Chizuk - Rabbi Elozor Boruch Bold

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to borough pakistan i used to go to williamsburg many nights but it's too much koika for me so i came to bara park by a sheer and i couldn't dave marvel with this because i had to by great the out you usually always have marv after the share over there in bara park installing the show i had to take the rov go out he was going to muncie and i paid the car service i gave him a check and i was a writer so i missed my riff so i had this i went to boba for 11 o'clock i didn't go down this whole summer and bubba was madish meyer it was the first time this summer and i just happened to be about eleven o'clock after with my riff aid comes over to me he wants to talk to me he wants to sponsor who you are i'm a son of this and this raw office and say listen whatever you want to announce i'll announce how much is it a dollar if he wants to sponsor his father kids he took out a check and he gave me 500 i didn't ask him i didn't know what he says take it so he says you know with my shirt i i wasn't going to comment that out of my eyes i just came here to davon marie because i had to send home thereof and now he gave me a check it says you know we have no time we're busy running after the mahdi showroom three shirin at night each of them by day and we have no time and they wish to send so he says you know you told me this because i feel good i have something to share with you he heard from his friend a speaker he went to speak in a different state and he came to the airport and he and he was getting late you know today all the planes are being pushed off and pushed off and and the speaker realized that he's going to miss his russia he's not going to make it anymore he called up please make a different arrangement and he sees the altar she's sitting there with a safe and sitting there and sitting there also for hours and he's not so nervous like himself so he goes up to me aren't you nervous that you're missing the plane waiting for hours so he says listen i was supposed to be here with sundeck on my nickel to go to a different state it's not brachet and we'll go straight home and they both went home without it she says why you're not excited it didn't bother you that you're missing the plane missing some of the coins of your inaugural she says i heard the vote from kazmir in the morning every day in the morning the abyss dip appears every step of the way where you go every day make american or you say hey every step of the way what's going to be a b shape appears every step i did my status to come if i couldn't make it i couldn't make it but i did my status quo says if someone has a question a tiny why he didn't make it so he says it's he's brought allah it's a brah so um so he says what are you i i know every step if this is what hashem wants this is what i'm going to do so melee he was nervous if your person knows that every step of his way is guard bashem then he's not nervous when it not everything worked out the way he could this is our boy's eye every year in his life so some things go the way you want some things don't go the way you want you have to know america we try our startles but the abstract runs the show we just learned yesterday and the gemara getting on the internet of being sorry everybody knows this story of the son and daughter of rabbi ishmael korean god alicia they came the gemara says and what did yuri and navi cry a leilani bahia there were millions of eden being going to galas dying on which two do i cry al and these two and so the ibrahim says the two children they went and they landed up by two masters and one master says i'm such a nice boy and one such a nice girl let's make a shidduch and man have the children will be our slaves and be nice kids and they came together and he's crying the whole night i'm the son of a clan i should marry a shift and she was crying all night i'm gonna do it over here i should marry a avid a slave in the morning they woke up when they saw dallas came light in the room and then they saw each other they cried further and they hugged each other until they went after this is the story of the gemara and yemen says it describes more and the peoples describes more the story in pietrov gimmel describes a little more details that the masters were outside listening what they're doing and you was shocked about the story what's the significance about this story that on these two you're crying guns clients from this and these two the banana asks what more the whole night they were crying it came the morning they saw each other that we've been crying more is gabra what they should have been missing we found each other now we can make fully married we don't and we're not gonna have kids we're not gonna and we'll survive i don't have to marry a shift they should have been happy affected by any other and his turrets i don't understand it's a very smart what's what's why the crying of these two i think there's two lessons that you have to he that this story tells us i looked in my fashion i couldn't find the shot number one is when one cries on the other we find that yes it means that you're crying for the other person a person has his own sorrow and thinks about yennem when she saw him and he saw they started crying on each other for yenem that's why there was grab bro look what my brother went through look what my sister went through that was the meadows of israel in the odza but they felt more the pain of vienna that's one lesson but there's a second which is even more than the first if you think about it how did the brother and sister that came from you shalom that landed up two neighbors it doesn't repeat their two neighbors millions of lead and flying all over the world different ships different countries sold slavery and they should come and land right near two neighbors in each other this is a chance of one in a million maybe and the to render a protest from beginning till the end he's going to this ship and that ship and they landed till they came together in the one place so when they saw in the morning that in in the darkness of golis there's a they was crying from instructions from over emotion that's where they want us grabbed them here we find things in life like that and every tsar we find things that is sir and here we