Lavan the Holy Crook Challenges You to Uncover Your Truest Self - Torah Or "Ulelavan Shtei Banos" #2

the yeshiva dotnet let's continue let's continue right there if you you have tighter urge right so we basically came into this minor to just explore moving more detailed on the discussion the DES Galia but now let's go back here to this moment area area which as I told you was set a year earlier by the ballot Anja he goes off to continue about layer alkyl a little bit in a different curve but very similar in many ways and we'll learn another Stickle here so we're on that were in valuates a page 45 dock of give alum and olive one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven eleven lines from the topic of gimel column one the line starts hot continent and basically the ideas you remember was that an aerosol today you have layer without drakul and therefore those who can access the energy of layer today in erisa row will comprehend things that even sub dictum at the time of the visa majors didn't comprehend and he gives his classic example of the Ariza who basically got in touch with the energy of Leia tick only beloved Marsha costs of kiss newer Leia so now after understand white cesky snow Alea here's a silent had a yak of his Sagrada bomber disgusting right mainly from taxes role now and you're not massing anything so you say there's nothing in there to show that I could feel look or the yeah cave had a house saga that is something called AMA discussion and even if you're gonna say Amadeus guys it was revealed even from Yaakov what's the sewer life that's what he asks in this mind Union the shaft is key Yaakov Nikki Brie are taken on average monocoque Salah cuts in Zohar he identifies Yaakov as the Bria Captiva the posix hasn't trauma that the beams of the Mishkan were held by drift and prism are bars and the bars went from one all from one side from the north to the south but there were usually two bars that were connected there was a brief atisha a central bar because there were three bars three layers of three levels of Barnes the middle one was my various minoc qotsa from one side all the well cuts it didn't meet up in the middle with another bar and was connected it was a prepetition arrearage minakata locals desire says that yaku is that Bria represents that practitioner cut silicon so what does this mean the spiritual idea pillars sure who I'm mom sure I didn't save Peru home in a Eliana Yaakov Avenues role is he wants to bring down the infinite light from the highest qotsa the highest katsu means the highest edge the highest cuts are from the highest rim stream for the highest extreme I'm the highest extreme yeah I knew in parentheses he's gonna say give the Kabbalistic term as it usually does but we're not gonna elaborate now hahaha but chaos Hollow which is the array of the Divine which bursts into the vacuum commercial Kosovo market I'll just say that result taught that before the world was created the infinite light filled up everything and then there was what's called a symptom or withdrawal that created a vacuum called the Hummel and then a ray emerges into that color that's called the highest extreme of light napintas caster all the way LaMotta down min Hakata Ellicott's well hey never buy toys varville archaic which he said this also in the minor of neue how about I could in the kudamon brood Imelda ki raah okay you took valleca yeah cool the valve always represents Han Chaka a flow from the higher to the lower the same and a veneer we say ah kale Haggadah Hobart Vera nerd again no yours Yaakov again it has devolved even though grammatically either say huh God oh right Vera Gilbert Varna doggedly Gilbert annoyed no the last one Yaakov gets always devolve shammy acid Oh macabre Casa de Groot and the reason he can do this is cuz he's defensive synthesizer between our ramen it's her castle and Korra love and discipline I they have Jacques for her Horus ha I behind the cleaners but by introducing the ioan the sense of nothingness interested and were witches the concept of bittle he synthesizes the tool now in the end of noise if you remember we gave the long about what beauty is what TIFF heiresses that the Jakov is beauty splendor which represents empathy which is basically touching the eye in which iron is basically the sense that is undefined and as a result of that the Hessen and the Guru make peace because they're both ultimate reflections of the undefined reality but as long as you're not in touch with the undefined reality they take themselves very seriously and therefore they become a puzzle and not position they're in opposition to each other when you have the eye in the sense of nothingness which transcends all then each part everyone feels you're part of the whole but you're not all over the whole and therefore together with the other one you can recreate the whole so therefore through the bittle the ioan creates peace between the chest and and the glory the column chuckles Tulio act sayeth Athena he always reaches for the lowest lowest lowest space he wants to bring it down he wants to love the high nuba premise mouth was Alma does galleon he always wants to come it should come down to the conscious revealed world that Yakov's wrong to bring it from the highest to the lowest and therefore to synthesize and it should not remain only above the zelve iyeah of Yaakov gum miss Rahul Malaya that's why the past success yah haka I've loved o so Rocco but more than Leia now right away in the English translation you missed the PASOK because the pasta quill the translation was always say active loved Russell more than late time with the past success but as Yakov also loved rock whenever you say oh so dom what does it mean he loved Leia too so we have an inherent contradiction entire and the inherent paradox is intentional to teach you the subtlety of it because everyone says roughly love and Leia he didn't like one sec says vy y 1/2 gamma Scirocco so right away he loved oh so Rocco meanie who was his first love Leia he loved her and he also loved her but then it says me Leia but he loves her oh so but more than life in other words that is an avatar that Leia this oh so on Aventura but then there's a deep avatar uncle more than land that it says Vera Schanke snow Allah meaning what the shot sure coach Tsukasa how yulia's Gilead and safer who LaMotta Baumann is Galia his entire craving this is desire what we would call it obsession but it's not obsession is his yearning was that the earrings I should be expressed in almond is galleon the revealed conscious world why say there's a use logical acaba so everybody will be able to receive it mashenka McInnis alma discuss when things remain an alma discussion it remains so elite so sublime it cannot be experienced by everybody all the almond is Galia can be experienced by everybody so what he's saying here is as follows when the Tanakh speaks of love it's often to be understood and a little more subtle terms than we speak about somebody being loved you say i love you means I see your mindless I'm attracted to you I want to be with you the other person not what he's saying here is no Yaakov appreciated a lot about Leia but why yeah the alchemist rocco means that Yaakov felt that a tremendous tremendous contribution is to bring layered down into Rocco what he said before that layer should be able to be filtered through Rocco that things should come down into almond is Galia cuz then everybody could be at Makabe well Hank see if I you shut Yaakov lyrical that's why it says when he meets ruffle he kisses rock about that it should not Goodall why you should care later they'll be of Ayesha ko by Yakima nation and there's an Indus a fatality isn't a goodness dis that's on the beach okay you the high knew subpoenas Hoffmann being a - who's evoking she convinced dobkiss Rubirosa out there as marshal honest boy in the pen Amir Sava the gambler in the zoo himself Baraka kiss a kiss represents a very deep debeikis because it's there's different types of relationships one is called zero Venus chicken zipper opens chicken is a kiss Rashi says you chicane KU's PU is not on the hands but pal bet mouth-to-mouth and that's considered his damp because rusul marula that the breath of one enters into the breath of the other that they're pinning the breath is represents the peneleus that their Plinius mixes that's why it's cold and the chicken should bind up enemies suffer why do you kiss somebody so he's not