"Hillula D'Rebbi Shimon": Revealing the 5 Dimensions of the Neshama Through the Soul of Rebbi Shimon

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home friday night and the man sings asia somehow this is like a tribute to the jewish woman continue to think that but actually asia's kyle is not about the jewish woman ish kyle is about a song to the torah and the importance of dedication to the torah on shabbos the analogy of the torah is it's couched in the guise of the jewish woman and one of the things shalom alex says is piha pasra bahama she opens her mouth in wisdom and the government wants to know who is talking about and the gemara says refers to david david says the gemara lived in five worlds and he sang shira about all five worlds we know in parikh gimmel and parakub dalit of tehillah says the words five times why does david amal say barakinapsi five times the gemara says lived in five worlds now what are these five worlds so the gemara says was in utero he was in his mother's womb and he sang shira he said hashem because then he was born and he looked at the stars and he looked at the masalas and he sang shira he began to nurse from his mother and he thought about the concept of a baby nursing from his mother and again he sang shira he said barak hinashiyami and then the gemara says sang shira about the downfall of the wicked what did david malek say dalanov said hashem and then finally gazed at the day of death david was in the stackel he gazed at the day of death and again sang a fifth shira the fifth shiro was barkhinapshi as hashem hashem alaikai and the voice says how do you know america was talking about death because later on in barchina says speaking about death says the gemara david lived in five worlds what are the five worlds in utero when he was born when he nursed from his mother when the shame had a downfall and on the day of death and the pranay yoshua one of the greatest commentators on the gemara it's very interesting the khida traveled throughout europe in the 19th century and he actually met the play yeshua in frankfurt it's interesting the play yeshua was born in the year yoisha yudv shinrei and one simple question on the gemara these are not five worlds what are the five worlds it's a world in utero is a world maybe you'll say that's a world but being born is a world is it a world is it a separate new world to nurse from his mother what world is there the downfall of the wicked how is that a oil how is that a separate world and what is the world of the day of death that's the question of the pineal yoshua and the pineal yeshua says that in order to understand this gemara it is important to study the esoteric teachings of rabbshim and barry and desire and the first thing we need to know is a very important piece of information we all believe that a human being has an asham a soul actually all mankind has a soul all human beings have a soul by ibrahim all of mankind has a soul and we we think there's something called the soul you know even though the body the body has a head and the body has arms and the body have legs and the body has a trunk and the body has a torso but when we think about the soul we think i don't know there's like a square and we'll call it the soul and the soul is the soul and yet the kabbalah teaches that the soul has various parts to it they're components of the soul and the kabbalah calls it and you might be familiar with part of it i'm sure you've heard of naran nephesh but the kabbalah calls it or more correctly pronounced that is a correct pronunciation of the five components of the soul and the five components of the soul are narnagi yeah nefesh ruach neshama does every human being have all five parts of the soul absolutely not actually most people only have three parts of the soul most people never get the final two parts of the song so let's discuss what are these five components of the neshama the nephesh the nephesh is the part that allows you to move when does the nephesh come then that fish comes when a person is in utero and when the baby is kicking and when the baby is punching and the baby is turning over that's the nephesh hamish nuya that's moving the baby that's the nephesh the nephesh comes in utero and then the baby is born and the baby comes out and it looks around and it sees the stars and the sky and so on and the sun and that is called the ruach and the baby does not get a rule off until the baby's born but the baby still doesn't have neshama when does the soul come when the mother nurses the child so you know their periods in history nursing is in nursing is out according to the kabbalah nursing is a key part of the spiritual development of a child if a child doesn't nurse the child may lose out on neshama the neshama comes during nursing or during the equivalent period and most people after they get the neshama they cap they're on salary cap they finish they max out and they're spiritual entity never rises further however some people they get khaya when do you get kaya when you turn 13 years old you become bar mitzvah and you get a yetzer toys and you start overcoming the itsahara you get kaya and then there's something called when do you get yakida yakida comes the moment of death it's very interesting while most civil civilizations believe that life ends upon death judaism believes life begins upon death i'll give you a muscle you know you have the baby in utero the matter says and the baby thinks this is where it's at and it's wonderful in here it's comfortable it's warm there's constant food but thinking about life in utero it's so dark the food is tasteless there's no sights there's no experience and the baby thinks when it's being born it's dying but we know when the baby's being born life just begins