How I Found God in My Darkest Hour

terrible difficulties I went through. I was confined to a wheelchair and then with crutches and in a bubble now and I tried to commit suicide. No, I didn't want to accept my situation. I didn't know the creator of the world. >> [music] >> I lived in a completely secular home where we had no Shabbat, no holidays, no kosher food. >> [music] >> I was constantly preoccupied with myself, with my clothing and with the lack of modesty I had. At 17 and a half, I married a husband who was a Yeshiva student and in the first year I already made sure he ate on Yom Kippur, something he had never done in his life. At the age of 22, I went with my husband to a wedding in Beersheba. I saw two lights approaching me at high speed. I reached out my hands to stop them and then I was gone. I lost consciousness. I arrived at Kaplan Hospital in Rehovot in critical condition. I'm all platinum plates. I'm all crushed. To this day, I'm all broken pieces. You see, it's like a prosthesis. It's covered. I have no flesh here. The legs didn't break in one fracture. They broke into several parts. The beautiful legs that I invested so much in. And this leg is a leg that the foot was on the other side. I arrived with it at the hospital while it was in the air. That's why they tried to save it. And they succeeded but to this day I have it's scary how it looks. And I say, "Thank God that I also got married at age 17." I say to myself, "Who would have taken me in the state I was in?" I paid a price especially with my legs because back then I always wore short clothes. I didn't know how to dress modestly. No, I didn't know. My legs were always exposed and that's where I paid the price. I realized how merciful the Almighty had been to me giving me my life back as a gift. So of course I returned to my faith and I'm so grateful to the creator. The creator didn't give up on me and he doesn't give up on anyone. He loves us and he loves me. And I realized how lucky I've been all along the way and I thank the creator for where I am today. >> [music] >> I connected to the truth. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.