talking about a superficial kiss wanting you to speak to them why do you kiss kiss means my words can't capture the love so you go MA write something a father will take a child I can't tell you how much I love you MA kids may hate it but that's a separate cashman it's more about your experience of love maybe not what they want okay that's a separate inning but the point is I can't express it in words so I'll give you a kiss you have people already they kiss robotically you know you meet somebody in certain situations you have to give a kiss out of social norm that's not putting me Asafa maybe if I care but the point here is that realness chicken in its place in its depth means it's a deeper form of love that's not easily articulated so if I use a key operative means that yakov really wanted to share his deepest self with Raul by youshut Jakov his deepest self a Gambrinus zu himself a rock layer will be able to facilitate it but his finish is finished of Yakima's then it comes into rock all it comes in Talmud is Galia this outchea armor that's why he tells her he tells love an avid crochet fashionable uncle big rock dama I'll serve you seven years for Rocco your youngest daughter so hazael are troubled by Rocco bit rock Donna - the famous Rashi right it was all saman him that he shouldn't fool him he says there's a deeper element he loved on openness live Analia and I mentioned the previous year love one is from the word liven which spiritually means the higher whiteness Makaha Kassadin the source of all hazard Shaku Larry Rahman shoot'em complete compassion delay smaller Bahia ticket in optic which is Kabbalah Kesser there's no left there's only tested only white rock Shalimar tan dish bubble oven gosh name here below that looked like the physical oven who was not very impressive he was a crook but every concept in this world has a show ish in the roof the lovin actually has a very deep cherish and castor where there's no smile it's all white it's all loving he said oh we call mechanics if cool i Huff us love and toy to our fellow Onegin and even in this world you see when something is completely love and it becomes star in Sarah's right person has a white patch on their skin they're coming what happens if the entire skin turns white talk even the neck even says in other words you see even though they love one comes down that has a trace of something very very heavy and as he says the lovin is a crook down here which is of course a distortion of truth but in its sorest crookedness of love and originates in a very idealistic idea that nothing is fixed nothing is fixed I'm not defined by anything I'm a crook is not defined by anything not a word not a contract not a commitment next Missouri hunters I so you can't deal with such a person because there's no there's no no commitment no plaque in this cherish what does it come from in the shaders what does it come from that comes from Hashem the way is undefined so therefore there's no color I'm not today I'm this tomorrow I'm this I'm not defined by something now if we could trace this down to a crook down here it might mean it might mean that the ultimate tickle of a loved one is not by denying it it's by tracing it back to its original source in other words not to live in a world of definition again we'll talk into a marriage sometimes you have a wife or a husband one of them is very what they would call today a Yakka and the other one is completely unpredictable whatever he says the exact opposite he does so it's usually could get very very yeah somebody once said what happens when a Labov achar marries a Yakka see ever mushiya who comes on time because he got very complicated between the tool right so usually one wants to crush the other stop being so fixed and you stop being so chaotic but sometimes it's an idealistic point sometimes the person they have a certain element to freedom emancipation and they don't know how to live it out in this world so it comes out in very primitive ways if it come out in dishonesty and having a lack of communication because they don't understand that it translate the loved one into lovin the way loved one gets translated in this world it gets very very distorted but really in the shoulders it's a very pure thing it's extremely pure soul of one is actually a very very deep in yet the way it comes out LaMotta is in a very distorted so when the active speaks to love in here lovin is the one who does all the switching again this is the way it comes out through love and here in the shade rich the switch between Russell and Leia always happens to love it it always happens through the undefined reality of God and in order to make peace with it you have to be able to become comfortable with that lover you have to be able to understand what that lovin is that the switch between one state to another state is a very complicated switch but it comes because it doesn't want you to be stuck anywhere I want you to be stuck anywhere therefore see you understood what the crisis was mr. Tory hinted adeno miles what the resolution in other words it is the tourist tell his license to lay all this under car we should yeah if he's gonna argue as thesis and some question excellent question that's I think the story of the Dadaji in the story of the dude Dalian ruffle asks for Dalia so Leia gives this response that seems very outlandish it's not enough that it took my husband now you're gonna take my dad I really I took your husband maybe you took my husband right so what does layers say you're right take my husband Rocco says you're right well then you should go be mom I'm saying you see that well you say there's an important decoder that a woman a woman to be able to become Amitabha for her husband so you should be able to be a much spear there's a very deep experience it's psychologically very deep postal because what happens is to be amicable is harder than to be a mush beer you know that right I'll give an example let's say I put it's not so it's not so dramatic like in a marriage but the concept lets that appear sheer powerful she I worked hard a week I worked a week on I comp nobody shows up but people show up at they're sleeping or they show up they're texting well they're not interested okay so what do you feel what I feel it feel frustrated disappointed angry like a loser wasting your time whatever the feeling is let's say it's the other way around okay a student emptied out his schedule and his day in his week to go somewhere to learn by somebody and he opened himself up to really sit at the feet of this master and the person doesn't show up what does he feel you see the difference he doesn't just feel I'm disappointed I'm frustrated I have nobody to talk to it's different he feels betrayed in a very deep space why in the stem wine the first person I have the information okay I couldn't get it out fine it stays inside let's go fella sometimes it's better could sit with it more the other person they actually had mysterious nefesh they emptied out their whole system and they create I don't have a better word for it and it's the best word they created a womb a woman creates a room literally biologically and emotionally I reckon it creates an opening like this an open space and what does it ask for fill it and for that you have to suspend yourself the Talmud who came to sit at the feet of his master it's a form of mysterious nefesh I don't mean literal mysterious never emotionally i suspended myself physically emotionally spiritually because I want to be macabre from him and what happens the guy doesn't show up or he shows up but he ignores him or he teach them he's not interested so I'm like ah and you left with your left you left with an open with an emptiness essentially how peaceful citizen X what leaders what's Neda was a big help your local it's not just what's neither the uterus is open the child doesn't come so what happens it shatters and there's blood and there's tongue it's a very heavy tumor so again without that you think the tumor she's dirty she's not dirty why she don't eat it she needs a Mick because she's dirty um it was not for for cleanliness he could take a shower is better I mean depends on the mikveh but it's not about dirt Toma doesn't mean dirt to me Toma is a form of pain and Toma is a void Toma is a void a void is created I created a womb this is male or female and it's it's not filled a man's job is to be a mush fear that's a heavy job well the Kabul takes much more