Facing the Trauma of Creation - Likkutei Torah "Tikeu Bachodesh Shofar" #1

the yeshiva dotnet welcome everybody I'm gonna start today Bezier so Manu minor gruesomely Rosh Hashana page 108 or DAF none Dalit on the dollar moon download column three Richard Shana starts after the Wharram you see it's a middle of parsha schnitz of them after knits oven it starts dilution Larissa Shana then is gonna be chuva then it's gonna be house in oh if you buy house II know you're too far or buy after house II know besides I brought here too far around you want to be afternoon it's oven before house in opaque 108 108 thousand dollar column three tikka bhai - I see Tico beside the Shaffer Julio the posix says into Hillman peyrac capital pay Aleph we say it in the sure shalom of thursday every day Tico bhai - I fir back acai I'm huggin okay Michael is wrong who miss miss but the lakea cough so literally it means Tico bhai - you should blow during the month Schieffer ba casa lianca gano in the designated day or the day that's covered McKesson covering in the eclipse of the day of our holiday it's a statue for the Jewish people it's a time of justice for the God of Jacob literal translation this mine with the ballot Anya said on the Shabbos before Rosh Hashanah of the year Tov roof sama yes that is 18:07 Shabbos before Rosh Hashanah Tawfik of summer s that's 1807 because of course Shana talk of summer has is still 1807 till January which was also Shabbos parsha schnitz of him so he began the Miami with apostate from tehilim that obviously deals with Rosh Hashanah the Gemara asks a question the Gemara says tacuba Heidi Shafer you don't blow Schaeffer during the month you blow chef farmer Shoshanna the martyr explains the answers as follows Tico beside the shape of a castle my gayness under the gomorrah azo hog shall I dismiss Casa boy have they a Masseria Shoshana there's only one holiday in the Jewish calendar that the moon is eclipsed during that holiday pay suckers the 15th of the day the beautiful full moon suka s-- yom kippur 10th there's one holiday when you don't see the moon and that is of course for Shoshana which is Roy Scheider's Tishri it's a new moon and therefore usually don't see it or you see a tiny little sliver of the moon so Tazo hog shall I dismiss Casa by tacuba Heidi Shafer high dish would mean here the new month the beginning of the month but cassoulet I'm huggin o the day of the hog that is Casa from the word kiss Allah hath suck'd right with her sake so your missus said it's covered the moon is covered this is Rosh Hashanah this is Peters bhai - what does bhai Dishman hide it doesn't only mean a month it means man Hindus levana the time that the moon is renewed semester - is very stylish the moon is reborn so to speak on Rosh Hodesh reborn in the sense that we observe at once again after it wanes for the two weeks since the 15th day of the month till the end of the month and then it disappears from the perspective from the vantage point of citizens their habit though those those who inhabit earth so it gets renewed on Rosh Chodesh for who Russia Shana Sha Tsui kiddish my separations which then is also the renewal not only of the moon but of all creation like we say in the Musa for Rosh Hashanah jaha yon felis masseur cosy currently English in the Muslim of Rosh Hashanah is brought in the modern research a macabre Zion this day is called we said in the most of Chile's Messiah the beginning of your actions commemoration of the first day of creation 5707 or soon eight years ago he nay so that's Tico bhai - blows Schieffer in the time of kiddo in the time of a new moon and at the time of a new creation it's the anniversary of the creation of the universe track the ballot Anya venae cavae bell only broiler snowin has all tell us that the world was created on the 25th day of ella in fact Rosh Hashanah was the sixth day of creation the day that other men have over created Rosh Hashana who you're involved with the asylum your embryos under Marisha cuff hey was the first Sunday of creation then you have Monday was evolve Tuesday was of Zion Wednesday was half-ass and then you have Thursday of tests Friday vomit and then you have I'm sorry of hey evolve of Zion of curse of tests is Thursday of tests and then Friday is the new day out the new month al of Tishrei which is the first restaurant of the day that other men however are created but saunas Lahav in love main oyster research on of his mantra to show the mammoth show you have initially my simulations if we say in the mussaf Zion Phyllis moussaka in other words we're commemorating the anniversary of creation creation once again this is the day that creation happened it's not the day that creation happened this is the sixth day of creation creation happened six days earlier sirisha Shana should be armed Raphael you ambition the mice emanations why do we wait till you're a musician you might say because we don't want to celebrate the anniversary of creation we want to celebrate the anniversary of you man the homo sapien are the men cava however we say in the Muslims air hi I'm teal as Misaka that's what we say in the Muslim the Gemara explains in Rosh Hashana at the end of rich clothes then there is none this is referring to nourish Hashanah we say it about Richard Shana in that Phyllis the long Muslim of Russia Shana that's our introduction to what this day is about but it's not Vilas Messiah it's the summation of Massa that's the sixth day ah the answer is Dixie bodacious bodily kill so here he goes into a long explanation the past success voracious borrow a link it now we know the word of the Kim is a name of uh Shem and if that's the sole name that you used for my separations the first book in the first chapter of voracious only has a lick him at the end we're gonna have other told us such a Mayan violence being my choice hashem elokenu but for the whole story of creation it's always by yara like variations bara elokim by Ehrlich in by oral agreements or la kill la kill me thus at Simpson Allah Kim is associated in Syria mr. with the attribute of Simpson which means restriction withdrawal limitation concealment Simpson means let some sin to compress to make something small finite miniature Shama till all of my shovel live administered in Oceania Elemis crime scene from a minister ration so cuz I'll tell us in the Madras and Ashley brings enumeration is that he'll everybody knows how shams thought was to create the world with me the sad in the attribute of did which is Ellicott once he saw that the world is not gonna survive with me the sudden if in my Minister Ottoman he introduced he partnered me dasa he made me the Seraphim and attribute of compassion a partner that's why the story of creation you only have la kin which has made us add in the attribute of gentleman later he saw significant asic this company is not going to survive so he says we need a piece a little ingredient we need up such Rufus just like a company after bringing a partner because knowing yourself this company is not gonna work you need to have a partner who will temper who will temper out to sit who will balance out the situation that's why later it says by a masseuse hashem le commute cave of gaelic in which is mean a sorrowful and the question obviously is what does this mean I can understand the person builds an organization a website the company a movement or shul a career and you thought about it one way and it doesn't work out so you say you know what we got a re start real recalculate huh restructure it's called yeah restructure we got that this happens constantly a person has to be able to say to people fail in life people who don't have a plan and people who stick to the plan yes if you're addicted to your plan and then you have to be able to say you know what it was garbage it's time to put it in the dustbin and start again I got that and this happens all the time with people and that's a good that's an actual way of living but look Aida what happened with Hashem what did he think he thought me this something is gonna work rather hmm you know smell when somebody's building a house you know Jews build a house you make plans and the blueprint and blueprint and construction and then after he finishes building now she come in this isn't it wrong places go back from scratch but that's because you didn't imagine what its gonna look like later he knew what