Do You Believe in Your Learning? - Rabbi Yosef Mizrachi

the mind massacred by hot I would hate that man say gimel matter not to vote neat newly solver who l'm known it Noel alia day saw him three gifts a sham gift to the nation of Israel and all three of them was given through suffering what are the three gifts one is Olam haba you wanna get there you have to sweat you have to kill yourself 70 80 years without one minute rest you came for picnic you're not going to make it you came to work hard you're gonna make it like they say in Israel there is a sentence that the hill Oni made if it was up to me I would edit to pick a vote what is it so heck me so hai kahan let them laugh now on a beach run here and there vacation that you know all these things that they do that they end one place and I know what severity we run and they run the question is where we end so Lama ba lawyer gotta don't believe you're not gonna make it so llama bites obvious energy style NIC net be suing all Americans that came to ality soil can testify even if they brought a hundred million dollar cash they still had plenty of his swim burocracy are stabilizing their parents are nervous finding a location putting their children initial vote keeping them on the dairy lots of suffering you know but once you settle you get on the right path if you have this hood then you make it and then from that moment on your way to a llama ba it's pretty safe and Tora that's what we're here to talk about tell me de cheveux Hashem Torah NIC net we saw him a 48 conditions for kini anatawa in Pirkei Avot result auras a very important basic rule it's much the foundation of Kinion at OA 48 Keaney and him what a process to do to FK neeya naana TOA 48 conditions one of them is taught by Mela to howl it doesn't mean that you have to torture yourself and all your life just eat bread with salt that's not what it means you don't translate it literally it means that for you you are willing to settle and to compromise whatever food you get it's fine you give me good food I'm happy a shame today no enjoy a little bit tomorrow horrible food no problem I'm not here to eat I don't leave to eat I eat to live ha ha manana Basha all that became a legend damn a solemn the perfect human being not only big giant ha ha Minotaur are not only the biggest mokuba lean in the whole world was also one of the biggest Bellamy don't know a lot of great by the middle of yaacov kamenetsky Thomas if I stay another hundreds of others well you know to have everything to be a perfect haha perfect mokuba perfect valve me thought the biggest amel bitola and not only that my lab in sweden everybody paralyzed problems screaming from pain Adam and shalynn what was the eating piece of bread dipping it in a black coffee I got cold already because it was already three days old eating a quickly once in a while he had the trait what was the treat tomato don't today you got sushi tomato Hallet holiday maybe maybe was Rajesh I don't know whatever the food is thank you very much two minutes food finish don't waste time putting his bowtie napkins 45 minutes he thinks is indeed Ingles now in a restaurant gonna hear you tell me to Shiva you're not a lawyer you didn't come to the world for this nonsense you wanna have Kim Yuna Tora you have to be not me for not that spoiled cannot be my foo knock you want to be spoiled you cannot make it like a student in college and college F cafeteria I am nice everything's perfect nice organized cafeteria you want to be hung there is conde there are conditions for that so what is it you're willing to compromise whatever food they give you never once you're gonna make a complaint Oh spaghetti was called today or the schnitzel from yesterday you're never gonna make a complaint you eat it you swallow it it doesn't have good taste it's called swallow I'm full I can go now another four five hours very good that's one condition my Mswati stay in america today it's illegal to drink water from the faucet if you do it they already suggest you see a therapist when I take water from the faucet what are you drinking from the foster what's the big deal what did we do for two thousand years where did we get the water from from was from there from the well with a little send in abandon in India what do you think they drink did you see the water in India it still left some sand in intolerable taste that's why the tourists always buy bottles there cannot get more than anywhere so you're willing to compromise no drink no Coke no iced tea water a water from the faucet and happy you're willing to sleep on the floor there's no mattress the Shiva bowl sure is crowded no places to sleep here throw a mattress on the floor bio Hajim I'm good I don't come here to enjoy the night we came to learn I am resting few hours boja Shimon back to learning of shark he didn't become a shark just because he was born a smart person they are mild that he had when he was even younger than our seal it was beyond words one of the famous stories about our chakras that when he was fifteen sixteen he had an uncle that was very wealthy and he had a factory manufacturing something and he didn't have kids and we sent him a letter today Sheva replace ale I don't have anyone to inherit all this Empire how about you move here your I'll teach you the business because one day