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I was
only 13 or 14 years old at the
time, but the memory of that Friday
night, I could still see in front of my
eyes, growing up just a few blocks from
here. It was Friday night.
Paras Shabas paras
Vakel other this
monthshin
mev
1986. I always davened Shabas and much
of the week in
770 and already as a young
child I had the place where I stood when
the Reb would come down Friday night for
Cababala
Shabas. But as the Reba walked in to the
shul, I like everybody else
noticed, physical anguish on his
face. And
then I saw the Reb limping and almost
had to be caught a few
times to the point that for the way back
they put tables that he should be able
to lean on them as he walked
out. Later I
heard that it seemed like this was a
case of very severe
sciatica.
Those whoever endured sciatica and a
severe case of it could know the
physical pain. And I think it was
already the next morning that the Reba
davened
upstairs and this went on for quite a
while.
But that shabas was also shabas.
So the Reb came down to
Fabang and it was not easy to watch him
coming down and reaching his place at
the
Fabang as a young child a baker actually
shortly after
Bitzvah I didn't understand much I still
don't understand much but it was very
obvious that at least from a physical
perspective the Reb was in tremendous
tremendous pain I asked myself What's
the fabang going to look
like? Is the Reb going to do a very very
short
fabangan? And it was already later years
theba sometimes would fang much shorter
maybe he'll do a very short
fabang. So the will want to say
something and fabang but we'll go up
earlier.
I was just thinking to myself, I didn't
know. But every step literally you could
see every step was
korim. It was extremely it seemed
excruciating. And as somebody who never
saw the reb like that certainly not in
public walking into shul would usually
walk in with his full malus and glory
and it was very very
difficult. Some people connected it at
the
time. Shortly before that began the
court case of the library of the swarim
of audi kabad. I don't know that's
beyond me what the connection was what
the cause was. But then the reb started
to fab and it was the shabas of the
camb. This was the second cmam. The
first one was yal nissan mh
1985 exactly 40 years ago.
This was the second saram which was
tshin mev 1986
vayaka that fabangan turned out to be
one of the longest fabangans of those
years and if I'm not mistaken the hadin
on the raam that I still remember parts
of went for an hour an hour and a half
and when the rebba got into the
raam suddenly all the pain The
anguish that I observed the night before
and just a little while earlier as he
walked into the
fabang. It was literally you looked at
the Reb's face and you can
experience as much as the human eye can
perceive a
bliss. as he analyzed and
dissected the opening of the Rambam in
one of the timeless classic hadronum of
the Rambam known as the toshv had
explaining the first and the other is
what is
hashem and for a 14-year-old you have to
understand it wasn't just an impression
suddenly I saw
wow it was literally as the rebba went
into the raam
like everything was forgotten. He was
living in the world of the Rambam of the
Mishna. And as the Reb developed the
semium of the Rambam and the of the
Rambam, the end of the Rambam,
especially the beginning of the Rambam,
you could viscerally feel, the
excitement, the joy, the ecstasy, and
the
celebration. You saw that the Reba
himself was in a completely different
world.
reminds me in
parentheses very powerful lesson I once
heard from Rabbi
Label he said that it was the last few
months it
was I think it was the month
of shortly before the Reb stroke and
they said the Reb told him one day in
his
room he says
Zen sabak when I want to learn it's hard
for me to see and read which is very
small which was the way of saying that
he needs somebody to help him with the
eyes and that's when the went to an eye
doctor rabbi groner wanted to tell so
another part of the story the's
conversation with the eye doctor but
then I thought to myself he could have
told his secretary I have a problem
seeing he didn't say that he said I have
a problem reading hagos
That's my challenge. That's my prop. So
I saw that viscerally that
chabas but there's one thing in that I
want to share with you today on the
opening of the
Rambam. As you know the Rambam opened up
every one of his 14arim with a PK and
it's always interesting to note which PK
he uses and Reb would discuss these
frequently. What's the opening PK for
the opening of the Mishna? It's a PK
from
Kufas right before the introduction of
the
Ramba. Remember the POSK
O then I will not be ashamed and
humiliated when I gaze when I look at
all your mitzvah.
And the Reb asked why did the Rambam
choose this POS as an opening for the
Mishna. True, it mentions all the
mitzvah. Much of Kufuas mentions all of
the
mitzvah. But the Rambam uses this word,
I won't be embarrassed. Why should he be
embarrassed? Why would anybody be
embarrassed? What's the
pusher? Pusher. What's the busher?
What's the shame?
