Holding Back Is Another Form of Giving - Maamar V’Yadata Moscow 5657 #7

the yeshiva dotnet [Music] okay good morning everybody welcome go up to page mem tests in this mind me that we're learning we have died to tough fish lungs I in 1897 sorry five six five seven 1897 Rupp to paint remand tests closer to the bottom of the page the line starts you know yeah culprit the initial waha Marshall around ten lines from the bottom earlier culprit an initial my emotions so after explaining at length that every good communicator and teacher in order to be effective must restrict and curtail and limit the information and the wisdom and the inspiration and the depth to make it suitable and custom a to the capacity to the Kaelin of the recipient they're not only that all from the Mafia forgive her the teacher the communicator must enclose his ideas in a muscle conveying parable a story an illustration an allegory in order to allow the student or the child or the pupil the disciple to absorb the nihms shown through through the muscle all of that symptom all of this restriction and concealment disgust is only for the perspective of the recipient because of the factor of the giver the teacher he sees within the Marshall he sees the ninja because for him that Marshall was born out of the never shop we're from therefore the recipient the initial was born out of the Marshall it's a difference between seeing it's from inside out or from outside in so therefore the Marshall never blocks it never curtails it never eclipses there's no like danger that from the Marshall he's not gonna get to the missile the whole Marshall was born from the nancial he's never gonna get stuck by the Marshall he'll never see the Marshall is just an external idea without any deeper without any deeper reference because often the Gemara will have Muslim or Madras Marshall Madhava dimer I'll give a metaphor and tell a story of a MELAS possible damn and Madras reddish ramp and all the mad Russian this is very frequent and also in Gomorrah quite a few places marshal Madhava diamond a metaphor let's give a parable and the story finishes and then you have to go back to the nymph show for the student you hear a nice story could you know the Mahamaya books they have nice children's stories it was a good story for the mush be on the other hand that issue is never an issue because the marshal grew out of the nymphs old started from inside out and therefore he sees within the marshal the entire initial there's look at the healer no blockage it's not like there's a tension there's a paradox as a problem and then he has to find it he doesn't have to find it the whole marshal was an outgrowth a lavash for the NEM so in order to be able to communicate it and this is what we spoke about in the last future and he gives the example that this is true he says that this is true about everything in the world being a marshal for an intial as he gives the example of earth with all of its properties and all of its qualities and all of its characteristics is essentially a marshal for what's called madessa malice and this means that one who sees the marshal is an imbecile doesn't see it as detached doesn't see it as separate but rather sees the entire physical earth as a physical incarnation of a spiritual truth and this is true about everything in the physical world it's nothing but a physical incarnation of a spiritual a spiritual truth as he put it the marshal and an intial I really won just one is expressed in a spiritual way and one is expressed in a physical way one use they use different language but the message is exactly the same message which is the concept of a marshal and an inch in parentheses visio mahadesh cuyahoga bullish about mafia citation mal basically Bolivar shambhala Loomis Arabic slur in en el the Kiba Mahesh mama and this is the kiddush this is the advantage of the power of the limitation that the Mafia has in order to dress up the idea and all of the garments and all over the concealments Hal Amos so what happens in it allows the godliness to assume a mushes dick experience a very real experience because as a result of connecting and aligning the muscle within them so you can experience it in a very tangible and real way when you appreciate that the physical world and all of its dimensions is essentially emotion ninta shall agave Hamish beer ain't consumed Highlander Hester Club came the gávea macabre Llewellyn vest the result of this discussion is that legate the teacher there was no concealment only the McConnel the student for him this may constitute a concealment whoo-hoo marshal miss Geller actually Sonia cessation what is the concealment that he has access only to the external aspect of the idea Avila plumies rots miss Nelly momentum its core an essential idea remains concealed as explained in order for the macabre to be able to absorb it he has to restrict and only give her array of the idea if this gone is teaching his children or any student Kumari Rashi choice service mission is skirmish anything on his level everybody will be confused and overwhelmed so therefore there is a real hell of the hostile Authority for the macabre who only receives a certain fraction a limited fraction and I mention of the ideas for the teacher who sees the full depth even in what he is communicating there's no concealment Obama's but the emesis here we come to the next gambling got me I'm a table lanes element meaty even the governor macabre it's a step next step even the GABAA the macabre the student aids a hella mammoth it's not a real concealment Sharda McCall McCoy Maya days are made of miss Galloway Gilyard I say for this is actually the vehicle through which she experiences the idea can be loud the absence of a stir law I am a lawyer I say ho clock if there was no symptom if the teacher would not restrict his flow and his depth and his length and his magnitude the breath and not eclipse it so there would be no access the macabre wouldn't receive anything he would just be overwhelmed and shut that canal as we said earlier Candice kaleil she my Maruyama garlic lemon come on sir come on show that's why you must bow belinha shablagoo Marie if the teacher would have unleashed the full current of his depth of his wisdom as it is within his own mind so the ocean the intellectual capacity the cognitive ability of this student would just be confused completely when people get confused just to give up they shot down by they had simpson vast male area so it's only by restricting that you can actually give it's only by holding back there you can actually reveal it's only by concealing that you actually express it's through that symptom of the teacher that the student can absorb the light of the circle the light and the awareness that is being conveyed in contains a Sturm it this means they can just say for the macabre he's just receiving concealment on the contrary without that symptom we would get nothing so for him this is also a process of of growth of exploration of revelation over ms right so on so till now we would think it's better than nothing what do you want you saying it's a stir those it's only a stir it's also the only way he has access to it but the premise the truth is were saying much deeper gamma gloomy so say hasta la magia mail room is galih lama kabbalah - Masha Masha feel the fish was saying it was not just it's not a only a Hester for the macabre it's it's oh so Aguila we're saying even more even the full depth of the sail which look how it is being concealed which is why he could absorb it even this is ultimately being communicated to him what does this mean Charlie I'm Rizal the Gemara says I'm a success of a deserted of hey like are you - ah die today rabbi other boyish Nineveh Lara born in coil tomorrow brings out of a desire in the beginning of a sector by desired of hey am i rather motion remain who tells the Jewish people at the end of Paris key Savoy Lane awesome Hashem La Femme level a Dyson I am Lee Royce as my English Maya odd hai-yah Mazda Hashem has not given you eyes to see in I'm Li race as my Amla shmaaya and ears to hear and a heart to discern other Yama's at all today when is much Robin was speaking to the Jewish people he's speaking a few weeks before his passing meaning after they were 40 years together in the desert so the Gemara says he learned from really call you minish I die today rabbi either boyishness a person could not stand I die today rap a person cannot appreciate cannot master that that's the mind of his River until after 40 years after I buy him shouldn't coil that's why my shirt older we've been teaching for 40 years but till I die you must say you didn't see didn't hey didn't understand - in Hashem Hashem Lavely reason I am with a naive leader says net Lila Hoving and I am lyricist nameless my eye 40 years much that there's a 40 years he's teaching day and night like I am in a shed I did that I bother by engine and until 40 years what shot what does this mean for 40 years he doesn't understand that beer come the Gemara is like Kolya minish lighted it up of course he can understand if he doesn't understand anything what type of rabbits and what type