Grand Hakhel Siyum Harambam in Chicago

[Music] thank you [Music] I want to welcome everybody to the hackel cu marambam this year see marambam includes the two tracks of him [Music] and there we have who works together in order to make this happen I want to thank the members of the vibe and they're they're organizations that they represent by mayor sir maskowitz rabbi Elio Nelson silverberg about yourself to Chicago and wolf from Simon J Abrams uh these people although not every one of I I feel I am here on their behalf to welcome everybody and every single one of them I put countless hours into this being able to through all the details and so forth I want to also thank a number of individual rabbi lavistan rabbi things and everybody has the scores of being part of this event we are going to begin with our Libre bracha I'm going to ask the uh the the ma area that says hunger to say a few words he will be speaking in Yiddish so those who tell you this if you can translate wild guide like boimer drinkers foreign how about you sir [Music] if a highly expensive habits because [Music] foreign either again foreign Alliance is the capital of the cup is foreign [Music] by the Mississippi [Applause] images foreign thank you like to ask we have the honor of having with us covered event s I hope it's okay if I speak in English so I was asked to speak for a couple of minutes just for some brief uh we heard the give out the debate over I'm just gonna add a little a little bit about the special special occasion celebrating the Siam tremendous achievement he said karasi and shame I call this Mission Torah like a review of the Torah fish Adam a person reads originally mission is also second this is the secondary a person will after they read the Thomas and they'll know all of Taurus that was the ramam's goal to take everything that preceded him in terms of badly combine it all together give you the bottom line that you'll know what toes about has to say about everything Venusaur seemed to make a very bold statement he said you don't have to read anything else between the television you got everything covered of course we know the right bed wasn't so pleased with this particular statement when I attended once a conference it was called an International Symposium on Jewish values when I was serving as a menial at Yeshiva preventing and they asked me to attend this Symposium and they had all kinds of fancy schmancy speakers from all over all different disciplines and academic backgrounds so they had a very well-known professor of law from Harvard University not necessary to mention the specific name world-renowned personality and he got up and he said you know the ramen was a failure that was a failure because he wrote in his introduction to the mission of Torah that nobody will have a need for anything else other than the safer and that's not what ended up happening there was a tremendous need everybody learns all of the the other the other farming on gemares they learn other than to be shown them Etc so we see he was a failure so I was a pretty mild mannered and wouldn't really speak out of place but somehow this was too much of and for me to Bear to hear to hear the cupboard around them it's integrated in this fashion so it happens that this particular personality it was known as a World's renowned expert in debate nobody ever bested him when it came to a debate I didn't care to stand up for the Rama so I said on the contrary the Rama was a tremendous success the ramam intended to provide for a perfect encapsulation of the nobody in any major Yeshiva all over the universe learns the Suge and Taurus without analyzing and dissecting and seeking to understand the words of the ramam you don't get anywhere in the study of Tomah without internalizing the words of the rambam and of course you use all the resources as well but the ramam is always Central to the discussion so this person listened to what I have to say this Harvard professor and he said you know you're right I can see the point so I don't consider myself as having one to debate the problem the Rama won the debate but the Raman did in terms of summarizing all the halachos you find in the mishnatova not just people think that it's the work of Allah you find it starts up with you so dehatawa gives you all of the major hashcapas in addition to that what's not so well known is that the Rama also injects a very fair amount of Musa an extremely uh detailed accounting of what is the basic moral and ethical Outlook of every single yid in terms of how we approach every single subject at the end of effectively every single state fair the ramam gives you a Muslim which explains to you what take away in terms of your own ethical orientation so I wanted to just briefly read what the Rama Master say since we read yesterday in shows all about the laws of Minnesota goes on for 16 chapters a lot of esoteric Nuance the law is relating to a mitsova and we know that affirms that the Affliction of amidst the takeaway Muslim High skill from all of this to remember what happened to Miriam Etc he says if you want to set your path straight in this world what you need to do is you should stay away from hanging out with Richard with those who are wicked with those who are lower class shall we say people who are not oriented so it's a Torah in mitzvos and growth with the operating don't hang out with with fools with those who are wasting their time so you shouldn't be snared in their in their net and in their web of wickedness and in a foolishness foreign their tongues walketh through the Earth is that which causes a person to set their mouths against Heaven is the fact fact that they're careless regarding how they speak in this in this world and this is he says Chronos those who hang out on street corners when they should be learning in Yeshiva and shipping and seder and basements you'll have Gatherings of people not to celebrate the Sea of them but they'll have a party for a sporting event and people who are just getting drunk and engaging in Idol chatter as they're getting drunk this is what says there are mum we learned from Hill close to uh we have to refrain from but the problem doesn't stop there you would figure that okay this is the ethical orientation of what we pick up what we're supposed to pick up and what we're supposed to derive from the Lords Of tazrians It was supposed to derive that we stay away from the people who waste their time with Idol chatter but the Rama man's another dimension and the ramen was very very careful with his words he says like we know the magician this week's power showed that the person who is The Peddler was telling people you want to know the the magical potion to live so it's you have to stay away from the band from the idle chatter but you have to pursue the good speech that's also an important pivotal part says the Rama other the lawyers of Saras is learning that you're supposed to use your speech for good what does it mean to use your speech for good he says this then it has to be for the purpose the torahman is the famous comment of the the kriyaka why do you use the mizora when he's going for his purification he brings two birds one one little bird it gets slaughtered and the other bird is but there's also such a thing as good speech says the echoed author this bad speech about Mitzvah but then this speech which is not just permissible