it will all be yours you're not only 15 your uncle in America is calling you everything is yours I don't have kids big business your future is safe lived a Shiva coming I don't know Chicago Milwaukee whatever it is you stay you can go in few hours a day then you walk in the meantime I've shocked was already for more than two years as a kid it was sleeping on the floor no mattress no mattress on the actual floor and while it was pile of snows around freezing all night it was sleeping for more than Tweel's on not only in some of the Baku English Shiva the older you are in the Shiva you get a mattress the rest that came later don't get a mattress why poverty so poverty so what happened after two wheels that he already got this lay there anything I'm sleeping on the floor like a dog what kind of life is this so he said Lord Shiva that is leaving Oh Shiva you know they try to talk to him no don't leave it's a so it's a lifetime decision no no my uncle is waiting I already sent him a letter that I'm coming I have a ticket for their for their train it's a goodbye to everyone with a bag as he's coming the Shiva a widow King with a mattress a widow a young boy my husband just died a week ago and today I got up from the Shiva and I heard in your Shiva they have a shortage in mattresses can I donate my mattress to the Shiva by the way you yourself is a mattress and he said oh hell no she said here is a gift from me she gave him the mattress now he's on the way to do it she vowed to become a millionaire you know and you already say goodbye to everyone which is another embarrassing thing not to come hey I changed my mind you know but he was clever he realized if now when I'm living ash and sent me the mattress he could have sent it to me two years ago a year ago six months ago obviously a sham could have made someone donate a mattress no but now and I'm about to leave all of a sudden a sham remember to send me a mattress he wanted to give me a big scar for the way I was learning Torah but now when you see I give up I'm about to fail he's helping me out he gives me a push he sends me a mattress before it's too late she would come half an hour lay there it would be too late already in the right timing she showed up he cannot be coincidence he got the point most people would say ah too little too late thank you very much you missed the Train I'm sorry he took the mattress he came back in he stayed in the Shiva and the rest is history as you all can see so are you willing whatever the condition of the home is not so great you don't have nice view you know I'm not here for that I understand what's what's become what's the failed and now comes the catch the rest of the Mishnah is after they give you the list over to Atami it's our - hi you live life of Pharaoh pain agony sometimes after all that a shrinkable Lamas a the table column tamo bah it's needless to say you live like this kind of life and all your life first or at all at all and non-stop in Olam haba in highest levels but why are shrink about llama say llama fine why are shrinkable amazeen the answer is because it's better to be poor than rich even don't nobody here agree but it's better to be poor there to be rich and it doesn't matter that we all want to be rich it doesn't matter what we want it matters what's good for us and if we have to admit on the truth and make sure the right holding the sefer torah we all know it's better to be poor than to be reached why all over the world in poor neighborhoods you have more synagogues more churches more masks more people are more connected to God and in a wealthy places in the big cities most people are atheist they don't care about God no matter how many millions they make that's reality cannot deny it of course is an exception to the rule here in their Evan that's the main thing man II wish man you shouldn't vive at Samanta Vita Cassie Cassie tomatoes Aloha towards they already the fatter you become not meaning literally meaning in wealth you don't have time for me you become ungrateful you take it for granted I can manage on my own Oh big deal I already have so much money I don't have to davon for poor NASA I have enough for me if my children for my grandchildren all these big wheels in in America some of them work ten billion fifteen billion dollar technically what the certain say stood say to them in their mind you don't really need to dive into Palestine whether you wasting your time what can go wrong so many buildings and hotels and companies and it sure you cannot lose everything it's not everything in one basket wallsconce was you lose a billion no still have another fourteen and it keep growing so you lose a little bit here illusion will be there the rest is continuing to accumulate there's no way to stop you right that's the way they think so the question is why are about llamas they're not only because it's better to be poor forever that a shame because if you learn to rabbits are you learn to about lamb as a bit sorry you reach a much bigger happiness than someone that learnt oh I would comfortable lifestyle your life become better happier the pursuit pursued that you're not addicted to material this pursuit is a huge gift just like the Hassan II wrote cousin ish is a perfect example to a perfect a male but OA not all his life was only two heart oh I was sitting