its gonna be so put in me this irrational Mahakala besides is another question he doesn't say all these questions but it's obvious that this is what's bothering him from his explanation it says bodacious bara le Kim he actually created it without Kim it's not only all of them are shovel limited mythos are then so first we say was only a thought then he saw that the oil um is not existing so in other words it actually happened so how do we understand this whole mind my cousin so Peters chat is as follows Mithila hi emitters have been meet us at Simpson meters have been here means the mean of Simpson what's the middle Simpson with Sampson Mulholland Ireland safe burrow hole to restrict and to eclipse the light the energy the presence of the infinite one blessed be he shaquiesha make a new a myself which the name captures who he is ain't safe means we call it oil ain't sidebar who the light of the ain't safe the projection of the ain't safe which its name tells you what it is its ain't safe it's infinite it's endless she is gala which is by the way the general term there hag of that in in see Freya Kabbalah it's a free exodus is used for Hashem usually the term that's used this in Southborough aims life and that's very significant because it immediately challenges us to put to rest the notion that God is some existence there's God in the clouds and one hand the drill in the other hand cotton candy waiting to see what you're gonna do so there's this compass god this big huge muscular powerful dark powerful eyes or whatever the images that people construct even though it says lace a little Passover halt emunah but it's hard to tell that to somebody who's still dealing with four year old experiences of what God means as discussed at once in the past but immediately anxious I've already means something else ain't safe means the infinite one the infinite one means what is that what does infinite means there's no space there's no concept devoid of it in other words it's another word for reality where is reality where is not reality does reality end at the end of this book does reality end at the end of this table does reality end with me that's called narcissism right reality ends here and everything outside of here is not reality you think it's reality everybody understands reality is reality whatever if there is anything anywhere it's reality if not not so ain't safe immediately tells us a notion that you're dealing with reality we're dealing with infinity so essentially it challenges us to understand this in a more I would say sophisticated fashion but immediately when you talk about ain't safe because my k know am i safe so we wanted to use Gallaher eylem the Ashwathama from yachtsman he wanted the world should emerge as a yesh a yesh means as something a think independently we need live in near allah in a busser gosh me it should appear to the eyes of physical flesh that's what he wanted sounds repented it sounds like almost the same over being midnight that the point is the brochures very first act was going to be to do something untrue to his name yes that that would think about that his very first thing was do you say the antibodies thing so if he's yes a my first act is going to show that I'm going to pretend not to be Natan yes that's exactly the point that's exactly the point that the genesis of creation is God so to speak denying his very name his very nature it's a act but the prerequisite for creation is an act of self forgetfulness or self suspension the nature of our Shem by definition is ain't safe ain't safe means there's no space devoid of it there's no concept devoid of it there's nothing outside of ain't safe because if there's something outside of ain't safe it's not ain't safe could smoke a new ain't safe it's infinite it's limitless there's no space that in which it's not fully present so if that is the situation if that ain't safe would not be challenged there's no way a world emerges as a dove herb if my ABS my the world is only an expression of ain't safe part of infinity but he wanted me das had in me this Adina Smith s at Simpson let's meet us at Simpson to conceal the quality of a noise so what happens is a world emerges as an independent reality and it appears to the physical flesh to the physical are iam what does it appear us it appears as exactly what we see a world that we see as a complete physical reality to the point that one could live a whole life and comfortably live in a world where atheism is not just tolerated but it's even hip celebrated it's considered scientific progress open-mindedness away from archaic fundamentalist thought in other words it's a world that not only tolerates it but almost invites it right the spouses and invites it certainly welcomes it and the person could feel comfortable in this world if that ain't safe was not challenged the beginning of creation we couldn't even see a physical they never mind experience a separate reality that's why he says there are two things number one is the world appears as a Yashvin of epiphany at smite number two of a l'avenir Allah in a busser gosh me the physical flesh can perceive it as what a simple physical reality which is a quality of the physical life because really if the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear as is infinite we would not be able to see the world as a Geshem and today as we are developing instruments that are far more mind stretching I should say or mind-bending we already begin to see the nebulous nature of even physical reality what we call you know materialism for a long time was was the God it was it had the t it ruled with tyranny the idea of materialism we live in a very material universe today it's almost laughingstock to say that we live in a material universe there's very little material about the material universe but it's certainly perceived that way ya know that's my point another way of saying ain't safe is that Hashem is reality where is reality are you in reality huh you think your community is out of reality you also in reality you're in real reality means what's how do you define reality tell me anybody has a definition for reality I don't know what mr. Webster says huh or conceived oh whatever I don't know you have definitions no question but has their own version call it from the world real in other words all of existence is part of reality we all live in reality and can be out of reality right be not reality we're all in reality so what size essentially means that is reality with the age that is reality reality is endless doesn't stop anywhere every concept every space it's all part of reality in other words if you want and sometimes it's helpful it's good to substitute the word God with the word reality the reality of reality the reality of reality or to put it in different words you put it in different words get real ah to put it in different words we exist in God we exist in reality we exist in the ain't safe we are an aspect of God we're an aspect of insight were all an aspect of reality you're an aspect of reality I'm an aspect of reality a frog is an aspect of reality and a speck of dust is also an aspect of reality that too okay that's I understand that's human conversation I'm not getting into that reality versus they're also reality of yes yes they're also reality okay whoo Indian bodacious borrow that the meaning of the words relations butter shallow sandbar an eyeful all Dover shall never eh may I this is a quote from the RAM bond the RAM bond on the word bodacious Boris says Robin oh my Shiva Nachman whenever you use in the Chicago - what bora means something from nothing eh may I in so voracious Borelli Kim la Kimmy this at Simpson create Josh man well aha Aida a name of this dosh that the world was created yes meiyan is a term that's used in most works of Jewish philosophy and Jewish thought as I told you there a man says it right on the spot in homage and in many many works of mash Elvis's row the world has created yesh meiyan has Jewish speakers love using the Latin word ex nihilo ex nihilo is something from nothing the look Aida a night move on but this doesn't make sense shadi a durable why do we call the world yes may I in something from nothing the other way around cooler calm a keloid when we say the world was created something from nothing it sounds like it was created for nothing so the world is something and was