but it's the same thing this world vis-a-vis the next world all the colors all the sensations all the experiences all the sounds all the effects are dull and black and almost negligible compared to the acuteness of sensation of oil and that is only experienced with the helic of the neshama called yakida yakida only comes at the moment of death was there anybody in the history of the world that got yakida while they were alive yes moisher abenu had yahida even in this world so there are five levels of the soul there's the nephesh that you get in utero there's the neshama uh excuse me there's the ruach you get when you're born there's the neshama you get when you nurse there's kaya that you get at age 13 and there's yahida that you get at the day of death says the prayer yeshua based on this teaching of the zayar this is the meaning of the teaching of rabshuman barry in the imam that lived in five worlds the five worlds are in utero when he was born when he nursed at his bar mitzvah and the day of death when david was in utero he got nephesh when he was born he got ruach when he looked around when he nursed he got in a shama but then when he overcame his enemies what enemies did the eight sahara when he became 13 years old he overcame his his enemy he got kaya and then at the day of death david hamelech got gekida did anybody in the history ever get your kilometer alive we said myshrabeno fine so looking around i'm thinking from schumann barry taught about nephesh and these five neshamas were basically a description of who david that means had to have an element of nephesh otherwise he couldn't sing shira about it how do you sing a song about a neshama that you don't have so damn must have had a semblance of it and shimon bar who's the bala membrane the gemara brachaise must have had a connection to these five levels of the neshama otherwise how could he even talk about it and i found the ramami pano the ramami panel writes an amazing gematria the gematria of barkhi nafshi s hashem is 10.99 you ever wonder why you have to fill out a 1099. the reason is because hashem is a gematria 1099 my soul blesses hashem nephesh 1099. the same gumachi as barakina so if you don't fill up 1099 you're missing your your you know the 1099 means that you're you gave it all you got you know all components of your existence were involved question god created man on day six when did he create the neshama anybody know take a wild guess this is a very interactive shirt i say yeah yeah if you blew it in but that means it existed before so when did he make it when when did god create the neshama on day one when when he created the light that's why it says the word five times on the first day of creation five hours can i get nephesh the soul is a piece of who it's piece of hashem who's hashem you're kev k how many components of your cave of k that's too deep for this you know how many components of your cave of k four right you would think four no because there's the yud there's the k they've all the k and then the kutsoy shelyod is the thorn of the ud which is kylo all four letters so the final says the bene taluma the final hey is nephesh the love is ruach the hey is the shama the urus and with moshe wolfson says the five books of the torah also correspond to the five components of the neshama nephesh now if we take the rashidevos nephesh what's the numerical value of narnachi we know is 1099. the same as rakhine but what's he is 318. ah who took 318. when avraham avinu went to fight the four kings he takes with him 318 men where did he get that number from who made up that number what's the significance of 318. you fill out a 1099 nobody fills out a 318. what's a 318 the answer is he took all his spiritual power all of his spiritual capacity he took 318. so here's the problem the problem was am i actually going to give shira on the subject i had this play issue in the back pocket and i don't know a whether i could talk about it whether i had enough information to talk about it whether i'm allowed to talk about it so i called up hagoen rapinchas friedman schlitta the pinchas pinchas bells who is a great makobo and one of the great bali darshanim of our generation and i sent this prayer yeshua and i said okay mosh rabbenu and actually i printed the letter he wrote to me he sent this to me yesterday said actually that ariza writes in many places nobody ever had yukida nobody look at number 12. here we go shalom yadidi hayaka he's being nice to me i'm not his friend i'm a talmud he said i didn't write about this whole thing that reason writes in many places that only mashiach is going to get was lucky he got in the shama you know who's going to get yakida nobody will get yakida until mashiach comes so on the one hand you have the playoffs yeshua says and arizona said moshe didn't get yakida moshe didn't get only so that's one question and so so you say what am i going to do with that said if you want to know more about the subject you could call me so i sent an email i would like to call the rabbi so the rebbe called me 10 minutes later and i'm going to tell you what he said but there's more there's more of a question over here because actually i found in a number of sources that there are a few times a year that we all get yakida so i'll tell you a little trick whenever you see the number five that should all automatic trigger automatically trigger nephesh is there any day a year we say five trilos yeah i'm keeper sure enough says vital on the five filos of yom kippur correspond to and i found in many sources that the five prayers of yom kippur correspond to so here on the one hand the player yeshua says nobody ever got yahid except for maisha that result said not even my ekita and the kind of vital says that on yom