And how does this shame get refuted and
healed
through the Reb's answer was and I'm
going to use my own words a little bit
because I want to try to explain
it is the way I understood it or I
understand it today is the Rambam
single-handedly wanted to change the
landscape of Jewish scholarship of
Jewish learning and therefore of Jewish
history. It's hard for us today to
appreciate it, but it's important to
understand
this. When the Rambam was living, the
Rambam was born in the year Daled Tuft
1135. Some say 1138, but approximately
that zip code in Cordova in Spain. Eraf
Pesam passed away
1204. Dalit
tuft of course in
Egypt in the Rambam's lifetime you
didn't have a work that organized
Yiddish in any conceivable way if you
wanted to have a full perspective
of as the Rambam says in the
introduction you had to learn through
Bavi and Shali the midash
ment and cphree
and all the troubles of the and their
abundance of course
besides and then and then you can have
the full picture and how many people in
a generation can do
that and wanted that every Jew should
have a king in every Jew should have a
full vision and perspective of the
entire body and experience of what is
Hashem's vision what is the Tyra's
vision for the
world. And for this, the Rambam
literally had to take everything and
begin almost from scratch to categorize
and on his own he divides into
14 categories.
Each one
encompassing encompassing convey that
this is the applause but
okay
encompassing 83 that go into those
14. This was not just an achievement. It
was an extraordinary historic
achievement as he puts
it. I want a safer that takes the whole
the whole and organizes it in a way that
when you go from the beginning till the
end, you have a full picture of every
single on every subject of life that
Hashem addresses and nothing is
excluded. Not the of the Bikdesh, not of
Msiah, not
Chevitz,
not things that seem completely
irrelevant at that time. The same
seriousness that the Rambam discusses
when it comes to the
of which are always relevant is the same
meticulousness when he's describing the
during the time of the BD when he writes
about that anybody who learns seriously.
Unfortunately, when I was growing up,
there was an expression. I don't know if
they still use it in yeshiva. I didn't
do rambom yet. Do how do you do? How do
you do Rambam? I didn't do
Ramba. But that wasn't the purpose. The
purpose wasn't to do Ramba. The purpose
wasn't even to say Ramba. Okay, maybe
it's like debates on the fine. You want
to have a for so you do Ramba.
That was not the point of the Rambam and
not the point of the rebon of the
Rambam. The Rambam just like the
Reb felt the truth and it's a truth you
could still feel
today. We live in a
generation where there's endless endless
endless classes of Tyra spar imprinted
on every subject of the
world between MP3s and podcasts between
live sharim and virtual sharim in almost
every language on so many different
platforms in every
country anybody could learn whatever
they want and people are learning
malahar
People in recent years began
learning in ways that were maybe
unprecedented in previous times because
of the tremendous
accessibility. But one thing you still
see and that is somebody once said in
English, people are today are reading
more and more about less and less.
People know the price of everything and
the value of nothing. Sometimes you meet
people they graduated 17 years of
yeshiva and if you have kids who
survived the system you know that takes
a lot they learned a lot. Yeah. Whatever
they learned they talking about guys are
serious. But then you want to see if
they have a grasp
of they don't. There's something
missing. There's a clarity that's
missing. There's a broadness that's
missing, an expansiveness. There's a
decisiveness that's missing and there's
a tums that's
missing. When you learn Rambam seriously
from beginning to end, but seriously,
that means you need to understand not
only every you need to understand the
structure of a chapter. The Rambam
didn't only want to give people the
whole he wanted to teach people how to
think, how to build
ideas. Kashabas 30 chapters. Why 30? Why
not 20? Why not
40 built? He took a subject. Could be
shab could be eight of could be in could
be could be could be could be
or and he built it. He built it. What
are you applauding that? What that I
know few
of Okay.
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I'll dig
out the Ramba wanted to teach people how
to build how to think every but not only
for a gle for a cotton some people are
sitting and they I'm not a big I'm not a
big bent I barely survived yeshiva but
that was the whole point of The Rambam
the Rambam became a bestseller in his
generation. I don't know if you know
suddenly the Rambam was the ultimate man
like the Reb felt Yiddish belongs to the
masses. He wanted to empower every
person to master. He didn't want to give
reasons. He didn't even give sources and
he was criticized for it because he
wanted people to come out and have a
clear synopsis and summation of somebody
asks you what's trum what's my what's my
what's the difference of tumasum what's
anatum what's if you learned raom
seriously you know that but you also
know how you can prove God's existence
you also know why we to leave is binim.
