If All Is One, How Real Is My Darkness?

okay good morning everybody welcome thank you for joining us on this beautiful morning the show made also copies of the whole mimer if anybody wants you could still use yesterday's copies but you have the whole thing stapled and uh just if you're taking it home because until you just bring it back because it's not so many so if you want to take it find us when you come back for the sheer just bring it or you could leave with him we'll leave it in the stand there okay so we began yesterday the Miami Shabbos Hanukkah December 1882 presented by the rabbit ashab the fifth of who was born passed away he was a grandson of this father was the mahadeva Maharashtra son of that who was the grandson of the balatanya that was born 1860 and passed away business in toughridge Pay 1920 in rostov on The Dan River so this is toughrishment gimmel which is actually the year his father passed away 1882 you'd give malteshire and the shabboskanika he said the smimer which explores some of the fundamental ideas Hashem the fact that we're always living in infinite Oneness and love so we began the the opening of the Miami introduction and then the question we're up to page La Med Zion right Paige Lama Zion and your copies and uh one two three four five six seven eight nine ten ten lines from the top um so let's just uh capture the main after the whole introduction about Hanukkah that it's the only Mitzvah that we see that the Mitzvah the Ghazal made the Mitzvah to be connected to the public domain of but you don't have that in any other if I'm not mistaking any other of the 630 meters Minotaur or seven minutes that it has to be in Russia on the contrary para Duma it says it's not done in the basement it's done outside they went to the haramishka they went they did paradum over there so it was outside from the base of but not Russia even things we want to publicize the miracle like put him they wanted to publicize the miracle hey suck you want to publicize the miracle but it's all publicized within the community the house and the show Etc there's no Mitzvah to read the Magilla Outdoors The Only Exception is Hanukkah El pasig especially according to Texas that it has to be inside and even according to actually the focus is not just the house somebody asked me there is a Mitzvah like that and that is from somebody had to put Blood on the on the door of the house but they can ask better at the Mitzvah mezuzah there's also on the door of the house outside so the answer is over there so did in the house yeah you do it on the outside door of the house here it's also bias but the focus has to be even according to Nashi in the khatsa prisoners so after the longer introduction the main question that was explored in this mimer which is going to be the theme of the mimer is the one is of Hashem and the question here is a is a very fundamental question when you say what does it mean there's the classic interpretation in the Usain and then there is the way it's explained especially through the Kabbalah it's not a contradiction it's just I would say a deeper layer of it you could say is about Hashem there's one God there's not many gods in contrast to polytheism with his many gods the god of the wind and the god of the water and the god of the Son and the god of the Moon and who knows how many gods there's one he created the whole world he's the balabasa of the whole world which is already it was a revolution called monotheism that itself is not a small idea because it means the world has actors it means the world is governed by uh by by a singular reality it means there's a moral law that encompasses the whole universe it's not you know my God versus your God the way they used to understand it and what's called polyphy as an idea of many gods there's one God Hashem [Music] that's why there's universal laws of nature and these universal laws of morality we call them why the universal laws of morality um right respect for human life respect for human property respect for Animals the government has been in their respect for marriage who says the law of the Jungle there's no law in the jungle whoever's stronger wins so this is I'm just explaining to you historically how important this idea was you know today we take it for granted but thousands of years ago you can't take this idea for granted there's universal laws of nature which is also a palette where does that come from why why there's all nature who who's who made nature listen they can't get a classroom to be quiet right and here you have billions and trillions of forces working in synchronization and therefore these universal laws of morality news big one of his big ideas foreign is not made up of pieces a goof is one body but it's a composite it's called merkov and Jewish was it's called merkov it's it's it's like a puzzle everything is a puzzle every everything is made up of many components that come together so it's one but it's not really one it's not a Transcendent Oneness but Hashem the Creator is infinite is not made up of pieces he has an arm and he has a leg and he has a head and he has eyes and he has cells and they all come together it's a type of actors that we don't have in our world because by us when we say one one Community one house one person it's made up of many pieces that's what does which the only way why the creator doesn't need a Creator because if the Creator is made up of pieces he also needs a creator yeah makes sense came to balsamtov I said it wasn't the first one already I saw the first time in the shallah shallah lived 100 years before the bashamta he was one of the greatest macabola and and Prague Frankfurt your shalayim is buried in Terraria you heard of this Horowitz he lived in the 16th 17th century and he writes over there means not this one God or Hashem is made up is one Matthias he's not composite of many details but Hashem means Hashem is the only one not that there is one God somewhere and not two Gods Not that this God is not made up of pieces but Hashem is that Hashem is the only