for three days on a sukiya without eating and sleeping I mean II like this you know in a world husband age and class he was short and skinny and barely eating it wasn't a strong person and he was giving his life for the Torah his life was only talked about six steals is the saint jail the same wood table the same metal bed that the sword not gave him when he came to Eretz Israel and he was hiding when he was already went with someone to a place there was a mirror on the wall and he say hello to the person in a mirror cuz now once in his life is so even how he looked didn't ever mijo don't care about these things you know that people today I mean ours they fix their blow eat you know I'm going on a date rabbi for those who have really understand so this is a perfect example what did he write if a person will be free from materialistic hunger for one hour they will be able for one hour in his life one hour I'm not into this world I don't care anymore about my salary my business income checks nah I'm out of it for one hour and you have shame Iravan me table complete Ozzie rate our lamb b9b wrote that's the only time you can see the world in a write realistic way all other ways you are right you cannot see the truth it's just the same thing when a person is a girlfriend and he makes a vote it's very difficult to talk to him Mousa and what's the shame wants and not because he's already getting a bribe as we speak shallow Hardy are their enemy needless to say a native team needless to say right so if a person is receiving bribe right now now that he denies the truth that's not what the talker say the Torah didn't say that the haha will receive bribe under the table before he has to rule the verdict between two business people that fight for millions so one of them pushed a million dollar under the table to his bank account so now he knows Hooven is right but Shimon paid him a million dollars so he's beginning to become actually the lawyer for the one who gave him the bribe and find a way to make him win the case that's not what the Torah says the tourists they are there meaning he is 100% convinced 100% convinced that Shimon is right after he received from him the gift you cannot even say that is wrong this is the fiducial in the Torah other than that no of course if somebody gives you a bribe you have a job now to make him win the case man what's the dose he do she say that if you take this judge this Haram that knows a lot of time I cannot just become a Diane if you're not attorney Hakan so this tell me from if you connect him to a lie detector a minute after the trial he will pass he will he will actually believe that he did a mitzvah now and you see it all the time all the time when I'm not you saying how does Satan build the case not only you don't feel that you're making Avira you are convinced 100% I'm doing such a great mitzvah this is the trachea so the answer is Wilson that am alberto are can reach real happiness other than that there is no way in this world to reach happiness no way sacral our people they can dream about happiness religious people are not into Torah they can dream about happiness that's why everyone is the place every other person who comes to me after the lecture depression Prozac anxiety attack panic attack I'm considering to go to do these to do that I need a psychiatrist I need a psychologist I need a therapist it became a fashion in America every person have few therapists one for this day one for that day you know everyone is into it but religious people why they so many of them Nutella pissed in this generation why so many of them needs medication why the whole world is going crooked the answer is because there is no real connection to toe anymore like it used to be it used to be generation there was nothing in a in a world beside store no electric nor like no electronic no telephones no nothing to do in life nothing you come home five six o'clock dark you have little few candles on the wall it's very dark you have a lamp with some gasoline inside and you have to learn and you learn with the camara that's all yet in life nothing to play with no electric toys no watching YouTube videos no playing games in a computer no basketball and football and all these things there was nothing in life you either were a slave or you were a son no in between you either a foul meal and you plow the ground like a slave all day or you walk you carry things on your back or you sell vegetables in the market dirty jobs what they give today to the Arabs to do what do you think used to do it people who were not Vineet over that's what they did there's no lawyers accountants you know it's working in a firm in Manhattan you know the secretary serves him is espresso this is only today you understand back in a time you either carry a donkey or you sit and learn that's why there is a huge difference between the ha ha me me in the time of the Gemara to the Americas aught that didn't know closed off even 100 years ago people that came from Iraq many of them did not know how to read and write nothing not Arabic not eboo nothing i well at the same time you had the bench trial of moot sofyan of Yudof kaya and the legendary ha ha Meem there were big gallon II mean everything they came from the same city one doesn't know anything doesn't have to open a book I merits