You also know what it means to be a
prophet, what it means to be a ni. You
also know what the world is going to
look like when Msiah comes. You also
know what the schedule in the B mikdesh
was. And you also know exactly every
detail till the Rambam's day of
Shabas. So the Reb comes and
says this takes what we call in English
guts. And the Rambam knew it. And the
Rambam writes in his introduction of the
Rambam
says, "I saw what's happening. I saw the
crisis. I heard my lawyers.
I took the
courage and I compiled and I wrote a
safer that you'll give you the
whole and then says you have and you
have this safer and you don't need any
other safer ever again
for now here here now who you applauding
now the okay fine
I was just it sounded interesting. I was
just quoting the introduction of the
rabba. In honor of the Reb, please do
not disturb. They're not disturbing.
They're
applauding. You see what you want to
say? I just see them
applauding. Now here, if you may, this
is God's sense of humor. The Rambam says
after my
safer, you got everything. So what's
Hashem's humor? No safer in
history has created so many commentaries
on top of on it like the Rambam. I think
till today we know of more than
10,000 written on the Rambam by the
greatest of the great from the BV all
the way down to great in our
generations analyzing they said the
Rambam says you're not going to need
another safer there was even one of the
who accused him and said because of you
nobody will open up a garra again you're
causing the garra to go obsolete in
reality what happened because of the
Rambam. There was a whole new gimmar, a
whole new depth in gamarra. No safer has
so
many I don't think even rash if I'm not
mistaken the fella it's kind of an
interesting little story I saw this in
the introduction to aer
from he says he was ones by the he
writes
well I think it
was in the 1970s and he asked the an
interesting
question. How does the Rambam start
off? Two of
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history. He goes through the whole
history of Kaneka briefly. He speaks
about the war the miracle of
the and that's
why that's why they made the eight days
of you look
at coming now now is the time for you
expecting
that give us a
summation they made he doesn't do that
and McGilly starts off right away You're
supposed to read the migilla by night
and by day right away into the so this
Jew as the rebba I don't understand it's
not fair why doesn't he give you
historical context of put good
question so he said without without a
moment the reb said it's pushet read the
introduction of the most people who
learned in yeshivas didn't learn the
introduction of the and by the way if
tonight you're going to go home and
you're going to decide just to learn the
of the isu you'll never look Perish the
same way just introduction of the to is
something you could learn a whole year
and if you'll have afterwards a to learn
the introduction to which is like 50 60
pages then you'll see why you can't put
it down everything this should be
obligatory study in every yeshiva I
believed to the to the because you can't
understand anything of the whole
structure of works without it but most
people don't learn the introduction So
said look in the introduction in the
introduction the Rambam says
readath read
this and then you don't need any other
safer to know soam expected that before
you learn Mishna what do you read
first has migillis he doesn't have to
give you an introduction to
migillis you learn you know purim but
doesn't say anywhere in Tanakh you have
Learn you have to learn you have to
learn all this. So
the he has to give you an introduction.
You see how thought out it was, how
calculated, very positive words from the
butas guidance as a clar of course this
is the Rambam not a joke anyone who
takes the learning of the Rambam
seriously if you can't three pro in one
P but one P but learn it grunt know what
he's saying look at the go back the
Rambam was the most organized writer
thinker I don't know if this I'm sure a
few people remember here the first yard
set of the Rambam
After the Shia Rambam that the
established
was
tough, the end of 84, the beginning of
85, the made a surprise for I think
around 6:00 p.m. I was in yeshiva. I was
before Bitzvah, but we heard. So, we ran
over to 770. I remember when I walked
in, they were just putting out the
tablecloth and the Reb was already
walking and the place was empty. So, the
Reb sits down and he asks a question
about himself. He says, "The Rambam was
the most organized person. How is it
that a faban honoring the yard is such a
balagan such a faban you have to prepare
you let know before you don't make
people coming in and coming in nothing
was
ready I'll never forget the's answer it
still guides me and the said you know
how you see an organized person you
don't see an organized person when you
give him three months to prepare what
you see an organized person when you
tell him it's happening now and then you
see if he's organized internally
internally or he's just a control freak.
what we call in other words if you're
really organized right now right now
there's an internal rhythm
and so he
says was a real so this right here is
the example of real seder and then the
said the
famous says once
in about why you send a reb to mikl v
who rn I remember saying that should say
this is a spiritual
reason together was like you know almost
the embodiment of msiach right before
comes in maza try it out and you'll see
so the says back
to for those who are
following how could the raam say this
people could say this is a little
arrogant you should be embarrassed
really you're the one
This is what the says you know why I'm
not
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embarrassed just like the Gmorra
says just like if you don't know and you
make believe you know it's a crime if
you do know and you make believe you
don't know it's an equal crime. You know
why
says Hashem gave me the ability to see
the bird's eye view of Allah. It's a
responsibility. Embarrassment at such a
moment is not
humility. It's a complete complete
disregard of your of your mission in
life.