of town for this a moisture rain is talking about himself or even according to something from somewhere that Chef after 40 years you finally get it some say the trapping was about himself that teaching is teaching them however you tied to these as Peters died today Robert I know Konami is about ad smears cover knows die today rabbit means you do you get it the way it's in your Debra's mind of course you got what he said but what you got what he said was the way he conveyed it through the restrictive channels that allowed you only to absorb that's what sure Calum already to absorb in other words it was completely limited and eclipse based on your capacity that's what a good teacher a good teacher has to invest equal time to what he's not gonna say at least as much to what he's going to say maybe even more they say that they've advisor somebody once wanted a building they built it built a yeshiva it was cool I think Terrace high and was named after the high risk of crime cell of a check so the recession who became the son-in-law of Heian today was good Glicksman repairs Glicksman but they were first suggesting another russia she was so they asked the brisker of meats cook save our levees elevate the brisker of the red Volvo brisket about a certain candidate who was a student of his father of time and he thought that he wouldn't be a good idea they said why as doctors a waste of which is always the hostess organ the bris that's a big compliment he knows what to say he says he was all good wait he doesn't know what not to say not saying is as important to saying yeah they once asked a great pianist a one pianist asked another world-renowned pianist what his skill is why he was such a celebrity why he's so world-renowned should I read notes as as well as you I play like you what's the difference between you and me and he said the pauses it's the pauses that make the difference or as a rattler Hoffler ah she would put it lit a rev up in partial the parachutes the space it's the pause between the partial so it's not just literally you have to pause obviously when you speak after pause when you play after pause when you communicate you have to pause it's deeper the pause represents the kya haal limbic area had symptom so fascinating Madrid's rabid partial ski season plus a very interesting meddler it says there were moisture came down the second time from the mountain so he had a tremendous light radiating from his face right para an open emotion they couldn't even look at him he had to put on a massive amass to be able to were they should be able to look at him so the mattress robber asks where did he get the slide from a Haitian zoella carnea hide where did he get the light from well suppose the second time so there's different interpretations one of is that Hashem Lehrer varnish love them dictated the cefotetan and he was right moisture was like a secretary the Gemara says I cut his burger Haut Ramiro moisture crisis of the commercial mobilization was dictating so to speak like he dictate to you secretary live the libras he was taking notes he finishes writing to say Vitara and then he says there was the ocean hysterical masa there was the ink that remained in the quill there was the ink remained in the pen so moisture rubbed that ink on his forehead and through this came the ahoy now the whole madness is very strange but the first question is why was the ink left over and the co mostly in the pan and the quill a shrimp could have estimated how much ink would be needed I understand I put extra ink I'm not sure how much I'm going to need but he could have st certainly know how much ink so one of the explanations is the ocean is tired become a say is there is what is said and does what is not said what is not said in many ways is much deeper than what I said there's the ink that you hold back there's the ink in the pen the ink can depend I would be called enemy is about ad smears cover not saying write the pauses the have sick the absence this what allows the student to absorb if the teacher gives everything the way it is in him there's just a shutdown there's no recognition of the individuality of the other a student means you create a real person a separate entity somebody who's going to be able to grow and teach on his own for this you have to consider the identity of the person you can't consider your own identity what happens after 40 years after 40 years he says die to the rabbit of it says Corrie minish I die to the rabbit he stands so to speak lay means he stands he gets he assumes the das of his wrath I knew pen Emir's verrat smears cover knows his that's me is the core of what he was saying the way it was inside of him not only the way it could be experienced at that point from your vantage point oh c'mon Mira's are just like the Gomorrah says in the circus a rave in the beginning of feud Gimbel them at basic - smart remain so the Morris says it of asked every of caninus said that goalie via do what's known that there was nobody in the generation of the may like it mayor why then is the ha'la'tha usually not like to have made the debates between your main and this colleagues for example if man interviewed that have a lot of debates in shots the Chloe's early is I love the Caribbean there are a few exceptions but generally the Allah who was not like Mary most of the debates between a man and his colleagues the ha'la'tha was chosen by the Sanhedrin by the best and by the majority like the other one see he says everybody the bastard the Gomorrah says everybody knows that there's nobody like him a butler yoke the what Lama he's quoting here the end of the night because I love girls giving you the whole - huzzah why didn't they establish the locker like him schleier come and lament all saved item because the Hammond could not stand stand here means grasp understand appreciate so you've died with five dieter so that means the end of his das what's at the end of his that's the other side of it there's the side of the das that comes to you does the other end that stays inside the ink that stays in the past that which didn't come out with his gallows for the rav it was never concealed for the student that was concealed because we wouldn't have been concealed of the whole ink would have been unleashed it would be no parchment left right though no no no no remorse is leblon with also vit Liguria gives an example there have mayor basically if something was Tommy he can explain how it's tired something historian explain how it's Tommy so Rashi says they didn't know what's right what's not right in other words they couldn't fully understand the mayor from his from his own perspective and it was very confused the Gomorrah says that he could do it the Gomorrah says others distance themselves from ARCA and it may it could learn from Africa's total alcohol Oakley pause so he's all right he took out the pen amis and he discarded the the shells the husks yes but he doesn't get a bigger rug ready ever gave me given the revi only gave him the Heston he's getting it through his work knows he's getting it you write his own because he never got anything more directly okay you dogs good let's see he's gonna distress this Marsh well finish trashy I'll add some cover Nasser Rashi says nothing actually says this verbatim could be means the cavern of Radley the exome Kevon over it may reserve the claim I doubted that are behind you I'll accept enemy is cover knows that's the meaning after 40 years you not only understand what you never said that could be before 40 years hopefully curry Manisha died today wrapper you really master the dass of the rav the ad said the Plinius of his Huff mother's Kevon at the core for in you the explanation in this the heating is boil air we explained before the gam shamash really but there are sorry the gomorrah says in a few places well um you should know Adam with Hamid over there sorry sug in the beginning of socket of gimel you have to teach your child that you student but there are sorry there are amines concisely with brevity without complex elaborations that confuse him what does this mean we explained it doesn't just mean you give up some little Vaart but there are sorry is a skill it's a genius because McCormack I'm Josh Bazar be Helen : Makaha massa or real mafia within the brevity within the concise words he conveys in a concealed way the full depth as the example given from Mishnah we're mission is very brief that's the function of Mishnah the function of Mishnah is was it to be able to be retained by almost anybody because it's it's it was packaged in a way that is brief concise sharp that's the tremendous value of learning and mastering mission is you know first Gemara it never ends its complex and it's multi-layered mathias you finished a mission you finish the paddock you finish of a sector it's it's it's much more attainable on the other hand we know that the could be 5-template Gemara or hablok tomorrow with a lot of details analyzing every word in the Mishnah because you're a be put in he compressed into the Mishnah the whole image of the Gemara the Gemara is simply deducing Amara's extracting from the Mishnah the