were all mixed up we have good things and bad things just go to practice and this is what we haven't been i'm sorry until now the first three weeks was crying and then we're coming to shabbos we have to figure out how are we going to get in here what changed what where are we going to get in in hamas a girl it's not stam shab is not who and we have in we find him says four times in the first capital that's in the period we said in the kinesis the piece and then we finish off then we'll have we have no no so what are we saying it's a contradiction we find in the gamora a fascinating embarra the gomorrah says call me shayna behest upon him someone that does not have in his life a yi that does not have in his life hardship hester hidden from hashem aina muhammad a person has times in his life that he screams with his entire heart on the taurus that comes and he doesn't get answered you have that that's a simion goddess you're a jew masha explains in the time when mushy bisa make this was built yes shampoo of the bishop's face was straightforward you always saw hashem in your life now it's hest upon him debish is hiding it's in the side you don't always see him if someone sees hardship that's as similar take the gemara upon him someone that doesn't find the ambitious face in the hamster that's not eat a heat always there is a hardship in the hardship there's a parliament of the hebrews there yet a person has to find the poem of the habitat we went through so much shortness down on khalid's role these past two years and is on the side of the space i don't know how they could survive the taurus they went through but in the same time every thought that we had was so many nissan was it in how many people were saved was it in khalid 700 baham fell down and only three died knee sim guru him 25 feet falling down and in shari said a hospital you all remember that opened up like pasha's kaira flored who did go who didn't go in every place there's so much nissim and so much star so the truth is we don't have a manager we don't have yet but you have to find comfort in ami that we're part of the nation of hashem that hashem considers us his children [Music] i'm your guard he calls us he blows every eid this is the nakami in the golis we have army and we have yoyman ali this is our tick for angolas so in every hardship we have to find the good in especially these times we went in through this year everybody knows there was an island a fetus in carlisle everything was falling and falling and falling which is things that we don't understand or try to explain it soon but we don't understand these things from the beginning after the corona people fall and kaleem people falling and at his role the tilium the rockets were flying and falling and eden what people are going through we have to understand something i heard from the cross over he says when things shake up in this world that means the abyss has a lot of tsar and goddess and he he's leaving it out it's siren goddess he wants to move out of the gunners when the sarah then things start shaking up but but more than that i want to explain what is the innova fetus of the falling we find that this goddess is called nephila falling the master victory right tish above is called yoim nephila a day of falling we finally say uh david hanley every single day it's falling what's shot falling it's falling at bay says rebbe had a kindness in his hand it means and in the middle of the middle of saying guinness he read the passage they threw down from the shaman from the sky killed the floor he threw us down when he made heart of the basement he threw us down from the sky till the ground that's how much big the falling was so rashy says there's no bigger falling than that [Music] resources cumbersome you'll fall and fall in kins pick yourselves up zak tigamara by marov and xiaomi dr you're going to fall he made a comma stop before the word come not inaudible to pick yourself up no fla like they fixed the problem of the passage they broke the past second half zak di gemara even though dominar didn't say the northern ashrae but still he put it together in the passage of hashem he put the noon in the samba together why do you put it you skip the plastic and you put it into the sun because every person in this world that falls hashem has to pick them up in the same passage that's why ness and then miracles right after nafila you have a nest the summer is a smear you get picked up when you uh meat falls in a pot how much it's in a feeler look depends currently how much is this bottle are 60 because the abstract right away any falling in this world hashem has to pick up the person this is the indian of the feeler of gollus i was once barack timeza and asked him questions i asked him a question but he didn't answer me the question but he answered it with a vote i asked him older balabatam that work and make a lot of money for the kids in any car they also want to retire and sit and learn but they're afraid their kids are going to go work they're going to fall from their rohnias to go out to the world it's not simple they'll fall from rochnias so should should they retire and let the kids go work obviously hell that they shouldn't because if you can hold out you have to hold out but he told me this is the last piece he brings down this gomorrah of norfolk cumbersome why is it so he says but austin goddess we're falling every day for no fellas such as darwin my fellas falling falling falling till we'll fall and fall we can't fall anymore then cumbersome to show if a person falls and falls and can't fall anymore then they wish to take us out so the time came already we fell we can't fall anymore we have to pick ourselves up and tell me the machine you're following you're following your following mechanism like why am i saying that they're allowed they could go to work they have no problems with yet horrors but this youngest that's what he's telling me but this gullis is the engine of falling that we need to pick ourselves up celebrity to the dumps and then he picks ourselves up they pick themselves up a person can't get the heights unless he falls the abysses till she picked up so high with the achimola navi therefore these days we need a lot of hezekina muna a lot of and sometimes we get so busy we see this iris abish is waking us up so many