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pain. No. No. I know the feedback by the way. liked in his hunt of path on a unique episode because I got in the public format story behind the scenes and So in journey left turn allow airlines. community. Latest talks do flights. So next time United episode 56 million individual families of the hospital was 15,000 $15 members and bill is covered. So family out of pocket medical expenses of the hospital selected networks reimbursement rates of 91498300 visits of united.org mention latest gift card membership of the ads and any other advertise and like a super thanks in the comments below of YouTube supporting the program/Zack. Plain anger. The level of anger life history. Um inside [sighs] but foreign. So years years going. So this this is the crank. This is Canon jump. But finally represent I give us a lifestyle. A lifestyle is a lifestyle. A lifestyle is fancy. So the match the status from the correct Shopping in Walmart for chips. an uncomfortable question. Change the change the shield match. I guess was the in as impact I can't do I guess So then situation is confused by the fear. in life responsibility for at a minimum level of safety. You'll do that step for them. >> Correct. >> Okay. change. But matched I loved it. uncomfortableness. Yeah. So train step in the train is confusion. beautiful. So experienced experiences. Yeah. Example. >> An example. So um mention [snorts] in contributing factor in in the the pain in But the list Hello. Yeah. details back and forth and something wrong with the details. But the point is [laughter] yeah because the funny part is memories. Um, sober depending on your age. welcoming massive hug. This is the the memory of in different actually called hish was a flatbish style. Um, like literally >> how many years ago is that? >> It's in the '90s. >> Oh yeah. So 99. So this in the '90s in a certain um so the reason for all the right reasons. Yeah. Like it's please but do factors. Yeah. Excuse me. Factors upgraded and so on and so forth in a certain community which was the norm at the time, >> right? He did it for the right reasons. for um in the neighborhood of Miami. Super sweet man. Um This is ins. Okay. Nice. said upset playing upset. foreign [laughter] like yeah like this is the basics there's the basics the basics um I guess huh. Oh, okay. The multiple choices. Um exchange the rest. >> Mhm. >> But um [sighs] Empire. Um, for some reason Um okay pictures okay >> um pictures back so it's like Yeah. For Yeah. Brown. [laughter] foreign. Okay. Um in uh yeah chief. So day one, multiple sclerosis >> which might the the muscles do underpto is usually it affect the nervous system. um in the nervous system. This is a autoimmune disease in the nervous system attacked usually paraplegic mention wheelchair. Um, my family went in. Okay. in um in the room of the rabbit. You know a wheelchair baby blend >> ms. >> Interesting. Okay. Interesting. An attack from the nerve. >> This nerves has the retina nerve. >> Yeah. >> Whatever. Okay. Two months. Two months. Yeah. basically. Wow. [snorts] >> Wow. >> Yeah. Oh, this is the soundp. But Yeah. So English the deaf man of the right >> song way different. Yeah. from time to time. So obviously the tune >> [snorts] >> Huh? [laughter] Um, so at that point, a mama, a babysitter, uh, a provider in basically Superman in um like the family heart overall is unreal. Unreal. Well, at some point legit. So, like there's a powerhouse involved. involved in flash or bring whatever from the because independency independency. Yeah. On the flip side, King of the English got 36 hours straight. 36 no WhatsApp for 36 hours. So what happened? So the decision from day one. Yeah. And again, okay is in a situation the hospital is trying his best failed levels of nurturing. This is a natural process. the see see the patch. See the virtual patch. Yeah. The presence of mind. Wow. Amazing. Exactly. So basically failed from day one. Yeah. Ins two and a half. Those weren't free. Moment. So I be given a backlash to them. Okay. My memories. too. So, >> okay. So, subconscious subconscious. Yeah. The body keeps the score. Yeah. So in Moni because yeah whatever the next one something like that midame town and I can maybe exactly exactly exactly. So it was the best option available option but Crown Heights would not have worked. Um but the plots again natural struggles English. So English. No, one of the many things about it over time actually at some point. Okay. >> All right. Yeah. 31. >> 31. Okay. slow death. >> It could be. Yeah. So, so the the nervous system playing so let's say regular life. So basically the question is >> yeah this is the backtory is the internals change lifestyle is the internals happens to be from day one The backstory terrible life is at some point for whatever the reasons were of the community. Okay. And from the break support and let's get into it. Question. Oh yeah. Yeah. So do the famous story. There you go. back. So definitely searching [music] [music] [singing] the reference