the same thing you're going back to is not two separate it's not a redundancy it's that should become means your Consciousness your should be that the should dwell and be manifested within the lower reality after to make a home a home for him that's what a home a home is always a home is a container a space we have it in a mus you know you have a and a they may be flying high and then you'll say what about a home who needs a home we have each other we could live in the street we could live in a telephone booth we'll hang hang out in the forest for a couple of Dozen Years it's best place we'll build a r yeah what stuck we'll build a little rustic cabin and we'll hang out with Wildlife who needs everybody else so it's a beautiful beautiful thing and everybody people can even appreciate the sentiment but there's a step that's even deeper and that is create a home you need a home for the love you need a space and this space is a space it's a limited space it's called a bi me what's a space is this is theace where it's manifested now a space by definition is limited who needs a space we belong to the universe we belong to the whole universe but then what happens is it can fade into Oblivion and even if it doesn't Fade Into Oblivion because the person holds on to that inspiration it's it's contrary to the ultimate vision and purpose that hasem created the world so he says this is where the person makes a home for this love and the home and you're saying what's the difference who also has a k and this is also a k right so the difference is that the here it's follow the it's not pre it's following in other words the K is coming not from a place of weakness from a place of strength I'm channeling all of this in a way that it permeates the space not because I'm defined by that space But because I have a mission to go into that space it's a very big difference if I'm stuck in a place even if the stuckness is a very high level or actually I was sent there in order to bring it into this space and therefore you're never defined by and in a moment's call you can also you can also disentangle yourself from it because you were sent there you weren't yeah it it's a mission a mission by definition means that I'm really from a different place but I was sent here to go into this place and to take it seriously and to honor it because that's the to fulfill this Mission but it's a mission rather than the ultimate destination and identity and therefore there's always a link to that which is beyond it it never becomes the defining experience and he says there's a long there's a long brackets here with well let's go after the brackets which is the second column P of column 2 the fourth line This is says in a few places there's fouras that finish with this G we say it every morning Builders construction workers they're Builders if he asked them what do they do they're developers they're real estate developers they build what are they built H so what's they build the world that's called they build the world you're not building a world you're you're you're escaping every M it's the longing it's the yearning of where the person says I actually don't need anything I don't want anything I want you and then there's another hold back bring it back build the world I need you to build the world says has in his world the for of in other words those of is where he lives so that builds a home for God in the world brings the if not for my Covenant day and night the laws of Heaven and Earth would not exist would not endure so the to holds up the the world the world is built through through kindness through so this is the the the mitzvas that build the world this is a different so now needs to be channeled into building the universe there's no it's a real is complete complete disengagement from anything that's holding me down to be able to come back now it's time to build up the world you say what do I have with the world he went out of all the you're right but now build the world that it should reflect the infinity that's what the real real is not just he's not just about person who's just segregated and just learning the idea of is to create in the world it should the that the world should reflect the vision the blueprint of that's what really is there's a natural world and then that the world reflects and embodies the blueprint the Divine blueprint of how the world should be for this I'm completely engaged whether it's in whether it's it's creating the which is God said this is my space like talk marriage what what does a home mean a home means you create a space for the bride and for the groom where the person says this is my space and this can't be in the whole world first you were member citizens of the universe but this is something called Myspace and for it to be mypace it it has it needs certain ingredients there's a comfort over there there's an energy there's a trust and it has its so many ways it's very limiting but that's what creates the k in a positive way for that emotive explosive uh Oneness you know when they want to arrest somebody it's but here says now literally in Hebrew means to to imprison means to to imprison but in a good way it's almost like to imp prison but of course he doesn't hear the mean the word in prison means to contain but the word in Hebrew for prison is why because it's a prison it contains in a negative sense l means yeah you're arresting the person which means again I'm I'm I'm limiting you you're not free here he says you're taking the spirit and the Soul it shouldn't go out from the nark nark is the container this infinite love creates a type of because the person has such a deep love that everything else doesn't matter outside of the love and that's even deeper than the but now like you're holding this fire in your heart and you don't let it go out of your heart it almost it has the fire has boundaries you're containing the fire a fire that's not contained Burns everything up in a positive sense the fire of love that's not contained will burn everything up it'll burn all bridges in the most beautiful way cuz you're not hanging out in the bridges