times and we get caught up with the news and we forget to ikky to ms kazakh hashem and i would like to speak about a few questions that people ask and i and and i i want to discuss the two two main questions that i know people asked uh many many people go on the questions with these questions one of them is i was interviewed by komavasa after they had the whole story in colleen because i'm a calendar and they asked me certain questions and one of the questions they asked me was how could it be that it happened such a story in kalim everybody knows that the kalinin rebel was the most watching initiative he closed the schools in america and stole the first before any show in the world closed he was going he was seeing magog masks till the last minute all over the world he was so mahpid and bok hashem david shaw invited he has a few thousand families all over the world hasidim with their children and wives over ten thousand whoever listened nobody died it's a miracle and the he was separate and they didn't push nothing happened and never the belief should happen how could he was so careful and it happened and the truth is this is a question not just in this story it's a question in every person in life in also a lot of the people that ran out they went up because they didn't want to push there was such pushing inside i can't breathe they they they couldn't breathe together with the islam so they went out into to try to run away to be safe and they were caught in trouble a lot of such apart has happened by people never that they try to do the right thing and when did the right thing something happen and this is very painful a lot of people have this kasha and i want to address this first of all about kali in the story they were very careful they checked the building the web themselves went and engineers and the first set of bleachers they checked everybody knows the story somebody one of the bleachers didn't come the ones that they ordered so somebody meant to do a mitzvah the night before an order to my company and if i schlepped the bleachers they never dreamt that this could happen because it never happened but listen whatever happens as a man hashem runs the world deposit says emily i can't run away from you if the gazette was following us and they came here we can't run away a person cannot remain if there's anxiety because he could do what he can but we can't run away and that's this but the thing is a person needs a lot of physic in this this is a very big messian many times a person does a job and he goes somewhere and does the best he can and just because he did a good thing he flopped it and it's a bigness sign but rabbi say we're in good company because our other segregation all had this sincereness even though the gomorrah says there's a reason why they died not overview the majority some say they were drunk and they did avoid them some say holy crap they had no right to do what they did and because the process said because of hashem there was a reason and still even if there was a reason why it happened still the torah says the kobay's israel yifkus hashem and this is two separate suggests this is in the zamuna there's two separate suggests and we find the ghazal many places brokers that a person that goes under a wall that's crooked you have to be careful don't go under that wall because you're putting yourself in a sarcana and even if you're saved they'll take away your scrussim if a guy is afraid to go on under crane yeah don't go in a place where we need extras but there's a whole omad gomorrah in islam at bay zamara a whole ahmed gemara on this on the mystery that says that why do ladies die bashas later because they weren't careful so the gomorrah speaks to what about a man when does when they wish to look at him when he goes on a bridge in the old times the bridges were unsafe so rashi says oh he goes out in the way he's not hundred percent safe then they check his maison they say are you roy fashion we need extra smearer so the more brings many amaranth how they anytime you went on a ship there could be 100 people on the ship you look all over maybe there's a hole somewhere you know maybe maybe or beyond i did that today they would say it's ocd everybody's using this ship why should you fall into you know robzera when it was strong winds he didn't go in between the big big trees tall trees why because maybe the tree will fall down on him the strong wind he was very careful you don't look for excuse him and in the same gemara shambhala bay zaman allah says if somebody was supposed to make a marker a fence around his roof and somebody came up and because he didn't make offense the guy was walking he didn't realize it fell down and died so who's at fault the guy that didn't make a mica the guy that didn't make a fence and he was at fault he was guaranteed that the guy should die right so dr gamora ki poi he's hanoi phil he fell already frankie why did it say hanoi fell he fell already baby he was designated by the shamayim to fall out he bought her rifle you caused it but really he was supposed to fall anyways how do i feel you but obviously this turkish bonus we have reasons why we get caught into the news ah this happened because of this and this happened because of that but we forget it is annoyed for this design and hashem and therefore we can't when things happen instead of going in the nitty-gritty of each thing we have to look and what to fix and what they get better i heard robles he told me about the british giraffe he had a nickel they had nebuchadnezzar asthma very strong asthma a child and those times they didn't have the medications like today they had a machine in each room if something the kid gets attacked they're on to catch the asthma machine one time the kid got an attack and they were looking for the machine and they put it under the bed you know you know i never the child died and they were so frustrated they were so to broken they could have saved this child bianca golinski zatzal he came to him and he said you know he spoke straight to the point and he says restartless what you could have done and should have done that's good to learn for lahaba what to fix for the future the all that happened that's kefir it could have been in court on that this is the kemal rubbish mall what he's saying basically everything is