is the packing. Okay. Okay. Um, so the fact >> but sideways are wrongcess. Yeah. Main ingredients for nurturing. nurturing inhering the support >> the support. Yeah. >> Healthy adult. Yeah. on top the rules the discipline and the mas and the consistency. >> Yeah. So the hostage Jacobson in Lim in Lim's mention in pain was mentioned in experiences of anger. So the list is shaker yeshiva organization. The question is of him like this. But simple. Yeah. You don't know from one day to the next certain life struggles that broke the camel's back's back perception at the time. >> Yeah. But specifically as pain because in days the the the basis. Yeah. accept for the best. >> Yeah. But pain, it's not my The best situation when the process space. Yeah. And therefore Yeah. >> Interesting mean to say because >> because the reason for mind to the deepest places it's a triggering word but I still want you to tell me exactly I can understand your thinking. Got it. So is love. Okay. [sighs] Um, but whatever. But Okay. Yeah. Wow. Yeah. Yeah. low as far as I know. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, wow. Okay. >> Yeah. Um, so like uh the individual. Mhm. >> So yeah, whatever. It's a salad. It's a salad. >> So we What's the story? >> So basically in within one year. >> Yeah. Wow. Okay. So talk about not being a get refuser please. reasoncessed. Yeah. I was destined to be in the dream shattered completely. So yeahessed marriage. Yeah. >> Wow. Okay. So, was everything fine? story from childhood. Okay. Healthy childhood massive shift. Whatever it is in explode healthy man is of the list It looks okay for now. Yeah, a dream, but overall we'll beat it. So, Original question is behind this point history. >> What broke the camel? >> What broke the camel's back? Exactly. What broke the the glass? therapy. 100% made awareness awareness help mention the community. >> Exactly. So two years, three years. Yeah. Hello. Unfortunately is an Italian espresso. The espresso is yet authentic Italian pizza. Anything is possible. Adbreak. Episodeype and health and the hype algorithm >> and latest talks plus. Oh, latest talks plus. So the guys latest.com YouTube the website are free shipped plus anyway. So >> all right. So breakthrough. Oh, interesting. Yeah. Okay. Um Whatever. You're trying to make it work in um a job in a kitchen where whatever jobs. Yeah. Um but problem in our relationship communicate mention basics and basics. Okay. Obstacle Kimp. So check boxes. Okay. reality. No, you didn't feel comfortable. Let's call it the brakes. And so um English version but the gang leaders in Mumbai. >> Yeah. >> So at some point So compounding effect. Yeah. Compound interest problems. >> Again, none of it is a big deal. Compounding effect. It's the snowball effect. >> Snowball effect. escalation basically. >> So the compounding effects is at least all sense of confidence. What are you good at? And suddenly There's no but you're not. Let's put it that way. outsourcing remote owners certain companies. >> Um so for a job in I don't know the the anger the OTD movement >> in the Facebook groups vain the safe haven for the OTD mention Facebook Please go seek help. Yeah. Social media the influencers of social media. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Okay. >> Exactly. Exactly. And a line is >> online. This is 2010, >> right? I'm just saying >> this is this is 2010 2011 the job market is market 2018. Um, in English has give yourself some grace. So, I just gave myself some grace, >> but let's let's be realistic. >> Um, you're going to be a vict. >> Exactly. Exactly. Exactly. >> Exactly. Um but at some point and end up in angry mode unfortunately. Yeah. See addicted playing the the the sadness the the sadness was do inside [sighs] the professional route high school diplomas degree professional because of them issues. So for high school diploma. So keep in their loop. Um career career. Okay. >> Like miserable happy like what's really happening over here? 2015 2014 2015. [sighs] >> So it wasn't a normal thingy actually. Correct. So, how did this happen? books. [laughter] Um it's like think about ego, right? So stupid. But this ego protect face reality. But theapy in local massive um >> clinics >> clinics has the the OG clinic is [sighs] Um, wow. Wow. No, whatever. The job's fault. was his mouthful. Responsibility, self-reflection. Um, >> welcome to the struggle. >> Welcome to the struggle. Yeah. Um in but this is 2015 2016 >> m >> in see phone call the mama is in hospital reaction honest reaction. What now? Oh, >> he's got MS. So, but no, some point. >> Okay. >> Whatever. got yearly checkups, but uh >> um pain fight example. No guy dependent of the floor. The side of the road is in. Yeah. Yeah. So basically from side to side know that um at least at least I see. No problem. pick problem invest whatever determined mention. Um they press the morning. So because so basically if you want to come along no problem. Um, so all the way from helpless in the song. Wow. Can't feel. Wow. This is crazy. But in gain MS