omec the depth of the curve on black marsh Amber's gala la Makabe loveliness or if it's a miasma cosmos what is being revealed to the recipient is an external ray so to speak of the wisdom they add some sex monster nice and there must be a barrel and behind Yaman but they took it a Miss McCauley where does he put in the concealed message the full message he puts it in being yana meaning within the concepts that he's conveying and sometimes it's okay to us it's how to put how the hell was phrased the phraseology you use this word you use that will you use this sentence use that sentence like we see that Commissioner Oh losers I'm acabo well either Sheila Campbell Ashbaugh miss your Chevy sets Lloyd a real macabre we're talking about a real teacher and a real student that's not so confident this macabre laughter Huey senators default is full trust also there has to be full trust after he receives the hush spa and it settles with him in a comedic take a carbanion and vidiq do quiete resume the Ageha SATs my buzzer I'll meet I'll pee much the kid will be his gallows hooli IRA Ebola McKenna me discover no cigarettes and commissary commercial rates Larry I've managed curly them shits him to massage philosophy once the macabre absorbs it maybe on a superficial level now he has that information to work with as he matures or as she matures and grows and develops emotionally intellectually we're talking about any type of our sports not necessarily it could be a shtick Olga Mario could be article tourists it could be a rumba it could be an e in a locker or it could be in any tome of life will have the most so in young and cosmesis Aeneas and not even hooked now so there's emotional communication the spiritual communication but after he has this information and he died sex and analyzes the idea and he goes deeper into it he himself will find layers and layers that were not accessible to him until he reaches it the way it was by the teacher before that symptom of the teacher come I can furthermore similarly Uriah Plymouth Massa bomb show them how coca married a VAX my he could then also see the depth within all the McCallum that the teacher gave the way it was by the teacher behind all the inertia may even hate the percentage slide they are muscle the first thing is he has to understand in himself through the Martian the high no shimmy prati I'm a commercial hairy eyeball the proteomic initial the Penna Misaka vanish and well commercial and capitalist from all the details and the depth of the Marshall he has to be able to extract and find what was the initial that was being conveyed and finding the full depth of the neutral not just satisfying himself with a nice story but really getting into the name shell and mastering it ours then mayor actually Pro Tem him so I they have muscle once he reached that state now there's no disparity anymore there's no differentiation anymore it's not two worlds there's no Marshall that locks the name shell and an inner shell that is hidden beneath the Marshall once he reached animal through the muscle and there should be now he can go backwards and that when he sees the Marshall he like a pillar sees the initial in the muscle we draw your marker shows are saying you know the keeper Mukesh managed come out using the McCallum that we were talking about before how everything in the physical world its dimensions and properties and characteristics and sizes and even ratio there's no detail in the earth that is not a martial for Eliquis right but when we see the world we just see the muscle we don't see the name shell has explained in previous shooter but should I shoot him and Joseph and Yaakov and the deaf various Michele that we gave anything you look at it's snowing outside today right we look at it a person senses that it's a Marshall a person sent as a children love snow you senses a certain energy being conveyed in the world but what we see is snow if you bother and you spent time learning how snow emergency then you see the snow and you see within it an extra layer of wisdom in other words you see the background of this law so when you'll hear the weather they'll broadcast the weather one person will just say this is weather emini Uralla just might explain to you the various physical forces the winds are coming from here and the clouds are developing here and this door has started here so now you have more background so you could see it on a deeper layer if you have a scientist it can explain to you the underlying forces that generate this type of weather and the true expert will explain to you exactly how the ice crystals and the rain droplets form in the clouds as a result of Earth eating up and unleashing the vapour that comes from our crust and forming into clouds which can carry each cloud can carry the weight of water the weight of 400 elephants each cloud can carry the weight of 400 elephants you knew that so now you know 400 elephants amazed with the citizens I don't mean baby elephants each clouds 400 elephants and then at some points of plotzed and either we enjoy a good rain or we enjoy a beautiful a beautiful bird X snow and this and Deaton you go deeper and deeper into the science of it of physics of it and why is it white and when does it happen and what's exactly the weather and never mind the snow shapes but what happens if somebody from the world of youth Syria was broadcasting the weather he would talk about the same snow but suddenly there would be the Nimbus about the Marcille and somebody from BRE and somebody from our zilla's there will also be the same whether it's all the same whether it's the same reality hashem elokenu hashem aha there's no hundreds and thousands and billions and trillions and sextillion z' of realities so one reality the question is which layer of it - you perceive from the perspective of the NIMH cell every flake of snow is the same flake with the same shape but it's an outer crust of an inner story of an inner energy and then the world becomes one it's completely cohesive it's completely integrated but I oh I begin with the Marshall as a student there's a recipient I begin with the Marshall and then from the Marshall I can get to the initial but then when I get to the nem show if I really master the name shell at some point crime inertia died - the rapper then when I look at the Marshall I don't see anything separate I see it like a pillar as an outgrowth of of the nancial and what they did and the great advantages it's been Mukesh and Lukas is then something that's very real because one can see in the physical world the manifestation of the spiritual divine energy the nimza shah's Mustafa I'm a Kabbalah LaMacchia at that moment there is a quality there is a stavos there is unity between the teacher and the student they become one gambia diaz varsa gospel music Ivana it's not anymore I'm the giver you're the taker I'm on top your embody it had to be that way because the marshfield was bringing up the Makabe but the real objective of the teacher is not to have students the real great teachers don't want students they want to create new teachers they want to they say great leaders don't want followers great leaders want to create leaders but for this you have to be able to give the follower everything if you say done on another some information it's copyright because if I give it if I spill the beans then what's gonna be left of me what's gonna be left real that's not a real mafia that's somebody with his own agendas he's not into my fears into protecting his own my saliva the real mafia the real leader he wants to spill all the beans fight at the reason he didn't spill all the beans in the beginning is so that this teacher student should be able to get all the beans if he would have spilled all the beans he would have left been left with no beans I'm nothing about selling beans but at the fact that he didn't spill that out he didn't give it out there was the ocean of fire there's the Inglot remains the ink that remained because of that he has access to it and he can ultimately receive everything this is the moment of this is the moment of stavos fish Davos Gambia Diaz by August give me a second on earth you see it in the moment of passions bullosa it's one of the most it's one of it's a very extraordinary dramatic moment in himesh where tuna VM start prophesizing with unauthorized unauthorized profits elder than may dad start prophesizing outside of the of the seventy elders emotion of a new initiated as Naveen so you're sure runs over to motion he says ardougne moshe client motion I'm asked you should incarcerate them Chloe we should put them in a Keller you should put them in prison why because they are essentially as they saying it is a mark on Shabbos foes if they're establishing or abased where they're becoming their own people they became prophets on their own this is very dangerous to your authority so call the chlorine the chlorine he says to interpret and one has put them in prison another interpretation which applies timelessly is hot de la ley in Turkey Sibyl vane column alien make them community leaders and that's it once you become a community leader they'll just