Living A Life of Emunah - Rabbi David Ashear Shlit"a

welcome everyone to tonight's cheer we'd like to be against your customers so Mrs ladies and steinmans of why Spain for sponsoring tonight's year activities requested a Kimmel family for the support of tonight's news [Music] retire at 718 eight five one eight six five one email ISD Toshiba net.com series to speak a living a life of amunas by covert Dakota Russia [Music] thank you for the uh to speak here this is and thank you for all the great work that does for cloud Israel at Large [Music] we're almost uh holding by Tisha by AV it's very hard for us to feel the morning at the bedtime because it's been so many [Music] almost 2 000 years since we lost it once said people they pray very hard Hashem we need wisdom help us we pray to enable help us with our problems but when we come to the parts of the amida about him maybe our kavana is not as great said if we would only know that if the sheikhina returned to Sion we wouldn't have any problems we would have so much more kavana but that's not why we want the beta macdash you always hear when a tragedy happens we need mashiach now we need mashiach that's not why we want mashiach that's an added bonus that will be out of all this when we went into exile the sheikhina also went into exile it says in Exile how do we feel the pain of the shekhina Hashem is in galoud what does that mean to me I once heard a martial from Rabbi zamir Cohen he said imagine the king found out that his son committed a terrible crime and was sentenced to five years in prison and in those days prison was very it was terrible conditions he was only going to be fed bread and water and he was going to be lying on the floor they weren't even giving him a bed and the King finds out about this and he says Ah my son what could I do that rules other rules that night the King goes sits at his Royal dining room table with all the Delicacies of the world and he says I can't eat this my son's eating bread and water I just want bread and water King you can't have bread and water you're the king that's all I could eat the king eats bread and water then he goes to sleep that night on the Royal bed he says I can't sleep like this put me on the floor the floor you're the king my son my son is sleeping on the floor I can't sleep on my bed and for weeks and weeks and weeks the king is sleeping on the floor and he's eating bread and water when the son finds out about his father what his father is going through any child with a heart who is he gonna feel worse for himself or his father himself he did the crime he deserves it but my father what did my father do why should he have to suffer immediately the boy is going to start becoming better and say if I behave could you get me out earlier I don't want my father to be suffering like this this is how we have to feel we sin but what did our father do why should our father be suffering what could I do to get Hashem out of this what do I need to do stop hating people okay I'll stop to have to be better in this area I'll do it what wouldn't I do for my father people say don't we have everything great today look at eres Israel look at how much Torah is there it's built up the city is great I heard another Michelle imagine there was a wedding and everything was set the Banquets ready the part the ballroom the bride the marches the khupa but they're just waiting for the groom where's the groom we're ready to start where's the groom there's nowhere to be found they look into it and they found out the groom took a flight out of New York he left he got nervous at that moment the party is going to turn into mourning look at this poor bride she's all ready for the wedding and there's no there's no khatan that's what it's like yes it is great but we're missing the Shekinah we're missing the groom and what caused what's the cause of all of this it is only because of our sins why we're still here Hashem desires us so badly we read in last week's begins his rebuke before he passes away and he told the Jewish people it was a 11-day journey from foreign Hashem was hurrying he wanted you so badly he gave you Kippy SATA you did it in three days look what you caused it was your sins that caused a 40-year detour Hashem loves us he wants to bless us he wants to give us he wants to be close to us it's our sins that block him from it we know David he sangam is more over the qurban misses Miss more it should be kinale David why are you singing in this mode says oh because Hashem took his wrath out on sticks and stones rather than his precious people he said you call the beta miktash sticks and stones the holiest place on Earth he says yeah in comparison to the Jewish people even the betta mcdash is just sticks and stones we are hashem's pride and joy everything that we do is what matters is a representation of our relationship with him when we're close to him he's with us he brings down his presence he wants us ha came in he walked into the kodesh kadashim a place where no Jews were allowed only the Cohen gadol once a year on the holiest day of the year after seven days of preparation and Titus walks right into this holy makom and he takes a sephir Torah and he rolls out the Scrolls on the floor and he takes a Zona and commits an act of zenu right in that how disgusting how does that make us feel says you know what's worse than that what could be worse than that worse than that act is when any Jew even the simplest Jew has even one impure thought does more damage than anything could ever do what one impure thought he says because we are created Hashem doesn't have an image Hashem is called the bowel cohort Hashem is connected he's influencing the upper worlds he influences the lower worlds everything happens because