designated minnesota we don't understand the ways of hashem we just have to get better but you know what unfortunately after the story colleen the whole world turned over and every kill in the world they're busy with when ishmael sounds before yom to build over the whole wall the whole roof maybe it's not strong enough gear stopped all bleachers every house and a bell's vision it's gear hundreds of us come nobody should push for shalom they're all busy with that it's a but it's a beginner sign but we find this by our over segregation avraham avinu around he was teaching his whole lifetime nobody should didn't avoid his aura and nobody should kill a child of a desire called my left he used to take the child sacrifice father zara he was going with you taking a child and being a corbin avoided that doesn't make sense he was teaching that all over the world then hashem comforts of ramavino arama vino arum says you're messing up all the ruckus i was doing my whole life he didn't say a word jacob avenue his media was titan ms liankov ammus this was yonko ich tommy m estoyan emes and he had to catch all the broncos of claudia's role but armor with tricks not saying exactly the m is ironically mentioned he did the most shalom in the world that's what happened everybody knows that gomorrah is who gives the most respect for me to come in the world arabic every all the time i'm afraid to say you have to be afraid of atomic no you said yes tina be afraid of atomic just like you're afraid of hashem brought in the whole year-end coverage he was that meter and by him it happened she'll learn how to cover that there and twenty-four thousand to die could you believe that and the song of arabic we don't understand and close to our generation was the one that brought the biggest brother to this world and you know what happened his son-in-law died and his wife told him why did this happen because of the showing and the bad in the world that sadik was nifty he saved a half a world and then the son of time was also after what would they say today look at you yeah give me a song that's what they would say this is the test of the biggest city can have the peter rabbi small we said it yesterday in the kenneth but more more details you say than your keeper and they said screaming one more complaint about it i'll turn over the whole world what does that mean i'll turn over the world that means abhishma was nifty to save the world if you want to save ravishmal then you have to turn over the world sometimes sadiq we have no cassius this same rubbish more was similar to arabis it's not the same rush and as we find the germanic yes but the people that died they weren't supposed to die they were bringing the whole story there miami the whole story how it happened what happened sometimes the people they had something happen they fall they hurt themselves they lose their muscle and the kimura speaks about it and this kasha asked already moisture banana good morning broccoli of zion moshe bennett didn't understand this is a person who need a lot of physics with all sorts of thrills all my shirt what is more important that we have to know is that when cloudy stroller going through taurus it's not fear it's not right make it as a news to talk about ah this is because it is this happen maybe this may be that this is a time to be mistaken and now that the story of flower to happen nobody has any reason never you can't even protect yourself a person is sleeping and look what happens this is all sorrows you saw and it's all all claudius everything is from this is the first one question they asked me another question they asked me was a lot of people asked this question why is this sort of coming so many taurus what did him say about this so i'll tell you the truth i don't know the answer i know one thing i have to fix myself i don't know what about yennem everybody's to do work on themselves but i could i could say what doylum said about other stories that happened that you could learn from it i remember the story that happened in mumbai five years when kit were killed in mumbai and i was then at this stroll and i went around to the good island then so i went to abraham kenneth's little gazun sign and i asked him this question why did it happen what it was supposed to be in the israel so he says this we can't know everybody has their own husband i went after the muhammad saw and he said i asked him what's wrong steve was talking to to be better what are we supposed to do he said the opposite answer why can't we know i said what do you mean what are you supposed to do you got to lose what you want from us and that's what you do please push it then i went to rapstein he was a sharp and he got very nervous from my question i asked him many questions but when i asked him this question why it happened and what he was supposed to do he got very nervous about the question crazy i don't know so i told him yeah but you have to be messaging it's a sort of track idea carly she has to do something about it so he tells me six million jews died you have no question five people die of a question you know it's it's a heck of a thing so now when this happened i went to rahmsdurf i leave right in him i went over to him and i told him and i gave him these from the tsadika all this rabbis generation and i gave him a list of the people that are very sick they should have so i asked him what's going on in miranda i mean all these stories what's going on him so he said he said it over twice ask this guy but what he means so he he he means to say every person tries to learn tries to doubt and tries to do you have to take everything that you do already and strengthen it make it better even better every thrill every learning every hesitant everything every avoider should make it better my rep is said about our stroll to work on obviously soul and we do not after this story happened asked to do truth and constantly spoke about and there was a lot of people the tucker wanted to tuber but this we have to know it's a son of claudia's throw this is not a simple thing that's going on again and again so many stories happening i remember the munka charabi was the first one that spoke right after mehran and he said a lot of people are going to come with answers and excuses why it happened what it is for and everybody everything he