How to Daven on Rosh Hashana and the Entire Year

The ha the first day Russ is alf peric alf it's the story of a it's what is known as maft posit the reason that the ha of the first day rashash shana is maana is based on a gammor in the sus rashana dur The Gammorra says had her Yeshua onash. Hence, it's very befitting that on Rashana we tell her story. The truth is I'll pee the raid that we've been talking about the last two weeks. There's a little bit of an we've mentioned so many times that the and it's also in the say that the describes as because that's for a person to be meaning there's a theme that you find throughout the it goes all the way back to We are we were looking as a national and as individuals befrat to be seen to be remembered to be recognized by and that's what we've always been trying to achieve in the [snorts] literally his big day the says with bak It was all about through that would have a there was an idea so that in a time of need if there's going to be a or any you're going to pull out you're going to blow with it or during happy times where you and you want to channel that towards and again and say that in the most simple what we're doing is we're trying to achieve every wants on that should see him he should recognize him he should remember him and he should remember him and the way we achieve that is we do that through the hence that's this idea of if you go through the sukim in the story of Kana. So the pik says with regards to kana that she was very very distraught over the fact that she didn't have any children and at some point she makes a nether she said if you're going to see my pain and you're going to remember me and you won't forget your maidervant fast forward several him later when Khana finally has her Yeshua the says the story of Kana is a story of it's a story of and the truth is if you take a look at that we just quoted where the says what does it mean They were waiting to be remembered. They wanted this. How come you're remembering all the women and you're giving them a child, but you don't remember me? You forgot about me. Remember me. That was the of the of literally was and that when the Yeshua came it was and the that's for that is literally the day of so there is no better time in the year to be the story of of because it's not just puncta wasash because she tapped in she was able to leverage the special school of the day it's a day and she was that the remembered her on this day. That's the and it's all very very poss have that if you go through the par of there's so many big not just this is a hard word to read there are many many major that are meant to be taken out of the story of kana this story of kana goes down as one of the ao in terms of teaching us how exactly a yid is supposed to deal when he's the and specifically how a person is supposed to go ahead and d and I think it's to focus on one point in the story of which is but it's on and that is in his nephopus and this is in sheric and paricut he talks about how is supposed to den and he says that although he's going to think about all the things he needs and he's going to use this opportunity that he has is uh you [snorts] know several minutes in the Oval Office so to speak to try to get anything that it is he can possibly try to get. That's what you would do if you sat in the presence of a and that's usually the way people think and go about feel. Again, we're talking about the mindful people. They realize that there's an opportunity to have this audience within and they come up with a list and try to figure out what's important to them and you go to the you to for whatever it is you need says that's not the right way to and if a person dins like that it's but at the same time he's not going to get the maximum benefit that one can get through goes on to explain that really the way a person is supposed to do it is not to make it about himself But what he's supposed to do is he's supposed to make it about has to realize that and that is our father. In fact, and loves us the way a father loves his child. In fact, we have no just a muscle that we were given to try to and have a little bit of an a clue and an inkling and an understanding of what that love that kadesh has towards us is. But really really loves us much more than that. We can't describe we have no in terms of how much has for us which means that if we find ourselves in a moment of need if we find ourselves in a what that essentially means is is that is in that sorry is in the literally with us says the way it's supposed to is he's supposed to make it about and he's supposed to come and he's supposed to I need a but not because I need a rafu and I'm in pain. But I know how much pain you're in because of the fact that I need a rafu. So give me a rafu. So like this you will not bear [snorts] and I need I'm struggling. I need and my struggles I'm willing to put aside right now. But you know what concerns me? I know how much pain you're in over the fact that I'm struggling. give me so that you will not have to feel the that I know you're feeling right now as a result of the fact that I'm in an says that really really really this is the way you're supposed to d and he says that's the that were instituted by the carbon the carbon was a carbon which was it went 100% there's an in that Because really is supposed to be 100%. It's supposed to be it's supposed to be 100% says that it's a end of the third par when would lift his hands. This is describing when the were fighting against. So says the mission of is that the way the Jews fought wars, right? We just figured out we used to fight wars with but they used to fight wars literally. Is is that possible? when the would look if not they used to have a feel what's when they used to when they had that's when they were misg when they had themselves in mind they said that's when they had and then in the middle of this he throws in one paragraph. He says, he says, "Take a look at the which is literally from beginning until end. It's 100% about we're that before was in the world there was some whatever that means and we're revert back to that says when you see it clearly it's so clear that's