seriousness the Kabul means I'm open and I'm waiting for you to fill it not just physically I mean emotionally physically and emotionally and spiritually that's not simple in our generation yeah what was feminism feminism on a spiritual level is basically women saying for three thousand years we created wounds and instead of filling it you betrayed it that's it Gloria Steinem said women meet men like fish need bicycles was it her sounds like her what's the Vaart it's over fish don't need bicycles we don't need you it's overdone goodbye Charlie you live your life if you want to get married final negotiate the concept of must be amicable today sounds very chauvinistic absolute you know it's good maybe in some Kosilek isolated communities where they're living in the thirteenth century but but in there you know enlightened people who speaks like this she makes more money than he does or equally the whole language but the truth is it's a very deep language it was very sophisticated language doesn't mean she doesn't give him could be she gives him more than he gives her doesn't mean she's not bright doesn't mean could be she's the Gemara Olsen who Vinnie is Satan it in the vision we're not the first generation to discover that women are smart tomorrow so no must be am i covered with how smart you are or how charismatic yes and women are more charismatic much deeper much why is it much more sensitive most smart men consult their wife when it comes to serious decisions for a reason right not just on mothers the fourth is my couple is a very deep idea McCampbell is the courage to be able to open yourself up for somebody's hash spa in your core you know you know how deep that is and you know how much confidence you need for that you know how much confidence you need to be amicable it's very deep to be a Mac Apple to say I will sit and I will be ready for you to fill me and when the husband doesn't do it it's a very very painful much more now if the Mafia gives them a couple dozen chop it's also painful very painful well it's a different type of pain the Gemara says this in one Aine Ishika less is bliss remember the Gemara ll alicia sockley a woman doesn't make a covenant only with the one who made her a vessel the Amara means brushes physically also the first wife of a person's life that he made her into a CLE biologically in terms of Solem etcetera so Curtis is bridged is a loyalty to her to loyalty to him but it's much deeper than this dr. Deborah brings it in other places Chris's British means an eternal covenant I make a Chris's bliss it's non of us Chris's bris means not within unison we're in so make a Chris's bliss let me Shaw Suckley somebody who made a clean sofa layer to become a Mac Apple is not a simple thing you have to understand falafel to be amicable is more natural for layer to become but she knew that marriage can't work if she's not on a combo but the vehement cobble is not simple to be a monopoly have to be a deep mush spear to be a macabre you know color means I'm ready to accept and I'm ready to fill I'm ready to get filled with something and that's why women have a host empathy when you tell the problem to a man naturally he's gonna give you solutions right your wife tells you I'm so hungry so every sister go eat you think your wife doesn't know that if you're hungry you're supposed to eat you think you were McCallister's you're gonna get a Nobel Prize because you're my she doesn't want to eat she wants to tell you that she's hungry she's not telling you she wants to eat she knows you have to eat she wants to tell you she wants you to create space for the fact that she's hungry that's it it's called empathy you don't need so we readily give solutions a problem with this okay so do this that's step two step one is be quiet it's not it's not easy for PDF writer if they beam us we have the manipulator sir who asked you to manipulate accept it listen it's hard for people to know what listening is just to be present and somebody else's experience it's a feminine hush you know what I'm talking about they could listen to somebody and that's it listening is much deeper than fixing it that's the negative macapá now again I don't mean to make generalizations here sometimes the woman doesn't have to be a Makabe guy does not appear much fear the biological and biological nature of woman is that she's on the cow push it's physically every month because spiritually it's like that sadly is tremendous man today again she had to come down to be able to be amicable that Yakub should be able to fill something to become a love woof amid this of course he's talking on a spiritual level they represents a certain dynamic of awareness that's so deep that's for Yaakov to fill it Leia has to come down into another level of awareness this is on many layers there's a lot of layers here you could experience in on many layers gosh mrs. rosalía psychologically spiritually our Vedas are shameless he'd wrote me an email on Friday that I guess he was tuned in that he had an epiphany in his life and that is even though it doesn't say her clearly that his whole relationship with God was only a relationship with Rahu and he always hated he he had a very deep Cabaye awful he had a deep sinner that he felt etosha and he couldn't get rid of it you couldn't get rid of it and then when he learned to see heard the shared he said ah it's Leia I only I could only accept a god that fits into my imagination now as we know it's very hard to fit God into your imagination when you're a kid then life is great maybe people get older in this pain it's very hard to do that she said it opened them up to the fact that he never accepted Leia and a relationship means does rock alone his life was just a very powerful insight okay she was supposed to be over 15 minutes okay we're holding the line that starts whoo - Luhan Naga who are fellow huh Naga the middle of the page that stuff Kavya Malamud Alice so the point was that Leigh and Rocco represented two states of massive indeed barometers cassia Amida Scalia the hidden world the revealed world and here explains that Yaakov's of deep objective and intention and purpose was to bring down everything into the lowest space where it could be revealed and manifested and utilized in a very concrete and real way and that's why you shot Yaakov lyrical chicken which represents the penis of love that's usually not articulated in words even that he wants to bring out in Rocco and he tells loved one I will serve you seven years for Rahu what time I will serve you les seven years for love for uncle she says love and represents love amines whiteness love and represents primordial whiteness which is the source of hesed white all Iraq come in without any left oriented component even though it comes down physically and to love them she continues here about love and he says that I love them cuz if I'm loving it says at the end of i8 say bye yesh came lovin by Boyken love and wakes up in the morning shall call you miss Gabriel an MSHA are in a Casa del u by African love my boy it's not just a one time story it's a daily story every morning when a person wakes up right when you wake up there's an energy of love and there's an energy of Tessa when a person wakes up there's a certain a few minutes of grace before you check your iPhone once you check your iPhone it's over but the moment the person wakes up by asking lovin by Boyka early in the morning there's our area of love and of whiteness that sets into a person's mind and so even though of course you know we start thinking about things and often get stressed out very faster or or a person that gets bogged down by various thoughts but in the morning right away that's the morning is very very precious because right when you wake up by Yash Kim is he's a king of lovin always be holy Oh miss gabov an MSHA IRA Casson dolly what's the next thing that happens this is when love and chases after yeah clave and they make their peace treaty and love and sleeps over the night and then it says my Ashkan love my bike and he kisses his sons and his daughters and he goes back to his place but yeah Cavallo the dark explains it all up heroes nice lovin the ire of hesed wakes up every morning by you Nashik LaVon oval of myself and love and kisses all of his sons and daughters meanings Shabnam Shabak whole part Sufi heart seal is harmonic Avis the ire of hessin talking about the spiritual lover the owner of acid kisses all of its sons and