autoimmune disease of immunosuppressants immune systems. >> Okay. So this complications treat off the table because of MS immunotherapy. alkaline. So, soapies trials because he got MS at some point. treatments spread. Um post Facebook as the last This is the That's the last time. >> And this is the last time. >> The last one. Yeah. So So >> So was the doctor treatments. The doctor, but the detail because of the weight GW. Okay. Yeah. English was And but he gets so question. I owe you an apology. Like what? You don't owe me anything. I owe you an apology. Let's call it do education. I was like, who told you? Like as measured. So the best flow. Yeah, that's the word flow in these days. in the young in the hospital in hospital like out of again. Never hospital. Never white shirt. Oh, hello. But um So blender tapes information. Fight for life. pain story fight. Wow. I was like I I the moment I'm missing something I am missing something here. [sighs] Part number two. Part of July 4 ICU boy in a million situations. She's going You know, mommy, I'm sorry. Pain. No. No. You never hurt me. You never hurt me. like this is stupid and I'm playing shaking because whatever the next intubated pressers. Machines plus the minute she's over the pressure, she's going to go. 36 hours of shabas. Wow. Poetry. Wow. Um, so a certain element and bitter guide sometimes is part of recovery. So, The Next. One thing, >> the compounding effect. >> The compounding effect. Amazing. But life experience filler fixed the wound in therapy speak childhood wound got fixing the inner wound when a healthy shield But then because you don't matter confidence issues of the [snorts] I love you. You never hurt me. I love you. Deficiency. Wow. >> It's important. If I kind it's never too late to accept it. You have to pay attention happiness and we pay attention to those moments at the moment you don't expect it at all because mention recovered but the anger bit. So feeling the tunes, the songs, the >> the experiences, >> the experience. [clears throat] Anger anxious, ashamed. Okay. anger. Yeah. So anxious inside the fright. Now this Zela moment was carried closed bitter or they're angry. So it probably got the opposite effect n I was like it can't be because like it wouldn't have been a good feeling for him to see me that way accept the the questions They back the initial reaction. But because healing slow release slow release slow release pillcept and finally can't accept I Pum in the moment. [snorts] Fore was like, "Wow. I say then next and almost. >> Wow. the age of 40. Wow. Okay. Hey, why not? Why not attitude? Yeah. All >> right. So, was the deeper meaning behind the deep? So, that level But um yeah, the name the spelling was correct. Oh yeah. Never know about that. >> Yeah. >> Interesting. I did not know that. Wow, I did not know that. Never know this awareness. It's nothing. How the the the healing >> Yeah. >> is the struggle. >> The struggle. So certain struggles feel rejected. for creative struggle. Wow. can't identify an interesting conversation but the end of it is guides and disease. Um the most special match invested in their community. Wow. >> Yes. Wow. Is um for him. What's meaning First of all, especially the reason for you know guide the best the best version of yourself Yeah. CEO and at the same time. Exactly. was just so the levels is completely different. So the the problem is a gray area. Right. So guidelines and therefore so once you understand the differences okay issues that's a different issue you know on top of even at the end of the day. So mention confusing services but basically Yeah. Yeah. Don't be don't be humble. So meaning Because of personal reasons disconnect, but community wise, [sighs] but was health if you will. But what do I know? story. So >> yeah difference community it's an organization the test service for the community that's Yeah. >> Right. >> Is technically is this is this organization right now specifically. So when it is Yeah. So when you don't understand sometimes you know specifically because you know the details I'm just saying and accountable for them. I'm just giving the the the ideas. Yeah. So, you know, this is just a service community part. Um question. Okay. family the situation. Yeah, unfortunately. problems diplomatic which equals one size fits all tri this actually is a part of the reason [sighs] it is system called system of the month. It's like >> this is the problem the difference because separate services in the community full. Thank you very much. Very nice. But you know because Whatever. I couldn't have been more wrong. Cognitive dissonance. Huh. [laughter] This is confusing because must be healed. Please, I couldn't have been more wrong. welcoming event happens to be the the community's wonderful mansion. It's just interesting to reflect so many of the stories [snorts] Stop for a minute. But stop for a minute and say okay we belong there anger wrong maybe vag from the past wrong in in hunting culture especially of the social media culture rad maxing radical