Let’s Go To The Mountain

What I want to do first of all good afternoon it's first of all what I want to do abram I want to learn something it's it's so in there there's so many things at ku we learn as like a pressure or weighing if we're good or bad and we're like afraid to learn something I I'll be honest like I was I was learning this for myself this morning and I'm not coming it's not like it's not learn with things we could learn. First of all, we're not ready. We're not I'm not doing that yet. That's cool. The altar of Kelm said that the way he was able to learn by throw is I was able to be a hypocrite. Now, the word hypocrite is not a good is not the word I don't like using that word because it sounds I'm be a hypocrite. It's not good to be a hypocrite. He was actually able to be I would use the word that he meant. He was secure. He said I would hear my rebi say things and I'm not ready for that. But I [snorts] was able to hear it. I could hear it anyway. I feel like we're like I like learning stuff. I even had it sad. I had it sad to to learn this myself tonight. I ended up choosing something else. There's a different suga that I want to learn in the yeshiva and we're going to everybody's invited to join us. But I wanted to learn a topic that I'm aware and I'm not saying it as okay, let's get I'm actually very pumped by the morning shakers and I want to read something. It's not an agenda. It's not. We're all human trying to grow, doing our thing. I'm literally not I'm studying it myself for my own my own like and I could learn something and not be afraid to learn something. The was one of the great idealists in the last hundreds of years. It's a beautiful saddic. Such an unusual saddic. He was the god who was a storekeeper. He didn't dress the did not dress like a rash. He wore the hat of a simpleton. He did not dress through a shashiva garb and he was the godhur and the was incredibly incredibly idealistic. >> Like amazingly he he he he arranged food for the soldiers in the Russian army. He wrote the Mishna Bur like cuz he felt there was a big need. He wrote Shmir Salash and there was a big need was like the world's idealist a tremendously idealistic person at the end of his safer on which in yeshiva is learned and studied and kept and and perhaps and we had a period here with Abi Salsbury that we were learning to say Salash at the end of the safer he has a few essays and he has an essay say about now he is being quite demanding and an expression public prayer is a very interesting it's a very interesting is it is it not is an obligation the language of the famously says a person should make efforts it does not say it's interesting Many say in the is not that's the writes one should make efforts to do it sounds like it's not famously in in in the middle of the somewhere maybe says it is it's based on a because the gar describes how far somebody has to go for now it's like a it's like an inherent contradiction the guru says that a person shim it's like the it's such a fascinating if it's a or not the language of the sure sounds like it's not he says one should make effort try sounds like it's not the says it is a the makes it very dizzying because the gimar says a should go a mill it says how far you have to go for now if it's a did you ever see on an how far you have to go now there is a tour you don't >> what >> it speaks how far now there's within a mill it's 3/4 of a mile so you'd have to go that far but but it's very funny shim that there's an amount you should or shouldn't go if it's a mitzvah dis The sense when is there like a it's a little bit of a now there is on a say you have to spend every penny you own not to be on a positive command you only spend up to a fifth of your money but that's called anus to spend more it's very interesting on there's like a certain amount of effort you invest only a mill it's a little further you don't have to go is it a it really feels Even in the gum that the is unique says it is that's I don't want to say is not the but is not the is it's not that's the says it sounds like it's not the describes if it's a regular from there's no like you have to write there's no it's a little bit of difficult you there's no difficult no such thing mikra migill there's no such thing how far you have to walk you got to go here the migill it's very interesting with that there's like some sheer like so automatically it suggests that it's a little bit less of I'm not say yes I don't know it's automatically this sense that's a great question that's a great passion. If all things equal, a guy should buy should get one that it's possible for women. So I wanted to I wanted to read a little bit who was so idealistic and he he felt that people are losing and he wrote about I wanted to read to the some of what the wrote. He had like 12 reasons people should dab and feel public prayers I find to I'm not it's not said here like I never should feel bad zero I'm I'm this morning I'm learning this piece I don't mind learning the a piece I really want to study I want to hear I don't want to be afraid of things and nobody's schlugged up zero zero we study we learn we grow but we're allowed to talk about an I thought it's Nice to hear public prayers. There's something very powerful. I'm Zo to be part of the morning prayers here that I find gorgeous that we have just a nice a beautiful minion. So I wanted to read a little bit. He writes some nice some interesting things. I wanted to