all of its daughters which means that it it's communicated and all of the structures of the world of our zilla's both male and female haka mabini as it were and all the structures all over the organisms are so film is an organ parts of as an organism a structure all the spiritual organisms of the world of our zilla's get kissed which as we said kiss is an expression of very profound love such an intense love that you don't have words to express it and therefore the only way you can express it is through the physical kiss which you know in a way captures much more than words can ever capture even though words are vehicles for ideas and a kiss is just a physical gesture a physical action which seems devoid of inner content but not with nothing less precisely because it's the void of inner content it could be a vehicle from deeper content because it's devoid of words words have to make sense that kiss doesn't have to make sense words have to have a construct words have to have structure but kiss doesn't need a structure and that's why the kiss represents a deeper Avenue which words cannot articulate because the kiss precisely because it's such a physical so to speak simple action contains within it a depth that can't be easily articulated in words so love and in the morning every morning there's a utter of Hester that kisses it comes in it's imbued in all of his sons and all of his daughters which basically everything comes from love long life and a lien is like the source is the source of all hasit tavarov la hate it it's the source of whiteness what's called a Tico I guess a random shoot them and that gives and communicates a flow to all of its sons and daughters meaning all of the structures all of the spiritual structures of espousal us the after cache on what happens after that is the loved one shoveling climb my love my love my love and goes back lovin returns back to his own region which is way up there because it's the source and then the source there's no glory in the source it's all whiteness in the source it's all custom and now we are cleave Holika directly now Yaakov now Yaakov so to speak hits the road Laham should cleanness leave an alien are now LaMotta mater Barack will be tracked on Elena's Depot Yaakov wants to take that lovin and bring it down from the highest spaces into the lowest places all the way down to Ruckle beta-actin that's why when he introduced the concept to love on the way he said it was a vodka I want to serve you for seven years Barack he'll be tracked on the objective is that the live entirely in the highest form of purity the highest form of hasit should be able to be articulated not only in an unconscious way but it should be able to be filtered all the way down from seho to me though is too much of all the way to deeper which is ultimately an external projection of the human being so it becomes concretize so a vodka Sheva shaman but my ultimate objective is it should come down all the way but local bit McDonough which of course here is referring to the spiritual idea that Russell represents that which could be articulated in the most conscious way that the truths of love and should not remain and have to remain aloof and sublime because there's whiteness and everybody who is loving and everybody there's the undefined whiteness in everybody which allows for the switches from Leia to Rockland Rahel to Leia but to be able to access that lover the love on shovel and climber in the morning lovin is near love and his present and he kisses but then lover goes back to his domain till the next morning and Yaakov is the one who takes that and his mom striated Viacom hullick Ladakh when he takes it down the path down that path here is the path of consciousness from the subconscious to the conscious all the way down until the world of deburr which is Runkle and that was the archives unique connection and unique fascination and unique love and commitment to rock over yaakov ashram since then because lovin is referred to spiritual lovin the spiritual quality once it confers on all the structures not c-list that spiritual quality goes back to ass lofty source but Yaakov the person I supposed to love under spiritual quality Yaakov the person now takes that quality and brings it all the way down so Yoko is not the spiritual Yakima but also the spirit soul ma the spiritual as well I mean it happens to be that there was a difference in love and in Yaakov because by love and this source was so high that between the source and the manifestation there was a profound gulf whereby Yaakov the Gemara says in the mass after : they're very interesting a murder that the reason that I Milan were going up and down and the latter is because they were they were gazing at the image of Yaakov above and the image of Yaakov below so in other words by Yaakov the two images matched each other we're in most cases the images don't like love and the source is whiteness which is the source of all colors in other words the source of endless possibility the color the color white as we know includes all the colors that's the power of love them it's not fixed in a particular color right it's not it's not blue it's not red it has blue and it has red and includes blue and red etc and but the way lovin comes out here is he's basically a crook there's nothing you can rely on he's completely undefined in the most negative sense there's nothing he says that you could take seriously we're loving and its source is actually profoundly healing it's that you're not stuck in anything you're not stuck in anything no lay is always higher than our layers I'm a discus yeah yeah when you know lay is the older layers the older meaning higher no well once it's deeper it's already out there yeah well the Louisville LaMotta is a very distorted image just like we went with a Sethe that the market because of the distortion right not only this course it's an important question we're witnessed where does the energy get stuck where the energy gets stuck of course always always and it's usually the way that the lower the fall the higher it comes from when a wall falls the racks on the top fall much further and the Apple on top of the tree falls further always and that could be healed and redeemed that's the key in the distortion lay usually the redemption right a sari heliacal will mean men are you vas a right yeah yeah the sublimated there's a beautiful mice about the VAR summative they say that there was a a mother who came contain an ill child and she begged him to pray Tosh amphur for his recovery and he prayed and prayed and prayed she kept on coming to the boss campus you know every shtetl and every either shtetl were known as a concept called Slotkin of him the city thieves I don't know if they have them in Muncie stuff Gonzaga my basically people that they support themselves from thievery she was a respectable partner for many people still is for some people there's a way to support your family with a lot of dignity they went on their stud gun oven and they had they had morals of their own you know a Ghana has principles of his own who you go to who you don't go to when you go to them before the concert after the constant he has money doesn't have money it was like this whole group of gunmen so the baal shem tov went to call these kavanah to come down with him now they all had a lot of respect to the monsanto so they came they Darvin do sir my said that one of his talmidim said that i don't understand you have holy talmidim the Hebraic condition you have people who are really of enormous stature in terms of tire and avoidant you're going to the gun oven the lowest of the law so the baal shem tov said something which at the surface seems anecdotal it's really very profound he said i prayed and prayed but the gates of heaven were locked and the locks were extremely heavy and tiny and I needed to get people who know how to break locks so I took that that's what he said what he was really saying is something very profound there's a reason they became gun of them you could just look at the person and say he's evil he's horrible you could look at a rebellious kid and say he's just lost he's a sick person no Mahotsav right a low-life a horrible despicable person or you could say he has an energy that can break locks if you'll teach them how to break locks in heaven obey clocks now and if not he's gonna still break locks the question is which locks is gonna break so it's about sublimating the