He Is Burning? Reb Chaikel Is Burning Inside of Him - Maamar Matzah Zu 5672 #3

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either the YouTube chat or Facebook and God willing we'll take some breaks and answer questions so let's continue the minor and let me make sure everything is fine what did we learn yesterday our main focus yesterday was after discussing that the exodus of Egypt had to happen in haste but he paused and the reason and had to happen in haste it was the concept of fleeing of running away running away from whom not only running away from the Egyptians but running away from something in side of me that holds me back and I have to forcibly I have two knots forcibly but I have to extricate myself I can't just experienced full calmness there is a tension because I have to separate myself from someone it's like you're running away from somewhere because if you stay there it's dangerous for you when you're in a holistic state when I'm in a completely holistic state then we have such states we'll see later then you don't have to run you can walk you can even walk slowly maybe you can even crawl but you could certainly take a very calm stroll but when there's an inner tension and there's a voice that's pulling me back so I need to extricate myself identify the voice and say this is Mitzrayim this is oppression this is abuse this is toxicity this is drama this is dysfunctionality this is a cover-up for pain for loneliness for any other Egypt that you're dealing with whatever your form of exile is but I don't have to be defined by it but the voices want to hold me back and therefore I must run that's the supposin so to understand this we need to understand the three states of halacha in terms of servants have it can only ever do very ámoreá but we're gonna get back to the non-jewish slave hired by the Jew or bought by the Jew the Jewish slave or Jewish servant and their Jewish female sir in order to understand this he said we have to understand that we operate on two levels of consciousness there's the divine solar animal soul and the divine soul is sent down on a Schlitz on a mission it's wholesomeness and divinity is always absolute and unequivocal the Shama Shama sought to be to hurry but each of us has given a certain amount of years and circumstances to refine our body and to refine our animal consciousness to refine it to repair it to sublimate it and to elevate it and now we continue inside if you didn't hear yesterday's class I would encourage you to go back and listen to the replay or watch the replay you can always do it on double speed so it takes much less time Paige coughs amethyst.i again you have the source sheets on the yeshiva net below the video or on top of the video it's in two places you have PDF and source sheets on top of the social sheets on top you can open and you could read it and see the video it splits into two the screen splits into two and on the right side you have the script the text and the left side of the video or you could just download a PDF under the video as you wish says didn't have proof summers I in the middle of the page the wine starts all the sacking for leaf and Habiru who the way a person refines the animal soul is Daffy cadet if his lobsters viscous it must be in a manner in which there is is lapses his lobsters means you and clothed yourself in it and you involve yourself in it you must immerse yourself in it you cannot remain detached everybody feel free to ask questions let me make sure it's open Shayne's amit sadh again will Milo it cannot happen because of an intense revelation of inspiration from above saya days in his battle mamimi and as a result of that all over the animal issues of the soul just cease to be that's not how it works team Daphne but edifice lobsters race ask us one must deal with it one must immerse himself in it or herself in it and he explains the ash - Masha beetle who I dig in Elliot there is a concept that sometimes there is a bit all through a tremendous revelation from above like a sense of ecstasy that comes from a place that's higher than you and it overwhelms you and it creates a sense of bibble it nullifies it nullifies my pettiness it nullifies a lot of issues I'm struggling with there's just an overwhelming reality that enters into my life that's called a ghillie aurelion and then obliterates a lot of stuff that don't belong with to me the lamine Lazo Indian holy [ __ ] appendage Berkowitz by a katana been a inves are like in everything we have a manifestation of this in the Gomora the new mario tells us in massages Sanhedrin that when Hashem wanted to create the world he consulted the Angels when he wanted to create man he consulted the Angels he consulted one group and they did not approve they said God bad idea let's invest in something else he asked another group a third group everyone disapproved what did I sham do so the Gemara says oh [ __ ] that's by act on Atheneum he stretched out his little pinky among them the sarvam and they got burnt what does this make he asked him a question they said something that you did it that you didn't like see you burn then and a little pinky takes a little pinky it's boy act on of a sorrowful very hard to understand obviously it's a Marshall it's a metaphor you know every every every aspect entire is emotional we learned in the Mimer of Purim shy of initial bosom of a pariah from the ballot Annie and Tara a but in some areas and tired it's obvious that it's a Marshall only difference