anymore you don't need I have you who do I need in heaven who do I have in Earth in order to appreciate that serus you first have to appreciate the love if yet not you can't appreciate the second level if you don't appreciate the first level you know to say by used to say this in this is it was as real as it gets I really don't need anything not I don't need anything because I'm a nobody cuz it was it's not from weakness it's it's the deepest form of experience even could be a distraction he doesn't mean he doesn't want you don't want God wants to give you're not going to take he's giving you the don't let it become a distraction I want you I want you when he says we you going to hang out yeah I'm no I need you if you're I don't mind being then it's not then it's you if you're there I'm good that's the experience of a soul that is completely out of that's its most organic deepest experience and it really doesn't need anything else he didn't say this B this was this was the deepest form of experience man so he says but that's something even deeper shady is to consolidate to hold it back why hold it back not hold it back cuz I don't like the love hold it back because to build a world to build a world I have to go into a world I have to deal with a world say there's no there's no people there's no experience in a way you're reaching the highest levels of experience but you're betraying the mission you're betraying his will you're betraying his will which means ultimately there's a little bit in in a very subtle way there's a spiritual selfishness there I don't mean selfishness in a narcissistic uh horrible way but it's a spiritual selflessness in other words if you're really really one with a source he just sent you on a mission you know and imagine this most amazing marriage and the husband is sitting with the wife they're sitting on the couch I don't know they're having a cup of tea uh by a candle of dinner and the wife says you know my sister's coming to the airport it's coming is landing how could you please pick her up in the airport he says absolutely not I just want to spend time with [Laughter] you I know but my sister had a crazy journey and she's going through a lot and I really want somebody to pick her up at there I want to be with you I care about you not about your sister not about the airport there's no airport there's no sister the car huh oh she doesn't want to go I don't know whatever that's a beautiful idea go together to the airport huh so here we're talking about a genuine experience I Tak want to be with you I'm enjoying every moment I know but I'm asking you a favor you know we need milk if you can just go get milk go to rck and kosher and get milk I don't want to go to rck and kosher and get milk there's too many cars there's too many people I'm hearing a beautiful energy I hear you so it's a very subtle inion so this is that and and and and the person knows how deep that is because there's such a powerful fire to be able to tell the fire at stop contain it it's not because the love is not real it's because the love reaches a place where hasem almost says like now go build my world [Music] don't abandon the world so this is the seven days of p is leaving whatever means in a person's life even the of which is a very high level of M or a much lower MIT slavery bondage right could be a crazy addiction destructiveness whatever that is I'm just a slave to my stuff to my emotions my instincts my issues could be a slave to my guilt my anxiety it's all that and then I experience and then there's contain containment that's what say so becomes that's all when it comes to P he says ofus of doesn't say says you we understand should be it's almost like you're doing it for God God says I know you want to be here but I want you there so do me a favor go back do me for do it for my sake there's a v to one of them I it's such a he says what's the difference between and he say is n is the Bliss of the created being the Bliss of a says says right he brought earlier the sit and bask in the radiance of the so it's the ultimate the greatest the greatest Bliss a person can experience is being in the Embrace of the Divine cuz that's the sour of all Bliss every other enjoyment in the world is just a at best a resemblance or a distortion or a fake substitute counterfeit and it's it's just getting a little glimmer and a fraction of a fraction or a fraction of the infinite once you touch the source of it there's nothing comparing to it like he spoke before about right once the feels that love you're not going to find it anywhere else it's just of a different magnitude so the ultimate is in what's he says is not this world is not so enjoyable at least for many times and for many people it's it's the Bliss of the Creator it's the of the Creator so it's higher just expression usually it's the opposite but that's that's the V yeah because that's where the feels all the time that's what is is so it's incredible and that's what he [Laughter] meant it's a different that was the other like he says building the world it's not then you have over there it says like it says in in literally it means let my tongue tan answer after you're saying tan is from the word like right after your words let me respond or answer to your sayings because all your Mitzvah are just so literally on a very literal level is saying my let my tongue respond to your sayings to your Commandments because all your mitz are just he says there a much deeper V the whole idea of is the person merits this CH of love with the ultimate of this that we're talking about is with his the sins all become what does that do it creates a flow from above that has a simmer level everything is [Music] reciprocated so just like the person experiences this TR it creates a flow from above coming down Crazy Love again he uses the word which is that's what suus is suus is not separate from yipper sukus is the energy from Yer from God's [Music] side is the energy coming from the person suus is the response it's like the person did all that work to the point of what's the result what comes m a crazy love that that's why you