kippur everyone gets by naila then who remembers hey i never thought the meaning of that or any of the other stanzas in any of the hoshanahs for that matter but we do say hoshanah we get yakida to be miyajedu is there any wonder why at the end of the ila we say shema and we say ashamu alaykim and we're hashem because since we get yahida then the purpose of yakida is to be miyake hashem now very important thing the gemara brochures continues and the gemara says there are five commonalities between the jewish soul and akadesh number one who fills the whole world then the shama fills the whole gulf hakka there's broke who sees and cannot be seen the soul sees and cannot be seen who sustains the whole world then hashama sustains the body who is taha hashem lives in the inner chambers then asham is in the inner chambers therefore the neshama which is common then praises hashem so that means it really in order to unify al-qaeda and praise hashem you need all aspects of the soul now it comes out something beautiful i have a friend [Music] josh rosenthal who who shared and uh i was thinking this as well that if ikhida comes in the last moment of life now we understand why a person is supposed to die saying shema yes hashem alaiken the last words are because it's yeah you could say shema any day but you really need yakida to unify hashem so in the last moment when you get yakida you say ahad now we're going to come back to another day so we have uh we have something very difficult right now on the one hand the play yeshua says nobody got yakida except for myself that result says nobody will get yakida except for mashiach so that's already a contradiction and then we have sources you get your don yum kippur and here's another interesting thing azoyihara i know you're about to ask me from the zayar and russ the is as follows even if a person wakes up early in the morning and he learns then hashama does not return into the body until you say the following five words baruch that's why you ever see people during sukhisimra they're sleeping and then barhu all of a sudden they're energized like somebody gave them a jolt of electricity why because the zayar says when you say barchu when you say baruch hashem those five words wakes up hashem wakes up the ruach so wait wait a second so that means that we all have all five nephesh otherwise what's the zayah what's the tsar talking about that they all wake up when you say barak hashem we don't have what we don't have them so apparently you see from the zayah not only do you get nefer's work you get it every day when you say so we have a big confusion over here does only moshe have does no one have it comes do you get it on yom kippur do you get it every morning when you say baahu what's going on over here and the answer is there's another piece of information you need to know that vital teaches us in number 13. and that is in the world of spirituality every dimension has all the dimensions so nephesh has nephes and ruach has nephesh ruach could be only mashiach will have or maybe moisha also had it but when we don't have it what do we get on yom kippur maybe we get a little flavor of yeshida but maybe it's the nephesh or you have to know there is like tonight is this whole week was hoi'd yeah but tonight is hoisha behind right so in the spheroids every sphera has all the spheroids in it so in spirituality every dimension has all representations of all the dimensions there's another there's an idea a very interesting idea you know the first 10 people that come to shul gets har can i get everybody who comes and the ramak explains part of that idea is that every jewish soul has in it a piece of another jew so i have i have in me all needs saith sparks of all jews so if i make it to be the first hand i get scared from mia and all of khali israel or all 100 people who will eventually come that's the idea that every dimension in spirituality contains sparks or elements of all the other dimensions so we could say as follows whatever level of we have we have nephesh we have ruach we have neshama we have of that and that is awakened when we say baahu and that is strengthened when we dive into elah but the full levels of yakida that is reserved only for maisha abenu and that is reserved specifically for mashiach now it's interesting there's a safer tehillah la david who explains that that's why melaka said barakinaws hashem five times because hashem is gumatria 1099. but why did david say 1099 five times because there's 1099 in that fish and 1099 in ruach and 1099 in the shama and 1099 in hayan 1099 and ikida so that's why he expressed himself five times hashem and now we come to one of the most um obscure and esoteric elements of this whole thing and that is did moisture have you and now the big question is who is misha who will be misha so there are conflicting reports as they say the zoya writes in parish that if meshiach is from the living he will be and if meshiach will be from the dead it will be david will be the king whether it comes from the living or the dead that is what desire writes explicitly and famously and we've quoted this many many times over the years arkham has a different approach to myself famously says don't worry moshe encompasses all of claudia israel and we've quoted this over parsha shamoys that's how the milk was able to that's how moshe was able to sit by the azura even though any shiva malcolm in fact has a wondrous thing you know um we like to say that we're in goddess because of sin because that's like a feel-good story you know jews can't get along you have this color yamaka i have this color yamaka you have this custom you dip your mats on soup i don't and we we hate each other because of that and we want to ring each other's necks and