speech it's obligatory speech it's sacred speech that's the speech of Torah that's the speech of Tila that's the speech of that is the speech that the Roman is emphasizing that we are supposed to understand is the whole purpose of Lord learning the laws of Saras is because a person used their language the wrong way but there's also a right way that you're supposed to use their language today we are celebrating this important point of the ramam that we're using we're getting together to have akinesia Native Americans but akinesia a gathering of tamede a gathering of those who strive to learn to Allah to come close to our Kurdish baraku to connect the words of torahama to be able to rise up to higher levels of connection to a Kurdish follicle to build up our nashama to be the nashama that it's supposed to be in the service of Hashem in terms of celebrating Torah and that's exactly what the Museum of the teachings of the ramam is all about is celebrating a learning constantly of the entirety of Thomas to be able to gain a Mastery as much as possible of akula and then this Merit says that the rambam that you get a broccoli you get a blessing from a Kurdish Baraka when you engage in the speech particularly you engage in the speech in conversation with each other as it says a tremendous amount of help amen that he gives us a tremendous amen the ability to reach the higher levels of virtue uh and of Mitzvah achievements in the eyes of a Kurdish baraku and in this Merit that we're using our debar for these purposes in terms of what we're saying what we're learning how we're speaking to each other as well in terms of the interaction with each other that it shouldn't be negative derogatory speech but Torin Hawkman that uplifts to each other that we listen to each other with great attention as we uplift each other through words of Torah we commit misaki in the lack of covert the cause of the tragedies that occurred during the spirit period that we know now today where according to all the men Hogan we're in the middle of the Spiro where unfortunately the students of abiakiva passed away because nagu coupled the ultimate cover is to be able to not only learn tower but to share Torah with each other in a way in which we're paying attention to each other and respecting the Torah that is being shared and in that Merit that we should be to celebrate the next [Applause] we're here to see you here as he writes was that it should be the safer where each person writes every person should first study the ritual and then you know the parent shall pass from there however for hundreds of years where the zoo to oppositions to his intent the focus of learning random as the relegates of the very learned through his incredible best writing the nuances the frames of the halaka and the position of many halaches for allocate purposes and any death understanding of the mark would be a good idea to initiate a similar cycle dedicated to study of rademon's missionary learning advice each day and completing the entire safer next year on the rambam birthday thus the project was launched being magazina thus fulfilling the original tent of the Ramba I want to thank chabad.org and for all the serums that they have on daily rambam which everybody can partake of and the additional Sherman randomly which gives a taste of the in-depth learning to some of our alumni who spearheaded many serum and sumim and rambam and rambam even on the website rambanda today rambam begins with the fundamentals of Yiddish guide and ends with the goal and aspirations of either side however in the Messiah Moscow scenario it is reversed perhaps the message is to be focused on our goal and everything we do which is to be safe into the final words of the Rama missionaries now with with what I I would with that I would like to call upon Robert hurts the Messiah followed by Rabbi um I would ask that there be nothing in between the same and please leave any singing or anything else until after the thank you which we finished yesterday foreign the occupation the tire world will be the knowledge of God therefore the great sages know the hidden matters they are sigo Das viram the arguments Hashem the great people they will grasp the knowledge of God to a full instead of unit potential the world we fill the knowledge of God as the waters cover the ocean bed with that we are Messiah we Gathering here today friends Chicago community on a very special moment we are Messiah harambam like Maria saltaira a cm of the rambam which encompasses the whole Torah it's Divine Providence that this seam falls out of ER is a very unique month on one hand here seemingly has no yampton heels regular EOS seems like Monday but yet every single day is a YouTube you count each day you illuminate each day and when a person counts each day away think the rambam idea is the same thing on one hand every single day you learn whether it's gimmel prakim or pericard and it seems like a daily exercise which makes the day so special and so Godly and so holy and it's a day of limited but the greater gain even is when not when you finish day by day week by week month by month and then when it comes to the end of the year or three years you suddenly have got to reach a whole new level a whole new mind of the months of of finishing the whole 613 of Allah an amazing accomplishment and Mazel Tov to everyone who's done it almost started to do it or plans to do it it's a very special thing you know the rambam throughout history and continuing over a reset someone was a major success throughout history we in every Yeshiva in every Community astronauts inspired in Yemen whoever there was we learned rambam the safer which has been then commercial yet the daily learning even though I can say it was brought in Spartan the shallah says that you shall learn every day some rambam the market of his Rich told some of his students they shall learn rambam but to learn it as official was not starting this was the full beginning of the 40th year as mentioned I personally mentioned where the rabbi introduced the limous harambam to the whole world and said it's a unique learning also unites claustrial it's for men women children boys and girls everybody climb space and people an unbelievable Indian actors and at that time the rabbi attributed to the rambam many brothers blessings that a person can get I want to just this year mentioned one bracha connected to the rambam which is on on people's minds the bracha health reform and the reason is because the Co in our scholar begins in the beginning of ER and we know the year is foreign [Applause] [Music] is the Gematria of 83. inspiring in the Holy books it mentions that 83 is the idea of 83 is a very special number that 83 sections in the rambar and those 83 take away highly take away sickness the rambam also lived according to most opinions if you calculate it 70 years minus 83 days his birthday he passed away his birthday 83 days 83 83 khalayim in the world and we know the rambam was a doctor and there was to mention this point in the uh there was an audience with the rebel and the name of him later the gallery and it spoke a few hours and the discussion involved that the Rama mentors many men spiritually healed so in this year which is also caution pay gimmo 5783 again three the idea of 83 it's again the Indian of pagimo just to share a small story I know in 1980 birthday