perish on their own it's good just give them cover just elevate them a little bit put them on make them responsible for the gala and then within six months they're done everybody hates them this brush will and against them they're in handy the worst Jews who ever lived in the history of humanity because they had the poor fortune to just to become leaders she says I didn't make it up I mean the problems existed even in Germany in the 11th century hotter of France hot lalayants arcade suburban color melee so what is my shitali schewe he tells him these words i'm akane Ottilie me detain call i'm hashem navy am Ketan are Seamus Raphael am are you being jealous for me let me tell you about me my wish is that the entire nation of God would be prophets that I Shem confers a spirit on every one of them do you think I get worried when there are two prophets I would like all four million Jews to be prophets that's my agenda meeting kilometer movie Keith Luscher mr. Haley that's where you see the genuine mafia my objective is every Jew would be a prophet he Tinashe mr. Kyle and God would confers proof so at this moment the Mafia and the macabre will become one in the sense that he can also grasp the pinna music Ivana along there's still a difference it's a llama spear of a penis or Yasha we're not gonna come to to discover two terms are Yahshua and earth Keizer or Yasha olive of youth or olive of has these are well-known term in the literature of Panem et cetera their writings of there is all the writings of the ballot Anja the writings of all sifri Kabbalah Lisi free hug rob mostly free Panem et cetera they have this expression from Irina or your clerk or poison or you're sure Sam I feel cleanness are you shocked by the much beards direct like what do we mean shall a who a day a kilo I'm a condemned cell who mom shiho you're my bishop of muscle the Mafia starts from inside out he starts with an insult and then he dresses it up in the martial by days in the Scottish earthly or even Mukesh canal and that's how he gets to see godliness in a very realistic and real way by dressing it up in the muscle Rachel a macabre Luba penis Eliezer by the macabre that's what's called rebounding light light that rebounds rebound rebound light the ER that returns so to speak sure they have muscle or camel can either hit sannyasis a hole initially at a ball a mcmenamy's a koala he begins with the outside and from there he goes to the pen amis or you're sure is the ER that comes from inside out and our closer is the ER that returns it's the rebound out is the returning light from the matter he comes back to the milah rather than from the Milo going to the matter so it's a different process completely from the Maurya he goes from the rush me to the gosh me from heaven to earth from Seoul to body from inner to outer from the divine it it he brings it into the lower to the physical and for the Talmud for the macabre it's the other way around it's our closer he starts off with the outer and from there he makes a journey to the inner and each one has its advantages reflected light okay [Music] it's the earth it's the air that's crazy it's it's the earth that's crazy there's the the DeRay of the light of the Sun that hits birth right and then there's how it bounces off forever in the world of sports everybody knows when you play tennis so you play these other games the initial force that unleashes the ball right but that doesn't create the real dynamic of the game would recreates the real dynamic of the game is the rebound the rebound is what happens when the ball hits the resistance right it hits the wall and it comes back and that unleashes a whole new type of energy that you couldn't have foreseen in the beginning yeah talking about Marshall and them so this is a Marshall now don't get stuck in the muscles but don't get stuck in the Marshall of tennis come back to the nib shop the truth is all all of tennessee's our marshall farm all sports it's a marshall 5 membership the whole goof is a Marshall Fund I'm give you the Marshall that rebound is not to say after they that the ID'd over argue what is more important the initial hit or the rebound in a tsunami that's true that's that's a good muscle sometimes right right and sometimes a person doesn't do isn't it sometimes you can detach then themself from the Marshall completely basically the idea here about this this whole at Miami it's about sensing sensitization versus desensitization the ability to be able to look at the world to be able to look at your life to be able to look at your body to be able to look at your physical organism table to look at your brain to be able to look at every aspect of your life even its most material and corporal reality and sensitize yourself to the inner energy of it to be able to see the world the universe beginning with the inner universe as a muscle for an MSHA we don't start with are you sure we go with our hoisin the light that that comes back that a sense in a sense Mel motto lamai love versus mo my Lulu motto when we calls a Yvonne from this we can understand hey Co you have had the ball of our hostile atmosphere mushroom it's an Simone Milam cichlid but they're sort of the Michelin Becca diamond this all explains to us that the entire process that we're speaking about the capacity of limitation of the giver to conceal the sate hole in breva T will be Michelin he keeps on saying two things is Dara kisara and this McCallum it's two separate things Derrick's are just means it's a simplified version of the idea when you're teaching machine is a homage to a six-year-old it's not like you're teaching it to a 30 year old who's Bucky in Tanaka and maybe in shaston and poise command a many more forum it's a different limit even though it's true you're teaching the six-year-old the truth of commish but you just giving the simplified version there Tyrel means a person who can have Irish Ashima so you Jude gone he communicating is communicating a message the way that the student will be able to understand if he would unleash everything he's thinking right now about this tsuki nobody would know what hit them that's Derek's art but he's still talking the information itself the Hester is in quantity and quality but you didn't transport it to another realm I'm Marshall means you completely change the subject now we're gonna tell a story in the derrick sorry you see there's an idea you just don't know the full depth of the idea the Marshall is a transportation into another idea and this is these this dual this duality is very important because we're gonna talk about the nip shell of all of this then Emma shall you have both elements you have God conveying his energy but there are kisara then you have God conveying his energy as a muscle the difference is the higher worlds are all direct sorry it's a restriction of an intense infinity that's limited but one could still sense that it's an idea you're sitting at a share your morrow nobody think they're not sitting in a shared Gemara I'm just not getting the full depth of the so Jeff right now after wait 40 years a Marshall you could completely lose perspective right there oesn't who's a good worked was a good joke was a good story today that's it there's nothing more than that that would be this world our world is not just editor I was also a Marshall with a muscle like you said before you could detach I'm just emphasizing that's why you'll see a whole time he gives two details there's Derek sorry and there's Michelle Bica Diamond Eames Astor dammit o'clock now we understand it's not a real Astor why Shane and mastered Emma's clone not only for him not even for the macabre Jeremy Campbell macabre light they are Sparkle Emmett from the music Ivana Sarah a real mafia put it all in there in paintings aster so it's not a concealment I the Homer was saying it is the concealment and that's why he has to do it in order to consider that if it wouldn't be a consumer that wouldn't work that's true that's what he says in a master but Emma's we know that there's a Hester head but in the ultimate scheme of things in the truth it's not asked why why is it not eligible acai has to should you come on the kabbala copy you have to look at it differently the real effect of the Hester is this should be given it's not to conceal its to reveal I'm not looking to conceal I'm looking to give the Hester is I fit in sin the Gila the Hester's are dealing the giver sometimes people give and the giving is a dinner in Hester and sometimes the Hester's I didn't give away in other words are you looking for has to you're looking for giving sometimes you're looking for Houston that but you have to be my gal a little bit SEMA gala sometimes for K all you're looking this forgive in order for me to be able to be Gila you need the Hester in other words the Hester is I see Tim serve the Giri it's a din in the giveaway it's a method of Gillard but mainly don't even look at it as Hester the whole Union of Astor is guilty on two levels there has to right now allows them to get what he could get and it allows him later to get everything through the Hester Keeble of the Aston hi nuke Sharma gamla