Lower Your Nose a Bit

Someone here is watching you and isn't exactly pleased with what's going on with you. He could have gotten rid of you a long time ago and done something to you, but he's watching you and he's not exactly pleased. All in all, I went through four accidents in a short period of time, okay? And my defining moment when I suddenly realized that I'm not the only one here in the world, you know? I felt very uh very exposed and fragile in that moment. Like I got hit on the nose, like God said to me, "Hey, calm down. Lower your nose a bit." And then the process of becoming stronger began. And it was also accompanied by a sense of awe all of a sudden. I didn't know how to how to handle it, you know? But people say all kinds of things, anxieties, feelings that are unclear about what's happening to you. I stopped seeing women in an instant, put on a kippah in an instant, tzitzit in an instant. Really, like I woke up in the morning and said, "That's it. I'm becoming religious without a lot of talk."