and he asked about kosher request for people to go and Daven by The Ramones caver and at that night when a Seder when you hang down the night before the Seder people said it looked like the pain went away the color of the rambam to heal Refuge will be a broker the many Brokers we do but one of them that should be not everyone who needs a fool we know the khazal it says on 40 years you reach a new understanding a new Circle a teacher I want to encourage oh first of all was very inspiring a few people told me today that they are joining this project of Liberty rambam which adds here in learning rambam so even if you can't join everything you participate in some way but to take on this limit harambam and for those who are learning rambam to add better in rambam to learn it will be Eon to learn it more in a way of depth to add her Brussel learning to create more an excitement in this beautiful project of lemon haramba on this special day which is the birthday of the fourth Rebel who said which means take the leap above River and learn this these harambalayas these thanks we came here to celebrate the 42nd seal completion of the three chapters a days we don't stop there completion We Begin Again through the rambam's book of in other words that Hashem is an essential to understand this concept since we learned the rambam that when the time of meshiach is they will know concludes with the artists and reach to the will be open and clear with the coming of Messiah [Applause] um [Applause] Rambo once again 2008 but not my dear uncle is faced with a tremendous Ace sorrow a great peril and Claudia the world over as if Cohen spoke when he was as he calls it in a place called prison and either exclusive visiting him many times there one of the things before I would come I would call finally something I could bring a number of times it was the next safer rambam because I finished the last one it's time for the next safe and I remember distinctly one time I brought him around but the last one it's time for the next safe and rambam and I remember distinctly one time I brought him a ram bum s and the books [Applause] hello I have a discussion means this is the way this is the words of you is that in other words you learn why what's wrong the three minutes I have over here would you give it over say that a lot of people right I'm not here to talk about any mailers or anything about how does it happen how do I can I can talk to the oldest laughs if you will which is which is everything is trauma today you get first up on the home of the trauma you're standing for a cup of coffee exchange the word also carefully used not because you say that everything if you don't have a foundation you don't have a building and the estate of Our Lives has to be later you have to know we haven't English them and everything in this world including our life and the very practical level is because they wanted so they should want it so there's nothing traumatic about anything was not traumatized and was thrown into the fire he wasn't traumatized to be born to her father was born a nice life Hashem he broke a few of his dolls I'm sure you give understand yeah but it wouldn't be available you say that you say this the assist of Our Lives we build a lives around them because we have emotions and we build our God's opinion if you don't have if you don't have you say this if you don't see this it says before I teach you anything about anything I have to tell you you need to be safe in your life the mailer starting off with the first side I'd like to start from the Smart Start with the nests it was it was Zion it was Zion uh the seventh seventh little candy can it was actually based um Davis and I was in in this little tiny cell where the cell was like a few six feet by trees I buy a little tiny thing or they have to share with somebody else or he was sharing with me I'm not sure but and and I was always hoping to go home and I gotta I gotta I get an announcement I gotta go pick up this email I got a piece of mail and I'll put the mail off and some ladder from the court and the court of Southern me your case is closes after eight in eight and a half years of motions back and forth and finding out in your name so I don't go to the legal thing but it was there were times he's not happy that his League was the kid said they told me the case is closed and you're staying here for another 18 and a half years I mean that's what they meant to say okay there's nothing to do about it we can call there's no lawyers you can call case closed again the the thing of 27 stands I was reading this letter and I saw what happened to many people in the years I was there so people getting letters like this and I saw that people fall into depression they fall down for the whole time he was hoping maybe maybe something happened with some change your mind and hit the finality of it but I made and I remember myself I was I was holding myself strong not to fall into her but I saw other people from depression and I remembered everything I learned and that's where learning comes in if you don't learn if you don't have knife the only way you have mice is you have a shopping label before you have to learn to understand so I learned it's as a prosecutor that explains that you're packaged and he will sustain you why do you say very briefly and he will sustain you need sustained sustainable from from explain that because the road has the word Kelly in there you would have flaming your proflamic means Kaylee throw in a pack so what does it mean when a person has had needs something they used to want us to work they used to want to do stylus and make it clearly what happens if a person is so good if you make a cake go to work and make money you do it if you go to a doctor and the doctor says he can he has a he has a he has a fool for you so you can get a little food what you go to a doctor and he says than me and the amazing thing is like this this is not something I I think every every person to this there's nothing special when I talk about having an inspection because we don't have any children we all have the midst of a moon they should hold everyone around here we have to want to be held by him I walked away from this letter I threw the blood in the lockdown but the thing is happening at that night and I focused on the words until the point where all my friends told me to shut up I didn't stop singing I did not troll questions I I was locked into the show that night and the people they got up in the morning I scared of every morning 4 30 and save the hotel room I said I said it was open for years and years yes I said the whole team every single day that's the party like I make a joke about it I got it and that person is this is a special school the Bible says if somebody's sick you say the whole thing without I have success together in the morning 4 30. he says next morning again and why because of it because for eight years I was learning over and over and overthinking and later that a mother means whatever happened to me until now was down for the table she wake up in the morning whatever massive you are you don't wish you were somewhere else exactly which they wanted to be and the proof for that is that's that's where you are but together with that it's not depressing because they just don't want to have a problem that you're going to be helpful nature will help you out of