SAS a whole commercial epsilon what would be the alternative giving everything are you miss baba ganoush amicable his cushion would be confused for like I am a combat well I've come to training so safely would get nothing oh my culture is what him accomplice when amis cover now say certainly he wouldn't get the ultimate truth he would get nothing by a day I have a master and in melee I'll cop on and Gili air if it's any Assessor right now at least he gets a tremendous amount who bug gum can alignment enemies are our plus you contained you gave him something that if he holds on to it that works with it they'll be able to reach the I'm at play music of one of the novel's the nimza what's the summation of all of this Shire has their Shalimar SPEA a nested Amity clop when we speak about the concealment of the Mafia even though it's true but it's not I has their Amity clout it's true meaning it does conceal but that's not called a Hester for real added ABBA calling your new Legolas it's essentially only a process of Revelation for the process of Revelation to be achieved it must go through this restriction this concealment simply to reveal so it's added ABBA if he wouldn't be master he would be master if he would be my gala that would be the Hess tenant because he's being Maga because he wants to be my gala that's why he's being mastered if he would have wanted to conceal then he would have revealed he wants to reveal that's why he's concealing yes yes or to put it differently once again it's the difference of how the teacher sees another student's season I may see it as yes there but that's just a muscle what is the hester from the teachers perspective cool like a Louie it's just a process if I would see it as the full revelation I wouldn't wouldn't do its work so it has to be concealed so I should be able to receive it but from the teachers perspective is there any concealment you know the whole concealment is only for the purpose of Revelation and the concealment itself is revelation that's its whole entity that's its whole identity now when we could translate this into life this becomes this can create a paradigm shift it becomes a games game changer and our person sees all over the concealments in his life because every life is filled with concealments every life is filled with blockages blockages of things that are not flowing there's two stories here there's the story the way it is from the outside end and there's the story the way it is from the inside out and from the inside out that's not a Esther it's in order for the Guillory to be able to be absorbed within the person as we'll see so therefore the hi new Russia maybe earlier our saeho Shalimar SPEA camp anemias vats McMaster the mahkum normal higher base agam Shah me or amis gallery to my feet his objective is that the deepest 8 hole of the my spear should come down into a much lower place it's easy not to give he could keep it in himself but he wants to bring it down to a lower place behind Obama travel cotton Shayne Lovera hemisphere Klein this is ultimately driven by love he wants to bring it to the person who's in a different world gam who he of envy a scenario Marcia Pia he should also comprehend it I'm a McFlurry is a special monster doesn't want him to get this superficial stuff he wants him to get all of it and the mailer throw the whole Hester is really another word forgive Lee for the Gili to happen it goes to Hester Esther is simply the external form that carries within it all of the revelation of the Maurya to the macabre this is all the marshal will get to the noose limits are higher via the hell a plane you do get tables those words so now we're learning in Marvin upside down this semester the hope you come here I never saw those worthless the Mishnah never said those when you come to say that the Mishnah mean Malcolm is keen it with some crazy case it's not novel words but the point is the words are packaged a certain way with that helling and if the 40's ni Maura can figure out this is where up your dynasty had in mind say the whole thing in other words the Gemara is not imposing like people think the Gemara manipular the Mishna so that it should make sense according to the mayor I am just like the hazael did to himesh effective you can go back to terrific stuff what do they do the opposite corner for the Utah posted comers with all the agreement with this is a mischievous remaining in the cantina Akana it's all the same no kuda you're not manipulating the text you're extracting unleashing the full energy the full idea that was contained in it and it had to be contained and compressed and concealed because if the Mishnah would have become the Gemara would lose its purpose the whole idea of the mission was Derek's are don't moon cut your passports cigar butts so we are up to page noon we're going to continue inside page none yeah page 1 1 & 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 7 lines for the bottom line start spinning meais at smears hakama so holy the nymphs of amis so venom sir the summation of everything that's been discussed till now is that the Emmis when you look at it from a true and wholesome perspective when you look at it from a complete perspective Enza helluva Hester clock the concealment that we have been talking about employed by the teacher by the Mafia by the mentor by the mentor to influence his student even though he explained that he has to curtail and restrict and limit and mitigate that compromising dilute and all of the good words that represent obstruction and concealment and a blockage in order to convey the messages the themes the truth if he would give the full depth of any idea he would confuse the student rather than enlighten the student he would overwhelm him rather than educate him he would have him shut down rather than open up he would drown him rather than lift him up and he would simply not get through to him rather than have an impact and penetrate and for this he must conceal he must mitigate he must condense and contract and give only a limited what he calls here array like a ray of the Sun is only a very finite expression of the Sun if the entire Sun would enter into any given home or room or even too close to the planet we know the results would be not just eating toast for breakfast but being toast for breakfast and even more than toast INFs wouldn't be much of be very edible at that point so when you have a ray of the Sun that allows us to enjoy the heat to enjoy the light to enjoy the luminescence in a way that our calum our existences can absorb it so the student needs to only needs to get array in addition to that he must often employ the marshal as we explain the metaphor the parable in which which contains the wisdom and all this is a Hester it's a concealment because it doesn't give this teacher the student full access and it may completely even cause them to get stuck in the muscle and not come to the nib shop nonetheless we explained this is not at real concealment not only for this teacher my commercial love was for the teacher it's not because he comes from inside out as explained but even for the student there's no real concealment the entire concealment is part of the process of Revelation of giving of communication in order to give you have to block if not you won't have a student anymore in order to bring this truth to a lower place to different place you have to channel it you have to give it in a way that is communicated in the fashion that can be absorbed and internalized and received by the receptacle without destroying the receptacle which causes the receptacle simply to disengage in order to protect itself so what looks like concealment is really from a deeper perspective even from the students perspective he will realize one day there's only the objective of Revelation of Guillory of communication of the fact that I want to bring this to him and therefore I have to go through this process of appreciating who he is or who she is and then channeling the wisdom in a way that is a trickle of it that can trickle down into his vessel and he could absorb it furthermore it's not just this is better than nothing within within the brevity and within the concise message a real teacher contained everything all the depth it may take 40 years but Khoya minish I died to there a baccarat by a machine in the student has everything because when he will get what he gets he will be able to go back and climb back the ladder with this information by dissecting it and reach a space where he and the Maurya ultimately become the same they both he can grasp it the way it was in the mind of the teacher before and pre any symptom it's just his process is a different process that much fear comes from inside out he comes from outside and when he calls are you sure verses are chosen so therefore on any level there's no real concealment qiyam adorab if you want to say the truth it's the exact contrary odd the rubber means to the contrary maybe I saw earlier McGregor salamati mmmm oh the entire Hester is really a ghillie it's the way of processing and transporting the earlier the energy the light through another domain