Kesher Nafshi Krakow Trip #1 W/R Avi Weisensfeld

Reminisces very difficult personally to speak about the river of my life and I don't know what to say but no chance to speak about As a human being if you can say those words of Solomon bells Solomon bells said he met the money knew someone that knew the mother of the river of my life the and he said if not for that but I wouldn't know someone that knew the mother of the river I wouldn't believe that it was for someone to come out of a human being someone that reached the heights of the river of my life did was unbelievable. He became one of the inner circle to medium of the market and if the market was the river of the city then The river of my life the was the river of all the rivers But I tell you said that his safer was the safer show them for the average regular people the safer was the safer show them I can stay to go to my home and show them I can stay to say that a person needs to say has a good show has a color of a four like none other in fact he used to open up the during this by the night he would push it open up and read it for the would not have his own would say his own it only talk about what the river of my life said It was a tournament but he told me he was seven he read the river of my life it's like the river of my life Why am I telling you this cuz this is where we standing we standing in a good show A GOOD SHOW OF MY LIFE DID WE STANDING GOOD SHOW HOLDING in a place of my life good show of my life was good show was TO REACH HEIGHTS THAT NO OTHER HUMAN being was able to reach. Reb Itzik of Shabas was like he came from Shabas. He basically used to say with the safer has a koach to be holy shoes. If that's the safer, we're standing here. We're standing in a coin OF THE BAAL HASAYFER, of the one that wrote the safer everything IN ALL THE HOLY ONES THAT WERE INSIDE. How many stories and how many stories you can speak about the Reb Meilech. Just want to mention one. So they think perhaps there's something in it for us. Reb Meilech was famous with the idea. Reb Meilech had a brother Reb Zisha. And he used to travel. He used to go into galus, self-imposed. And he used to go from place to place. Nobody would recognize them. They wouldn't get any covered. And they would in them in their halachah. They would think that they got something. They would hold it with chutzpah and dares. And one time they ended up in an Can I try that? Someone came over to the Reb Zisha AND HE STARTED SMACKING HIM, MAKING FUN OF HIM. HE PULLED HIM INTO the circle. Everybody started laughing. And the Reb Meilech is looking at his brother Reb Zisha. Why is he getting all of this? I want some of this also. It's a very nice thing. It's wonderful. So he waited to the next round. They hopped his brother Reb Zisha again. Ah, why are they not taking me? He said, "You know what, Reb?" He said to his brother Reb Zisha, "Let's switch places. Obviously, IT'S THE PLACE THAT YOU'RE SITTING IN. THAT MUST BE THE PLACE THAT CAUSES them to hop you and make fun of you. And I want some of that. SO I'M GOING TO SWITCH WITH YOU." So Reb Meilech switches places with his brother Reb Zisha. And he's hoping, he's waiting for them to go to the same place, to take him and hop him and do all sorts of And they look and they look at the place and they know we need somebody else. And they go to the place where the Reb Meilech was sitting before that Reb Zisha is sitting. AND THEY HOP REB ZISHA AGAIN. They didn't know the difference. They looked very similar to each other. So Reb Meilech said, "It's a wonderful year. So you're both high. It's your sight for us. Sometimes we think perhaps the thought went through our mind at some point. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why is the Hashem doing this to us? Perhaps I'm in the wrong place. Perhaps I did the wrong thing. Perhaps I said the wrong thing. I remember that day maybe I shouted too much. Maybe I didn't give enough love. Maybe I didn't do this. Maybe I didn't do that. Well, here the holy REBBE TEACHES US NO. NO. THE HASHEM HAS A HUSBAND. THE HASHEM HAS A HUSBAND FOR EVERY SINGLE ONE. IT'S IRRELEVANT WHAT YOU DID. It's irrelevant what you said. It's irrelevant where you were. The Hashem HAS A HUSBAND. IF YOU GAVE YOU A CHILD, if you gave you a child THAT KEEPS YOU UP AT NIGHT, IF YOU GAVE YOU A CHILD THAT YOU CRY AND YOU CRY, HE GAVE YOU A CHILD THAT GAVE YOU SUCH CHALLENGES that makes you feel what's the point? WHAT AM I DOING THIS FOR? IT'S SO DIFFICULT. COMES 3:00, 4:00 IN THE MORNING you're wondering where is he? What's going on? THE REBBE TEACHES US IT'S OKAY. IT'S ALL RIGHT. EVERYTHING HAS A HUSBAND. THERE'S NO SHOT BECAUSE YOU'RE ON THIS SIDE. YOU'RE LIVING OVER here and you said I saw your neighbor, the Rebbe, the