of him and he created us with that power we also have cohort we are connected to the upper worlds to the lower we you know what we do once anything we do is connected all over on the other side of the world is affected because of our Deeds what we do is what matters no one should ever think one time I'll just do this nobody's looking every single deed is huge and every single deed counts [Music] somebody once asked him he quoted him from the tikone Zohar it says any Mitzvah that's done without fear and trepidation and the proper cabinet and love for Hashem doesn't go up to shamaim she said how are our Deeds gonna make it we don't have all these kavanot like the old Generations said let me tell you a story I once met a baker and I asked him how things were he said Rabbi my life so hard I wake up at two o'clock in the morning and I'm baking the whole night and when the customers finally come in all they do is complain this bread is too round this one's too soft this one's too hard and when I tell them the prices they go to my competition so difficult then I saw this fellow after World War one broke out and he looked so happy I said what's going on why are you so happy he said business is great I said why he says nobody asked any questions they just want bread they don't care if it's hard they don't care if it's off they don't go to my competition they just take it we're in the time of War M said oh you taught me a great lesson today we are in a time of battle is battling us thank you we're in a time of fierce battle with the yes and every deed we do Hashem doesn't ask questions just give it to me he takes it if said that in the early 1900s what would he say today in 2023 with the yes dancing in the streets how every little deed is so belovedashem how somebody turns away from looking at something that he shouldn't be looking at how precious is it we have to utilize the opportunities when we still have them we're at the end of days doorstep another fellow once told he said I can't wait for mashiach to come then I'll finally be able to serve Hashem the way I want to now I can it's too hard but when I don't have yet said I'll be able to serve him and then I'll be able to gain Allah said not so fast when mashiach comes since there's no yet you're not going to be able to earn reward anymore so they asked doesn't that right that all of our grades did not want mashiach so they could rule over the world or so they could eat and drink and be merry they wanted mashiach so they could be free to learn Torah and earn merits and acquire the world to come say that can we earn the world to come or can we earn the world to come answers based on that sabim he says it's true once the yet is slaughtered we can no longer overcome any tests that's it it's over the game's over however if while the yet sarada is still here you're able to overcome a test you will be rewarded for all of the days of mashiach as you continue to do that mitzvah although there's no more tests because you proved yourself you beat it already and you will earn reward someone who's able to learn now with all the distractions and everything pulling him in every direction and he comes home at night and he's so tired and I just want to relax and he goes out to learn team then when mashiach comes and he has his same Torah he's gonna gain reward even though it's going to be so easy even it's go it's even though it's gonna be obvious what else would I do other than learn now is the time when we could still prove ourselves The Villa nagaon says the worst gehinam is Regret but we could have had it was so easy why didn't I do it why did I overcome it now is the time there are three individuals that Hashem proclaims in shamaim he makes an announcement about them every single day how great they are who are the three individuals Hotel a single man who lives in the city but doesn't sin foreign a poor man who finds a lost object and returns it and a wealthy man uh he gives his head in private these three people Hashem goes crazy for what is so great about them you see these three individuals have burning desires a bachelor in the city a poor man who needs every penny and a wealthy man who can get so much honor from his money and they all squelch their desire D Hashem alone just me and you Hashem nobody knows if this bachelor sins or doesn't sin and he holds back for Hashem nobody would know if this poor man puts the money in his pocket and walks away just Hashem nobody knows that this rich man is giving his money privately it's only me and you Hashem Hashem says nephesh for me not for the honor not for what you're going to get out of it just for me Hashem goes crazy he announces you in shamaim there's nobody like him one of the most private parts that we have is our heart nobody knows what's in a person's heart nobody knows a person's feelings does he hate doesn't he hate we know how to cover things up does he have doesn't he have been is he afraid is he not afraid the heart is very private it's something that's only between us and Hashem you know what it says about the heart of Arona kohen I read something today unbelievable it says every time aharon's death is mentioned in the Torah it makes a point to tell us I'll give UL edits he's buried on hard foreign he's buried by the border of Edom why is that important for us to know our own is buried on the border of Edom by moshera Benoit says he was buried mulbetor and the transport bring from the midrash it's to teach us that whenever the kittur tries to get us in trouble we say sorry Ben was right there Moshe protects us so it seems like aharon being buried by the border of verdome is protecting us from some kid says Edom is par excellence didn't serve his father for 22 years and asab was there tell us what