responsibility. You maxing responsibility responsibility means in the Toyota concept taking radical responsibility radical responsibility. Extremist an extremist. Yeah. With this mind. Um when wrong hold up extreme extremist this might is radical. >> Oh, radical responsibility. Oh. Oh, okay. Responsibility is the victims from the culture. brain was bigger picture versus correct blame radical radical responsibility selflame kind of extreme vague. So the red from the bigger picture person like that's how I would look at it. But >> but huh blame. No childhood. Yeah, this is an extreme extreme. This is the in polar opposites. Yeah. >> Um like situation. Oh, whatever and whatever. >> Yeah. But the way of thinking in the way of thinking. So extreme victimhood. >> Yeah. is kick politicians for homeless systems. had got an apartment and lagging of drugs, other of gambling, right? Says in the system the especially the politician system the go system. So extreme as a hold up. Yeah. Right. But an extreme extremist of the radical version of it. So do just bigger picture people and smaller picture people. So the bigger picture people I don't think it's radical. I think it's just the person um the thinking >> in normal life and marketing came in whatever office of buses because launched no product was mentioned was kicking off buses in those in the PR Yeah, the guys in the massive graphic but the graphic belong to billboards of the buses. Yeah, [sighs] but second of the buses guys of the buses the the failed fab because graphic of a bus moving vehicle you can still pick up the information of a billboard. It's stationary. So marketing. So the graphics. >> So the reason was a billboard graphic is because of the >> Yeah. So when fails Well, you know what? Because the wrong billboardics and I'm going to cover it. Yeah. Now, radical is when do the research marketing research of marketing is the actual marketing execution >> the execution okay the name of firms 30 page uh study. You can study it. >> It fails. >> It fails. The campaign fails. Okay. >> A radical responsibility. I still owe you uh a credit because my execution failed. >> I did something wrong. There's a there's a second >> 100%. >> 100% balance in between >> the balance. So as the balance is the radical but radical no >> the radical is extreme is as it is it is victim of the >> correct using their framing but yeah the victim is victim of the extreme. Yeah. >> Is this >> No, the simple public split second lessons. Okay. They concept in your face but they concept but but for mention the simplicity hurts can't be so easy. I'm sorry that can't be Okay. Let's call it in in 2020. separate podcast of the of the Mench Alliance of Zan story. So in Okay, somewhere along it's commanders. So mention scary because desire deep and in hard and confusing concepts but is attractive to me because the human condition is the human condition. So diary God give us the struggles. and chose he choose chosen the >> yeah for context. I mean everything. this decided by Judaism studied. Yeah. The religion is amazing. What's going on over finally he felt home like 100% 100% this is the the most beautiful most beautiful Delicious. You just feel that we should always want to go back to it. But mention So, so do my memory. Yeah. Minimum amount. Correct. Okay. Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. This is wonderful. Wonderful. Wonderful. >> Oius. Okay. And this is the concept. This is number 10. Okay. this his his enemies of him. There's nothing like it >> as an achievement to loved with your enemies in the deeper concept. condition in order to to um >> interesting in the human condition. When is recovered? achieved recovery. Whatever it is, kick of their pain. Kick of their f in waitress. Okay, no problem. exercises methods but inside enemies physical enemies abused anything pain outside the inside a peace, inner peace and peace dimension. Yeah. Andress is you just uh in their situation because obviously you know you're in the middle but you know it's not your fault. >> It's not your fault. But right 100% feel pain doesn't go away. in struggles stuck in the phone. The struggles they're real struggles to the phone approach shame. Yeah. Shameful. There's the there's the the shameful experience type problems in a healthy in a healthy plot. Yeah. >> Personal personal experience. Please instead maybe it's time for a filter. Yeah. Conversation. Okay. But rejected. Yeah. Something that blocks you in your life. You can still go to them and they'll help you. And that's their job. Correct. >> Their job is to bring you closer. Yeah, >> he has a direct source >> non information he is directly potential is and he takes away the blockages or tells you what the blockages because situation with the elevator towards you know >> correct in this is to put the bow of cha >> m as chiv as a magic pill the simplicity painful nature's struggles in processes struggles but this is this is a experience commitment lighter point of view. Even the surface layers, the deeper layer, the deeper