paid at the money but it was created from him so cool akka make alert everything in his presence is like not in other words doesn't have significance it doesn't have independent value the homage Allah Matamata who yasser narrative as laila i admonish the lower you go the more it's considered a lien but homage Allah my Allah my Allah who yo selectively Ashton Amish and whatever is higher is more a ish commercial Kosovan the perms of the pasta Lahan hill i have i yesh the puss it says admission Allah is the end of the hole shots from the second oakerson us knuckle is vertical handle halts adequate sounded shy illumise Jan Emma muhawwil I have a leash so the ultimate star is called a leash phenomena Krrish bhaumasura lumens Bechet Bria ash may I why is the evolution of the world called creation something from nothing in other words it comes from nothing and it emerges into a something we're really it's the other way around the car you go to the source the more eh the more distance you go from the source the more ayan so he says it's the other way around kula come a kawaii lagaa be him everything is colliding and whatever is LaMotta is more ayan whatever islam i was more yesh so it's the other way around call it i me ash not yesh me i for Indian who the concept is commercial cause of the pus access into hell and pay doubted he Shemesh a mug in hashem elokenu hashem is a Shemesh a son and a mug in a shield so the world Titus deposit Hashem Allah Kim is a son and a shield gives us heat gives us one thing gives us protection he says no no shemish a mug in a shamble the Kim there's a split here have valuable cleanness Mariana shemish Atzmon Valley Kim who penis muggy no max Ursula Holloman Lassiter Moyer goofer shemesh Bally rocky mechanism har Hashem le Kim is like shemesh and mugging Hashem is like the Sun the Sun itself the ball the Moorish homage to saw the Sun itself le Kim is the mugging The Sun has like what is it called a halo a shield the seat of the bush to cover it to black the intensity of the Sun the Sun that we should only experience as if array a glimmer che Muhammad in vimax if you wouldn't have the halo protecting us from the sunlight oh yah Shemesh maybe pin as if the Sun would not project as a rail as if Hashem assure you but Allah McCoy a big goof around shemesh the Ray would become nullified and lost in this light in the Sun itself behind new ingonyama been our take this is what has alcohol cause al sales Amira's avocadoes borrow hoola acid-loving might see camera min article the Gemara says in the beginning of a Vedas ara that when Messiah comes when the Assad lover he's gonna take the Sun out of it's not take out of its encasement and that is going to be a different type of Sun the impact of the Sun is going to be different now what we have is we have a ray of the Sun that we can enjoy it gives us light that gives us heat that gives us warmth and it gives us all the benefits what does this mean spiritually you'll have the Shemesh without the mugging sure who give Lou you have value who ain't safe but who buy absent I believe Mago no medicine I love my master you have the ain't safe without the halo without the encasement that eclipses the infinity commercial cost of this of what the passage says in your Shire when Nicola Cloyd have a aveiro hall bus or Shadia Zuria syphilis moussaka syllabus he says the glory of God will be revealed and all flesh will see what does it mean they'll see it means they'll see it with their minds I like when you comprehend something coming Nick Romania ADA how come em are always called they are ADA the eyes of the community why are the how come and called the eyes of the community why they call the eyes because they are they have more acute perception they see they capture they and get it that's what a leader is he sees what other people don't see doesn't mean physical vision it means intellectual vision moral vision spiritual vision that's what a leader needs a niha ADA to be able community without eyes doesn't know where to go doesn't know how to deal with ditches with stumbling blocks Kamehameha Kel of the Gomorrah says at the end of sight to the face of the generation will be like the face of the dogs and we saw Cervantes says was a face like a dog was a person why so insulting so he says it's not insulting a dog goes ahead of the master but whenever it reaches a fork the dog turns around to see what the master says so he says there'll be a generation of Panay harder company at Keller they'll be a lot of leaders but they're gonna be like dogs officially they're leaders but whenever there's a serious choice they turn around and they see what the eylem wants where the wind is blowing and that becomes the decision in other words they'll always tell you it's a good idea but I cannot be first to do it that's the line I cannot be first to do it because if this no momentum behind me I can do it so a Mia a the means to have vision exceed ki ayan by Anubis Shoshanna Chavis seein Hashanah and avi says eye with eye ayan bhai an eye to eye they will see how a sham returns meaning Shelia in Helena has to say Meera - me Mikasa master illusionist - a movie - ah sorry there will not be any more a concealment of brute materialism which eclipses the ruin is what's the rush me is a shaman who shall say the presence of God in His Holiness bahama Shama in the era - man bacala shabam what is this homer huh gosh me everything heaven earth and anything that's in it Raja my invalid ocean via Ritsuko dushashana's Yeshayahu navi says at the end the perixx tomahawk is gonna be a new heaven and a new earth wasn't it give me a new heaven and a new earth that means you'll look at heaven and you'll see a different heaven you look at earth you'll see a different earth it's the same heaven and earth but what you see is Annie I say you see that it's my energy it's ain't safe there's nothing but the anxiety the world is divine the world is essentially divine energy but the Sun is eclipsed because the Sun is eclipsed we have only access to the mugging and therefore you can get little rays of the Sun that don't burn you up you can have an ego you can have autonomy and the world looks like a physical place even though it's not and therefore shemesh of mugginess Jamila Kim is two things the shemish is Hashem the mugging for the Shemesh is Allah Kim that so he touches the possible the celebricial' mayan for 'it's may i in liège mama SH this is shot the world was created may i only ash - I knew a year huggie Louie has Eve the penis yesh may I in VFS mama Sh tisha Jolla maybe metoya the ray of the Divine should come out as a yes from a state of iron when was it in a state of iron when it was in its source sure ours are a bottle of initial of a maka romário vein oil abou shame or evasive clock when the ray of the Sun is the Sun itself it doesn't have a name it doesn't have an independent reality it's a submerged in the source of a luminary it doesn't have a name one DeRay comes out of the Sun it assumes status and prominence and significance but in the case of the Sun the ray actually leaves the Sun so we can assume its own independent reality when it's in the Sun you don't look at the Sun you say oh I see you don't talk about a light wave in the solar poor you understood mm-hmm you talk about light waves here we're all experiencing light to it but in the solar core in the core in the in the motor in the Gulf are some in the Sun itself you don't talk about a light weight why don't you talk about light wave not cool it's not there it's subsumed it's submerged ain't nary love a shame here a light wave has a lot of chemists and and tell them they once had a debate what's more important the son of the moon so for seven days they argued and they came to a conclusion that the moon is far more important because the Sun shines when it's daytime anyway this is how good the Sun is right somebody once said Rashi is so good that you don't think you need him right he's so good you don't think you need him tomorrow is so clear so when the Ray is in the Sun when the Ray is outside of the Sun the light wave is significant but in the solar core the light wave is subsumed it for fits it's independent identity a night oil of a shame cloud but there's a mugging and the mugging is what the weakens the intensity of the Sun and it allows for a ray that we can appreciate we can absorb it doesn't burn us