can't you can't be in the house you have to go out of the house this is the Embrace and the Embrace is the your right arm Embraces [Music] me that's the energy of sukus so sukus not separate things the whole it it explodes and then now God starts celebrating now it's the now it's the reciprocity you experience such a love a from above to the point it's some the house can't be a container for it come out come out to the world go don't stay stuck in your house I need to hug you and that's the walls of the Su we learned in another MIM he brings from of he brings from says in that the of you need minimum two walls and the third wall a part of a wall even a so the says that the right arm Embraces me and he says the right arm like every arm has three sections three walls if you want you have from the shoulder to the Elbow that's the first joint and then you have from the elbow till the wrist and then you have the joint and then you have the hand itself the kafayat a is a hand breath that's basically a so he says the first two walls is hasem inra from the shoulder till the elbow then the second wall is right from the elbow to the wrist and then you have a the third wall and he says actually when you hug somebody it it's three walls because you hug somebody so let's say I'm hugging you right so with my right arm so your left waist your left that reel says he gets very graphic says your left waist is encircled by the first section of the arm your entire back is engulfed is enveloped is encircled by the second part of the arm and then the right waist if I'm standing in front of you and I'm hugging you with my right arm and then the right your white your right waist is being encircled by the it's actually three walls he says he says when you hug somebody that's what it looks like of course the minut by some is to have all four walls because you want a beer hog you don't want you want the gunon yeah says say is three letters why he says s is a complete Su it's encircled from all sides is a semicomplete su it has three walls and a he is the minimum Su it has two walls the leg of the a beautiful V but it's all and that's why it's coming out in nature the the Suka it's not your structure it's God's structure you're coming into my house you're coming into my house like I'm inviting you now Into My Embrace you come to my house you're in my space my walls are embracing you my nurture is embracing you you know you say AIS habas right AIS habas is somebody this is their home you're coming in you feeling you feel the imprint of their home you know when a woman really likes her home you could feel it when she doesn't like her home you can also feel [Laughter] it men don't know what this means you know get me a caravan and I'll sleep there for a year you know they're more they could float more a woman is and there's a reason for it because the whole of the world was the person is the one who creates a so in in in in in the physical world that's reflected in the is that want so the he says after this a which is so infinite because it's the now is the [Music] reciprocity so it's like a very real experience because when a person reaches this space of it doesn't remain in a vacuum it comes back to you there's a relationship so the of the person to reach this that shattered all the now brings a love that also is beyond all the that's what he says it's called why is the why a hug so you say well it's a nice expression he says no there's different types of love you could look at somebody is also an expression of love there's a kiss there's talking to somebody saying I love you connecting but here the love is it's an Embrace says another the only type of love where you don't let the person leave is a hug if I'm talking to you and I say I love you okay you could walk away it happens all the time people do that right I'm looking at you in in this expression of love and you could turn around you kiss somebody you know people try to kiss their child and the child runs away do me a favor I don't need your kiss but what's is you're in my grip can [Laughter] gain so you have it in a negative sense where I'm not letting you go you know it's about me I just need to hold on to you but what does it really mean it means that is something that's you can't separate from me so he says that Theus is such that the person reaches a space that they're Inseparable it's like almost God is not letting you I'm not letting you leave I'm not letting you leave we're too connected I'm not letting you leave you're not getting out of my grip that's the because that level of love it's like it's it's not otherwise When the Love is in a so it's a container so me since it's a container so ultimately it's more finite but once the that we explained more that we explained earlier so the reciprocity is a different type of it's such an explosion of love there's no life without there there's no you there's no me there's no you without it that's how powerful it is this is the we say [Music] in but everybody knows that and are two opposites is strength is kindness we always say is the right the left it's it's two Polar Opposites so he says the love the kindness is stronger I'm not going to let you destroy yourself even if you want to the love is not to let you go into the places you want to run to cuz that's how much I love you the overpowers US what does it mean overpowers you why do you have to overpower the answer is because people in life can make different choices which may seem the right choices for them may seem easier but it's going away from the Love from the place that they need is I'm not going to let you go away from yourself from the true connection from the true Oneness and sometimes it takes a lot of power to steer a person that way very practically what that means is that very sometimes you know people imagine what their life is supposed to look like they say what if if if if if if you know I would have such a husband such a wife such children Such parosa i' live here I would have such an upbringing everybody has a list of what if you know the perfect Blissful life but and and that's what I would have