energy this is not about allowing immoral behavior completely not don't confuse it with that it's about sublimating the energy and understanding the ultimate source of it which was distorted it was that's it's tragedy that's the whole idea of what happens with clipper right that the market gets distorted because it's not integrated you don't know who you are that's the challenge so therefore loved one and his source there are most of loved one is horrible to deal with the heck lathis must good yeah saris minam I couldn't it could be but it couldn't employee employee bro everyday another myself you know you have such people and businesses pushed impossible of artisanship convert the contract is not a contract somebody once told me they came a problem so he said it was dealing with somebody with him substance a cousin person an exception to us or something she came to him with this we made up we made up so and so why are you doing this she says first of all we never made up second of all even if we did you didn't understand what I said and third of all even if we did and you understood what I said I changed my mind that gufa was worth along this you understand that itself was with a pope so it's very you can't live this weekend to you him it's very hard to prevent have business relationships with these people is like yak oven Loven it's very difficult so that's on one level and that's the MS on a deeper level though wood now talk about the energy of it the energy and it's Irish actually comes from the space of divinity that's not fixed the heck latissimus Cody he switches ruffle Tali just like in life who does your switch from ruffle to Leia who doesn't love always love them in other words ultimately it comes from a deeper place of God that you're not comfortable with which is really cool a tacit but it's very very abstract it's very transcendent and their loved one will not allow you to remain fixed because Ruckle is familiar as we said Russell is my familiar spouse it's the spouse that makes me comfortable its dispels that works with my comfort zone it's the spouse that I like initially because it doesn't challenge me it suits my personality who switches ruffle to Leia who throws that curve ball like woah I'm having the wrong bus the shots one said one thing I married the wrong person you know the anecdote yeah it was once cicala so she met the fossil so after she meets the hudson for a few hours so the shopkin comes in and you know to sign the deal and everything is to get the check so she whispers to the shop and she says you're pushing tal Ligon are shutting you like love this is what happened so she does you said he's tall he's short you said he slim he's fat you said he's good-looking he's ugly you said he's intelligent it's dumb Jonathan says you don't have to whisper he's deaf too so one day you wake up and you wake up and you see a whole new reality it's like whoa this is a curveball in life who did it it always comes from lover lovin is not defined and loved one challenges the person to open themselves up to those places that are not defined not to get stuck in your familiar places so lovin in physical terms in judicial Makura is a crook it's called lovin our Army's arama love up in his source Lovins distortion the source is live an alien saw them shoot them it's riflemen and in Sirach you see even in sir a switch is storm it's not a good thing cool a house for everyone if it's all it also becomes tired if it's all love when it becomes todos so love and goes back and now Yakov takes over by jakub the stuck in no distortion always too long not to share the trigger but I mean the concept the medical oven and Indian lover comes in many different names remember yeah by definition but Lehane hysterical acara this is also the reason that Rasul naturally was barren and Ferno quia illud of a pagina sadaebu Ilyas arguably its sericea why Yaakov wants so much Rahul is because the birth that comes from speech always comes down into the lowest worlds which are breed seriously IVF surely is her love the Virgilia breed sericea birth is revelation the fetus before birth before pregnancy is part of the seed in the egg of the parents which was completely concealed even after conception and after the developer you develop sand a fetus starts forming it still concealed oh boy a regime of the Gomorrah says birth represents complete manifestation complete revelation Yayoi lettuce is the date that it emerges spiritually speaking d board which is rocking when there is birth from that it means there's a delay in the most concrete world is a gilja locus in breeds in russia the EF Julius I love the Vidya Liberty in Serie C that's a very complicated feature a I never I am having a brother because once we hit the breed sericea the creatures are separated from God the EF shall is galas lumpiness Levin a lien on Escalade in order to create laid that which is the birth which is the revelation of the law even a lien of pure godliness in BRE it seriousiy is quite a feat Oh Marcia cost of LaMarcus Avenue Eldorado micrometer Scalia we said Raqqa is Alma de Scalia says yes but Macomb became Leah said Julia they're the cleanest laid the who kasha is the giveaway which is on the level of birth that is very difficult the ajumma gonna be sorry our special penis laid the show giehlee Elia yes birth the baby actualizes the deepest essence of the father and the mother comes out in a baby not just a revelation of a certain lower state of consciousness the deepest core even be others subconscious comes out in a child which is why a father and a mother orphan will do for a child things they will not do for themselves including sacrificing their life which Latoya might ask if the whole reason is sacrificing yourself for your child is because your child is part of you you can treat the child as good as you not better than you I love my child simply because my child is an extension of me so I should treat my child as much as I treat myself but people will do things for their children that they wouldn't do for themselves they'll fight for their souls in the way they don't fight for themselves they'll die for their children in a way they would never even if it means their own sacrifice the shot is because your child represents a part of you that is deeper than the part of you that is represented to yourself the child captures the core of yourself that in your child you see something of you that you cannot even see in yourself it's not just your conscious and it's not your subconscious the core of the soul comes out of the trial so therefore the child represents a deeper self than the self represents which means when you look at your children you could sometimes know things about yourself that you would never know from knowing yourself because you actually see it in your child and that's why the Gemara says in show us your for Korea have been me Korea half so the shot is the KSR have been is could be greater but as it says it's varam that itself the of the curcumin is also Micaiah Thoth the Ben is not really a nucleus it's the Kirkhof but in the Claire cava was so concealed and in the Ben it comes out so even the your for Claire huh Ben is also me kaya half but in the I've it was completely concealed Soleil there's not just a revelation it's a revelation of the deepest core of self that the lover Nelion should be able to be revealed on that level which Rocco reveals which is Umbria Terra Ceia this is not a simple thing Leia's birth is always a higher level it remains still concealed Rahul giving birth is a whole different level of Revelation he's a valet you see I'm on a shovel ladies thought y'all that you should monitor why she's Chabon him Shane my Swedish about Silla Satsuma the six spirits in our Zyliss itself not people my shovin that layer does she somehow astray - fought them that was the source of the slaughter malihini crime shift a youth decay the hill them calls them the shift autumn of a sham so that lay it does because layer represents much of among service thought thought remains internal so even when thoughts are revealed they're only revealed inside of you deburr is external so the words come outside of you in terms of spiritual reality there's godly thoughts and as godly words the tighter describes creation as God speaking I've got thinking why words are also let words are letters and thoughts are letters you think in a language everyone here thinks in a language either English or