read it together with the >> only >> when we say we mean that's always what we mean. We're referring to there are other aspects of of that are huge. The yah kadesh bar is hashem kadusha probably not probably those aren't laning >> I don't want to say lan is a later minug kadesh >> then you're walking by a sh >> you should you're supposed to say l but I don't want that it's a on a lesser level answering ra was huge saying one time yeem's gra bless was huge answering kadusha is very big so you get Shabosha. He writes like this. He says he he describes many reasons and many factors of a mile of I want to I want to talk just to read some things that moved me. One of his one of the's things is he says that mid is more than meas good whatever you see in the negative is true in the positive more and he says when a person does bad things and like hurts the environment it's a tremendous he brings the gamarum he says mida is much more powerful on any mitzvah mida that a person's margots might they get themselves elves used to and it causes his friends to learn from it. Any good thing that you bring and you inspire and you motivate and you encourage and you uplift your friend is a tremendous tremendous game deeper than and and our souls were we're we're were we're we're put in a world to impact others and our souls can have a massive massive impact on others. And he says when we do a good thing that encourages others is a tremendous benefit. And he says when a person goes to the bishel other people learn from him as well. Each one there's an element the person's praying is amazing. But how about if my prayer inspires others to prayers? And he says as an element of that not only am I praying, I'm causing the other person to pray as well. I'm impacting the other. I want to share something with the for a few minutes on this point of the hit me. I want to share something not about prayer from rise sunshine. I think Danielle is going to love this. I want to share something from rise sun and shine. He said two nights ago that I thought was magical and it reminded me of this line of that I do good things I can impact my friends also I want you I think you'll love this there's listen to sunshine said I think it's [clears throat] remarkable the Mishna says a person's obligated to say that I like the he says A person's listen to this. A person's obligated to say for me the world was created for us. Now first I want to explain what that means. It's a crazy concept. The world created for you Gishi means that every Hashem made the entire world only for you. Every single person in your world was just made for you is designed perfectly to be a backdrop in your world. It's your world. Hashem made everybody you encounter some people to help you, some people to challenge you, some people in between both. Every the world was completely made for you. It's your world aka >> and we're all so watch this. Watch this. A hashem could have made eight billion different worlds. No human being could have. Listen to this. Aka, I want you to think about this. Ai, I want you to think about this. The create a me and you. I'm supposed to be in your world. You're supposed to be in mine. Now, once said, we relate differently and get different things. Only Hashem really there needs to be 8 billion different worlds. You can't do it's impossible. No human being could do this. Ai's needs you need exactly a exactly Gish and exactly Aka and by the way Pungi needs exactly you really a human being to design a world for one imagine the thought giving Yo every person he needs exactly a room and everyone the casual friend the good friend the difficult gay everybody's necessary in your world now anybody else then would create Hashem You can make 8 billion different worlds. What's crazy is he put 8 billion worlds in one world. Only God could do that. That give Exactly. You need every single person in your world, Aka. And they need you and and you you relate to each other different. And only Hashem could put eight billion worlds together. And every single It's It's like the craziest thing. We would probably design 8 billion different worlds. It was just too hard. So I can't I can't figure it out. God could figure it out and every single person has a world every detail. It's your world Abram. Now the question is that's why sun and shine asked to think about that already is like wow to think about it's a crazy thought. The question is what's one is obligated to say >> what do you one is obligated to say the world's created for me. Now if it's true what does the Mishna say? You're obligated to say it. What do you mean say it? It's just true. What's this saying? The Mishna Sanhedrin says a person must say now is it true or not true? Must say sounds like it's not really true. Just think it. But if it's not true, why should I say it? So it's got to be true. What's adding your to say? So right Sun and Shine said something crazy. He said on himself that he was a youngster. He was a timid person. He was very short. And he said he was he remembers he was in Tyim. He was walking up the steps. He remembers just like holding on to the banister. The big guys shouldn't run him over. He said he was very timid. And he said this brilliant. He said we get afraid of the world. It's like a scary world. This person never we shrivel up is it's your world. Yo, don't be intimidated. Show up means show up to your world. Impact your world. Impact people. Show up. M. It's your world. We're