up even if our planet was a little closer to the Sun not much just a little closer to the Sun they would not be able to exist just if it was further would be able to it would freeze so that's that's important to understand that the ZIF becomes a yesh only because it goes out of the mocker but here we're talking about the ain't safe so there's no place where the ZIF could come out that's why he says it's yesh may I in his question is how could you call it iron Hashem is the real yesh the answer is talking about the earlier the earlier was iron in the source and now the owner the owner of the ain't safe the divine energy becomes a yesh it assumes somewhat of a limited of more limited existence because if the Moyer was present who would be ayan the light the ray would be iron who would be completely subsumed and submerged in the source which is ain't safe so the sieve is a yesh which emerges from a state of iron because in the source in a oil of a shame pervasive cloud it's not oil as a shame everything it's all a lie my that Sony Lima the meaning is this shaf domum chakras gilja Ziva Messiah mislabeled Ashima Boris the expression of God's ray of light which gives life and is manifested in heaven and earth to gam came the pronunciation a I envy FS mama Sh Hashem his energy is called the heme iron why shedding shock all over McCoy day when it was subsumed in its source ours are you bottle the niccola by Macario you are Maya it was submerged in the luminary vein a little shame Reba's if cloud you can't speak about a light wave in the in the solar Corvis as she as if needed before natural finish whatever what allows deceive the Ray to assume an egotistical upon and not autonomous never autonomous but a self-contained reality who I they an arctic van Hagen you must have the shield VM Cain who in Yin yesh may I in commercial cost of the PAS success in miss Leigh bahahaha may I I'm sorry in leave muhaha command may I intimate say literally the plastic means we are gonna find Kozma what is it a diamond what is it a can of orange juicy to find it how custom Mei intimates are we gonna find customer the ballot Anya touches no shag ah miss have off my lawn Nick Rajesh me aya even karma comes from iron even hakama the highest level of cosmos a home is a Yalie iron in other words even say hell is a creation intellect is not reality intellect is a creation into reality that it also comes my visa who this is the meaning of a very strange conversation in Paris mashaallah after you'd see us miss Ryan the Jewish people turned to Hashem and is to turn to mush and they say Hashem sells to make sure they're wondering hi yesh have I became a new in ayat is Hashem of mangas or not a yesh Hashem Bakr be no in ayan that's the question it's a sham among us or not so he touches this is not such a simple question of rabble-rousers this is a deep question Peters in shame how via mayor bond why they a mug in vain' arctic what we want to understand what's our relationship with God now after you see his name is Seamus Shem shining to us only through the shield Vasya our razuna creation a iron and then this race called yesh may iron in iron or not Anusha may Urbano mill myeloma penis ma game the Hyneman might see Hammerman our ticker subpoenas ooh Nicola iron are we getting the yesh or are we getting the iron if we're getting the divine energy through a shield hi yes our Sembach remain we're getting the h and then it's one relationship we have identity be my in know what we're getting is that solar core if we're getting the solar core disease javea have i is the energy of a sham be the Soraka man that is I am that's completely subsumed in the source hi a systemic a man who are we getting a locus as a eh Hawaii is becoming the H in other words that the ZIF so to speak leaves the Moyer then ray leaves the store so it's perceived as an independent reality and it gives a room for human identity human choice human existence human ego a Mayan or maybe no it's a different level of reality where actual being introduced to this motorhome mighty hammer mean our tika the Sun comes out of the Seas and therefore the ire and Ziv doesn't have a matsyas its I am I am it's not a yes anymore a Mayan that's the question they wanted to know this iron that we talked about is really quite big it's it's the source of all existence it's divine energy that animates all existence but what yes yes yes in other words it's iron because it's really iron in the ink sorry Fitz iron in the solar core but because emerges because of the chaos at Simpson middle sidin right it emerges as a yes so therefore you could get it without the Sun if you would get it with the Sun who wouldn't be a yes read over it's a limited energy at Shem animates the world in a restricted way so everything can assume its own identity and we don't feel ourselves as ain't safe and we look at the world and we see a physical reality we don't see anything else we see a real physical world is that sure not true because of the symptom it is true if you can understand the perspective preach them so much still exists then it's not as will be explained by page 101 109 9 hey column 1 we're middle of the page so in parses mashaallah the Jewish people are leaving after they leave with Ryan and they come to a situation where there's no water they come to feed them there's no water and they're complaining you know why did he take us out of it's trying to kill us and our children and our cattle through thirst and moisture is afraid that the Jews are going to stone him hi today is your SLO the 18th day of L which is the birthday of the baal shem tov and of the ballot on both of them were born on the 18th day of lo4 some time in 1698 and the ballot Anya in 1745 it happened to be both of them were born on a Wednesday therefore there's a expression that hi L was the joined by lenders of SH name or iris act Island because it says that on Wednesday Hashem put up in the heavens name earlier than the two great luminaries the Sun and the moon so there's an expression high l is the birthday of Schnee melissad island could happen both to be born on high l which was wednesday like this year one in the year tough moon has five thousandth of knowledge has NACA's which is sixty ninety eight and the second ballot anya a few decades later tough cafe which is hayloft committee which is 1745 that's known as high L avoid eighteenth al so when the Jewish people the Jewish people are complaining for water so moisture Ave no moisture at bay News says they're gonna going to stone me Sam tells them the famous story take the stick and strike the rock this at the first time around and water will come out Toyota completes the finishes the story and says that he called the place masa and me River because of the fight of the Jewish people and the testing of God what did they say hey Shosh Ambika vino a Mayan this Hashem among us or not among us on a literal level this is a very derogatory it's a very denigrating story that the Jewish people after everything they so I could stand up and ask a question hey Shosh MB kerb a new employee is God among us or not among us well not among us and the Toyota says the next portion is a male comes an attack stop that's how people shops I'll angry here look at the Toyota develop Tania reveals a whole debt to this question is a chambray cab a new him or you on a much deeper way this wasn't stomach question of God is among us it was actually a very profound question how is God among us is it yesh Ambika banal pour its are you is it in a state of yesh or is in a state of ayan now one would have to understand why was the why was it then considered as a negative question it seems on the contrary a very profound question a beautiful question ok that will become clearer soon but what's the question if he's in the state of the issues in the state of iron so this has to do with what he explained what the heme iron is Iran ban says the Palacios borrow means a sham created the world the Asian may I am something from nothing it's not like the world something existed and it was developed there was something from nothing now this used an ancient Greek philosophy this was a very big issue our estoppel disagreed and Plato disagreed and stuff gain our generation when the ideas of the Big Bang emerged Thunder hog of which basically defines and says that there's a beginning there's a beginning to this