says i don't know why it happened but one thing for sure chivi tender this is for sure everybody needs to do something last year a year ago year and a half ago when it was the corona everybody was running around frightening for their life everybody either somebody in their family were frightened we owned the rookies we forgot about the gospels now it's getting a little we need more reminders on what's happening now that's australia all over the world with the delta starting again of monoliths on the bishop protectors should stop all the michaelis how many reminders do we need we have to show hashem that we kid that we want to do something the palais is right if someone does something that shows her he's not a maker i'm doing i started they did something but we what are we supposed to do everything is supposed to fix but we need protection we have to look for ghazal something to try to fix i want to say to hazan they see from ghazal something not that's the reason but something that we can learn to fix the gemara barbara daviod says a similar thing rapper went up the stairs on a ladder of a solid badarga ishta midkari berlin the step was broken and he fell down and he caught himself and bakashima didn't break his bones he saved himself so our papa screamed out on himself to do trouba if hashem made it he should fall to simon after do chuva since you didn't hurt yourself so you're almost that you're not that itself what did you do maybe a poor person came to you chamber born of the yacht clan you didn't give them to dhaka and the gemara says someone that doesn't look at somebody that comes for tadaka he ill over the void of zara it's as if it's avoided zara why is this all some of us say because of a desire the opposite of a moon of hashem sent you a poor person those they go work hashem sent them to you have a moon by sheridan you should help him is he says because why don't you look at a poor person because you're about either he's he's always a poor person and guy with the master's inside is like avoided so be because our papa felt fell and nothing happened he didn't over desire he didn't do his shabbos but something like avoid his order something like hill shabbos which is you see that when something happens to a person you have to learn from what happened hashem is sending you a message maybe this is the message similar to what happened and even if it doesn't happen to the person still he has to do something similar to ticking to that thing and the answer i popped his screens and said shabbos so from this gomorrah do we see any falling is as do it scala that's what it is which means let's say the amount of mahalo shabbas we have to work on shabbos so many people don't realize how they do he'll shop it's my mistake they don't know this man especially in the winter they rush out right after mata shabbas and 10 minutes they made a mistake with last week's husband what's your rush twice stay another 10 minutes on show earlier later people use fresh wipes the gemara says girls die because they use they wash their kids sawyer beshabas it's a shine of hill shabbis some have action it's not a good action it's a lot of these things there's a lot of health shops that people don't learn and they don't know and shiloh is of shabbos and everybody means good but they don't know they didn't learn or avoided zara or you learn the mission in sanhedrin there are more things that are skilled similar to that mikhail over some people don't have respect or over the world or kish of different things and today with today's technology if someone looks at things that are not agile arrives or certain guys are skiller certain things that are various if you look at things it's also part of that that uh come on learn but one thing we see from that gemara there was a broken ladder a papa did not say you know oy next time i have to check every step of the ladder before i go on and that's why it happened it was a broken matter he's screaming shabbos because that's our elohim has to go to life it's pasha it is there's always a reason why it happened but it's bashed man and shaman that happened that we should learn to do trouba so that's one thing we see from gomorrah falling has to do with skill and we have to we have to look at this i'm just saying it as a ashmir because things are not supposed to arise now with this or things that are a second thing which we find in a possible hamish and this is a passing impasse in the tuition that they should send to me i one brother will stumble on top of another can we play ahead of like a sword void of iron there's nobody there chasing you zakarashi when they want to run away they'll fall one on top of another straight or they're going to die they'll grasp you why why why it doesn't say the koshla ish bish one bro one man will stumble on another man it says a brother why is the possibility she people are responsible for other people baruch and he said is to help because you didn't care for your brother so from rashi comes out that it's any mitsuba any available but the clioqa rights and the posting before a different reason the passage before writes varadav osam khal al-anidov and the says the bishop would chase us like a like a you have the kulioka explains a whole field of sticks the wind comes all the sticks below each other and one stick bangs the other stick and it makes a noise a call a sound so the cleoka each stick is pushed twice once from the wind that's pushing it and then once from this one stick pushing the neck stick is being pushed twice since the cleoka here in golis we're being pushed from the gym and then one year on top of another he pushes another he pushes it that's called a native that's los angeles people speak bad about other eden with that he speak bad doctor therefore the castle is people fall on top of others and die and he speaks such sharp words there i i can't say it even people are juicy like honey to speak something bad about somebody else and people get hurt and that's why there's a whole ariza goddess it's a whole loan but the cleoka writes there that the whole the reason why people fall on people and people die monon at is because of shamir salasian not having actors and that's why those are so called us we have to work on it with khausag of the eden not stepping on the eden not to hurt anybody being everybody