between one hollow one aspect of tight assertion not because a party and this is one you don't think it's a muscle but it's a sore muscle it's also an imbecile but it's also a Marshall this it's obvious that it's a Marshall because how are you supposed to understand it so the explanation submit south hadley aurelion no my liaison is battle-ax mamela doesn't mean God took his pinky put it in them a fire came and burnt them it means there was a certain revelation that was above their pay grade above their paradigm automatically they melted away in ecstasy and that's why there's the little pinky the Bala Tanya writes in one of his discourses that the ten fingers of the hand represent the ten Spheeris you start off with number one the first the first finger and the five in the right hand and then in the left hand you have the ten sphere as the ten faculties of the soul and the ten faculty so to speak of Hashem the ten characteristics or building blocks of the universe called the ten Spheeris to ten points of light Kassar cuff Mabini facet were at the fairest not saheiji sight and Malthus what's the pinky it's by actin is Malthus even Malthus when there's a revelation of Malthus the Malaka mercies to be the Seraphim they burn up they melt away in the revelation because they cannot see they cannot continue to retain their identity even when it's boy a catana when there's a revelation of the Earth from mouth which is the last of the tenth spirits it's like the pinky and of course Hashem was giving them a message and the message was that the Angels this is very powerful the Angels when all their spiritual striving and Heights cannot even experience the pinky of the divine there is so much restriction that is necessary for the information of the divine to be assimilated in their spiritual identity and it's precisely the soul coming down to earth and dealing with the gravel and the struggle and the filth and the toxicity that is available only on planet Earth dealing with coronaviruses and every other type of virus physical biological emotional psychological and spiritual that we touch the divine itself the essence the core God wasn't burning up the angels don't ask me a question and then you don't like what I say and you killed me don't ask me do what you want he's explaining to the angels in a way he's showing them he's demonstrating to them yes humanity is capable of corruption humanity is capable to descend into the abyss but it's also capable of touching the deepest truth the deepest court what's the what's the connection here Harry that we see this concept that sometimes something could cease not from through its own initiative but it's just a major flow from above a major inspiration like the nuclear energy spiritually the kingdom bloom at the edge - Kaza just as this exists and above we have it also down here below there are moments in life when you experience a tremendous current of spiritual electricity and it just help it consumes the animal song I've aimed a cleric Ivana but that's not the ultimate purpose it's not preemies you have to work with yourself the ETA rocof on Russia but there is bigger visible penises lobster stuffed Giselle in unis Oscars the main qivana is that the refinement of the animal soul in the body should be in a way that it becomes transformed on its own terms this is called a beer or a zipper it becomes refined and for that you have to be malleable in it miss ask us you have to work with it you have to understand that you have to relate to it and then you can educate it so there's two ways of dealing with my my animal consciousness there's two ways of dealing with the eye that see itself as part of infinity as part of God one way is I don't deal with it rather I tune in which is which is major I tune in to a great light and that light overwhelms me you know sometimes a person has a moment of tremendous inspiration and you think all the problems are gone all your issues are gone all your struggles are gone because you really touch a very deep level of awareness you touch that pinky that burns up everything else but the problem is you were not changed you were not transformed you know I'm talking even if it's authentic you have sometimes that the whole experience is not authentic it's just it's fake it's more it's more you know you're copping you're imitating you're imitating you're imitating others you're imitating what you saw in books you're imitating your community you're imitating what you felt yesterday what you're not there we're not talking about that we're talking about something even more authentic sometimes you really experience a higher reality a higher life maybe it's a moment of tremendous inspiration or joy tremendous fortune or conversely God forbid a moment of a very deep awareness that comes from crisis or adversity there could be sometimes a flow of the soul like a nuclear explosion of your divine song and the animal soul melts away says the river that's all beautiful but it's not the pathless acavano the qivana is venomous hiss lapses the godly soul needs to build a relationship with the animal soul and work on it and elevated and sublimated for this I have to dress myself up inside of you that's called Islam pious I have to go in I can't remain aloof and detached beautiful story that describes this and then I'll take the questions if there are there's a question the bow upon the altar Abra Abra is almond of Lee Adi had a student a hostage and this student once came to the