Matthias when Maisha said turned this into the key or one of the key is sadness of of Taurus that act as Hashem doesn't mean there is a God there is a God it means that the definition when you say Hashem that Hashem equals it's one reality and ain't there's nothing outside of that reality it's the only reality what does that mean it's the only reality so I don't exist so I'm God so who's God now your wife is God your mother-in-law is God your God what's it mean he's the only reality is there a world that's the no world how are you supposed to understand this so you could say words um and a Jew feels it a Jew senses it is but how could one live with it in simple words as I said yesterday one has to give either I don't exist and you don't exist and the world doesn't exist or it exists but maybe it's fake and somebody said fake news that's fake news and even the fact that we think it's fake news is also fake news which is still a problem because perception of fake news is also something right our dream is also a reality it's just a dream or you say is there something off an Actos don't say he's the only reality you could say he created everything fine I understand how some created everything doesn't mean it's the only reality how real is the world how fake is the world that's the question that's being raised what's the Havana in the oceans of this nightmare we say but that itself has different interpretations you say I haven't changed means I didn't get weaker over the years God says I don't go with the fads right today this is in style tomorrow something else is in style and they have simulation is seen nobody killed me no I don't die foreign means pre-creation to post-creation again that also has two interpretations one is you were here before and you're still here we shouldn't think that once the world was created you disappeared you went on vacation you were here then you're here now you're eternal touches it's the same who the same state of reality pre-creation is post-creation in other words just like pre-creation this is no world pre-creation so after who the same realities we're still living in infinite Oneness so but there's no we so it's something is is is is missing so you can say that's how it is okay if that's how it is so far we can end the conversation I can relate to it what does that mean for me am I real am I not real are my emotions real are my struggles real is my pain real is my darkness real doesn't mean anything is identity a real thing is identity a fake thing in either sometimes people say Mr garnish do you ever anybody ever had the source of anybody telling that to you Mr garnished once teaching us as he was talking about this he said in a shuttle there was a stuttle in Russia and a guy owed somebody else a lot a lot of money so he took him to the dove to get back his money so to see it says I don't understand he's a hosset he knows the anode malvada the money doesn't exist the loan doesn't exist I don't owe him any money I don't exist he doesn't exist when you owe somebody money suddenly ain't Movado why not very good to get very good to get it very good way to get out of your debts so the dove said they said in Yiddish masks let's take this thing that doesn't exist put him down on something that doesn't exist give him a few nothings he meant a few Schmidts and a few clap and everything will be nothing you know it's nice to say tackles you know tell the bank you know tell the bank that you don't exist right and he doesn't only say he says it's not just a question stamp I don't feel this way one of the you say this is that there's different worlds we spoke about four words and what makes difference what's that different worlds he says godliness is revealed brie is less it's serious less I see is complete darkness you can't say there was no change so everything is a contradiction here you say this actors there's no actors there is a difference is there a difference between people is there a difference between worlds you would think that the conclusion has to be if you wanted to approach this from a logical perspective one of them is not so real either you're not so real right or that has to be reinterpreted what this mom is going to explain and this is a very fundamental idea to understand is that both are 100 real when it says Bodacious it's not a joke it's not the fictional uh fictional story it's real creation is real and the purpose of creation is real and a person is real and reality is real reality is real that that's brilliant yeah on the other hand when you say it's as real as it gets okay so you just want to say fine Paradox I don't know what to say you could always say that you could say you know God does paradoxes the problem is when you say that it doesn't leave us with anything what if I I believe you I trust you okay I don't know it's not relatable it's not something I I can internalize because we are structured people we have Minds we have hearts we have identities to some degree so this moment goes through whatever if I could say an evolutionary process in this explanation he starts off with one nokunda in chapter second in chapter two that gets challenged and goes yet to a deeper place that gets challenged and goes to a deeper place all our all are true but it's just different as we'll see different layers of existence I won't search for Nabil Khan he said and the second section of Tanya the balatanya in chapter 3 asks a question and that which is going to be addressed later and that is that based on the fact that the whole world is essentially an expression of hashem's energy so the world should have been bottled by Matthias you shouldn't feel any separate existence from Hashem and he Compares it to the light of the Sun in the Solar core when the light is in the Solar core there's no separate reality of the Sun and light of the sun that's how he finishes the chapter with a question why is it that we feel the world as a separate reality so the bills gave us he said that they used to say that you shouldn't go to sleep the philosophical work of the