Rabbi Aron Friedman

thank you eden when i began to work with bukharan i saw literally the meaning of a coil ko liankov why you daimyodaisof i met bucharem yeshiva bukhara lovely sweet bukharam nice book ram that sat and learned in the yeshiva it was a cold call yankov but the stories they shared with me was are you dime you die i said scary stuff things they do and places they have been gone and i was terrified i'm a bellezza who said i used to work by belzer roof and i told him one day rabbi i wake up at night sometimes with the cold sweat i have children in talmud i have bukhara me shiva i have no idea whom i can trust and what's really happening with them i have daughters in the mirza shem i'm gonna have to take hassanam how will i know whom i am taking after what i have seen and learned what's happening i don't know what to do his reaction was if you feel you give up you cannot rely on yourself only under a bonus then you are in a good hand then you can sleep calmly don't be afraid then i saw nifla dick idea of dustrafter goon he said that fish eat up other fish predators only swallowed by their head never ever is a fish swallowed by their tails the naturalist behavior they explain it because if a fish will swallow another fish through his tail the fins would kill them because they wouldn't bend so through the head the fins fold softly and nicely and they can swallow it so i said the weld silk the reason is that fish run after fish for pernu so they want to live in the rabonish level and tell them you will never catch the panusa you are running after only the one i'm sending you the fish that is gonna come your way is the one i'm sending you not the fish you are owning after it so the straps are said i think the reason is the zorakuda says that fish are always with iron and pequechem they're always awakened on guards the fish says the bonus loilom from the front i have eyes i can watch on myself i'll take care of myself from behind in the back in the flank i cannot see what's going on please watch on me there so the bonus lineup said where you put me as a schoenberg you will never be swallowed in the front when you think you are under control that's where you will always be get people in life feel confident and secure when we are in control when we lose control we tend to become anxious and anxiety i've heard of a person who suffered from cancer he said the problem is if a person has flu he goes to the doctor he knows he takes medication he has something he takes antibiotics he knows in a few days it's going to be over in this macho i feel lost the doctors nobody knows what's going to be we are on the hands of the bonus loyal and maybe that's what the bonus learner wants but they said that's the reason people love to go and they look for skillers and people should help them because then they feel i am in control now i light candles i do this i do that i'm in control the feeling of losing control is a terrible feeling and it puts a person in a terrible anxiety i have spoken to a person who said that years he was a pardon and always tried to control if the child had the slightest headache he ran to a doctor and then he began to he got clap after clap with mackles with things until one day they said the bonus loyal hype of manhattan i cannot control it i'm in your hands what happened was he began being calm and ruined he relied under a bonus loyalty and he told me his life changed in general then the same thing happens when we have a nice home and things go as we want the wife prepares the beautiful shabbos we sit and sing meters with the children we talk with them the children obey we feel i'm in control we make like a good home it feels wonderful but one day something goes wrong there comes a child where suddenly whatever we do doesn't seem to work i have seen once a wonderful video of researcher in holland he made a bicycle that works opposite way if you want to go right you have to turn the bicycle left if you want to go left you have to turn it right you make the mechanism it should work the opposite he toured europe and went on stage and asked people who wants to try if you can go two meters without falling down i pay you three hundred dollars people tried nobody succeeded even if they knew what they're supposed to do their instinct kicked in and they couldn't drive they couldn't go two meters they fell off when things go wrong at home with the child and whatever we do everything goes wrong it's a terrible feeling of anxiety we stretch out the hand to the child the more we stretch out the child runs away from us the more we try to stop him stop reborn what do you do it goes worse it goes berserk nothing seems to work the only thing we can do in such a time is pick up our hands and say reborn shalom i give up i don't know what to do please help me we can go to hell they're both hashem they're wonderful organizations like keisha nafshi people like avi fishelf and that's the only thing that's the only thing we can do to rely on the bonus loyalty should help us and send us the right people to help we all had as either a very famous one a grandfather yankovini yankovini in his life there was a lot of tragic stories one of them was he had to run away from home yankee ran away from home not because he had a dispute with his parents he loved his parents his father and his mother he didn't leave home because he had bad friends he left home because he had their own brother his twin brother that wanted to murder him to kill him he ran away from home but isaac sent his son a leaf was after him and oliver's robbed him from everything yanked the gablin without nothing he ran away without the home without the parents without money of artists he had nothing left he goes out vayatse and suddenly the song goes down he finds himself at night scary i'm a good old he hears the animal screeching he's afraid and he doesn't know what to do he can't go any step further it's dark at night he's alone he surrounds himself with stone and falls asleep but then suddenly he dreams a dream very nice about severity action and suddenly the reborn shalom reveals himself you are not by yourself in a dark night that's what you think there is a whole lot of action i'm with you on every step and i'm i doubt if one of us have dreamt this hulam but all of us have to believe that the bonus loyola is behind everything that happens and watches on every step of us when we find ourselves and i believe everybody that's sitting here has found himself in such a situation lonely dark without knowing what to do being afraid hearing the noise and the screaming of the animals and sometimes like that it's from within at home and we are terrified we do not know what to do we have to remember the hinduism it's about we can either go down hulila or we can go up and come to big madraigas and work on ourselves and fix on ourselves and become better jews and better people and better parents i wish you all with my whole heart you should only go up in heaven and see a lot a lot of yiddish nagas from all your children thank you