lab of the Bella Tania and he lamented about something the lament was I said he goes to shul in the morning and until he finds the inner inspiration that helps him Davin and connect to the ain't safe it takes a long time he needs to wake up go to show and then he said he would learn he would learn to see this learn it understand it try to internalize it think about it meditate on it and really connect to it in a very profound way Bala Tonya demanded from his disciples what's called his bonus spine earnest is meditation and mindfulness what they call today meditation and mindfulness in all of the issues that he taught and the reason he taught long my Martin man explained them is because he wanted it should be understood within the realm of the person not just academically with your IQ but with your EQ emotionally he says and then after all this he feels a spark and he's ready to start governing the problem is by that time you know the minion began already and he's always catching up and he feels out of place and he says I have a neighbor somebody who's near me lives near him and he governs them and show and he's a closet of a friend of the bhava Tonya a student of the magnet of Miss rich a Jew who was in Lebanese name was a battalion cycle of a city called under under AMD you are they called them recycle under and he's tells the Balaton ASIS this disciple of recycle he comes to surely comes from the mikvah he goes to show on said burn and he said I need to see brand Sobrante fire he's alive he's burning he's inspired he goes in to dominate this is an explosion of electricity I don't have it this was a very serious question because if I may say he was basically confronting the ballot Anya and like asking you know where did you go wrong so to speak and the pie column duder your colleague a student of the magnet of Miss rich got it this student is on fire and I'm sitting and trying to find the fire and the altar Deborah very very moving Valtor ever did not answer right away he put his head as he puts his forehead down on his hand he put his hand on his forehead and he went into it's cold or his bone ernest a trance so to speak he began meditating the hassan was standing there in his room and the rebel was meditating for a few minutes and then he emerged from the meditation the altar Abba used to speak with a [ __ ] with a melody there's a few things that we heard tradition from generation to generation then Megan with which daughter ever said it Valtor ever used to speak in a melody that's how he spoke even in regular conversation so I'm going to say over what I heard from rabb-ul Khan shalita the tradition of Hassidim what the alter rebbe had told this Jew and with the melody in Yiddish and then I'll translate the never said Edmund cycle blend in M own me villain Ozma so Elaine Brennan he's on fire rep cycle his rubber is burning in him and we want that you should burn on your own your fire should be yours it should be an independent fire he was teaching him something this Hassan was a great man replica Kalam duro was a holy Jew and the path of many of the students of the Baal Shem Tov and by the way there was a disagreement about this many of the Great's of dickin felt that the greatest thing they can give their disciples is the feeling of connection to Hashem they should feel their neshama their a Munna and their connection to the SAVAK and this Jew was so connected to the Pikul reptiles fire was burning in him and don't underestimate that this we're not talking about a fake fire he closes his eyes he picks up his hands and he makes believe that he's on fire no recycle blent in them replicas fire is alive in him their relationship was deep and this was generally the idea of many of the students of the Baal Shem Tov which was an incredible idea to reveal the nuclear energy of the soul the power of a Munna in which were always connected and you could see this in all over the works of the students of the Baal Shem Tov throughout the generations the holiness of the Jude the holiness of the soul the love of our Shem to every single Jew this is like you know generic all the students of the Baal Shem Tov don't stop talking about this how we create an impact in all of the worlds the connection of the Jewish people the whole world is is the whole world is is really a spiritual place very powerful inspirational tidbits that help Jews it shrit the awareness of a soul of the nefesh Eliquis as it's called here and the camaraderie of the Hasidim and their relationship with it tsadikim and their rebus and their joy allowed his fire and his spirituality to burn inside of them and this is what the sauce it is alive with and it's incredible but the alter ever said what we're talking about here is something else as Missoula late lemon I don't want my fire should be yours I need you to find your fire but what happens if I have a llama log fire I'm a big log you ever tried to ignite a lock that takes time I can't come and take the log and just put it on fire doesn't happen I spray kerosene oh you remember in camp when you made a bonfire the fire wasn't working and then one holcomb came right with the gasolina with the kerosene and he sprayed and suddenly there was a huge fire was that impressive or what it was very impressive what was the problem the problem is that five minutes later the fire is down so you need new kerosene a new kerosene a new kerosene and then somebody would come with newspapers and tissue boxes it's all good and sometimes