Rama Guide to the perplexed why because you may fall asleep after the question the number of their questions everything right because he wants to prove you described from a logical point of view you may fall asleep after the question before you got to then you know how people are with a book especially if it's a hard book you fall asleep after that there's a whole night you're going to live with a question so there's good you shouldn't go to sleep it's an ultimate so he says he doesn't understand how does that but finish a whole payday with a question until you get to the next page it could be a week could be two weeks three weeks so he said them used to say with this childless if you fall asleep this question how is it that the world feels itself like a separate matseus if you sleep if you dream this question how is it that you feel separate he says this is It's good to it's good to leave the quest that's not a question that uh it's good to leave it off with that question huh I'm against Phillips huh the Indian news all the changes we spoke about are real relative to the recipients meaning to those who are Macabre who receive the energy the Olam heartsillas if you talk about the word of absolute nation is because the world and the spirit of spirits are the characteristics of the world the energies of the world are refined so they could receive a deeper their antennas are more refined they could receive a deeper energy they could they're receptive to giliolicus the revelation of the Divine is not so Missouri it's not so transparent it's not so refined can't receive such a profound flow of of revealed godliness to with it is our world the physical world because it's still not refined at least not completely so therefore the whole reality of Allah is counter-intuitive to our world you have to debate you have to discuss it right you could get The Nobel Prize as an atheist and as an agnostic the world doesn't easily and in a revealed fashion bespeak the presence of of Hashem and alicus so this is all relative to the McComb those who who experience it you have to be able to be open to perceive something you have to be able to be open to perceive something if I'm not open if I don't have the the if I didn't go through the work the refinement we all know in our lives right somebody could tell you the deepest deepest truths about your life and these truths may may create a whole new future for you but if I didn't do the work to be open to it it's often sometimes it takes 20 years for the person to come back and hear the same words I'm like oh where was I it's not that the information was in it's not that you didn't hear the information it's that you have to be a Kaylee for things you have to be a Kaylee it could rain and rain and rain a whole day Hashem could send rain a whole day but if I didn't plow and I didn't plant the seed nothing is going to grow you'll say why not because rain yeah but you have to be fertile if the Earth wasn't plowed it's not fertile it's in fertile so every person receives Things based on their antennas based on their Caleb based on their vessels what they're shy to receive and that has to do with you how refined you are to be able to perceive what the reality of a situation is two people could look at the same thing but perceive a completely different level of reality not based on what the reality is based on the instruments I'm using to Define reality based on how open I am how refined I am what tools do I use it's it's true in every area of life there's no area of life it's not true huh the web telescope a whole different world yeah they just sent out a few months ago it's called the James Webb Telescope for the first time in history it brought back pictures it recorded pictures from 4.6 billion light years away that's unbelievable 4.6 billion like galaxies and stars from 4.6 billion light years away that's that's beyond huh Pittsburgh and a little further the gas station after Pittsburgh yeah a light year is not a year of 365 days light travels 186 000 miles per second so how much does light travel in an hour it's a big number and a day and a month and how much does flight travel in a year now go 4.6 not million years but billion years of light years not res 365 days you understand the distance from here to the Sun is eight minutes it takes light to travel from the Sun to here to Earth eight minutes the Sun that we're seeing we see eight minutes later we don't see the sun uh huh what yes it's been a long time ago so uh no you're just bringing out the telescope right it's not that the galaxies were created in 2022 the galaxies weren't created in 2022. we have the Kaylee to be able to perceive it and what they realized is that what we're seeing now is a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of the universe it puts things in perspective at least a little bit so it's always based on the Kaylee whatever that Kaylee is we talk about physicality talk about spirituality you say is the difference is in the Kaylee in the container in the antennas that exist in that reality what they're capable of perceiving what eyes you have what instruments you use but they ain't safe which means the infinite one Hashem is present below as above mamish not that there's a difference like darkness is like light what does it mean the darkness doesn't Eclipse you why doesn't it Clips you when it's dark I can't see but no Darkness eclipses in a place that we call Darkness we're calling it Darkness because I may not have the the container the antennas to be able to perceive they ain't safe there but today and so if he's fully present there is the darkness the concealment doesn't block doesn't Eclipse before him and explains what this means it's not just a statement the he name is the whole reason that there is a concealment which allows there to be a messiah but see is that feels separate and independent not divine we explained is because of Shema like him Shemesh um the name of elikim conceals and it allows that even though the body is creating everything but the nivira that