it so get out of bed down to the English and and that's what I did I gotta admit that it's hard to understand yesterday and that's the day they save us I didn't know what's going on the other side like I said what I was doing this side that six minutes before the door swings opened the luck in that place are like everybody into prison in the cells to make inventory to inventory every single day on the product on the on the in the business people are living some people appears some people did Victoria every week they make inventory they go find every single cell and they look in the in the sea to see if the guys are there now this and the and the locked us in the attack and um metamodu gets quiet and because the guy walking to the door opens the door bathroom get out the sweetest words I heard of my life to the friendly and the guy says get up so you're close I'm going home is a wise guy so where am I going he wouldn't tell me he says he's changing your location she wouldn't tell me and this guy wasn't a good guy this guy refuses to greet me he was a good traveler this was a Mr Good Travis guy because one time they put me there was a 27 years they put me in a very high high security place about as murderers gangsters it was uh people are very tough people there and the nasties and never got hurt from them never I heard from guards guards I was thinking the calculations calculator in the hell breaking out I'm not breaking out the world to the front door number one number two the Travis is a greeting and but since then this guy used to always call me good travels keeping sharpness was supposed to meet the Tuesday you see me the Tuesday Wednesday the Travis right so this from all the people that are able to use to get me out of prison because Mr good job is this guy he tells me time [Music] I'm serious and and I'm not a wise guy and these things this is how to so at least you go and I saw this in front of me when you live your death then you live in your days you still want you to live what is that where you're driving me there's two parties happening what part of happening is the one that does everything and you're asking for what you need and the second part of that I think is getting your answer so they they were still moving to you David shall give you what you want what I felt like you know they can tell you a surprise and the guy says I'm so surprised I don't believe it happened so this is what happens when you don't believe you have to talk and you get what you want I'm so sorry I never believed it don't believe it and you get yourself you move on it's going to help you when you live with them and then you see you're sure you feel the closest that can't be described because that's what you were waiting for so what I feel I said wow you did it I'm free such a feeling and the problem is I didn't tell you I was little eating and this mystery Travis kicked me out and I have said that that I forgot to punch and I and and I'll show you a few stories I made it what's with the toughness that's what's important the will of Hashem whenever you can so I try to always do what they Mr wanted and never said to myself because I'm a physical prison I can't do it what's the temperature and then to put you here too so um in this matter I I told the world you should know that there's epic miracle and it's a big miracle that I have to I forgot to make it Wise Guys by the way before I leave I gotta go back a few minutes so she says he looks like I'm sure you're not going back and and she said okay and I came out I never imagined the the SIM card today Awakening is obviously something Way Beyond Way Beyond Myself Way Beyond I never imagined the after I go home again some alternative mail and Darvin thank you and and then and they move on [Music] over there because every kid's soul does this movie where you've always talked about we learned about this stuck in a place called prison and everybody thinks it's over he's talking about he tried so hard we tried that and they wish they feel that from campus and they push the one second boom and then three and this is what you do with this when you do this is strengthen yourself and you're supposed to be your husband yourself and the moon as you say this of Taylor misses but it's only that you say it is the foundation and if I may say if you're not if you build the building without a foundation can we build a beautiful building but the building's not gonna not gonna survive right if you if you build as I believe if the if story I want to share with you a few stories that I live through not so much to the story aspect I'll I'll show them up I will share with you the way I was able to overcome the Messiah and hopefully to learn something from it I'll start off we first started it started in a place called South Dakota South Dakota is so in South Dakota after the uh after the thrilled today so you normally when the person even the day Friday the jury says guilty they don't find nothing but they say they say guilty and and they and the cell can be available they threw me into uh into jail now so I want to share with you how I went through three interchanges at night and and the purpose of sharing the story is to show that even at times when we go through in life things that we don't understand why and we would have rather gone different way and looking back now which has mice I didn't because that's mice I was just trying to do they just don't want me to do but looking back I can remember see that every step of the way Hashem was teaching me something to actually says a child that will all listen to this is a child will go through painful experiences he'll go through illnesses to teach him the real aspect of the world that is a bit in the world there's there's germs in the world it's a hotter in the world there's Iran in the world you have to be careful for it because if a person would not go through difficulty to a child won't go through he'll think the world's inferior Landing for him we look at the world and we think ah if a child lived through a situation we have no problem we have the best parents in the class you never fell off his bike he never encountered a problem he would be much better off every challenge you have is to teach yourself to bring someone listen to this sidewalk they suck me into into this place called uh prison in South Dakota now I the chains the head of the feet how long and I want I I was hoping to be free I was hoping to win the case and I managed I thought I would just like I said and they didn't damage to the world that way okay shut me off to a prison at night and um I wouldn't be standing here today so what happens they slapped me into after a bunch of different steps they found something in their room and the god walks in with an answer pack of clothes over there and I'm supposed to change over from civilians should close to prison clothes and they have to talk about clothes I always like to put things on the side things in it because [Music] having a fifth person that makes his own decisions and start the mythology yes sir and he stands up and says yeah like like if they call um institution-wise how you do that the first thing is the steps not one thing but the first thing you do to change your clothes they throw out different clothes if you talk about the machine Shabbos you know I always like to pick someone up in a relationship we will pay