school, the teacher. A lot of people think THIS WAY. IT'S NATURAL for human beings. If only I would have sent to this school. If only I would have DONE THAT. WE HAVE TO INSTILL within us no. The Hashem has a husband. I brought people over here. I brought them over here. So many groups of them. I brought a group from Antwerp that came HERE TO BECOME THEMSELVES not to use technology anymore. But I remember what sticks out in my mind is one GROUP OF THEM. THEM THAT WERE STRUGGLING. THEM THAT FOUND it difficult to connect to this guide. To connect to this guide. To connect TO THIS GUIDE. TO CONNECT TO this guide. It bit talking and it for them. And we came over here to remember a mile over here to the chance to remember me clearly. And we gave the oil ON 15-20 MINUTES MAX. HOW LONG DO WE NEED TO TELL THE BOYS ON THE ENTRANCE saying so much to him what can we do here for so long? 20 minutes will be plenty. But boys, I have to tell you, an hour and a half later, I couldn't take the boys out. I couldn't sh- let them out because they were crying. They were crying and crying these boys today. How they are shamed or married, some of them with children. Only cuz over here with the Reb Milech has a holiness. Everything happens over here Reb boys say. We're here IN A MOCKING CONTEST AT MY EYES where the Reb Milech has a thriller. And the Reb SAY ME REB WE SAY IT EVERY MORNING those that do. She miracle dollars cover and we balance REB MILECH REB MILECH. WE WANT TO SEE THE MALICE. WE WANT TO SEE THE REB MILECH OF OUR CHILDREN THE BEAUTIFUL REB MILECH AND SHABBOS. AND THEY'RE THEY'RE SUFFERING. IT'S SO difficult for them. They don't have a connection. They just want to go CLOSE TO REB MILECH. THEY JUST WANT TO GO CLOSE TO YOU. THEY JUST want to love you. They want TO HAVE A CONNECTION. I DEAL with these boys every single day. They just want to love Hashem. THEY JUST DON'T KNOW HOW. THEY WANT TO LOVE HASHEM SHABBOS. THEY WANT TO LOVE AND WANT TO CONNECT BUT IT WAS SO DIFFICULT. REB BOYS SAY HERE WE are Reb REB REB. REB BOYS SAY REB REB REB. REB MILECH CHILDREN. REB MILECH CHILDREN REB MILECH [laughter] REB MILECH. THEY have finished Reb Milech children. IT'S ALWAYS A CONNECTION Reb Milech. WE CONNECTION TO REB MILECH CHILDREN THESE CHILDREN OF THE SHABBOS. THE SHABBOS THAT CAME DOWN FROM SHAMAYIM WITH A MISSION. Who knows WHAT THE MISSION WAS? MAYBE THE MISSION WAS FOR US. MAYBE THE MISSION WAS FOR US TO WORK ON OURSELVES. MAYBE THE MISSION WAS FOR US TO CHANGE OUR PERSPECTIVE A LITTLE BIT FROM WHAT WE GREW UP WITH, WHAT WE THOUGHT, WHAT WE HAD PLANNED IS HIGHLY GOING TO SHOW US. GIVE US OUR CHILDREN, OUR HIGHLY GOOD CHILDREN, OUR HIGHLY GOOD SHAMANS. WE JUST WANT TO HUG THEM AND KISS THEM ALL DAY. THESE ARE THE SHAMANS OF HAVING TO DO THINGS THAT PERHAPS WE DON'T AGREE WITH, WE CAN GROW UP WITH AND I DON'T WE'RE NOT IT'S NOT OUR HOME. BUT THEY'RE STILL OUR CHILDREN. THESE ARE OUR CHILDREN. THESE ARE THE SHAMANS THAT THE ABISHINA SENT US. AND REMEMBER, REMEMBER, REMEMBER TO GOVERN FOR THEM. GOVERN THAT THEY GET A CONNECTION. GOVERN THAT THEY GET A LOVE OF YOU, THE SKY. GOVERN FOR US. HELP US. GIVE US THE WITH OUR SHAM. WITH THE SHAM AND WE PRAY ALL. WE PRAY THAT WE WALK OUT OF THIS AND PEOPLE ACCEPTING PEOPLE, LOVING PEOPLE. SAME ABILITY THAT YOU PUT INTO OUR HEARTS AND YOU CAN look at each and every single one, whether they're doing the things that we want, whether they're doing the things that we don't want and it's so difficult. It's so hard for us. It's embarrassing for us. We didn't expect this. THIS IS NOT WHAT WE WANTED. This is not WHAT WE DREAMED OF. IT'S SO HARD FOR US. IT'S EMBARRASSING FOR US. WE DIDN'T EXPECT THIS. THIS IS NOT WHAT WE WANTED. THIS is not what we dreamed of. I want the Abishina to understand that the Abishina might have told us with the Abishina. It doesn't MAKE A DIFFERENCE WHERE YOU ARE. THE ABISHINA IS A HUSBAND. GO TO ABISHINA IN THE TOWER WITH YOU. YOU HAVE TO EMBRACE the test. You have to embrace THE CHALLENGE OF A HERO. ABISHINA SAYS THE ABISHINA. SHARI SHAMAYIM TSAH. THE GATES OF SHAMAYIM ARE OPEN. IN THIS ABISHINA AND MY ABISHINA. ABISHINA ABISHINA ABISHINA ABISHINA. THE SHAMAYIM IS OPEN. RIGHT ABOVE US, you have an opportunity TO DIVE IN AND LET'S POUR OUT OUR HEARTS MAMA AND ALSO >> [laughter] >> FOR EVERYTHING WE NEED TO BE ABLE TO GET THROUGH THIS because of the saddiq, because of our tefilos, BECAUSE OF ALL OF THE WE PUT INTO OUR CHILDREN, OUR BEAUTIFUL NESHAMOS. May Hashem help us. We'll walk out of here as different people, as more connected people, as more loving people, more accepting people with the siyata dishmaya. We'll be able to embrace our children with the greatest love and the greatest ahavah that's emes, that's real with the siyata dishmaya. We shall