which is created should feel its own ego its own separate reality as a separate reality so without that symptom if there was no filter there was no mugging on the Shemesh if there was no concealment if there was no Shema like him if Hashem didn't want to shame like him so what would happen there would be no midseus of a yesh there would be no separate would see us there would be no Darkness because the light wouldn't be concealed so if the doors of perception were cleansed and there was no filter no concealment no contraction no restriction everything would appear as is which is inside infinite all one but because there is like we said Shemesh um what the Muggin is for the Shemesh what the sheath is for the son elikimus for Hashem so therefore the energy could be concealed and eclipsed and now you have a world of artillery and in each World itself you have endless States Of Consciousness based on how powerful that symptom was and in our world itself you have endless States Of Consciousness you can't compare every person has their own Consciousness their own prism through which they see the world and the question is how much the darkness or the concealment has affected me has affected my vision that depends who I am where I am how much I work on myself Etc that's all had symptoms this concealment this symptom is meaning we Define it as such and there was a reason for it there should be a bit C is called a Yes means something Yes means something an existence that perceives itself as outside of Russia Avila Gabe ain't safe but if you're talking from the Vantage points from the perspective Hashem himself and Hester create a real concealment says I fill Heaven and Earth and when you say Phil it means that you say a cup is full it means there's no space devoid of it it's not like there's a part of Earth where I'm gone every crevice every nook every element is filled with me we say it in the morning in davening every morning before Christmas and in kadusha Malay the whole earth even the Earth doesn't mean only the Earth even the Earth is filled with food I will say what do you mean I don't see I'm sorry I don't see it I mean right I feel it well I'm here I'm sitting here either you're sitting here we can both sit in the same seat so he says something outside of you can block you know something can't Eclipse itself fascinating how it's expressed in Allah speaks about covering your head during davine so what happens if I don't have a yamuka so what do I do I take my hand I have a growth idea right I take my hand I cover my head yeah he says no it's not kissing why not my head is covered he said because the head and the hand is one goof in you can't cover you why can't you cover you because you are you because you is not covering you because that's also you if the Hat your hand could cover my head if you take your hand right do I take a shmatter I take a towel I put it over that's okay [Music] excuse me it's a fascinating Outlook since the gulf is considered one it's a singular organism so even though physically my head is covered practically if it rains it's going on my hand not on my head you can ask what do you mean it is covering it's covering it what's the difference if I put a hat I put my hat on it it's not considered a kissy put your jacket on you could put somebody else somebody else's hand yeah because he says since the hand and the head are one so you can't cover you because the you that's covering the you is also you so it's not a real cover so he applies this like every it has a source the whole concept of Hester could only be lagabi somebody else right I'll give you an approach to another example I don't know if it's more posture than this example but if somebody's teaching a class if you're teaching a class let's say to very young children and you know it it's very it's a very deep concept but you know you can say everything you're thinking because nobody's gonna know what you're talking about so you only give them the outer let somebody's touching with Schneider somebody's teaching you happen to know many many layers of depth in this mishnah but you have to basically give only an outer outer layer so you're concealing the rest of it right but it's not a concealment for you because you're the one concealing it it's not like for the child it's a concealment wise for the child of concealment because he's a Zulus somebody outside of you but the one who's creating the concealment that's not a real concealment because the I who is who who is behind this blockage right so the blockage is also the eye so it's not concealing the eye so that superficial class is not superficial for the teacher because within the superficiality he sees everything you understand what I'm saying oh that's what he says one second good one second one second it's not like the Hester there's Hashem and then Allah Kim comes in and says God I'm gonna block you what to look him yeah not just two names in English they say the Lord is God okay thank you yankel is yankel yeah foreign when you see the English translations you sometimes don't understand the Lord is God God is the Lord I don't know if you ever read the English translations fine so God is the Lord so you have one name you have another name I'm talking about the same guy okay they say why did yesterday have seven names because he had seven daughters and he had to marry the morphs after each question he went bankrupt karagul so he had to change his name so there's history and this yes sir describe he had seven Apes of every Hassani became a new identity so you say all the seven names I want the token here is Hashem the concealment itself is also elocus it's again it's like my head covering over my head the incaine anus yesterday so nothing is really concealing elucus because that which is concealing is also elocus Allah so you can say that the name of Allah creates a real symptom Hashem and it limits his presence or his expression or manifestation that in Attila is less the Actos is less because this Darkness ain't at semester I let them what's concealing