layer, the surface level is delicious. I'm sorry, but nothing comparable. Exactly. Says rich and you know dishes like meals. The most luxurious life. some of the most luxurious life. What like family? Okay, fine. But in general higher end life is like up there. It's the levels for luxury. So >> so the the concept the thought of it doesn't flow but it's okay. the the richness of the richness of the Yiddish life at the end of the day services is you know basics in life somehow >> if you go on your own basically align when they You know, right? So, it just feels much easier. It feels like we >> loneliness is is the the problem. And when you eject yourself from the community automatically feels to like the loneliness and it attacks you and feels excluded and and so on. >> Exactly. I mean, but I'm just trying to bring it in as the concept >> 100%. It's just true. >> Um, to finish your point, oh, is a split-second moment. The impact the impact in 2017 in 2024. Yeah. 2020 2021 But all over this no this is real. But that's [sighs] simplified the concepts. For how can this be? But also because questions is the existence in the question because the answer is not out there. episode. Yeah. >> But uh birthday anniversary like our days apart. [sighs and gasps] So in this is an interesting experience when you don't pay attention but when you start paying attention it's an interesting experience in um questions in um for 99. Whatever. And it's not the most comfortable thing for me. It's not an um in order to make it work, in order for it to be in order for relatable. Yeah. special story. So impact like do you do you I'm just shearing this side. So it's like he doubled down. But [sighs] he doubled down videos. 120 views. Let's go out which if anyone like for me it blows my mind like even when you dumb it out the average views blows my mind. But this positive reinforcement give us a job I guess and let it let it rip therapy. therapist says the DSM therapist. I am a DSM. Um rejection awareness feeling. Deal with it. Yeah. So is >> okay. >> Amazing in English but against English just amazing amazing amazing all over. >> Yeah. Yeah. So this is Allah. low point like internally [laughter] in the air. >> Yeah. The pressure low point like it's not right. Like it's not right. Like because in the bar in the bar in for dry pops into my head. experiences. It's not my business. And repeat. Kabin not automatically but almost automatically it's like I can do this now >> exactly connected in order it's like it just connected they of the struggle like full full full submission. It's out of my hands. >> Wow. >> And of the moment feel lighter. So it could be lighter. mention leaving the communities because life is connected intertwined. Yeah. Life is based off the rules. The human condition blame the system because it's the closest available culprit in English of blame. in the painful abuse is a valid pain. work temporary jobs. It's just the human condition. I mean apps Audio is amazing. She's like any resources. Oh yeah. Not long. 7 minutes. >> Happens to be is is croissants. But but struggles most mention because personal struggles. Yeah. Yeah. and get the job. Yeah. compliment. Wow. So, what do you mean? Yeah. Achievements. What was that? But resources wrapped up a second. >> Yeah. side. You know when happens to be, you know, but like invested, you're fully invested. So this is the beauty actually. ring of necklace you know you were on your journey on a path and this decided but at the same time you know you're fully invested. >> Yeah. >> So is is not right because at the end of the day was, you know, he came out of it. He's he's even, you know, but I I I'm just putting out a point as it is because you don't know where it is. >> Right. >> So, of like future was the guy was just figured out. Yeah. basically I believe perfect life it crashed I guess observant out completely I guess. Yeah. >> Um I'm guessing apartment um counters at least the host. So outside this is an interesting concept if I mention h mentioned um in 2024 uh Yeah. Wow. We're going six months ago. >> No, no, no, no. All right. Right. Yeah. Dominion, >> huh? Um in so the oyst of them unlimited you know everything about it. Um, so tools functions >> functions in the way the tools and the functions is the foreign. So then for some reason the lights Interesting. So, Monday through Friday, otherworldly experience. Delicious. in at some point Saturday night Manhattan. So we see whatever available local struggle. >> Wow. It's just it just doesn't go. >> Direct results. Connection. Full full. I can't do this anymore. foreign [laughter] food. >> No, not even close. >> Terrible. >> No, >> no, but it's it's 1:00 a.m. and there's no other options. The bottom. The bottom. >> Wow. >> 100% the bottom. >> Well, recently the community McDonald's delicious and amazing like it doesn't sound like it. >> It doesn't sound like it. No. >> So, >> absolutely not. Absolutely not. Fast food. Okay. No, there's certain stuff that are good. McDonald's is McDonald's. McDonald's. This