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There's one uh famous wicked person by
the name of Abu Lafia years ago was a
famous mumal who used to be a religious
Jew then he went off to death in the
highest capacity became a missionary
against Jewish people but not the
Christianity missionary just against
Judaism hated Judaism there's some other
in the world that are similar to him.
But he was in a higher capacity. He
would literally go to the government of
the goim and go against this Jewish
people to make sure that they arrest
people and kill Jews. Literally led to
the murder of countless Jews. And he did
it for years after doing it for 10, 20
years. Long time killed a lot of Jews.
He was already around 50 years old at
this time. And say that suddenly one day
he got some spark of kadusha that
entered him and wouldn't leave. All of a
sudden he had this unbelievable
uncontrollable desire just to do good.
And he wanted to do chuva. He came to
the rabbis and he said, "Listen, I'm
really sorry. I want to do chuva." The
rabbis knew his history, knew this guy
led to not just violating Shabbat and
doing all types of immoral things, led
to the murder of countless Jews. They
said, "Go fly, Kai. Get out of here.
Tame. You're impure. Impure. You can't
can't trust such a person." And they're
right. That's what is the guy's a
missionary guy causing such damage.
Can't help such a person. Kicked him
out. He knew that
there's nothing he can do in this place.
He left the city, went to a different
country, went over there and went to the
rabbi over there. He says, "Listen, I
want to do chuva. I want to do this. I
want to be part of the community." So
the rabbi starts asking about him. Says,
"Sure, sure. I'll help you." Oh yeah, of
course. This tell me a little bit about
yourself. And the guy was honest. He
says, "Listen, I made this crime and
that crime and this crime and that crime
and this was a big all of a sudden he
becomes weak. I can't help such a
person. Get out of here. I can't help
you." And he kicked him out also. So
this Abu Lafia went home and started
crying hysterical. You really want to do
which was unreal. So some type of uh
merit of his forefathers or something
happened here. Obviously it was very
unusual stories written I learned from
other and he wants to do serious and he
starts crying
and he says every single day for a year
straight. Hashem I'm not looking for you
to put me in Ganed and give me a reward.
Get me out of gum that I built for
myself. I'm not looking for that. All I
want is just for you to accept my
apology, to accept my cha. That's it.
Even if you still put me in gay, even if
I'm never going to see gun, even if I'm
going to continue having a horrible
life, as long as I know that eventually
you're going to accept my ch, that's
enough for me. Even if I'm going to go
to G, no, I'm not going to ged. No
reward for this. It's still I'll be
happy. Mamas got to a very high level,
very high level, very unusual. And he
did this every day with tears. Mama's
tears of blood every single day. After a
year passed of doing this that rejected
him in the city that he was in, he had a
for his grandson. Him and his son both
had a dream that night before the ble
where someone told them one of the sages
came to them and said to them listen
tomorrow neither you or anyone else that
you know are going to be the sak holding
the baby for the so who is it going to
be the only person you're allowed what
is a sak the is a person that as soon as
you see that person you'll see a fire a
holy fire coming out of their forehead
and that's how they both Both the father
and the son both would sadikim had this
dream. Next day it was a bleak mah. They
tell each other, "Oh yeah, I had this
dream." Oh yeah, I had the same dream.
Oh, okay. So, so who's the guy? So, I
don't know. I thought it was you. I
thought it was you. No, no, no. They
start looking in the room. Nothing.
Nothing. As it would happen, invited the
entire community to come to the bleach.
So, this Abu Mafia got an invitation
because they didn't know who he was.
They didn't know his name or anything
like that. and he got an invitation to
uh you know that this is an event there
like not a personal invitation to come
to but there is a a
community should come okay so he said
okay so I'll go he prayed to Hashem and
said okay maybe I'll go maybe there's
something for me to see at least
something holy as soon as he walks into
the synagogue and his son both see him
with fire spiritual fire that they're
the only ones that could see coming out
of his forehead they said yo yo come
come quickly quickly got to do bleach
Above
says, "What? Why me? What? What do you
want me? Come, come, come. You're the
come sit down." They put him down. He He
holds the baby.
He has no idea what just happened. And
he said,
"Thank you for coming."
He says to them, "Why? Why did you pick
me?" And they tell him, "We both had a
dream that we have to pick a person that
has such a light." He says, "I don't
know about any light or what you're
talking about, but do you guys know who
I am?" He says, "No, we don't know who
you are." He says, "I came to you a year
ago. I moved here from that other city
because they rejected me over there
after I killed so many people. I came to
a year ago telling you I want to do
Chuvan. You told me, "No, I can't can't
help you. You're uh lost case."
So, they tell him, "So, what have you
been doing over this last year?" And he
tells him every single day I do whatever
I can and I cry nonstop
telling him just please accept my cha
even if you put me in gum and I never
can never go to heaven.
Then the said to him
that you've reached such a level that
the
says in a place that stand even do not
get to. You have reached such a level.
You are not only a baluva you are
highest level of balva obviously
accepted to the ka showing how
accepts the chva even though someone can
be literally the worst person on planet
earth to the point where says I don't
want your chuva
says this is the only thing you are not
allowed to listen to on meaning that if
he says I don't want you anymore you
still go you become a kufair in this
regard meaning that You don't listen to
Hashem and you do Chuva anyway. And if
you do chuva, seriously, eventually
Hashem is gonna accept you.
Say thank you for
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Beious.
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