us we will see I'm okay we were a hat on the street well with that when we put on a jacket the first thing they do to you to get you to feel what the situation is they're making changeover they don't whip you they don't torture you they put you on clothes on Prison close I always had to make them celebrities I thought to myself let's put them all year round so so that that can that's not going to Define me so but as I'm taking off my shirt was it was in my Texas this is government and he uh does he knows I was a little shocked I was a little concerned so I say to him retract Miss helmet after the capsules maybe of yamaka yeah there's nothing it's all going to the Box so I said listen you know you don't understand I didn't figure this out I'm a Jewish Jewish people who are younger than this if you don't believe me looking called a nice speech I was talking to him to give me a handsome nice and you can see this is if you don't believe me call a Jewish law and I need to have it because I told him a Jewish man can walk four steps and if you take it away from me I know you can take away from me before you do that you should know I'll be stuck in one place I won't be able to walk and that's it thank God he looks me in the face Awakening moments and he tells me listen buddy we got very funny very fast listen but a lot of things are going to change for you tonight now this is in the room alone very imposing you know you look beautiful that's what this room looked like and then where did I get the characters from from Davis I never imagined myself she looks like what are you tell me he woke me up because he tells me I'm going to change you a lot of things will change if you say it doesn't and I look at him and I'm not just a danger here physical he must have changed me he wants to make me a guy take away I'm not gonna take my potatoes and uh probably it's a bunch of growing downwards how do you have that doesn't it [Music] so I told him I'm sorry I can't do it to subscribe the cake as I took now let's start over here for a second if Christ we saw them I would have said you know what tomorrow for my lawyer yes and give it to him and a lot of rabbis here I can tell you was talking about mixes that are born I probably use them different but yeah I'm okay I would not I would have become a prisoner such cases come tell you somewhere because he touched my nashumba to use it on yourself and use it on your children talk to the German definition and the guy tells me I'm going to change you and I heard what he said in in the whole thousand of fog and the whole Fox only lifted like I'm getting very clear and I was a little down I didn't I was like listeners give me my space I thought and David says no no no I'm gonna wake you up for however you're talking little I felt energized and I got the case and I told him I can't do it right so the first lesson I learned that night is change be who you are and I want to say something we talk a whole time about children's self-confidence there's nothing more degrading than a physical prison besides the the inhibitions there's pressure degrading bush is hard first a person slapping around this guy couldn't flip burgers in McDonald's for five dollars an hour in those days you're the place they make you into a number they were to try to but you can't do that till you do this in the genre that's what I'm trying to teach you if you if you want to sin teach your children I've committed see yourself as a band member see yourself as a band tell hi see yourself as somebody who's available see yourself with the whole child wherever you are but you have to want to be connected to to David how you can eventually miss this as I was holding on I want to be connected so this guy lost himself I guess they didn't tell them what you do in a situation like this when a guy comes in and just so he says look at yourself another room and it locks me into this cage I told you I stuck like it was a cold night I couldn't sit down because everybody thinks in terms sit down you think about a chair a nice room light it's a prison there's no chairs cement and there's no mats outstanding I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm sorry part of the part of the drill and finally the sergeant walks in okay with the two strikes on the shoulders and he wants to know versatile why I'm making troubles I'm not making trouble again the whole thing I'm a Jew and now the citizens so he says to me okay good I'll check it out but I rather hi I'm sick I'm here I'm here but this is South Dakota even you're talking about conservative Rabbi conservative reform everybody knows Hamilton pizzas is a Jewish thing America and no time I'm getting it back it's because he comes back in with a piece of paper this is a this this part of the story is more Divine in South Dakota it gives me a whole speech he tells me the rapper just sent me an email and he tells me these words and he starts reading from the paper the rabbi is telling me you should know you're in prisons as if I didn't know and and in prison and you know I I saw the rapper I'm sorry to hear you oh my God and um you're in prison and the prison the guards are your boss oh wow this is again this is going the wrong way and it does and if they tell you you're gonna think I'm going to say yeah listen to them and he smells it out yeah and he's reading it in English and yeah I gotta take it off give it to the right then because it says if I'm standing behind this this is a conversation between Parts there's a buzzing between me and him I was shocked I remember shocking that means this guy was talking to me not only is a maneuver a so the first thing I think I had to First of rationalize their own mind why it doesn't apply yeah so I remember the story and I wasn't being denied my person from Russia so I brought so I have to I just don't know so I'll tell you I'm a rabbit I thought that means like this and every Jewel has a body and a soul and the soul never worked in the brothers it was a great grandma I tell them the sixth average and he was 1937 in prison they told him prison wanted to kill them and they miraculously he got out the kindness wanted to kill him I gotta answer him listen to the whole story and then I said that and then never went into gold so I got pushed into this whole conversation imagine that we're gonna thrown into this institution I don't know if I'm coming up with the story he I got pushed into the story about to go from the shoulder and I remember being Shiva learning this myself I remember asking myself what do you mean that maybe maybe right if the trouble goes one way and the group goes other way you're finished right so the Sharma is in the groove and you made it the Goofus and goals so what does it help people Sharma [Music] I told him listen if you want me to stand sit whatever you want I'll do when it comes to culture when it comes to that that's my soul thing the soul thing is not in prison and you got to give it to me I was I'm not sure exactly it was my speech it was like eight minutes listening very carefully I can't believe you understood the word I was saying I was talking to myself more than I was talking to him I was getting myself charged up and by the end I thought please go back and answer again yes check it out again now prison is not the issue you know you don't you don't you don't I'm sorry that they tell you what to do