what's going on. The same is true for the field of the whole year. Even though it doesn't feel that way, right? When you damage my during the week, it feels like it's all about me, me, me, me, me. Give me more. Give me more. I want this. I want that. You come up with a whole list of accash. That's what it sounds like. He said it's to any person that understands. rather the old not just that that's the but really old is all about is all about in paric in the middle of this [snorts] says that I believe this is in a in that sugo that we learn out from kana over there says it says that says we learn from there that was she had it doesn't say which literally means she came with tightness she came with tightness I don't understand why am I uh why don't I have what I'm supposed to have why is it that My panina has it so good and me I have to be in a situation where I have it so not okay and from the words learned that we see from here that she came with and then continued he said that also was also how you know that because the says so just says the same thing. Now it says coming to you with do you see it by because it says and I'll decree this is it says okay what are you going to do it says it doesn't say hence you have a but it says how could you do If it said, I think we would say it says who gave the license to change the word to change the word and the meaning and the connotation to go ahead and be it has to be that [snorts] our understanding of is not the that there's an there's a pmius over here says what kind of you want to know what the pmus is the pius is she didn't dive into for herself but rather it was alashem she didn't make it about herself she made it about vague she said I'm not making it about me but you I want this TO BE ABOUT YOU understand how much pain I'm in you understand that I'm a nephesh She made it 100%. She made it 100% about and that was the schooler where ultimately ends up having Yeshua and said I want you to know that when he did the same thing it wasn't for himself and even forem it was ale he made it all about the and that's one of the that we learn out from one of the if you think about it this whole over here is we learn all the unbelievable ways he's supposed to AND THEN ALL OF A sudden comes he throws in and he says I want you to know I want you to know but stating that she came she spoke with a with an can't be says but the is it was she made it all about not in the negative way in the positive way I understand that you're struggling right now and as a result is this something you can do you We just mentioned before that one is the Mishna. this Mishna is what's this doing was I mean if it wasn't it could be uh we wouldn't ponder this in such a clear high definition way [snorts] but it struck me why is this so I looked it up a little bit [snorts] if you look at the is because if you look at the previous Mishna the Mishna talks about where somebody's It's right this in is the famous and that's really the segway the is we're talking about you have to have that's what's going on in the in fact the last words is that if somebody is you can hear what does it depend on your I have a good TO THAT when they were when they had they were they were not that's pip shot why this mission is tucked away. But it feels like it needs a little bit of more. It feels like it needs a little bit of in the words of and when a person there's no question in the world that's the that's how you're supposed to do it. WHAT'S EXHIBIT A for this? It's the rash. THIS IS SUCH a rashish. This is the that tight up how the is supposed to dominate rash. And it's even more than that. It's the is that is the that is the ultimate that we have in Russia means when you when a person does that then oh he's going to be to all the he's going to be all the just like in the time of it has to be otherwise why is this Mishna over here tucked away in the end of the okay maybe a little but has to be that that maybe is what's going on over here so is teaching us a very big theite is that when a person dins really if he can make it not about himself he can make it about he can appreciate that's where all the ishuas come from he says he says when a person knows how to d like that that's the that's the school you know people dil aren't always answered there's different that has but at the same time this is a huge one maybe the biggest one. When a person makes it not about himself, not about himself, there's an incredible that he's going to be able to come to with his says it's true for all but it's true because says so there's no question in the world that when really that's the gisha that's what the tang is supposed to be. It's a beautiful it's this is in the world of that's the good news. The bad news is a hard major. It's not an easy thing to do. How many people can come to a major where they feel how many people can can dive in on the on and not make this is their opportunity for zikar. You're not going to make it about yourself. And additionally it's right is a real cabalistic work and to really come to the madri of you have to be versed in kabala an inion that's above our pig stating that I think there's another a more diluted but it's mslam we all of us maybe can on our madrega come sue to this maj of not making it 100% about ourselves and that is we're about to start saying by inserted this was written by the and it's a it's a beautiful beautiful theas wrote as follows act for your sake and for the sake of your name that is great and sacred. It's one of the sheamus. You can't read it that you prepare for us and that you give us and all who are dependent upon our table [snorts] today every day. our sustenance and our food with fullness and with abundance with honor and not in a forbidden manner without exertion without bother and without excessive effort. Rather with ease, with tranquility, and with calmness. Why? that we be able to perform your service that is pure and holy without the distraction of obtaining sustenance about he said give us parasa that's not the way I say you're right don't do it for me do it for you but there's a a relatable punchline to this you know why I'm asking you to give me pinosa you know