Internalizing The Torah- Rabbi Michael Hoenig

every single year we read partial spamidbar right before khaggashvus and this is very interesting parshas bamidbar describes and details benay israel's departure from harsinite schwess describes and highlights the revelation at her sinai so what's going on here every single year we're reading about the departure before the arrival what's the deeper message rabbi golden shlita provides us with a very beautiful and fresh insight he explains what's matan teretano all about what's the revelation at arsinai all about the departure leaving the mountain the most important part is leaving the mountain taking the torah with us ensuring that the torah guides us and directs us every single moment of our lives that's what it's all about and that's why every single year before schweiz we read about our departure to remind us of this crucial message it's my montero tenu learning torah what it's all about leaving departing taking the torah with us and guiding us this year we've been through a lot it's been a tough year individually collectively it's been so challenging this view especially we should have the strength and fortitude to say to ourselves i'm gonna allow the torah to seep into my soul i'm gonna allow the torah to resonate with me to change me to direct me to mold me and bizrat hashem if we have that attitude that mentality we can leave schwarz and keep the torah with us constantly changing us improving us and bazrat hashem ensuring we become the very best version of ourselves