He Despised The Word Of HaShem

Rabbi, do you ever get mad at people? Sure. Yeah. Actually, you know what? I'll tell you a story. Uh, you know, you guys want stories, so I'll give you a story of No, I know. 24 hours. I mean, there's always stories. Oh, there's so many. The reason why I can't take phone calls unless they're absolutely ne necessary uh which is usually uh necessary according to my definition not other people's definitions um is because there's so many messages and so on and so many different things that I have to deal with but um stories there's hundreds of messages every day there's lots of things to do but I'll tell you I'll tell you something this is actually good for you guys to know also this guy that uh reached out to me I don't know however long ago a year ago two years ago whenever it was wanted to uh do kiru wanted to do this wanted to do that wanted to ask me for some guidance and so on so I tried to help him guiding him and doing whatever I can long story short about six months ago uh he saw that we're publicizing the uh one of the books that we're giving out for free in the kof store and uh he says I want a book I said, "Go to like everybody else, go to the Kroof store that we have, krooftore.org, which by the way is brand new now, so you guys should check it out. There's actually a few new books there, and it's also completely different website, same URL, but completely new system. Um, but anyway, a um go to the Kiru store and order a box of books and uh give it out. And if you want to keep one for yourself, keep one for yourself. I don't just send one copy because it's not cost-effective. We're not selling it. The whole point of giving it for free is so people are enticed to distribute him to benefit other people to learn him and to learn Torah. And we pay for all of it. And the website says this box is 15 books. This box is 20 books. this. It's all boxes. It's not a single book. It says it on the website. This is all everybody understand. It's called the cure website and it says it on there. Long story short, he orders the box. He gets some stuff. Um and uh since I know he wants to do Kiru, I also I think he was also got some shar posters or whatever. Long story short, five months, six months pass. He sends me a message yesterday and he's like, "Uh, listen, Rabbi, I wanted to tell you that uh uh the the box of books and the stuff that I got is uh it's still in my trunk. I haven't given it out because I don't think it's for my synagogue. It's good for the people in my synagogue. I don't think it's for them." So, of course, this is very annoying and upsetting to me. So I ask him, "Why did you order it and waste our resources if you're not going to give it out?" And he tries to pretend like as if he really only wanted one and he didn't know. Somehow he doesn't know how to read. He doesn't know what uh I said. He doesn't know anything. and all of a sudden he uh only discovered IT SIX MONTHS LATER THAT HE GOT A box instead of a single copy. So I don't continue the conversation. Why? I said you you've wasted the company resources. um why can't you give it to the people of your you decided that they are not Jewish like everywhere else in the world that we've you know people have asked for our stuff in America in the US in Canada you know literally in practically every state in the country in uh England in Australia in uh Canada in Africa in uh South America literally we've sent stuff everywhere we've distributed hundreds of thousands of books and millions of USBs and so on. It's gone everywhere. People send me pictures every single day that they see our stuff hanging on walls or people reading them and so on. SO EVERYWHERE ELSE IT'S OKAY EXCEPT YOUR SYNAGOGUE IN NEW York over there. You already know what's in people's minds that they're not going to want to read it. They're not going to want to see it. You already know. Are you sure it's the Jewish community? So he says, "Well, why are you making me feel bad? This is a how it make you feel bad. How did I make you feel bad? I'm telling you that you wasted our resources. So I didn't continue the conversation. I move on. I'm usually pretty busy so I don't have time to waste, especially when I know I'm going nowhere with the person's doesn't understand. E has the audacity to send me a message the next day, meaning today, and uh oh, I can't get over it. I don't think the rabbi addressed it really uh uh the right way and uh making me feel bad. So, he turned himself into a victim here. Now, again, I didn't curse. I don't you I don't cursem I didn't uh you know this just text and even send a voice note which I usually do. But this victim so apparently didn't get the first message. which I explained. I said, "Since you're so self-centered that you don't you're not understanding the message and you want something more clearly, let me explain to you what you did." Because he only sees his own perspective. So, let me explain to you what you did according to the Torah. According to the Torah, you wanted something for yourself and you chose not to give it to the rest of the community because you decided that it's good for you, but nobody else can handle it. Nobody else can read it. So, in essence, you withheld Torah from the holy Jewish people because according to you, only you can do it. Only you can read it. Only you can listen. Nobody else can. You've already decided what's in people's minds. According to the Torah, this is called he desecrated the word of God and punishment and punishments and punishments. Horrible, horrible punishments. It's the worst type of punishment. You withheld from Is. It's desecrating the Torah. two, you knew that it's a box. It says it on the website. I told you, but you still chose not to give it. You still try to pretend like you really only wanted one copy and it took you 6 months to say that you don't want to distribute it. Like you just discovered that the one copy that you supposedly ordered IS A BOX. SIX MONTHS. IT'S SITTING IN YOUR TRUNK. YOU THOUGHT THAT THE WHOLE box of 20, 50 books, whatever it is, is one box. Like this is like you think I'm an idiot. So you wasted money. What's he money? Heish money is money that was donated whether it's to the beta mikdash or donated to synagogue or donated to yeshiva or donated to publicized Torah. If money that was donated to publicized Torah, this is not money that you mess around with. This is not money that you're allowed to steal. There's not amount money that you're allowed to misappropriate. So you with your selfishness decided to waste heish money. Now you may not think