is the word it come to include when Brothers honor each other it's actually a great kavod to the parent the parent sees his children honor each other he loves it the parent loves to see the children honor each other it's not only says when the younger honors the older if the older honors the younger what an honor that is to the parent look at my children they honor each other used to be the spokesman for Claudius Israel when was said Rashi says the one who you always send was in direct communication with Hashem and then all of a sudden one day out of nowhere and it goes to Moshe and Hashem tells Moshe go greet your brother aharon my brother Aaron you're the leader now imagine is talking to Hashem his whole life and now he loses it to his younger brother do you know what type of pleasure it's brought down a navi experiences communicating with Hashem is losing that now no more when it says from now on Hashem even when it says it wasn't director Arun foreign my whole life hashem's talking to me now he has to go through my younger brother to give me a message that's a huge test even for one time in life to go through that test he was happy I'm so happy for my younger brother he's going to experience that wonderful feeling he's going to be close to Hashem Hashem said put the effort heart but that test wasn't only for one day that test was for the next 40 years every time could think what about me and Aaron was happy for more share for 40 years because the proof is the koshan stayed on his heart Hashem said you know how to honor your father you tried to kill your brother of course he honored his father he even honored his brother he shuts down for all of eternity because of his heart because the heart of aharon who knows what's in his heart who knows it's only Hashem what's in my heart our heart is so private but it's such a kid when we change our heart in honor of him do it for who is he happy for he knows it's that son Hashem I'm happy because that's what Hashem wants people say how could I forgive how could I do this how it's not so Hashem what else do you need to know I was speaking to a woman recently I felt so bad for her she was telling me about a child of hers who was in the hospital and they had to do a spine operation on him and loha Leno they cut something wrong and he was brain dead and she had so much animosity towards the doctor and towards this one and that one and there were so many people said who could have helped before that happened and they didn't and this organization and this one and that one and she had everyone to blame and she started learning and she came to me and she said I know Hashem was in charge I know it was all Hashem I just can't get over this one person she was they were right there they could have helped I can't but I want to forgive them because I know it's Hashem what should I do I told her you're a hero look at you you have every reason to be angry and you're trying to see what you could do to forgive and get the anger out of your heart you know what they're saying about you in shamayim she's asking for advice please I want to forgive tell me what to do I told you you know how proud Hashem is of you this is an avodah of Our Own Heart I can't forgive what he did to me it's not forgivable on the surface level you may be right but this is Hashem in the world Hashem says he's not in charge this guy I did it you care about me forgive him how is it that the first beta mikdash they committed the words and 70 years later the beta macdash is back but for the sin of Sinatra Nam we're still suffering for two thousand years why can't we fix it the answer is because the other three everyone knows is wrong of course it's wrong I can't rationalize murder how could I rationalize arayat but synonym for me it's allowed to hate him what he did we rationalize and we rationalize and we rationalize and that's why we're still here because Sinatra Nam is always rationalized there's always a good reason but Hashem says it's not allowed [Music] the rare cases that sinach is allowed is is so rare it never applies you want to do an act like Hashem change your heart take out the animosity and say Hashem I know nobody knows this other than you nobody knows I know how to smile to people but deep down I hate him but I'm gonna take the hatred out for you Hashem will announce in shamayim look at my precious child look at this sacrifice he's making for me that nobody else knows the service of trusting in Hashem of relying on Hashem of not fearing men of not worrying about this one's going to do and what that one's gonna do and what about him and what about her and how this Shad Khan caused my problem and that shot khanid and this one and that nonsense stop complaining about people there's nobody other than Hashem but we could say the words but how do we feel in our heart do we really feel that way we just talk people aren't reliable anyway it's not worth it don't don't invest in them they can't help you out there I want to share with you a story recently happened and I want to thank Hashem in public I was out of town and Hashem I always try Hashem that when I have to travel I try to schedule my flights that I shouldn't have to miss mignon so this last trip somebody scheduled My Flights I saw my flight back as 1 pm it was out of the country and the mignon there was 8 am I said okay give me enough time everything's good the person calls me it was a Tuesday he said okay the driver is going to pick you up Thursday morning at 8. I said why so early the flight's at one I said oh you're leaving from a different airport it's three hours away it's International you got to be there by 11 you have to leave at 8. in the town is eight o'clock it's the only flight the whole day Thursday if you miss this