to a lower place from teacher to student because he wants to he wants to share it not because he wants to hold back the entire holding back is only the process of Revelation and even the full depth is ultimately being revealed here even though at this moment it's being consistent who wouldn't be concealed he would not have Gila he would not have any of it and that's true in any any any real communication of new ideas of real depth that one always has to consider what the other person can hear not big and and and and hold back accordingly not because you want to hold back because you want to give and you want to give everything and in order to give everything you have to make sure that you give it in a way that the person can absorb it and that's always a process if it's to be if it's to be a communication that really builds the person and goes into him rather than just overwhelms them and then it's not communication and it's like the Sun burning of the world the planet and then you have nothing left it's not communication it's not hirschbaum this is the house this is all a Marshall this is all a Marshall about a marshal right he's explaining what a Marshall is and he's giving a Marshall to explain what a Marshall is so what's the Marshall the Marshall is from the Mafia and the cop but this whole concept is really a Muslim now you'll ask why did he have to have this Marshall so now we know why you had to have this Marshall because without the Marshall would be extremely difficult to understand the initial just like planet Earth is a Marshall formalists that sillas as explained and just like niggler of Terra is a Marshall fir mister as we explained from the Vilna Gaon and from the shallow and others forum that niggler is also a Marshall for an emotional and really the marshal and an intial are the same it's not two separate realities one is the outer of the inner one is the manifestation of the inner core in a physical in a physical a physical fashion and essentially if you think about it we spoke about this at length the first moment we learned was entire and look in Toyota Airport in my Mekhi of English lip summer before you add the law you dive in our home labora murder site and the area and there he discusses the ballot Anya says something very heavy the Gomora says that in Sanhedrin that the post success came devar hashem baza he chorus the chorus somebody disgraced the Word of God will be cut off so the Gemara said it's talking about somebody called me shocked elastic potato the Amy I said a loved are assaulted varsham Bozza he chorus the chorus somebody who has the ability to learn tight and he doesn't learn on him the PASOK says and we're in Sanhedrin I think it's how the tests that he disgraced the Word of God and the soul gets cut off that's a very interesting question there's no limit to this you have a Jew you remember average Jew he's a businessman the gomorian Good Morning Sun head and hostess calm Authority you have sheared him how much a person has to learn right the Gomorrah says is a person who's yota everyone has to learn something mistress Tom with Toyota's on every Jew every day but how much so the Gomorrah says is a person is judged superior Catholic chakras a pericarditis he said Krishna in the morning he said partial chuan they are often in the even in the afternoon in the evening in the evening then there's the person on whom it says mahadji sir boy your mother Lila and it really depends on your mind on your capacity on your circumstances today they would say on your ad D level on your ADHD level on your PDD level of course what you're involved in what your partner says person has a responsibility of course to support their family to support themselves support their wife support their children a person has to know what their capacity is and it's very it's a very relative issue it's a very personal issue where you are in life what you're capable of how you use your time and so on and so forth she says how could it be that something for one person you saying he's your superior that was the other person he learned hours and hours and hours yeah and then it was a moment he wasn't nice a container he chorus the chorus I understand you say Humbert some paisa this car is dumb eating down this chorus Hillel Chavez's chorus a hill is iam kippers this car is amazing etc but here it's a very relative issue the ballot Anya says which is also a paradigm shift in how you understand chorus and the main point he makes that I'm not gonna go into the whole artist it's also probably on the site of that mind Makai finish entire Airport but I'm sure it's there if anybody wants to make Quezada but it's very consistent with all the discussions it was the point a lot of this is may you sit on that is on that mind meant certain points about the Marshall and initial and that is that neshama ingen Aden experience is a certain light that light the neshamah has to be able to be capable of experiencing okay the divine providence that leads a person to his or her partner son and their who gives them a certain amount of time and our energy to be able to learn Tyra it's not a random think it has to do with this type of soul as he puts it this type of soul in order to be able to reach its place it has to go through the Marshall in order to get to get to the nation because the turning GaN Eden is the same tailor that we learn here just one is in the world of gosh me one is in the world of ruining one is the Marshall one is the initial which entire it's not two separate things in anything it's not two separate thing it's really the same so he said if dis Jew had that hour and he didn't learn that Tyra right he chorus to chorus his soul is getting caught off from a certain energy from a certain place that it belongs in because it simply didn't have the Marshall to be able to get to the nation right like every Irish it's a concept of a consequence there's a certain light that this neshama needs and it doesn't have access to because it didn't go through the the muscle down here to be able to get to that name shop and this is a very relative issue so that's where the Gomora says call me share some potato veneers so this is true about everything in the world as we said everything in Toyota that's what the shallow says about the rugged land over Compton etc as discussed in previous show now we come back to the NIM says how do giving me calls a uvula miler but Union shame I value Vella kill all of this is an example of dogma a marshals to understand shame a Vienna liquid shame alikum of cleanness with us at Simpson last the name L Hakeem represents the attribute of Simpson and Heston since a means restriction Hester means concealment chef Smith Sampson mu master Deloitte I say my valuable tissue releases have asylums the function of similar chemists to restrict and eclipse the energy so to speak from shame how via the name you gave off gay for one purpose there should be able to be the emergency service means emergence existence from the word hava right yeah hava his have us to be how your however year is business is higher there is the existence were able to be the emergence of the world that the the isness is - any SS the isness of the worlds I know I made up a word yeah so you Kalia sis have asylum as Webster can it Kennish so so shame Allah Kim is diminish at symptom in order to allow face have asylums that's what we said in the earlier in the moment we spoke about iris Kaelin a viola Kim alikum assalam have is the he name is viola explained earlier the shame Avaya Makaha given the name javea represents when we say youth cave of K what does it represent represented the source of Revelation meaning behind Gila a brokenness believe or a revelation of the vine energy that is infinite like its source the hard of Obermeyer who may in a mire the definition of our when we use in in in the language of casa dos or caballo the word or it's a met again it's a metaphor where do we use the word light because light has the properties that are very appropriate metaphor to understand a little bit the nature of the divine energy that emanates the definition of earlier is its double Maya it's always connected to the source you can't close the window shade and ask whether the light disappear we didn't like the supreme when I give you information when an artist paints a painting even if the artist is gone the painting remains when light is communicated from the source if the light is separated from the luminary from the source is no light anymore the owner is always dark vampire that's number one number two it's me aina Maya and the two are dependent on each other it tells you about the bard it reflects the source the light of the Sun is such a type of light that when you analyze it it's reflective of its source of the properties of its source the light of the moon is the light of a moon the light of a flashlight the light of a light bulb is its own unique light and then there's LED has its own unique light every RA reflects may a means it reflects the Martin okay shame shame are you doing South American Aragon can insa that's why we use the word earlier because the name earlier