reality that we call the cosmos that we call the universe a Big Bang the question is from a scientific point of view what was before the Big Bang and what caused the Big Bang if the material was there odd infinitum yes I had ad infinitum this is Brooklyn pronunciation if it was there what caused at some point the pressure to gather so Martha this should be boo the explosion of the big like you had the primer they call it the primordial soup or what we would call the primordial challenge probably look like a chunk more than like a soup so what caused suddenly this primordial soup to have so much pressure if you say it took a year two years three years what was so so so it started three years before the big peg ten years a billion years a hundred million years what exactly caused some science at this point says we don't know we don't know fine but the Big Bang means there's a beginning there's a beginning so there are bond already speaks about this rambunctious yesh may I the question he asked series why would harm a slow refer to the world as the HTM a ie something from nothing on the contrary the world comes from the real eh the world comes from the real eh not for mine comes too much then that's the real yes for character world look at me that is I am the world lagaa be the sources iron this is very insignificant right yet we call the world yesh and the source of the world we call I didn't come from nothing came from the creator of the world that was the question so the answer he suggests here in this mind man of Tacoma Heidi Shafer MCUs alien cargando has to do with the idea of shemish mug in Hashem awaken that in the process of creation there are two names that are employed constantly the name of youth cave of K which we call via you'd give of cash m or in the name of the kid and over time Alex defines them as the Sun and the encasement of the Sun the shield of the Sun the sheath huh yeah sheath the notic the more it's called an Arctic the sheath of the Sun which basically eclipses compromises dilutes and weakens diminishes the impact the intensity of both the light and the heat and the fiery heat of the Sun so javea le Kim le Kim is the mugging on the shemesh what would there be if there would not be a mugging so then the sama would be coming out of a sheath of its encasement of its of its Kayle of its container of its NAR take which would represent - of an intense light and energy for us to be able to deal with you so when a sham will take out the cameraman or take up it's not a simple process because it's very powerful and it's too potent it may be too potent the same is true on a spiritual level that le Kim is the mugging which basically eclipses the Sun itself that one should be able to get only a ray of the Sun one should be able to get only a glimmer only a fraction of the light of the Sun so spiritually it means that the ain't safe is eclipsed by the shame a lake in which is the meters have been which is diminish a symptom that eclipses it and as a result of that it allows the world to emerge as an independent reality when you say that the world was created yes may I in what does it then mean it means that the the light of the Divine that animates the world is called iron that's what's called why is it called iron because when this light of Hashem is in its source in the Sun it doesn't have a status doesn't have a name it doesn't have an identity it's completely forfeited within the source itself it would be like we said like the light like a light wave in the solar Court it doesn't have an autonomous identity doesn't even have an identity it's beer the light waves are outside of the Sun they're certainly in the Sun also but its subsumed its bottle it's a nut oil of a shame or as if clout you don't look at the Sun you say oh look at the at the array inside the Sun it doesn't have a face of smoke him it doesn't have a significance it's all part of the Sun so therefore when it leaves this song now it has a name and has a significant since the rays of light that come into everybody's home and come in and illuminate planet Earth where whoever is in direct contact with in contact with it now it has a 'yeah has a maxius when it's in its source a night oil above Schenkel it's called an ayah so why is the world called yesh may i because the divine energy that gives existence to the world is called iron why is it called iron because in its source in the divine luminary it would be defined this ayat what makes it so significant and so powerful to the point that it animates all of existence is that the source is eclipsed and because the source of it is eclipsed therefore it can create and give room for a world that has its own limited identity its own ego its own autonomy its own independence a world that looks like a separate reality of the inside because the ain't safe is not manifested in a present revealed way in this physical and conceptual space of our universe so therefore the you Louie has Eve the revelation of array emerging from our perspective as something separate it's really not separate because the source is here it's not like the Sun that actually has a physical location and the rain leaves the Sun that's in the muscle and an imbecile doesn't work that way it's not like the Sun itself is only in a certain place and the rake comes out of the Sun the source is here but what's perceived by the consciousness of the world is deceive the REA the tiny minut restricted energy that trickles down and allows for a consciousness of a universe every aspect of the universe according to its according to its chemistry and according to its identity spiritual creatures physical creatures heaven and earth from the largest galaxy to the tiniest mosquito to the tiniest flea or or worm which also has its type of consciousness so therefore for the ZIF to have an independent quality to emerge as a yes it's only through the mugging and that's called yesh may I in the yesh of the world comes from the island from the earlier from the light which is called ayan and the light itself is a yes may I in it leaves the source from our perspective in order to become a yesh when the Jewish people left Mitzrayim they asked this question Hashem Bakr banal him Owen is a Shem among us or not it's not a question if he exists among us it's a profound very profound question and that is what is the nature of our relationship with God today do we say that the shame jávea is shining to us through the mugging and if it's through the mugging so then this ray is called yesh may I in it say yes that emerges from its own iron hi yes Hashem became a new or a million or perhaps it's not that case perhaps what is shining in us is not elekid we have access to her via itself which is the shemish itself beyond the mugging in other words the son was taken out of it take it out of its sheath and therefore then what would it be called then thus if that's creating the world would be called ayan Aisha Schembechler banal mi you mr. shame avaya coming out in a state of eh through the sieve or is it coming into a state of onion because we're having access to the sama mean our take in other words this is really a question about the journey of Jewish history is it that we're going to experience the world from the perspective of ain't safe without autonomy or is it that we're going to experience the world as an independent reality this is a profound question that's bothering the Jewish people they want moisture Ave Anoka to explain to them and guide them what this journey is going to look like with extreme ramifications no why are we complaining about this question Massa even feed them a Molech it's obviously elevated to another level but we'll soon see what the issue here is with this question so now he continues he says vis l Indian Beret she's bar eloquent the wine starts Indian bodacious bar delicate Allah Kim high no penis has even a holiday ha Magan Ola Kim is god it's the Ray that is communicated through the shield nicker abrir yesh meiyan this is called abrir which is yesh may iron Ella show onion BRE Shabbat signal sign the premise of a hakama may i intimate see here that BRE is still on a higher state of consciousness it's called the world of our zilla's which is what the passage says in II of the Kaufman comes from ayan basically the home itself comes from a state of iron it's a yesh that comes out of ayan ok now there is a