you dish or French or Hebrew whatever your language usually your native language but we think in letters we think in languages you can't think without a language unless it's pictures and even then you process it usually through a language on some level even if it's subtle so why is brie asylum called deeper value a mirror lookit the answer is because my shava is completely internal dipper is projected when I speak you can take the words and run with them as you wish and you can misconstrue them thoughts are very hard to misconstrue because I don't share them God didn't create the world with thoughts he created it with words if Hashem would have created the world by thinking what would the world look like it would look like God's thoughts now what does it look like it looks like a world because it's God's words and words assume a concretize identity which are external to the creator of the words they leave they leave the person you may not even associate the words with the person right oh I'm a government om right maybe go a little I long if you say something in the name of the one who said it you bring Redemption what's the big deal and if you don't say it for shame I'm right shoes do it all the time you think rabbis give sermons they quote to shame I'm right they don't want her they wanted to be original well you came to the some safer ones he was coming up and he asked for sure if he could say over Toyota from the sub safe in his own name because he says you know I have nothing to say but I can't quote you a whole day because they'll say what do we need you will read his fart I have to quote myself I once heard a rapper get up to speak and he says I always say and I hear that it's been quoted in my name to say it doesn't come save I want to say you're tired at minding some service there's no problem I give you this just just one thing one thing if you're saying your own toilet don't say it in my name my data in your name but not your tight end - what's practical every dobisch a memory we could allow them suffice it this nitrous color are you made of or be shame I'm ray everything in the world has a speaker Hashem speaks the world into existence but when we look at the world we don't see it come on oh you made of a Porsche a minor if in everything you identify the one who spoke it and the one who speaks it maybe Google Allah Allah you reveal the world from its concealment my shop is internal in spiritual terms my Shabbos I'm sillas greedy ICSD board which is becomes a epic assumes an independent veneer Raqqa which is deep word is almond is galley which is much more separated from the core but that's the difference between the conscious and the unconscious the conscious assumes its own identity in the outside reality of consciousness where the superconscious is still concealed watch the much deeper in the source massive and live where themselves exist on many levels so from layer this should be birth of the tenth six bottom the six fears of F sillas that's not so complicated for Rocco to be able to give birth to be able to bring out that core into the world the outside world which is the world of deboard this is already a much a much bigger idea this is a struggle this is who are the children of lay and the first is you hood you hood is a palm Ida what's a palm order now I will be grateful venus bit over a daughter you name chicama staff panama Javadoc oh I died it does gratitude the gratitude submission gratitude is a form of vulnerability I feel grateful to you I feel thankful to you and had an intrical misstatement of my shavod Africa it's never about words it's always about fourths gratefulness that's only words submission that's only words doesn't have the power it's about you know like Sequoia her dog is something that comes from my shovin it's an internal process submission is not an external process we all know when somebody says I'm sorry and it's words or I'm sorry and it's it comes from thoughts the Haines Reuben with Shimon Rui you schmear gum can American inaudible seeing and hearing also transcend speech aluminum ash of aluminum shufflin they're products of thought the gamble AV is penises Castro's Commissioner cuz of a palm heel of it you see a lie now my husband will be connected to me he'll accompany me lavey like escort you're connected to me never should have another dump him in a mash of it salsa product of thought Canada by which we see practically the me Shobha Mahesh shava people who are very thoughtful they know how to be Obama clever means is somebody who's a master of thought she ain't a Margaret claw by sucker McAuliffe on earth he's often unaware of things that are happening Martha's girdle is consciously Obama cava because he could really connect to something in mindfulness and he's completely in a different space so Reuven is seeing shimon is hearing levy is complete connection you hood there's gratefulness these are the forced force mortem of leia they are all elements of maha shava connected to them they're very internal internal experiences commercial cause of the madness but over the period apple i have to look it up i don't remember so myself repeated opera the King got beer over the pay to comedy ever cubed over my English might to second thing I'm the Camorra says amiss after Shabbos that there was a Suzuki who soared over learning and he was so involved in learning he was sitting on his finger and his finger started to bleed tomorrow surgeon Shabbos America Kavita around pas because he told it took he told Rover I'm a possessor you are a impetuous nation a I'm a possessor a impulsive nation they cut me super might who laden idle you your mouth preceded your ears meaning you said NASA before nish man you still do the same thing like what are you so involved in Tyler to the point that you've his hand his fingers were bleeding so his point is and he was such about mush of it that he didn't realize he didn't realize so that's lately when a person could be in that state people who are still speak a lot they're not ballet my shovel we're not talking about people who snow speak everyone speaks we're talking at the concept somebody who lives in the world of projection they're never aloof they don't know what it means personal lives in the world of mush of is a much more political person it's not not necessarily aware and conscious of everything lying around so much shove and Ybor are two states of consciousness nipper is you live always in the outside world my shove is you live in an internal world and that people who live in that world they're not so affected by their environment they sometimes go into a different space they don't even notice what's happening a person whose differ is always in a projective mode he's always responding to his outside solea generally was a person of much more much OVA and therefore the children carry those names also the Lehane yatza momentum Ayesha who comes from lady Myesha hayek fat pal quad wash and he couldn't speak why couldn't he speak the heininger shall are going to discuss receive a penis bittle the National Mah while Haleakala smash spear ship penis anymore because people who are really in the world of thought it's very hard for them to speak why because to be a mush beer you have to be you have to carry yourself away from being a receiver motion Urbania was so entombed with a higher energy that naturally does we have any idea I didn't I read lamella Loyola Mifflin when you're busy absorbing you can't emit moisture Davina was always in awe he was like awestruck and when you're in a state of being awestruck your silent you're overtaken by something deeper somebody is in a state of cabal they can't be in a state of a spa so moisture is not speaking is not because there was a floor motion because it was the depth of moisture I mean it was hard for him to be with Samson himself to limit himself and being a communicator because all communication is a compromise of energy you basically have to come down into a state where you're very present and in a relationship with people outside of you and very sensitive to their to their modality so it's a sacrifice for my son of a no moisture comes from LaVey LaVey is upon me love and is she he's always connected his antennas are always up he's always sensitive to the divine energy that's flowing in the world and to become a mush SPEA to start giving it and communicated he has to tear himself away from it to be able to start talking like when you're in