what I mean mean what I'm saying do it for you. Maybe I'm not in the to do it for the but because what do I want for what do I want it for? I wanted to be able to be aid and I should be able to serve that's what didn't want. Right? That's the the deep down the is what I'm looking for. I'm asking you to do it for yourself. I'm not fooling anybody by thinking that I'm on the I say that I can properly care if we are but this is something everybody can relate to because let's be honest that's really what everybody wants. What does the want say you're right I'm asking for I'm asking but at the same time I'm asking you to give me so that I can give back to you and I can serve you in a in an appropriate way because right now my life is TOO OVERWHELMING I CAN'T serve you properly but if you take care of me and you give me a marsh in this is in the form of parosa then you'll see I'm going to serve you properly there's another that was written in the last few hundred years about 100 years before The of the this is way more famous. By the way, this we just mentioned is in the arts by every single I think in the as well. There's another was written by the everyone knows this the begins as follows. I'm skipping. You gave us two mitzvah. Here we go. And so to, oh hashem, king who reigns over kings, may I come to you and cast my supplication. My eyes are fixed upon you until you are gracious to me and hear my prayer to present me sons and daughters who in turn will also be fruitful and multiply. Why do I want these children? For the purpose that they and I so that all of us will occupy ourselves in your holy this is the from the right. That's what this was known as. That's what the wrote on the top of his you asked for children. What are you asking Hashem for children for? Because you want to have children obviously. But that's not the it's I'm telling you why I want children. Because it's hard for me to learn cuz I don't have children. And if I don't have children, they're not going to be able to learn. But if you give me children, I'm skipping. And you know the truth and it's for that reason I'm asking you to be answered. There's a madrega of making it about where it's not even about me. you completely remove yourself from the picture. You make it 100% about that's the real of this mad talking about but there's a a major that you see from this from the from the incorporated in their which is something that we could relate to and that is at the end of the day we're good of the things that we do are good. Just go map out your day. Most of the things we do are good. We're not perfect. Yeah. But at the end of the day, let's be honest, we're on the right path. We're trying to do the right thing. And these struggles and these that we have, they get in our way. They get in our way from serving you properly. Is for that reason. And you know what I want for? I want That's what the Yid wants. And and when aids like that, he's also making it about that's also about it's that as well because you're not making it all about give me, give me, give me just think about it in life, right? Again, I if people come to people something, they're always asking them for things. It's not it's not [laughter] gishmach. The biggest gir the biggest appreciates when somebody that he's also a person and and maybe doesn't just all right is is teaching us it's a is very very simple. You come to him every day just give me give me give me no you make it about give me all day. You know what you sound like when you say give me all day. You know what desire says it sounds like right it just it's just not fine. It's not even appropriate. Yeah. It's just not it's just not it's not nice. It's not nice. You call a person, you harass them all day. Give me, give me, give me. See, right is a we have no what is. But you know what? On some level, we should we should is our father. Hashem gave us a mush. So the mush we're the children and Hashem is the father. Even a child there's a limit of [laughter] how much he's allowed to harass his father. there's a share but when he makes it about his father when he's and and it's done a who has an unlimited account where he can give all the hashb and all these that's what is waiting for and really a big part of what we need to learn is how to dav and and lit just not just how to d what the what the pish of the hottest word in is it's just just the the whole suga the whole cook of how you're supposed to do it and that's one of the that we learn from the story of and it's very much a like that's what the whole is it's from beginning to end and then says what did right what did Kana say when was ultimately answered what's that last iteration of hero what does she say she turns to and And she tells that in the event. That's what we're going to. You know what I'm going to do? This is the first I'm not asking for children for myself. I'm asking because I I I want I know my purpose in this world is to be the mother of a child and I'm going to raise her to serve you properly that's not but that's but I just want to end with one one what I think is a so again we know the story of which is why we didn't review it in this share but Just recap it really quickly for this last part. So there was a man, his name was Alcon. He had two wives. One of his wife was Pina. His other wife was Khana. And Pina was blessed with children. Khana was not. And [snorts] one of the more challenging times in the life of Khana was when they used to be they would go up to Sheila and you know Pina would come with her whole family and Kana didn't have any children to come along with. [snorts] And you know, Alcana would bring carbonas and then he would give from the meat of the carbon to Pina and her family. And she got her one little portion because, you know, she was one person and how much could she eat? And to add insult to injury, literally the Pik says that Panina used to cher She literally would cher and she would make her angry. Harimo. She was literally trying to to pick a fight with her. That's what she WAS TRYING TO DO. And the focus of what she was doing was she would say, "Look at me. I have this beautiful family and look at you." You know, and