longer footnote probably but it's Ahmad said that where he discusses some of these these ideas from a more esoteric point of view I want to go till the end of the parenthesis if you'll see the end of the parenthesis starts the line penis yes my iron the cat how you Coulomb the cat how you close the car car you Coulomb column is valerian be maximum bara Hoboken assalam thus all the world's all the creations were first submerged in their mud sill matzo means Hawaii we have a chantels merciful salty Minoru ah a share alaikum I will be matzah lie will emanate is the word I will emanate from the spirit that's on you I will emanate it to 7 the elders who were appointed by moistur to be prophets together with them so the matzah Liz the emanate or of light like the Sun would be the emanate ur of the ZIF so he says all the world's were included in the original matzah land the source the penis Helaman concealment the itsy awesome a Halima luckily Leah's Julia LMS robbery the pronunciation of epiphany apps my over pen is available vato them emerging from concealment to revelation that there should be a concrete reality which we call worlds or creations as a yes as something and an independent reality from a premises if the horrible vaad this is essentially array of this light or commercial casa we say in the morning into hilum yahoo Louis famous unconditional avada hoy de el Eretz for Somalia how they means his glorious splendor Israel Hydra Hodder ah like carnie hoid of moisture right hotel as fishermen and this is what we call yes me i and mama yes me I am Amish yes my iron is not only about how it started but it's a definition of current existence that it's a yeesh of the state of Iowa parentheses Pitta SH Shaw island miss how you cool them when we say the worlds were included in the source high nuclear do of a finish could lay much of a semi sure my safe we know the pre shot of it the Navi a Shia says my thoughts are not your thoughts the but other Mamata shovel eighty-four mahoma by a person thought doesn't accomplish anything you think of something it's a dream I will love my lips although Burma Shafter at Simon la havas of a hot soup in a oz Nestle vena cava mama had a mash of Azul a chemin II had a thought and a will to create so the world was created through this thought I think therefore I am Keith what therefore it was commercial customer part desired olive out there as a halwa elements by brilliant : McGinnis maha vailo challahwood sign delivery asylum so when he had a thought to create the world that thought already constitutes the structure and the existence of all the world's a favela Shia scholar Michelle album commercial who Hayakawa mother baiz jolivet sang this doesn't mean that the world the way it is now existed in thought when he had a will for it kiya mother a commercial her Coweta for her on this July the clerk of the world Iran is of the world the Highness sheikha Moza shall see a gash Mears Cassius Ishimatsu blue cheese shader sham appear hacia gaseous every physical phenomena in this world has a spiritual source Kamiya there is motion the sickness a top wanna take the sweetness of an apple with the sweetness of an apple come me Mazel Hamacher boy Maha's I'll say every plant every Bush every fruit has a muzzle that strikes and it says grow the Cavalia male Gouveia Shamer the posix says in KL this and it goes higher and higher I'll bear XO show you shall see Allah my Allah bacillus can my gosh we sure should be released while customer should make your own castle bhai sure everything every phenomenon in this world doesn't begin with physicality and it begins with a spiritual energy that then rien Carnot's and assumes material reincarnations so light doesn't begin with physical and it begins with spiritual light spiritual itís called hakama the passage says axial Baha'i Chehalis the fool walks in darkness darkness and light is a euphemism for wisdom but it's not just the euphemism light begins in wisdom but then when wisdom evolves it assumes a material incarnation until it becomes physical or the sweetness of an apple doesn't begin with the sweetness of an apple there's a concept of sweetness spiritual and spiritual worlds and then it evolves it goes through a process of evolution from the spiritual to the physical and in each universe it assumes a more brute incarnation until it assumes a very physical incarnation so when you say the whole world was really included in the source like the ray of the Sun in the Sun itself right in other words in Hashem you have the whole world this means when there was a mash of it to create the world you have the whole world but it would be like architect who dreams up the design of a house the whole house is in his mind but what do we mean the whole house is in his mind the couches the wiring the ceilings the foundations they're not in his mind the design of the house the energy of the house to look over the house the concept of the house and the physical house is really just an expression of that concept so the world begins it originates in the Ray that is within the source and then it goes out from a state of concealment to a state of Revelation where it assumes that concrete manifestation over the world on every level of existence from the spiritual to the physical the Salwa union shall how you cool in my brew in by my shovel office elaborate so Nikhil a Maximizer maximization / - Rafa augustness how who Baruch Aeneas yes may I in 1 March over all the worlds were created the ash may iron for sure you shall ha see a gash miss aftman in asthma so coal Burma - of Avadh they dumping ash me iron she's have a cigar miss me ruinous English man I ain't got amnesia there's two states of yesterday I for the creation of erosion is the corrode is also yes may I for there to be validity significance - that's in that itself as I am i I because does itself is iron now come stage B where it comes out of the womb solar spectrum thought intarsia this is a force - man this is a whole new yesh me I am from rouhani's - gosh means but even from godliness - Rukia secesh my iron from the source of the Sun - the ray of the Sun - the sieve is already a process of yesh me iron even the way it's still in the divine womb in the divine thoughts but that is all a spiritual universe in other words you have the whole universe on many different levels are parallel universes parallel universes for talking K ballistically speaking parallel universes means that the entire world exists on various planes so the apple here you can discuss a cup of coffee in oil M hacia you can discuss a cup of coffee and alumni in Syria LM ha Bri and it's the same cup of coffee but it doesn't necessarily have physical properties it's a concept of coffee it's the concept of sweetness it's the concept of femininity it's the concept of of light and what does the concept of light mean in every world that has a different interjection in this world that means something physical and tangible but removing the veil coverings you could look into it and you could see what it is and its source where does it begin it begins as divine energy that's what it is and then it assumes a physical incarnation which we call a eh and even in its ultimate beginning it's called yesh may iron why because really the Ray which is the world the divine energy is subsumed in the source but he allows for the process of concealing the shemish so that the mugging should allow for the eh which means the ZIF to emerge I am because I know and then it goes through the whole process of thought speech to action and that's the world ultimately we inhabit yeah yeah yeah yeah even much other like the sieve in the shamash did a world a world divine energy that is defined as a world whether it's it's a talk more bean or whatever it is but it's already not it's not the ain't safe and it's full full intensity the cell whoo this is what we say in the morning borrow a shot Omar vahana Harlem blessed is the one who said in the world came out I knew machinist have over my shava Anna's the Shah Marva Harlem is the first world is the world that came through one thought he who amar my yay woohoo gum cane yes may I borrow Shaw Oh Marvin elements the island that still from Omar from the one Marsh of became an island through gum King yes man out there if I ha ha ha man may I intimidation gam his salvos hakama dot sillas hokhmah bat zilla's which is