is it. I am out. >> [laughter] >> the >> I was like this is it. >> Wow. >> No. McDonald's is not it. No. But they as they get the food. We got this. overweight in the community. [laughter] So like a burger cheeseburgers cheeseburgers, but delicious. Delicious. >> Yeah. >> Wow. >> Yeah. 100%. >> Wow. Give us a fries. Says, "No, it's never going to be the same. That's okay. It's not that it's not that much better." >> The hard food in general is a problem. >> Yeah. >> The oil fried food is the fried food issue. But the second you reffry it, >> but is a problem. Fried any fried food is ais because it breaks down certain fibers. Okay. in the essence in their fibers. like modifiers is usually blameitis. >> Wow. Interesting. Because 100% fruit juice. >> Yeah. It's a scam. >> Yeah. Because fruit juice, original fruit juice is >> in the fibers, right? for examp as as the fibers and they were slowing down the sugar jump was kept So when the drinks natural sugars fibers down of the sugar levels step by step and this is amazing fibers from the orange peel the reason for the boogie man because sugar cane. This is the clean pure sugar. It's beautiful. >> The punch if you're not paying attention within 5 minutes. Diabetes often plot. But when the ripe ones carang Yeah. Nutrition conversation grapefruit. >> The grapefruit orange carries. I love cherries. Yeah. Cherry jam. It's a weighty heavy. Yeah, but actually like diabetes right away. Diabetes. It was the best thing ever. Of course. for the peanut butter for the days. Wow. Sugar. >> Wow. Something is amazing though, >> right? >> So flavors, but I'll do it in in a fish spice. I'll bring it out the max amount of flavor. Ice cream ice cream. Um, whatever. [laughter] >> This is again in the '9s. Mhm. >> Ice cream. Ice cream. >> Yeah, sure. Ice cream. So excited. chocolate. [laughter] No way. Ouch. >> Yeah. Listen. The crispy corn cornflakes rice krispies inside. Yeah. Cookie. Come on. So, >> are we wrapping up? >> Yeah, we're wrapping up. >> So, the Oh, let's call it changed. Um, you know, changed >> right out of a problem, right? Let's call it. Yeah. I have no idea. It's one of those Whatever. >> Well, Okay. >> It's all polyester, whatever plastic. Um, there's only one I plan on changing. I don't need >> question is comfortable and that decision like you know that was that but maybe it was good maybe it's not good maybe it was just a message valid Oh yeah. Yeah. Okay. The beautiful night layer was a beautiful >> 17 layer cake. >> 17. It's a beautiful design. >> [snorts] >> So really changes like it's my fault. It's my responsibility. Yeah. >> But the the fault He holds me true. blame. It's not my fault. It's not my fault. My fault. Without the blame. Without the fault. in exercise the the regret. I'm probably not going to change back. It is what it is. loving and accepting man. [clears throat] Whatever is like this black and white But I wish to peace. >> It's a bliss. >> This is bliss. So whatever. Wow. Very interesting. So the deics of the basic and the source. >> Yeah. >> Obviously with the complicated parts, but it's not part of your of your journey. Okay. Let's call it. Does that feel? >> Yeah. factories and mass producing lines. versus created because the problem from the generation created standard and he set it up what I'm saying is for a reason it gives you reason So he set it up. So my question to you is okay whatever it is what it is. So, this is this is like um but So double rapping. Hello. Unfortunately basian um but it's non-negotiable system connected because that ultimately ultimately check out a system. Go with the system. The exterior of the system, the spiritual, the but in discounted but this view is this feeling towards wow This is a beautiful episode fascinating story. >> Um basically [laughter] 60C message. >> Yeah. Yeah. So the guest message camera [laughter] from the episode Gay. >> What a man. Wow. >> Yeah. The the the courage is crazy. >> Yeah. >> 60C message to the camera. Directly to the camera. >> Pain is a signal. Pain is a signal wrong. Pain is valid. At some point, anxiety for an adult chosen the pain was my heart accept. combined. Help me out over here. I'm hurting. This is processing pain. Most importantly, this is the most important and the best. And even for five minutes, obviously is the best, but pain inside the next. That's the magic because it does happen from personal experience. So that's my message. >> Wow. Thank you so much again for Thank you. You're going a lot of places. >> Yes. >> In the music industry follows podcast the editing lately and yeah for the >> Yeah. for the cl >> correct and thank you so much. Thank you. the eye opening experience, you know, from an outsider's perspective versus insider and thought process, you know, obviously you know, okay, you know, just is a eye opening experience for them. So I appreciate you for opening up, appreciate you for coming on and willing to share. And obviously >> um Van channel >> YouTube is Zach Brown one. >> Okay. And yeah until until next time. Zag isn't.