and that's it if not they throw you into the South they can find it the power is he went to find out again and he comes back okay I got an answer for you and he says to me okay I can keep one of them either the Amic or the titties before he said nothing and I said something but it makes us the right matures I said you guys are higher but the girl didn't have to hold the whole that of them and he tells me listen if you're going to listen to me I will let you out with this guys and it's nothing speed up the story first as I wrote the second thing I said I promise mister I can't take off my Amazon I need to have it and that's it I'm not doing it that heaven stand on Earth what are they gonna do what they're gonna do I found out what they're gonna do five guys came in five years ago they're all wearing riot gear and as if I'm gonna beat them up a guy and they might they came with the helmet with the face mask not only the cold face mask I mean as a as a mask and they came in they thought and the body armor they came in I said guys there's no fighting over here I'm not fighting you and I started missing because you have to be on the Sim console that mother calm it down foreign that will help me for the next eight and a half years well this well this necess well this necessian brought out by me was I can be in a place called prison but I'm not in prison depends how you want to understand yourself if you see yourself as a goof a gashley then you're physically imprisoned the children first and I saw it later I saw you I saw guys watching taking those screens and eating all the food and trying to find that for some samples of Civility in the place for prison and they will always say it depressed for not for good reason there was it but they couldn't get himself out of the break they're going took themselves up Taylor teaches us how do you pick yourself up every single day and today I had the people also every time I sat down together but this is and it picked me up and I didn't feel the pain as in every art says if you if you do that what's the key the key is live with you listen this carefully connected and you'll see physically you'll feel better you know years later I got freed and and and and I was talking for you that a lot of my friends were staying behind so a few days later one of them calls up my wife and tells her they couldn't call me the messages for my wife they tell the amazing myself he says that he was standing online for the food and he hears how one God is asking another God to describe the guy who president Trump just free right I guess there's a whole over it so this one God says or describes me this friend and how do you describe me he says you know the guy that was always happy that's the guy and I never I never I saw myself as a serious uh seriously connected happy we're happy I didn't I promise you I wasn't walking around this Emoji Smile Smile clap clap how wonderful day in prison today came from knowing wherever I am a woman you say that you say this later there's a fact if I found myself in a festival prison there was no from nobody else ever used to want them to be there why would they have so long to do this to me so first thing you have to do children that's a big thing but but on a deeper level you see that they used to want something of you he wants that every Messiah and all the evidence Zion is there to bring out that that you could the Sharma Dupont the Sharma is stronger than the darkness when you say that he says very easy he didn't by the means that if you're facing something which is darkness and said you can't wait I'm a consensus you said this and the truth is because the whole world was created for the hidden though the whole world was created for today amidstv so the world cannot really in a true way sit against me so the world cannot in a real way he stand against these the world can try to make believe it wants to stop you so you have to the whole purpose is for you to bring light into this matter my favorite story in a second to bring this out more so this is the this is the third thing I've heard over this the first thing I learned is don't change second thing I've learned is is that you're that is that your Nisha is not in prison it says 20 miles an hour don't speed it it means they don't jaywalk it means to pay your taxes whatever it means but doesn't mean doesn't mean the guy this doesn't mean it is one more level of the handle they threw me into this place called South Africa and this was a very hours in that place I thought I was really beat up because you know I was hoping to win the trial and they got a guilty myself and now I'm trying to find out my teachers doesn't want to talk to me and that's the common denominator and I have said that all the MS is you have to look into the table and say it is your guide a quick story I was here you know this in the place called Iowa next door is a vast country there's more houses than the people so there's no reason for that and and a little more Behemoth a lot of chickens also but uh so they have small planes that that um that so I was also playing my father went to Iowa and and I came there to help him and I saw that living in Minnesota and drive back and forth wouldn't work the first three years I lived in Minnesota then I moved on the Post building version of the community and the ship is still there so over time at that time that one of the things about successful is by the time the bait happened there was over 100 families 120 families living in in Iowa my life is going one way and then you suddenly gave me a different different job a different Mission purpose difficult so I was not sitting on a plane I was there a community I had to get back home faster and I'm sitting extra pilot and the pilots is flying this whole plane I'm sitting next time the co-pilot and next to him is this and I wanted a little stand in this guy I was looking a bunch of dogs I'm a furious guy I want to figure out what he's doing so one of the dials there was a little bubble and the bubble has a little flame and I noticed as as when the plane goes higher they're still playing in the bubble points up and when the thing goes lower it it goes down so I asked the guy Keith what's this this thing he doesn't this is a very very important horizontal he tells me this thing tells me if I'm flying up or if I'm flying down so I started laughing Shepherd so he left me I said listen you're sitting you're sitting in front of a window you can't look at the windows there what do you need a gauge to really have a baby I like to after them she feed me I was in my brother's house my brother and she hasn't had her for sure and started raining I ran back into the house and I found one of the guests over there having to put on a wrinkle it was raining outside the iPhone 6s look out the windows now you're flying in good weather in good weather you can see and they act but what happens if you're flying through a dark cloud and that's loud I found out not only you can't see what's happening down and I had such experiences later but the neighbors is created a person that not only he can't see what's happening actually he could he he he's so confused that he what he thinks is up is really fun so you look so you see something very private you know what I'm talking about so so the she says what the guy will do the pile that if he wants to go on the senses he