which is light as a metaphor and the metaphor of light is one of its metaphors is that it reflects its source and it's connected to its source in this case the luminary is not the Sun it's infinite so the earlier is also infinite Lord is also and by the way I'm not gonna get into this at the moment because this is not a - so much focused on earth even though somewhat focus on iris the fact is that some of the greatest paradoxes in physics today we observe in light to the point that the nature of light staggers the imagination of scientists and physicists for example there's always the paradox is light a particle or is light a wave we have in the world we have what we call particles or waves particle would mean if I'm throwing marbles right or cherries each one is a particle a wave is a wave of water for example right which travels as a cohesive integrated group it's one larger entity as a be a mikvah aura and you see it in a beach it's a wave versus particles which are individualized so they studied stay studied light and it acted like a particle which has its own way of behavior the problem is it also acted as a wave which has a paradoxical type of behavior and somehow it has a dual identity the problem is it's a duality that's paradoxical there's many elements in the properties of light that represent the fact that there's something very mysterious a very paradoxical and the reason is because ie is a martial for arranged safe and as we explained that the marshal reflects the new shell so everything about the physical properties of light will be those will be such that reflect the NIM shell the difference of course is because it assumes ultimately a physical incarnation even though light is not as physical as other things it's very very nebulous but soft call self it's physical so you're not gonna have the NIM Sheldon it's full infinity that's what the Marshall is the Marshall brings it down but in light you could see complete paradoxical features that do not make sense rationally and Amazon the studies of lights as they continue literally stagger the imagination including the fact that once we observe it it collapses into one identity and it doesn't retain its paradoxes anymore because we can't absorb that with our eyes so when we absorb it when we observe it it's either this or that but really we prove that it's really both two paradoxes in the same entity this is all about a or it is a Marshall for the oil that we're talking about which is the ER which is inside the in Canada in America Loomis if so all oil is not commensurate with the universe is any universe why Chicago Alamos initiation will come on the definition of a world even the highest spiritual world is two things the h and gu h means it has identity and growth means it has a finite 'no sit has parameters but are you inside for built above all oh cool ability bug velena barracks a lhasa infinity and finiteness are not a match for each other that itself one has to be able to absorb early and safe is believable all oil amis every universe is based on identity which is yes yes means there's something that has an identity and cool and the two are mismatched um nam EF chile is a service alumnus kia maggie leader in safe but now we have the opposite issue you can bring in the world without revelation of ain't safe okey ado are shackled pallulah why they his gallows claire toppled african every Pula every activity can only happen if the activating power emerges so we have our problem the revelation of earning safe obliterates the possibility for a world but the concealment of air in safe also obliterates the possibility for a world there's no way a person let's taking a person can activate anything can do any activity without some manifestation of your kya you want to throw a football right the korea has to leave your hand and enter into the football and express itself through that football and depends on how strong and how intense that power is that's how high and that's how long and that's how skilled the throw will be and hopefully the catch will be but every pool that comes through or his galas of korea have oil if you hold back you can't act activity any type of action of any sort is from your korea coming out you have to go out not in which reading is basically when you want to go to sleep you want to rest you would treat but when you act the player has to come out had a beauty there in Salinas bleeding over in a barrier high Lamas so to create a world the only safe has to come out not stay in you have to create a world with the world coming from but if it comes out there can be a world he Nichelle English a Millikan and this is why there's something called the name I like him what does the name of let him represent sham it's am sommore myeloma masters are the same Avaya it conceals it restricts and conceals and eclipses the iron for who what do we mean boohoo the elements are created from shame Avaya but it's always through the channel of elegant Bhushan masala Venus Prettyman is about to be sir the same Avaya main and made a pretty sorry for Chinese women are just like we spoken the marshal of the teacher and the student if he communicates his full brilliance and genius and depth and anything he's discussing you have no student you have a confused person here it's not only have a confused world you got in a world because you have no clue so therefore what shame on the kid it allows shame abaya to be channeled in a way that the premise of are the core of them are the infinity is concealed and what's channeled what comes out is a external ray event the horizonal abettors became them the esses fear is not sinless the premises how to scoff mother has this is the entire concept that is a frequent theme in the entire tiresome history and is explained in the citizen about at length the concept of calum of SS fear is not sillas Zyliss is considered the highest world kala means containers the owner of ain't safe must go into the containers which give an identity suddenly you have a quality of ashram called hokhmah a quality called asset that's identity in its finite the fact that you can identify hashem by characteristics ratham shannon Roth has said ms hakama bina das has seniority Faris okay la da de la havana ira all of these qualities and characteristics is the way the divisible and infinite and undefined oil assumes some type of identity which is called a Cayley what's a Haley a Cayley is a container the container contains the oil and molds it according to its identity and that's why he says there's a division there's something called hakama there's something called acid without the calum what would be the oil would be ain't safe and believable the recipient can only be something that's part of ain't safe not something that has a distinct identity and a distinct reality even the most spiritual spiritual spiritual identity which has its parameters this is I a world means there's something that exists outside at least in its own perception outside of the inside the Ashla penis area for shyness law all of us that's the key the Kaylee has an area it has a cyclist it has a relationship with the world just like the teacher who by taking his wisdom and containing it and channeling it in a limited fashion it's now relatable to the mind in the heart of the student if not there's no there's no training somebody else there's no bringing the light to a lower place you could sit in your own cocoon and and do your own learning but you can't communicate you're not atmosphere you're not a giver are you Don its owners ain't safe the ability the ability of the decay Li is what allows it to be channeled that the recipient should be able to receive it see one of the physical world is ain't ain't soft is ain't soft we're not ain't soft well that's the whole muscle here this is the teacher is the teacher giving the student the full thing where is he not giving him the full thing on one hand it would seem he's not will soon see however that that's only a superficial perspective he's really is that's the that's the entire discussion here this very question that you're asking yeah the teacher and the student are both the student of course has to have the kale if the student doesn't put in the effort he's not gonna get anything of course he has to show up - it works both ways the teacher got to show up in his way and the t student gonna show up in there and then there they could meet they have to give it all they got they have to give it all they got he opens up his Calum and then the student the teacher can fill it but the teacher has to fill his scaly and if he doesn't fill his scaly right if it doesn't fill his scaly then it's not going to work he has to fill his canteen and that's why all types of teaching anyone here who's taught or mentoring on any level is an excruciatingly ly challenging task because it's really it's not just you have patience and you're a nice guy and you know the material that's all important but the key of being able to identifying the world of the student identifying it number one number two having the want the desire to be able to go into that world and number three having