chosen means but to be able to develop the Oneness and the relationship that your soul really craves in life I'm not going to let you run away so the itself comes with a comes with a tremendous strength you know sometimes people say you know G is G I already I'm done but it's almost the grip of God is holding me in this place because this is the place where ultimately all the love is even if right now I may not see it huh a beer hug so this is the hug in other forms of love if you want to run you could run in a hug even if you want I'm more I'm stronger than you I'm hugging I'm not letting you go anywhere you know that's what a real hug is says that's so that's the of that the is so powerful what does it mean emotionally there may be parts of the person that say get me out of this love but nothing will be more powerful than the love nothing will be more powerful than that grip and it's the greatest is kindness for the person to save them from their own inner enemy yeah like everything you know there's so many distractions in life I want to run here I want to run here is I'm holding you tight and close to me that's the energy that the Suka represents in the in the soul this is all internal of course this is all internal but I just want to be I want to be with you so it's reciprocated so everything that happened now comes back of the person right like and then Su is just opening yourself up to that so when we speak about Yer versus sukus it's not like you know first half of the month is the hard part and the second half of the month now we just chill out and eat and drink that's not the ver it's one there's the experience from within the person which always requires grief and tears and Sh because that's what it's about it's working through all those painful distractions all the blockages that the person has all their dysfunctionality all their insanity and then bringing that into the relationship where the light comes from Darkness and then there's opening yourself up to the Bliss that follows that from the one you're in love with who's equally in love with you and was waiting for this intimacy because you weren't capable of feeling intimacy before in other words sukus could be in the month of ell but it won't be sukus I can give and give and give and give and give if the person is blocked they can't receive love somebody can give you love from today till tomorrow if you're blocked you're not going to receive it you don't trust it on the contrary you'll hate them even more because they're trying to prick you and Trigger you right sometimes people who have all these defenses and we all have our own defenses and our own way the one who wants to get close to you becomes your greatest enemy because if you're not you don't want to be close to me fine so we meet in I say sh you tell me a from the and I'll tell you a from the next next bring the heading and we on but the one who's who wants to get very close to you so they're triggering all these parts like now you're a threat so I can give and give and give and give but there's no K to receive it to experience the Bliss of God I have to work through myself if I hate myself I'll never experience God's love because my entire Paradigm is self-hate so the whole idea is the person really really opens up all those block is then suus is that experience of the and it's all experiential this is not philosophical this is the experiential of of of of of an intimate experience where the is now reciprocated from above and that's the I am not letting you leave yeah that's what he says the ker the whole TR was the person's TR so sukus is now the result from above God says now come into my space come out of your house go out of your place come into my space I want to be with you yeah that's uh that's the whole idea that's why you also see in Suka it's an interesting thing it's brought in all other mitzvas have a certain definition heer Shake put on put on give learn whatever it is what's the Mitzvah the Mitzvah Suka what do you when do you do the Mitzvah Suka when you're learning in the Suka yeah but actually eating drinking sleeping smoing taking being being there's no Mitzvah like that being is not a Mitzvah I mean it's it's before all the Mitzvah but being is being now I want you to put on I want you to give I want you to that whatever whatever it is eating matah it's not about what you're doing I don't care if you're sleeping it's a mitvah or you're eating or you're drinking you smoing with a friend or you taking a nap you're taking you're not supposed to take a nap what are you napping in my for go sleep somewhere else go take a walk somewhere else go somewhere else no the is whatever you do in your house whatever you what do you do in your house whatever you do in your house whatever you do in your house just do it in the it's not what you're doing what are you do in the house everything you got dressed in the house and you eat in the house and you sit in the house and you read in the house and you hang out in the house and you in your house in the so it's not what you're doing what is it it's where you're doing it basically you're doing it in God's Embrace if you're doing it in God's Embrace so it's a MIT it's all part of the connection other the point here is that there's no in life that's not part of the connection that's the he's saying I just want to go to sleep I just leave me alone I just I'm not interested in [Music] you but I'm interested in you I don't want you to think that there's any in your life that's separate from me now I'm just eating can I I'm not ding I'm not learning I'm just eating this isah so the connection is it's it's you every part of [Music] you that's the even those parts I'm not interested in it but that goof is also part of the relationship that's how deep it is cuz so even so to speak the dark parts of the that's the even the darker parts of the person all becomes part of the Mitzvah so in Su everything becomes part of the relationship yeah but I'm just a physical mundane guy I'm not afraid of you being a physical mundane guy that's where I am because it's with you every part is is is part