look at people with a good eye to pick up people and this is one of the things we have to work on they still loves all those kids and we have to love them too and this is the biggest protection for shamir management and i would like to give two small stories that i that had and i know personally by the story in khalid my son was one of my two of my kids were there one of them was there and we have to see from this to see how much mitz is how much hess it protects a person he was not on the bleachers he should have been on the bleachers the reason why my son was not on those bleachers with 700 other bakram is because before yom tiff she was my wife was talking about the phone keep a damn he was choosing so he's talking what's going on what's happening or and because of that he came 15 minutes early but all the was packed already he's not going to go push himself but if you if that's clearly because kimber dawg he wasn't on the bleachers and he was saved and then there was another kid that told his name is yamcha simran 11 12 year old kid he told my son the story he was under the bleachers and he saw jumping he decided to run out to tell his friend that's on the bleachers to come off because he saw he was afraid for him as soon as he ran out to try to tell a hester tested a friend to jump off the thing fell down like a domino and he was saved and this is one of the main things that we have to learn from all the magefis the corona people learn to be good neighbors to darven together with people you don't know to do hazard with your neighbors in iran everybody was together against claudius royal the rockets the flu it doesn't tell them they're like arrows that means it says means she says and that's one of the things a lot of things but that's one of the things we have to make and these hard times that are coming on our goddess but another thing as we started in the beginning is we have somehow protest and every place and every massive we have to know that hashem loves us and likes our avoider we don't know understand what's happening all over the world what's going on but in which every place with any place that amisha puts why do we find people the whole life sometimes they live in the same house forever and then there's some people that go from city to city and every day they're moving and running around why is that so he says because the toyota is a lot of some parts of the toilet are not in its right place and every person has a voice in the safety so if you your voice is in the right place you stay in one place put the whole life if you came we understand these things but we don't understand but when the ambition puts us wherever we fall with whatever no matter how down a person is we have to believe that good days are coming they will become days of hasadam of the abhishek ourselves and that's part of the avoided coming this shabbos even though we don't have the mashiach but we have to know that army with the am hashem likes us and with this i would like to say stories as much as i could say about this topic that we see how much physical process that we in today's generation there's a rabbit in the shule in borough park on 40th street he's called the stanislav rapper he's a small show he has only a mini shop it's not sardic avidi darwin's for hours it's a big ovid when he taught me once his personal life story hope i'm allowed to share it he said he likes the people so i'm sure he'll be happy i said over the story his father was the stannis love arab in london and all the kids became rabbanim and different places in the world his father he talked about over 50 years ago was from the old timers america's tafe not to go to america and he told his children you could be anywhere in the world but not in america go tethy strolls be in europe but not america he had it ingrained in his himself so he went first at his role his first night is wrong after his counsel and his wife needed some medical better doctors so he had to come to america so where he stayed in america but he was so broken you're so broken for him it was like the worst thing in those times 50 years ago he was very it was not embark full of guy and then he was so broken he opened the show with his house but he was always ibrahim [Applause] [Music] foreign your heart shouldn't be separated from the abstract whatever hashem wants you should want to share allah don't be upset why hashem does something like him your heart shouldn't be khalakh makka makkum is going with amish today which is called malcolm that's what rasheed says from khazal from the medici lamechalena had a different touch in the ghazal he said malcolm can mean he also plays many people when they go to certain places why did hashem put me here in this place this job this neighbor this community why am i here i came down when i came to panama so i can't do and they complain about the place and that's the reason why they don't unsuccessful in life that's all they could have complaints about it dr madrid your heart shouldn't be have any complaints about the place where hashem put you because of hashem put you in this place means he wants you here and he wants you to grow in and this is where you touch it in the world especially in this place it was mahasik the stanislav with this word afterwards he told me he was still it was mohozik but he wasn't hundred percent because because he's you know out of his family he was here in bara park whole family is in london and still not here a different story tells me my wife's grandfather's name was rebecca he was he darvened in his father's shul in london those days fifty years ago understand london and he was a khashweid and that was madrid and uh he feared dying in his mismatches they should say tell him after davoring a few carpet like every single day it was his minute my grandfather he's the one that started this idea of saying till him every day and governing after chakras after many years was nifty already and the shoe kept going and then after a while the shoe moved to a different location and it started a whole much like this in the show is this a neutral or this is a or this is connected to the first show what's an afghan they were saying claiming that it's the same show i gotta get back my place the guys are saying i'm going to misread so this was everybody the men hogan are