it's very important and it certainly gets Mac but if you want the fire to be sustained and sustained throughout a life and sustains for hundreds of years and sustains for eternity the log has to be on fire and for that you have to work with it you have to splinter it and bisect it then disintegrate it and get it to burn but when it burns there's a fire here because there's a fire from within that fire is not going to cease that's the idea of Buderus hislop shows every jew is godly and there's moments of inspiration and its mufasal' everything else but here we're talking about that the animal soul should burn the nefesh a bahamas should burn that's why the ballot Anya explained he wanted explain you'll see his my mahram are so long and elaborate why it's not just that he had a pen he wrote more the style his [ __ ] off I said this is called that's what's cool he called the Duster this kabab kofta Mabini das why he wanted he felt that the animals soul you have to speak to you have to educate it so you have to understand it you have to explain it to it and then you can discipline and educate it refinement that's called this lab shows boson Orion let's take questions does the animals all welcome John does the animal soul lose power in relation to the godly soul or do we learn how to more usefully incorporate the animals soul are they completely separate or a continuum that's an excellent question and the answer is of course both are true it depends there's different states of consciousness and stages in a person's life ultimately everything is one one of the kabalists known as Rabbi Abulafia he writes the early Kabbalist you'd and Hey and above and hey uh shams name is Yeats ur hatov v8 Sahara the Mishna says in breakfast 54 the Kalevala fish nays are ultimately everything is one everything is one and the animal soul is not evil it's an animal an animal is not evil an animal could be very cute and very lovable and very charming we all know that animals can also be dangerous these are domesticated animal and is an undomesticated beast there's a wild animal that devours and then there's a much more subtle and refined animal we have different nefesh of our masses so ultimately everything is one but there's a process sometimes the way of dealing with my animal Souls I just have to say no that's called this Coffea subjugation sometimes deus transformation it's like with a child educating a child how do you educate a child you never deplete the energy of the child sometimes you just have to say no no no he may not understand it but he'll be thankful one day that's what healthy discipline is the ultimate point our though is education ultimate point is that you want to inculcate the values within the child so that he or she should be able to make it their own so both are very very true ultimately we have to incorporate the animals so we're not dealing about two separate entities yes they're sometimes as part of the process I just have to say no there's the shin Avera of the debris of Haskell one of the great polish Hasidic masters the son of the tongues er of Rights that when what we ISIF is asked by Potiphar's wife to be with them such as via mine he refused and is a shall jealous the the cantillation the musical note and that word is very unique by in my and he refused who's a little strange this is a passion by Asia the shinobi I've said and you did she said Joseph what gives up nein nein nein Joseph said no no no you didn't hear it the first time no no no no I don't know if you guys have spoken Yiddish to the wife of Potiphar but I guess no no no is something that exists in every language in other words sometimes I'm not capable of refining my animals on the sense that it's fully and eagerly and enthusiastically is following my divine soul my infinity my invincibility my alignment with with cosmic oneness sometimes I have to say no but the ultimate is as you say you want to incorporate so the next question so the discourse is saying that we need to run away not stay in the reality quote unquote but to face the problem and sometimes you need to run away but how do I know if I'm not running away from fixing the problem so I'm sad depressed feel trapped in my problems and I'm going to do and dance or drink okay does that mean running away to a solution or running away going deeper into the problem excellent question excellent question in other words we learned here to paradoxical ideas that to run away from Egypt but now you're telling me you have to work with your animal salt in other words you're not supposed to run away but then you tell me sometimes you have to run away and you have to say no so how do you know if you're running away from fixing the problem maybe or know you're running away from the problem so somebody feels trapped they're sad they're depressed they have a lot of problems what's what's the right solution and it's running away they go drinking or dancing or or or or what's up and their websites is that is that running away when the Jews ran away from Egypt well I guess they did some dancing and drinking but they ran towards Sinai they split a/c they ran towards Sinai somebody once emailed me a very interesting question actually very similar to your question so when somebody is dealing with any type of difficulty any external or internal difficulties sometimes we say that what they're doing in response to this is not good for them for example all types of addictions which is basically a person running away from