all just You ever wonder maybe I'm only real and everybody else just a puppet in your world? It was true. Misha, it's true. The reason you wondered that as a kid because it's true. It's your world and we all we're in my world. We're we're we're characters. The exact characters in your world. It happens to be I also have a world and everybody else's character mine and you also do. Now it's not to be arrogant then your mom. It's not to be arrogant. It's to be responsible. Own it. Show up to it. He said, "You can't come in like a fetal position like all shriveled up and stop being scared of the world. It's your world. It was all made for you." Instead of like being scared, oh my gosh, this one, that one, it's overwhelming. Mameish was made for you. He understood obligates a person to like show up to his. Well, that's what it means to say. He said like show up to it because it's your world. That's all right. He was talking about that Hashem gave the Tyra to you to me. She handed the Tyra. The whole Tyra was given for me. Everything's from my world. The 8 billion worlds. That's what he understood the I thought that's like a me. >> That's what if Hashem makes a world for you. So show up to it. That's what it demands. He said it's a responsibility. Somebody around a sister, a brother, it was given like to you. So like own it. Do it. Take take care of your world. That's what it obligates. It's responsibility. What >> a bad word. >> What about saying it? >> We see saying it must be that. That's right. >> I hear I hear Well, I specifically say you're obligated to show up. That is your freaking world. >> That's what he's saying. The Limer is the declaration. A lot of things the way we the way we bear responsibility with the P is the declaration. I have to like declare there's something like to show up to I hear what Abby I'm not like a forest chill like could it have said it in a different way instead of declaring it? But that's what he's saying. It's an attitude. I say it is like I own this. I I I own up this. I hear what Aby's asking. doesn't sound perfectly exactly there's more >> then maybe perhaps it's an interesting way of saying this reality declaring it that's fair >> what else do what else do we declare certain things we declare >> we declare a lot of things about saying things makes the reality but the declaring he he was saying and I I hear I'm not like pushing away obvious question obviously Why would it word it that way? He was saying requires a showing up to something. The saying is how I'm showing up to it. Now it just struck me who there was no idealist in like hundreds of years and one of his reasons for that like moved me was that guys in yes said have said to me I pray to pray in public. I pray and I love the this sense of do good and encourage good in others like be responsible for your world. You could actually like uplift your entire world and the who was so idealistic who was so incredibly idealistic and looked at people in his world. He was the leader of the generation the god and he lived with the way of responsibility. I was moved by his reason for is the sense guys have asked I pray privately that's so cool when you pray here I find it moving each guy that just prays in the base it's like moving it's touching it's uplifting and the actually seasoned amongst 12 reasons it's one of his 12 reasons that you showing up is inspirational it encourages it moves the others around us to pray as well and He describes that saw that as as a responsibility. It made me think of sun and shines. That's like my world. Show up to it. And and that which is important. Bring it to your world. Bring it to your world. Bring it to the people in your world. It's your world. Show up to it. I like what I like to sun and shine taught a lot this week. And the who was so responsible for his world. He lived like that. Now we could almost look at it that oh he was the godlad that's what made him the buglad the godlad means he thought about the d like he really thought about his world so I like that reason he brought just as one of his 12 reasons that you do pray and you guys say I pray myself but you could bring prayer to your community to your family to your to your mishbah to your neighbors and encourage and each one encourages the other in their world I thought that reason to me that reason was quite was quite moving. I liked it specifically coming from the who live with an incredible sense anybody studies his writing his sense of care for his generation. It's not because he was a godl that's why he cared. That's what made him a godlad. The godlad was that he cared and he thought about his people and he he cared. His world mattered to him and he showed up to his world. >> Yeah. Risan I'm not sit for all the gle in our own in our own world. >> I I want to I want to sit risan said that he always is afraid of dogs >> and after he was in Queens and a guy passed by with a dog. He said he wasn't afraid. It's like he said even though it's my world, the dog maybe could still bite me. But I just felt like he's the dog in my world like I should show up to the dog and I wasn't afraid of him. That's what he described like what was going on since he like figured this out. I think it's very wild and cool Dalo. >> Yeah. >> Let's bring it. Let's Yeah. when he said this like resonated a lot of things here that I see people you know where I see I see in Durham something I see in Erit Israel in eritzero I see a sense that every guy feels like he owns it it's his world >> there's a story and there's a truth to it there's a story where Miniman who's the prime minister of Israel met with Jimmy Carter and Bean started clutching a bean's like oh 3 million people. He was fetching like running a country. So Jimmy Carter is like prime minister. You're fetching about 3 million people. I have 300 million. How many people have in America? >> 300. >> How many people? 