G-d is WAITING for you!

an employee who doesn't do what he's told you fire him you replace him but a child and a father you can't disown a child you can't disown a parent you can turn your back on the relationship even God forbid but it's your essence and you bring it everywhere you go and therefore even when there was something wrong in this aspect of the relationship or that aspect of the relationship or even all the aspects of the relationship he asks into the relationship is still there deep down and when the Jew calls out Hashem it's Essence to Essence and that's not one part of Hashem or one part of the Jew it's not one Mitzvah or another Mitzvah it's the essence of Hashem and the essence of the Jew it's the essence of the bond it's the relationship itself that's why teshovah according to the rambam is not a Mitzvah at all it is bigger than a Mitzvah it is the relationship upon which all Mitzvahs are based and we should always remember that that no matter what situation we're in no matter what may need Improvement in this aspect or that aspect that when we call out Essence to Essence Hashem hears and he turns to us and he focuses on us with his entire being