Faith in Hashem

so I went to my father and my father said you know I'm helping he was helping me he said I don't mind helping you but I think you're better off learning to deal with this bill what how could I deal with the bill I tell I was traumatized now I make a hasbin that I'm married for about over 40 years I figure it's approximately 516 bills that I got since then and that would average to about $110,000 that I have paid the electric company now imagine if I would have known that first time I want to tell you something you're going to wind up giving us $110,000 what where're in the how I but guess what how did I do it and over the last 40 years the utility never closed my electricity I got some red uh bills sometimes but they never actually closed it I'm