300 million. >> I don't know. It's like 250. >> 250. >> But you ask Rebel. >> How many people live in America? >> Oh sh you just rocked me. How many? >> I don't know. Weird. 342.5 million people. >> 342 million. So Jimmy Carter says to Manakim Bean, you're fetching that you have 3 million people. Manakim Bean was the prime minister of Israel. >> So he was fetching like oh to be prime minister it's so hard. So Jimmy Carter said to him, "Buddy, I have 300 million people. You have three million. Like please." So Jimmy So Been says back, he says, "Mr. President, you don't understand. You're president to 300 million civilians." He said, "I'm prime minister to three million prime ministers." There's an attitude everybody owns the country. Each one's like, "You have 300 million civilians. I have three million prime ministers." And there's a degree of truth, not degree in Israel. You feel that each guy has there's big shas if there's there's shas in the pkin because who has a right to own it was given to us it's given to me to you gave it to us so it's like funny people have a sense I feel by Afghanist every person like thinks they own this country they're blocking the road like it's but a certain sense of violence it's complicated to navigate with people. >> You shouldn't do that anymore. >> No, you shouldn't block >> people want to go home or stop to work like >> it's a it's a I don't think a guy should block the road. I think I think he does own it but when you own something so take responsibility not it doesn't have the responsibility is to make sure everybody in your world's well cared for. You're the owner of the world should it should cause should cause responsibility should also cause showing up. I was I was like thinking about rise sunshine the way people show up here that guys show up like like bring it it's it's it's for you show up it's your world was meant for you I've said over many times that by hari it says we set he by he sat there an individual she gave the tyra for me he gave for me gave something for me it's meant for me the relationship he wants is with me Yeah. Yeah. I like this reason for the specifically you showed up to his world. There's no I don't know if there's another person I would use as a dogma of the idealist who was like showed up for his world like that's yeah you heard this ver of the world created for me. It's neat. No, >> it's very dizzying. A this thought like each person can't like you said in me it's trippy, right? It's very trippy. >> You can't look away like that. >> Why? >> What do you look at like that? >> No. >> Why not? >> You get stuck in a truck. >> Do you? >> What way can you look at? >> You can't look like this for me. So now I'm going to do this. It's weird. >> Maybe it's true. >> Two stones in a pocket. No. >> Well, give me a walk. Look at that. >> No. What would happen if what would the behavior if somebody looks at it like that? >> Do you think so? >> Maybe you just show up hard. >> Maybe like I really show up to it. This is my world. Let's go. >> I don't know. I'm picturing like a guy like our son going up the dog now. Weird. Like >> you're in my world. >> Put it in my world. My in I would take serious my interactions with things. You meet somebody casually. It's like it's in my world. It matters a lot. >> The Truman Show. >> What's the Truman Show? >> Uh it's a movie. >> What is the movie? basic and basically the whole movie is like everyone everything's like working around him and basically the whole idea of the movie is that this is this guy that from like when he was born whatever he was thank god I never saw it built around him and he doesn't realize that he's in a show and everyone's sitting there like act the children show that's so >> and he figured it out and then he started realizing and he started trying to break out of it and like and then yeah it was >> that's so cool that's what we're describing escape >> that's literally what we're describing >> once once he started I think it would be very good if we showed up like this. There would be a sin. We don't want people are so passive and afraid of their world. If they think about the guy who feels like so small in the world, >> it's his world. It's not something like forget about it. Don't be anxious because it's my world. >> You're just kind of saying like, oh, it's like it's like something like you're going through a hard thing. No, it's like a it's going to be good in the in the long run. is going to be a >> Think about a guy. Think about a guy who shows up to Yeshiva Aka. Think about a guy who shows up to yeshiva and everybody has a yeshiva. He's like looking around. He's like somebody and somebody else's yeshiva. What would it look like if he showed up to yeshiva's meant like look it's your place buddy. It's scare if everybody show. I think it would be wonderful. People like would really show up if we could. By the way, I assume I not just I know it's my world. I also give space for you to show up in your world. >> Wait, >> I actually let I would do that too. I