that's a big deal but if you look at what the Torah says the book of Joshua right after the first book after that book of Joshua chapter 6 and chapter 7 especially chapter 7 you'll see that Yeshua Benoon kills Akan for misappropriating heesh money. It's a death penalty. So your selfishness, you wanted a book and it didn't matter to you that you're going to order a whole box because that's the only way it comes and you're just not going to give it. AND YOU THOUGHT THAT IT'S OKAY TO JUST RETURN IT and that makes it okay. No, it doesn't make it okay. You know why? Because during that time, number one, we wasted time packing it. We wasted money shipping it. Money and time shipping it and packing it. On top of that, if we could have given it to somebody else during those six months, we can't now because it was in your hands. So all of that and more is on you. So when you order from the Kiru store, don't order from the Kiru store to keep it in your closet. order. It's free stuff to distribute in your community as soon as you possibly can. Even if as soon as possible you can takes you six months or or or something like that, that's fine. But as long as you're trying all the time, but don't waste heish money. People that donate to us are not donating it for you to keep it in your closet. They're donating it so we help more people do chv, more people learn Torah. So now that you've asked for clarification, that's what happens. You thought it's not a big deal to misappropriate Heces money. You thought it's not a big deal to be so selfish. You thought it's not a big deal because you thought that it's like high school where you could play stupid and we're just going to buy it. I gave him the chance of giving him a simple explanation. That wasn't enough for him. Now you guys the bigger explanation of how many sins he made in the process of stealing from our Kiru store. A person that steals from our Kiru store from our organization literally it's like committing spiritual suicide. We're giving our whole we're giving everything we possibly have to publicize. So, a person that takes advantage of that in a positive way is a brilliant person. A person that goes does things that that harm it. Literally, I'm not even sure if there's somebody stupider than them that exist in the world because there's so many sins that are made in the process. I'm not sure you're going to even know enough to get out of them. So, do I get mad? Yes, of course. This is a situation that's very very upsetting to me. Why? The most upsetting to me in part of it at all is not even the money part. The most upsetting part is the arrogance that some people have where they assume they know better than other people to the point where they already know what everybody else can't handle. They already know what's in the whole, you know, the whole k. Let's say there's 50, 100 people in his sh. He already knows what's in everybody's brain, everybody's heart THAT HE ALREADY DECIDES FOR THEM what they would allow themselves to read, what they would allow for themselves to learn from, what they would accept, what they would accept. This requires such a high level of arrogance that literally you could compare such a person to why THAT'S THE MENTALITY OF THINKING that he knows what's in everybody's hearts. Who are you to think that you can know what people are going to read, what not? You take the book, you put it on a shelf, whoever wants takes a copy. Whoever likes it likes. Whoever doesn't like it doesn't like it. It's not your problem. All your job is to take one place or another. But you've decided for the Jewish people what they can handle, what they can't handle, what you know more than Hashem. He wrote the Torah and you decide that his Hashem's Torah is too much for them. So, you know better than Hashem. You know better than theim. You know better than all the sages. This is arrogance. And that type of arrogance is particularly irritating to me because that's what happened to me when I was in the business world and all these rabbis would come to my office and they all decided not to tell me anything about the Torah, the truth, because apparently they felt I can't handle it. And anyone that's watched my film, Hashem took back his millions, I talk about it in there. And that's literally arrogance, evil, and just horrible. Horrible. Let people decide for themselves. Let people choose for themselves. Don't assume you know what people going to like or what they're not going to like. You present the information, you present the product, people choose for themselves. Especially when it comes to Torah, you present it. Some people like, some people don't like, some people neutral, whatever it is. Same thing I told you guys about this heretic Palmanov or all the other heretics in the past. Some people that listened, understood, accepted, and thank me for it. Some people till this day, they chase me and and they try to torment me and bother me and and say that uh, you know, I'm a bad guy for for exposing the heretic because apparently there's some type of benefit somewhere. I I honestly I would love for people to show me where is that benefit exactly? Where am I benefiting exactly? Like if you could show me my bank somewhere, how it's increased as a result or maybe the views and how those views have translated into some type of uh I don't know monetary gain, fame, like just show me where the gain is because I can't find it. I've been doing this for 10 years. I can't find the gain yet. So maybe it's you have it and and you could give it to me. So I could use this game. I could use this prophet because we could do a lot of good things with all this game. We could do a lot of things with all this. So if you could tell me where the gain is, where the profit is in in exposing aside from the profit of spiritually helping people, show me any other benefit out of it. Please send it to me. Transfer it to me. Um, I would happily accept it because we could use it to give more free stuff and to give more free lectures and more free free free free Torah. So, let me know, wire it to me, Tik Tok to me, I don't know, YouTube to me, whatever. Whatever works, Twitter X, whatever. Anything to me. Just send it. Send it over. Send it. Send it. We We need We need the the benefits. We need the benefits. Okay. Thank you very much. for coming back and learning Torah with me. I understand there's been a lot of internet issues. I understand that some of you missed some of the stuff that I said, but don't worry, this will be on YouTube in its full version. 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