it like him the mechanisms of Elohim that's also Divine there's nothing outside the house of Isaac Shanice Associated also with equality with the spirit of malcols every name of Hashem is associated with a different svena like Kayla's kassad the muscle excuse me oh shame is they explain every name so the name of the Kim is associated often with malachus sometimes also with which is also associated with malcols but but it's a different name it's a different energy you're covering your head through a towel that's a Locus that's divine foreign and when we say it's all of course it's completely one completely one within safe Master Claude Michelle so even relative to the ray of havaiah that's creating the world through elikim and Allah it's concealing and it's filtering it it's Contracting it but it's not a real it's not a Hester but it is you're saying it created a yes he says yeah let God be the recipient will God be the recipient the one experiencing the flow that Hester is genuine the Hester is real it's authentic I don't experience infinite Oneness the light the energy that comes from energy so even the light that comes from man's life which means the flow of kios of Vitality that creates all the worlds it's not like now it's compromised it's filtered it's finite it's limited it's fully fully present because this is even the God be the O that goes to create the worlds in other words the Earth that's felt it certainly the guy be the essence himself The Source master no concealment is applicable so depends which side you're looking from [Music] foreign [Music] a parable right why do you give Parables you give Parables because the idea itself is very abstract so you give a parable it illustrates it right it brings it down it's a nice story so when people hear the parable they don't know where you're going because they don't know the concept hopefully through the parable they'll understand the concept so ah you got it very good you understand why I'm giving this parable right that's the if you would know right away where the parable is going it's not a good Parable the concept was abstract so the parable let's tell a story and then hopefully you can go back from the muscle to the nimshul right then Madness you always have muslimo what do you need Michelle don't give me Michelle I don't need mashallah it says he had three thousand metaphors says the world learns yet three thousand stories in his repertoire everybody has what's called the filing cabinet of stories right yeah so everybody knows the Jews have 400 jokes about 100 of them are about your wife or your husband another hundred about rabbis and doctors and lawyers right another hundred about religion another hundred about food they had three thousand get three thousand stories that you can't uh you know the market says the market says if such love muscle means something else it means his ideas were so deep that he needed to give a muscle for the idea but the muscle the metaphor was also too deep so he needed to give a muscle for the muscle 3 000 layers in order to bring it down that's translation so what's the muscle is a blockage it's supposed to be a blockage if the muscle is not a blockage for the idea it's not a good muscle the muscle doesn't give you access to the depth that's why you can open yourself up to it right you see with people I speak a lot so I know this you can say ideas you tell a story Everything Changes what happened the whole story is here to give out the idea I'm not interested in the story but that's what it is why in communication right storytelling is very powerful what does a story do a story takes it away from the original intensity and it brings it into a new reality and over there people can open up first of all you're not talking about them you're talking about somebody else so that's for sure good so there's no defenses you're telling somebody about them right outcome but you're telling me a story about Pliny Almighty who lived and then after that we'll go back yeah yeah with the Sheep yeah over there it's actually much deeper but okay that's a whole separate Indian that he had to pass good foreign over there so I'll stick them around from about this that you have to give your verdict you have to be the one to give your own verdict but yeah so by definition if a person is telling the story the martial the point is that in the Marshall you don't see right away the nymshul it's a it's a good cover-up because the nymshul is too deep but that's only from the perspective of the one hearing the muscle the one saying the Marshall he's not going to say oh my idea was just concealed because I said a muscle uh for you it's not a concealment why not because the author of The Ninja is also the author of the Marshall from the one who doesn't know the name shul he hears the martial it's a process the muscle only gives you an outer layer and you have to work to get to the deeper layer for the one for the one saying the martial the author of The nimsel and the Marshall the martial is just an expression of the nimshil in a way that it's filtered the filter is not a genuine filter it's not a genuine concealment from the perspective of the one communicating only from the one who's experiencing the communication from the outside so he's saying there's two ways of defining the world legabe the McComb it's not a student this is depends on how Shameless Kim affects you and essentially if you see how he puts it here in different ICS and this is what we explain that length in viadite and the last video the reason explained that there was a symptom symptoms what the symptom mean the reason says this is how it's crying begins when Hashem quantity created the created the world heritage oh It Ain't So filled the entire space of what would be the world and there was no space for the world when he says space he doesn't only mean physical space there was no space but Cloud there was no time there was no space you'll say for example somebody will say a svara in Yeshiva right and you'll say in Yiddish this foreign what does it mean