one you won't be home for Shabbat you're stuck I said okay let me see what I could do so on Wednesday morning after mignon there's 12 people in the show I go to the gabai I say what do you think about diving tomorrow at seven are you crazy no one here's davening at seven I said ah you and me make an announcement okay after he gets up anybody here want to dive in tomorrow at seven he said ah some guy is asking you want to do it or not not one person said yes see I told you sorry I said ah I don't need you people maybe I'll find somewhere I start thought maybe on the way to the airport there's no mignon for miles and miles and my impossible I said Hashem please I always try I really want mignon please Hashem you help me that night seven o'clock 702 you have the same 12 people there seven hasidi Morgan so what's going on they said the rebbe just landed the rebbe which rebe the Alexander rebbies here I said who's that it's big rebby I said okay great the rebbe walks in everyone's kissing his hand he comes up to the front and minha afterwards I said they said okay what time is 9 30. okay we'll be back I said what's going on he said oh the rebbe is here for a month to be first getting in today the seven of us came with him I said what about tomorrow morning oh yeah we have three more people coming tonight we're diving ourselves I said where about a mile away I said with the rebe diving at Sevens at seven I said okay great could I come of course I said I don't have a car I'll pick you up the next morning at 6 30 the man pulls up in front my hotel I get in the car and I dive in with the rebbe I said Thank You Hashem in the middle of nowhere I got the mignon people are not reliable but hashem's reliable Hashem wants our hearts the first to shabbat was caused because of a lack of betahon we cried and complained we didn't trust in Hashem part of the tikku and we need to make is to trust in him more sometimes we see things happening very difficult people say how could this be good how could me suffering like this for so long be good it's not good I can't serve Hashem properly I can't do this I can't do that how could this be Mercy I'm in such pain they're asking very strong questions how could that be Mercy and they learn about how loving and merciful Hashem is and that's precisely why they have such questions we have to know even more was not privy to this information is Hashem told him you want to know my ways and he showed him the following scene he showed him there was a man who went to the river to get a drink and his wallet stuffed with cash fell out of his pocket he walked away man number two comes sees the wallet on the floor puts it in his pocket and walks away in the meantime man number three comes he's relaxing by the river man comes number one comes back where's my wallet where's my wallet he sees man number three by the river where's my wallet I don't know what you're talking about where's my wallet give me my wallet he starts beating him and beating him and he kills him says where's the justice how could this be Hashem says you can't understand my ways you see man number one he stole that wallet from man number two I brought it about man number two got his money back man number three the other day he murdered man number one's father I brought about his death through man number one we have such a narrow view of the world we can't possibly understand but even what seems to be the biggest cruelty is always Mercy I heard a story recently Lo aleno there was a young boy somebody poured a burning hot cup of tea put it on the table and walked out of the room and this little boy was at the table he took the cup and he took a big gulp and he burned his throat he started screaming they called the ambulance the ambulance came the boy was screaming bitter tears he was going crazy they would bring him to the emergency room the father couldn't bear to listen to the agony his son was in he tells the paramedic could you give him something just to calm him down he said sorry and we're not allowed you're not allowed look at my son he's gone crazy sorry I'm not allowed a couple of minutes later he's going wild he's screaming please just give him something sorry I'm not allowed he said if you had a Heart of Stone your heart should melt from my son's cries he wouldn't budge we got to the emergency room I tell the doctor please give my son in the meantime something to calm down of course he gives him something to calm down a minute later the child starts gasping for air he can't breathe they quickly run into action they give him oxygen and they put a tube down his throat they open up the air passage he's able to breathe they save his life they discovered afterwards the swelling in his throat was so big it was closing up his Airways completely but while he was crying in the ambulance the moisture going down his throat was keeping it open just enough for him to breathe and the ambulance they didn't have the equipment the tools if he wouldn't have been able to breathe to save his life this is when the father said I can't believe it I thought it was such cruelty my son was screaming and they had no heart now I see this was the mercy of Hashem saving my son's life it's always like that no matter how much pain the person's in and how much he's crying and I can't believe this and we can't believe it it's still Mercy it still hashem's Mercy and we have to believe it and we have to stop complaining and stop questioning you could have people who are praying non-stop they want something so badly they keep asking and asking and then all of a sudden one day they just turn away and they don't want to look at Hashem and they don't want to talk to him anymore and I have a question it says that the greatest connection we could