absolute divine energy Nick Rajesh - gizelle yesh me I am Baroness raha cough borrow i'ma visa show you shock I suppose a la palma loonies lagash miss so camping ash Mayan gamma mesh she's have a sagashi miss maroney's to my gosh meme a hakama she written is who vada yesh may I in while there is a behold on of life yeah Barack saw Marva yeah Harlem what do you after that borrow a mare that Lisa borrow I avoid what's the difference of on Marva hiya element I'm a voice are Marva Harlem is still the whole world but is the world in a state of amar our voices the world in a state of a seein the same universe but this is a spiritual universe a abstract universe and then every aspect assumes a physical incarnation this is what's called the evolutionary process with a spiritual to the physical let's go say their socialist so that means when you're looking at snow you're looking at a snowfall you're looking at a rainfall you're looking at a lightining at a thunder you're looking at an ocean you're looking at the process of a tree growing you could look at it from many perspectives from a superficial perspective all you see is snowflakes an opportunity to build a snowman and the kids are excited there's no school as winter will soon come fine that's one level then you could look at it from a much more sophisticated to say yet be the era of the meteorologists the scientist who understands how snowflakes form and what's the climate that's necessary for their formation and what they're made up of and that's very real the chemistry of the science of a snowfall which is of course very fascinating but that's all dissecting the physical properties of the snowflakes but now you try to understand what is the energy doesn't vanish em there's a unique divine energy that's giving rise to these physical properties the snow doesn't begin as physical snow the snow begins as a concept and that concept you can elevate one world go to one world go to another and in each world there's snow until you start off with the world of at sillas which is basically the whole world but the way the world in his in his room it's basically the world in the mind of the architect it's the house in the mind where you have the whole house but it's all brainwaves it's all still a spiritual entity it's still a metaphysical entity which will be manifested one day in physical pipes and physical foundations and physical wires and ceilings and floors and all the components of house till the last couch till the last granite counter until the food in the refrigerator well that's not the architects domain actually or the refrigerator at all but it all begins in thought but here it's not just a plan of the house it's actually the house itself in an elevated sublime form and then you have what's called say there's Starla's the evolutionary process and already the original original house is already yes maíam it's a ready yesh viu and then when it comes out into a physical incarnation that's Berkshire on Marvel um and then borrow are you man the oyster the way it comes into our sea that's what he says so for example you have hokhmah is light but it's not the light that we know but the reason light travels 186,000 miles per second yeah the reason my travel one hundred thousand miles per second is because it's hot MA so in Harlem it's not expressed in speed because hokhmah is a metaphysical phenomena when hokhmah is expressed in physical property and if we call light it has different properties than most other things that we recognize it has paradoxes it has an intense speed that is extraordinary but what is it really it's really a manifestation of the physical the physical so really an understanding of the universe means an understanding of the universe on all of its levels throughout the entire evolutionary process not to be confused with another evolutionary process of Darwin's ever when I'm talking about Darwin evolution that's evolution from the from from whatever that's another form of alert here with them of the evolution from at sillas to breathe seriously with old mother evolution from the spiritual to the fizzle set we understood what he said he said so there's two stages arrest mind is the original yes maíam which is the divine energy breaking away from its source from our perspective breaking not from a real from alpha it breaks away from its source and therefore it's called eh it's called a yesh like the ZIF has its own identity meaning the divine energy which assumes a reality which we would ultimately call the universe which is the whole universe the way its subsumed in the divine the way it's really divine energy and then there is the second stage of yesh Maya it actually breaks away from the world of the spirit into the world of matter now we know today this was Einstein's great contribution is that matter and energy are interchangeable where they used to think that matter and energy are two separate realities matter and energy are interchangeable k so what Einstein called energy is not what we're calling energy but nonetheless the idea is that the guest room and the Ruach are closer than one imagines so that the matter is really essentially also another form of energy that's in terms of science in terms of toyota of enemies at Toyota what we mean is that the matter is really that world it's really energy expressed through matter and therefore the very makeup of the matter essentially is also spiritual energy that's just assumes of an ear of a veneer of matter and we know that we've mentioned this quite a few times you know the more the universe is dissected or anybody who reads any cutting-edge articles essays journals about what is the world made up of it's more and more going away from a simple materialistic nature to say today that the world is a place is a material place is is almost a making you know it's it's it's almost a mockery to say that the more and more one discovers that the core that at the core of tangible reality is think as intangible beyond even or our imagination so you finish this here this paragraph he says I'll dead examine aspire beringian Almeida's galiyev Alma discuss this is the difference between the revealed world and unconscious to concealed with Alma des gal you who should need him how my Vegas with fraud ambiguity Almeida's golly means all the moderators are seen a separate in a reveal blame Alma discuss yeah I know shame Taylan the matsyas by Macario Alma discuss a means in the source they're still bottled amid scenes in other words it's a iron so you have to when you speak about the world even the Russian is the girls Alma this gallium means you have a world that you could talk about how me this Cassio's to have it because the alien is there it's just are you so it's called Alma discuss it's concealed conceal doesn't mean there's a blanket over it concealed means it doesn't have any sense of separateness and therefore there's no matter agus not because there's no my dragons they're all there yes yes so all the moderators are they but the moderators don't have their own yes or autonomy or independence and he says I'm much the customize Camacho said Adela sure traders base premises Halverson emotion-based Seamus jávea doesn't get into it but in you do me this irrational you have Hashem Hashem Carol McConnell so one Hashem produces our modus costea one produces Alma de Scalia if I must recursively were muscle you're not scary Marcia I mean Michelle mission Assad to be Tyree the Ithaca hymen October rasa hard to over-exaggerate what's late would lay in this line every morning we sell the kindness Commission Assad to be to hurry active Russell now chronologically this is a little off because the first thing should have been you created it they some Hashanah sad to be apt of a Russell you created it now let's talk about it it's pure it's good it's holy it's nice it's cute it's charming it's handsome whatever you want to say about your neshama whatever you want to tell the shopkin fine but first tell me he created it this means that there's something in the neshamah be for Barasa alekhina Summerson assad to be Tahiry he is before Barossa October rasa starts a new process what are these two states of neshama these are the two antennas of the so now the kind of some machinist ought to be Tahiry is Anna summer that's higher than Bria wiser than summer that's higher than Bria this is the neshamah of