would do that too. >> I want that to say that >> he's But I would like >> Oh, no, he didn't. No, he didn't. [applause] I want to I want to express >> I want to express I don't want to I want to say this I want to say this that the that receiving this it's easy to like the easier it may it's uncomfortable whoa picture of me what I love whoa whoa it's uncomfortable I want to say something I want to say that it's easy it's easy to downplay play and to just be awkward. I want to give you an example. >> One day you're all going to be >> and there's a series of gifts that you're supposed to give the girl. I have watched people who are small people and they give it in like a joking way. You're supposed to give it you idiot. You idiot. You absolute you had a beautiful moment. I don't care that that's the custom. One day you're going to hand a wife a mir give it to her away romantically. Give it to her. I don't care. That's I told Misha this I told manis I tell a every gift a lot of men hug him you're going to give earrings and you're going to give a mir and you give a ring each thing which it's it's the ring you really want to give her none of this people cap out it's their way of saving face cuz they're uncomfortable guy's like I'm one day you propose you you really want you you're going to be with her man she's your she's your partner don't give and people do this with all different things It's their way of being uncomfortable. I don't be that way. It's a big moment. You're giving give it with like a tremendous presence and handed and look in the I want I so I want to express with this that it's crazy. There's a say for somebody heard Dy Yeshiva Mo Muller worked for a lot hundreds of hours no hundreds. It's not an exaggeration. Hundreds of hours to write over dete what do you make of yeshiva to people to learn to grow. He wrote it with his father is like wild. I'm close to mo and he took heard here and learned here wrote it beautifully and put it together in a beautiful way with clear lessons. It's it's like it's gorgeous. It's encouraging. It's exciting. I'm like very from the start I've been moved obviously there's there's we're human and there's uncer and it's feeling I I couldn't write is I'm very the written word is hard for me mo did a it's very well written and he took different that he understood that meant a lot to him and he put out on it's in it's on the whole safe gracious the main thing I got from my rebi was safe he handed me the and it's always in this yeshiva For 26 years I've been trying to give over say for bracious that's like giving over the formation of our people the formation of our peopleish the formation of our people is not so much about if anybody thinks about you're clueless with you're clueless in the is the is the connection to Hashem he loves us. He's into us. He wants us a personal connection to God is much then you'll understand people think it's a you could have the whole you should learn of course you plug into Hashem but Hashem wants you better I try to learn I like saying oneish every that's my dream I will try tonight I try to plug in and come up with one inra wants me wants a relation I want to bring some light out to the world I maybe say one a year I'll try to say we'll learn together we're going to learn I'm going to try maybe we'll have maybe I won't think of any and that's fine too but Hashem wants us he wants our light is but the the the the handed is the are people the formation of our people amiid I come from abrams my father we come from glorious places he handed me safer bracius and I've always wanted I try and yeshiva muservad during most of the winter is safer bracious and mo took it took and wrote a safer on the dra ty say bracious is is crazy it's incredible it's inspiring it's like it's a dream somebody we learned tyra and he took ty there are guys to learn here there guys who are here guys tell me I'm ready to leave he doesn't know one verge from the yeshiva what's the yeshiva about tell me tyra tell me idealism so he was here and I'm not saying he didn't get anything does he have what did r what did rice silverman teach what terra what did he he's saying so he's saying he's saying a tyra that you could now I want to express this dil that some people can't articulate it so there's still gains a guy you can't I don't want to say he didn't waste any time but if you can't articulate it the impact further is hard >> if a guy said my rebi is amazing somebody as he says a story somebody went to the to the labavatureba and said on a certain sadic he's amazing the rebba said you didn't teach me anything >> if you can't express it and put words so then I know he's amazing but you couldn't hand that to somebody else people met sadikim and were amazed by them but if you can't put words to it. How are you going to hand it to the next person? The fact that Mo Mueller sat in a yeshiva for years and collected that means something to him and could share it with others is like the dream he articulated. We're sitting in a yeshiva and he articulated ideas that he learned with his father is wild. There's not that's like the dream of the safer. He learned it with his Tata and he articulated Dra Tyra that I heard in yeshiva is is is incredible. It's very very meaningful. It's excit to me. It's exciting and and I just want to express a tremendous gratitude for the somebody sat here for years in yeshiva and collected tora. It meant something to him. It means something to