this would repeat itself every every year. And literally every time they would go up and it was so diff and that little portion that she had that wasn't even something that she could eat. And the Pik talks about how Alcana tried uh comforting her right like a good husband. Am I am I not better than you than 10 sons? Well, apparently not. But the bottom line [laughter] is say I UNDERSTAND IT. But either way, the Pik says that there was this this one year there was this one year where the got so bad that she just couldn't anymore. She couldn't anymore. So it says she goes to the parathetically is sitting by the and she was so broken and she just cried and cried. Right? Means she didn't just cry. She cried and she cried. And she makes her. And she said was watching her as she's ding. Now when she was dabbing, she was talking. But it was noise. Her lips were moving, but she wasn't making any noise. And a thought she was a comes and he rebukes her. Says, "I don't understand. I know it's the [laughter] holidays, but you're drunk. Sober up and then come back and pray, but it's inappropriate for you to be dabbing right now in this drunken stouper." And responded, "No, my master, I'm not drunk. You're not looking at a drunk woman. You're looking at a broken woman." And the reason I'm ding the way I'm ding and I'm not conforming with all the protocol is because I'm too broken to do so. Don't be me as if I'm some He says, "I'm I'm just so broken. I'm so angry. You have no idea what's going on inside of me. That's what you're witnessing right now." So when a heard what he was so taken back said and he gives him the gives her the greatest of all time. He says, "I want you to go home and you're going to see that from me." [snorts] And and when she gets this from a she felt very good. She felt like something moved. She said, "And the Pik says they came home and as soon as they came home And then fast forward, she's and she has a child and then she comes back two or three later and she goes to and do you recognize me? I'm going to fulfill my and then she sings and this is the story the shortest version of it of the story. So Kano is ding and a never saw anybody ding that way. So Al thought that she was drunk. serious. No, you don't understand. The reason you never saw someone this way is maybe because you never saw someone so broken like I am. But this is coming from a brokenness. Please don't accuse me of being a boss. And then gives the greatest of all time. We're going to end with this. Can't end after this. We're going to end with this. says that what did mean when he told every person in history that's what he that's what a was telling says I think something I think what a was saying was something else he saw she was angry he saw she was angry AND HE KNEW WHY SHE was angry she was angry somebody was chpping with her and it wasn't just somebody it's her husband's other wife and it was really really hard for her so see you know what he told her, "Don't be angry at don't pick a fight with her." A knew what was going on either because he just knew could be can fight it. He could fight with and she told him what was going on. HE SAID, "MAKE PEACE. DON'T FIGHT. AND INSTEAD OF channeling your life force, I'm fighting being angry at her and being upset at a but she talks to me this way. Doesn't she realize what I'm dealing with? Take that energy and the story of is a story of we learn from the story of it's a story of this is the ultimate story. We've spoken about that many times over the years. It's the story of the greatest of all time that Aly gave. But there was one prerequisite. There was a prerequisite for being answered. There was a prerequisite for a playing itself out. And the prerequisite was a saw that there's something that can get in the way of all this. He was ready. HE WAS ALL IN ON THIS. ALL in with the he gave it the now we're going to pull this mus out. It's going to happen. And he understood that as where he thinks she's drunk and is coming from a broke. There's no way that is not being answered. Kana got to the point where was going to be answered got a to the point where he was going to give her the was going to be muy. But there's one thing that Ali understood could get in the way and that is if this is going to be misus. If Khan is going to go back home right now and on the ride home she's going to be angry at Panina and she's going to be fighting with Panina then all the and all the are a waste of time. It's not going to work. It's not going to play itself out. And the reason is it's a because and if there's no I can give you from tomorrow but if you don't have the it's not going to get you very far to his not he saw something very acute he saw something very very spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe spe specific he was worried and de is like this look at the plastic right before rightel What does Kana say? SHE SAID SHE WAS ANGRY. SO, one second. If you're angry, you're going to show your anger. What do you think is going to happen? WE'RE ALL PEOPLE. AND THAT'S WHAT a was worried about. And that's why a said the first thing is you have to go ahead. You have to make shalom. You know, there's been a big ru over these last two or so months. Shalom for Charlotte. There's this big ru in the belt right now of making shalom. Nemesis. It's such an appropriate movement. And right now is when we we want is when we're going to read [laughter] and we're going to beseech by being we should also be and the truth is it's mindbar there's a secret I think that in the you unlock when you go through theash what the of this day is and how and who was in the right we said it's but there was one tonight that was necessary and that is because without if you don't have the if you don't have that sh then you can get a a from by the of And you could be an is and you could be but you need you need the one line tucked away in anel that I think is such a gi such a giveway in terms of understanding how Yeshua's work either way that just like [snorts] on whether it's for children whether it's for the whether Whatever the issue should be and we should talk to these galdi Yeshua on this very very holy