something they're running away from a pain they're running away from a problem as we often say addiction is not the problem addiction is the solution it's a bad solution it's a destructive solution but it's a solution now you have to find out what the problem is so the person asked me very similar to you how do you know if you're going away from the problem and it's bad for you you should stay in the problem or you say no make yourself feel better don't stay in the problem like is it really a mitzvah to wallow in my problems absolutely not so I should run away from my problems and make myself feel better right excellent so when is that constructive and when is that destructive this is a cardinal and vital question in life and probably one of the better answers I've heard for this is depends we are you running - it depends where you're running - and I want you to understand this let me just give a practical illustration you know I don't we always think about giving a muscle to understand the name Shaw so instead of saying the idea and then giving an illustration let me give you an illustration and I think you'll get the idea now the world has changed in the last few weeks dramatically so it's very hard to give right now an illustration about this example that I'm giving seems a little archaic but I'm just gonna give it anyway because I think it's a concept we'll all relate to somebody lost their job they lost their job and I know many people are struggling now and and everyone is in a predicament in a difficult situation and it's really a time to strengthen each other and empower each other and and pray for each other even in terms of financial stability and prosperity and I bless all of you and all of us with good health and prosperity and are covered during these challenging times you lost your job you used to have a great job you are manager in a high-end store a franchisee a very successful brand you were you were you were up there well you had a very good job in a bank you had a very good job in any other industry and you walk in and you're fired and suddenly you have a new life example number two you thought your marriage was decent and suddenly boom this cracks all over the place and a major crisis in your marriage I'm just giving two examples very practical examples that happens to people unfortunately not so infrequently what do I do now it's a mitzvah for me to now remain miserable and wallow in the quagmire of despair I lost my job my marriage is horrible my life is over what I want to run away from that I want to feel better I want to feel like a man I want to feel like a [ __ ] I wanna have a normal life I want to wake up in the morning with joy here are two choice number one is I start staying in shul not now now you shouldn't stay in Shaw but I start staying in shul till 11 o'clock at night so by the time I come home everyone is sleeping Shabbos morning I can stay at the kiddush for four hours eating up all the herring and drinking all the schnapps and I come home 1:30 or 2:00 o'clock and everyone is just doing their own thing and ensure lifer got my problems I was drinking I was socializing I was making jokes with people who don't know about my issues I quit my job and now at night I'm in a bar or I'm surfing the web or I'm hanging out with people did I run away from my problem I run it ran away from my problem did I deal with my problem no on the contrary the void remains I wake up tomorrow morning and the pain is still there and not only that the void increases because every time I run away from it unsuccessfully the void becomes even more powerful and now I need more entertainment more distractions to cover up the pain so what did I do I only intensify the pain which means I have to intensify the distractions which means that tomorrow I have to distract myself doubly and then the next day three times four times and then after quadruple the distractions and then God forbid at some point I don't even recognize myself and at some point I may delude myself these are not distractions this is life which means now I am really in a messed up situation because I substitute truth with lies but there's another way of dealing with my problems not to be stuck in the quagmire and the other way is maybe recreating a new schedule for myself may be seeking new opportunities talking to somebody openly part of that maybe I have to break down and sob looking for new direction finding new alternatives going deeper into myself and challenging myself yes and doing things that are enjoyable and meaningful and inspiring but not to run away from the void to actually go on a path that will fill the void this person having a miserable marriage yes I could start drinking I could go dancing every night beautiful it's great to dance but am i filling the void or am i running away from the void that's the big difference from running away from the void I'm not helping myself I'm making it much worse I'm not running away from Egypt I'm not being liberated I'm in slavery I'm allowing the void to define my life I didn't leave much I am you understand I didn't run away I'm thought I ran away I made believe I ran away I didn't run away I'm stuck in the abyss of Egypt to the point that it's controlling everything including my entertainment which is basically not something I want or I need it's not bringing me closer to my truer values and this is the question you have to ask yourself what are you sure about what are your truest values and what