realizes he'll think he's flying up he's just flying down he thinks he's flying above the cloud and he is zooming down by the time it breaks out of the clouds either heard a mountain if it's there or you'll just go through steep he won't be able to pull up or kill himself so what do you got to do he tells me you gotta look in the gauge and follow it and even I remember this line he said to me even if all your senses will scream to you you're going the wrong way ignore that thousand or gauge you come out of life now I'm not a pilot I'm not will never want to be a president says that everything you hear and see you take a lesson and the lesson is very simple the average and I spoke with the potatoes it's big we don't understand what to do look and tell you if you have a question what to do follow what it says and tell you and you'll fly out your problem and that's where it is and if it's relying your senses yeah I feel like this I feel like that this doesn't really talks to me it does talk to you so young will happen and this is this is when I was thrown to this into this in the southern confinement it was dark it was the darkest car that was ever in it was a long night and they told us coming and tried to make me sugar you see he got abandoned you on this and then the other and I have to forget it says a person will go through a hardship because David still wants to see how he does he love David still alive so I'm not for sure what he got and I made a decision I'm not the test they they they days I don't want to walk yeah so it sounds like a South Africa something environment so the guy opens the window and starts asking me questions and I answer the questions and I saw it doesn't pay what are you doing here that's crazy as obviously as I'm not crazy so he he he finished his middle and tested he stopped he went away in 10 15 20 minutes later two officers came in and I got back my young offenses we go through life and sometimes looks darker than dark and we don't understand it and I'll share with you one more story I can if you want to have some more stories of having if I bring an afterwards but I for a little more time that I do have I want to share with you another story about about this Indian but the Indians like this you go through life and we have challenges we have to look into data and this how do they use it there's nothing the English that creates us and they used to give us and teach us teaches us everything we have to know about ourselves about the world and about our mission of life if we want if we're missing something we're looking for happiness we're looking for emotional health it's everything is entailing if you don't know where to find it as somebody who does but it's there and definitely don't try to find answers from places that don't know from there it may take you to a place in the world now save the following story on this issue one of the things that gave me this is a lot of physics so this is then from here they threw me out from this prison this was Friday they threw me off in prison and uh I don't know if you got thrown out of prisoner they trust me some to somewhere else in Iowa I I I want to say small small story I got taken to a place called Sue I think it was two cities and they and they pulled me into this thing and over there told me this little cave symptoms were even smaller six or eight of that and I was not crying because I didn't have mountains I don't know and I used to go out to a thousand films we don't know where it is so so you said the as I said I I I could have said okay another person never missed a day thousand film I didn't want to message either and I know that you'd have to ask you whatever I can they have thousands I didn't want to miss the Thousand films so I was thinking what could I do that's going to prompt them to give me a thousand times I have a good idea I figured that they have a cryus they keep me healthy before that happens and I wasn't about to tell them either and they didn't offer coffee in King of heart it would give me a bacon was a big Saturday I can't eat it worked 15 minutes from here this is how it played itself out I go very quickly over here 15 minutes from here they're taking me out of the South they bring me into a room and there's a guy standing over here in this little town I mean my Palace Vegas on the table I was the simple but I didn't understand every time I saw this happening I saw the English is with me Academy Davis wants to convince me I'm going through a difficulty International this guy starts jumping with me and he starts telling me his whole life stories about and he learned this issue and that is but I figured I better shut up because he'll keep on talking so I as I said I have a green the horizontal film okay I hope my towel is big I took my Talus Started From The Towers don't tried it but if they're fighting for mitzvah and the rush is innocent only one big there's too big there's one because it's a two up I was hoping the trash is a real time so I asked the officer there's a where's my the two pigs here exactly yeah it was two bags you're only allowed to have one Palace in one film they sent you two so we'll talk another one so what am I supposed to tell them listen lady you understand because this night I was fighting and telling him I can't walk without thousands for statement what would I do with this over here I was like and this whatever reason was quite I was like lost and the time is thinking what would a bit of time do such a mess I said um Jose so I have said one second this guy just finished telling me he learned I thought it was a Youngster tell you his whole life story but really everyone's telling me he doesn't matter I checked with he remembers him listen if I tell this person that I have to foreign [Music] there's a few other stories I never missed one day thousand students and and and this problem this comes from downish our desire in desire to be connected today because that's where I hit the knife The Landing is a safer mode you're like don't tell me that it misses an applicator today don't tell me that we don't pass in every aspect of failure so then you can act on it and finally I'll show you the story about the saying this I went through a little bit of an assigned I'll tell you experience one of the things it says it says that that one of the way you know day yesterday of the year they're not seeing you you're sure yet being the heart Yourself by seeing that the English there is with you that you see Davis is helping you even in the matter if you're in I remember getting a what a question there came in from one of the magazines they interviewed me one year that's the question nothing one year there's wise guy who asked me a question okay let's hear number six I have to I have to put something together stronger how is it stronger so I have to think of humanism there's the inside right in turning place he says I said I've been going through a a prison ready for yes six years and I see in prison all this statement that favor and this table and that favor that means even here babies is with me I I didn't get what I wanted yet believe to be free but I'm behind the same way baby she's dancing with everything else the same reason it's me here too that's that's the test because I will stick to myself with friends but I always worked hard but but now now in physical prison 27 years they won don't