the skill to be able to compress your knowledge in a way that can be channeled through those Calum that's all a bigger voice that's not simple and what you don't say as I said as far it is equally important to what you do say huh somebody after the shear came over to me and said so what don't you say during this year is I want to know what you don't say what you don't say no he just wanted understand he says what don't you say I appreciated the question that's also true that's true - yeah yeah yeah it was we'll see yeah that's a good question how can the Kaylee restrict iron which is ain't safe how do you restrict infinity that's a good question like what's this magic trick of the Kayla to be able to it's a very good question we'll see it's a good question that's what he explained before that the Cuyahoga bowler comes also from the teacher himself Cuyahoga wool is part of K now boy the cicada says that Cuyahoga wool is really a helical kinda believable yet symptom and Hester what semester Simpson means restriction like let's some sin to be MIT Samsom right the Gemara has an expression a lot of times any uncle that Sampson Mossad smart but Sampson means to be mid something to restrict a limit the measures has an expression sensually Nasser been a bad day aren God compressed his divine presence between the two poles of the arm simply not sufficiently bad they are so symptom is like channeling something like through a canal you know you have a large source of water a large pool of whirling you channel it through a canal the way they irrigate some of the fields right you channel it through a very narrow canal and if you expand it you're gonna flood the field you need a you need a trickle in a trickle of water he'll them and Hester already much more dramatic those are concealments to give an example you can have a little hole in a wall in a prison wall and the light of the Sun comes through that hole that light is Massoud some but it's not muster it's but some some you're not getting the full intensity it's being restricted but what you're getting is pure right Helaman Hester means already it goes through transformations with the actual light is concealed you may not even know it's that light so it's different processes like we spoke before there's the teacher giving a trickle of information and then there's the teacher dressing it up in a Marshall that's a ready concept of hello or Hester the restaurant would love that right symptom is a whole different experience than Hester yes the same end purpose is just different processes in the communications nearly single more something that's convenient when you say Kaylee here we mean also a filter also a filter because when we even when we use the word Kaylee it means it's finite it contains it it gives it structure it gives it parameters and when you're tolling with Infinity you're gonna have to have a filter for that you have to filter out the revelation of infinity that's what every Kaylie does the K the function of Mikael is to contain but also to give size shape like when we use molds right you do a mold are you giving it definition and that's how it's going to be accessed when you build anything you build your shape a brick or anything you shape and you use a mold for it what does that mold do it doesn't change the material but it shapes the material it shapes the material and the product is going to be affected by that shape in other words the product that comes from the or after the Cayley is gonna be affected by the shape of the Cayley so to speak the size the shape the color the dimensions the quality the texture cuz that's the access I can't get back to the material the way it was pre the mold I now have it through the mold and that's what I wanted I wanted it to did this shape so the Cayley oh so it creates the mold it creates all of these dimensions that give it parameters and identity and restrictions and so forth and in everything in life as we spoke about any times is iris and Calum there's nothing in life that exists as an earlier without a Kaley and it's going to last that's not going to everything has to take on a shape we have dreams and as long as the dreams are in our mind they are very big and expansive and heavenly and universal and in your dream you know you can affect the world and tomorrow you'll you'll come out with nine billion dollars already by New Year's you'll be but there's only one problem it's it's a dream it's a dream and it's a dream in your head the Kaylie is weird dreams have to take on shape Kaylie is when you come home and you shared with your wife and she nods she's like okay you're on one of those you know one of those trips again right because generally feminine energy has to do with Calum a lot Calum is is the womb you can give birth to children but you have to have a womb what's called a rasa a rectum is the womb that carries it and that's very critical because when there's no rhythm there's no birth that's cool it's it's it's it's it's the ability to be able to carry the oil and that's true in every litter every project and experience in life Calum is giving its shape and it's not fun because whenever you have to give something shape you also have to figure out what doesn't belong in this shape Calum are always about rejection this doesn't fit this doesn't fit this in the oil it's all-encompassing just like in the source it's ain't safe I'm just giving a Marshall again it's I'm not I'm at the membership you know again we're talking about the Marshall but as always the Marshall reflects the name Sean and Calum give it shape they give it a mold and they're brutal they're not fun no kala more fun it's the difference between the artist and the businessman it's a difference between the dream and implementation of the dream it's the difference between the concept and the facilitating of the concept actualizing yeah you know you have a book in your mind you want to write a book write it it's not gonna be easy any person here has ideas a lot of people have ideas sit down by a computer and write it out and you'll see it's not going to be easy it was so clear in your mind it suddenly does a blockage why because writing is always about his slaps or Cyrus McCallum when you have to write something those of you who write know what I'm talking about the idea in your mind has a freedom to just float expansively and uninhibitedly are you gonna put this into a paragraph could you put you have a thousand words put it in now you have to think about it in a completely new way now you have to cut more than you express now you have to hold back the challenge of writing is not what you're gonna write that's what you're not gonna write and what's editing editing is even more this is redundant this goes out this doesn't belong here speaking for example doesn't require the same amount of calum as writing it also requires Calum it's not like thinking Calum and Otis by the way are always relative for example my java relative to de Bourgh is what iris relative to Caleb right you know when you're daydreaming I don't mean to wake anybody up from a daydream but I'm sure there's two or three people who have been daydreaming the last four minutes and over the last four minutes you probably covered twenty thousand topics if I would ask you to say what you daydream during the last two three minutes anybody wants to volunteer it's gonna take you more than two hours why cuz entire you could fly around the universe when you have to speak about it it's much more concrete there's Caleb that's why people say I have a great idea say it they can't say it because saying it requires surgery it's really surgery it's surgery of the idea to get it into vessels which are words that's speaking writing is even greater Caleb even more it's more brutal because in speaking you could be redundant you can employ many adjectives and people won't think you're crazy and etc etc with with speaking you get away with a lot that you can't get away with right writing writing is much more succinct scrutinized yeah yeah right to compact if not it's not good writing it's just sloppy it's not acceptable it's not it's not gonna affect what you want to affect through writing that's how it is so these are all mussalam Caleb and Otis are always relative fear they drink so the kingdom entire just was it's nothing my mind about forms and content that's what philosophy is debating what's what's is informed that invites the cognate all kinds and shapes them excellent form and content very good does the content shape the form or does the form shape the content right yeah well like when we say Shambala kim again it's a martial when we say like him when we're not we're not accessing it when we say Allah Kim but it's a martial that the name Allah Kim carries that energy that is the Cuyahoga vol that channels the aim siphon to Caitlin basically yeah do leaders shape their communities or do communities shape their leaders Darla fee Aparna Sopranos Lafayette don't do the rappers look like the Hasidim or the Hasidim look like the Devas which one comes first okay grace of art yeah so you 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