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And then I see [music] my uncle soul and
I just couldn't understand why why he
had passed away.
>> [music]
>> She said to me, "Yossi, I can't believe
it's you. I mean, I heard the doctor
when he told us the whole family, he
gathered [music] us, the department
head, that you would be either a
vegetable or in a coma for the rest of
your life."
>> [music]
>> Shalom. My name is Yossi Zohar. I
currently live in Beit Shemesh. I manage
the Bnei Melachim Yeshiva here in Beit
Shemesh. It's quite a large campus and
the person who helped me fund this
entire truly massive expense was my
mother's brother. His name was Aharon.
The age difference between us was 9
years, not much.
He and I were like brothers.
True, he was my uncle biologically, but
we went through life together.
And 3 years ago, he flew to India to
visit his son there who is involved in
Chabad activities.
He returned from India [music] after
being there for 3 weeks and then he felt
some stomach pain, something in the
morning [music] right after the flight.
He collapsed in his home.
They took him straight to Tel Hashomer.
They sedated him.
And for 3 weeks he fought for his life.
I worked very hard. [music]
I went everywhere possible. I gave
charity. I prayed. I fasted. I gave my
all for this and after 3 weeks, he
passed away.
It pained me so much. This was the uncle
who married me, helped me, helped the
whole family, supported us. Such a
wonderful man.
Why did the creator of the world do this
to him? That's how I spoke [music] on
Sunday after we buried him on Thursday
of that same week while my mother, may
God protect her, was sitting shiva.
I went on Thursday when they do the
memorial service for the shiva. I headed
out then towards Bnei Brak Ramat Gan.
And my car was parked here on the Route
38. That's the main road of Beit
Shemesh.
It was parked there. I asked a young
scholar after the daily lesson I give,
"Take me to my car." I arrived at the
spot.
I crossed two lanes. In the third lane
at the crosswalk, a white Skoda Octavia
arrived [music]
driving at 130.
I don't want to tell you the details of
the driver. I won't shame him either,
but it's not pleasant. He wasn't very
focused and he sent me flying high into
the air.
50 m, it threw me into the opposite lane
>> [music]
>> where a truck hit me and knocked me
back.
You can see some scars here. You see
them here. I'm wearing a tie not just to
look respectable, but so you don't see
all the holes I have in my body, but uh
also my face is a bit crushed, but
[music]
uh it threw me from here. Here the car
hit me and here my leg was injured. My
left leg is more severe because that was
already uh
the work of the truck and that's it.
From that moment on, I don't remember
anything. Even from that moment, I don't
remember. One of the paramedics who
treated me
is a guy I actually grew up with. I even
helped raise him myself.
And his name is Yitzhak Levinger.
Yitzhak Levinger.
He arrived at the scene. He didn't even
recognize it was me because my whole
face had changed and swollen. When he
tried to touch me and he told me this,
and you can check this in Beit Shemesh,
Yitzhak Levinger,
he went to bury my blood. He said, "If I
die, then the blood must be buried."
He didn't know I would live.
He told everyone, "He's dead." One of
the organizations here in Beit Shemesh,
it's called Ezrat Achim.
The chairman of the organization, his
name was Avrahami Kopp.
Ask him too what I'm telling you now. He
arrived at the scene. He even treated
me. He told me [music] there's no
chance. He just covered me and they
waited for a doctor from Mada to come
and pronounce me dead.
Social services from Beit Shemesh came
to my house to tell my children the
situation that their father wouldn't
return. Tragedy, pain.
And my mother was sitting shiva at those
moments. Almost no one knows that. They
tried to hide it from my wife. All the
Hasidim here in the neighborhood already
came under my house.
And they told it in such a gentle way to
my wife that I was injured. Painful
story. I don't want to sadden you too
much.
And then from heaven, they waited for a
doctor. Five doctors arrived, people who
were invited.
They finished a seminar in Tel Aviv at
the Hilof and on the way to Gush Etzion
where they live, they stopped [music] at
the scene of the accident, got out and
performed field surgery on me there and
brought back my pulse. Thank God.
I showed signs of life and then they
rushed me quickly to Hadassah.
One of the doctors there, his name was
Avi Bendavid.
I met him once. I haven't met [music]
him since then.
When he saw and he asked how much time
had passed since the accident, they told
him a few minutes.
