G-d Loves You - Preparing for Rosh Hashanah

it is setup that the month of ello is dedicated to the preparation of Rosh Hashanah ello is the acronym of pus akin song songs Annie with Dodie the Dodie Lee I am for my beloved and my beloved is for me says release Isaac share that's not just a cute little device that is the most important part of ello you are supposed to spend an entire month focusing on the fact that God loves me I ask this to people all the time they think God likes you know I said let me ask you a different question do you think God is impressed with you impressed with me do you think he looks at me goes oh I'm lucky I have you in this world how many people do I speak to what I hear I don't think God cares if I live or die don't make a mistake there is no shortage of ways that God has to get rid of you so if you are still here it's because he wants you here there's something you can do that nobody else can do could you imagine I walk in to a court case and there's the judge I know I'm guilty he knows I'm guilty but the evidence is right there and I look at him and I don't think he likes me so let's just cut to the execution how can I walk into Rosh Hashanah if I don't believe that God loves me is your judgment course there is and every relationship there's judgment people don't realize this because so many of our words are translated from Christian sources you did a sin and therefore you're going to be punished unless you repent I saw these things are we do hate hate this from the Hebrew word mock T I shoot an arrow and I missed the target in every relationship I make mistakes nobody is perfect will say something hurtful will do something and can said right everybody makes a mistake hate what do you do if a good friend really hurts you well I want him to apologize and I want him to mean it I feel like he's sincere sorry and I'm gonna do it again and I'll take the truth it'll take a little while for me to earn back that trust but if I see he or she doesn't do it again then I would really be able to forgive them with it for heart those are the rom bombs steps of chuva say what you did wrong take upon yourself not to do it again you know if you if she did anything wrong make it up and don't do a few that's it that's called sugar because chuhwa does not mean repentance chuva means to come back sometimes in our relationships we make mistakes and we drift and chuhwa means let's get back together let's put the baggage behind us let's deal with whatever it is and let's move on and that's the whole purpose of Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur is for us to rebuild the relationship that we may have damaged at times but that's it it says God holds out his hand and he waits for you and he reaches out to you I'll tell you away the big problem comes in ROM comes and the people say yeah but I know I've done so many bad things you're right but you've also done so many good things you just don't give yourself any credit for those and that's why Shoshanna is for precious run is for the fact that I am a good person and God believes in me and so I'm gonna go into Rosh Hashanah and I to be able to be prepared to face it and the way that you face it is by looking at myself and saying god loves me and I'm a good worthwhile