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There’s a version of you that you haven’t met yet - Artscroll Exclusive - Inspired By Time

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Sometimes we walk into the Yom Kippur already feeling like I'm just not there. We open the machzor and we think I have no idea what these words mean. My mind is going to wander. I'm going to get distracted. I'm not exactly the most spiritual person in the room. How do you expect me to go through the Yom Kippur like I'm supposed to? And sometimes without even realizing it, we start thinking that these are days for people who are more spiritual than us, more focused, more connected, but not for me. But what if the problem isn't that we can't? What if the problem is that we forgotten what's possible when we really feel the moment? Let me share with you a powerful story from the new book Inspired by Time that might change the way you look at the Yom Kippur forever. It was a sad time in the city of Dvinsk as a heavy cloud of grief sort of hovered over the city where of Mayor Simcha the Great Golem, the author of the Meshech Chochma and the Or Sameach, he passed away and his loss was felt by everyone. His brilliance had completely illuminated the entire Torah world and his very presence had been a living safer Torah in their midst, but now that light was gone and the Levaya drew thousands of people, men >> [music] >> wept openly and women and children lined the streets in silence. Everyone knew that a prince of Torah had been taken from them. And when the Hespedim were about to begin, the crowd turned their eyes to the other Rav of Dvinsk, the Rogatchover. He had been the other leader of the city of Mayor Simcha led the Litvish community and the Rogatchover led the Chassidim. Surely the Rogatchover would speak at the Levaya, people thought. However, the Rogatchover had a rule. He never spoke publicly. And here too, despite the significance of the event, he [music] chose not to speak. So the Levaya continued and the grief-stricken crowd with tears in their eyes, they followed the Aron to [music] the Bes Ac Varus and following the K'vurah, the crowd turned again to the Rogatchover with pleading eyes they said, "Rebbe, this was the Rov of the town covered at Torah demands [music] that you speak. Now is not the time to remain silent." And so to the astonishment of everyone, the Rogatchover stepped forward. The man who never once spoke publicly opened his mouth [music] and told the story. "When I was a boy," he began, "my father was wheelchair bound and I never once saw him rise from his chair. He couldn't. All my life he was bound to his wheelchair. Our family lived on the second floor of a wooden building and one night disaster struck. A fire broke out and it began spreading throughout the house and flames consumed the apartment and smoke filled the stairwell. The building was literally an oven. People rushed over in panic to help save the family. They ran upstairs to rescue my father, but he shook his head. 'I can't leave,' he told them." "Why not?" "Because my elderly aunt, she lives with me. She can't move. I will not leave her behind," he said with unbelievable determination. "And then something happened which I will never forget," the Rogatchover [music] said. His words are striking the crowd like lightning. "My father, the man who never rose, the man who was never able to stand on his legs, suddenly leaped from his chair. He lifted his aunt onto his shoulders and he ran down the building, the burning staircase, through the smoke and the flames, carried her to safety and only once outside, once the danger had passed, he collapsed back into his chair again. And for the rest of his life, he never once stood on his own two feet again." And the crowd was breathless. Not a sound was heard. "How was this possible? How can this be?" thundered the Rogatchover. "How can a man who never moved, who was bound to a wheelchair, suddenly leap carrying not only his own weight, but also the weight of his aunt through smoke and flames on legs that didn't work. There's only one answer. And that answer is when there's a fire burning, everything is possible. And then turning to the crowd, he exclaimed, [music] "Do you know how Reb Meir Simcha throughout his life managed to achieve such tremendous levels in Torah and Avodah? Because he was on fire. Because there was a flame of Torah constantly burning before his eyes. And that fire burned throughout his life. That's how he became what he became." And with that, the Rogatchover, with a tear in his eye, stepped down and walked away. Every Jew knows, deep down, that we're on a mission to bring light into this world, to hold the torch of Hashem high in this world, to literally keep the world spinning. But here's the problem. Most of the time, we don't feel the fire. Life is comfortable, it's routine. We wake up, we go to work, we daven, we learn a little, we come home, and we do it all again the next day. And because everything [music] feels so normal, we sometimes start sleepwalking through life. We forget that underneath all of it, there's a fire burning. But then, each year, the Yamim Noraim show up. And suddenly, the entire year is hanging in the balance. Our lives, our families, our health, our parnassah, our future, everything [music] is on the table. And suddenly, you can feel the fire. And that's not a reason to walk into the Yamim Noraim feeling defeated, saying things like, "I can't. I'm not spiritual enough. I'll never be able to change." No, no, no. It's the exact opposite. Let the fire wake you up. Let it pull out of you a level of t'filah you didn't know you had. Let it give you the courage to make a change in a middah you never thought you could change. Let it make you pour your heart out to Hashem in a way you never have before. Because when there's a fire, you don't act normal. When there's a fire, suddenly, the person who thought he couldn't run is running. And the person who couldn't lift something is lifting it. And a person who thought a door WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO BREAK through is now smashing it down. Why? Because the fire reveals abilities that were there all along. That's the gift of the Yom Noraim. They're not here to remind you how far you are from who you should be. They're here to light a fire that shows you how much more you can become. Because when the fire is burning, [music] the impossible starts looking possible. So, let's walk into this year's Yom Noraim with the fire of mayor Simcha burning in our eyes. Not going through the motions, not watching from the sidelines, on fire. And maybe that fire will become a fire of Rachman Shamayim bringing us a year of Yeshua's and Nachman's and Geulah. Because when a Yid is on fire, he can do anything.