aimless your father has no place what do you mean and my father does have a place what's fun to sit on chairs you don't have a place in the basement a sweater needs a chair I met a younger man the other day he's learned in Lakewood based magical very for 30 years so I asked him if he learns the whole day he said besides learning he's also on a business I said what are you Miss asakin he said the place is in BMG I said what shot he says if you went Texas road for a year and then you come back or you went a few months for and you want your own place yeah you have eight thousand people seven whatever the numbers could I another seven thousand people so there's a business in Lakewood to deal with disputes over the places in the basement you had a good place yeah you went to get married you come back four months later so he's part of a business he took training in this question who gets the chair it's interesting no I didn't know this is your best but he was telling me about it he told me about different cases and how they passed him it's a serious question but that's all people people need chairs and base matters the swatters this one doesn't need a chair the mother needs a shelf not a chair why doesn't asvada need a chair because asparta doesn't doesn't live in cheers it doesn't exist in the physical in the physical dimensions so you'll say this father doesn't have a place place doesn't mean it doesn't have a physical place it means it's that reality it's stupidity you say this is [Music] it doesn't mean only there was no space because Hashem is Big he filled up everything he's saying something much deeper the concept of reality outside of himself was inconceivable your typhus you heard what I said the concept the concept was tell me the two plus two Ali you know you travel last year how much is two plus two so you'll answer two plus two is Pink no you can argue with that if you tell me two plus two is five okay I could say not a scheiten tell me two plus two is yellow fine thank you he talking about not ain't safe preached symptoms like saying two plus two is pink it's not that I'm wrong you understand sometimes you say something that's wrong it's wrong but you I understood what year that two plus two equals five it's wrong two plus two equals pink is not wrong I don't know what you're talking about pink and two it's different worlds the Simpson was a revolution yeah that there is a concept not ain't safe ultimately you and I can exist so that's what that is all said there was a symptom so he says here the is that when you say that some don't think there was any symptom and certainly not an Atmos that's why he says it both even and I what's uh who is the expression of Hashem the energy that's creating even there there was no filter either is because the symptoms itself is also well of course Shameless Kim is also divine so therefore ain't it's a master it's like you blocking you you can't block you why because the you that's blocking the you is you somebody else it may serve as a blockage for somebody outside of you but for you the instrument the filter the tools whatever the mechanism that's creating the concealment that is there's a Hester and therefore even in the uh even the Earth that comes from Avaya that oh it is not formed by a filter it's fully present like it was before that so when that reason says there had to be a symptom to create an empty space it just means for the recipient it looks like an empty space ah so what's your question for the vocabul yeah like he says because there Hester how is there even a macabo y good question you're saying so there's no Hester Tucker so if there's no Hester right even with the metabolas there's no Hester even in that space where there's an empty space it's not an empty space it's ain't safe there's no yeah there's no there's nothing outside of the person you're saying huh but you're saying it's not an illusion and even an illusion is also an illusion why is there an illusion [Music] an illusion is illusion okay good how's good good to hashes so there's one more nakoda here so even the guy be the harder there's no Heston and he says certainly The Gabby Atmos doesn't know Heston so you're asking a good question so if there's no there's no by me there is but with the me even emerge in the muscle I'm giving there's a teacher there's a student they're two separate people they were two separate people before now there's still two separate people so the teacher says a martial and the student doesn't know what's inside the Marshall easily but here you're saying it's not a teacher and a student how did the student even emerge as a separate being to be able to say that this is blocking when he said that it was a revolutionary that seemed soon that was revolutionary for who right so obviously that's what he's saying that the symptoms so let's see another few lines here it's later the Bemis the line starts foreign when you say there's no concealment that doesn't mean that it's fake it means this creates the kavana of the creation the master of Liberty the reason he desired there should be worlds there should be the Gili of the Hashem foreign means wanted a connection and you can't have a mallet without a nap a Melech has a leader just like in marriage you can have a cousin without a cow you can avocado without a cousin you say get married to yourself there's no such a thing foreign which allows for the age this fulfills the kavana the objective of creation it says in the lowest element of reality what does it mean the lowest element what's it called the answer is in that which is perceived as outside and completely detached over there there should be a connection and a relationship there should be Oneness so it's precisely that the whole desire of creation is fulfilled princess Es as ain't safe as they ain't safe so it's not a real concealment what's he adding here to answer your question the child is what's shot concealment not that we're saying the concealment is fake if Hashem is real Elohim is also real what we're saying is the way we Define