have to Hashem in this world is through our Tiffy Lord we're talking one-on-one personally then we're connecting them How could somebody dive in for so long and then just turn away the answer is the pasuk says Evo vedorship Young Lions become impoverished and hungry but those who seek out Hashem never lack any good it seems like from this pasuk that the lions are being contrasted to those who seek out Hashem Lions don't seek out Hashem and they can go hungry but those who are doing Hashem they always have everything so Lions don't seek out Hashem yet it says in another that the Lions ask Hashem for their sustenance for their food which means they are seeking out Hashem so make up your mind are the Lions seeking Hashem or not and one answer I once heard was I once saw is that yeah the Lions call out to Hashem for their sustenance but that doesn't mean that their daughter Hashem they don't see kashem they believe he's in charge of the food so they come to him for help but they're not interested in Hashem they don't really care about him they just want to use him to get what they want it is possible for a person to believe in Hashem to pray three times a day with all his heart but have no interest in Hashem a person who is adoresh Hashem is someone who wants to be close to Hashem who's someone who's looking to please Hashem our knowledge of Hashem should bring us to stand in awe of him to want to know more about him to get closer to him what's the test if we are doing Hashem well we just ask because we care about ourselves the test is when you don't get what you're asking for you say goodbye you're not helping me Hashem I'll go somewhere else but if you're a donation Hashem you continue to serve him with joy you say if this is what you want from me Hashem I'll serve you like this I was talking to somebody recently he's not married and he considers himself an older single although he's not that old and he said to me I can't concentrate on anything else I can't focus on my learning my this my business my nothing if I'm not married I can't do anything and I started telling him maybe there's a little more oh give me a singular to get married what should I do give me advice I said listen to me there's much more to life than being married of course marriage is a goal marriage is a Mitzvah and if you're trying to get married and doing your history and it's not working out it just means that at this moment in your life it's rason Hashem for you not to be married but you have such a big purpose in this world if you will only focus on if I'm not getting what I want I can't live you are missing out on life you are missing out on your purpose very often people get so wrapped up in what they want and if I can't have what I want I can't function and you miss the whole boat the goal was for you to produce without that desire at this moment and if you miss that you missed part of life we all know the famous he was confined to a cave for 13 years when he came out he was so great how did he become so great it was because of the difficulty in his learning day and night in a dark cave buried in the sand when his skin was filled with cracks one might have thought you know how great was why didn't Hashem make a miracle and give him luxurious conditions give him a nice marble floor and a comfortable bed he's doing avodat Hashem because Hashem know his greatness was only going to come from his toil we could only imagine the dreariness of being trapped in a cave worried about if you're ever gonna get out worrying if you're gonna make it out and why was he there because someone spoke La Shona about him it's only natural to think I don't deserve to be here if he wouldn't have said that that I wouldn't be here today it's not fair if it is would have prayed day and night day and night get me out of here Hashem let me go back to my community it would have been understandable makes sense he's praying day and night to get out but if he would have done that he would have missed out on becoming you know what he could have said Hashem is it fair that I'm in a cave you know who I am you know my community I have to lead you know how many people rely upon me now I'm alone with one person Hashem I can't even eat the Matson pesach I can't even shake the lulav in a drug I can't sit in a sukkah I can't make you douche I can't eat I can't hear is this alive [Music] sounds like great claims Hashem said this is your purpose instead of fighting it he says if this is where you want me to be Hashem this is where I have to grow and he sat down in that cave day and night and he produced the Zohar whose light continues to illuminate the world until mashiach you cannot be in a situation in life and just cry and complain and say I can't do anything till I get out cause then you're missing out on what life's all about we love to get our Wills fulfilled we love to have our desires fulfilled and we hope they do and we hope we do get out and we hope we do get married and we get a child and we get that money but until it comes don't miss out on your purpose your purpose was to serve Hashem like that what you think is your biggest obstacle was what you needed to produce I once heard of Michelle there was this dove that was born without wings the only Bird Without Wings all of its friends and relatives every day would fly all over the world and come back and talk about their great Journeys and all the beautiful sights and this Dove would hobble he couldn't even walk straight and he would walk from a inch to inch and that's it and every day you had to hear his friends and and relatives talking and he said it's not fair why can I have wings it's not fair I can't bear this anymore and one day he cried and cried Hashem please give me wings sure enough the