So he got out
and the arteries that were torn, which
is the whole shoulder area. So he What
did he do? I don't know. I don't know.
I'm not a doctor, but he connected, gave
me a few electric shocks. I don't know
how and thank God I showed some signs.
I'm stopping now. I'm stopping now to
tell you that 2 days ago, what I'm
telling you is the absolute truth. My
aunt, my mother's sister, her name is
Dalia. She saw me 2 days ago. 2 days
from today, she said to me, "Yossi, I
can't believe it's you."
Meaning I heard the doctor. [music]
How he told us, he gathered the whole
family, the professor of the department,
that you would be either a vegetable or
in a coma for the rest of your life.
That we shouldn't expect anything.
There's no chance that I would wake up.
That's what happened in the end, [music]
but uh I'm stopping for a moment. I'll
tell you what happened in the end.
That thank God they took me to Hadassah.
There I don't know anything. I wasn't
here.
First time I saw how I look
>> [music]
>> without a mirror that same evening.
I, for the sake of the example, I'll
tell you. My head is here on the left
side, my leg's on the right side. That's
how I see it. I'm without clothes. Here
next to my head is a Jew and next to my
legs are two Arabs.
I already saw a wall here in this place
in this V. My wife, may God bless her,
sat here.
Next to her sat another woman asleep
like that. That's what it was and my
wife was with Psalms. That's what I saw.
It was like that.
I sort of left my body looking at myself
from above.
There's no number of minutes from this
moment until the end of this story that
I can estimate for you.
Everything is virtual. Everything is
elevated and then I go through something
almost like following a path like that,
you know?
That I reach a huge area. Something that
truly feels like it has no boundaries at
all.
I am just like myself right inside this
wild, almost crazy space. A place that
feels limitless and open where there are
no walls or edges to hold me in.
There's no estimation for it because
this world is not the world to come.
It's something else entirely.
You are alone now. Just to give you an
idea. God forbid it happens to others.
Think now about your brother, about your
sister, about your mother.
About the person you know. Remember what
I'm telling you now.
Two things. First of all, this dream,
you will see faces, but they aren't the
authentic ones, you know? I now know
someone named Yaakov.
That's my son. When I see them in the
dream, I don't see the real face of
Yaakov. I see a different face.
We are covered in many many many
garments from the incarnations we've
been through. So we will see, I know
it's him, but how he looks, not [music]
like I know him.
Remember what I'm telling you. Check it
yourselves. That the face is not what we
know, but I know it's him. The second
thing, there is no speech.
This the decibels, all this height, this
volume, there's no such concept in the
world.
It's all subconscious. I'm speaking to
you through my mind. You look at me. I
look at you and then I see my uncle
soul.
I just didn't understand why why he
passed away.
What what happened to him?
What what sin did he commit?
What angered the creator so much that he
killed him?
And my uncle, I don't want to give
details here because people will be
recognized and it could hurt people, but
curses.
Those curses killed him.
With force.
It's like I saw it. Like I was a bit
[music] shocked and there's no way to
really understand.
And then I continue. I can't tell you
exactly how long it was, but I see
someone one time entered the yard.
And a dog jumped out at him from behind
the tree or something. He galloped
toward him and the gate is already
closed.
Those are the anxieties I'm going
through today.
I take Tiberalex and also Bon Ami.
So that I can fall asleep quickly.
And you can even ask my family. I have
insomnia to this day after 3 years.
I get startled every time. As much as I
look like a strong person and I have
some inner strength and boldness,
I break down. [music]
I break down also in tears.
I'm suddenly shaken
by this terrible experience. Now that
I'm talking to you, it's all surfacing.
So, it's a bit uncomfortable to talk
about.
But again, I repeat, I get startled is
mainly all the things I did consciously.
I see all of that.
Everything I knew was forbidden and I
did it intentionally, knowingly,
consciously.
You create a demon besides the scene,
you create a demon that devours you.
I'm afraid every time, well.
You don't just see the movie, you know,
this was created from that that from
this, you understand everything on your
own.
You see this fear, it comes from this
scene, from that scene, from this act.
After that, you go through deed after
deed, quantities. [music]
And you're terrified of all of them.
Then they show you the good things, too.
What did help me?
Was mainly helping the helpless.
People who don't have much power or
friends or money or looks, people with
broken hearts.
And they ended up protecting me. I don't
want to detail [music] names here, but
if anyone wants to ask me, I can tell
them.