us and he put out and shared to that he studied here. We're not like a vert type of yeshiva. Oh, good vert. Some of these are ideals and values and things like that mean something that are instructive. He had with each v he had like a lesson for the soul like something means something. It's saying it's directional. It tells me something. It's a beautiful beautiful safer. I really appreciate it. It's crazy that somebody did this that Mo Mueller did this. Greatly greatly appreciated. I'm very excited by this and just want to thank Mo's parents. his parents, Raaru Weiss was involved. Who were the sponsors? Ravaris, you probably would be shocked, but um the the tremendous gift that he gave, it's very encouraging. Somebody walked out of our yeshiva and was able to take and articulate them. I want to express that each person has a right. Mo Mueller could write it this way. Somebody else might hear the same deter and write something different. I it's R Danielle sits by Ray Silverman shear you would write a different book than Hoody Kaish who sat by the same shear for years also and write the book give it to the world you are learning this I asked a couple of guys by Silman what's his tyra they couldn't articulate it does not mean they didn't learn they couldn't say they couldn't say what did you learn what was the tyra now they learned tyra and just because they can't articulate it does not mean that they didn't get something they did it does mean if they can't express it that it's going to be hard to give over and usually there's a certain lack of clarity now they see something they like try to articulate it try to study try to now it takes time takes time to be for a person to like get his rebi what's my rebi saying what does he mean what's he about what is but a rebi's giving over a is saying something and it's interesting I asked these guys who by they only need another year or two by year because they can't articulate they need more time. What what's and if you could art it's better for yourself. It's not just giving to others. The giving to others is a sim. It's better if you could articulate the what he's saying. Each rebi has a yiki. the more you could articulate the Tyra I learned what's he and usually you could put again I don't want to oversimplify and Rebi teaches a lot but there's a Tyra there's something he taught that he's giving over that he's about that he's it's it's a kadai point to think about to to to absorb to say to be able to do is very kadai that somebody sat in our smeish and sat specifically at this table and was able to write a beautiful say for articulating ideas that he worked hard on and spent time. That's remarkable. Anybody who sees Mo Mueller, these are not like written in a book. They're written here. Somebody who like incorporated values and cared about values and built that he did it with his father. Like he gets the whole safe and gracious did it with the Tata. Father and son. How much went together with Tata? The whole thing. It's crazy. the whole thing father and son that alone like if anything you need to know about this holy safer as a father and son did it together that's that's somebody who understands [clears throat] everything we were learning and studying that a father did it with his son a son with his father I think that's crazy impressive I've watched a's journey over his time in yeshiva and I watch I watch his kesher to his father develop that's like that's the yeshiva m it's a world of friendship of closeness Anybody's watch Avi Burchin with his siblings watching with his siblings is not normal is a responsibility closeness a care that's the yeshiva that's not like that's what we're studying that's what we're talking about a world of friendship a world of connection anybody you watches Gishi and his roommate Abby two friends to watch two friends grow in friendship that's the yes is yeshiva that's not a side point to the toyra we're studying we'll learning about these things. This is I I go to events. I just was we went with Danielle Tatina to me the biggest part of events is I'm not I don't people think I say it at every say it again and again. I'm not trying to say like a gishmaka thing. It's not you people like like smile already. You know what you know you know I'm going to say it the next 50 things probably because it's true the events like we're we're studying Tyra. There's a world of Tyra. as ideals of Tyra. It takes sophisticated to like pick it out. By the way, I like somebody asked me a kid asked a guy asked me last night, who which Reba do you most connect to? So, I told him I don't know if he knew what I meant. I connect a lot to the bar and to the mel those two sadikim. They were friends. I connect a lot. Do you know their terra? It's hard to find their teachings in their I say how do you connect? I've heard stories about them and I pick it out. It's hidden very commonly. Why it's hidden like that is a long story. You need to figure that out. Rebeam could say something and Talid could say my own rebi I think I understand them in ways that other people didn't understand them. That's my own opinion. It's not you have to be mish is learning by rebiere sophi. You're sophisticated what's he saying and you have to like pick it out. It's not no you know what I'm saying mish it's not a rebi could say words what's he trying to say what's he teaching what's what's the of the what's what's what's this light what is his light you have to be sophisticated