How classic viter in life humility
doesn't mean you sit on your couch like
a couch potato and say I'm just
another
no you were chosen to cast your light in
the world
says because I gaze at all the mitzvah
for me not to do it would be a betrayal
of Hashem's vision Hashem's plan for me
and what the Jewish people need most in
Galos. And then some of us still
remember vividly the
first in 770 and it was surprising
because the made a lot of but he
wouldn't read from inside the made every
few years every said he made a but he
never read it inside. He would say over
the Gmorrah by heart and also not
necessarily the words. He would explain
it sometimes. He said some of the
words but that seal
that and he read through and he said
he's going to do it the last and he
typed it up like a teacher would type it
up to little children like he used to do
with the rashis pointing and then he
read the first and he typed it up word
for word. And
here we come to one more aspect but it's
really a derivative of the first of what
the Rambam really did and I think part
of the incredible power in learning and
internalizing Rambam.
wanted to give
people not just the details
of people learn
how other
stuff in their whole
life and it's so granular it's so
detailed wanted to not zoom in only but
zoom out and show people the vision of
mata the vision of mata
as the Reb once put it
in to take the world and turn it into a
world that
reflects and hence the Rambam gave the
Jewish people a gula consciousness. What
do I mean? You weren't only a Jew
impoverished living in Spain or wherever
you were living in Africa or in Europe
or in the Holy Land, downtrodden in
Gulos. Yes, that was the Rambam's age as
it's still our age sadly. But the Rambam
wanted to give the Jewish people the
vision of creation. And therefore he
wrote a safer to show what does the
world look like when the vision of the
is ultimately manifested and embodied.
It was one of
the
explained answering the big
questioner
in I think he says he doesn't understand
why the
made one of the 13 principles of faith.
The once said over this
with because he
understood the beheld very
much I don't understand is the cherry on
the cake mashiach is the reward mashiach
is gald but why is it the of he
says he says we know mashiach will come
but let's say god says I'm not he says
do this change anything he
says according to the They
they're not coming back. He said, "Are
they
not? They're not in filling. They're not
in sharp. They
are if you get rid
of you don't have you don't have." But
even if you take away mashia says, "I
know Mashiach will come." But what makes
it? It's not a foundation. It's a
beautiful thing that we're going to
have. But even if we didn't have it, you
still have to
do as the put it
then the great question
of what's the deb's answer for this
question. The Reb's answer for this
question
is the Rambam saw in Msiah the of Das
because Mashiach basically tells you
that God's plan, Hashem's plan is
actually going to be realized at Mata.
Hashem gave the Jewish people a
blueprint. Take the world and change it.
Turn it in. Turn it into a TA world. Is
it ever going to happen or is it just a
nice dream? Most of the mitzvah we don't
even have
today is essential to because it
basically
means the vision of Hashem for the world
is happening. It's going to happen. It's
real. Jews are ch we're changing the
world through mitzvah. And that's why
the rah holds that mashia doesn't have
to make miracles. It's not a little
detail. If Mashiach has to make
miracles, it means you don't believe in
the power of andite to create the world
of according to the which is the whole
vision of and therefore the end of the
Rambam according to the Reb is not just
beautiful things that are going to
happen in the future. It's the
submission
of it's the
concretization and embodiment of the
divine vision for the universe happening
in real time in real space. when he
says and by the first sem you know what
the Reb said on these words everybody
learns the
Rambam we just heard this from it looks
like beautiful words there won't be
hunger there won't be war that's nice
there won't be jealousy there won't be
competitiveness Why? A lot of goodness.
All the delicacies will be as common as
dust. It looks a little redundant. So
the Reb said, "No, no, no.
Listen, there won't be hunger and
war. It'll be so much good. I won't be
hungry. You won't be hungry. We won't
have to fight. But we could still be
jealous." Just because you think
billionaires are not jealous of each
other. They're more jealous of each
other. Just because there's a lot of
goodness, it doesn't take away jealousy
and competitiveness. That's why
adds well say
it's going to be there. But
it's meaningless. So you're going to get
jealous that you have more sand in your
sands than me.
explains
explains. Now people always learn their
said which world is he talking about but
look at this world look at this world
everybody is worried AI is taking over
the world artificial intelligence in 20
years will anybody have a job so the
rabb says no you'll be out of jobs solar
energy
AI can't
experience
his the visceral experience of
Hashem when the said I sit in my room
and I open
a is
AI can do that. AI can take care of
everything
else. Abak told me the other day, he
says, "That's going to be boring." I
said, "No, the moment you will
experience what dasis Hashem is, any
bliss you ever had in life is not even
of a fraction of a fraction of a
fraction of this because it's the source
of all bliss." And then finally, as we
live in a world where sadly sadly the
great tragedies of our
times, great tragedies of our
times happened through the most vicious
of anti-semmites. But even more sad that
it was Jews
themselves who resurrected the enemy.