you're doing is it bringing you closer to that or bringing you further than that if the distraction is taking me away from my inner values and what I really want you want a good marriage you want to be able to support your family you want your children should have what they need you want to be able to have a good relationship in your house those are real values is what you're doing promoting those values growing towards those values helping those values that's awesome if what you're doing is not you're not running away from anything you're running further into the hole you're taking Egypt and say come come come come with me it's completely defining my life and that's the choice every person has to make so running away does not mean I don't know my animals running away does not mean I don't identify the void and the paint running away does not mean I don't identify the traps I identify it very very much but sometimes I have to be able to tell myself right now I'm going to pursue my value not my access 'ti Miriam was dancing and singing praising Hashem yes that dance is absolutely absolutely vital and wonderful and inspirational I think the previous question it meant a different type of dancing another question today we us must also make haste we have to run and isolate from today's plague burning on the rapid fire is spoon-feeding but one must burn and feed oneself to mature well set so we continue the line starts physical physical yeah okay one more yeah I did this sort I did all the questions for that the line starts physician Hashanah Roy in this lab Chosun efforts bag of we see this of the way the soul interact with the body Shan nefesh Mitzvah svaha goof the soul doesn't remain detached to soul is grasped by by the body Shari Baba kama Mustafa Marshall Baba gasps Oh Leland Ebenezer nefesh the soul assumes a material identity a material incarnation by manifesting itself in physical life the gabbie rouhani is an F is relative to the pure transcendent spirituality of the soul when we call MacLean hariya nefesh miss Gallo burghoff shamanic as a goof and yet the soul is manifested in the body through the body it leads the body shy they ice ask us because Hana fish because sa holy amid aside a hookah making Mahalo Caiphas aji des amis a feature save Orion Oscar's be called Hyades amazake a savior who the soul's relationship to the body is not from above it's manifested through the vessels through the infrastructure of the organism of biology that's why today there could be people who say we don't even have a soul why the symbiosis between the soul and the body is so powerful that it looks like there's only a body some scientists and neurologists argue there's not even such a thing as a soul we're basically machines there's biochemical systems there's electrical signals and every emotion that we have every experience that we have can be rooted in some button what is that it's not because there's no soul that's because the soul is completely manifested within the body so the body and the soul become one to the point that they're inseparable and for the soul that is a unique experience because the soul is really pristine transcendence pristine spirituality and yet it's manifested within the structure of the organism and and it leads the body and it refines the body when we work with the faculties of our soul it says with the power of your mind the power of emotions all the faculties you actually refine and educate and enhance the particular limbs and organs after all so dr. Chuck Wolfe okay Lee Lloyd on average as a nephesh miss caliber golf or paella wolf Shama Lou Bush point my silver Charlotte alum ouch that's all of the body is a vessel for the light of the soul then the soul is manifested in the body and affects the body because that which is enclosed in the garment can rule that which is dressing it up it's like I'm riding my horse the horse is now under my jurisdiction I am dressed up in my garment and I direct it so the soul is dressed up in the body and the body becomes a lavash I can't do it for the Soul machine King - shagufa a Mikhail Ilan nephesh when the body is not a vessel for the Soul we're talking here even the animal saltcan my bill Gugu Lamanna looks long she never showed the moogle Geller's Baku fur Bahama there is a concept where the soul of a person becomes reincarnated in the body of an animal had a Hamal wish Marshall - a little humble uber chay nephesh enemas gala shop in that situation the mall Bush the one who dresses up the soul now rules that which is rest up in it because the soul can't be revealed there added a Barbie Haman my shoulders but should let this allowed them Shara he named chefs after in yon in my homeroom vogue a moon in Chikara instead of the soul calling the shots the animal calls the shots when a soul of a person is reincarnated into a Bahama when you look at that animal you just see an animal the soul is now completely defined and it's led to the destination where the animal wants to go and the animal is just interested in when an animal is interested by a human being we can also be that way but we have the capacity that the body should follow the soul instead of the soul following the body the body becomes a conduit it becomes a lavash an expression a channel for the souls energy not that it eclipses the soul but that's because there is a relationship the causal official goof-up a main and a clue later nefesh the biological organism of the animal is not a vessel its chemistry is