when you're when you're listening to something and you're trying to concentrate on every word you're trying to hold on because if you're gonna miss a word and then somebody starts talking to you right you don't even say wait a minute because even the words wait a minute will disrupt you you just make with your hand and even that's too much either making with your hand people who are familiar with the world of meditation in the world of his boy darkness in the world of my shop and no even the slightest distraction you gonna have to start talking it it just takes you into a different zone so the world of moisture by definition was that paraquad lotion he's not a person who's capable of talking that's deeper deeper is a different mode Libra is a motive is galas Leia is not the motive is galas layers in a mode of Helen of concealment not the deeper but my shovel it's like you're almost overwhelmed by a higher energy you don't even feel your existence that you should be able to communicate and communication means that you have to feel your existence not only your existence but you're a giver you're a creator and something the ECOD I have fish - car shows the ladies of cleanness bit them or been hired the additional gum containers bit off there's a big difference between Lavery and you hood that we said you hood there is higher submission which is a form of nullification but lady you just said the same thing you hood the penis a bit will begin leaking in modem shipper al-mustafa you hood is like modem by mic then the Bittle is revealed you pressure should prostrate yourself well the hangouts in a man a mouse a bass dove it should be - l'm a penis hub it'll should be the scholars look at Sonja's so you hood is the family of royalty malach them have to be about bittle but it's a bit tool that comes out in a very revealing way because if not you can't be a king be a valet via kinases sky little the Penan EU savate samosa by lavey the bittle is not external it's in his core Haddam shahbazi chinese ain't a nickel o'clock you seem amish nothing ok embittered sloshed am i am a commerce Tov Chava it's like the bit full of the heavenly legions a stock of our salah my welcome Amy English talk of our - Aeneas it's not physical prostration like maiden LS Amish Tocqueville buckle bar sigasi be ruinous it's like he's completely nullified in his spiritual comprehension for looking out sinnamon emotion and that's why moisture comes from levy not Malou him a look that comes from you hood the moisture comes from lady the avocado a Talmud Miletus luckily as cleaners Gilead one Slayer finishes the six the four but Tom made me lettuce she stops when she stops this book she stops giving birth now that can't be a Nagila with Rahu it's all different Kozma what's the difference he says here between lady and you Hoda there's two types of bittle there's the Bittle of a king there's the middle of a Navi my sure was ultimately not the family of maluka to shave it lady work IANA the look that belongs to shave it you hood a king a real king also has to be completely in a state of submission because power corrupts absolute power corrupts absolutely the only justification for somebody to have on the power on the level of a mela is that he does not call the power his own rather he sees his power completely as a vehicle to serve the people and serve Russia that's the only melody for trust any other mela any person with power real power who has any other agenda you have to be stupid to trust because you will be abused right blind trusts and dictators is a ridiculous thing one of the great evils of history so a mela is a very serious thing the gomorrah says and brothers hover base hemella even shakoora shamanism a regular jewish ministry say barakaatuh hashem and you davon your erect a mellow face when Esther you know what I love it Baraka Tom stays down till I say something to lend that's that was why so everyone is up and the poor King is all the way down he give a few patches if you don't like you won't know who did it what's the vote everyone stands also in ancestry and he's the only one whose doubt the shock does exactly he's the only one who got to be down front cuz he got the power everybody else could be up he can't the moment he forgets that he's Ashley off he's a conduit he's a channel it's not about him it's not about his ego and his power and his talents in his charisma he's not a Mela he will be corrupt that's what will happen that's what happened to many or maybe most monarchs in history that's exactly what happened so on the other hand if you're completely nullified you can't be a king a king sends people to war a commander-in-chief can't be a schemata you have to be very very very assertive a leader has to be extremely strong so what type of bittle is it it's not the Biddle where he can melt away in a state of meditation and mindfulness a king has to be present in reality that's what you hood is you have to be a lawyer you have to be present you can't be in a loop on a loof world you can be prophesizing in heaven so you are in a very concrete world but you have been able to buy down by the Mahalo Kahuna is a different role is ladies a different emotion if no packrat Larson he couldn't talk that's a bit to the whole core is so to speak nullified that's the hillock in mash of itself between lion-o now there's a parenthesis which finishes the discussion and culminates it for I'd mush the costs of our pasta Kotova Haaretz my ID might you could look in the my marriage slaw we're kool-aid and you're you sure argue with the spouse now listen to this the inion data Midrash Arya McGinnis Leia Elam Amash of the struggle of Rock'em and Leia is not over the whole generation of the desert came from Leia we mean spiritually some of them came from rock spiritually their souls belong to layer the world of thought Vuitton oh this was their complaint loveth system in asylum Adeeb or why should we go and tear too strong why should we go down to a world of speech or penis mouths closed Eric start on the lower earth the Kaiama Mitzvahs bit deeper over my so what's gonna happen in ancestral oh we need trimness we need Maestas we have to become farmers who needs it how is there should the Khayyam gamma I dare trade or mistress Beluga means die no idea shovel altar and mistress you could do much better through mindful meditation instead of eating matzah take away all the food sit by the Seder table put both arms on your knees breathe and think about Liberty and it'll be far less stressful Pesach they commit be your mid bittleman de theorem how sayest with to causation with our fake ointments and this the whole headache of register all is my son be born in the mid bar they were essentially in a state of thought it was a thoughtfulness so they came from Leia and there was this was their time it wasn't they were stumped corrupt they didn't want to go into it too strong they felt it's going to destroy the fabric of what they had in the mid burn em s orbitals goggle they made a big error they Deborah my sad African names Gilead in Southborough who be a source a slain case it's only when you could filter reality through speech and then action that the infinite truth of our sham becomes manifested even stronger Kino what's so fun between us the end is always edged in the beginning it's only when you bring things down all the way that you actually reveal the ultimate source like we say in the Hadees safe my sever much overkill almost should have been all of our Shalom is Paulo tough tough tough Phyllis licinus Lara's moisha who comes from lavey who knows what Leia is Davin's 515 fillers just to go and tear too strong knowing the my love the middle of Verity strong and this was their time they said Eretz eyes tell us yes well it's a land that eats up its inhabitants what did they mean according to this they meant the moment you come into the real world of dipper mi say you're dead you're dead you get eaten up it's much better to remain in the world of my shava of a of sublimity that's where reality is my shalva stay there staying armored discuss it don't come down ominous golly the mistake was not that they're wrong they have a point he's not arguing with it doesn't say they're wrong they had a point the part is it's by coming down it's by coming down that you access the ultimate truth know what's so fabulous Wow Peter you've an idea very activist ruffled Africa that's now will understand more yeah cool was love