of it no so this is the first days of s cuz he didn't get yet this is is we sit in because we do an E so we sit in says to sit not to make a that's it's a p that many people don't sit in ask what happened the says clearly it's one of the only few things says clearly to do it and people don't do it was very all the everything it's a it says you sit you don't make a but the only reason we sit is because of it's only seven days you don't have to sit in a so some people have a minute to make KES in the house but uh P huh yeah some people have that is the well that you always make oh I don't know I don't know is to eat everything in the evenes the meals everything only in the Suk at Night by day huh so says exactly the rest without but the point is say already a different you we'll see in a [Music] moment I don't know the differ in hug him and that I don't know no don't sleep they don't sleep yeah yeah there over there they they [Music] the Russ you say they also very to because again the it's one of the few things says once asked a question um how did it happen this people wonder it like fell out from the radar for so many when the clearly says that you have to sit in the for Kish for eating so what happened that people don't so he said a very nice V it's interesting we do a second day y we make all the bras that we make the first day right like the second day of Suk the second day of P the second day of second day of you even make a you eat mat the second night of P it's not the first night there's no Mitzvah to eat mat you make a you make all everything you did the first night and it's a question M when they had a suff now we have a calendar we know when the first night is the only reason we do a second night is because they used to make two night in America they wherever they were far from all they had to make so why you making the same so you could say because we also make and since it was a we can make a we also make a everything we do the same the answer is kazal didn't want to make any change from the second night to the first night why because they felt that if you wouldn't make all theas so people people will uh be m they'll they'll they'll denigrate the second day in other words it's not as important why because you're not making all the braas so you could think what's the big deal you're doing everything else you're not going to they said no don't make any difference so he said how you see their right look what happened with because they said not to make a so here you see they're right they stopped sitting in a he said here you see how right they were that if you're going to make any change in the it's going to change the whole thing so that's what happened and that's what happened it took away the itself at least for many people that's he was just explaining how it worked once you take away the it's already the whole thing became even though the says clearly you have to sit gives a lot of I think but that's the so the first days of what's the hug what's I'm not letting you leave in other words there's no part of you that's separate from me here letting leave doesn't mean physically I want to run away it's emotionally there's a part of me that's not interested in the relationship there's a part of me that's disengaged there's a part of me that's numb that's detached is God there too that's what the hug is the hug is means the is so powerful that even those parts that say I don't want the relationship that's also part of the relationship so you have to understand what this means because this is very deep this means when a person is feeling blah or numb right anybody ever feels that just blah you never feel blah was me once went into the it was after remember he says another you know Bites the Dust you know like they say another like you know it's like another okay you know so the say he said another is gone he said another was added it's accumulative it's not uh when you're really present with something even when it leaves it doesn't really leave when I'm not present with something you know some people are very afraid that yam should end because they're not fully there when you're fully there you're not afraid that it ends because if you were fully there it stays whatever has to stay stay now it's a new a if I'm not fully there the reason I'm afraid it's going to end is not because then I'm going to realize that I was never there you understood what I just said I'm afraid of something to end because when it ends I'm going to realize that I was never there when it doesn't end I still think I'm there when you're really really there you're not afraid for something to end you're there you're there it's it's full when it ends whatever you had to have your had and now you'll move on to the whatever the next is the same is true with these so how how much space can I hold for all these other parts that want to leave the relationship Kipper where you don't it's like oh I'm not interested in the relationship with you oh my god 50% just doesn't want to be married to you it accomplishes that God now God says don't worry don't worry even the parts of you that want to leave are not leaving in other words I'm there too so in a very deep sense it means that any emotion that you have you don't have to be afraid of if you'll dig deep down you'll find in your AA you'll find a Mitzvah you'll see behind your blondness behind your numbness behind behind your fear behind your Insanity behind your lack of Interest your apathy your indifference your everything give me all your I'm doing the benign ones I know there's some more serious ones I'm just doing the numbness blondness you know those are the Ben maybe not actually sometimes numbness and blondness could be worse than anything else said that depression numbness blondness is not a sin but will'll bring you worse than all the sins in the world cuz a person dies you know so the hug means there's no the part of you you want to leave you're not that's also in my grip what does that mean that's in my grip you could breathe in light into all those parts even your shame your you everything breathe breathe in and you'll