not made for the human consciousness for the human soul so this is a very interesting experiment you take the human soul so to speak and place it in the Behaim in an animal that's what certain think you Gulam reincarnations are and what happens the animal remains an animal the mouse remains a mouse the cat remains a cat and the dog remains a dork you can teach the old dog lots of tricks maybe even new tricks but it remains a cat that remains a dog it remains whatever animal it is why because the organism the biological organism of the animal is not one that is created in a way that it could become a manifest nation of the nefesh of the consciousness of a human being it's a different type of soul and a different type of body even though the DNA is so similar but there are those tiny fractions those tiny little differences that make a universe of difference machine can be goo for them show Kaylee light on nefesh had an official Miss passion to miss Gallagher goof in the body of a person is a Kaylee it's a vessel it's a receptacle for the light of the soul so the soul can be expressed in the body and therefore it could rule the body it can direct it which is what the body wants what the body needs like like a child like a mother with a child imagine the mother tells the mother child tells the mother what to do usually the case but a child ones direction will come like an abyss lobsters and official-like is beneficial Bahamas Josh does it's true generally with the soul and the body from this we can understand in the souls themselves the animal soul in the God we saw Shabaab Canasta severe slaps as beneficial ballast the godly soul is not removed its grasp that's manifested in and through the animals soul try to aim at dimopoulos value William done officially kiss to my purse a fool amid this a Vividh Leon officially kiss but sad add some Acadians from Islam Bushmen official Bahamas and this means that this is a tremendous transformation for the godly soul you can't compare the godly soul pre it's being enclosed in the animal soul to the godly soul post it's being enclosed in the animal soul Kagami shana fischer bombers uba-aner even though the animal soul is completely in a different plane than the divine soul ashes omits a tight t-shirt the mouthful eel assertion mccoshen as an official it is by nefesh a Bahamas an official at isthmus Gallivan official bombers of oil all off but this is part of what we say in the blessing of Ashiatsu Roy a faithful boss sir will mouthful alas us after we we move our bowels God who heals all flesh and he makes wonders what is this talking about so there are most essential hilariousness as the action of the soul and the body is mathy losses in the soul that solve the connection of the divine stone the animal soul is part of ma flee losses to be able to connect it to but they have to be connected because the nefesh of the kiss wants to work in and through the nefesh a bahamas not remain detached the nefesh shell that is the godly soul on its own its actions its experiences its inner consciousness is purely divine both in terms of awareness in terms of emotion in terms of love and in terms of awe saiful mid this out of a year but as it comes into the human to human life to the body's life it doesn't remain detached doesn't remain sitting in its ivory tower it becomes married so to speak tucked in a patched connected and one with the animals soul they're working together it's like you're dressed up in a garment and the garment the hand in the glove and the glove is just a conduit that holds onto the hand and it expresses the hand it could express that and for this there has to be a very deep relationship an ongoing relationship you got to know your animal soul I'm always working with my animal song that's the point just like the soul and the body the soul becomes the body the soul becomes one with the body body becomes soulful it's not two separate things anymore the soul lives in heaven and the body lives on earth that's the uniqueness people think that is everything there's nothing else is only a body that's how unified the two become directly psychiatrist and psychiatrist once told me look you give this medication and the person is the mood stabiliser there's nothing else it's a machine you press this button and you turn on this light you press this button you turn this mic on you turn this everything is buttons completely denying the idea of of transcendent consciousness and and it's true that till today consciousness remains an enigma everybody will admit even the greatest atheists in the world we don't know how conscious this happened where did it come from especially human consciousness we did it come from with we how did this this machine has suddenly have so many opinions and so many struggles why does my video machine after not have to go to therapy why does my mic don't have to go to therapy he's just a mechanical machine he has no identity crisis we did identity crisis come from why am i questioning my identity Who I am Who am I and the answer is because I am NOT material I am not a machine I am a divine soul and this divine soul is manifested in the animal song and there's a unique relationship with a connected question lived of it how do we know that our life is ours and not someone's out someone else's excellent question how do you know the light is yours and it's not borrowed from somebody else the answer is you become an ambassador of light to others when you own something you can