that's why michelle's not coming because the sinas that's like that's what the gemara seems to imply and uh and the arakayama color says nah that's not the real story the real story is like this we've been in four golo sim and each golus were redeemed in the merit of someone else the first goalless bavel avraham got us out paras yitzhak got us out yavan yaakov got us out and the fourth golos is galasador and moshe is going to have to get us out of edom and mushroom is a malamate talama israel and because there's not enough ligo fine so we know two things david has a connection to meshiach and martial abhinu has a connection to mashiach and the sri lanka said that even though mushroom mushroom was able to have the level of yeshida even while he was alive is because since yes only meshiach will have yahida but maisha was and david was the shyrus of so able to sing shira about that dimension of his soul because david was connected to it being both of them in the realm of malcolm and what about the rashby so the rashmi says a very important the rashbe says what's holding up meshiach the rajvi says yes there's a lot of learning torah but people are not delving into the secrets of the torah and the rajvi writes famously in parashats [Music] the rajvi says in the end of days the jews will taste from the zayar and we will be redeemed the rajvi says what's holding up the goolala is people don't learn the zayah i know the sfardem have been trying to persuade us now for two thousand years and as soon as ashkenazim learn a little bit from benesvarad meshach will come says azaya in parasha's nasa so rabiaq of hill is trying to say so he wants to know so how's mashiach going to come everyone's going to become a so he wrote a whole safe error this is why we pass can like that resale and by acting and practicing like the arizal that's a fulfillment of tasting the kabbalah and that way meshach will come and i wrote him a letter because i don't think uh that's not our tradition as with moshe feinstein writes we don't ask him like that rizal we passing like the gemara and the basio is safe but yourself certainly did not asking like that ariza and perhaps another suggestion would be that much of this forum of claudius royal today be it safer or nephesh or pele yoyats or any of the suffrage that we study outside of the gemara are all based on the zaira khadas so through learning those forum they help us diffuse and assimilate the ideas and the concepts of the zoya and we get a flavor we get a taste of it and through that hopefully beginners but the bottom line is it's the it's the teaching of the rashbe that helps ashrae um and therefore there is one commonality between david melech who was able to sing about the five levels of the neshama and the rashbee who's the bauha memra amerup was in five worlds and he praised the five worlds all these three individuals they all are instrumental in ushering in the image when the aries says the level of yukido will be revealed now but what about the rajvi that's you know the is the rashby really going to bring mashiach so we'll end with this there's an amazing revelation of the ariza now this sari is not found in the writings the regular writings or vital there's a something on shas called likute hashasa of the ari and nari amazingly says that the rabshiman baryochoi was a nitsuits of maisha rabbenu their lives were identical moisha ran away from the sword of paroy and he hid in nicaragua in the mid bar mashabenu ran away from the and he gained his greatness in the midbar and the rajbi ran away to the caesar ran away because of the roman governor and he hid in the cave and he got his greatness also as a fugitive was the nitsa rashem in fact the bellatanya in his siddhar online he says nishmas rajbi and that is why moshe gave the neglect to claude israel and rabbi shimbar gave them to start a claim do you say hi my shine law oymer or baamer raise your hand if you say lawyemer la who says allah who says ba do you say lag boi mero lag so that's why i would humbly suggest even those who say lag who usually say la you can't say lagla you ruin the whole gematria so therefore it's lag so the rashby was the nitsuits of moisha and if moisha had a connection to yahida then there's no wonder why the rashbi is the balhamra who said lived in five worlds he lived in his mother's womb and he sang shira about the nephesh and he came out and he sang shira about the ruach and he nursed and he sang ashira about the neshama and he overcame his hara and he sang shira about khaya and then moishra on his last day he got yukida and he sang shir about yehida now if the rajbi had yakida let me ask you a question who is the rashbee's rebbe akiva so then if moishe got on the i mean you would think rabbi akiva also and sure enough we know rabbi akiva died behold that's the soy rabbi kiva died so marv these are this is just one example one segment one little teaching of rabshiman by this is actually quoted in the babali but as the yeshua says in order to understand this gemara we need to come on to the teachings of shambhala in the five levels of the neshama which means really that every human being has the capacity the same way you physically grow the spiritual dimension can grow can become more formidable can become more expansive can be become a more acute more sensitive more majestic and throughout a lifetime it is our avoida to expand our spiritual horizons so that we don't we cut we come in with nephesh and we expanded to ruach we expanded to but there are opportunities in life to go beyond uh to go beyond neshama to be to go to to go to even and we should be zoeka that through the great teachings of shimba yakoi we should be fulfilled what 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