you what how could I see now this but if it says if it says and tell you that they have to think about the ability that means you have to find it I get up every single day I'm healthy I'm in a dangerous place like I almost almost happened either the the eating an academy level every single day as I told the guy might be talking is stronger now because I can see how David says with me and and the husband the same way this week so now my family is working with them my kids are going to Yeshiva barakashem and they're saying the government illegally took all the money from myself [Music] yeah Monday Tuesday in front of a hundred people 120 people I mean foreign and and a lot of them never saw a piece of land I can say that also they see that I'm getting mailed sometimes five sometimes ten a good day was 20 30 sometimes 40 from a class and I realized this is this is no good because they started making jokes and about my beginning of midday mail in prison we make these jokes don't really work but this is the beginning of the fight I don't know what to do in fact one day somebody cuts me off as an Italian accent doesn't mean we're passionate they're talking okay what do you want he's like tell me I have a question for you is this guy's Einstein's second cousin a philosopher and philosopher hey why are you taking away all our mail he was a forward thinker yeah there's 100 people standing in the room and a bigger meal comes in for the hundred pieces of mail everybody your privilege guy gets 20 pieces has a full demand if you're the vision that I was worried about I'm old-fashioned for me it was kind of funny so but I was worried about the word hour of course the the search one time was the gangs and as I wasn't sure you're talking about the gang it would be extreme gang induction gang sorry so I decided instead of I was gonna walk away but but I have to I don't answer this guy the the the thing if I don't find I found it in prison you don't say explain it I don't explain them that you think is right also so I started explaining I I believe every single day I believe in God and I believe every single day I'm regardless of the feeling and get me out of here so tomorrow I'm not even here so what do you think you think tomorrow you're getting more mail no my mail is my mail it's going with me so the bag is coming in smaller you're not going to get more mail I'm not ahead and he didn't understand it so I took a different language um first of all first I'll show my every single ladder that I had had my name on it and that's on this they find that that's another idea as I walk to the middle I tell them you know even if you got my mail at the Simpson [Music] English this this is because I I said as the Italians have uh um they finally maybe I had the right answer the the the bottom line is this I walked away from it I realized it's a very dangerous situation I'll show you the danger I was in but it never got hurt and and but I realized the death since I had to do something so I went to the Garden I promise this is this will happen then this is the same situation I'm giving permission for the for the guy that was with the same so he should pick up my mail I don't want to be in the war zone over here permission and I didn't have to stay there and I was out of line of science but for weeks again says that everything we see and everything we hear one of the things I utilized in keeping understanding that's how I got a whole book because I I actually used to share with my family these stories and they kept the emails and when I saw they wrote the book he was able to write it out [Music] 1010 incredible but I was sharing and with my family and telling them to show them that I'm alive and I'm happy and I'm learning and I help my kids also so for weeks I'm trying to think what's the last today until I hit me every single person going isn't it every single person going through a a soil every single person go through a challenge it's a common denominate everybody sounds whether the guy is struggling with money I want the son any problem you have every person has a common question in their mind and the question is you look at somebody who doesn't have that problem and you wonder to yourself why can't my life not be like this okay him babies who chooses to give why can't my life not have it then at times we have a interesting and that question comes from each other do you have to enter the inside of us it's not a it's not a proper question that's funny why so everybody won't throw difficulty has this question in his mind he thinks that his life he can get somebody else's life and this nice little male hit me my life is like my mail I was trying to spend this guy you can't get my mail and money means Hashem creates me for a purpose and monitor just doesn't just mean that there is a baby alone means that the April is the creation for a purpose and the purpose is what I'm going through my purpose of I think David will give you everything I need for the purpose so if I if I fulfill my purpose and like like I said I passed it and say it so first of all before getting to the path of this site so to say I I wish if only this one if I if I would have what he has I wouldn't even know to do to the same I told this guy if you got my mail you couldn't even read it think about it I marry the person supposed to marry and my children the exactly the children I'm supposed to have my towels are exactly the tiles Hashem gives me in order to fill my purpose I have to realize this is my purpose this is my mail and I shouldn't be thinking why I used to have the same problem my whole family's outside my friends are outside why am I stuck in this in this in Insanity assignment and this guy I got the answer in a very in a very Vivid way I got the answer that that my life is my mail if you look at it that way meet them all you're not depressed you're not afraid you're never afraid I would never eat there's never a moon you're never free not because you're a Wise Guys how do you know dangerous with you because she was interested I have a cousin it has visited me many times a very very good friends together and he's accomplished many times and I said some of these stories about them I said talking film and cities and this myself I can't support myself and one time he doesn't stop being so good maybe she sees you help me get so well he'll keep him for 27 years [Music] that's what happens you don't learn he says what you got to do is you got to stay in bed you have a morning stay and you're back in bed and don't get out of bed and that's it and then this social approach is a logical approach and you can find a story that supports it and these guys everybody does this saying Allah it says that the purpose of going through something in your life with the sun the sun and how many times have you heard this past I told him this drama right and then if you see that this Darkness doesn't doesn't pursue it there's all Darkness there for you to do that that's exactly for me to help everybody vitamin okay I better say we're going to drop my encourage everybody to get the chance to prepare to buy Sean America's book but I have to say one thing it's not a book that you can just read you got to learn it it's a safer not a book so everybody Maya will be here on the side and if there's a need for another Minion will be outside thank you very much let's walk around as