feel my love there too in other words I'm there too I'm not afraid of it I'm holding space for all your parts so you can also it up so imagine you can create you could bring beautiful blankets like like like gaka velvet fur down cuddly caressing blankets and hug bring all those parts into that into those blankets and realize it's all in God's Embrace and you could breathe that love into it that's the so when he says I'm not letting you leave what does that mean spiritually I'm not letting you leave God Is Bigger Than You his two arms will grip you and you won't run away I mean you could understand it that way but it saying something much deeper the parts that do want to leave that's also in the hug in other forms of love if there's a part of you that wants to leave it's gone in a hug no what does it mean I'm not letting you what do you mean but you are that means that deep down that's also part of the love we're not separate don't worry yeah because that's its true energy that's its true energy it's just protecting it's the idea of it's just protecting it's a blockage that's protecting what it really is what's the idea of that even it was a Mitzvah you just didn't know the energy you have to learn who you are so I'm telling you your blondness and numbness are afraid of something they're afraid to feel is it possible that you at some point decided that if you're going to feel life is going to be too risky too risky too dangerous so therefore the moment you start feeling something there's another voice that says oh you don't feel anything you're just an intellectual anybody understands what I'm saying you start feeling something and then suddenly immediately The Protector comes in and there's right away a thought oh you're feeling to show off oh now you everybody's going to see your feel right away delegitimize everything you're a hypocrite you're oh and where were you an hour ago oh suddenly you became aad you know the Mind does right and we're unbelievably successful at this unbelievably sucessful it's incredible it's incredible how powerful it is and right away it will find every excuse in the world to to to to crush it the de that's the part that that's constantly running away from the emotion he says that's part of our relationship no part of you is not part of our relationship so what does our relationship look like in the Su it doesn't look like anything it looks like whatever is you're sleeping it's a relationship you're eating it's a relationship you're learning is relationship that's the uniqueness of it how do you extend that eny of the whole year if you really sit in the Suka with this then it's all whole year in a different way of course we don't sit in a Suka all year like every yum it's it's a one said just a line he said is past in real Divine energy there's never such a thing as it was yeah of course the moment the moment you're in the frequency of a there's no past it's not past no such a thing we learned in The Other M you remember that all of time you remember all of time is just the thought the moment you go outside of that thought there's no time it's not past it's not present it's not future it is yeah so the moment you touch that which is beyond time there's no past anymore so you say what are you talking about what sukus was was last year that's true cuz we we we bring everything into time and we need to bring everything in time is seven days it's not 29 days it's not 69 days it's true and if I sit in sukka today it's not sukus and if I sit in sukus or a day after also the N but the if you're touching the that's there's no there but for that I have to be fully present I'm telling you the reason we get upset the wedding is going to end the Mitzvah is going to end the shabas is going to end the yam is going to end suus is going to end it's because I wasn't I'm not Dear somebody once told me that the reason people are afraid of of death is not because they're afraid of dying they're afraid that when they die they're going to realize that they never lived that's what they're afraid of if somebody's fully Fully Alive and they're not afraid of that they're fine man H online he always online is there a way to pack up the do you by fully being [Music] presentas by fully being present in every moment it becomes an eternal moment when I'm thinking every moment about afterwards take away the eternity from it it's counterintuitive we think I want it to last forever that's what's going to make sure that it doesn't last forever selfies would not do the selfie is like is like an AA when you're looking for love and you go to a sin that's a selfie it's the counterfeit it's the counterfeit desperation to hold on to something that I don't have I once saw a letter from a I think it's from the 50s or the 60s he wrote a letter to the he went to Israel as a tourist and this was then it wasn't common people went by boat and he took pictures everywhere and then you know in the olden days he had the negatives you remember the film you had to develop it and I guess something happened in the black room you know it has to be dark and all the films were ruined so he lost all of his pictures and he was I guess very very depressed or very upset so he wrote a letter to the Reb so the Reb actually wrote you have to look at it differently if you would have had pictures you would think from the pictures that you were in now you have to realize if you were talking there you don't have pictures you actually know if you were there that's such a powerful idea you know we have wedding picture of picture weddings by Mitzvah pictures it's good I'm it's nice to have pictures I'm saying it's nice to have albums but that's not the wedding but we're so afraid of experiencing something we're always thinking what's going to be tomorrow by thinking what's going to be tomorrow I deprive myself from the experience which means it could never be tomorrow when I'm fully fully present here then I'm not worried what's going to happen when it ends because I'm fully here and then when it ends you'll actually have something very very real because you were there so it's like counterintuitive