Hester From hashem's perspective it's seen in a different way what does it see and as it just seen as an opportunity foreign so the Hester is redefined as a real absolute separateness to an opportunity to be able to build a relationship I'll give you an example that I think illustrates it if you uh you know you're you're trying to train your trying to train your your child to walk or to drive a bike so you have what do they call it the training wheels so you can't fall and then one day you take over the training wall wheels and what's the first thing that happens he falls right so you'll say wow these parents really don't care about their child or you're walking with a child the infant and the child is walking beautifully holding your hand and then you you take away your hand and the child loses its balance in Falls are you going to say that emotionally the father or the mother now detached from the child I don't care about you no why the whole purpose is on the contrary I want you to be able to walk independently I want to be able to drive your own but I want you to be able to be the person you're capable of becoming I want you to be able to learn to walk I don't want for the rest of your life you're holding tati's hands mommy's hands the child may not feel that way the child's like where are you you're the worst type that you ever lived why because the child is feeling separate you just let me fall but you didn't just let him yeah you let him fall what you were trying to bring down is if I can't do you want them to become stronger you want him to realize his strength you want him to realize that he could walk he'll get up and he'll fall and I'll get up and he'll fall and then the third and fourth time he'll be able to walk away when somebody has a struggle in life when somebody has a struggle it's a very sensitive thing he's saying and you have to know how to say it because it could be it could be misconstrued as non-empathetic but it's very empathetic if you have a struggle what's the definition of a struggle if you feel the beauty of the struggle it's not a struggle MS what makes a struggle a struggle is that it's a struggle you don't see the the beauty of it but the one who gave you the struggle if he really loves you what does he what does he see in the struggle he just sees in the struggle safe myself how are you going to grow from it what you're going to become of it but if I would feel that it's not a struggle I wouldn't be able to go through it's like when the you ever see the caterpillar morph into a butterfly right so they say there was a farmer who was watching the poor butterfly struggling so what does he do or it's like I once saw a chick trying to come out of the egg it could take hours and hours heavily laid for the chick to come out of the egg so I had this tiger right let me crack the egg let me crack the egg and the sick will come out so the person who had these tricks said you're gonna kill it because by trying to crack the egg 10 hours it develops the muscles that it needs in order to survive so you're going to open the egg so it's going to be Struggle free and what's going to happen the chick will die a day later because it didn't develop the muscles it needs to live but the chick doesn't know this all the chick knows is this is a sick egg I hate this egg whoever made this egg you're not a good mommy yeah I'm not gonna do it this way and it's not a stitta right because of the chick the chick would just sit back and say everything is wonderful it wouldn't it wouldn't be able to become what it has to become sometimes you see a person going through something you can't tell them anything you can say that on the other side of the tunnel it's going to be incredible for you you can't first of all it's it's they're not going to be able to relate to it second of all it's not what they need to hear from you and uh and it can also cause sometimes you know wrong Impressions and so forth the person going through the darkness is going through the darkness but from the perspective a higher perspective I don't see Darkness what do I see I see an opportunity for you to become the person you become but it's a painful it's a painful Duality because the person in the darkness will not see it this way and you have to be able to validate their perspective you typhus what I'm saying I once heard from the laboratory he said it says International in rivka's womb it was very tumultuous Yakov was gravitating to uh whenever she went by a base madrish whenever she went by for Shea so yaakov started to get excited and when she went by a pagan Monastery Ace of started to fabraying and get excited ASAP started to say look I am in the womb everybody knows this is so let me asked a simple question in a womb people don't have I didn't choose what to do in my mother's womb they call it today genetic disposition the genes so why are you calling Ace of Russia when already in the womb the Republic should gravitate that's not called free free choice don't call them a Russia we don't call a lioness or Russia and a sheep at sadakis the lion didn't decide to devour sheep and the Sheep didn't decide to be a lamborgh genetically that way you have kindness to the tiger to the cheetah today what do you want the cheetah to do to say no I'm going to be a a chicken today you want to outline to get up and say okay you know what I made a hashman a message last night I'm becoming a puppy Lions can't do that was wilster for them yeah what do you want for Mason I don't understand in the womb he's gravitating to avoid Disorder so the addiction didn't come when he was 20 years old the addiction came in the womb of his mother so whose fault is that that's his fault she said a mighty de kevart the struggle with avoidazada is not bad that's a schlichus the fact that Ace of us gravitating to avoid disorder didn't make him a rush that doesn't make him a bad person it just puts him in a world where his mission is a different type of mission it's a mission we have to struggle against of a disorder Ace of never had a choice to