share it with many many others when you don't own something the impact is very limited to give an example if I understand something very well I can explain it to anybody because I could use different metaphors that relate to that purse if I don't really understand that well if I'm just repeating what I heard from you I could repeat what you said but I can't really bring it to other places I can't be original when you own your light you become a tremendous ambassador of light you become ash Lea a messenger that brings that light to many other people not your light that helps people reveal their light because you own it it's really yours that's number one number two you know that the light is yours when it's always there it may be concealed but it's there it's a veer what do I mean it's there it resonates with you it's in a very deep place it's truth resonates with you it's it's digested my own light I can digest I can't digest your light you know when food I just swell when you eat healthy and I just swell the body almost thanks you and like ooh that was good when you're in touch with your own light the animal soul celebrates the godly soul celebrates it's yours it resonates your entire system celebrates it because there is a there's a oneness there there's an intimacy there but for this you have to be very very honest you cannot understand anything we're talking about if you're not very honest with yourself meaning if you're Judaism is dishonest and a lot of it is just fooling yourself and deceiving yourself and copying other people and making believe you're inspired you're not gonna relate to this you're not even gonna want to relate to this because it's gonna challenge everything so we all really have to shed shed is the word all those layers and really be able to look in my own mirror and ask myself if it's my light now it's great to get light from other people but ultimately I have to make it mine I'll finish with a Vartan the cuts Kariba it's a beautiful insight from the COTS Kemba it says in the Madras I don't remember the whole Madras now but the Madras speaks about how human beings go through all the stages of life and then every stage we emulate a different animal because we speak about the nefesh of muhammad's at every stage of life we emulate a different animal you know he starts off he says when a child is born he's like a king you know everyone is holding him and honored by him he says then he becomes like a casa like a swine going into dirty dirty places he's at some point it becomes like a goat just jumping jumping jumping everywhere he says at the age of twenty becomes like a horse beautifying himself trying to attract the other gender he says he gets married and he becomes like like a donkey you're just carrying the burden of of you know paying mortgages and paying tuition and paying the bills you Bertie you become like a Hummer you become like a donkey and he goes on he different different stages I forgot the other ones it's inkay Hollis Mitrovica Hollis at the end he says in his older life he becomes kakai he becomes like a chimpanzee like a like a monkey I'm alpha cake life and the question is why what is why so some say because he imitates so who's imitating so some say you know Zadie makes all these tricks to entertain the grandchildren the cut skier ever said something amazing you know who he imitates you know what one key or imitates people he says you know we imitates at old age he imitates himself he copies himself in other words I become a certain person and then I just copy myself oh I did this yesterday I have to do this today oh I did this today I do this tomorrow in other words dear is Who I am imagine I project my identity on a canvas and then every day I look at the camera oh that's who I am I don't recreate myself from within there's no ingenuity there's no creativity I'm just a copy of myself I become a certain person at a certain age and then I just copy myself says that's what it means he says at a certain age you're a monkey you're imitating yourself you're not yourself anymore you just imitate yourself you're not creating yourself from within there's no originality anymore there's no creativity anymore it's just who I was yesterday I'm today I was angry at you yesterday I'm angry at you today I was depressed yesterday I'm depressed today I was insecure yesterday I was secure today I was arrogant yesterday I'm arrogant today I was smart yesterday I'm smart today and even if I was humble yesterday I'm humble today I don't find the newness I need more questions okay so my dear friends we're gonna take a break here I do want to invite everybody to the many classes we are having today in the state of quarantine please join us let me tell you the schedule now we're gonna have a class in Gomorrah and one o'clock we're gonna be learning a Rashi and parshas vehicle based on an extraordinary talk and sheer by the lubavitcher rebbe in lakota suffice parches vehicle analyzing a fascinating Rashi in Rock Hill tidal is when leaders are lazy 4:30 we're having the special children's program children are home 4:30 p.m. join us for a special children's program you're not done yet it's a busy day 9 o'clock p.m. we continue part 2 of last night's Shearer in Paris Baku day when moisture blesses the Jewish people and that's going to be 9 o'clock p.m. today this evening all here on the yeshiva dotnet please share with your families and friends you could 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