Even if they had good intentions and
they did not realize what they were
doing. They did not
realize as Anvi Hashem pleaded with
prime minister after prime minister
after prime minister after prime
minister with every man of influence in
Israel, every concession of territories,
even talk of
concession, every compromise, every
demonstration of weakness is not
creating peace. It's creating
a a catastrophe of
generations. And it's here again with
can heal the Jewish people and heal the
world because telling the Jewish
people, stop being embarrassed with who
you are, with what you are, with what
your vision is. Speak to the world the
truth. Tell them that this is one piece
of land that the creator of the world
gave to his eternal people as an eternal
inheritance. It's not even ours to speak
about to negotiate to give away. The
world is craving
for it's only the vision of the vision
of the vision that in our generation the
Reb has sacrificed his entire life to
inculcate in the masses to be able to
stand up to a world and say we have a
mission to create a into a loy
The world respects
Jews who can stand up with conviction
respecting their Judaism, their God,
their history, their heritage, their
roots. A non-Jew, a non-Jew is not
embarrassed to say, "I'm ready to occupy
a whole section of this land." And Jews
who God gave it to them and gave it to
Yako are afraid to say it. Comes the
Rambam and says, "There's a vision.
There's a grand vision. Speak the truth
to the world so they will listen. They
respect you. When you respect your God,
when you respect your soul, when you
respect your ta, this is the time when
as you go home, take out that Rambam and
again whether it's the 44th, 45th time,
ma or it's the 40th time or maybe it's
the second time or maybe sh it's the
first time. If you don't tell, I won't
tell. Take him out. Take out the Rambam.
Let Jewish history come to
life. Let divinity come to life. Let
come to life. And let your soul come to
life. Yes, it's not always as loud and
inspiring as a big event. You're going
to get to Shabas and you're going to
have to plug away 30 difficult
chapters. You're going to get to m and
we wish you a lot of on behalf of all
the
lamb. plow it through. Give that gift to
yourself. Give that gift to your home.
Give that gift to your brain and soul
with patience, with consistency. And
with the Reb didn't start learning
Rambom in 1984. The Reb would make a
summar every few years when nobody
realized that Reb was learning for years
and years and years and years. that made
a
hydr a huge historic had one of the most
amazing Hadron
Alfdal one year before he started Ramb
he made a Hadr on the Ramba a year later
he probably finished Rambam again it's
just my own estimation and he came out
with the takana for everybody exactly
tshin meal why then I don't know I do
know that that was exactly 40 years
before tshin palid and I also know that
dminatis at night The Reb danced more
than usual and he said the next night
that he saw
that and therefore he already
started. The Reb also said that the
Rambam has
83 and is
the
measure. And he said that learning
Rambam has a power to help us heal from
illness. And I think it meant not only
physical illness but also mental,
spiritual, emotional, social,
psychological. Somehow learning and
living with the Rambam has within it
power that we can see. Power that is
above what we can see. And in one of the
last, the Reb said an expression and I
could still hear it from the Reb's
mouth. He said then for this you have to
know
Yiddish.
Anybody knows how to translate the word
far in English? Far is a very unique
word in Yiddish. Far in simple English
means it's one of the reasons why I
became obsessed and overwhelmed and
completely dedicated. Fal like
completely entrenched and immersed in
learning Rambam. Those of us remember
the Rebu would come back from the oil.
There were times in later years he came
back close to midnight late late at
night fasting a whole day standing
standing on one place six seven eight
hours and when you saw him coming home
what was the learning he was in the car
late at night theba was
learning as we celebrate tonight the
haram and I have to say one of my
earliest memories as childhood is Rabbi
Schmman the legendary chairman of the
SMA visiting my father Alam Marshalam in
our house and making sure that the SM
gets promoted and advertised and I also
heard a little negotiation here and
there but what happens inside the house
stays inside the house and uh remember
those years of the dedication the ms
nephesh to ultimately fulfill the vision
and the real vision is not this is
beautiful and it's amazing The vision of
Samaram is that 90,000 Jews should fill
up a huge huge stadium because the
moment people will realize the
extraordinary value of
learning
and the consciousness of will literally
spread to the whole
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