totally and the other one is a legend to make you bald holy that engines are begging to teach him Toa today I don't have such a big difference you take a person who knows how to read and write I mean if he doesn't know the spelling will teach him how do you think I learned to write English go to school in America at least you laugh so what's the point the point is like this the point when a person speaks the rate or he speaks everybody agree is learning Torah what about if it's only thinking thinking about sukiya the real am sitting now you're eating in me thinking what's the charge but doesn't make sense it's thinking about the sukiya is it the same level of learning or not the toast foot in ba hot half the stores for sake aha Valkyrie Muhtar layer here beta Vey Tovah Michal Macomb and so wish me a ton Mars Michelle is more to hear the rate over when you have carry on your body not allowed able to think aloud mom it means that to hear it's higher than to think so you have to think and then to hear and then to talk right show me are keone is show me only 100 % oh it's 80% like talking what's better the one that does the talking and the other one is listening they bought the same exact learning same exact learning same rewards of everything by the way separate comment to two guys sit here right here in holy river all Samia and learning one-hour Gemara how they're getting the same exact heart in German learn the same thing with devotion serious 100 movin and Shimon one hour in if there's a condition they both have a condition if it's very hot in you may they both suffer are they getting the same scar no same reward oh no what do you think why not two people that did a mitzvah they're not partners when a shame gives ha it takes millions of things to consideration not like us one or two things millions of things who are your parents where are you born what kind of intelligence he gives you what education you got how much fear are you heard in your life who were your rabies or teacher in public school before you de tu veux what job you gave up to come here you are making a big money in America and you left everything and you came to all some have to sit and to be a male but over or your unemployed bum laying in a bed all day and your parents was dying to get rid of you and they said listen we thought about a great idea maybe you should go to yeshiva and if you shall I'm will pay you two tickets with seventy two hundred bucks every month and you wanted to get it out of your misery because your parents are sitting on your head all day so you say you know it's a great idea so yeah somehow ended up it's not the same these guys giving up $100 an hour in accounting or law or medicine whatever he was doing I was in the middle of a semester to become a doctor and you know what he's saying enough is enough with his nonsense I don't care I'm going to learn Torah and he gave it up not because he was pushed out or he failed it's already a huge difference not only that company universe shall give an example we actually determined the amount of reward we're going to get for every hour of Torah in our life did you know that we actually make this decision not a shame a shame would comply with our decision what does it mean let me explain if somebody comes to you right now here say it see very nice learning you're enjoying you love it yeah great mo Hashem I'm standing I'm classic say to him is this a job you might be cherished we need a world cup for a week we pay big money my mosh Americans stand outs 30,000 hours nobody in Israel will kill make certainly doesn't our would you like to come for one week to make few thousand dollars maybe we'll have enough money to learn for ego with no problem you know money for continuing money for your he doesn't I don't want to miss that opportunity Claudia have forever I have to apologize I have to go I have some errands can I come back next week you got up any left he right now decided that the Torah is less than $30 an hour for him his friend that also got that offer no no I'm learning okay listen don't tell him we give you 40 bucks 50 bucks this and we need war kills come off is such a nudnik okay 100 bucks final affair okay hundred bucks it's worth it he got up he sold his toga for $30 an hour and he stole de stoah $400 an hour that's what it's worked for you that's what you're going to get of course a sham knows how to match it to the spiritual world it's not going to give you money there but something equal to it but if a person would say piranhas size for my shame that I know tell me I'm a talk lamby Ito I'm now sitting to learn for few years then later when I need the money when I get married when I are obviously I'm going to need the money I know she would not let me down he feed the bugs in the elephants and the Indians that bowed out to the cow Maharaja gave him a Padma Gandhi gave him a punch it's mine I'm not joking that's what's going on there in India every morning the brothers are fighting because they bought one only from the pharmacy they drink it with cornflakes next time don't complain about the milk there's not so fresh the other alternative is to go to India and get the cow you understand so the idea here if a person say I came to learn when the time comes I'm gonna be Panesar a shamble take care of me even if you offer