the more I think about not being here because I want tomorrow I have I have nothing not today not tomorrow it's just full presence the says recreates the world every moment what does that mean that means there's only now there's nothing else tah there's nothing else that's how the that's that's all that my M are really that it's it's full presence right now there's nothing else there's really nothing else the world that was cre that's going to be tomorrow was not created yet we want everything to last because I'm desperately holding on to something that I don't have I'm telling you if you fully have it it's all here God is always here it's now that's what it is it's presence the moment I'm not present I'm not holding holding on to I'm not holding on to I'm going to be left with nothing I'm not going to have now I'm not going to have tomorrow but if I could be fully now I know this is hard I'm talking to myself also I'm not just preaching here because it's letting go of everything what [Music] is whatever and then another PES leave me alone when is the Summer come oh summer is also depressing okay Labor Day when when and then there three week like it's just you know our calendars are interesting you know so so so it's it's really it's I'm telling it's the name of this year that's what it is when you're in this hug it's infinite but if I'm thinking what happens when he finishes hugging me what's going to happen when the hug ends I can't be in the hug what's going to be after the hug what happens yeah what happens after the hug after the hug I don't know what happens after the hug right now you're being hugged take it it happens to be that then the hug will continue but it's it's giving up control it's giving up it's giving up the need to control everything control is just a defensive mechanism because I can't feel love so I have to control because that's all I have you know I'm going to take a picture a Kodak moment and I'm going to have it and now I have it I control time we became Masters we think that when we have a picture we defied the tyranny of time that's a very good line we think we could def you can't defy the tyranny of time but here's the good news you don't need to defy the tyranny of time because it's not a tyranny it's a flow of infinity you don't have to defy it h it's time you're also Beyond time we're afraid of time because we don't know who we are we think you're also Beyond don't worry you're also Beyond time it's beyond time you came into time okay so work with the time hard yeah it's hard because all the voices don't like this the the distractions don't like this it's it's it's relinquishing all control there's a beautiful SL of art it's a very G of art I think from he says I think I heard it from I think I saw in one of the writings of I think so many years ago he said he says in the beginning way back our forefathers were Idol worshippers Etc but now now means you know you know by Jews now could mean 4,000 years you know we're not like Americans now is just oh yeah it was 4,000 years ago of course that happened yesterday so he says like this it's it's not now it's like three and a half thousand years he says it's a it's actually a statement it's an idea there two ways of living one way of living is it was it used to be in the olden days in the they say in the in the where everything was perfect used to be now you're in God's space talk about now don't talk to me about it's a very powerful ver do you understand everything was they used to be normal Jews they used to be used to be used to be you know people speak about the good old [Music] days it's always a so when people talk about am people knew what El was today who knows what ell is they're all going to barbecues who knows what who knows put is a bunch of spoiled self-centered narcissistic Bratz they don't know about anything they're just making uh they're busy making another party another party another party what does that do it it numbs everybody to their soul it's it's not how it works God is not alive [Music] anymore it's a way of inspiring people by telling them how horrible they are but that's not the truth and it doesn't Inspire anybody just makes them feel more horrible but there's like this beautiful idea when you don't have what to when you don't have really we don't have the tools of of of waking up people's Souls what can I tell I could just tell you how horrible you are and your Ela Ela Ela Z was amazing but all the amazing jeans were lost and you only got the most horrible horrible jeans you got cuz nothing is left it's a cheap it's it's it's fine whatever I'm not judging anybody but that's not the it's it's always it's right now it's right here everything he says it's this is it that's there's no real past what do you mean it happened yesterday it happened a year ago it happened 3 years ago if you connect it to the frequency of the it's not an a if I just connected to the frequency of the physical time thing you had an experience 5 years ago 20 years ago 30 years ago it's gone you have a memory you have a picture maybe you wrote it down fine it's nice that's not the he said if you if you connect it to the pus of it that's the thing about in other words death exists on a certain frequency certain things can die yeah on another level there's no death how does God die doesn't die B doesn't die doesn't die doesn't die no such a thing he's going to say later he gives huh what a virus a virus don't die they were never alive to die you have to be able to live they were never alive to die huh the only part of that that's alive is this so that's not an AA if transed when it's transformed so that that that's what's alive that was always alive that part was alive was not transformed if it's not transformed so ultimately it it it it's truth will be revealed H that's what he said H the energy yeah it says in that when does this what he says it's a so he says the that's created through a is it's Eternal it's just an our world it translates as it was it was five minutes but in in a frequency that's there's no such a thing so was so once put him the said he started to cry