it's interesting with the if you would read his and you see the person his tyra is very confusing very where was that some people it's easier to see in the lab I could see the person I like his Tyra. I'm preparing for now. What I have on my desk out right now is the Reb's Tyra on that I probably got from O Muller. Could be. I think you got me that safer. It's possible. I think so. But I'm preparing the Reb's Tyra. I do see him in his ty and his Tyra and him by the namely Melik. I could see it more. The Bardich was the hardest. Why it's that way, I can't figure out. I have theories. Where is he in his t? It's like his ty what I pick up the stories about him. Why? It's more like complex. It's hidden in there. I have ideas and you have to like figure these things out. And I'm not to learn by him. See, if you buy the person, you can feel the person deeper than they're saying. Says people sit at a what's you sit right with sniki. What's he saying? And by the way, the guys who don't think about these things, they just love the rebi. That's good. But it's kadic. What's Rebi saying? What's he saying? Friends could talk. My friends and I would talk what my Rebi was saying. My Rebi was fascinating and deep and complicated to study what's he saying. Thank you. You have to like study what's he saying? What's his light? What's he about? What's he giving over? There's a study of such things. There's a sug. Yeah, tremendous appreciation, love. Thank you very much. Thank you. [applause] >> Yeah, I would make a bra if I didn't have if I didn't if you didn't show me before could be I should make auh is serious to say Hashem's name. But it's very very exciting. Really really greatly greatly appreciated. There's a degree of uncomfortability. Why? There's a degree. >> There's a degree. It's uncomfort. It's not a It's not a comfortable thing. There's a degree, but what's what's much deeper is a pride in our base measure. The uncomfortability is that it's a I'm just giving over most of what I'm giving over is what I learned from the guys. So, I'm I feel like I'm I'm like I'm I'm just giving over I'm a reporter. It would be very weird. A news reporter a reporter would like be you're the story. You're reporting the story. I'm trying to report what I'm learning from the guys from everybody here. That's what I feel. So >> uncomfortable. >> Okay, Remy. >> I love you. [laughter] >> Guys, >> can we continue this year to Remy? >> We can write more. >> That's Oh, wow. Mo say for what I learned from the guys. [laughter] Yeah, >> good. That's awesome. >> I like the name of the safe. What I learned in Waterberry is is wonderful to me because I feel like that's real. I also feel what I learned in Waterberry. This place has changed my life. I'm working on it. I'm working I'm trying to dig in guys journeys. All different guys journeys. And I'm trying to dig in also, Abby. And really trying. It's it's complicated. It's it's our our lives are our lives are deep. Our lives have all different layers. But I I'm I'm moved of by the guys. I like what I learned in Waterbury is very good because there's a space medish that does have a lot there's a lot of beauty here. There's crazy amount of beauty here. [snorts] I meet people I met a man last night in his 60s. I would ask him in his 60s describing what he's gotten from Waterberry. It's changed my life. The guy says a man in his 60s is plugged into you. What I learned in water I'm also like there's a base media that contains something very special very real and I I've been hanging with a lot. I've learned worlds from Schlommo like worlds from Schlommo. I'm learning [snorts] and we're learning from each other. We're both figuring out our own journeys. >> Yeah, >> Kiki, you've taught me worlds. Thank you for staying in the worms. I'm just >> How are we letting him leave? How are we letting him leave? [applause] >> What does that mean? He's leaving. Sit down. Sit down. Sorry. Sorry. I don't mean now. I'm not worried about now. >> Thank you. Of course. >> Yeah. Fisher is getting It's a big It's a big yet. >> Yeah. I consider us I consider this place Ra Fisher's base medish they Ray Fisher has impacted is one of the Russas here I consider him and Rev Geisler Russia yeshiva this yeshiva they've impacted here crazy crazy Rabbi Fischer crazy amounts on this yeshiva it's the craziest from 5,000 miles away a year lives amik there's an honesty there's a there's an honesty a willingness to be honest and it impacts I consider him one of the rashi yeshiva here his mish comes back into yeshiva and you bring something back here what you got from his base medish a b medish of honesty of a certain of a certain presentness a certain honesty the respect to a yid here there's space for a yid I feel raiser so to me you're going there we're we share a base majish it's not a physical I feel as a tremendous am I am excited and you'll you'll have a lot to develop further there. We're [clears throat] excited for you. Thank you. >> We're going to miss a lot. >> I'm not going to miss you. >> That's [laughter] true. >> He's I'm not going to miss like Danell. >> You're bringing him. >> Wow. Wow. >> Have we had a kinder person in the history of the Yeshiva? Is therei like three different weeks come up he comes up he always like not always sometimes puts in a vote for the grape truce like three different times it's like aka he's right like it's like nice >> yeah you're kind [applause] it's >> very uncomfortable [laughter] I >> feel like I wrote a book just now >> tremendously kind Nice. >> Make a lot of you make space for a lot of people. >> I think it'll be a wonderful world. A world where people each person lives in that model of showing up to their world would be good for every other person because people really have things. I want a person showing up. I'm thinking about a bakar in the yeshiva who's like tends to be more timid. I went on a walk with him. The guy, every guy in yeshiva has to know him. So imagine if he showed up like with fire in his world. It'll be good for every single person here. You make people show up, right? You empower them. Yeah. You empower your kindnesses. Cool. Very cool. Thank you. Thank you. You're leaving a Yes. will come back soon. Who knows? >> Great to see you, M. >> I want to I want to express that the energy of what I see in Yeshiva the most the most the most of the year. There's something comes up. There's a camaraderie, a friendship that comes out. You talk about a sense of space that Hashem wants. Is connected is the he starts something that it goes and continues to each one is a means a person that he counts. means what a does in leads and turns into if I count so my avoid matters. So what I do matters. What comes from au world of a world where people count is a is produced. Isn't that interesting? We are a guy counts. He serves because he matters where a guy when there's no there's no avoid. If you don't count so it doesn't matter from comes the Torah writes and of every's a big deal's a big deal as a light let's make space let's let's shine our light and make space for next let's make space at the mountain for everybody there's room each person has a space has accounts and matters the tonight what we'll be doing guys should learn whatever they want whatever Whatever you pleased as English learn something tonight learn something nice say avert I want a guy to say oneish read a anywhere in the study open up any we will be learning for anybody who wants to join we're going to be giving out and learn a topic if somebody even learns it for 10 minutes I'm gonna try to speak on the topic I I don't want to prepare I have ideas before I don't want to share I want to try to learn something Tonight the topic we're going to do tonight is on it's in our we have a that learned second and we briefly learned about not put not causing another yet to stumble not giving bad advice dorm counselors have asked me are you allowed to drive a guy to Walmart and you know he's going to buy something not kosher and it's a you're not let to cause somebody to do an a are you allowed to give food to a guy if you know he won't Make a braha. Are you allowed to hand food to somebody? Can a give food out of the canteen and he knows if he thinks or knows the person won't make a braha? >> It's a big shin. It's a big shin. The price >> never really know. >> See, so yo says you don't know. >> Yeah. I would I would advi Yeah. Sometimes you have to remind the guy you say what brah is. You tell him the braha to encourage him to make a brah. Please make a brah here. The courage make a braha. The these are all real things about caring about other people responsibility not causing another person to sin. I just spoke about who gave this reason for minion. That intrigued me that not just you pray your in your world you bring prayer up. I like that a lot. So tonight we're going to learn a sug responsibility helping others. let you know making sure another person doesn't stumble. So, we're going to give out pamphlets. Guys could read a minute of it or 10 minutes or two, three hours. If even if you didn't read it, I'm going to say a share in the last hour of the night. By eder right before chakras, everybody's invited. It'll be right here. Anybody's invited even if you didn't learn those pamphlets. That's going to go about 3:30 to 4:30 the last hour. And I'll try to give a share even if you didn't read the pamphlet that you can >> 4:30 is over >> 4:30 shocks a very short night. We start about 12:31. So if a guy would learn 1 to 3:30 >> between 12:30 and 1 start at 12:31. >> No, between 12:30 and 1:00 in that range. >> 4:30. >> Is there 4:30? >> It's about no sunrise. No, it's very early. baby welcome. >> What time is >> in Durham today? I'll look it up. It's >> about gives a range >> this morning. It was about 5:00. >> So it's early. It's very early. >> What am I talking about? I'm sorry. Sorry. Sorry. The sun rises around 5:20 something >> 4:30ish with that. We first dance and sing. So, but the sh I'm going to say she even if you didn't prepare you'll be capable of following. If a guy could look at the pamphlet before, it' be beautiful. The guys can learn anything they want. Learn a learn something nice. Yeah. >> Maybe say something before for an hour. >> Should we takes [laughter] place or >> tonight? Of course. >> Push it up. See if you have something. I want the actors acting tonight. >> Okay, we're going to stop here. Are you going home right now? >> I'm going home very soon. >> Can I Can I get a ride for a second? Can I open this up? >> Sure. >> I can ride with you. >> Um, when I go. Yes. I I'm talking to Abby now and then I have to talk to CI when I go. Where do you go? Turn myself off. I just can't go. You got it. >> You don't know which pages. It's 100 pages. >> Wow. You have to choose what I split it up based on like >> I like a good mark. I think they should get to learn a good mark. So, >> this is the second one over