next morning the dove wakes up and he has these two big black wings at its side but it didn't even know what the wings were and as always it tried to walk like it used to and this time when it's walking it's stumbling over the wings and it's falling and it's falling and he says Hashem it's bad enough that I can't I all I can do is I can't fly now I can't even walk and a bat call came out from shamaim and said my precious bird those are your wings they're not obstacles flap them and you'll soar to the greatest Heights sometimes we complain Hashem it's bad enough I have this now you do this to me Hashem says oh if you would only know if you could serve me like that you'd be greater than the godollador you'd fulfill your purpose you'll be in the highest places in gun Eden trust me this is what you need to do don't fight it says that Hashem he cries every single day over the qurban he says foreign but when the Jewish people Gather in shul and they say Amen yes Hashem says he regrets destroying the beta when we get into come to school and we praise him instead of complaining turn your complaints into praise do you know what our basic responsibility is towards Hashem we're going to read in this week's famous says you know what that means to love Hashem he says it means you have to love Hashem as if you received your greatest desire he imagines somebody who went 20 years without a child I saw a video of him of a man this past year 20 years without a child and he had a baby boy and at the baritmila he's saying the sheikhiana and he's crying the love that this individual has for Hashem at that moment you gave me my son we all have to have that love every single day because if he gave you your heart's desires foreign imagine someone was told he's gonna die and then Hashem saved his life someone called me recently he said it was right after the fast of shivas he was going to sleep that night and he started feeling a little chest pain o was indigestion he waited a little he kept feeling it his wife said call an ambulance he called that Salah they came to his house and they said we're going to take you to this hospital he says his wife said I don't want to go to that hospital I want to go to that hospital is that this one's three minutes away that one's 12 minutes away I want to go to that one they went to the second Hospital they get there it's a mob scene the emergency room's packed they make connections he finally gets in they do an EKG they take blood tests everything looks fine you're okay they give him some medication to take the pain away he's fine there's a let's keep you here a little longer at three o'clock in the morning they did another test another EKG everything looks great at eight o'clock in the morning a third time this is Friday morning you look fine his enzyme level was a little high they're ready to send them home the doctor said let's just do an angiogram just to be sure they look at the schedule there's 24 angiograms that day they're not going to make it they said if we rush you in right this second we can make it but the first one of the day he says they're rushing me down the hallway I'm totally fine they're rushing me we get in there I get out back to my room the doctor says I just saved your life he says what your main artery was 99 blocked another artery was 76 blocked I put in two stents he said what I walk four miles every day I watch what I eat I had no idea of the danger that I was in his cousin who's a cardiologist came to visit him he said I saw all your numbers in the hospital the test they did on you he said it makes no sense that they did that angiogram you were totally fine and that first hospital doesn't even do angiograms on site they send you away there's no way they would have done it there he the man is crying on the phone Hashem saved my life Hashem saved my life and I'm thinking in my mind the love that this man asked for Hashem at that moment we have to have every single day as if Hashem just gave us life because he does give us life as if a person just won the lottery the Euphoria Hashem I'll do anything for you that's Our obligation at all times of day I love you Hashem you do everything for me what do you want from me you want me to you want me to filter my phone you want me to not have Smart but you want me to not have empty what do you want I'll do it you want me to learn more I'll do it you want me to not hate this person I'll do it for you that should be our for that Hashem whatever you want I love you ashem when we have this attitude our service becomes so great says that the main of the best Abu dhab a person is serving Hashem I owe you I owe you everything you want me to wake up a little earlier and learn of course I'll do it what wouldn't I do for you this is the day the beta mikdash was for us to learn how to make ourselves into a better our heart is our heart is so private we have to serve Hashem with our hearts we have to serve Hashem with hakara tov we have to serve Hashem with bitahon with emuna with happiness without complaining and when we do our part Hashem yearns for us he wants us we are the only ones stopping him we are the ones holding things back and everyone could say Well when he does it when he does it when this one does it stop blaming everybody else what could I do Hashem what am I going to do for you on this so we could turn the Tisha into the holiday that it's supposed to be what am I gonna do for you if everybody says that and everybody's able to change their hearts then we will have the geological amen [Music] foreign [Music] have a great exclusive sponsoring your share and helping sure you're tired of bringing these inspiring Justice to the community cold air conditioner tire at 718-851-8651 or email ist yeshivana.com [Music]