Alma discussing their summer that is still in the state of iron so you can't say you created it it's there but it's completely part of the Mahr it's part of the Sun itself even though it's all there the Rays are there it's not like the Sun lacks light waves only the Sun is deprived of light ways but you don't poke the light waves are just part of the aims life then you have active or Russell that's the source of the neshamah completely one and that never changes then you have active a Russa a layer of the solar it actually assumes a created being it's still spiritual and divine and holy it's it's not corruptable then you have acting it's art that's its serie then you have acting a factor then you have optimist camera BKB were you - I'm actually meets schmira that's in this world so you have here the whole evolutionary process Tahiry he is our discussion after viruses creation at the its art at Anna factor be from you Tyrion I see and then by optimist Arabic Arabic but to us it literally many so therefore you have really layers of personality and they're all there which part of you is true depends which part you zoom into there's the element of consciousness that transcends consciousness that's neshama Shan Assad to be Tahiry and then you have active Rosati it's not an effect to be palette Anya has attached that this is this is shemin's eye socket or Gamora says an area of enough you'd get mo that for two and a half years by shaman basil--oh argued very very interesting argument the nature of the argument there's only only Jews would argue about this for two and a half years and that is would have it been better to be created or not now these are not people who are having a special um suicidal thoughts these were the leaders of the generation but shaman says it would have been much better if we would never create it okay wonderful news based on my thank you thank you miss Allah said no it would have been much better if we were created not a solution every a solution if after two and a half years the de maras says and that Mars offers us two and a half like an outhouse for so long three and not two two and a half Nineveh gum who they decided to take a vote what's that gonna help okay but they're gonna take a look the vote where somebody wins no your solution loin every ghost emission if it would have been much better if you were not created than if you were created I said where I grew up there was a youth his name was on the ship there's a classic alcoholic but of a unique type not not kiddush clobbers he would sit on the eastern parkway Island all day with a bottle of Crown Royal and he would drink and he had very interesting thoughts so he once told me he said that all his philosophy and life comes from the first Rashi and Amish it says voracious Barilla Kim is a shaman massarde God created the world so rashly right away says I'm Arab you look like Howard sorry there was really no need for it God created the world I'm ready it's luck you should have done something else with your precious time there was really no need so you know only somebody who's who's been through who've been around the block a couple of times can have that heritage in Rashi I'm rabbits aglow hudsucker so what's up shot no yes we shall my new ensue what Jews debating Hashem decided to create a world so 2,000 years later bersama and bacillus sit down and say was it a good idea not a good idea first of all nobody asked you if you haven't real about cars what's this debating tomorrow do you like it you don't like it fine I like this among Hassan Maya who I shall learn every submission every and what's the track sarcasm was better without it but the whole say fallacious my parents my Ariel a chemist color should also be NATO's mind so when we arguing with God thinks it's a good idea to the Sun that's a bad idea really I mean it's surprising for the Gomorrah it's surprising for the Omar you think it's a bad idea okay tell your wife it's a bad idea if you were God don't do this you don't want it this ways to get rid of it what's this argument so the shot is the shot is Rp up in the title of the ballot Anja he says a very deep argument is the purpose of life to go to a space of loin if arow or to go to a space of nivea alekhina shaw machinist ought to be but Shama I said nyuk Lila Adams shallow in every submission never the real noisiest the real mass the real minook of a person as if he goes to the state of loin never to his own space where he's pre Bria neshama Shanna's ought to be Tahiry he yo submission ultimately that's the purpose of in disguise to be an ability to be able to extricate yourself and be able to go back to that space of loin every submission if they still owe argued bacillus said no the qivana was DAF canonical allowed them to bring it into Niva which has two streams of neshama and they still own the whole you dish kind if Heaven was created for if they're earth was created first for Bashar my there's one agenda for missile there's another agenda the to meet a Laval de varela Kim Chi M so Nineveh gam Runa Leela autumn sirloin every oyster machine ever but the actual shouldn't every a fast-fish the licen that's what he says here at the end of in the neshamah there's a reflection of these two strands one is the strand of Tidy he and then there's a traversal you don't have to get to that state that state is that state is the question is could you become aware of that state you don't have to get to that state that's the whole idea in assumption is thought to be too high heat it is too high de real healing the reason Bashar my wants that status cause real healing comes from there real real healing comes from there because all trauma begins with the trenchers transition from int Esch all trauma begins with the transition from int yesh and people search to go back to the iron now the way it's expressed in our world is sometimes very destructive if you just want to go back to the iron you want to go to a place of neol ism what does it called Maya listen thank you the drugs or other forms but you're looking for the iron spiritually what are you looking for you're looking for the original iron you're looking for the original Ayanna the original line yet the void liver this is what he said mind there's a constant process this is like this is a perpetual process it's not once the other with the world has many layers you could look you could put on different glasses and you see a different world you see a world for Marcia you see an external word you see an internal just like just like of laymen and a scientist I look and I see a Styrofoam cup that's it I see maybe a little coffee inside now it's empty another person look said if you come with a with a electron microscope with a magnifying glass oh you come with with electrons okay an electron microscope even stommer microscopes are the electron microscope suddenly you see a whole other reality right and then you see a world of molecules and you see a world of billions trillions SEC Killians atoms move I can still what we call the diamond it's not so dome it's pretty alive pretty alive which is true they're all true it's different layers of existence right so it starts off it starts off with ioan what stays with iron there's no Mencia samba discuss it's all there but it doesn't have it doesn't have a hair gauge there's no hair dish so the real the real trauma of existence the real traumas we'll see starts off with the first process consciousness the tragedy of civilization is the transition from I in th why never attend ever the whole world was there but nothing felt itself ism and sees and because it didn't feel itself Azamat see is so was actually one with itself one with its source the real trauma of existence begins the moment is a transition from a state of I into a state of it even when it's still in the womb of its of its of its mother even when it's still pure divine energy then there's other forms of yesh but that's the beginning of the trauma of existence so to speak is that transition to a state of consciousness even the fine consciousness that is the process of in the process of creation is the courage to leave the new the primordial and to become independent and fragmented and in that process one breaks because they're detached they filled it this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w 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