be like yaakov even if ASA would have been a sad that he would have never looked like Yakov he would have looked like it's a different type of sounding you can't choose everything in life I can't choose to be you I can choose to take my struggles and be me Ace of choice was that yes with his struggles he would become a Powerhouse there's two types of people there's a good Eagle you're all having a family we all have in our family right there's the boys they go on the conveyor belt you know the conveyor belt of the system you hatch them you match them you dispatch them you don't hear from their principal till the day of graduation of high school and then you're ready for a shadow and then you say call me back and then you have a kid every day is a perfect kid and then there's that better it's not better we often Define struggle as evil the struggle doesn't come from you the struggle comes from Detroit person goes through stuff that didn't come from you your kid is not I'm going to be like I can't be like you I am in this world if you went through something as a child those of you know it's you're going to be dealing with it for the rest of your life your choice is not to deal with it or not to deal with it your choice is how you view it do you say my struggle is an invitation for weakness and despair and depression or my struggle is an invitation for the chick to burst break the egg and for the caterpillar to morph into a butterfly and to fly to the heavens that's the choice Hester the Hester's Ms and the Kim is not fake Hashem could reveal Hashem could conceal but what do you see in the concealment when Hashem looks at the concealment of the world what does he see it's an opportunity for a relationship if there's no Hester there's no dinner so your separateness from me is not because we're really separate it's that we could really connect you have a personality you have a messiah so we could connect so Allah came the way to register the way it's experienced is an invitation for a relationship so it's not that the Hester is a Shecker Hashem is not a hospital Samus the muscle is not fake the muscle is real so the Heston is a real Hester but what is it Taki if you work through you struggle and you come out on the other side then you can go back what did Joseph tell his brothers ah don't get upset that you sold me why why 22 years separated from his father wouldn't we don't get upset what does he answer kilometer is and I want to ask you a question somebody kidnaps somebody gets kidnapped physically emotionally gets sold as a slave gets put into prison right and you go in to visit them and you say one thing oh it's all good it's wonderful you've got to become the mission they'll throw you out of the prison why you're completely clueless you have to be able to empathize with what I'm going through but Joseph when he beats his brothers he says when I look at the whole story I see you didn't you didn't kidnap me didn't throw me a top pit you didn't sell me this was my journey to be able to save the whole world difficult Journey so everything was was was was reframed the same reality was reframed now Joseph was telling this himself all the time Joseph didn't understand what's happening but he understood that something is happening later he saw what's happening that's why he never disappeared so it's the same reality but what do you see from one perspective you just see concealment darkness dark and as dark in his darkness and from my perspective it's real right they say sometimes you feel like you have been buried somebody has literally buried you and the truth and truth you weren't buried you were planted it's very deep right you weren't buried you were planted we were buried yeah you were buried but you were planted when you plant a tree you bury you bury the seed but you're not burying the seed you're planting the seed but if I feel buried I feel buried not planted more sand more sand more sand more sand you know the mice they say about the donkey it's a very cute story there was a fellow and his donkey fell deep into a pit and it heard it heard its legs and and it was an old donkey and a so he thought to himself he doesn't have the Caleb to schlep out the donkey doesn't have help so you know what he'll just bury it he felt bad you know like billions camera said you know this is how you treat me but that he's older the donkey is all Chinese gadavius kadash he puts the last shovel of sand he goes away and suddenly a few minutes later he sees the khamare is the donkey is the the donkey they say donkeys are stupid but sometimes they're not so stupid upon them so what the donkey do every time he poured sand on the donkey the donkey shook over the sand you know it's not in my offer call me and then when on top of the sand and every time he poured shook off the sand and the sand became another step another step another step until it came out so was the donkey buried or the donkey was given an opportunity to come out it's a very sensitive question both realities are very real from the perspective of each side from the one experiencing it this is bad this is very bad this is dark but the very same reality could be perceived completely in a different way and that is you're very very struggle is just a it's an opportunity for unprecedented growth not that the reality is fake but what the meaning of the reality is completely different so the so the debit says in this minor that's true but Hashem that the Hester is a Hester but from hashem's perspective it's just that they should be able to be a different type of giliolicusness the concealment is not a concealment which is a real darkness in which I'm not present the whole reason there's a yes so they should be able to be a real relationship a real connection there can't be a real connection if there's only me there's no relationship ain't suffers ain't safe oh okay we'll continue more next time with Morehouse butter everybody have a beautiful day the next year will be Thursday morning 7 45 A.M pleasure to have you pleasure to have you Rabbi Sharon