And one more thing helped me a lot when
I overcame an [music] impulse.
No one knew about it that I didn't look.
I didn't eat, I didn't speak or I didn't
do a certain thing [music] for the sake
of the creator and it didn't happen
much, unfortunately.
That's what helped me because it was for
the sake of heaven. It wasn't so that
[music] I would get people to say to me,
"Wow, you're so great, you're strong."
No one even knows about it. I myself
don't want to do this.
Two things helped me, helping the poor
which [music] was for the sake of
heaven. No one ever said, "Thank you
very much" to me. And the second thing
was overcoming [music] my inclination.
And that brought me such happiness.
Such protection, such strength, such
sudden [music] self-confidence, so to
speak, in the world to come.
I'm worth something, I did something
good, I overcame [music] my inclination.
Now I went through this whole journey
>> [music]
>> where I saw the bad, I saw my good which
was minimal. You see, I'm religious, but
I had almost no good.
I mean, I had [music] good, but not good
for the sake of heaven.
I did many deeds, but they didn't have
much quality. Afterwards,
I sat before a rabbinical court [music]
where there sat
three judges whom I also know, I know
what they look like, but not as I know
them.
Even the face was completely different.
[music]
There's Rabbi Yaakov Israel Fisher. I
was very connected to the things he
wrote on the Mishna Berura glosses, very
[music] connected to him.
The second Rabbi is Rabbi Mordechai
Eliyahu [music] who also visited our
home. I loved him very much, too. I even
admired him. A tzaddik, foundation
[music] of the world, loves everyone,
connects everyone.
Truly, truly [music] righteous.
And the third person who for me is the
greatest in the world is Rabbi Ovadia
Yosef.
These three righteous [music] men, I was
connected to them and attached to them
and loved them.
So, they also [music] judged me, but
there's no favoritism there.
What happened?
What happened was that after they had
truly seen and fully understood the
complete [music] weight of both the good
and the bad, they ultimately made a very
difficult and painful decision.
That I wouldn't return [music] here
anymore, that I would stay there.
And then three [music] souls helped me.
One of them, his name is Zion Eliyahu.
He's a man who lived in Moshav Derech
here near Beit Shemesh.
For 13 years, I took him every day from
his home. He was [music] disabled to the
kollel back and forth, helping him a
lot.
He passed away 30 days before this
happened to me. [music] We were within
his 30 days.
And the second person who helped me a
lot, his name is Israel Meir Bleich.
He's close to me.
My apartment is his [music] apartment
and he helped me a lot.
And I also tried to help his children a
lot.
And the third soul who helped me there,
her name [music] was Tamar Gabay from my
parents' moshav whom I also really loved
helping, talking to her,
making her happy. [music] All these
three souls, they helped me.
So, I was [music] sedated and ventilated
for a month and a week. I didn't come
back to myself.
I told you before that the professor
said I wouldn't wake up again. [music]
When I woke up,
it was a very difficult process that my
righteous wife went through.
>> [music]
>> She always held on to faith, faith,
faith until the professor told her that
I wouldn't wake up.
She was so broken [music] by it. She
told me yesterday, yesterday, today is
Tuesday, so it was Monday, she told me
yesterday,
that she [music] like went into
seclusion. She cried out to the creator
of the world, "Enough, enough, enough.
Let him come back already. [music] Let
him wake up. I can't take it anymore."
And thank God, the next day I already
started. I opened [music] my eyes. I
looked at my hand. I started to look
around inside the intensive care unit.
When my children came to visit me, I
didn't recognize any of them.
I didn't recognize any of my children.
[music] Not this one, not that one, not
that one.
Who are they? I had forgotten
everything. I suffered a head injury, a
brain injury.
And naturally, I had many fractures
throughout my [music] body. I also had a
huge scar. I have two photos. Maybe, God
willing, I'll let you see them.
In the back, [music] everything healed.
The fractures healed, too.
>> [music]
>> It's a multi-system injury. It's not
just anything. Today, I am considered
disabled.
And in every [music] sense, everything
healed, everything returned to normal.
Also, thank God, the memory,
>> [music]
>> the understanding, there were miracles,
divine assistance and there was a lot of
faith and especially there were many
prayers from the people of Israel.
They rise like oxygen to the heavens.
You get strength [music] from that. He
hears the prayer of his people Israel
with love and that is what the creator
of the world did for us.