me a million dollar an hour I don't get up it's all nice you're not Wow shame its problems to give me the money you know from now it's limited to now mappy told me villita case every giving me the money finally when I settle in yeshiva I already like the place I got used to it by Hashem I have a good show going on for me all of a sudden a job offer how many people over the use I made the deal with them that I picked them up in a certain day to go to the Shiva anywhere they were unemployed and they couldn't play the beans and everything I said to me you know what at least we give you a home or give you food you come you learn in Muncie a day before we'll always find a job yes that Ann is willing to make you Donald Trump as long as you don't come to learn so much before we finished this is it listen to this so it says like this rich more its limit the move when you wake up in the morning before you say bill kota tua you can be man hearing the Vltava even though the grace holic eval we see that our levels speaking is the highest listening second thinking third and also depend who you are they're more efforts he puts in a Tovar the more reward you get the more you give up in life to come to learn to add the more reward you get the most serious you are the mortgage team will give you gifts planted in your mind you see that you're serious you can be genius is still one no 1% of the Torah don't kid yourself everything you will know it's a gift from a shame but a shame doesn't give gifts just to every learner he gave it to someone that is serious one sister is coming to learn the two I become his life this is it I said to attract ever taught us my life right column Cabella lat small Toa Mahavira mean all their heads and everyone would said the weight of the TOA on his shoulder Mahavira me man all their favorites I will finish with me with the Medina circuits Mahad chapter 8 shocking this verdict Marseille and never clinical Mutola arch it's a Danish Mottola made in are allowed to close the guava until the person finally died not even minutes before he's still obligated to sit and learn leg Marah say rabbi Shimon notion Rabi Akiva hala the son of Rabbi Akiva was sick fellow beetle at vet with Russia Abbey Akiva said to the Talmud II we all learn as usual his serious condition we learn as usual elekid o be a true ho he's made to send a messenger maybe the guy was making tea go go go go in and check what how was my son doing but he's still learning in each even balachandra Marilyn eaten first one came in say his situation just became more serious marital made of shallow shallow ask don't be disturbed Bastian even our lowest bid came for the second time or second messenger came and say to in the situation just got a lot wolves he said to them continue bar Shri Shiva mar-a-lago says the third one say say maximum few hours to live that's it Amara I am shallow listen to these lobby Akiva continue with the shoe don't stop first one came a Marlin fourth time the messenger came he said that's it he passed away that's a nice motto Ahmad the relaxed feel of filling Cobb Gaddafi made Korea Ramallah in renob nice I'll add karna in we have in battle mu Toa until now we are obligated to sit and learn McConville are on having bravado Chalmette from now on we have a new obligation to respect the day to make it a funeral and say me what we see for me it's shocking how much the demand is in sham I'm from a person that seats and make a better that's more to be a layman it's not a college it's not a Cayetana it's not a left Dalit gold on public school here it's I came here the world is standing on my shoulder in mobility or Manville ila who could show my violet saw something I finished with one last story I've been CEO never shot one time work to poet yourself and he saw a guy's is reading some flyers there on the wall outside of the Shiva and he said to him run run after me quickly is an emergency run run it was running an older man and this young man was running after him my mammogram is emergency run run what happened once they walked into this Shiva in Coptic Maga while they're running opened it put it on the table sit sit sit then lamb so the guys haha if I got so scared what is this what was so imagine see here we say to him tell tell me do you believe what you learn or you just learn of course I believe so what does it say that ashame say that those who sits and learn - I'm a hyeme @ : they are the gasoline of this entire world the energy of the world so if the whole world is depending on your learning what are you wasting time reading a flyer not to talk about wasting time in the internet and watching all kinds of nonsense so the idea the answer is if you came for few months of a few years to learn you have to do it serious serious not American style one hour two hours of picnic this iPad is phone call how are you a dead man I came to learn it Eve or not you know what the whole note Israeli tiro note miss Rafi wipe out your smile you didn't come for camp that's the first thing I heard when I came to the army run to the barber to take off your stupid blow it go get close take this blanket that from the time of Antiochus nobody ever cleaned it and don't dare to smile you came here to become a soldier you came here to also mayor to become a soldier of a shame that still not for life