the same are not the same the wrong of the river island wanted very much to keep this is the same this is the hamburger he was he proved this is what it is and this is what he wants and this is what he said this is how he tried to figure out in the shoulder man hogg him everything the same okay but one thing got forgotten that the helium after the chakras and hawkeyes it was already 50 years ago and once they moved they stopped one day rabia and hawkeyes and my wife's grandfather comes to the column to the level why did you stop saying tell him in the column why did you stop saying tell him so immediately next day the rebels started saying tell him after chakras and it's the same as magic was not in the second bismillah she was only in the first so he came in the column to tell him why he stopped him just because he moved the rebbe got such physic that mira shamayim he came to him to tell him to in pass shiloh what he held taka that this is a hemishikh connection to the first was madish this is mama's dappest medici he felt so good he said tell him he kept going now when this is the son was he even though he was muhammad hashem wanted me here but he never had a real physique till the following story one day he walks into his table the show and he sees on a table a pamphlet of paper written by hand copies it was the tavor of rabbi khan and hakai nobody knows till today he still doesn't know how it travels from london and it came to his stable here most of the family don't even have copies wasn't printed it was written some people had copies of that some of some of the children and it drive till till boro park in a small stable on his table he finds it he had nobody knew about him he knew that nobody knew here about him and he got such physique that not only did every person in life hazard protest being in the right place in the right time and our people we in goddess we're very vulnerable we don't know we have ups and downs i want to say more stories have another few minutes say some stories let me see another story this is a hezekshenko this happened this winter and once in my house my wife was preparing supper she made a soup and then she started having a headache i got a headache you know she wasn't feeling so like a cold headache so i told her maybe take something out of the freezer might find something else and that's it and i'll surfs up you go go to take a risk go to sleep it doesn't happen but it happened and we didn't have much in the freezer we had meat from yum to circus it was in the winter yomtavi made good meat made it roast and chopped nicely and we had two portions left over in the freezer one was and i was like you know dude take extra be extra and i serve softball if i go to the kitchen to serve stuff i'm in charge usually i don't get involved in that you know i help with any help but i don't deserve the bookshelf job she does execute so i served up and i saw so much meat left over and so much soup left over not stump food this was really a minute steak as they sliced for yom sukkas we had leftover that you know this is a but you know we gained on the deal so i remembered that my wife had to go down to the basement because my then the basement was empty and my landlord told my wife to please open up the light somebody's coming so so i i overheard that my wife went downstairs so i told my wife is there somebody down says yeah somebody is coming coming who i don't know i don't know who it is but somebody's coming with the comic from the coming from baltimore drive a few hours away so i said do you know what we have extra food maybe maybe i could give them to eat maybe they need some food so i called my landlord and they said yeah these people they're they're from out of town they don't take food from people they go to certain avenues they'll buy food already they'll eat but you know i'm afraid i have food mohammed's gonna eat what do you mean so i i'm gonna go i came i tried to knock in the door sure enough they weren't there so i understood that my landlord was right they went to the certainty avenue and they bought food and i was eating but i didn't give up you know my food is better i i uh a half hour late i come i knock in the door they don't answer i'm like three four times i go from outside they don't want to knock from the side into the front a five person comes to the door and says yes i say hi sean i live upstairs i want to bring you something to eat no no no no no no i'm not saying no no no no no no i have a lot of food i have a lot of food i don't need any food extra meat food no i'm not taking food okay said no i come upstairs for some reason hashem tell me third time the action dog has it i warmed up the meat and the soup to make it hot 15 minutes later come back down i knock at the door it opens up i don't ask questions i make a big tray with two big plates of meat and then two big plates of soup i knew there's a father and a child there and i serve it here i am i open the door please take the food how did you know how did you know how did you know i'm looking at him like he fell off the lavon he was screaming at me no no no don't bring the food and now he's telling me like about morpheus how did you know i told i don't know how food they take it and i ran away right upstairs the next day my lender comes what did they do you don't know what happened i tucker didn't know what happened but the abyss didn't know what happened the ambition made that my wife should have a headache for a reason she and bashar to take out the meat and to take out two portions to have extra meat and i should actually look three times to a question listen what happened this person's out of the country doesn't live here he was baltimore never for treatments for his child kimono let's learn he was coming back for day or two and now then the basement was empty so he got in the basement he came there and his child was so weak she needed protein healthy protein strong consumption so he went to certain avenue he bought chicken he bought everything he came back it was so spicy the small child he can't eat the spices they can't not for health wise and not also he can't eat so the child did not eat all day and the child was starving tatiana want food this is what i bought that's what i have so the first time when i came down he had a whole big bags of food but