terrazzo sheep in is Deborah my city's new a layer hypothermic Ivana's during a midburn snow a layer doesn't mean literally hated layer he meant that the ultimate qivana is not lay the ultimate objective is not to remain in the dirt amid board to remain in the desert at the clean of my shop vom non-starters be or a buzzer you have to understand my char my lay upon me lovey she a lie leia just says does say finally my husband will be close to me / allowed back to love for coming mr. Burgermeister according to this is lay is saying oh I want to get ya come away from Rocco and finally be only with me so in other words according to the spiritual meaning what is she saying I don't want him to go that you should go in Texas all I don't want Deborah my son Allah in Yin the MSS Kimba MS sort of Lea's BAE's Upton as much of a dipper of mice the truth is you disguised is not about Rahula lay both qualities are vital my solver and debris mice the Hubble a hollow soggy one without the other is insufficient I'm Asha Kosovo makamaka by Union Livius and viscera bar show gam king engine Bay's penis and now Livius on washing ascaris LaVey penis bittle the nuna yarmulke Maya Pamela variable EMA city mother says that when Austin love it is gonna be a big war between the Leviathan the Shara bar the gigantic bull and they're gonna kill each other and from this beat this is gonna be the suitor for the tsadikim losted love it right everybody knows the in bus with McGavin by the suitor you love your son sir a bar etc so what is this a joke just live your cynosure huh bar is Leia and rock livvie Austin comes to the word Lavy love yusin is new name at my yama the fish under the water fish underwater are always in a state of concealment they never emerge Sarabhai is on the dry land it's a whole different reality live your signature how buy it together will be eaten live yoson is ascaris love yoson is the it's very aloof very sublime very connected you're underwater and both from both is gonna be this sudden loss at love it why from both because you need rock along light the layered rocks is Sashi it could either in a zoo my focus was Leah wanted ikura by the session should be through this putting now that a somber the emission of says in brothels books in tomorrow showing them show you show you the test shows but call you a bit filler the Mishna says in brussels that the early Hasidim used to spend nine hours of they'd avenue shui master took an hour before and after mindfulness before swine astra mindfulness after shui master to bring two down three hours chakras mints I might've three sixteen nine hours a day davon it by the way if we would average man Esther for an hour that would mean that every word you have to stop for nine seconds you say every word then you meditate on each word for nine seconds I believe that would make you minister more or less an hour right so if you ever try to do that you can actually get into it you need at least nine seconds for a word if you don't spend nine seconds on a word star something similar you're the holding some song you know oh well that was fast right maybe your fade no Baraka Lane if you having absurd issues so you you remember that your davon but you know as she violets addicting whatever here we go again but if you do nine set not nine seconds of brother nine seconds or words nine seconds borrow huh borrow ninety seconds actor actor could mean something this is the pin of Leia my shovel not these Hassidim are restraining this was the pin of Leia nine hours a day there's not much left to the day but this was life for them what do you know now is dominating this in order to get to work right so what's what's the but this was life they didn't want to go anywhere this was it they didn't have to go anywhere so it was a hustle that somehow Senecas name was Adam hill of pirates so he once tells the balaclavas well the dollar come I want to go to the rabbit stay go I want to go there for shop is the promise he says he news he died he davon long so he said he made a deal with him that he has to dive on Friday short because if now they're not gonna make it Shabbos to the city of LaBarbara Belarus the pilot of Hilla started to davon and adopted for dr. C come think I start screaming we made a deal he says let's go back home this is one way you wanted to go to the river so I wanted to go to there ever because I needed help in my Davin II for today such as Kadam in some kind mission was accomplished that's it I'm there I'm his babbling was his objective we may let that's us in the murder site so now he says flag the Gemara a Masai tada-san Asus the gemara asks in bravas so when did they learn Elam attention city main the Gemara says told us Amish Damaris I think um I ran there I said in their trailer was pretty how do I know if I stuck a mile there exists you see this was there this was their life mhmm yeah caveat about yakov news is that EF Chirac lebay Alicia shame wotton this is possible for some people and it's needed for some people Bonet alia means higher people but there are a few have a call you sir all Akira is the criteria mice most Jews the most involvement in life ultimately they experience life through words and deeds you can't expect for most people to operate on a level of thought some do but not most most people are not in a state with their LaVey a Pamyu lover they melt away and thought and that's where life is it's it's it's asking for something that they don't can't relate once go this happens the only way you can get layers without rock to get that it's very difficult because it's all much deeper and higher space for Lehane higher but al Rahul II could really shopkin is liberal my son so Yaakov spent whether he established his place in the oil rock not because he never appreciated layer but because he understood in a funny way that rule in the world of layer is a very beautiful world very deep world but the main avoid of Yaakov as the father of the Jewish people was to invest to spend time to create a relationship between love on between live and a lien and Ibrahim ice only call mark I'm certainly as gum commercial but Laius says I don't want to lose Yaakov how Pamyu love you need my shovel chemise nm Sofia schmear listicle of a car in the mouth that allows you to see allows you to hear allows you to gaze at the glory of the king which words and actions don't you need that state of sublimity even the Jews and did where my sass to sometimes go to lay out but call em Maher says in your vom is Mahalo I'm and anally illiterate I feel the train line somebody who says I only have tighter so then even today doesn't have a let's earnest Leah Surat savory chef they say there is a spirit sir which is ascending layer and then shove which is returning rocky oz no it's social mythical us and you always have to go back because ultimately the end is etched in at the beginning like trouble with emotion came from lazy Moshe was not up in the clouds as you know space kid that just connected all the time he was really working with that the whole kiddush of moisture in other words the whole kiddush of moisture was he's arguing with a sham a it's not for me it's not for me so I cannot be additional fat petrified lost and Louis Devore him he doesn't stop with that but that was the finish of moisture that Hashem basically said that despite your natural state he became much much like a new person that was the great mysterious nefesh and that's why a key moments in one's life he like breaks down and perishes about life so he's like our Gainey know what what do you want I'm not gonna fight with them about sushi and shawl and they want a solvent they're saying there's not enough what happened in my latest is them but there's no kick in the chomp soak our newest hot dog oh we remember that Shaolin did this mice is like really this is where we're at after everything here this is really not my world this is really this this was his this was it was a unique transformation the mysterious nefesh of moisture was not it was not that he has to give away his physical life serious temperature of relations that he has to deal with people the sauna theorem it wasn't he was so beyond they thought marshes porochial when Kyra comes to him and says oh you want power you want power power the mysterious nefesh was not that he gave away his whole life that he had to deal with that in the stand this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they you Shiva net / donate