he said do one or you do azah with another he puts on in one time so he says he said God is playing he's toying he's he's he's quelling from the Mitzvah of this Jew took it took 60 seconds it's a very P it's a serious ver it's not he's not making a joke because that's the if it's a there's no such thing tomorrow it's not gone I live in the world of time in the tyranny of time so tomorrow I couldn't kill less I became a different person so that's the whole voice of means that all those parts of you that you think you're detaching from me I'm there I'm you're right you're right in my hug you're right here you're right here it's Oh My Embrace to so what do you so you say but there's so much shame and there's so much blame and there's so much guilt cuddle it up I'm cuddling it up you also cuddle it up I'm in that I'm with that it's cuz it's really it's really just blocking what you are I'm not afraid of it I'm not afraid to hug all your parts cuz I know what they are I'm not afraid of them and brings that out so the reciprocity is of that level of intensity he says and that's the this is not so the truth is so we'll do we'll do is Wednesday right so we'll do Wednesday morning we'll finish the H 7:45 Wednesday morning tomorrow is a woman's cheer 9:30 on suus everybody have a beautiful and inspiring and meaningful and uplifting and connected day when he said this it was put him once yeah person underestimates I put a day later who knows what he's doing he says the way he put it in the yeah I had an idea about this yeah because in modern physics the time and space is already they establish it's like it's a one thing what means one thing it's a fabric so if you add the Fifth Dimension which is which is ability it's also like a fabric beautiful it's a it's it's it's all woven into into so you's saying you have the first three dimensions and then you have time time and then K so Fifth Dimension fifth so that's the level Beyond time because that's the fabric that's always Fab beautiful beautiful that's what he that Dimension is always there that's Fifth Dimension and that's number five is number five wow I didn't think about yeah yeah number five in the that's what we spoke in welcome pleasure to have you huh doesn't see he doesn't see is not there so he goes back and home but there is a question why do he need to keep second the right theage you to ask who is I'm saying since you sit in says is the seventh I see I see he goes back goodby it's always there right it's always there and it's like a fabric it's actually it's a fabric yeah right it doesn't expire yeah no such a thing so you saying my alter is not better because of him I'm actually to this of course that's that's that's so it's not that I had such I had such that I will be able to yeah exactly exactly El was good and you're like the lowest of the low so is and that's how we're here we continue and ours is eternal pleasure to have you welcome Richard Schwarz ifs internal family systems down might have been just what BTO brought down that there was no bad parts is it possible so I spoke to him there's an interview with me and him yeah yeah you could look you could look up y y Jacobs and Richard Schwarz I showed him I explained to him that the ideas of ifs is from the yeah it's from the B explicitly it's not so it's not it's not implicit is we're doing our protectors that we just kind have to embrace and be okay with it just ta yeah it's being okay with the true yeah it's being okay with the real energy it's having compassion for the fact they had to take on these crazy burdens and now we have to release it yeah I asked him how he came up with the idea cuz I was like very impressed what did he say he said he didn't come up with the idea he said the people came up with the idea he said he never came up with it he said it nothing to do with me he said the experience with so many people they started to talk about this so it was from them and it's not a mono it's not mono brain it's not a mono brain we don't have a mono brain we have many many different parts I quoted them it says in Tanya chapter 28 that people get very frustrated with themselves because in the middle of daving they have all these distracting thoughts guilt and blame and anxiety or even vulgar Ur urges or just crazy thoughts and they feel that they're not honest they're inauthentic if they would have been honest and authentic they wouldn't have all these thoughts so the alterb writes they're making a mistake their presumption is that they have one Soul they have one Consciousness and therefore if it's involved with daving with praying why is it so distracted by other thoughts that means there it's an but it's not true he says you don't have one Soul you're completely you operate on different layers of Consciousness you have two Souls one soul is daving and there's another Soul that's not daving another soul that wants to that's completely needs to distract you so it's not means you're not authentic it means you're authentic but there something another Soul he calls it a protector or whatever it is you know a manager a firefighter whatever you want to call it an ego calls it the animal Soul because the animal Soul could be a lot of things you know it could be scared and it could be terrified and it could be overwhelmed and whatever it is it needs to survive so it's not like you're not daving for real you are for real but there's another part in you say all you have to do is be able to yeah like you have to really be able to go back to who you really are and he says and at some point you have to you have to ask God for compassion for all those parts you know and not allow that part to overtake the whole system and believe that you're just a you're in authentic so some of his research showed that with offenders there was intergeneration and so we have that inish we have intergenerational goodu intergenerational good stuff and intergenerational other stuff that we got to face maybe once we face it that's will be msia yeah I don't know I hope amen that's what we're working on have to something m sing Michael sing we have to do something so good