once he started giving everything the child couldn't eat i came back in 15 minutes later how did you know i didn't know they would have honest on the child we don't know in the pain and the usurum of this child the abhishek man is on the child and saved the child and gave the child a shock of flesh to have some from sukis prepared this three times i should have dakshanas this is what every person goes through in life i want to say one more story but this is not a five minute parabolica this story is this story happened i think it's four or five years ago i go many years rosh hashanah take my arabic to kalina to throw so my mini gives a minute but if i'm there i try to go to two it's last miranda at least one day a day after rosh hashanah some gedalia the fast is very hard for me so usually i go the next day so i was uh i went and i came to tv m on the way out all the years 20 25 years more i try to make a stop a few but one of the places that i make and stuff every time i try by the helicopter so china is right when you come in there from downstairs the entrance right oh he's there if he say around why do i go to sushina river there's some philosophy they can do because by schwein my father-in-law is a sashimi hosted his father was remarkable all the kids in bernard family were saved just because his father sheena rabbi's father he sent them before the war began he sent them go over the oceans go no reason and he believed in the tadk and he left and that's the whole family was saved so of course i go one minute i say one capital till him by this machine whatever but my father-in-law in the family that year i came to china i said i want to build them suddenly i started crying i never felt like that i felt like he's mama's there i never felt like that 20 years i never felt like that mama she felt he stayed listening i didn't was there and it's just tears are coming down crying and tears are gone i keep on going not the capital another capricorn another capital tank a bit like i'm just saying bad and and then by the end i just emotionally i said i left i'm driving out in the car i told you maybe whoever knows the roads right i get a phone call from my rabbits and my wife calls me up i didn't speak the sins before rosh hashanah because we were playing phong tag mata i left the message and some guitar she left a message of me the hours didn't work and some gedalia night in the middle of the night which was by me in the morning i went in the morning she called me right outside between tevaria besserkaim and ramayana balinese how was yamtiv fine they said i don't know what i told that was by this sheena there but something happened there i don't know what's going on there she says yeah something happened i say what's going on i didn't want to tell you because you shouldn't have like snapfish so why didn't they tell me i wouldn't darwin more what happened my father should be well he's about to rosh hashanah in muncie the second day of hashanah he started hemorrhaging blood he had ulcers never had it was going blood and he didn't non-stop and i thought took him the second day to the hospital and it was the rosh hashanah second day some godallia and now i was ready after some of the night over there but but me was the next day after some gadalia and and and he needs a yeshua they want to make operation they don't know from where there's a hole in the stomach somewhere but they don't know where it is the x-rays they're trying to find the way is the problem why is the blood not stopping going out they didn't know what they mean they watching him that he shouldn't lose all his blood and i was by this i was by the team by this sheena ebb and i didn't even know about the whole story and i went only because of him and his family and his father because they're stretching hasidim and i cried and cried and cried i didn't even know about anything it was my so i tell my wife i'm usually don't talk like that but if it's my shaman that i cried like that and suddenly just came like that man of shamayam go to call your father and tell him that i said the way it looks it's going to be 100 fine this is a misha mine it can be better than that she calls up our father right away in the hospital and he says i spoke to like five minutes five minutes ago the blood stopped when i was by that seeing i didn't even know what's happening the blood stopped and my father was a really he says i'm going home the hospital has to make money no no no you can't go home there's a hole the operation no no no no no no you can't go home he says it stopped i'm going home after two and a half days it stopped no but at least you have to take tests to find out how what happened okay i'll stay 12 take whatever test you want but i'm leaving they took tests they found that because of a certain medication that he took that a doctor gave him he got a hole but the blood stopped and it's not and it's a moisturizer but that ever hold doesn't it repeat you need operation it was the ambition made that i should be in the right time in the right place i shouldn't even know anything and then i share everybody in life has this ups and downs this is how it's in goddess and this is hashem we don't have the hammer but we have we are the nation of the hebrews well you aim alike hashem says i'm your god i'm your god hashem feels like it's here to be your god the alchemy writes about the eden told shaya navi he says why does it say like him din we know that you cave off guys rahman like a king so why doesn't it say no hashem youth why did it say which means one pain is all the disorders that we're going through that's one pain the second pain is we have pain why hashem why are you doing this to me maybe you don't like me this is the local beaker flying and then it's also quiet that we shouldn't have taught us we have only issuers and the second is i'm your god we have to tell ourselves we have to tell our kids hashem loves us in any matter yo immorally i'm your god even in the din and this is ourselves that the abish is proud of us with all the torahs which all the goddess the abysses he wants us to become better he wants us to be ourselves he wants it to come to shabbos [Music] can help raise up claustro by sponsoring one of the shiurim call league and shiritara 718-851-8651 or email ist yeshiva net.com [Music] i hey hello